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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

SCUBA Diving, Technology, Military, Healthcare, TBI, & other aspects to consider

In the year of 2010 after my SCUBA Diving aspects of earning 26 SCUBA Diving certifications, the situations as to certain breathing aspects became apparent to me when in comparison to smoking cigarettes. In such references as to the actual capacities as to breathing in comparison as to the ways as to such cigarette portions as to the comparisons, I had begun getting involved looking into e cigarettes for a bit of time before actually purchasing several different types between the years of 2010 through 2012 in the state of Texas areas as I was in the Austin Texas area as to when I first purchased e cigarettes and when in Irving I purchased a different type of e cigarettes prior to the timeframe when in San Antonio also known as Military City USA Texas for the second time as to such as to purchasing a different type of e cigarettes. At the timeframe as to the in between portions of those areas as well as the aspects as to the moves in such references as to the situations in reference to what occurred as to my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to the situations regarding the best I could do for my son #Letters4James and I as to such points in time as to the aspects thereof, the ways of such situations brought forward as to the oddities around the same time as to situations referencing the laptop situations as to Geek Squad and Best Buy as to when having to bring my laptops into the Geek Squad area for the accidental warranty program situations. Aside from the work I had begun as to beginning to write about my life’s story as to my background having begun on my first laptop I had taken into Geek Squad through the accidental protection warranty as to how the screen changed colors before having completed the official aspects of, as to the year of 2006 in the reference as to two years after the laptop fire situation as to the energetic portions I had explained as to such capacities in the year of 2004 in such references as to that situation as to the dissertation which is after the initial situations I noticed in the year of 2000 after being stationed in Medical Hold Unit as to after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the references as to such factors I have detailed previously in such references.



In regards as to two separate though possibly connected situations as to prior to going further in other such references as to this particular journal blog entry, in one aspect as to what I wrote about after discussing in person throughout areas of Illinois as to a movie called The Blair Witch Project of having warned the female named Christina as to how despite her parents telling her to take her little brother with us to the movie theater I warned her I to how that particular movie was not ideal for him to see as to the aspects of. There was a bet made between her and I as well as a bet made between him and I as to whether or not he could handle the movie aspects as to the situations, which in turn as to the jersey of a light blue color as well as the yellow numbers as to the year factor of my birth in the reference of and later as to having returned to the house in Crystal Lake Illinois as to the basketball cards that were with the aspects of what they had given me to simply stuff into my backpack at the timeframe thereof. In turn as to such aspects as to having kept those basketball cards as to an additional commentary between the little brother and I as well as Christina and I at the timeframe around the end of the year of 1998 or the timeframe of 1999 as to such aspects, the basketball cards were kept on the shelf in my room next to where my beta fish that I had as a pet for the timeframe of as to such situations in plain sight as to such factors as to the capability to see each day as well as look through as to a factor of which other situations in regards as to other aspects as to the memory situations after my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as to when I was in Basic Training for the Army as to the occurrences I already went through in my journal blog as well as “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the combined aspects thereof. Though Christina and especially her little brother had not wanted me to go into the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, I had informed them of the nightmare I had beginning in the timeframe of when I was in second grade as to such aspects of what I knew I needed to take care of as to such a point in time.



1993 as to the World Trade Center had already occurred and the visions I was having as to the work I needed to take care of since the situations as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy branch attachment as to such would have been the most ideal for my work, though since how such problems were as to how my biological sister would not be allowed to attend as well as the facts as to how my biological mother/father would not ever be allowed any such control they did not ever need to have in such references as to the proof as to what hypothetically has been found as to such lengths of time thereafter leads to the second portions of such a side drift in the situations thereof as to the aspects in reference to my high school graduation as well as the combinations as to the facts in reference to the problems in Crystal Lake Illinois in the years of 2000 when I was on convalescent leave from what I can remember as well as to the year around Thanksgiving in 2001 as well as to the timeframe around Christmas in the year of 2002 as to such connections thereafter as to such hypothetical situations. In such a reference as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out if when I was on convalescent leave after my head injury on Psalm Sunday in Basic Training during the year of 2000, it should not take a head injury to figure out if the graduation time as to when I was back in Illinois occurred then my biological mother/father/sister and such connections thereof cannot and have not ever had any legitimate reasons to ever complain as to such factors ever.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to the timeframe of such a hypothetical it would be my biological mother/father to be aware as to such timeframe aspects and to have arranged my arrival as to such graduation ceremony aspects, as it should not take a head injury to figure out if they chose not to do so as to such factors then those people as to Crystal Lake South High School would only have my biological mother and my biological father to blame for such aspects in the comparison to ever wrongly blaming me as to their failures for their incapabilities to get over whatever situations as to such lengths of time. In addition it should not take a head injury to figure out if such aspects as to the state of Illinois as well as the state of Texas as to such situations if they ever complained about not going to my graduation in the high school capacities, there were three separate situations of which those people removed themselves from such capacities thereof to having seen me graduate officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if I went to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment, I would have went through the four years of high school and they would have been allowed to see me go through the graduation ceremony.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when they chose to move my biological sister and I from New Jersey to Illinois there was the second high school graduation albeit one year early, that my biological mother and my biological father denied themselves of seeing me accomplish such aspects.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if those people as to my biological mother and my biological father for the third time as to such a removal from themselves being allowed to see me graduate high school as to the aspects of which I could have graduated in the high school class of 1998-1999 as to such a ceremony, though because of their failures to pay attention to the fact I had my own work to accomplish as to such realities of which it should not take a head injury to figure out that three times they denied themselves of such aspects as to watching me graduate from high school.



In addition as to such a bonus round as to such removing themselves as to seeing me graduate from in reference to my Basic Training, if those people hypothetically had any connections found in reference to how my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury occurred then not only did they officially remove themselves fully from my life in all such ways fully though they additionally denied themselves of watching me graduate from Basic Training while also they have not ever had any right to ever complain about me not graduating Basic Training from the Army branch which circles back around to the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to that graduation ceremony they denied themselves of seeing as to such hypothetical aspects thereof.



In reference to each and every birthday I ever had during the years from my birth throughout to the point when I left finally for the Army aspects as to such situations, those people made the choices they made as to their lack of celebrating such aspects as to my birthday as to such realities and thus as to my reality after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to their hypothetical aspects as to such connections as to their own re-removal as to such factors as to any such birthday celebrations that could have been as to such situations.



