In the facts that I brought forward in truth without anything asked for to the opposite of anything I personally needed, personally wanted, and personally required for myself personally because of my personal comprehension of what would have been best for me personally to deal with the coping factors of the reality of the 20 year memorial of the timeframe of the 9/11 also known 9/11/2001 also known 11 September 2001 timeframe of what I personally comprehended would be best for everything I personally required to deal with the coping factors that each and every situation I personally clarified would have been best for me personally in conjunction of what would have been best during the time of my logistical review and updates timeframe of the years from 2018/2019 through 2022 per the reality in my real life experiences because of the differences of real life experiences in person face to face in person to the differences of the online factors or online reality or virtual reality to the fullest differences of personal real life experiences in real life that I personally experienced.
It should not take a head injury to figure out when I clarified I was serious the entire time of the clarifications during my updates to my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA, that I was and am serious per such factors per the proof per clarification that has been officially verified per such factors in truth regarding the facts of what my personal life experiences are per such timeframes. It should not take a head injury to figure out each and every individual and group thereof that thought of and/or played any type of game that I personally would consider being per such factors per my descriptions of what I personally did not like/want/need/enjoy/happiness because it should not take a head injury to figure out that I would not consider anything per such timeframes of my journal blog updates per the logististical review per my clarifications before the year of 2014/2015 regarding the book I personally authored/wrote/compiled all by myself without any assistance whatsoever per such facts per the timeframe of when my biological son and my biological daughter became around the age of 18 years old legally per their legal timeframe of their legal birth.
It should not take a head injury to figure out anyone and everyone who had caused me anything I personally consider(ed) being a needless problem and/or a needless situation and/or needless drama and/or needless games and/or lying renne faire and/or such factors of what was not ever anything assistive to me personally to what I personally comprehended would have been best for me if I was actually cared about and if I was actually appreciated for my work because the facts are there is nothing to appreciate from my work personally if there is not any appreciation of me per the common sense that I am the one and only who has worked on the most specific factors regarding such factors of my books in conjunction of my paintings in conjunction of my #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArtwork #MedalofHonorArtProject #MedalofHonorArt #MOH #USMOH #MOH #MoHAP #MoHAW #MoHAPT Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork/trips/Art in conjunction of my journal blog The Ornery PSA in conjunction with my website; just the same per the timeframes of the years previous to 2019 per such factors of my clarifications of my timeframe when I was modeling after the timeframe when I earned my 26 #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADivers #SCUBADiver SCUBA Diving certifications in conjunction of the etcetera factors per my multiple attempts to get myself to where I comprehended would have been best for me personally to recover and recuperate from the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI from when I was in Basic Training in the Army #USA #USAArmy #USAF #USAAF #USArmedForces branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in the initial years of in conjunction of what I clarified per the timeframe of what my specific needs and my specific requirements from the exact points in time of 11/ September 2001 from when I personally offered assistance to the Armed Forces of the #USA #USAA United States of America in the reference of the Air Force Tech Sergeant per the facts of the timeframes of September and October and November of the year of 2001 in conjunction of the timeframe when in reference of the year of 2002 of the exact specifics that were what became direct orders that were not followed at all per the individual(s) officially informed at the exact location of Wilford Hall at the exact points in time per such facts of each and every one of their individual failures per the facts per such sexism and feminazism in my personal opinion because it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts per such points in time to the points in time of my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 and such facts thereof per what is real support to the difference of complaining about each and every factor thereof that did not officially assist me personally regarding the specific situation per the specific points in time referencing the facts thereof per such reality in real life.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the feminazism in the Army branch and/or the Armed Forces of the United States of America per such uselessness, from such types when the reality of real work needs to be taken care of correctly instead of such situations that were completely useless to me personally per those types older than I biologically per such factors of the common sense per the MOS factors per the sexism from such already and then such factors of biological females of whatever age thereof per such factors per the situations per the proof of how biological females taking direct orders from another biological female being the real problems when the factors of clearances are involved to the differences of most males per the factors of what other biological females have thought and told them per such needless drama per the factors thereof per those other biological females' choices per such weakling of themselves per instead of strengthening themselves correctly per such individual factors per such then per such to other factors instead in my opinion personally per the reality of such lack of common sense to obviously understand the reference of herding cats per such hypotheticals per such feminazis to the difference of feminists per such factors regarding the reality of pushing through per such perseverance factors in the difference of such hypotheticals similar in metaphors to the west coast situations per the metaphors of the #SBSW #SXSW South By Southwest factors per the hypotheticals of 1993 and hypotheticals of the triggers to the west coasters from 1993 per 2001; since it should not take a head injury to figure out a pop culture metaphor in the movie the Devil's Advocate #DevilAdvocate in the initial court room trial of the situations per that particular movie reference I can make per such factors regarding the proof of such references per my clarifications and verifications from such facts per the truth.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the east coast and west coast situations from the years of the 1980s and the 1990s though most specifically of 1993 per the additional factors of 11 September 2001 to figure out unlike myself because of actually having personally dealt with the situations per having been born and raised in the #NewJErsey #NewJerseyStrong #NewJerseystate #NJ #NJStrong #NewJerseyStrong #NewJErseyTurnpike #NewJerseyTollway #NJTP #NJTW #GardenStateTollway #GardenStateTurnpike #GSTP #GSTW New Jersey/New York #NewYork #NewYorkCity #NewYorkstate #NY #NYstate #NYC #NewYorkUniversity #NYU/Pennsylvania #PA #Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate #PAstate areas who complained themselves when others who personally had real connection in real life in person face to face in person in real life experiences to the differences of the online virtual reality non in real life in person face to face in person real experiences per those individuals from the years of and after 1993 per such types of wannabes that actually complained about not losing anyone they cared about and/or loved in real life in person face to face in person because while the west coast tried to say that it was the exact same per such timeframes of the 1990s situations; it should not take a head injury to figure out the difference of the civilian sector in law enforcement types of employments, to the difference of those who play online games instead of living real life.
It should not take a head injury to figure out those types of the timeframes of after 1993 per after 2001 per such facts, it should not take a head injury to figure out the level of lacking in intellectual capacities to not be capable to distinguish the differences between the online viewing thereof to the difference of i8n real life in person experiences of the entirety of the length of the entirety of the length of officially.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of if having been around does not take a head injury to figure out the facts regarding those types who play(ed) online games and/or video games per such factors, there is a massive difference per such factors.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the stereotypical passive aggressive west coast types that need to comprehend their passive aggressiveness is still aggression, since it should not take a head injury to figure out the exact words.
It should not take a head injury to figure out such if hypothetical factors of the 1980s and 1990s east coast west coast situations per such factors thereof per where the west coast actually tried to make others think that their ways of seeing were the exact same as actually being involved personally in person face to face in person in real life per what in real life requires to the difference of the virtual reality online factors, of it should not take a head injury to figure out the differences.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the requirement of consent first, because there is the only way to get consent is to get consent first before such factors per the reality of my clarifications and thus per the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI in conjunction of the after effects and during effects though after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI per the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain from the years of 2000 through 20085 per such facts; it should not take a head injury to figure out me myself clarifying I would work on such translates to any who would have thought they could help or could assist would require to officially get my personal permission officially first before ever thinking to ask anyone else at all per such factors thereof, per the legal requirements even in reference of medical research since my personal requirements being the one and only Sponsor would officially outrank any factors thereof to the legal marriage only factors per my being a legal widow thankfully per such factors thereof officially only because obviously when the situations per the factors of 20001 and 2002 per the proof of such facts per such insubordination factors I personally discussed about dependents being a problem and needing to be officially taken care of per the #UCMJ UCMJ per such factors per what I already brought forward when the facts are that the requirements to assist me personally correctly after my head injury/TBI as well as my labor and delivery of my biological son per such dealing with the factors of coping from my personal assistance to the United States of America such facts.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the direct orders of in person face to face in person requires the in person face to face in person in real life only, since now it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of how everyone else has only been trying to escape the reality of real life of the facts thereof through online games and/or in person face to face in person games that require officially my permission first per such factors of my personal consent first required for any such factors to ever get me personally to ever be a part of and/or agree to because it should not tase a head injury to figure out there is officially not any consent per such requirements officially per those others' choices per such factors thereof per the lack of real assistance for me personally in person in real life per my personal needs and my with the approval of the individuals whom I personally assisted in real life per such factors per the years of 1993 through 2000 and the years of 2001 since; though most importantly with the knowledge thereof in the year of 2001 and the year of 2002 per such facts thereof per what was officially ordered per my personal requirements I personally informed the individuals of per what I comprehended I personally needed for myself to recover from such points in time, though it should not take a head injury to figure out how that has not ever been anything for me personally at all per what my requirements at the exact points in time per such factors thereof per the facts proven.
It should not take a head injury to figure out there is not any sensation of care about me per such facts, since it was not a request ever to such factors since that should not take a head injury to figure out either per such facts.
It should not take a head injury to figure out setting boundaries for myself to work on what I personally needed to work on for my personal self in conjunction of my work per such factors of what I had explained the requirements were for me to personally assist further per such factors of the situations from 1993 per the timeframes from 2001 and 2002, thus since I personally did not ask to be ostracized because of others' failures from the start of such facts per such factors of the updates and logistical review timeframes of 2019 through 2022 to prove the facts of what lack of what I personally needed and required for my personal best interests per such facts thereof starting with myself personally because per such of my personal clarifications first; when the requirement to take care of oneself is mandatory to be capable to assist and/or help others truthfully per the requirements of real genuine assistance per the facts of the situations.
It should not take a head injury to figure out being capable requires actually doing so instead of the same factors of the stereotypes from instead of progression forward towards betterment per the factors of the east coast and west coast 1980s and 1990s factors.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects thereof per the social media developments in the years of 2003 through 2018 per such factors thereof, since it should not take a head injury to figure out the South By Southwest factors regarding the situations of such connections regarding the reality of their comprehension of in person face to face in person per such facts thereof to the difference of the now known of #Zoom Zoom conference types of calls to the proof of comprehension of the differences comprehended back in the years of and after 1993 to the hypothetical proof thereof per the clarifications and verifications per such points in time per each factor of proof regarding such situations per the years from 2003 through 2023.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of 1993 timeframe then of the exact timeframe of February 1993 through to February 2003 per such factors, just as it should not take a head injury to figure out how unsupportive of me personally each factor thereof per such situations per such clarifications from the needless problems from the timeframe of December 2002 into January 2003 of such proven factors regarding the situations where I officially packed everything to truthfully leave the area fully permanently at that exact point in time of 2002 because it was not attention seeking when I clarified that I was leaving permanently from them and that situation that weas not for my best interests since it also was not for my biological son's best interests and not in the best interests of my biological daughter per the facts proven referencing each and every individual thereof per such facts proven because of the reality of the situations I personally dealt with before that point in time per such facts of my personal life experiences per what I personally was directly a part of officially the most officially.
Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out in a smaller factor referencing the biologicals to either side of my biological son and my biological daughter for the metaphor reference of how I personally carried each of the two personally since that should not take a head injury for biological females to distinguish the difference, though there is a difference to biological males because of the biological factors that should not take a head injury to comprehend per such facts.
It should not take a head injury to figure out being medically retired being an additional factor at that time of the version of a sexist factor referencing my MOS choices of the first four choices of my personal choices of MOS being officially sexist and machismo per all such factors thereof per the proof of the direct orders per 2001 and 2002 per males biologically to such facts thereof who did not have any problems with my specific directions, though the needless problems from such dependent factors per those other situations per the exact points in time of the reality per the 11 September 2001 facts thereof officially and permanently perception factors regarding those MOSes involved per such factors regarding the differences of what I have referred to as dot-dot-dot types or ... types per the factors thereof from the exact points in time of the situations where I offered assistance per what I personally comprehended was best instead of each and every factor thereof from that point in time per such facts proven.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the situations of my children's biological father not actually ever accomplishing the factors of the direct orders from the timeframes of 2001 and 2002 per such factors of the UCMJ terminology of him being AWOL #AWOL and the conjunction of him having abandoned his post in conjunction of such treasonous types of behavio0urs in what facts proven to estrangement automatically per such factors per his choices, per the legal definitions per the proof of the year in 2006 and 2007 of such disobeying of the direct orders from 2001 and the direct orders from 2002 per such factors referencing my attempts to get to my work per the factors thereof first to calm myself down from such situations instead of whatever assumptions those who did not have a head injury/TBI and a subarachnoid hemorrhage did not ever remember and always forgot about per such factors of the stereotypes of such instant stupid individuals per their choices of lying renne fair games per their instant stupid instead of actually being intellectual enough to comprehend they would then program themselves to being st6upid permanently per such choices repeatedly per such facts of common sense.
It should not take a head injury to figure out such factors of the reality regarding from the timeframe after the year of 2002 per any such involvements of anyone other than the direct orders per such 2001 and 2002 factors, then such legal definitions per the UCMJ per such status at the exact points in time of such exact points in time per such exact points in time situations officially and any portions thereof officially per any such additional length of time officially per such lacking of what my personal needs and my personal requirements per such direct orders clarified through the individuals at the timeframe of in the year of 2001 and 2002 per such facts referencing the reality of such lacking in being a real man per such facts of the requirements of anything that would be considered per my personal considerations of a real man though the factors of proof per such factors of the west coast and the South By Southwest factors hypothetically per such if factors officially.
It should not take a head injury to figure out with my updates per my journal blog in the years of 2019 through 2022 per the facts thereof clarified and verified then it should not take a head injury to figure out only I would comprehend what fixing and repairing would be per such correct factors, instead of what occurred from such points in time per the exact points in time because it should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of support officially per such timeframes exactly per such situations per the knowledge and comprehension of the 20 year memorial per the year of 2021 per such facts of where I was born and raised just as it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts in reference of the 30 year memorial from 1993 per such facts.
It should not take a head injury to figure out such passive aggressive stereotype west coast factors of such needless drama to stirring up such factors thereof per the hypothetical metaphors per the references regarding 1993 per the focus of the South By Southwest factors per what I learned of in the year of 2019 before the 2020 situations because whatever the larger focus of such general public factors per the situations of South By Southwest per such facts proven per the general public factors, per the focus of the hypotheticals per such factors during the 20 year memorial timeframe from ech individual per their comments and discussions per the facts of the proof per the same per the 30 year memorial per such hypotheticals.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the proof that if games and gaming were more important to such South By Southwest factors regarding the years from 2003 through 2022 though most specifically from the years of 2003 through 2013 and then the years of 2014 through 2019 per the proof of such factors of what focus per such situations in the larger overall percentage of per the general public factors per the products and the factors of productions per such timeframes, thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the east coast west coast factors referencing such situations per the knowledge I am a born and raised New Jersey-ian in real life experiences instead of such online/streaming/television/movies factors of the differences per such and the full lack of respect to my people per such intrusive factors without my personal permission per such factors thereof and definitely nothing at all of what I personally asked for per for myself and/or for my biological children I personally gave birth to because of carrying individually each one per the factors of there is nothing transferrable per such factors of my personal considerations referencing such facts of the truth and the reality in real reality per the facts of there not being anything absorbable per such factors to make one with per the aspects thereof per such types of hypotheticals needing such clarifications that it is not transferrable being a born and raised New Jersey-ian in real life in real reality in person face to face in person in real life without any photo shopping type of metaphors because that is a fake factor knowingly of utilizing Photoshop #Photoshop at all or any type of programming per such factors officially and thus it should not take a head injury to figure out those west coast factors from certain types of west coasters to the difference of east coasters per the 1993 and the 2001 facts.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the reality I clarified per the facts of assistance in real genuine assistance per the information to assist and get assistance to others while also having myself taken care of per such factors per such reality situations, having given credit to the specific others who actually assisted the situations for betterment per the factors at the exact points in time only per such references thereof officially per such factors; it should not take a head injury to figure out the difference between watching the news to the difference of actually comprehending the situations per the exact points in time in the year of 1993 and the year of 2001, since it should not take a head injury to figure out speaking with headaches and migraines after the timeframe in conjunction thereof per such factors in full per the situation of from 2000 through 2002 per such factors referencing the sound of the word math to the sound of the word #ASVAB ASVAB from the factors of the reality the only way to join any branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America is to complete and pass the grades per the ASVAB per each journal blog update I made attempts per such factors after all of the prior discussions in person face to face in person in conjunction of my prior writings per such factors it should not take a head injury to figure out such facts of differences of reading words to the difference of actual real life experiences per such facts.
It should not take a head injury to figure out if such individuals per the South By Southwest per the west coast factors per such situations per the 1993 and the 2001 factors per the focus of such generalized factors per the hypotheticals per Southwest University per the location in conjunction with such factors thereof to the name of, and it should not take a head injury to figure out the opening of the campus per the factors of beginning the South By Southwest paperwork to begin such factors referencing such a type of convention per the legal factors per the taxes per such common sense situations per the group discount travel factors and/or other such common sense situations to figure out the reality in real reality.
It should not take a head injury to figure out when I gave warnings without the knowledge of South By Southwest in the area or the factors thereof, per such prophecy from other times of my childhood and my teenager years in conjunction of my biological adult years.
It should not take head injury to figure out the if factors of those metaphors of my carrying and my labor and my delivery of my biological son and my biological daughter, that is the one and only way to be considered a biological factor though specifically the correct attempts to raise my biological children per the best I possibly could do without any real assistance in person face to face in person in real life from those nearby per such factors thereof per the facts thereof not anything that would ever be considered to such civility nor such humanity factors referencing such hypotheticals per the metaphors per the 1993/2001 factors per the reasons to end all stolen valor factors per the reality of when I have only speak/wrote the truth per such facts then to the truth not being stolen at all per my own personal life experiences from my involvements per such factors of even just being in the area though the factors of the differences of the amount of and the type of involvement factors per it should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of civility and the lack of human decency; again it should not take a head injury to figure out, I did not ever ask for such factors for myself personally ever since I personally am not a masochist as there is nothing about me personally that has ever wanted/desired/needed/preferred/ideal factors of me personally ever being as such ever.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the tooth factors are not in any consideration per what my personal requirements are at those prior times in conjunction to any such point in time of real support for me personally at all, especially hypothetically if such failures from each and every factor thereof per not getting exactly correct the exact factors per the exact points in time per such failures per such factors regarding the differences of actually knowing me per who I am to the difference of knowing of me and not even halfway trying at all to ever do what is what I personally consider per such factors of real assistance per the reality of certain factors of real assistance are off of a computer and in real life in person face to face in person in real life instead of virtual or VR #VR factors per such regards because when the correct assistance per such in depth factors are required instead of superficial factors then the superficial factors of unnecessary in 100% ways thereof such superficial factors to the differences of the in depth factors per such failures of the west coast once again per such 1993 timeframes per such hypotheticals per such individuals per such if factors regarding real connections per the differences of such factors per the online factors.
It should not take a head injury to figure out when I am not a masochist and I will not ever be a masochist when especially the proof to work to not be in pain consistently per such factors of my genuine attempts from the start of when I was in Medical Hold Unit to attempt to return to Basic Training, it should not take a head injury to figure out when the MRI and CAT scans proved the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain [er the factors regarding the opposite of such Vietnam types of Dodger Drafters per the reality of each and every individual and group thereof per such not assistance per the metaphor where each and every one of them individually would officially be within the labeling metaphor of a dodge drafter from the timeframe thereof per the exact points in time of the years thereof officially per whatever inexcusable excuses they might have and/or might have tried previously per such hypotheticals figuratively per such individuals who ran away instead of running towards to ask in genuine truth of the assistance t6hat could have been at those exac6t points in time in the real reality of real life per such real needs and such factors thereof per what would have been best for me personally if I actually was/am appreciated for my assistance to such factors of saving the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza and the east coast and the entirety of the United States of America per the year most specifically of 2001 and the year of 2002 outside of my biological children's births for such clarifications similarly to how through my personal work of my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications per the state of Texas per the Gulf of Mexico and per the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters.
It should not take a head injury to figure out I had not ever asked for such lack of support just as I did not ask for such lacking of what I personally consider being celebratory of me personally at all, since I did not ever ask to be ostracized when telling to leave me alone to then schedule an appointment with me to spend any time together at all per such boundary setting per such factors of my personal needs.
It should not take a head injury to figure out I was not ever playing any games, since it should not take a head injury to figure out I do not enjoy games at all and thus it should not take a head injury to figure out I did not ask for such factors either.
