Revolutionary Arithmetic Idea

As it is known about my head injury on Psalm Sunday 2000 and the after effects, what many became frustrated about in discussions with me was largely the repetitiveness of going around and around. One individual I knew years ago had asked me a few questions before walking off saying before he turned around, "I wonder if #AlbertEinstein was similar to how you just explained that, to me."

Which was ironic to me as earlier in the week there was an appointment I attended for my daughter when she skipped along with the medical professional just before the meeting with #ChildProtectiveServices about the call I made with the doctor at the mental healthcare facility my daughter was in the residential treatment facility, and the healthcare company had sent another letter of denial to continue without payment assistance from the healthcare company which since has changed from Tricare to something else. As I sat in my car after the meeting with the two male #CPS workers, I had a vision which went exactly as I saw it unfold before my eyes as per proof in 2013. During the drive to the location the male I spoke with had talked with me, the song Don't Turn Around By #AceofBase played in the car somewhere between the vision I had, which shortly had been before leaving the local community to take a step back to assess during the situations at the time of. Recollecting now of the situations of those times back in 2012 and ironies of various endings in other ways, for the song to come onto the radio shortly after driving towards the highway. The car kicked a bit almost like a horse would though the irony of horsepower, nonetheless the vehicle I was driving was acting oddly. The lights inside flashed randomly on the dashboard as the headlights and blinkers, started making noises though the lights were not working. The acceleration started to revv upward and then randomly cease, I suppose I can joke worse than the vehicle I had informed the rental car company about upon returning from my recent trip from the end of March 2021 through to almost the end of April 2021. The technology situations in the vehicle alike to certain technology situations in reference to laptops and desktops among other electronic devices, which I did the best I could to deal with the elevated levels through unconventional means to remain as calm as I could despite the pain levels especially from later in 2013 through to 2019.

As each aspect crumbled around me in my life it almost felt as though, the vehicle was literally feeling how heartbroken I was from that week alone. Less than a few months prior to the time I had to disarm my own daughter after she removed the firearm from a military police officer, to push my son out of the way to safety before jumping on top of my daughter to wrestle the firearm out of her hands from a #Glock 45 or #Barretta or a pistol which looks similar between the two. To be honest I did not pull my daughter's hands to the side to take a look for the logo of the pistol her hands were on with her fingers wrapped around the handle and the trigger area, as I can envision some wondering how I knew if that actually was the firearm, then the ironic twist to another twist I suppose.

I did not think it took a head injury to figure out in case anyone wondered, no one was physically injured from the situation beyond certain measures of strapping my daughter to the table to get her restrained. Though I understand from personal experience it is horrific to see and know the reality of such occurring as seen in the news media and various reports, however my daughter disarmed a military police officer which I am impressed she could do so, though in my opinion it was not a positive nor a wise choice to make. From seeing the responses to various situations in the news media as well, I personally cannot understand the instant jump to rage before knowing all of the details surrounding the situations. Is there an importance for compassion, of course.

However my untrained daughter intended to cause harm to everyone within the area, and I made the choice to stop the situation.

Could I have found a lawyer instantly to go after whatever legal portions for long years of legal battles instead of my choice to later follow through with writing and completing my autobiography up until that point of publishing to start the next phase, in comparison? I am fairly certain, I might have and though it could have occurred sooner if that is a possibility; though the realistic portions of knowing the situations which were going on at the time, I knew the individuals in the area were not at fault and nor was the #ArmedForces of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica as a whole for such. That does not mean the continued sorts of situations are considered acceptable nor does such a choice condone such behaviour, though I knew it was not their fault. I do not know what anyone else did at that point in time, I only know what the immediate situation was at the moments the situation occurred. As I do not believe the situation went unwasted as I am and was certain the military police went through additional training and learned additional tactics, which then went through to the #SpecialForces groups, and then went outward from such for one example to return to help to assist local #lawenforcement. My daughter and my son were being taken care of as per the situation required and as much of a loving Mom as I felt I was being looking back now despite whatever body language or facial expressions, I suppose I can joke there are a few days which will live in infamy in reference to specific months along with days and into the years and decades. My son healed after I worked on him at the townhouse apartment after what occurred between him and his sister, knowing about Irving just around 6 to 9 months prior if I recall the timeframe at #FortSamHouston #Texas in what was #BrookeArmyMedicalCenter #BAMC though is now #SanAntonioMedicalCenter #SAMC of #JointBaseSanAntonio #JBSA.

Of which then I wondered why the name change to the city though seeing #MilitaryCityUSA I thought it had to do with stolen valor, though if the situation in reference to when I was volunteering at #NineLivesBookstore in #SanAntonio when the male owner had told me he needed to see my military identification card for tax purposes for the volunteer cat sanctuary which was a part of the bookstore at the time which I made the wood burned sign which once hung on the front door, though a move since. Nonetheless there was a situation shortly after by around a month or so thinking about it now from that point, which I had to take a male to Brooke Army Medical Center in 2005 or 2006 whose Dad had called the direct phone line to the Emergency Room to speak with the nurse at the check-in area of the location. It seems ironic of the problems with stolen valor and the Military City USA, along with the history of Fort Sam Houston Texas once having been an Infantry location prior to the medical and yet the two work with one another continuously. There is a bit of an irony with the Joint Base San Antonio along with the signs of Military City USA, around the years of the official for the more generally known aspects in the year of 2010.