In the reality however as to being a Mom in the first year as to being pregnant while having the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain since those people were in the state of Texas as to the preparation for my son’s birth, they additionally removed themselves as to that birthday celebration which could have occurred as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the facts of the timeframe of when my membranes were stripped as to the length of time as to the hospital visits before the length of time as to my admittance for the delivery of my son while having had a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain at the time similarly to the aspects of it should not take a head injury to figure out that when I delivered my daughter after being pregnant with her as to still having had the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as obviously such remained for just a little bit longer than the full 8 years from the timeframe of when I had been enlisted in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America.



Thus in the conjunction aspects of how I did the best I could as to celebrating each aspect of my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia lives as to the time I was capable to have them in my lives in my preferred ways in comparison as to such situations as to how such levels of failures throughout the state of Texas as well as Illinois in such capacities as to the aspects thereof as to the hypothetical proof thereof to such situations, each and every individual who could have had the intelligence as to such points in time should have paid attention to such information in comparison to their egos and arrogance as to such factors and capacities thereof.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to the length of time as to my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the 8.5 years as to each aspects of such proportions of my full immunity in all such references and then the additional aspects of my full immunity because of the situations as to the hypotheticals as to such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as to whatever connections as to my biological parents as well as my biological sister as well as my ex-in-laws as to such capacities as to the connections to any as to the aspects of Illinois as well as the connections as to New Jersey in such schools as well as church aspects thereof, as it should not take a head injury to figure out my full immunity of such aspects in addition as to Washington state in such references because of the facts as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out it would depend as to the background as well as the actualities of the discussions as to being brought forward as to the correct usage of my name in such comparisons to the hypotheticals as to each and every individual who ever spoke with me as to such areas as to the realities of the facts of why in addition there are centers similar to the Center for the Intrepid as to such aspects as to the after effects from head injuries as to the capacities thereof as found over the years. Though in such situations, it does take a head injury to have such treatments from the locations thereof specifically within the areas of the Center for the Intrepid in comparison as to the problems as to such factors as to the situations I have dealt with since as to the facts of my immunity in all such capacities because of the realities in such situations thereof as well as the reasons as to the full removal of any/all restrictions needlessly as to such hypotheticals in reference to myself as to others’ needless involvements however so as to the needless drama as to such factors as well as the broken 10 Commandments for each time as each one does count in such references, as to which even from afar as to such aspects as to how my preferences are as to such capacities of if there is the aspects of my involvement in their lives as to what my personal viewpoints as to such capacities thereof in the comparisons as to how others made their own choices as to their own social distancing from such hypothetical aspects thereof to which in turn as to their choices as to the same aspects as to how my biological mother/father/sister in such references as to such capacities in the comparisons as to the differences between their preferences as to the comparisons as to my preferences.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out especially to those who have ever had an abortion and/or ever supported an individual as to their choice, it is my right to choose as to such factors in the comparisons as to such aspects in the references thereof as to such situations in the comparisons as to what I have dealt with in such hypothetical aspects thereof. While in the same instance it is a right to choose in other such aspects though what is the actual right as is it in the reference of being truthful, or is it in the reference as to problematic portions as to the seven deadly sins in such hypothetical references?



I did not think it should take a head injury to figure out if someone is actually for life and wanting and needing to live in such references as to the aspects of following the 10 Commandments as well as doing the best possible to avoid the seven deadly sins as to the ways of such factors in reference to the ways thereof as to the extension of genuine life in the best possible progressive measures for oneself as well as others, though I have had a different view of the world for much longer than hypothetically some individuals realized in such references.



In regards as to if the aspects as to my basketball cards in the regards as to the situations as to how the assumptions as to how people from New Jersey as well as the aspects of Christina and her little brother’s mom having been Asian as to the problems as to how my biological sister ran her mouth as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to within the areas as to Asher Holmes Elementary School as she had as well as how such factors as to the equivalent in a larger area of space as to such hypotheticals of her running her mouth about my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu in reference to the towns of Crystal Lake surrounding areas as to such factors as to the situations as to the cheerleading situations as to the JV squad problems as to the pommie situations in additional references as to such hypotheticals, those situations as to the aspects thereof as to those needless problems additionally as to such hypotheticals as to an only daughter as the middle child in such references as to how individuals know as to such situations in such references as well as the needless problems and needless drama that occurs from such situations as to when the reference aspects as to a biological female as to those types as to their wishes for more attention as to the greed factors thereof. If in such references as to such capacities as to if the aspects of what Christina had said as to how she would play pranks on her dad as to the laying with her arms crossed in her bed as to such factors as though as to being a needless wishful Pharaoh in such references as to scare her dad as to such aspects, the needless problems as to such portions in the references thereof if found as well as to any type of aspects as to the situations in reference as to gambling portions to her as well as to her little brother in such capacities in the comparisons as to myself would additionally bring such clarifications thereof as to who actually plays games compared to who does not in the additional pop culture references thereof.



As an additional side note it would be ironic as to situations as to if such Geek Squad individuals thought I was more boring than I how physically look in such references as to the comparison as to the aspects in reference to whatever the typical thoughts as to such factors, in the ways thereof as to my hairstyle and hair color as well as my tattoos as to the reality of knowing the situations of not having certain types of images ever willingly modeled for as to such aspects of my personal preference as to such factors as to the additional portion of being a Mom and having a specific mindset as to the ways of such factors in regards to the knowledge such images last far longer than some individuals might think as to such situations. For example my SCUBA Diving pictures I personally took myself which I had not and would not ever give anyone permission to use my SCUBA Diving pictures for anything except as to the references to my personal work, in the truest formats thereof as to the lack of the need for the photoshopping or aspects as to such situations beyond the name portions as to my website. However since I have seen as well as met MerPeople in person as to the reality of having grown up going to the shore as to various areas of New Jersey as to my childhood and young teenager years, as to the facts in reference as to the aspects of certain imagery in the situations thereof as to the aspects of what some have looked as in the water in such aspects as to the multitude of types of actual MerPeople in the references thereof as to wishful thinking regarding those civilian SCUBA Divers as to wishing to be a part of something that they were not a part of as to the facts thereof as to such needless drama as well as to the aspects of proof as to irresponsibility regarding SCUBA Diving facts as to such aspects thereof. Nonetheless as to the realities of which there is less than 10% knowledge by most individuals as to the above the areas as to the abyss as to the oceanic waters as well as the realities as to the fresh water areas thereof, the situations as to the facts which have been capable to be proven as to the situations as to my background as to my childhood as well as my teenager years as well as my biological adult years as to such realities of which the less than 10% knowledge of though lacks the understanding in comparisons as well as the comprehension aspects as to such factors as to my lack of understanding as to why anyone would ever look towards space travel as to how it should not take ahead injury to figure out if people are afraid of what is in the oceanic waters as to how I do not understand as to how individuals would ever jump to going to look into space.