It should not take a head injury to figure out I did not ask for drama or needless drama at all just the same that I did not ask for certain types of situations because of the facts thereof just similarly how I did not ask for problems at all additionally to the physical pains from my headaches and migraines just since the same I did not ask for such pain at all nor did I ever ask to raise my pain levels when I repeatedly have made attempts to lower the amounts of headaches daily pain levels since it should not take a head injury to figure out when I have been working to reduce my headache pain levels then per such factors of not needing headaches pain physically at all personally, since it should not take a head injury to figure out going to such levels of work to lower my headache pain and migraine pain levels are to the amounts of physical pain that I personally have dealt with since waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI because it should not take a head injury to figure out someone in physical pain that works to lower the pain levels is not a masochist since that should not take a head injury to figure out the levels of physiocal pain from such attempts to not have to deal with such amounts of physical pain from the physical headaches and physical migraines.
It should not take a head injury to figure out knowing I was 17 years old biologically at that exact point in time per weaking up from my coma in the year of 2000 to fight to attempt to prove myself being good enough from the start whether in reference of my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy #Marine #USMC #MAST #Science #USN #USAN #USANavy #USNavy #Navy #USCG #USACG #USACoastGuard #USCoastGuard attachment for myself personally after the meeting with then Governor Christine Todd Whitman in the year of 1996, it should not take a head injury to figure out after the 1993 situations per such common sense factors now in the year of 2023 to the metaphor of the 2020 election cycle though such distinctive differences; it should not take a head injury to figure out my attempts where and how best I could, to actually correctly per what I could see per the factors of the real factors of such genuine assistance factors per the best I could per such situations for life and living in genuinity per what factors I personally survived from my personal experiences per such points in time.
It should not take a head injury to figure out such lack of real support to begin with per whatever factors per such hypotheticals per the factors thereof, then such proof of the lack of what I personally needed for me to personally deal with the coping factors per what actually would have been best for me personally at the exact points in time of what at the exact points in time the small little rocks that would have at those times actually would have or could have been more than just rocks at the end of such factors thereof per such hypotheticals instead of such other factors per such situations.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the other situations per the election cycle factors per such reality of civility per such times though also the respect of others who were running at the exact points in time per the reality of the different ways of attempts I made to genuinely assist while such factors of my own personal requirements that were not for me personally per my personal needs for me personally at the exact points in time, per the proof of such facts regarding the exact locations per the exact facts per the exact points in time per the not in person face to face in person in real life with me in person face to face in person in real life at the exact points in time in the exact locations thereof in the exact timeframe of the exact minutes/hours/days/years per such facts it should not take a head injury to figure out such lack of support per such for me personally per my real needs per the exact points in time instead of such useless unnecessary assumptions of what was not what I personally needed at all per such other hypotheticals per such facts of the lack of respect for my work per such lack of respect towards me per the exact points in time of those years per my personal considerations of what respect is and would be for me personally.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the reality of 253 area code factors per the phone calls I personally made through the #Advantage #AdvantageApp #AA Advantage App per such knowledge that is an indirect way of such factors of direct assistance per the attempts I made to the timeframes thereof in the year of 2020 per such factors of my cellular phone contracts, per my bills I have paid from my accounts just the same per my work regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project is all from me and all from my personal background of training and work and all from my personal time from my personal bank accounts per such savings and the length of time it took to get to such a point to be capable to do so per such work required per the focus per such facts thereof that nothing currently per my requirements for my work per such factors per the situations since the year of 2022 per my attempts to actually get back to everything I was working on per that exact point in time of the year of 2022.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the different levels of attempts while assisting the election cycle factors per the various ways I attempted in person face to face in person in real life prior to any such factors of phone calls per the references thereof per such Advantage factors per individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person referencing such factors officially, referencing such individual hypotheticals per such choices to the differences of what real support actually is though per such differences of those exact points in time of what would have been considered-ish being real support if per for me of such factors at those exact points in time in the years of 2019 through 2021 and the conjunction of the year of 2022 in reference to individuals I once knew before the year of 2019 in person face to face in person per a comment I personally made in around the year of 2017 or 2018 of how surprised I was that not one person I once knew was ever anywhere seen at any events in the timeframe when I was volunteering per the volunteer work of bleaching the shower areas/putting out the prophylactics/arranging the paperwork to be filled out/arranging the coffee and snack candy areas/assisting to bring the food and sodas in from the timeframes of to stock the areas/checking on the staff and employees throughout the evening events/walking the parking lot areas after or before walking the back areas per security references regarding such/etcetera per security situations from the end of the year of 2015 through the timeframe of the year of 2018.
The if factors of such a comment in the year of 2017 or 2018 prior to ever logistical review factors of my journal blog in conjunction of #TheModernDayBook #wwwsusanmeelingcom #LadyDoriBelle #ReverendSusanMeeLing #SusanMeeLing #wwwladydoribellecom #SusanMeeLingHom #SusanMeeLingNichols "The Modern Day Book" per officially beginning such look officially only after the month of September 2018 though not ever actually getting to such an opinion until the factors after July of 2019 through August of 2019 per such situations that officially formulated my considerations per my opinions per the factors thereof to the difference of if factors per the metaphor per the factors of either side biologically of my son and daughter per such wannabe factors of not being the only ones per such if factors referencing such needless drama and such useless situations and such unwanted games per such if factors officially if I am accurate per such situations of such if factors officially in my personal opinion per whatever proof thereof per such factors regarding the situations to what real support would have been considered being to the difference of the situations per the proof thereof to what individual the choices of were to the differences of real care per what those types consider being real care to the differences of what proven factors I have made attempts per such factors of real care per the proof of at exact points in time of the exact points in time of the exact situations per the exact points in time per such considerations per the common sense factors of the additional length of time translates to other situations per such common sense considerations if there was intelligence to begin with from the start of others such hypotheticals in real genuine intelligence to the differences of the proven situations per the medical factors per such timeframes.
It should not take a head injury to figure out I comprehend(ed) what I personally would consider being support and assistance for me personally after my SCUBA Diving from the references of what my personal background is and my personal experiences thereof in my real life experiences, to such differences of the situations officially per the proof thereof to such differences of the same types of lack of support referencing my real needs instead of such superficial factors referencing the differences of real care per such proof thereof per what the differences of what others asked for to the difference of if I would have been asked though what I asked for silently in prayer to such differences of being asked personally in real words per such truth before per actually me personally being asked what I would want though the requirements of the exacts thereof per the exacts thereof; and since what I asked for was/is real actual care for me personally instead of what is not considered being real care for me personally at all per such points at the exact points in time of those exact points in time.
Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out what I had said was an ideal of for me SCUBA Diving per such differences when being a responsible Mom and comprehending the amounts of the exacts per the exact time references, instead of such impatience that would not officially be what I personally needed at those exact points in time at all of anything I personally needed for myself per such situations I dealt with in reference of the situations regarding my biological son and my biological daughter since they would not ever actually know anything of what I personally would ever consider for myself at those exact points in time at all whatsoever because of the reality of the facts I already clarified just per the exact factors of those biologicals on either side of my biological children not ever knowing of what my actual needs to actually correctly assist me personally because depending upon what proverbial lane per such factors per such factors of whatever proverbial lane per what I would ever consider for myself personally of my needs and/or of my wants and/or of my desires at all because some individuals do not put such online in such a list format officially for such factors per depending upon the common sense levels.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of what time I was taking for myself personally outside of my personal work referencing to just take a break to be capable to have some sort of fun, instead of the factors of what occurrences thereof to what weas not fun for me personally at all in any capacity whatsoever per such clear distinctions per such factors of my personality type of me personally per my factors thereof per such situations.
Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality of February 2022 and then August of 2022 and September 2022, it should not take a head injury to figure out I personally did not ask for such factors regarding what I dealt with per such coping attempts for myself personally from such situations while dealing with everything else that per my personal comprehension of myself personally per the factors of what would have been best if it actually went the exact ways I personally needed for me myself.
It should not take a head injury to figure out per such factors of those types per their opposite day and/or their needless useless games and/or their lying renne faire types and/or their useless drama and/or their useless situations that were not assistive to me at all per such factors of coping and recovery per such facts proven, thus it should not take a head injury to figure out I comprehend for myself of what it is for me personally to actually believe I am what I personally consider being wanted since it should not take a head injury to figure out I comprehend myself and in such comprehension of myself per such comprehension of what would have been if I were wanted per not of "Finding A Silver Lining" definitions at all whatsoever; since it should not take a head injury to figure out the clarifications and verifications thereof per such factors per the differences thereof officially, since it should not take a head injury to figure out I comprehend what is comfort for me personally since it should not take a head injury to figure out while some in the state of #Texas #TexasState #TX #TXstate #Washington Texas and/or Washington #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAU state might have thought just because of after waking up factors to the difference of being a Mom of two biological minor aged children per such it should not take a head injury to figure out I was who I am before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI #TBI and coma thus it does not take a head injury to figure out I comprehend what comfort is for me overall.
It should not take a head injury to figure out I did not ask to be unwanted, I asked for assistance and t6hus such assistance per such factors regarding then per such needed and wanted factors that should not take a head injury to figure out.
It should not take a head injury to figure out I did not ask to be ostracized since it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts thereof, if not playing games unwantedly per such others' nonconsenting from me personally at all per such hypotheticals of if factors officially per such clarifications I do not play games at all and I officially clarified per such factors that I do not play any factors or types of online games with my biological children at any point in time prior in any point in time of such factors officially per such clear distinctions officially per such exact points in time since additionally I would not ever agree at all to such any type of games at all per either one of my two biological children at all at any point in time whether they were minor aged children or biological adults per such facts I did not play games at such points in time when my children were biological minors and thus since I did not find any enjoyment for myself personally when I was a child and a teenager from such types of games then I would not ever find enjoyment from such types of games ever whether or not I had children biologically at all per such some types of individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person when I was a biological minor age individual and thus if per such factors thereof per such immaturity officially from such points in time of such if factors; I did not like games after I was a certain age per such computer/video games, and thus since such factors thereof thereafter to the proof of the exact same person I was per such personality traits per the game factors per that not being anything I personally consider being fun because of the facts I personally do not find anything fun about the factors of what I personally consider being needless useless competition between such factors of those individuals per such if situations pf how that in outside of such factors of personal choices per their own programming per themselves hypothetically in conjunction of whatever discussions they had during such points in time of their games and if they were speaking in truth while being on such video/computer games or if they spoke opposite and if they spoke opposite of such while playing video/computer games per such factors per the reality of such situations they of their own free will had done to themselves instead of such humanity and civility factors per such hypotheticals per their own programming.
