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When I said or wrote "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

 

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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I have been known by many names depending upon which community and/or location I have known you in, of which I am still simply just me as the one person I am.  Though personally I prefer the name of mine (Reverend) Susan MeeLing mainly, or for the modeling aspects Lady Dori Belle.  I support the Compassionate, Honorable, and Righteous Ones of which whether or not they are within the EMS groups, Fire Departments, Law Enforcement Agencies, Military (Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veterans); as I have well before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.  Though the head injury I had during Basic Training in the Army Branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces Branch of which the subarachnoid hemorrhage had also been a part of why I had been in a coma for several weeks which when I woke up from with headaches, migraines, memory deficits, cognitive disorders, and having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd Grade Math; I do the best I possibly can despite the aspects of what labels me as medically retired, though more commonly known as a disabled veteran.  However the fact of the matter as to having been taken off of the military installation as I had been as well as the fact as to the legal marriage aspects as explained, the portions thereof in reference to the legal aspects as to the protection rights of what is the reality in reference to when being in the consideration as a victim of being held hostage during such portions and onward through to the situations written about as well as having described in verbal discussions, means the legal responsibility of all such problems rests upon the shoulders of those who had been informed of such aspects if anything has ever gone awry.

 

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Though I am unique in certain regards, I think there are many who can know and understand that I can only tell the truth which I specify the fact from fiction for clarifications and I have the best of intentions.

 

 

As a legal widow, medically retired from the Army, Mom of two children and remain as such; I am aware as to how much work it takes to maintain and sustain several aspects.  While I remain unmarried by choice in all such ways, the clarifications for such aspects as to ensure the knowledge of for each I may meet as to whether or not you or yours are in a relationship.  I personally am extremely respectful to others' relationships of which in reference to because of the books I have authored in combinations thereof, I want to clarify as to such aspects as to ensure the honesty of as well as to ensure the facts of which if I am informed as to a relationship of another as to my respecting your relationship and now stepping over any such lines.

 

 

Though I admit as to not being in a relationship additionally not because of searching for a relationship as if one occurs and I personally agree than such happens, however to clarify I do not ever have such officially in my thoughts because of the ways as to similarly to being Asexual as a Pansexual Female Dominant as the realities as to the adult consenting portions are mandatory to each side which as an Asexual I do not ever assume of any such relationship possible unless the other discusses such with me in person, however as a Female Dominant having my own self-control as to my Pansexuality my Polyamory is as simple as to the non-sexualized aspects at times of simply being more of as a Mom as I have been a Mom within less than a six month time from waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday year 2000 head injury and though I am mainly monogamous if in a relationship; there have been relationships which have had certain open agreements to such adult aspects depending on the time as to such. As my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia are both now above the ages of 18 years old biologically, I can feel more confident to put such clarifications on the internet within the discretionary aspects of as being as modest as I am in the larger ways of because of being a Mom early on as to the timeframes from the years especially between 2000 through 2013 as to such re-growing up.  I was born and raised in New Jersey though I woke up to re-grow up in the state of Texas, and thus how I am who I am in a multitudes of ways. 