Additionally to such factors as to why the cameras are mainly pointed around the earth in the comparison as to additionally as to such satellites as to pointing outward as to actually looking up similarly to how I explained to the civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as to my SCUBA Diving experiences as well as the areas I personally wanted to go see for myself in person face to face in the physical in person as to such locations in comparisons as to pictures as to my personal preferences thereof, I have not had the capability of understanding as to why anyone would ever think as to having the viewpoint of such hypotheticals as to satellites only pointing towards the earth as to such factors as to the outward look as to the experiences such as Irving Texas in the year of 2011 as I did not think it would take a head injury to figure out as to the capability to the term of in coming as to such factors as to being capable to see as to such aspects as to the orbiting factors as to space. Then again unlike individuals I knew in person face to face in person in the years of 2010 and 2011 as to Austin Texas, as to ever thinking I was one of those individuals who thought they were the most intelligent beings throughout all of the universe. Though I suppose a sarcastic thank you as to such a situation as to what I had to deal with because of those people’s arrogance as to such aspects of saying such as many times as to such factors, as to the realities well before such as my car Zippy as to such references as to how she looked as a bumblebee before ever learning about the movie about such aspects as to the technology history of what I had looked at up to such a point in time as to the viewing portions as to the year of 2020 or 2021 as to seeing that movie for the first time compared to whenever it came out.



Nonetheless after the first time of having plugged in my first group of e cigarettes into my laptop to the charging port area as well as where the cellphone charger as to such aspects in the year of 2010, the ironies as to the aspects in reference to the timeframe as to the occurrences to the rental house in the area as I had to put my house in Carrollton Texas on the market as to what I knew was going to be more than I could deal with as to the rental property management company aspects while being a Mom to both my son and my daughter as well as taking care of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction as to the factors as to the situations as to the timeframes from certain SCUBA Diving situations. In the realities as to the situations as to how my reactions as to how technology responded in different ways after certain SCUBA Dives as I had noticed as to certain situations as to clearing certain areas and the aspects thereof, there are the records as to Geek Squad as to the timeframe as to in the year of 2009 in such references regarding the accidental warranty program as to depending upon the time as to such aspects as to depending upon which specific situation previous to the aspects thereof.



However as to the situations in reference to the e cigarette charging port aspects I noticed the lights would flash differently per e cigarette, despite having purchased the grouping lot as the ways which the technology would be capable to have such records as to the spending portions thereof as to the aspects of the e cigarettes. I have admitted as to it taking awhile as to the aspects of learning problems about the identity situations as to the credit report aspects of which also having brought such details forward in reference to the aspects as to the San Antonio Police Department filing of such about my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America in conjunction as to what I brought forward as to the banking aspects, among other such previously discussed and/or written about aspects to the best of my capability which includes the aspects as to the facts in reference to the situations in regards of the list of individuals as to the names of people and/or groups as to having been near my laptop(s) and/or cellphones in such references though I had not thought about the aspects as to the e cigarettes in such regards. Though the situations in reference to the e cigarettes I thought were odd, there were not many descriptions as to the instructions.



Additionally as to when charging certain e cigarettes there were beeping sounds for some e cigarettes in comparison to other e cigarettes, just as there were e cigarettes which would show they were fully charged and yet would not last an entire puff or more than three puffs before the e cigarette needed charging again though would take several hours to do so. There was a situation in reference to when I was in Washington state around the year of 2016 or 2017 as to a female as to a couple I met which when I informed her about the situations as to some cards I had given to her and her husband as to such factors, the e cigarette situation as to how such was as to the charging situations as to the levels of which the aspects of went as to such factors as she and he would be capable to discuss such factors of if they had any such situations in the comparisons thereof to what I was dealing with as to such points in time. The e cigarette situations later in the year of 2018 as to a charging situation which I have posted pictures as to the burning smell as to the e cigarette and the melted portions thereof, was simply something smaller in such comparisons to other situations referencing the years of 2010 through 2012 compared to that situation in reference to 2018 as to such GPS additional factors as to the clarifications thereof as to those who I sent pictures of the GPS as to how it froze in place without movement or charge as to such factors for weeks in the year of 2019 as to before my return to the state of Texas as to the point in time.



I hope in reference to the IRS as to everything as to the technological aspects as to seeing such factors as to paying my taxes as to such situations when purchasing such as to the capabilities for the minimum of showing as to such factors while making sure to take care of everything as best as I can as to this point as well as previously, as to I know better than to ever assume as I make attempts to be as clear as possible and though acknowledging such factors as to the amount of situations to the best possible aspects as to clearly going through such aspects while being honest as to such factors as best as possible as to how such aspects are. However as to also being clear as to if in such references as to an audit as to clearly being capable to give such details as to such factors to the best of my capabilities to at minimum be capable to give such records as to being honest as to such factors and the realities thereof, for if there is the possibilities as to exemption factors in regards as to the situations as to making sure as to paying such taxes as even in reference to the online portions as to the automatic taxes collected in such references thereof.



However in reference to the e cigarette situations as to the factors in the state of Washington compared to within the state of Texas, the e cigarette aspects as to the copper tubing from the Toro company as to the aspects of what I described as best as I could in reference to when at the outside are of Club Sapphire as to the bright blue light colors as well as the battery situation in conjunction as to the way which the button stuck to the point I had to remove the e cigarette from my hand with my other hand as to such factors because of how much the electrical situations were. While I am uncertain as to the aspects as to the differences between the situations as to the e cigarette port charging to any such capacities as to the Geek Squad situations as to the accidental warranty situations in conjunction of being unaware if such was exacerbated by the needless involvement of my biological mother having claimed to do updates to my laptop computers as well as such needless interferences from others involved as to my various desktops/laptops/tablets/cellphones over the years as to the situations beyond what actually has been needed in comparison as to those types of situations of which nosey individuals as to the lack of requirement as to their involvement as to such factors of my personal usages as to my technology in such capacities thereof, though in such regards as to those types in such comparisons as to actually having etiquette as to simply asking as to giving the explanations as to reasons in such comparisons as to the hypothetical aspects as to the additional proof as to such situations between the years of 2006 through 2013 as to what I had explained in person face to face in person when speaking in the same physical location of certain individuals as to the aspects of the additional write ups as to such factors of my accidental warranty plan situations as to the Geek Squad and Best Buy aspects as to there should not ever be the requirement for me to ever pay for any such technology pieces nor the accidental warranty plans in any such capacities as to if such hypothetical needless involvement as to such factors thereof in my opinion as to the requirements as to the full reimbursements as to all such financial aspects in each and every capacity thereof as to such hypotheticals as to each aspect as to what I have dealt with as to such proven portions as to such aspects thereof which obviously includes my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in such references.