The #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter #Truth #TruthMatters #Time #TimeMatters #ExactTimeMatters #SusanMeeLingMatters #LadyDoriBelleMatters #wwwsusanmeelingcomMatters #wwwladydoribellecomMatters #SusanMeeLingHomMatters #POTUS #CiCPOTUS #SusanMeeLingNicholsinSCUBADivingMatters 10 Commandments matter at all times in the correct factors and if the hypotheticals per such online factors instead of when dealing with real headaches and real migraines per the reality of the real head injury/TBI I survived per such factors of having dealt with such others, then such factors thereof to such if situations referencing the differences of when dealing with additional stress while already dealing with a headache and/or migraine #migraine #migraines then such differences of distinguishing factors I personally would comprehend for myself of such factors thereof per such differences of those types who read one article instead of researching further and/or asking others for real information per such aspects thereof in truth if I am supposedly considered more than what I personally have dealt with regarding others' opinions of me per the situations per the mistreatments from them and/or such factors of their misinterpretations per such factors of the amounts of attempts for real assistance instead of what others failed to comprehend is the guarantee that I personally do not have any sensation whatsoever of being wanted per such types that have needed to comprehend individuals such being myself are not ever going to believe in being wanted in such superficial ways ever per such factors of the reality.
Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out that a shy child who does not like to watch anything anyway per such exact points in time referencing the television/movies at the timeframes thereof to begin with per such reality facts, then it should not take a head injury to figure out when that exact same child grows up whether such Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI or other situations per not ever liking such factors thereof personally at all and the proof of such factors of those types who push in unwanted ways of themselves officially per such factors of what is not ever attractive to their factors officially regarding me personally at all.
In turn such misinterpretations from others per such factors thereof per their choices of if factors of such aspects per the timeframes of the years when I was modeling at those times only per the years of 2009 through 2013 only per what my personal considerations per such factors per the reality per such aspects, thus per such facts that not one individual in the overall factors whether through #Facebook #Fetlife Facebook and/or Fetlife per such individuals in the overall factors having lacked the capability to correctly address me personally per such if factors of knowing of my modeling at all and their failures though their proof of such instant stupid factors per such individuals who hypothetically pretended they did not know and thus their pretending such factors officially then per such lack of respect of my work officially per such if factors of such aspects where the reality of what was not their business to get involved with from the start and completely the opposite of anything and everything I personally asked for from the timeframe of 2001 and 2002 per such actual real support for me per such factors of instead of what was not at those points in time or now supportive of me personally per the considerations I have considered per such exacts thereof per my personal best interests for me personally.
It should not take a head injury to figure out each and every individual thereof who might have been within the silent majority of whatever side per the election factors of the years from 2016 through 2020 per the #Presidential #PResident #POTUS #CiCPOTUS Presidential election specifics per such points in time, if those individuals were not capable to actually correctly make the choices to correctly assist me personally per the exact factors of my genuine truthful needs on time per such factors; then it should not take a head injury to figure out who not to vote for officially per any such individual and/or group thereof officially, per the common sense factors of actually correctly assisting the best possible per such factors of real attempts per such aspects thereof per the reality.
It should not take a head injury to figure out in reference specifically to the state of Texas individuals I personally knew in person face to face in person in real life per such facts from the years specifically of 2000 through 2013 per such prior proof of such factors thereof per the aspects of what could have been assistive if they were not plying lying renne faire games in such hypot6heticals per the years more specific of 2004 through 2005 and 2009 through 2013 officially per such facts proven; then officially it should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of assistance they would be capable to accomplish in the correct capacities thereof, and whatever their focuses were per such points in the exact points in time of what their choices were of their own free will to comprehend what would be per such factors to the differences of the correct assistances per the general public per such factors per the reality of if situations.
For example per the metaphor of the real situation per myself and chaperoning 5-6 children total in reference of McCoy Elementary School #McCoy #McCoyElementarySchool #McCoyCarrollton #McCoyCarrolltonFarmersBranch #McCoyCFBISD #FortWorthZoo #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #FWTX #FBTX #CTX in the field trip timeframe regarding my biological daughter's field trip to the Dallas Zoo #DallasZoo #DTX #dallas #DallasTexas , then per such factors thereof per the metaphor referencing the real situations per the 2010 Fort Worth Zoo situations per the metaphors of being responsible and capable biological mature adults to correctly take care of the situations per the reference of those 3 biological females to those 6-9 children they had to take care of in total per such examples per such factors per the election references for the metaphors per the aspects thereof per the silent majority types of such hypotheticals per those who I once knew in person face to face in person per the factors regarding capabilities to actually assist with the knowledge of #NASA NASA in the state of Texas in conjunction of the official formation of the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce US Space Force per such requirements to actually be capable to make the correct choice on time at the exact point in time per such facts required per such reality in truth factors per the situations regarding any such hypotheticals per such election factors per the exact points in time per such exact points in time of the exact choices at the exact points in time per such hypotheticals.
It should not take a head injury to figure out such logistical updates review timeframes per such hypotheticals in reference to words, it should not take a head injury to figure out in reference to a real emergency situation in regards thereof per such US Space Force and NASA factors per the reality of the exact points in time are the exact points in time of such requirements officially and thus the words only in truth matter per such lack of interpretations per such facts though the facts thereof per intellectual capacities of focus per such factors of the situations per such if factors per those types of hypotheticals who would be required to be capable to prove themselves of being up to the task and worthwhile of such a status per such if factors of local city elections and local state elections in conjunction of federal area locations per such election factors per the age ranges of millennials per what I have clarified while I was born in the timeframe of the earliest millennials to not ever blame me for whatever the choices they made per themselves per such points in time whether considered per such millennial factors depending upon the timeframes thereof.
In my opinion the millennial factors per such generational timeframes began around the decade of the 1950s when progression towards the 1960s regarding the east coast in my opinion per my lack of personal knowledge of the middle America areas and/or the west coast areas, though the guesstimation of what individuals would be of the west coast though not necessarily west coasters per the differences per the common sense factors of certain situations per the aspects thereof in my opinion.
Thus in my opinion individuals per the silent majority per my journalism factors per the 2020 election cycle per such aspects thereof sometimes with a logistical review in the aspects thereof and sometimes just such factors of the journalism factors of the exact point in time, per the situations in conjunction of the #Sprint TMobile #Tmobile and Sprint merger factors regarding the facts that social media has been for some individuals on their cellular phones with and/or without the factors of a laptop and/or a desktop and./or a tablet technological factors per such social media including though not limited to such watches and gadgets thereof per such points in time.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the reference during the COVID timeframe of social distancing per such if factors regarding the elections from the year of 2020 forward per such suggestions I made and/or situations I noticed per such factors thereof per the exact points in time, during the exact points in time of the 2020 election cycle.
Thus in my opinion if per such stay at home moms per such factors per the situations of if homeschooling factors additionally and/or the factors of medical factors of the #ADA ADA and/or biological females who have not worked in employment factors of such references regarding common area employments per the general public-ish factors per the schedule of the usual factors of the early/morning shifts per the afternoon shifts per the evening shifts per scheduling timeframes per normal employment per the aspects thereof, thus per the factors of attempts and stepping forward might be difficult when having been at the various events one step at a time per such factors per the situations of complex factors because of the specifics per the 2008 through the 2020 election cycles per the President of the United States of America while in conjunction of the each year election cycles in my personal opinion regarding the differences of individuals per the for or pro Trump supporters per what their reasons per their choices at the exact points in time per such factors to such comfort levels depending upon per such factors of length of time in conjunction thereof per the facts that the #Republican #GOP #RNC #DNC #Democratic #DemocraticParty Republican choice per the timeframe thereof in 2016 and 2020 per the overall factors of the RNC per such differences of other additional silent majority types of the Democrat(ic) Party per the DNC #Democrat per their normal political factors of however they have chosen to do so previously per such if factors other would know more of per such situations.
Thus in my opinion in such combined factors of overall viewpoints now in the year of 2023 while writing this journal blog in The Ornery PSA on my website www.susanmeeling.com as myself per myself Susan MeeLing also if actually acknowledged thereof per my modeling name Lady Dori Belle per such factors, those in the years of 2008 and 2012 per such "Finding A Silver Lining" explanations per the reality of the situations seen in the years of 2016 and 2020 in my personal opinion. When taking in consideration the facts referencing the reality of difficulty for POTUS44 per my guesstimation back in the year of 2008 at that whatever timeframe of that Thanksgiving dinner factor for my biological side of my biological children's biologicals and then that male that had been married into that side of that side to the difference of earning from me personally my respect per the proof of the #Starbucks Starbucks exit 200 reference in conjunction of the 2009 reference of that situation per the location of that abomination of a wedding in my personal opinion per such drive I personally made for my biological son to be the ring bearer and my biological daughter to be the flower girl for what I was not aware was going to be such an abomination before my sight of those situations officially at that exact point in time before the wedding began per the argument about me personally before the lavender floor length gown with spaghetti shoulder straps and an A line cut empire waist gown argument about the color choice and the as what I specifically was told to my face in person face to face in person in the upstairs Master bathroom Master bedroom area to the left of the stairs when walked upward 'If you wear the colors of that then someone might actually think you are a part of the bridal family' despite the biological factors supposedly per such situations at that exact point in time per that Miller factor per such situations.
It should not take a head injury to figure out I did not ever ask for anyone to ever speak on my behalf about my personal life experiences because I am quite capable to do so on my own per such by myself per such factors in front of a group and/or video factors thou7gh such video factors officially would be known that I personally not physically being there of my own free will officially declared per such not being good enough for me personally per such if factors of anything at all per such would not and is not anything I have hypothetically to such types of considerations of ever being what I personally consider supportive of me per the exact factors of and since I did specifically clarify such factors thereof officially clearly; it should not take a head injury to figure out that officially would disrespect each and every aspect of each and every portion of each and every factor of my work offi8cially per such not following direct orders per such lack of common sense from each hypothetical thereof per such if factors per the years from 2001 and 2002 and thus officially unsupportive of me and what my actual needs personally per such points in time of the 2019 through 2022 timeframes in conjunction to the proof of such lack of support for me personally per my specific requirements at the exact points in time before the 20 year memorial and before the 30 year memorial per such facts proven per such references thereof hypothetically.
