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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Think about 11 September 2001 : 20 year memorial : 11 September 2021 By: A New Jersey-ian

In reference to the aspects of the 20 year memorial of the attacks on #911memorial #911commissionreport 11 September 2001 to the more specific portion of people being rightfully upset about stolen valor regarding the various branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to those in such references to the problems others would rightfully have in reference to the equivalent of stolen valor regarding the aspects as to being anywhere in the vicinity to the #NYC #NewYorkCity #NY #NewYork #NYstate #NewYorkstate New York City area of the day of such attacks and/or #PA #Pennsylvania #Pennsylvaniastate #PAState Pennsylvania and/or #VA #Virginia #Virginiastate #VAstate Virginia as to the aspects thereof, I know of a few verifying assistance portions as to help regarding clearances as to verifying such in several ways as per having been born and raised in #NJ #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #NJstate New Jersey and having gone to walk around the areas of the New York City and #Pittsburg #PittsburgPA #PittsburgPennsylvania Pittsburg and #Philadelphia #PhiladelphiaPA #PhiladelphiaPennsylvania Philadelphia areas, as per having been a child and a teenager which meant I did not drive a car. Thus the exit situation for those who did not drive a car as would be known, would be different in reference as to those who would know more recently in reference to the example of the state of #TX #Texas #Texasstate #TXstate Texas because of having been in different areas of the state of Texas to be able to assist such view points as to the clarifications thereof. In such regards additionally to the paperwork compared to the electronic forms of identification proof and verifications thereof, for such assisting aspects for clearances in a way which hopefully helps in a multitude of aspects as per the buildings’ of the #WTC #WorldTradeCenter World Trade Center additionally.



For the example of the World Trade Center, there were the equivalent of identification cards to be able to access the elevators above a certain floor which if I recall correctly above the fortieth or fiftieth floor range would mean an automatic type of additional identification card which in turn would mean there would be some form of a an electronic system as to getting into the areas on the ground level as well as making their way up the building structure which would include referencing construction workers as well. In the reference to which floor my biological mother had known people who had a business though were from Prudential when moving over there, if I remember they were on the lower forty or thirty range of floors for the clarifications thereof for the ability to take a look at such a tower as the Bank of America tower as I would guess some of what I had seen would be comparable to the World Trade Center layout to a degree. Thus I know there was a code which had to be entered when I went with Patrick Kennedy as per the time of which even with a code portions, would require additional paperwork as well as electronic verification for such areas. If I remember correctly upon the 55 or sixtieth floor was an additional security card/code arrangement, because of the aspects as to what was on the top floor levels ats to the multiple portions thereof to such businesses at the highest rise portions during the times as best I can remember within the latest of the 1980s and into the 1990s.



I know there were several difference groups and businesses on almost every floor in most of the building, as well as I know in order to get down from a certain level of floor from above a certain level of floor because of the security measures, the security officers in a lower part of the building had to clear the ability for the individuals to be able to leave the floor area which included to elevators as well as the staircases because of what the work had been on those levels of floors. The were able to get the roof top easily for the helicopter areas, though the movement downward was a specific sets of different paths depending upon who was arriving to land on top of the roof with whichever helicopter from such times; as per helping Joe/Jose Castro to find any loopholes which may have been missed, because of seeing from a different height comparatively as well as my agility and what he called free spiritedness as to finding different areas some had not noticed the aspects thereof.



At minimum for such upper levels from an afternoon from when I was a child as per the at such times adeptness as to counting the jars of jellybeans within a 10% aspect-ish, if I can remember the number would be some of the names in my notebook from when the after portions as to the 1993 attack from the lower basement level of individuals for a garage location; though the upper I would guess would be triple to quadruple the numbers in the notebook of composition paper with as to how I wrote at such years of my childhood compared to now with notations to physical features thereof. For example I met an individual when in the Seattle area at the Scientology location, which one of the males looked similar to an elder individual I had known when I was a child in the area at such times though a bit taller in comparison by around 5 or 6 inches in height to that male with similar-ish type of glasses. A different male I knew in person in Austin with a pocket watch had a similar look to a female I knew who was taller by around 7 or 8 inches without her heels on, though carried her sneakers in a separate bag with longer hair that was lighter brown in color and lighter brown eyes that was extremely stern though specific and kind when she was in a good mood. Those references are individuals I remember after the 1993 attack, though I know were on the upper levels of the World Trade Center buildings as to such security type of locations for a few examples as to my confusion as to the numbers as to the death toll on 11 September 2001 because of knowing such aspects in multiple ways as to additionally my biological father having done jewelry work and watch repair work for several individuals on different floors in the building and meeting some of the individuals or waiting in the lobby areas of the offices for those upper levels of floors regarding the work that he did with the School of Bulova watch repair certification aspects.