If individuals as to such factors actually prefer life in such comparisons as to the aspects in reference to the situations as to how the dress blues in the comparisons thereof as to such wrongful false idol worship wrongly as to such capacities thereof as to the ways as to how such has been found in reference as to the proof thereof, it is something to take into consideration as to the additional portions in reference as to my SCUBA Diving aspects as well as to the capacities thereof to the proof as to Irving Texas 2011 as well as other such proven reports which does include the pictures I took in Arco Idaho in the year of 2017 during the first portion of that year’s Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to having heard and seen such as to the aspects of the sky portion as well as to having seen such in reference as to the aspects as to Great Falls Montana the year before as to that year’s Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to such factors thereof as to what proof in such references as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as I authored and compiled the details thereof in the conjunction portions as to my three volume book series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”. The facts thereof as to such situations as to the ways of the more recent additions of other books in reference to two different series in regards specifically to one series as to Fail-Safe as to the author picture as to such title aspects thereof, in comparison as to the hardcopy of the books for such capacities thereof as to how I had done for the other books I previously authored and compiled as to such a viewpoint as to the reality of having known I was going to author and compile more books in the year of the first publications thereof as to my choice and my reasons as to why I chose which pictures I chose as to my books I authored and compiled in such references.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to the knowledge as to the understanding as to the comprehension as to what I was working on as to such author aspects as to my right to choose as to how I presented my pictures as to myself as to my books of my work, as to the facts of choosing to self publish through the Amazon aspects as to my right to choose and since there was no one at the time as to ever having the assistances to edit or review the aspects of my books or my journal blogs as to any point in time as to individuals I knew in person face to face in person as to the physical capacities thereof as to any actual assistances as to such factors; in turn as to the realities of which having brought forward the truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction as to the proof as to such patterns of behaviour from other individuals as to such aspects in conjunction as to the proof in reference as to the situations regarding other than the year of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in 2018 as to Iowa for such hypotheticals, what in truth could or would I ever be capable to truthfully be considered as responsible for as to any such wishes as to the misinformation aspects in comparison as to the proof capable to be found in all such capacities thereof as to the reality of the misinformation being individuals who would have hypothetically assumed other such ways and factors thereof in the comparisons as to actually having taken the time as to actually paying attention that in one book series as to the proof of the genre differences as to such factors and capacities thereof as to the intellectual capabilities to distinguishing factors in the comparisons of which individuals as to what claims as to such proof thereof as to which patterns of behaviour as to such capacities thereof in addition?



Shortly after that particular factor the situations as to Lakewood in Washington state as to such aspects in reference to how/why my son and I wound up in Washington state as to my first car purchase from Car Pros KIA in reference to the electrical situations as well as the aspects which the porter was capable to see as to such situations, as to getting the vehicle to start which the finance manager additionally saw, which such situations and one of the salesmen who refused to believe me as to such factors as to my issues with technology when two hours went by he was capable to believe me and was frightened as to how the situations were as to the aspects as to what problems had stemmed from the technological portions as to his religious finding experience in such hypotheticals as to such factors. However the aspects along the east coast in such comparisons as to the situations in reference to the aspects about the e cigarettes as to the differences as to the capabilities of working much clearer as to the differences regarding such capacities, though additionally as to the work in such references in a different capacity.



In turn as to how I could have been out to the east coast in the year of 2010 or 2011 if such problematic portions as to the recreational civilian SCUBA Divers as well as the problems as to such hypotheticals as to my biological mother/father/sister and my ex-in-laws as to such problematic connections as to what was hypothetically capable to be found in such references, how many individuals as to such factors throughout the state of Texas were to be found in their complaints as to what others have called an anniversary as to the timeframe of the memorial aspects of 11 September 2001 and what as to those individuals and their associations as to their friends and their families were wrongfully denied such timeframes as to the aspects of what I could have taken care of sooner if such needless meddling had not been as to such factors thereof from other individuals as why would it be as to individuals from the state of Texas as to of all locations being problematic to such factors as to the amount of Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans/dependents as to the realistic impacts as to why more joined and/or more re-upped their contracts as to the realities of such situations as to whichever branch/division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as additionally as to why were there problems as to any such connection to the Armed Forces of the United States of America and/or the east coast in such references as to my transfer out of the state of Texas as to if there was the capacity of actual care as to such answers if that was important to any such individuals thereof as to such situations or was it the arrogances as to such individuals who had made such choices as to their social distance from the aspects thereof to the comparisons?



In the references regarding such choices as to social distancing themselves by their own choices in such references and regards thereof to such capacities as to the realities in such timeframes as to the year of 2019 as to when I returned to that area after how my son and I wound up in Washington state as to what occurrences there were as to such factors as to my daughter, as does it take a head injury to figure out which of my two children looks more similar to my children’s biological father as to such problems in reference to my ex-in-laws as which of my two children actually looks more similar to me as to the skin tone portions thereof as to what levels of racism would such show as well as what levels of biased aspects would such show in reference as to such factors in reference to both sides of my children as to which sides’ involvement as to such lack of involvement as to such proof and patterns of behaviour aspects thereof?



In turn as to such capacities as to my choice for my transfer as to such aspects as to where I personally knew would be more ideal as to my situations as to the African American History Month also known as Black History Month without knowing the demographics as to the area officially until being in the locations which would have individuals who would be capable to physically remind me of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to the multiple areas I grew up growing up around such as my cousin Jade and her dad with his parents who are our Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw, should it take a head injury to figure out as to such ease of transition aspects as to the area in such to removing the needless hypothetical problems as to such hypothetical involvements as to such individuals of my past in such references; what would it be as to the swifter memory aspects as to such capacities thereof as to the areas I personally grew up going to and the people I personally grew up spending time with in such comparisons as to Crystal Lake South High School and such of those types of those people in those surrounding areas, in the aspects as to who my friends were as to such points in time as to the capacities thereof as to family member portions thereof in the comparisons as to what hypothetical claims in the references of those who as to the factors of the biological connections thereof as to such wishful thinking as to my biological mother/sister aspects as to what areas they preferred as to what they would see in such references?