However if per such facts I had made and kept my promises to my biological son and my biological daughter about their biological father only per such references if per such hypothetical metaphors per such situations of the fullest lacking of common sense of being a responsible Mom of my biological son and my biological daughter per such times when they were legally biological minors per what relationships per such points in the exact points in time of such exact relationships at those exact points in time where some would have been best to actually truthfully work out in those exact points in time if I personally was actually wanted in a real relationship if I personally was/am actually cared about and cared for, then those wastes of time per such metaphors per the Devil's Advocate movie reference per such differences of just being a responsible Mom who actually cared about the correct raising of my biological children and such factors thereof instead of such factors proven per such lack of emotional support from all sides of each and every equation for me at those exact points in time per such involvements per those types of those individuals whom I personally did not ask for at all whatsoe4ver to ever be involved at all because of what I personally already clarified before such points in time officially.
It should not take a head injury to figure o7ut a relationship in dating does not begin officially through such other members of such factors to the individual thereof per the dating factors at all since it should not take a head injury to figure out that would not ever be attractive to me at all whatsoe4ver per such factors from the starting points. It should not take a head injury to figure out that would not be a New Jersey way at all per such factors in any capacity thereof, unless those types refer to pop culture references of New York City and Staten Island #StattenIsland #StatenIsland types of the 1980s and the 1990s and not New Jersey at all per such factors for the majority of such aspects of dating relationships. It should not take a head injury to figure out the reference with the knowledge of the Armed Forces of the United States of America of the reference I made in my book "Finding The Silver Lining" of why go down the street when you could go down the hall regards to only such, since it should not take a head injury to figure out the reference was not in a scientific biological factor of such situations at all whatsoever and thus per such if interpretations thereof to the proof of the misinterpretations from others with the exact factors of the knowledge thereof per such mi9litary factors officially per such battalions and divisions and such base factors per the common sense per such hypotheticals that I actually took a stand against long before the timeframe of the year of 1999 per such factors I already clarified.
It should not take a head injury to figure out the Egyptians figured such out and other countries figured such out and thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the United States of America has needed to accept the reality of such factors referencing the real situations per the real medical factors per such progression forward, with such knowledge thereof to progression while maintaining and sustaining real life because unlike such hypotheticals if there are movies and television shows per such factors of space type of factors similar to the YouTube video of music per a song #MenInBlack #MIB #YT #YouTube "Men in Black" per such differences of that video of music to the difference of in person face to face in person in real life in the middle and late 1980s into the 1990s per such what I call per "My: Black Suit Guys" in conjunction of the factors in reference of the bus per after the airport flight factors in the year of 2000 after the #InternationalHouseofPancakes IHOP #IHOP situations in 1998 into 1999 factors of some guys similar though different-ish per the ranking factors I guessed at those times; though per the 2000 year per the back of the bus reference from the timeframe per the "Finding A Silver Lining" reference per the fedora black suit male per the description of the discussions upon arriving at what my Basic Training location of what was told to me of Fort Sill Oklahoma per additional journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 for only a few situations per such references while being capable to distinguish for myself of the references of the differences of the genres of books I authored/wrote per such factors of such compilations.
It should not take a head injury to figure out in reference of election situations per the reality of the timeframe of when I officially began my YouTube Channel during the timeframe of 2019 per such facts in conjunction because of the situations that were not assistive to me personally per such factors in reference of the years of 2018 through per the factors of my original Facebook accounts of when beginning per Susan MeeLing though per the name Dark Lily and also my modeling page on Facebook original timeframe of my modeling per the name I chose per such additional factors afterwards of initially beginning modeling per the name I created/chose of Lady Dori Belle per such factors where thankfully per such situations of my original account of Fetlife factors thereof per such factors of what had not been in person face to face in person per such factors of the differences of some writing later of such events per situations I dealt with that were not of what would ever get me personally interested in such factors within the lifestyle per such timeframes because of the multitude of factors per such points in those exact points in time per what I personally consider being of a personal turn on to me personally referencing such types because brats are not attractive to a biological Mom of two minor aged children with those situations at the exact points in time and thus brats would not ever be such factors of such a turn on to me personally at all just the same per such factors per the Dominant situations per the factors of just respecting the factors thereof per the knowledge of the event location(s) per the events themselves per such if factors others were in the difference of myself per simply being honest and respectful to the truth per what I read and saw per such factors of what was presented to me regarding such situations.
It should not take a head injury to figure out when constantly working per just to deal/cope with the pain levels from my headaches and migraines in the conjunction of the various situations, it will not be a turn on to me personally of anything I do not consider being comfortable and thus being on the defense constantly is not ever going to be of what is or would or could ever be a turn on to me at all and would only push me away from such factors instead of ever pulling me in regarding the proof in reference not only of the years of 2009 through 2013 though also in reference of 2019 through 2021 per such if factors of any individual and/or group that thought they knew me better than I comprehend myself per such incorrect factors if they did not think about the following to the most important factors to pay attention to in order to assist me if that actually would have been a need to do so.
* 2019 = 10 years from the exact points in time of my SCUBA Diving work and lives I personally saved in conjunction of the areas of land above sea level that I personally saved per the work thereof in conjunction of the deepest SCUBA Diving per the factors of nothing recreational about my work SCUBA Diving at all nor anything luxurious per my work SCUBA Diving at all since the factors of what I would have considered being luxury SCUBA Diving I have not ever had the luxury of doing so at all ever per my considerations though I would guesstimate such would not be difficult to figure out now though far too late for such factors of what I personally would consider being a luxury or a dream SCUBA Dive for me because timing matters and obviously the Bethlehem Star evening SCUBA Dive is obviously off limits now since the exact point in time of such was what once was the exact point in time for such Alaska SCUBA Dive because exact time matters
* 2020 = 10 years of living and life that there was nothing celebrated with me personally of what the considerations I personally wanted for such for myself personally at all since timing matters just as much equally as the 10 Commandments matter in conjunction of the facts of the 20 year memorial the following year of 2021 as exact time matters
* 2021 = 20 year memorial and while some attempts per my section on my website in my journal blog per Grateful and Thankful where I had to work extremely diligently to find anything at all to actually be thankful and grateful for per the challenge I set for myself personally because of how much of lack of personal support per my personal needs at the exact points in time, because the exact points in time matter and since I personally did not see the state of Texas in the year of 2001 during the timeframe of September/October/November of 2001 because of the reality I was dealing with at that exact point in time per such facts per my reasons for me personally per such 20 year memorial of since there was no one who was capable at the exact points in time to be what I needed personally at the exact points in time personally in person face to face in person per such metaphors of such failures of others 2nd Amendment factors in a different capacity of how it should not take a head injury to figure out the liberties of bearing arms per such factors referencing such if I actually had real care about me and/or for me personally at the exact points in time because the exact points in time matter just as much per the exact individuals per such factors matter at the exact points in time per the exact point in time and to be capable to see better for myself of life and living instead of the reminders regarding those situations per such those individuals per those years from 2000 through 2013 since such lack of support from them from the start per such personal needs per such emotional support in such factors of real ways if actually was cared about in truth from the start referencing those situations of either side of my biological children's biologicals and/or others who did not have my personal permission to contact my minor aged children at all whatsoever because of the type of Mom I am despite what others' opinions of themselves per such factors per their situations per their children per such factors of differences
* 2022 = after February 2022 and such factors of just before the 20 year of living and life factors per such situations in August and September of 2022, I personally could do my bestestestestestest of the bestestestestestestestest can do without those types of situations permanently referencing such if factors of proof from those timeframes of 2014 to 2019
since I consider what I consider and if I am asked in truth, then the common sense factors referencing being capable to assist correctly instead of such assumptions from the hypotheticals of such hypotheticals regarding such amounts of (mis)interpretations because when I have clarified several factors regarding my personal factors, then per such factors of what I personally consider being comfort for me personally then others should not ever be debated ever if I am supposed to believe personally that the actual possibility that I could/would/am if I am cared about in truth and cared for in truth and/or per the factors of what I consider is best for me personally. The facts of my accuracy should be far more than enough per what I personally clarified in "Finding A Silver Lining" of not having the need to constantly repeat myself whether in discussions whether in video whether in writing whether in typing whether in etcetera because of the amounts of annoyances regarding such PTSD from those individuals from the areas and times of more-so than the actual work I personally took care of myself for each one of them to consider of themselves for such choices in the years of 2000 through 2013 before the years of 2019.
Thus per such timeframes since the 2020 election cycle per the 2021 election cycle per the 2022 election cycle now in the year of 2023, the reality of the situation per the election cycle beginning shortly more-so per such exact points in time factors per the references of such exact points in time where the exact point in time matters for much more than one or two factors in reference of elected officials per such. Thus in the year more-so of 2020 regarding the different locations and events per such factors depending upon then it should not take a head injury to figure out in reference of certain personality types per such factors of taking time for what is of comfort for to go out in real life in person face to face in person at events, for a different perspective of such factors in reference of such hypotheticals regarding certain specific areas of the factors of life and living per such if factors proven before the 2020 election timeframe and repeated thereof hypothetically for those who did not see what was around the bend proverbially at that exact point in time per such election factors per the 20 year memorial of the 9/11 also known 9/11/2001 also known 11 September 2001 per that 20 year memorial and the February 1993 also known being the 1993 northeast tristate 30 year memorial.
Hypothetically the reference of tristate areas to the differences of the northeast tristate areas since it should not take a head injury to figure out the tristate coastline is different than the tristate northeast areas, since it did not take a head injury for me to figure that out when I was a child and a teenager before my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI to figure that out officially.
However in reference to the election cycle since the timeframe of 2016 through 2020 in conjunction of the election cycle from 2008 through 2016 after the 2000 through 2008 election cycle and the 1992 through 2000 election cycle after the 1988 through 1992 election cycle after the year of and through from my memory regarding when I was a toddler and growing up in the 1980s per such, certain factors of attention to the information in conjunction to attention to details because it should not take a head injury to figure out to pay attention to the information one must look past the details starting points for such information regarding the choices to such factors in the overall viewpoints of the situations.