Thus the numbers just for one floor in my opinion would be the equivalent of about the number of lines for one composition notebook, for the size of the tower area for buildings one and two depending as to how many areas per offices because of that type of space of area compared to the other lowers levels as per the ways arranged via the internal areas having been able to be designed as per the agreements to the building management company at the time of. Thus in the if I recall there were a total of either eight or none or ten buildings to the entire World Trade Center complex because of the ways the inner portions of the grounds were arranged and laid out compared to what was seen from the exterior, though I do not know what the aerial view of the location had been as to not having gone into the helicopters or smaller personal airplanes of those who had such spaces available for some of the locations as to the overall World Trade Center as to the entire complex thereof as per the arrangements in the timeframe. For an attempt to give a bit of what I remember if you were to expand the area which is known as the Pentagon to add a few corners though at such corners would be buildings of different shapes and sizes thereof for the inner portions for the height as to the Pentagon flooring systems for the walkways to the different buildings, then additionally such taller building as towers though the external portions of what is known as the #TwinTowers Twin Towers with a few adjoining taller skyscrapers for the overall aspects thereof because of the way which that particular business center had been built and additionally the roadway changes over the times of for such portions a to be able to include a private area from a specific portion of the subway system for the clarifications as to other such accesses because of the train center in the lowest portions of the one side near the middle-ish heighted building in the central part of the complex. I hope that makes sense as it is difficult to describe because of the length of time as well as the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury admittedly, though knowing for a fact there was a minimum of two or three direct entrances to the subway system from the complex of the World Trade Center because of the large amount of people who commuted to the World Trade Center from Pennsylvania as well as New Jersey. However because of additional aspects due to other security portions, as to the specific #subway #subwaysystem subway tunnel(?s?) for certain building clearance individuals.



In the regards as to those who have said they worked in New York City whether at the World Trade Center or other locations, they would know which subway train system they took from which location with and/or without the bus connection points depending which area they were living or going into the city from as per the ways which most airports and train stations have additional bus routes nearby as per the downtown work locations such as seen in the Dallas area of Texas for such lines as to the additional bus routes along with the areas of. In that regard as to the entire New York City areas, Pittsburgh, Philadelphia, anywhere from New Jersey/#MD #Maryland #Marylandstate #MDstate Maryland/#DE #Delaware #Delawarestate #DEstate Delaware/#Washington #WA #WashingtonDC #DC #DCstate #Washingtonstate Washington DC as per such known portions I would guesstimate for the anywhere portions for the states for such a reference as to the numbers regarding the New York City area for the traveling portions thereof as well as the systems thereof for a guessed number for the buses on the road as per the timeframe thereof for the estimated census for the numbers to look into for such times as per having as well as the multiple types of parking garages as seen in a minute way if you were to add the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin parking garages in the downtown area with the downtown parking garages in the #Dallas #DFW #DallasTX #DallasTexas #FtWorth #FWTX #FortWorthTX Dallas area to multiple at minimum by two or four depending which side of the World Trade Center location of entrances for the reference aspects though taller similar to the Dallas downtown area types of parking garages for the New York City area by tripling for the height though shorter floors as to the height in Washington DC for the average number of vehicles for the timeframe if insurance companies have had such vehicle registrations to look into for such aspects for assistances to the numbers for the commission report aspects.