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In my life I have clarified several situations and if proven truthful as to the reality as to the reasons why I do not speak with my biologicals as to the situations as the factors thereof especially after 2021, as well as the aspects as to the paternal biologicals to my son and my daughter as to the factors of several reasons.  The options as to the references regarding my To Contact Form as the reality that the situations that are as to such factors as hypothetically proven truthful as to such facts as to how the aspects of what is considered as respectful to begin discussions as per my own standards as I am not a child biologically in legal age and as the facts as to etiquette, the factors where the additional factors of what medical professionals I have already been to as to the references as to the requirements to ask in actual words for my real choice as to how it has been since 2000 and the medication types have not changed and thus as to the requirements of my personal permission to actually get from me to ever as to anything at all regarding the after effects from my head injury and/or my subarachnoid hemorrhage as I already went through over more appointments than most because of the facts from the years of 2000 through 2018.  I have learned what is best for me medically and as to the other factors of individuals I personally once knew in person face to face in person in real life in person face to face in person, the factors of what I personally consider as real communication are a requirement to actually being considered as to an actual discussion as per what my considerations are as I am only an Ordained Reverend and that is to be accepted as my religion I created as the Eclectic Judeo-Christian Futurist religion only translates as to the religion as there is not a physical location of any church as I have not made that as such referencing an actual building location as if I were to be interested in such then as to the reality that there is only what I created as a religion.  Thus the respect as to the requirements is mandatory as those who remember the strictness of protocols in the latter 1980s at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to such factors to the consideration of rules, protocols, and standards.  After the years of 2019 through 2021 while I know whose phone numbers I did have at the time, then as to such if differences as to such if factors as to the aspects of respect where I personally have not ever purposefully given out anyone else's personal phone numbers ever as I made sure to contact them first to ask their permission as per the facts for one reference in 2012 in Austin Texas as to a situation where I was spoken with and asked to see if there would be the allowance as to an individual as I already wrote about as there was not anyone for me to discuss with as to those situations shortly thereafter because of their situations where those individuals have needed to grow up and be mature as to the reality as I was told about the specific names for that situation in the year of 2019 as the facts that individuals who are mature are capable to have real discussions as actual adults where words are actually utilized to communicate.  After the year of 2013 as to the 20 year memorial of February 1993 as those facts referencing the combined situations I personally dealt with, my considerations of support as my considerations after that point in time of my life obviously changed my viewpoints as to the combined situations.  I made my attempts to have discussions in truth in all timeframes however as to the years of 2019 through 2021, the reality of accepting that time continues onward and time is a specific measure where sometimes there is only a specific amount of time and such as to the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as to the situations where contacting me first as to the knowledge of if there actually was the respect of sensitivity to the reality as my journal blog and other writings after multiple discussions as to the factors of the truth as I personally dealt with throughout such times of the 1980s and the 1990s and the 2000s and the 2010s before the 2020s began.

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The idea I personally had in the earlier years of a support group for survivors of February 1993 as well as those who had personal connections in real life in person face to face in person as the main ways in the 1980s and the 1990s were as to the differences though start points in the 1990s as to online factors, where those who were born in and after 1984 along the east coast of the United States of America as to the factors mainly within the northeast, at the timeframe of around 1994 as to how such differences of opinions as to the situations.  After 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as to a similar-ish situation, though in a larger overall aspect as to the combined factors as to my location at the time as the same factors such as the year of 2008 through 2010 as to certain aspects of my attempts as to the northeast overall as mainly to the reference of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 with the knowledge of February 1993 in the New York City areas as multiple discussions before as well as after to those years I attempted mainly within the state of Texas at the time as to the in person face to face in person though also as to the online factors as to my social media in smaller ways though such aspects of certain specific topic points as to the capacity to being capable to refer to the types of and amounts of attempts I personally made to work on such as I saw it as important.  Since such factors in reference thereof as to before beginning my Medal of Honor Art Project as the amount of decades as where I have made the best attempts to continue working on my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork, though when I informed officially as the years of 2021 through 2022 as to the facts in truth as to the differences between the specifics because of the obvious capability to see the difference of the framework around the pieces as the differences.  I have personally written letters, emailed, made phone calls to multiple elected officials as well as in some references as to such multitudes of attempts however their staff members as to whether the individuals themselves as to receiving the information to discuss as per scheduling a meeting(s) as I am capable to remain platonic as to meetings because of the facts referencing being a responsible biological adult legally. 