Thus yesterday's Facebook Live video I created because of the reality that I survived regarding such factors because of the situations that if others were not so quick to judgement when they themselves were per such previous choices per such points in time, then what would they be capable to ever judge for themselves from the factors of in genuine truth instead of their biases per such proof regarding the amounts of attempts in truth without pretending per such attempts I personally made?
Why would it take a head injury to figure out consistency in the correct capacity actually matters, or did it take a head injury to point that out to everyone else?
Does it take a head injury to figure out if others have been supportive of each other in reference to their choices regarding their failures, then such factors of what they themselves as hypocrites per the facts thereof per the proof of such choices they made of their own free will while being hypocritical of their wrongful 100% denial of my emotional support as why would they ever deserve such support emotionally after the damages they themselves had personally caused me without anything I ever did incorrectly at all and the attempts I made to actually get where I needed to be as what levels of hypocrites would there be or such election cycle of 2023 would show themselves for such factors per the rest of the state of Texas who might disagree with their choices because of what they themselves dealt with because of what I personally should not have ever had to deal with on top of the situations I was already dealing with per such factors; because would it take a head injury to figure out in such if factors of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person in the state of Texas in the years from 2000 through 2013 and knew/met in the state of Washington in the years of 2013 through 2019 of such if factors of proof through social media of whatever types thereof per such discussions and communications of if hypotheticals, should it take a head injury to figure out the factors of if situations per such if factors of what could have been assisted regarding correctly per my biological son and my biological daughter and myself as their one and only biological Mom for the reality it should not take a head injury to figure out they met people along the ways just as I had per such lengths of time or would it take a head injury for such hypotheticals to figure that out and if so, would it take a head injury to figure out if having purposefully caused needless problems instead of actual assistances per depending upon such factors per their choices thereof per such if factors per social media per the aspects per the timeframes regarding such hypotheticals per the election cycle if they in such hypotheticals were to consider after I had already acknowledged per such factors of thinking about such personally regarding the timeframe since how important is time exactly and how important is strength and fortitude to make the correct choice(s) when the situations are proven?
For example while dealing with situations all by myself the entire time referencing before the year of 2019 and since such having dealt with everything all by myself while having made attempts for real assistance and real support, does it take a head injury to figure out such if factors of if references to the timeframes specifically since what would be the considerations per such factors regarding the timeframe after 2018 when the Prince of Wales had married a female from the United States of America named Megan Markle per the situations at the timeframe of 2019 through 2022 per the coastline areas because why would it take a head injury to figure out the importance of truth regarding SCUBA Diving and whom had actually accomplished such feats and the work thereof per such factors?
Does it take a head injury to figure out if factors per the years from 2009 per such if factors per the proof regarding the situations now in the year of 2023 to such odd factors of having learned more recently about some if factors of the year of 1993 per the west coast situations referencing such if factors per such hypotheticals of others whom had direct connections who may agree with those such as myself per such if factors of direct connection differences with even further distances than within the areas of the United States of America's homeland, per should such take a head injury to figure out the reality of the considerations per such if factors of the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza per such if factors of differences some other west coasters may have attempted to clarify previously?
Should it take a head injury to figure out if there have not been any celebrities from the east coast who have per such not having disagreed with my statements referencing the 1993 factors in the northeast of the United States of America, does it take a head injury to figure out the sentiments in reference of survivors from 11 September 2001 referencing such factors per the reasons to end all stolen valor in the different measures thereof since what would be of importance to the in the waters and also on land above sea level in conjunction of the areas above the land per such factors of the US Space Force per what would be of importance for humanity to be of importance and the reasons why per such US Space Force factors referencing the earth and life and living since what would be important if human beings were known as Earthlings and per such factors of if situations how important would the factors of humanity be of importance?
If the terminology of Earthlings has been around for awhile before this journal blog post of mine however such might be considered, does it take a head injury to figure out the importance of humanity and civility per such human beings possibly known per such factors per earthlings per such travels per NASA and some companies per what would be of importance for genuine humanity per such factors regarding life and living?
I do not think it takes a head injury to figure such out at all, though I am just me.
The picture above I personally took the image in the year of 2009, just before the Dolphin Excursion and my work after the area of Boca per such in conjunction of before my work referencing the #USSVandenberg #USNSVandenberg #USSGeneralHoytSVandenberg #USNSGeneralHoytSVandenberg #Vandenberg USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg SCUBA Diving situations per the work required at that point in time in August of 2009 where the one location I went in a different version of what some others might have fully failed to comprehend the difference of defending myself personally referencing the differences of others assumptions fully instead per such hypothetical failures of whatever pop culture of whatever types per such hypothetical references of defending myself personally per such defenses on land above sea level per such factors of such if factors per the failures from each and every individual per all such factors per the SCUBA Diving work I personally took care of.
It should not take a head injury to figure out if such misinterpretations from whatever assumptions per such if factors per however other biological females have gotten their SCUBA Diving certifications per such in whatever factors of such relationship differences, where I personally did not have to defend myself nearly as much in the work I was taking care of to the difference of such hypothetical failures referencing whatever pop culture assumptions per the differences regarding the hypotheticals thereof per such assumptions and failures automatically if ever having thought of anything sexual at all per such defenses I had to deal with from such others that were unwanted per such Corona factors and such other hypotheticals per such failures to take SCUBA Diving seriously because of those types of recreational SCUBA Divers to the massive distinctive difference of myself personally despite the name of the type of SCUBA Diving certifications because there was and is nothing recreational at all about the work I took care of when I was SCUBA Diving. Matter of fact there was nothing recreational on land above sea level about my SCUBA Diving work at all, though it should not take a head injury to distinguish that difference at all per such factors despite the bigotry about what I physically look and such factors of such feminazism and sexism factors thereof per such hypotheticals.
If I dealt with those types per the unwanted factors of October 2009 because of such failures from civilian recreational SCUBA Diver types to the massive difference of my work in SCUBA Diving from the start, then obviously it should not take a head injury for those others to figure out their misinterpretations from their start that they should reprogram themselves to understand that knowledge to retain that for such understanding and then they can consider the amounts of situations that I personally did not ask for from any of them per such if factors of whatever the stereotype of biological females in that level of those types of that SCUBA Diving to the massive difference of myself per my work per my style of SCUBA Diving per my personal background.
Hypothetically it should not take a head injury to figure out possibly the next Commander in Chief of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and President of the United States of America, should be capable to be honest per such factors in conjunction of actual healthcare per such factors of differences in conjunction per such factors of other topic points I have brought up and forward. It should not take a head injury to figure out such other factors per certain situations per the factors where it should not take a head injury to figure out to ask first per asking the correct individual first, instead of assuming there is a different pathway per such answers if knowing the exact individual thereof per such situations hypothetically.
For example if per such dating a civilian land individual per such if factors of pop culture references instead of the reality per such if situations, then other aspects where the factors would officially prove other viewpoints of such factors incorrectly per such nonSCUBA Divers in such levels of the types of work thereof in my personal opinion instead of such assumptions like the factors of a metaphor about New Jersey-ians per such if factors since that should not take a head injury to figure out where others' thoughts were per such if situations and then it should not take head injury to figure out why there has not been what the real considerations of celebrations referencing the factors of my work per such hypotheticals since there are plenty more individuals I personally saved in real life in person face to face in person in real life when SCUBA Diving who I did not have any direct physical involvements with of my own free will at all per any free will choice of mine whatsoever per any such hypotheticals whatsoever per such if situations that I personally would not ever have agreed to ever if per such failed factors of others per such work instead of anything I personally would have actually enjoyed at all in conjunction of what was nothing in reference to raising my biological son and my biological daughter per such factors of the fullest differences from those types of those types of disgraces fully per such 100% unwanted of me factors from those types obviously since such failures to ever be capable to ever know or understand apparently of their overreach fully in what was not for them to ever be a part of per outside of their lanes officially as without my personal knowledge officially first to be capable to choose if I would ever allow such to begin with per such fullness of how unwanted those hypothetical have only been capable to give me personally because when there was not the informed capacities thereof previously then the legal definitions of how disgusting all of those hypothetical thoughts thereof per their choices per their actions and their inactions of such factors of where because of all of those types per such how much I just hate everything about who I am and how much I hate everything about what I survived because there is nothing to be thankful for if that if factor is the case at all; since it should not take a head injury to figure out if the factors of getting my permission first are unwanted from those, then how unwanted those fullly only give such factors thereof officially per such despite whatever they might try to convince themselves of incorrectly fully officially.
It should not take a head injury to figure that out at all, and if it does take a head injury to point that out then the factors of what levels of common sense factors per such references regarding the situations of the differences of maturity factors and responsibility factors officially. It should not take a head injury to figure out there is nothing that changes my opinion at all about such if factors since it does not take a head injury to figure out how much those types comments per out in the open per the proof of how unwanted such factors thereof per the out in the open without my consent to begin with in such if factors, then per such fullest proof thereof officially per such types of how unwanted they had only been capable to ever get me to believe about myself personally regarding them.
I fully blame those types of irresponsible unworthy types [per their lack of respect regarding my work regarding me personally per such factors because at this point in time, it would be a full miracle for me to ever believe per what my personal considerations are of actually being wanted per my personal considerations because of what it actually takes instead of such assumptions since apparently I am the one and only who took my SCUBA Diving work seriously instead of such unwanted useless games of such hypotheticals that at the exact point in time per such exact point in time only proved to me despite such factors thereof per such logistical review factors where they have not done me any favors officially before the timeframe of nor since per what I would consider being a favor at all regarding those who I once knew per such factors of if connected situations per one another since now there is nothing that is of what I consider worthwhile from my entire life for me personally thanks to them though nothing to be thankful of since what I comprehended would have been best for me was at the exact point in time of the exact points in time instead of everything else that had occurred because of those types of assumptions.
I did not ever ask to be per such factors of how unwanted all of such hypotheticals have caused me to personally believe about myself, since I already knew who I am per what would actually get me to actually believe such of being wanted per my personal considerations. Since I have spoken and written in truth and the factors thereof per such clarifications at the exact points in time, then such lying renne faire types are such situations of the amounts of hatred of myself that those types only have progressed from such lengths of time instead of anything I would ever consider being what I personally consider being wanted.