When taking into additional consideration of the individuals who have made whichever statements as to where they were in regards to the northeast areas for the day of the attacks on 11 September 2001 if they were not within the buildings surrounding such as hotels which would have been closed off, apartment buildings which similarly would have been locked down, and/or clear from the blasting zone areas as to the areas thereof because of the known health issues as per how #JonStewart #ComedyCentral #JonStewartShow #JonStewartNewsShow #JSNS @JonStewart Jon Stewart has brought forward such portions as to the fire fighters as well as the police officers and emergency medical services for an example, if the individual(s) claim they were within the New York City area and they do not have such similar types of symptoms even within a minute way during the time of the attacks of 11 September 2001 in the New Work City area as to the breathing situations and/or the hearing losses and/or the mesothelioma type aspects as known for the area as to the building construction material as all of such nearby locations with high rise buildings would have had a shut off switch automatically told to be turned off to prevent the #HVAC HVAC units from working to exchange the oxygen because of the debris for the air filtration systems because of the suction portion for safety. Then they would have had to remain within that location and not left for the entire time as to the mandatory lockdowns which would have been put in place, as well as the #MartialLaw Martial Law which had not been discussed on the news though had been a recommendation I had made to individuals when I was in #SATX #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio I have discussed and written about in the reference aspects there to because of what I had remembered from the 1993 attack which was a smaller attack on the World Trade Center compared to 11 September 2001.



Additionally there was a few building areas which had nurseries and/or daycare centers in the basement areas of the parking garage location-ish areas for the view how Ikea has such though for those who had been employed within the locations of the World Trade Center, though there were some businesses which had the facilities within the floor near to or on the same floor as depending upon the company’s policies as to such times and/or if it was a bring your child to work day for the company for such a reference to as such times were still around in the 1990s. I do not remember which time of year for the local schools had arranged such portions as to the tristate area, though for such an aspects for the aspects thereof in the truthful portions to such times. In my opinion regarding the ones who hypothetically were within the building of those children felt nothing as they were enjoying and playing doing what they loved, before their last seconds if hopefully that brings some solace to those who may have known about those locations thereof regarding the infants, toddlers, children, and/or teenagers and/or interns at such times as they would not have had the same types of paperwork completed for the records thereof for such times from what I remember.



In reference to the health aspects as to anyone within the areas of the exterior portions of being outside who may have survived if there is the aspects to such portions, again to the reference as to what Jon Stewart has brought forward regarding the aspects as to the police officers as well as the fire fighters and the medical service individuals because of the soot upon the clothing as to each person who would have been within such an area from which would require the medical treatments thereof as well as the equipment pieces as per thee ways which hospitals would know for the current time frames as to such cleaning and wipes downs when in such an emergency situation to look into for such aspects. In the traveling if having been in the area though not the specifics thereof to the World Trade Center, they would be able to name a location which they would have been near and specifically which location nearby, in conjunction as to how they were able to get out of the New York City area as per the ways which Martial Law would have shown such in reference to the Hurricane Katrina situation as to all such types of evacuations regarding the non-residents of the area as to the identification cards as well as the airports regarding such aspects for the movement of people from one location to another in conjunction to the airplanes themselves as to the records thereof for the tax aspects as to the required portions of the serial numbers and such aspects of each individual part per individual piece of each individual airplane as per regulations since the middle 1970s or the beginning of the 1980s for such regulations as to the ways which some have further in depth knowledge as to the safety checks additionally for such full records thereof.



In addition to for the ability for the clarifications as to would be if lived there, which local grocery store was went to and how was it that the path was to the location for groceries to get back to the housing location as per whichever travel methods thereof. As to the local shops in comparison to the chain restaurants, which specific local type of non-chain Mom and Pop restaurant as per the area as there is not one specific individual who has ever lived within the city of New York City or Pittsburg or Philadelphia which could not at minimum describe a specific local type of food type as to they ways thereof as well for those who are in the know of how such food could have actually been in the areas thereof for such aspects of the details. Hopefully this gives a bit of an additional aspect as to assisting to help clear the air about the aspects as to anyone who would have made any claims as to having been in the area of New York City more specifically because of the known amount of the population size compared to the area in reference to Pennsylvania, as well as to the aspects regarding the DC and Virginia areas as per the similar aspects to the traveling systems still for the most part looking fairly the same in what areas which I can remember going around as a child from what I saw when going around as well as driving through the multiple times since December 2020 prior to the year of 2021.