Should it take a head injury as to the capacities thereof as to the situations regarding my biological mother/sister as to the aspects as to the situations in reference as to what mandarin viewpoints as to the aspects of such reasons I called those people racist as to their involvement with the Democratic Party as to their only reasons they said were why they voted for POTUS44 Barack Obama in such references, as what would be the real reasons as to such capacities as to having such an individual and his family in a position of watching their every move as to such factors thereof as to such hypothetical situations as to what subconscious portions thereof as to what proof in such additional capacities thereof to what can be found in comparison as to simply living life as per living life in the comparisons as to myself as to what history in what proof thereof?



What aspects of the history portions as to the stereotypes of the past as to such connections in reference as to the ways thereof as seen in regards of does it truly matter the skin colorations as to such aspects in such references as to other such political party associations as to the aspects of such an overall viewpoint as to the proof of who the individual is as to such intentions in the comparisons thereof as to the history of certain political affiliations in the references thereof, as what history can be found as to such capacities thereof as to the factors thereof?



Thus in the references as to such capacities as to how much has had to be done in comparison as to such individuals who once were involved as to my allowances in the comparisons as to their pushing without my consent as to such factors thereof in such legal terminology as to such capacities, what would such be considered as to the aspects thereof as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” and which political affiliations as to such factors as to the demographics thereof to such involvement in the comparisons as to my choices as to the aspects of putting such online as to my website and/or my books and/or who I have spoken with in person face to face in person when physically in person with others as to such factors as what in turn would that define each individual as per such choices and actions thereof to such hypothetical findings?



Then additionally in reference as to my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification aspects as to how Alessandra from Carmen del Playa who traveled from Mexico to be capable to instruct the classes as to the three individuals I was involved as to that SCUBA Diving certification with were to be on their SCUBA Diving certification cards though the problems as to my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification card as to the situations which occurred as to my daughter, my son, and I as to the aspects in reference to McCoy Elementary School on top of the situations at the time of as to Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District and such types of parents as to those aspects thereof to the violations of the 10 Commandments and the seven deadly sins in such hypotheticals thereof as to my personal life as they had been allowed to see only through social media in the comparisons as to the more in depth aspects thereof as to if such hypotheticals; then the situations additionally as to the reality of such situations as to how International SCUBA the location of as the possibilities of who they knew at SCUBA Toys as to such factors as to the fact both schools are within the city limits of Carrollton Texas as to such problematic factors as to how such could be viewed as a monopoly situation in such references as to the situations as it was considered acceptable to Patti Stewart at the time for me to be instructed in regards as to individuals in Michigan as to Ice SCUBA diving certification classes as to such factors which if the reality of Alessandra having been on the others’ certification cards as to the trip out to Florida from Texas as to Peacock Springs I and II, would fully clarify as to the reasons why her name should be on my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification.



In such references if such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers introduced themselves to my biological mother/father/sister after I had already informed them of the problems as to the situations in conjunction as to introducing themselves to my ex-in-laws both sets of individuals should have been more aware as to the facts as I only introduce people to such individuals in person face to face in person as to such aspects as to the clarifications of verification aspects as to my choice and my right to choose in the comparisons as to the few individuals I had chosen to introduce in such capacities as to the exact aspects in the similar portions of if I chose to introduce individuals to my son and/or my daughter as to such situations. If in turn as to such capacities of not having done so as to any individual as to the opposite as such would be capable to be known in such references for the aspects thereof such as to the situations, as to such clarifications in the references as to how I only have ever introduced individuals as I have not ever told anyone to ever call or contact through any social media aspects as to others as to how I view the ways introductions thereof as to be through etiquette standards. Thus in addition as to the differences as to business aspects as to in those capacities being completely different because such are considered as referrals in comparison, the aspects as to such factors in such hypotheticals as to the review portions thereof as to anyone who might have ever done a name dropping situation in the comparisons as to my personal introduction of such individuals as to the hypotheticals thereof as to the way I was raised as how such capacities thereof to such situations.



Thus in both the aspects as to Illinois as to such situations if the aspects of individuals introducing themselves to my biological mother/father/sister in the comparison as to my introduction of such individuals and/or visa versa in the comparisons thereof, the permissions as to such aspects were not ever something I personally allowed in the capacities thereof as to such reference points which in the same aspects as to such individuals I once knew through school and/or work and/or such other areas I spent time as to such factors. As many individuals in Illinois told me they knew how people were from New Jersey, I suppose they did not actually know or understand such aspects thereof to the capacities as to how old school New Jersey-ians are as to such factors. In reference as to such hypotheticals simply because of the aspects of social media in such hypothetical references, if I did not contact you individually as to informing you as to my actual connection to such factors in the ways I would have as to such in person face to face in person aspects thereof as to such as to those who would have the experiences as to such factors as to the examples of individuals who made items commissioned for me to use as to those references; such situations as to such aspects as to individuals as well as to who I once knew in the capacities of in person face to face in person references, as to the same aspects I warned individuals as to the group ClubFEM as to such factors as to the New York City location as to the fact it was my personal contact as to my choice to reach out to the individual and through the messages as to such connection points of which I warned such individuals as to that point in time as to not using my name in any such capacity because of the facts as to how I knew such situations would be as to the respect factors as to the ways which those locations run far differently than locations throughout the state of Texas.



Especially, in reference to females in the capacity of what I learned later in the references as to ClubFEM usual females as to such comparisons as to who I am in the regards thereof to such a point in time as to later in the year of 2012 of such aspects though admittedly forgot just as swift as that discussion was as to the fact I was no longer involved with ClubFEM as to that point in time as to such situations.