Situations I personally do not consider per such factors of being wanted are exactly per such, if I consider such per being unwanted no matter what others'[ thoughts mi8ght be per such factors of what they themselves would ask for themselves for themselves per their choices of their proof of what they consider being wanted over such if factors of differences; it should not take a head injury to figure out if asked anyone other than me myself personally of what I personally would consider for myself of being wanted, then the failures automatically across each and every sector officially per such the one and only to ask to find out if cared about is the one and only to ask in truth is myself Susan MeeLing (legal widow last name).
It should not take a head injury to figure out just because I personally was not willing to be a stereotypical ex-in-laws, does not translate the same when in reference to when my biological son and my biological daughter per such factors of their biologicals per such common sense factors where those types did not ever do what I personally required per such factors referencing the timeframes thereof per the year of 2001 per what I personally would consider per such factors if my assistance was actually appreciated per then only per such factors of what my personal considerations are per what I would ever consider per such direct orders at the exact points in time per what my direct orders were per the direct orders given per the factors at those times since there was not creativity at all allowed per such factors of support for me personally outside of exactly what I needed exactly instead in conjunction of such what I asked for was not ever what I specifically required because only what I specified at those times in the years of 2001 and 2002 per that timeframe of 2001 were per such factors exactly per such factors per my journal blog updates per what I had required per my facts per such requests at those exact points in time and the facts of the reality where at that point in time nothing else mattered at those exact points in time.
That cannot be undone per such facts of the experiences per how all should truthfully officially fully know of the exact points in time of the exact points in time per exact per such exacts thereof officially fully per such at all times, and then the justice for me personally should be in my personal opinion per such factors thereof because obviously if I would have been cared about pler what I personally consider(ed) being care per such massive differences per what my needs and my wants per such factors officially and such desires per such of whatever factors per my personal factors per then such fullness of what the descriptions per "Finding A Silver Lining" would not have for anyone to ever guess from such hypothetical failed interpretations or the definition of misinterpretations.
I grew up from kindergarten and did not believe when the teacher said 'if someone is mean to you they do like you', where I did not believe such at all because I only balked up to individuals I did not like at all and/or I am/have taken a stand to defend and protect per such factors of what I personally have not had such luxuries thereof per beyond the Constitutional Liberties if that is something at this point to be thankful of when reviewing such situations per such lengths of time.
It should not take a head injury to figure out when I do not play games that includes I do not play opposite day or opposite meaning at all since the facts are what the facts are, thus anyone who did know me in person face to face in person before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury would have known that I did not play games and I spoke seriously while randomly making sarcastic comments per such factors of lightening the discussion when in person face to face in person at certain events and locations thereof per such points in time; since it should not take a head injury to figure out there is a difference between sibling rivalry when they still can tolerate being in the same area of the same room for more than 3 hours at the exact same points in time more than 5 times in one year if living in the same state at the exact same time, otherwise it should not take a head injury to figure out there is not a sibling rivalry there is a sibling who hates the other sibling officially per such attention factors per the references of the proof regarding the wanted factors of common sense because if it was sibling rivalry then there would be in person face to face in person with each other actual enjoyment and fun instead of such antagonistic factors instead of anything that actually would be of what the other sibling would ever ask or want or need for themselves.
Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out by the instead of where I personally am repulsed by my biological little sister of the year of 2010, it was not a sibling rivalry at all regarding how others thought my biological little sister just needed to comprehend it was not opposite day when the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church congregation had stated it was Patty's Bon Voyage Party because they spoke and wrote in truth that it was my Sweet 16 and not anything per such factors of sweetness lacking from her at all because the truth is honey that despite some twang here and there honey is still honey to such differences.
It should not take a head injury if such factors where her problems from Asher Holmes Elementary School because of having to deal with the facts that she thought getting my work for me to work on meant she was wanted in the classroom when they asked about me, when such factors of after the end of October in 1992 per such points in time of my Homeschooling classes because of the amount of times she had wasted time getting my work to me and how she wasted time she had done to getting my work to the teachers per such factors she thought she weas entitled to stuff she was not entitled to from the start.
When the complaints at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church to the situations I learned about after beginning in May of 1993 while having dealt with what I had dealt with at the times of were made aware to me from what she had said to them, there is a few factors of what the reasons are for why it was my Sweet 16 per such factors regarding the needless drama stirred up because of what she had chosen to do instead while Asher Holmes Elementary then later learned in more details and information briefly per the facts of being in fifth grade at the time of 1992 and 1993 per the way the school year was at that point in time because she thought parties in fifth grade were the same as parties in first grade. Though the attempts I made to warn others from the timeframe of after in May of 1993 per such factors thereof, the reality of if I was actually cared about per such factors per the factors of what care would have been in the difference because I can consider per thinking for myself of what real care actually is since I had already assisted medical care treatments before with suggestions and discussions I made per different situations both through homeopathy and Auyervedic pathways and also in reference to scientific measures of assistances because of how much I was known for having read thoroughly per such points in time and the ways I explained information per what I was told was easier to proverbially digest to contemplate.
The factors regarding it is not mean to clarify such distinguishing differences similar to the east coast and west coast factors, it is mean to make attempts to connect on a level where the facts are the facts and when the facts are known per such facts thereof per such connections in the factors outside of the facts when playing games to thinking that would ever connect with were then per such factors now per such situations per such factors of where instead of just being emotionally supportive per such factors per the situations regarding the factors thereof per such situations; because the individual(s) who actually survived such factors such per myself regarding the factors thereof, comprehend what is best for myself per such references regarding what I personally dealt with due to such factors while I have not blamed anyone who was not responsible per such factors of situations per the reality of such factors to the reality, the situations referencing the situations of just being a decent human being should not be more work than actual work itself. If it takes more work for a homo-sapien-sapien to be a human being and be civil in person face to face in person when knowing of the pain levels and/or situations referencing such time(s), then the factors per such considerations referencing what factors regarding the situations per the knowledge thereof per what is best for the individual having clarified themselves such per how I personally have made the attempts per the lengths of time per if I was actually cared about the ease of such factors per the reality per such in person face to face in person and/or online per such factors of where the knowledge of such read factors per such points in the exact point in time per such exact situations per the exact factors per such situations per such clarification then per such factors regarding the truth of what is per the intentions thereof per the situations of such factors per the comfort of such factors in truth.
In such examples when the multitude of times to just enjoy with others has been such an amount of work to just be capable to be around after such amounts of attempts in truth that I have done so without hesitations, then the differences of humanity and civility per such factors per manners per such factors of where possible to actually assist in reality per the situations. Thus for example when I could have completed my work between the years of 2003 through 2005, those factors of real life for me personally were of such importance for me personally per the truth from the start of the beginning from me. Literally just that amount of exact amount of time would have been where then the living and life I could have enjoyed if I would have been capable to complete my work on time per what I considered being on time for such facts per the reality of what I personally needed for myself as myself in conjunction of being the one and only biological Mom of my biological children I personally gave birth to because once again the factors of if situations per such if factors per the if hypotheticals there is not anything about any conjoined factors whatsoever to my son and/or my daughter per not having allowed such in the room from the start and the proof of such against my personal religious beliefs for myself personally to ever have such unwanted factors of those types of situations that fully disgusted me from my childhood and my teenager years per those types.
It should not take a head injury to figure out a monogamous relationship requires such per such one and only relationship factors of such dating/marital factors in full at all times, instead of such instant stupid of ever thinking that just because of a situation of other factors if not discussed first per then only having been a needless problem to begin with per such monogamy religious beliefs of mine from the start per my choice regarding polyamory only per in specific ways per only in the references regarding what my choices of my fre4e will instead of any such trying factors where I would officially refuse to ever be involved with my biological little sister at almost all costs for such factors because of my personal choices for myself instead of the same types of same situations per those types where such factors of per such factors of such situations that my personal requirements are my personal requirements.
If per such factors of such situations per my first attempts to get away from the factors of per once my invitation to MAST was officially per the ASVAB timeframe, the facts of such per the factors of such nonallowances per the age factors of the reality of the school per such unwanted factors per the aspects of what was a dishonor to my Bok Gung and a dishonor to my Bok Pu referencing those types per such factors of 1998 per the proof in 1999 and 2000 though the other years and decades thereof per such proof in conjunction.
If I was wanted per what my considerations are, then the largest factors would be the need and the requirement for me to actually be kept happy per what is happiness for me personally; since that should not take a head injury to figure out what I clarified per such factors repeatedly from the beginning, per what I personally consider for myself per what I consider for myself. If I personally mattered then my enjoyment and my happiness would be the number one priority, instead of whenever others had the time to think about such though actually doing and actually having such for myself per such factors thereof would obviously be the common sense factors instead of anyone else per such common sense if I was considered per what I personally consider being wanted per such factors instead of what does not keep me or make me happy at all per my own attempts to connect with those who could have assisted instead of what was not assistive for me at all because certain experiences were just not worth it to me personally because the exact point in time matters per the exacts for myself.
Thus assumptions of born and raised New Jersey-ians I fully blame Hollywood for such factors of what I have dealt with unwantedly from such factors per such timeframes since the later 1990s, and thus such factors of what a genuine Newe Jersey-ian from where I was born and raised is not the same per the areas depending upon what area asked about per such factors thereof in the state of New JErsey. Obviously north New Jersey is different than south New Jersey despite the short miles, it is just the reality of the facts as tomboys from the two different areas are two different types of tomboys since that should not take a head injury to figure out the combinations of make a difference since I would guesstimate if any such factors in reference to asking per such factors per the situations regarding the factors proven of such situations per such discrimination factors in the northern areas sometimes per the factors of music per the factors of the differences in south New Jersey per such factors.
It should not take a head injury to figure out when I found out my biological son's high school was teaching through pop culture movies in an actual class format and my personal opinion per such pop culture references per such factors thereof being per the proof regarding the situations about New Jersey-ians, the proof of such educational factors of such proportions of the considerations per the facts proven that an apoloigy per the starting poitn and not even in the correct ways per what I personally would have ever considered being a worthwhile apology from those individuals per such factors per what my personal considerations of per such are for such factors of what I should not have ever had to deal with from the beginning because the facts are the facts.