 

 

I do not have any staff members that I personally hired, as my journal blog updates as to the reality of being capable to have such to be capable to actually have individuals who would actually understand the specifics at the exact time when the needs for the factors of my work at the specifics thereof officially; however since as to the situations as to my attempts referencing my books as for my choices as to how I make the decisions for my business as to such factors as the time is always important.  In reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project there have been contractors to getting the framework and the glass taken care of as well as the locations I have taken such pieces when I complete them to, however personally as to such aspects of my daily or weekly or monthly or yearly work as to the difference as for me personally is different than the pieces themselves.  Thus as I have given my business card with my contact information and if individuals of businesses were/are interested in arranging a speaking arrangement in person face to face in person with me and/or book signings, then there is my To Contact Form to fill out and explain in truth the reasons and I will make the decision if I actually receive the messages to read on a computer to make the choice for myself if there is not a phone call to actually speak with on a cellular phone as my personal business requirements as since unlike other locations as to other businesses as to such differences referencing the work officially as well; the references regarding scheduling with me as to such aspects are important whether as to a personal factor and/or a business factor as an Entrepreneur's business depends upon what their business is and since I am the Entrepreneur to my personal work as well as to my personal life as well as to my business as to only the allowance of my personal choices as the facts I would not allow anyone I ever once knew in person face to face in person or online to choose in any capacity especially as to what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle as there is no one I personally would ever allow or trust as there was not anyone who made any attempts to earn my trust as in my opinion as to the trying to think that social media is in the same capacity when it is different as to such factors for myself because of my personal background.

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As many individuals who have told me they 'knew how people from New Jersey are', there have been very few individuals who have ever actually proven to me outside of the pop culture references they have had instead of them ever having a real actual genuine reference such as myself as to how real New Jersey-ians can be as not all New Jersey-ians are the same as do not allow the size of the state of New Jersey to fool you as the population numbers are of importance as to the citizens thereof as well as the number of travelers throughout the different locations of the state of New Jersey.  It should not take a head injury to figure out when the numerical as to the amount of individuals that have and do travel throughout the state of New Jersey as to the length of time it actually does take to earn the trust from a born and raised New Jersey-ian, as unlike other cities that might be the size of the state of New Jersey as the population plus the commutes are important as I told individuals who I met in the state of Illinois as I told the individuals throughout the state of Texas as to such facts as the thoughts of only online were good enough for my type of New Jersey-ian; as to the difference as to the amounts of situations, as depending upon where and when as to the individualized factors of each individual New Jersey-ian.  I have noticed how many have tried to say all New Jersey-ians are the same and there is not that factor because it is not the same for each and every New Jersey-ian as the supposed factor they said was usually, only because of the size of the state instead of paying attention to the information as the information is the main importance of the facts as the facts are the truth.  There is a difference between pop culture New Jersey as the difference of the reality of New Jersey, and the facts of how such trust is earned requires protocols being followed ass the state of New Jersey has multiple factors where the proof of protocols are in a metaphor as to the tollways as to the tollbooths for a proverbial metaphor as to individuals born and raised in New Jersey as to the tolls per as to actually earning the trust of a New Jersey-ian, as to those proverbial references.  If others who have went to college in the northeast and/or east coast of the United States of America were to think about such a metaphor, I would guesstimate especially if they went to college in the areas before the year of 1995 would be capable to agree as to such a proverbial metaphor as time matters just as authenticity matters as the 10 Commandments in truth matter as the truth matters.

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Though I did have a house that was my home as to my personal creation for what was best for me as well as my family that I gave birth to biologically, then as to the situations as to such facts.  The references as to how many useless times I have had to move needlessly from what my personal needs as to my personal requirements has been unwanted in every capacity, as to the references of what is of actual comfort for me is what I comprehend is best for me personally.  The needless problems as to what was my apartment as to such similarly needless problems from the hypotheticals thereof as it would be fantastic to actually have to keep as to use what I comprehend as to my personal needs for me for my comfort as my ADA properly correctly consistently being accomplished correctly, would be amazing and yet a miracle as to such aspects of my needs actually consistently correctly as I comprehend for my best interests for me would be as to such factors.  