In the reference as to such aspects as to the year earlier as to the timeframe of 2012 as to the male who arrived at one of my lunch munches in the Austin area in the black suit with the white button down shirt as to the point in time of calling Lady Robin as to the situations which occurred shortly thereafter as to a phone call when I was at Home Depot at the time in San Antonio Texas, the additional aspects as to the phone call occurring shortly after a message in etiquette standards as to individuals as to the Olympian Photoshoot as to such aspects of about Dimitrix as to the aspects of those individuals involved as to such factors as to knowing who I had contacted in the references as to how situations were within that particular household as to at that time as well as the timeframes thereafter in such references as to such capacities thereof. In the reference of social media being capable for such communication aspects as to such positive attributes the facts as to ensuring the portions in reference as to the clarifications as to the truth in such references as well as to such capacities, because of the verification processes as to the multitude of reasons. In turn as to how my biological sister informed me after complaining about my acknowledgement of being biologically related to her when in the area of Austin in the year of 2010 or 2011 before having the situations as to Irving in the year of 2011 as to such a phone call aspect, in turn as to such situations as to being truthful and the ironic portions as to the biblical aspects as to Peter in such references as to my biological mother/father/sister as to the Millers in such regards as to the aspects I warned those individuals as to the aspects as to always telling the truth in such references. Though those individuals had wished for me to be involved with politic in such comparisons as to what I was needing to take care of and work on as to such aspects thereof, the situations of if my biological mother/father/sister wished to be in control as to meeting the individuals as to the Millers as to whatever aspects thereof as to whatever connection points in such hypothetical references as to the Starbucks situation at the San Marcos Outlets area as to exit 200, that was a warning I gave to my biological sister as to how politics in Texas are not the same as to politics in Illinois or New Jersey in several aspects though certain similarities as to such other aspects.



In turn as to such clarifications thereof as to the situations as to the irony of not having the requirement as to such loyalty portions in the comparisons as to who should have had such loyalty aspects in the references thereof as to the example as to that wedding portion in such capacities in the year of 2009 where my son was the ring bearer and my daughter was the flower girl as to the aspects thereof, those needless problems as to the similarities as to such hypotheticals as to how such factors of the hypotheticals in reference to the basketball cards as to the bet that was made as to the explanations thereof as to the timeframe as to The Blair Witch Project in such capacities thereof as to such clarifications as to the proof as to the patterns of behaviour. In turn as to the aspects of such hesitations as to hypotheticals as to my SCUBA Diving work by other SCUBA Divers in the references as to what proof as to such points in time from the year of 2019 through to this point in the year of 2022 as to such factors as to the by all measures slower than my work in SCUBA diving as to such aspects, hypothetically PADI as well as NOAA are capable to have a different viewpoint despite the lack of hesitation from me as to such other capacities as to the lack of hesitation I have ever had as to the aspects of my work though through showing in a different medium as to such aspects of the seriousness of such capacities thereof as to the conjunction portions as to my Medal of Honor Art Project and such work thereof to such factors as to other higher levels of law enforcement in the conjunction as to the respect as to the local and state areas I have been through as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in the hypothetical comparisons as to such individuals who decided to go on their own as to such aspects.



If in such references as to individuals who made false claims and/or individuals who claimed they knew other factors as to such aspects in the comparisons as to actually having truly known me in the comparisons as to the length of time as to the in person face to face in person, as for one example as to the aspects of an individual I earned my National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification in the classes with as to the rare amounts of other such classes as to other certifications thereof to such points in time as to the locations thereof. The reality of having connected later on several years down the line as to the few weeks into few months as to such time gap differences as to actually having involvement as to in person face to face discussions or to the latter portions as to the relationship in brief as to such a point in time as to 2012, the aspects of the time gap difference between 2009 through 2012 as to such capacities to take into consideration as to the specific lengths of time for such details thereof to the comparison factors. In such a reference as to having only seen that individual in the SCUBA Diving capacities and the few times as to the short relationship aspects if in reference as to such in regards as to how my son and I wound up in Washington state which he was one of the last individuals to see me before I wound up in Washington state at the Public Storage location and what aspects as to what he said as to how he wished he knew it was me as to such capacities should be taken into consideration as to what additional needless problems which occurred as to what others would know more of as to which factors?



In the comparisons as to the lack of individuals who might have had the intellectual capability to see past their own ego or arrogance as to such factors as to their physical appearances not any differently as to such individuals as to Crystal Lake in Illinois during the timeframe of convalescent leave, as to such factors as to how individuals who claimed they had one class with me or were in an extra curricular activity with me for whatever short amount of time as to such realities of having been in Illinois from the middle of 1998 through to 2000, as to the summer break in the missile as to such comparisons as to time spent with individuals as to the realistic portions as to the fact I had a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain and I had just woken up from a coma; I did not think it took a head injury to figure out what levels of egotism as well as arrogance as to thinking as to why I should remember them and instead of them not throwing a temper tantrum as a spoiled child in the toddler references thereof as to their ease of actually explaining to me where I knew them in comparison to just saying it was a class somewhere, in the lack of details as to such factors as to the reality of such lack of understanding as to the realities of such individuals as to such factors. How would such aspects be considered in reference to how many moves I had to deal with because of such situations as to the aspects of what occurred in reference to my daughter and my son and I as to such times after my SCUBA Diving, as to what other needless problems as to the aspects in reference to my biological mother/father/sister were needlessly added as to such aspects as to how much I warned individuals as to the realities thereof as what could be found in such references?



In turn as to such hypotheticals as to anyone as to Washington state and/or during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the facts of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the memory deficits and cognitive disorders in such regards, then in turn the same problems as to such types of individuals as to the hypothetical as to what the background was as well as the lack of details as to paying attention as to the ease of actually speaking with me as I would guess in references thereof as to Club Sapphire in the comparisons as to such hypothetical situations regarding any individual who may have shown up to Washington state and/or during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips without my specific invitation and RSVP aspects as to the details thereof to such factors to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as for if there was a claim by any such hypotheticals thereof as to being a Good Samaritan as to such hypotheticals then if such were to be in the references thereof if accurate as to Iowa as to what failures would such show as to the actual claims in such references and regards thereof as to if accurate as to the ground portions in such references as to the hotel I was staying at during my trip in such regards if the aspects of being a Good Samaritan were to have been the claim as to informing others as to such aspects in such comparisons as to other situations such as to the Montana Vortex in the year of 2017 which the selfie problem as to those two individuals who were not invited nor had they RSVPed to the one and only individual such would officially matter to as to the facts of what aspects as to how such traveling in the references thereof during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in the regards as to certain pictures as to because of those types of individuals as to those types of hypothetical situations. In turn if there is a connection as to my biological mother/father/sister as to such claims of helping or assistance, what failures as to the amounts thereof to the comparisons as to what proof as to such length of time to such aspects of what patterns of behaviour as to such portions thereof could be found by now?