Admittedly there have been several aspects which have irked me about some people I had met in the years from 2002 onward to the time in San Antonio just before the 4th of July 2012 event of a female who had said she was working in the New York City area to several people, of which when I asked questions she had thrown a fit because of how specific I was asking the details to where she had been in regards of the attacks on 11 September 2001. I had a situation such as that when I was in the Dallas/Fort Worth area several times over regarding a few individuals and groups thereof within the adult consenting lifestyle community as well, and when in the Austin community there had been quite a few people who said they had gone to school in the northeast area though were unable to answer any of my questions as per the walking around situations as to the subway or the bus systems thereof to such times as to their claim to having had to go through the system to be able to get areas in Austin when in the year of 2010 and 2011. It seemed odd to me that anyone who had ever claimed to live in the New York City area to ever complain about the system in the Austin area as to claiming to having lived in the city of New York, as per knowing there were multiple routes of which in comparison to the area of New York City the Austin system was minimal at such times and was fairly simple compared to without the subway system as I could remember seeing the signs for. Then again a male threw a huge tantrum when he told me he did not remember which walkway entrance to the subway system train he took, which was odd because I did not remember any walkway opening to the subway system as to the ways which the ticket collections were for such areas during the 1990s especially. I did not know where any such thought processes came from though if similar regarding as to the pop culture references I was made fun of for not knowing in regards as to the similarities to Cactus Jack also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr as to his antics regarding to wish to be able to guess all such aspects as to the ways of the pop culture aspects he had been a part of regarding the #MadMax Mad Max movie at the #Alamadrafthouse #Alamo #AlamodrafthouseSA #AlamodrafthouseSanAntonio #AlamodrafthouseSanAnotnioTX #AlamodrafthouseSATX Alamo Draft House in San Antonio near 410 and 151 situation, I did not understand how many people sounded similar in such references as to the traveling positions within the city of New York.



Additionally admittedly as to the fact of which to the regards of having hit a deer which skid across the road in comparison to setting off the internal mechanisms referencing the speed of collision today on my way to the Georgia Guidestones in Dewy Rose, something seemed odd as to several discussions over the years as to the portions of what was being claimed in reference to the tristate area as to the specifics which seemed off and out of place to the situations I knew I remembered correctly and the reasons or causes as to the why as per how many were moving throughout the areas within the state of Texas. In such references as to the ways of which my biological mother and my biological sister had gone in the reference to the portions as to the already having gone through such aspects, the proof thereof is easily able to give such details even though Mike usually drove when in New York City because of Anna’s issues with the closeness as to the ways of which traffic is when in New York City. As I know my biological mother and biological sister with my biological father had my maternal Uncle Lenny’s old roommate who had lived in the basement of Sharon and Leonard Gavett after the year of 1998 or 1999 for several years, he had moved to the area in San Antonio Texas with them for awhile before meeting his wife in Lao if I remember correctly from the communication lines he said he was working on laying overseas regarding the areas for the time regarding the #IraqWar Iraq War and #AfghanistanWar Afghanistan War which seemed odd to the reference as to the Temple which he had said he met his wife who I am uncertain of what her name is or was regarding such aspects as the information I was told was he had also gotten along with my maternal Aunt Chris as to such aspects for the references thereof I have already gone over in various details thereof.



While some people such as those on #ModelMayhem Model Mayhem thought all such portions of the life insurance was good enough for the long term portions of life with two children and the situations thereof at such times, the aspects as to the protection portions as to the life insurance policy was known by several back in the times of which I had brought to the attention of people within the adult lifestyle communities I had been a part of without any care or concern from those who I had brought such forward to. As I have already brough up not having heard from my son in several years at this point and having already contacted without any responses as to from my son and the same in reference to my daughter, it should be a concern regarding insurance in reference to life insurance payments as to the aspects thereof as per the wrongful ease for anyone to ever arrange for a life insurance policy for another as to only being able to put a life insurance on oneself for one’s own choice in comparison to ever having such aspects done by anyone else in my opinion. However such targeting to pay attention to additionally as per the ways as certain types of people and the lack of regard for human life when the greed of the finances are looked into, though able to find a pattern of behaviour through the technological measures thereof as to searches as well as other such aspects for the clarifications as to the intentions thereof fully clarified and verifiable to all.