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When I was working on my Medal of Honor Art Project before the situations as to the year of 2018, the factors of common sense as to asking me personally in the correct as I have explained format as to the references as to such factors as to such situations that have not been anything I personally asked for in reference for myself because of the facts as to the references of the situations of others' misinterpretations hypothetically of such if factors.  Thus creating a religion is not the same thing as assumptions referencing others' assumptions hypothetically, as the reality of what the multiple attempts I have made as to actually accomplishing my own comforts for me to have for my choice(s) for my utilization(s) as I personally choose as the common sense facts.

 

 

This website of mine is where everyone is to grow up immediately as to from the capacities thereof and retain permanently as to such factors officially, as the reality that I personally am not a church as I personally am a human being who has repeatedly made attempts in the direct capacity as best as possible as it has been up to others to have the actual courage to correctly accomplish such factors such as to actually ask me as to such factors in the capacities of if situations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project.  If as to such factors as to the reference to what was supposed to only be in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to such common sense instead of such ignorance as I am not a Medal of Honor recipient and I am not artwork nor am I art as I am a human being as the aspects of the differences as to such facts.  There is not any reason that would ever be justified to me personally as to such if factors as to the references of such if factors regarding such as to the reference thereof where the tooth as to such factors as the requirement of my personal informed consent as only such in real discussions as what I consider as real discussions with me as to what I personally consider as real discussions as to the only way to ask me as such through phone number factors if having been given as to only other option as to the To Contact Form for where I answer as I do not have staff personally because if I had real staff personally then as to where such requirements would actually be accomplished correctly such as to my work in reference of my Medal of Honor Art Project.

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I have taken my work seriously and such aspects where as the requirements for my work to correctly be worked on, such amounts of needless pushing as to such aspects of the process I personally had completed to being correct for my work in the correct capacities.  There are only those as to the collection factors as to my other portion of what I have been working on and just because I took some pieces to a military installation as to there not being the capacities of where such is worked on in the same factors as to my comprehension of what is best for my work on my Medal of Honor Art Project.  There is a difference from spirits as to General George Washington as to such immaturity as to having been chosen myself as to such individuals who have needed to just accept the facts, as real humanity is when genuinely being happy for someone's success is of actual importance while understanding success still requires other factors to maintain and sustain correctly.  That is unless such a viewpoint of as to in an electoral factor because of authenticity of if factors of the proof referencing some of the journal blogs, on my website as well as the proof of such if factors.

 

 

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Nonetheless as to being as a Mom of two biological adult aged children legally now as one with Special Needs Education in one background of requirements as well as the other who is related as well as knowing technology aspects a bit more in depth as to such times as to my frustrations from the arithmetic portions to the technological portions for the understanding as to such levels, the aspects of which the ways to best calculate the best for my children and myself while hopefully assisting others can be noticed as to such aspects thereof for more to be more aware and cognizant of possible choices of how to be true to oneself while also honest with others and being protective where I can be helpful to, I hope such clarifications assist whatever gender/ethnicity/sexuality/community/interests/ background/etcetera as to biology to assist the understanding from the knowledge as to unless certain specifics are brought forward as to several aspects I am fairly modest in multiple ways.

 

 

I thought however such a clarification might be needed for some individuals, for the comprehension as to being a single legal widow though also not in a relationship as to respecting others as it seems important to respect the relationship aspects of others more now than ever before.  Thus for clarifications if interested in me, it is up to the individual to inform me of such.  