For example for the known factors of over 2.5 weeks of continuous labor until the poi8nt of my delivery per each of my two biological children that were what was of what I considered life for me until they were legally 18 years of age individually per my clarifications per the prior exact points in time for them to be living their lives while I lived mine per such factors of if I and my children were actually considered important per my considerations, since the time of the exact time factors per such individuals who had not ever done what is of importance per for myself personally to actually enjoy with others how I actually would enjoy life and living with others per such factors of what my personal considerations are and have been and are.
Thus 2.5 weeks times (*) 2 =5 weeks total of the constant pain levels of my migraines with the labor and such factors thereof throughout the 24 hours a day of the 35 days = 840 hours times (*) the 60 minutes in full = 50,400 minutes in the times of 60 seconds per = 3,024,000 seconds of labor pains in conjunction with my migraines and the Pitocin added during the times frames throughout both labors per such subarachnoid hemorrhage pain factors while not forgetting the ripping that occurred both times where the surgeries from the episiotomies occurred per the factors of per the damages from those labors and deliveries per such factors of the constant pain instead of and then when after the delivery of both children by myself per how labor and delivery goes per the one and only who does all of the work to give life; SCUBA Divers per such factors cannot compare themselves per such factors of the combined times per such even in the references of the factors regarding my SCUBA Diving classes and SCUBA Dives combined per such truthful references per such factors thereof per such facts regarding the constant without breaks factors regarding such at all because it is not the same as actually giving birth in the references of carrying in the uterus with the body factors with the references of the length of time of the total of 9 months of the 40 weeks of the 960 hours of the 57,000 minutes and the 3,456,000 seconds of gestation before the factors of the time. It should not take a head injury to figure out the amount of time to naturally deliver my children per such facts that per each of my two children I personally gave birth to each one's labor and delivery was around 1,521,000 seconds, of continuous labor and the additional migraines at the time to bring life into the world and the 100% obvious differences fully per such facts.
Though because of the time of 1 year 2 weeks and 2 days between the birth of my son and my daughter, per the proof that such factors per the situations thereof who actually mattered the most to whom per actually7 making the real attempts in genuine truth instead of such factors of the hidden situations instead of in the honesty thereof per such aspects per what would be of what I personally would have actually comprehended best for me personally if I actually was/am considered important enough to actually have such for myself per the aspects thereof; though since such factors of what I have asked for at the factors thereof have not been since the reality is, there has not been anyone who has asked me and could do so per such factors because of such requirements where and when what my needs/wants/desires/preferences/ideals mattered in truth because if they had and/or do matter now; what was the problem to getting such correctly taken care of for me in the exact point in time at the exact points in time, when it was most needed at the exact points in time because how and why would that ever be considered my fault when the reality of such factors per what branch(es)/division(s) and individuals thereof whom would officially be at fault for such references and regards thereof per such factors?
Does it take a head injury to figure out October of 2009 was and remains the horrific way of such factors of ever thinking that would ever be anything I personally would consider being celebratory of my work in SCUBA Diving after literally being less than 1 full year from such situations, or does that factor of the word recreational per such factors thereof to the numbers of what certifications I personally paid for from my own credit and debit cards without anyone else per such factors translate to such of the nonrecreational factors at all; or does it take a head injury to figure out the amount of disrespect within San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA per such common sense to figure that out per my invitation to MAST for reasons and why would it matter I did not graduate Basic Training then per such factors per what does 6 March 2000 through 21 March 2000 through to Psalm Sunday in 2000 translate to each day of the time that I already graduated high school and spent the time of each day from 6 March 2000 through to 20 March 2000 doing the actual work per the DEP or known as the Delayed Entry Program translate to with the time to and through my Basic Training actualities officially per Fort Sill Oklahoma per such factors thereof with the recruiter's office with the soldiers from the entire grouping of at random translate to per such Basic Training timeframes per their knowle3dge of what it took from September 1999 through to 21 March 2000 for me to get to Basic Training and/or with the time of AIT if my prior employment were a consideration plus such MAST factors translate to per such training factors per such accuracy if such hypotheticals were ever taken into consideration since why would that be of importance regarding my real biological family per the situations I told others about in New Jersey in 1998 before I was moved and what does that translate to in truth referencing such factors of my children biologically per such common sense factors per the time of 5 years per such west coast types per 1993 when 2001 occurred if there truthfully was common sense since what is the difference between someone who looked like a step uncle though was not what the actualities were in the year of 2022 per such facts translate to per such high school situations from 2001 before 11 September 2001 or does it take head injury to figure that warnings I gave out now in the year of 2023?
Why would what I consider being wanted be of importance per such non finding a silver lining ways, because what difference would that make truthfully regarding humanity and civility per what I have dealt with after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI coma?
Always remember I will clarify if I have a metaphor or a hypothetical or a figurative(ly) per such otherwise I am fairly literal in my opinion, since I make the best attempts to what the discussions per such in genuine truth without any double speak. If I have said "you shouldn't have" it translates exactly to such instead of what some certain types of individuals might say and/or write per such, then such factors of the truthful response from me personally. Thus when I have said/written such factors of my personal needs/wants/desires/preferences/ideals per exactly per such factors per such situations instead of the misinterpretations I guesstimate per the "Finding A Silver Lining" per the clarifications exactly at the exact times of per such factors of what I personally needed to believe at the exact points in time of what I considered per such facts at the exact time of per what my needs were and thus such attention to those memes instead of my exact explanations only has been needless problems per such if factors because when I have been what I consider being a real man more than such individuals per such factors thereof, then such should not be any problems or situations of issues for me personally ever per such work I handled per the waters for just one grouping of examples per having accomplished such anyways all by myself while they were in the water areas at those times and thus that meme regarding what my personal references per such translations of information to the difference of the details of a meme is the references to make sure to comprehend or at minimum know to begin to understand those timeframes per such if factors of references where a real man/real men per what I grew up learning from per such using real words to ask the individual themselves in truth per such factors thereof per what real family that I should have been capable to reconnect with living and alive instead of what I saw in the years of 2020 and 2021 and 2022 when I went out by myself.
Does it take a head injury to figure out the factors of children in elementary school in the 1980s and the 1990s with the knowledge of who I am and what roles though one specific that was the first thereof per the situations per the year of 1996 per the factors of the name of my biological children's biological father per such factors in New Jersey referencing middle school per such factors thereof to such differences of zip codes per the differences of the location of my babysitter that had become a family friend per such times regarding such factors of who was my Big Blood Brother despite the situations of the specific school to the difference of the non-Old-Tennent-Presbyterian-Church babysitter, per what types of common sense would be needed to figure that out per such conjunctions of church locations in addition per what would that translate to per not taking a head injury to figure that out or does it take one or a few to point that out?
Does it take a head injury to figure out situations regarding the knowledge of what my biological mother and my biological father had been a part of at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church despite the factors regarding my warnings then such proof thereof since does it take a head injury to figure out other factors in such references to point out, or does it take a head injury to point out in a different capacity of thought per the facts of such points in time?
Does it take a head injury to figure out the factors regarding such situations when if actually a peaceful religion what factors of proof regarding such situations would be capable to prove such truthfully, and does the individual matter per such differences?
While I know there are factors regarding situations throughout the United States of America in the year of 1993 per such factors regarding the northeast tristate areas and while I do not doubt per such factors per situations possibly of some similar factors regarding some aspects of certain situations, regarding the more commonly known factors per the more commonly known Jewish and Muslim factors in the world overall; it should not take a head injury to figure out there have been more in fighting amongst the Christian factors per such aspects per the Denominations from the beginning, whether some denominations knew of such factors within their own congregations. Personally having just kept to myself per my religious background studies though having slightly went into some factors during SCUBA Diving in reference to situations per such facts per the sight of the 2020 election cycle per such attempts to explain what I saw before with what could be explained per the best I could per a shark though referring to New Jersey and the northeast tristate areas per the discussions about 9/11/2001 per how many said they knew how people are from New Jersey per the difference in my YouTube Channel per my sarcasm per such factors in some videos of mine where I joke about what I have dealt with in real life in person face to face in person in real life experiences I described, per such factors in reference to the difference between discussing topics in real life in person in real life with others to the difference of what I dealt with in the years of 2000 through 2013 and such factors of proof regarding such complaints about me being repetitive though they could not and cannot blame anyone except themselves truthfully because if I had gotten back to where I needed to be sooner and/or the topics of discussion would have been similar to what I created per my Lunch Munch Brunch group that met in person in real life face to face in person per the ease for multiple discussion without having to repeat myself per how such discussions went during those times in the year of 2012 where no other groups or individuals were ever discussed at all whatsoever per the reality of just focusing on the topics of discussion only per such closest I could refer to a pop culture in a different capacity of a metaphor of the television show #Friends #FriendsTV Friends when the coffee shop location if I remember correctly to the difference of what some might have misinterpreted at whatever point(s) in time.
It should not take a head injury to figure out when one does not involve themselves per such factors of the overall per such morals and ethics though does not ever go out of their way to ever cause any needless problems and/or needless drama for themselves because of karma factors if they believe in such per the facts per the exact points in time of the exact points in time, it does not take a head injury to figure out if actually supportive of the religious beliefs overall then the religious labels should not be a problem if in truth per such factors while acknowledging the difference distinctively only if required because of self-defense from such factors per the situations and the proof thereof because it should not take a head injury to figure out when there are the number of situations overall despite the areas per such factors then such translates to the reality of such being more than just a coinky dink per such factors. In my book "Finding A Silver Lining" when reviewing the timeframes of the election cycles and having then seen and heard officially in Austin Texas one evening after going to a location after dinner, the factors of what caught my attention referencing the regards of what was not ever a need to discuss before though per such clarifications and verifications because of such facts per the references regarding the swifter movements because of the facts and the reasons to end all stolen valor per such factors of being honest at all times 100% per still being about life and living regarding the correct credit per such factors per such truth of the exact points in time at the exact points in time matter per the real work and per such additional works if per such an example of McLendon's for one example even though I made attempts to create the frames myself per the glasswork and the carpentry work from my time that I thought I could though comprehended my personal factors and acknowledged such facts in truth per such credit for one example per having contacted law enforcement per such factors regarding the glass similarly per such factors similarly to a Weather Channel reference and a different reference regarding a Dallas situation twice per the knowledge of a few areas near Irving Texas that seemed important for such if factors per Ester Road and Route 16; oddly where I had been given a speeding ticket when I was not speeding at all though I had seen the area and made attempts to explain, what I saw at that point in time and another factor of annoyances per the factors of the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain.
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