In reference as to the situations as to my first time seeing the night skyline as to the comparisons as to driving through the overall areas during the daytime, how many individuals know the differences between both the daytime skyline as well as the evening skyline as to the amount of trips to New York City as to both in the daytime as well as the night hours as to from the eyes of a child and young teenager with the conjunction portions as to the aspects of Liberty Science Center other than myself as to trips leaving from New Jersey to the areas and then going back to New Jersey for such amounts of trips as to the reality of both family in the various areas of New York City as well as the capacities thereof as to the business associated to my biological father’s jewelry/watch aspects in conjunction as to my babysitter’s husband in reference to him having been a Director of Security for the World Trade Center which only the aspects of the Twin Towers is a part of the World Trade Center as was it truly needed to be explained or does it take a head injury to figure out that the Twin Towers are a part of the World Trade Center in comparison to the Director of Security for the World Trade Center for the clarifications thereof as to what could have been answered sooner if such situations as to being capable to get out to the east coast were possible sooner in such references?



What aspects as to my personal work as to when I was a child and a teenager as to the oceanic portions before my SCUBA Diving could be taken into consideration as to such portions thereof as to from a different perspective in the references as to the viewpoints thereof, from the water aspects in such references and regards thereof?



If such needless problems as to individuals from Illinois as to such high school graduation aspects and/or high school reunion aspects as to the comparisons of what was and is actually important as to such references and regards thereof as to needless stalking and/or such portions as to The Blair Witch Project movie aspects which if there was a report made as to the basketball cards when in such references as to the timeframe from the first week of The Blair Witch Project being seen compared to the hypothetical aspects thereof to the report time, if such were to be and what aspects as to the teenager aspects could be taken in additional consideration as to such needless problems additionally hypothetically as to what proof?



In such references as to the high school reunion as to the work thereof as to the phone call I had with an individual as to the New Jersey area as to going out to the area with both my son and my daughter as to only in reference to driving around the New York City area in the comparisons as to hypothetical assumptions of individuals who would fail to pay attention to the details as to the differences as to such specifics thereof, what aspects could have been gotten to sooner as to the comparisons as to such details simply from my first evening viewpoint of the night skyline as to the area of the Statue of Liberty as to such factors have been wasted in time as to such factors in comparison to being capable to show my son and my daughter in person face to face in person in the physical aspects thereof as to explaining to them as to what I as their Mom had done to keep the world and such areas safe in comparison as to the aspects of now in the year of 2022 in the comparisons as to going on my own in such comparisons as to the references as to the timeframe differences to 2010?



While the aspects as to such realities of which the emotional portions as to such factors of my son and my daughter not needing to see me cry as to such factors in the realistic portions thereof as to being the one and only they were capable to rely on to be capable to always tell them the truth in such references, what individuals as to such patterns of behaviour can be found in the references as to the additional amount of time such has taken for individuals who were born and raised in the northeast areas as well as those who have family in such areas as to the timeframes as to the years of 1993 as well as 2001 as to such factors as while the answers unlike to handbells as to better late than never to the handbells of better never than late in such regards; how many individuals as to such aspects could have had answers sooner, and what aspects as to my lack of hesitation as to the aspects of such work to clarify my memory situations despite such memory deficits and cognitive disorders have actually proven the situations as to such factors thereof as to what I could/can remember in such regards as to the situations since the publishing of “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as well as “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the conjunction aspects of “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” and the three volume book series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in conjunction as to what has been capable to be verified in addition as to my journal blog The Ornery PSA as who has ever used a specific name aspect as to authoring/compiling before me and/or after me?



While such clarifications capable as to the timeframe between 2019 through 2021 as to the aspects as to such situations in reference to transfer aspects to the east coast as whose hesitations have been the problem in comparison to my lack of hesitation, and what aspects as to such factors would be considered as pertinent as to such verifications as to the clarifications as to after the year as to Iowa as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in the year of 2018 to take such into consideration as to needing to remember such factors additionally as why would that be of importance as well as to the CID clarification?



While I doubt I am the only person who has dealt with needless problems as to high school situations as to such aspects of which the capacities thereof have been as to whatever proof thereof as to such connection aspects, in the references as to progression forward correctly for the betterment does have to do with the reset situations as to such factors as to the clarifications as to the full truth as to the best of capability. While I have not hidden the aspects as to my issues with technology after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma what aspects as to the comparisons from the move from New Jersey to Illinois as to such refusals on my part as to the technological aspects could be taken into consideration, as to what aspects as to the situations as to the state of Texas as to how many warnings I gave similarly as to the warnings I gave when in the state of New Jersey as to such aspects could be reviewed now in the year of 2022 as what would be the differences as to the technological portions thereof as to the power sources as well as other such technological advances in such references thereof and what capacities as to the e cigarettes as to the port charging could be taken into additional consideration for such references as to the aspects as what I explained in the MEPS station as to other such factors as to MAST to take into consideration for such references as well?



In reference as to what I personally refused to be a part of as to the coding after having been moved from New Jersey to Illinois as not only to the technological differences as well as the internet connection speeds as to such factors thereof, I remember seeing something within the Y2K coding which did not make sense to me at the time as to the aspects not only as to the time as to clocks as there was something in reference to the coding references as to the term looping as to what more recently as to having figured out as to the coding references now in such as to the hypotheticals to if in reference to towers in other areas as to the New York City and other such locations as to the timeframe specifically as to the month of 11 September 2001 as to onward for about if I can remember as to from before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury correctly as to the problems as to which I could not understand as to the looping of crocheting of time in the aspects of cameras. Thus in regards as to the if factors of areas as to who had been a part of such capacities as to what I recently brought forward as to the aspects of situations in regards as to how it seemed odd to me as to the capacities of the viewpoints as to camera footage as to the French Film documentary 9/11 as well as the aspects as to the video footage from the day of 11 September 2001, what aspects of such factors could be referenced as to the situations regarding other towers’ cameras as to the point in time?



Additionally what would be considered as to the references in regards as to the cellphone and water towers, in the comparisons as to the viewpoints?



Though in such references as to the aspects as to the e cigarette aspects, were such in availability back in the timeframe as to the 1990s in such references as to the Y2K situations as to the port situations and am I the only person who has dealt with technology situations as to such capacities in reference to such aspects as to back in those timeframes as to before winding up in the Washington state area as to the e cigarettes as to the port situations?