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Thus in all capacities proper grammar is required as to the factors thereof as to if there was common sense as to such metaphors as to the proverbial if others would have actually paid attention correctly to the details and the information as to the facts, as there was not any want of mine to ever go to Washington state to begin with in the reference to the year of 2013 as I clarified there is a difference as to the state of Washington as to the individual as to such facts.  Though I suppose when such aspects of the 1980s as the 1990s as to such hypotheticals as to such if factors as to those types, as to the proof as to where such proof would be in such references of the East Coast as to the west coast situations as to such situations where now currently there are more options for communication and yet the proof as to such if factors as to the requirement for the correct motivation to actually accomplish such as to the proof as to such regards as to the timeframes from the 1980s and the 1990s as to the situations since then as to the proof thereof as to such hypotheticals through to the year of 2022 as to the proof thereof as to who took work seriously and the differences as to such factors.

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In the year of 2023 to progress forward as to then progressing upward as per such aspects, the situations where and what and when and how and who as to such factors as to my personal comforts as well as the progression of such works; if actually important enough to do so, as well as actually needed as to the considerations thereof as to what I consider.  If my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork is actually considered as needed, then as to such aspects where there would be such truthful discussions with me as to the needs thereof as to such requirements as the reality of communication is important for my ADA needs as to the facts of the differences as there are multiple factors as to staff aspects though as to the comprehension I have as to where both the in person face to face in person as well as the online factors as to such regards in such time. 

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My physical headaches each day as to the facts of after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury during my Basic Training in the Army as to the facts as to such reasons why San Antonio Texas is now called Military City USA as to the reasons to end all stolen valor and thus as to the reality of the reasons why I am only going to refer to such as per the reasons proven as to my personal foresight as to the year of 1999 before the timeframe of other such proof of such situations, and since my Blue ID Card as to the aspects thereof do not have such a requirement as then as not the Army though as the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such combinations thereof such as my invitation as well as my overall factors as to such timeframes from then to now.  However if as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to such other factors, then as to such situations as to the timeframe of such factors as to what would actually keep me in a good mood consistently.

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While I have worked on the situations as best as I could despite such factors thereof as to more than just 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as the factors of February 1993 regarding the truth, then also as to such facts of when I went through such aspects at the Lodge at Madrona where I comprehended the requirement to be capable to distinguish the timeframes for such clarifications as there would not be the requirement for the personal staff for such factors as the other situations as to the pause for such aspects; and then from such a point in time as to such work to progress as per the needs and requirements as I can see as to the multitude thereof as per the proof of NASA and the US Space Force formation as to other such factors of work regarding keeping protections as to on land above sea level as well as such other facts.

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When I began the aspects of thinking about the electoral route for myself as to the situations where such attempts were made as to the truthful factors as to the if situations as to such electoral aspects in such prior reference to such Governorship as to the regards thereof the updates though also in reference to journal blog entries as to my journal blog, as to such aspects where the if factors as to the support from such references as to the timeframes thereof as to such situations during the timeframe thereof as to such factors as to the situations as such attempts as to such in genuine truth.  As many individuals who have sought such FOIA aspects as well as have brought forward the word transparency, it is odd as to such if factors as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to such times as to the years before 2020 as to such references to such factors as to the additional references of my SCUBA Diving as well as the factors of the news as to the world news as well as the news in regards of the United States of America as during the years of 2019 through 2021.

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Thus as per such aspects in the larger factors as to the if situations in reference to Commander in Chief of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as the President of the United States of America aspects I decided to consider for myself as I can see the importance in both aspects, and yet as to the situations where the if factors as to my bid for CiCPOTUS as to the references thereof for the election cycle year of 2024 and if elected as to the if factors to the second term would be as to the if factors in honesty from me.  Possibly there will be a support in reference to such hypotheticals, as when I was a teenager I had seen as to my consideration of murmerings as to the situations at random times more recently from the years of 1996 around the month of May.

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Possibly the work from the years of 2020 through 2021 gives enough of a starting point in a fuller combination for individuals to be capable to have some aspect of real knowledge as to myself, as such a possibility of hypothetical candidate aspects officially in the year of 2023 for the year officially of 2024 unless required sooner as then there is a staff to a degree already as an all in one as to the Washington DC location.

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