I have lead by example having shown and explained such with the traceable portions thereof to such paper trails as to the purchases regarding as well as the insurance fees associated as per the locations per the insurance, as well as what I and been told as to the costs additionally as per the payments seen regarding as I had been told by such times thereof. I hate how people id not heed my warnings and it is beyond the time for such aspects for full clarifications, in my opinion as to each individuals’ intention to be fully proven in all such regards across all such internet aspects to clear the air in all such ways for the reference aspects as to more than just the situations in the short term though also into the longer term for the security as well as the clearance portions and such clarity. Since it was known as to the problems as to others with me regarding the adult consenting lifestyle as per already having gone over such as well as the problems from those from McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Texas of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as to the adult volunteers who had caused the problems to begin with among with the SCUBA Diving situations thereof in the years as explained, when I had published my first books through the Library of Congress it was not known to me as to the location being in Austin referencing the Legal Zoom portions as to the realities of which should have remained as per the ways of such in privacy. Thus in all such karmic portions the urn around for the fullness thereof for all such individuals involved regarding do unto others as you would have done unto yourself, in such regards in all such hypotheticals should be taken into consideration for all such clarifications across each and every social media location in my opinion as to the realness for the additional aspects for clarifications as to the clearances required. Business companies as well as organizations within the United States of America and the world require the clearances of all such honesty for the types of work thereof, and thus additionally to the transmission portions of which require the aspects of such openness and transparency; I hope within the next week or month as to all such openings for those portions as to the clearings and clarifications occurs in full, for all such portions thereof as per the mandatory aspects as to further portions for the future of the human race as well as the aspects as to any type of furthered Space Travels and interactions thereof with such beings.



Each has to be willing as per their choices as to do unto others as you would have done unto yourself as to the clarifications as to the technology devices I have had and the exposure to which individuals and where as best as I could for the ability to have such clearances brought forward as per such aspects as to having admitted what I have done and the reasons thereof for the intentions of safety regarding one piece of paper, to which any such aspects in which how I wound up in Washington state additionally and all such interconnected aspects must be revealed for the ability of such social media portions as the suggestions thereof as per the security clearances required for the safety of such works and security of the homeland of the United State of America and the world in truth as to the formation of the #USSpaceForce #USSF #USASpaceForce #USASF #USSpaceForceDoD #DepartmentofDefense #NASA US Space Force Department of Defense aspects as well as business clarifications thereof to such portions of the social media aspects as learned about when some individuals have been stationed overseas as to the requirements of such clarifications additionally regarding while they were overseas as to what occurred in truth as to on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America in my opinion for the clarity.



If just in the reference as to the female Jade when in Washington state having to do with ClubFEM specifically for ClubFEM as to my cousin Jade and/or the Jade Wolfe Coven as to such regards as to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” despite all of my warnings to such individuals about my issues with technology and the Best Buy portions of proof regarding Geek Squad having been found, then all such do unto others as you would have done unto yourselves would be in full effect and requirements hereof in all such ways of all such individuals in full as to the ending of stolen valor as well as the situations as to the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 in addition to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving portions as per the Gulf of Mexico situations currently as per what has been notated in the news as to such possibilities of the hypothetical ties to any other such type of situation as a warning from the oceanic creatures to any such hypothetical situation along such additional lines as per the snow storms in Vancouver Washington as well as the winter storms in the state of Texas as to the oceanic warnings to such hypotheticals as well as the space portions as to such hypotheticals for such references as to the realities thereof to take into consideration as to such possibilities regarding my safety as well as my daughter’s safety as well as my son’s safety and the regards as to the Laws of the Ocean as well as the Laws of Space. If just that one aspect is true in such wishes that female would look anything such as a cousin to me compared to what my cousin Jade actually looked as and would look as an adult if she had survived the attacks on 11 September 2001, then the full opening of such a proverbial pandoras box in all such ways was already done regarding my books being released illegally without my approval and without my consent of which karmic aspects as to the repercussions as to POTUS Ronald Reagan as to not blame society and only hold the law breaker(s) accountable for their choices and their actions in full thereof as to the intentions additionally as soon as possible correctly and swiftly across all such boards in all such ways.



However I will go into details as to the collision later, as per recovering from the situations as to the overall aspects thereof.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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