What aspects as to e cigarettes as to such situations has been noticed as to the year of 2010 onward, as who else has such aspects to take into consideration referencing such aspects thereof?



In conjunction as to the aspects as to the facts as to my depth levels in reference to my SCUBA Diving aspects as to such reasons for my e cigarette smoking back as to those times as to the situations thereof to the years which such factors especially as to 2010 after such lack of assistance in the correct ways as to what was actually necessary for my best interests as to what the fullnesses as to such actual best interests as to life in such references thereof in the conjunction aspects as to how Irving and prior such points in time as well as thereafter to such factors, the situations of what as to etiquette standards have been far more important than some possibly realized as to the best and most appropriate ways the best of capabilities especially as to the lengths of time as to how many situations as to the aspects of such hypotheticals as to whatever proof as to such aspects of my journal blogs as to the updates in the references thereof which in hypothetical aspects as to trying the name dropping portions in the comparisons as to the actual correct acknowledgement as to my personal work in regards as to my SCUBA Diving as to such wishful thinking aspects as to such acceptances; I refer to the realities of such factors as to thinking of the situations as to a bunch of Wolves as to one owner in such references, as to the smaller capacities thereof as to such hypotheticals. In reference to the tentacle aspects I can give the reference to the aspects as to how Akitas are as to such capacities thereof as to who I call as Bo-Bo in such references, which in the aspects of if there have been individuals who think correctly as to such factors in the comparisons as to how I had trained Ganesh my dog back as to such points in time as to the references in such capacities as to those who know of making a try to give a treat in such comparisons as to the aspects thereof as to wishing such aspects would be different in the comparisons thereof. While I guesstimate as to the aspects as to the situations which he had been a good dog in the overall aspects, the realities as to how he had and would always remain as my dog as to such factors as to the ways thereof as to such reference points despite such intentions as to the situations. Thus in turn as to such capacities as to how the realities in reference as to the oceanic portions thereof as to the situations which could have been much easier in comparison as to how such factors went, the situations similarly as to the high school graduation as to no one informing me of such as well as the aspects as to how that would have been my biological parents’ responsibility to inform me as to such capacities thereof as to their personal problems as to such proven aspects as to what lies they have told themselves in the references as to the additional lies they told others as to if there was ever such as to a ceremony as to my SCUBA diving as to how that correctly was not done in such regards as to such factors as to the proof thereof as to such wishful thinking as to the aspects as to the hypotheticals as to the Austin areas as to such water line aspects. Which in turn as to such hypotheticals as to how such individuals can take into consideration the facts thereof, as to such situations as to there is the one way as to the correct aspects and thus far as to how such situations have been as to both the above so the below aspects as to the transmission factors thereof.



However the irony as to individuals I once knew in SCUBA Diving as to the similarities as to Illinois as to the hypotheticals as to the state of Texas as to Washington state in such references, what is the type of clothing or lack thereof as to what I had been accustomed to seeing you in as well as what was the lighting differences to the comparisons as to the backgrounds in such references as should it take a head injury to figure out the reality of such aspects as to the situations thereof as to the amount of people I have known over the course of my lifetime or does it take a head injury to figure out there have been more than only one group of people I have met that could have had a similar hair color/hairstyle and/or other people with a similar skin tone and/or other people who had a similar body shape and/or other people who had similar color eyes and/or etcetera or is it there are that many individuals who are that much in love with themselves as to how they look that they needed to pay more attention as to what actually is important as who can actually prevent a head injury from occurring as to such aspects or does that take a head injury to figure that out as well?



Maybe hypothetically if people had followed the 10 Commandments and avoided the seven deadly sins as to such factors over the course of time since waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during the timeframe as to such aspects as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage as to the possibilities as to my recovery quicker, as why would it take a head injury to actually explain such aspects as what is compassion and genuine care and concern as to such factors?



If in reference as to Iowa as to my 2018 Medal of Honor Art Project trip is accurate then as to such hypothetical claims as to any such Good Samaritan aspects, what would the same numbers be to such a specific date as to the year of 2001 be of importance if there actually was such a capacity thereof in the comparisons as to what hypotheticals in such comparisons as to the occurrences thereof; though obviously since I survived as to such aspects as well as have progressed forward onward, why would such matter as to the aspects thereof to the situations regarding the multitude of situations as what would be of importance for more individuals as to the aspects as to the oceanic portions and/or the Space Force aspects thereof as to what occurrences as to such situations though how would such be as to a repetition of history for each such individual as to the capacities thereof as to such hypothetical situations over such lengths of time as to the shortened aspects of which 1998 through 2022 would be taken into consideration as to which amounts of warnings as to which individuals thereof as to the aspects as to the year of 1989 onward as to such warnings as I began as to such points in time as how could that be considered of importance?



Though again in reference as to the hypotheticals as to Illinois as to the female named Jade as to Club Sapphire as to ClubFEM association, what levels as to the proof as to such aspects as to the situations if in regards as to what was assumed as to who my cousin Jade was as well as what she actually would have physically looked as in the fullest comparisons as to such hypothetical factors as to the connection as to Illinois as to Crystal Lake/Cary Grove/Lake in the Hills/etcetera as to what I informed people about as to why I personally did not see anyone that was recognizable as to the aspects of what I was accustomed to seeing in such references as to the larger groups of types of physical looks of people in such references as what would be considered as actually important in such details thereof and what levels as to those individuals could be found as to their racism aspects as to such hypotheticals as to if anyone specifically voted for and/or voted against POTUS44 Barack Obama as to only in the reference as to his skin tone as to his ethnic background?



In turn what does that make individuals who have had issues as to my hairstyle and/or my hair color and/or my tattoos as to the reasons as to such factors, as what is the name for such a labeling to such factors if there was the biases against such in comparison to the supposed claims as to acceptance?



What is acceptance in truth, in genuine care and concern thereof?



What is a military complex in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and Artwork in such references as is a military complex individuals as to the psychological aspects as to the problems in such hypothetical references while being in the civilian category in such regards as to such planning as to the hypotheticals, or is the military complex a location of which the Armed Forces of the United States of America works and does the training aspects as to gathering aspects for the future usages thereof as to what is considered as necessary for the preparation as to the sustaining and maintaining such aspects as to further situations as to progression in life?





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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