The overall combined portions of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in combination with the portions of mathematics I had been working on as a child without the understanding as to why in an arithmetical calculation would there ever be the numbers written with the larger number behind the smaller number with a minus sign in between, though the teachers said the purpose to move the numbers made it an easier way for math. I was so upset by the teacher telling me for an example of such arithmetic: 20,165 - 365,781 being turned into 365,781 - 20,165 = 345,616

I thought from what the class was being taught in 2nd grade the arithmetic should have been one of a few ways:

20,165

-

365,781

__________

5 - 1 = 4

1).: 6 with the number of 8 being larger would have the same arithmetical rules apply for such making that area 16 - 8 = 8

2).: Whereas the 1 had been utilized as per the 6 to make 16 which in turn would bring forward a 0, which the same subtraction rules would then apply and yet because the number would be 200 - 3,657 the teacher was only halfway accurate as only in such a portion of an arithmetical equation would it ever make sense to move the numbers for correct measurements and calculations. My College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus teacher and I had a few discussions about the numerical aspect of theories I had, which she said she found interesting though not improbable. As I have been working on several aspects which includes the portions of the after effects from my pre Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury such as Marine and Science Technology School #MAST before my #Army enlistment and so on, as well as afterwards especially when taking into consideration the realities of my #SCUBA Diving specialty certifications I earned among several additional situations not forgetting classes and demos in other references while thinking about the ways to draw what I envisioned in a dream.

Though there is the idea I came up with for The Underwater Travel System of which the irony of #SCUBADiving and Space travel having many connections and tethers despite being on opposite ends of the proverbial spectrum, with protective measures. Thus returning to the equational aspects to give an example for certain measurement reviews which please cite this journal blog entry however you choose to word the explanation with the link provided as the source-point, though also if further explanations of other portions are interested in please contact me for such meetings and arrangements. Certain medical after effects from various types of #GForce travels can have assistive preservationary measures in health and longevity, which brings forward even longer lasting benefits for the human race and the earth itself as space-ial travels would be able to have the arithmetic looked over as I doubt I am the only individual who had ever been confused by such and the arithmetic seemed improbable through the normal measures thereof.

3).: Thus then is when the final portion of the first possibility for the first part of such an example being 3,357 - 200 = 3,157

3A).: The next portion of which the numbers 3,157 and 48 remain along with, the subtraction sign. Thus 3,157 - 48 = 3,109

Another option in reference to the remaining numbers and yet continuing with the location thereof the equation would repeat the arithmetic for 48 - 3,157 as per the prior portion, just as with long division would do so. Ironic about the dots above and below, in conjunction to SCUBA Diving. Yes?

3B).: Then in turn the second step would be:

3,157

-

48

______

3B*).: Breaking such down means 7 - 8, and the repetition of the 2). thus changing the formula to 17-8 = 9

3B*I).: 4 - 4 = 0

3B*II).: Which leaves 31 - 4 to equal the number of 8

If hypothetically some have been interested in certain arithmetical reviews for certain complications in reference to certain scientific anomalies among the equations, possibly such a review of a way for when calculations have been written in such a manner in prior writings of the larger number behind the smaller number with the subtraction sign in between.

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Nonetheless, thoughts? Questions? Respectful, is always preferred. Etiquette, is important.

Nonetheless in reference to the male I spoke with during the event who had made such a comment which if I remember correctly was an event which the smoking section was on the back patio area, though usually are such places unless you have a wrap around porch and/or a front porch area. Depending where you live depends what it is called, as well as the architectual designs along with.

In some ways the picture I took years ago is similar to how I feel at times when I look, anywhere. Aside from the combinations of situations I survived and live on as well as despite Irving and other pictures I took throughout the years, especially when speaking with others about circumstances over the years including to at times writing about such in reference to certain specific books and discussions. Though the picture is also symbolic when looking at the back of the traffic signal lights in combination with the sign in between, and the flash camera to the left when looking to see the design of the building. After pondering such think about how much technology people use each hour of each day, and then think about whether you are proud or whether you are not proud of yourself for the choices you made which all those pieces and more of technology have recorded over the length of time. While there is not a turn around lane from the moment you open your own eyes as to those scriptural texts because of the scientific thought processes in combination with the use of technology as seen in the news media, there truthfully cannot be the sane denial any longer as to what justifies the precepts for a multitude for the number of warnings in every language possible across the world to go unnoticed by some for so long. While some might wish to make the world burn for choices made remember if you will, you would feel the sting at such a moment as well as the legacy to build such only for the destruction would leave you within less than the halls of ruins throughout the lands. There would not be any land for such stories of the achievements of victory, if all such were to be as wished for when if there were those who looked towards such.

You might think there is nothing worse, and what has life in truth proven to you? I learned to only hope for the positive as much as possible as I have survived and live through and live onward because of the knowledge, understanding, and comprehension about what I had done and the reasons why. I genuinely did not think such further explanations were needed up to a certain point, though in some ways it almost seems as though it might actually be needed. It is quite confusing for so much has occurred of which when taking into consideration the addition numbers for the arithmetic equation above, the ability to see the similarities of the movement of the numbers fairly easily to the digits. Maybe in a different way I knew certain situations can only be handled by oneself and while there might be others as such in a like or similar way, there are times when simply it is only one who can accomplish the task(s) required.

I was contacted earlier via the telephone by my daughter from another hospital she said on the phone, which she wanted the phone number for a male she said she was speaking with online. I had already planned my trip though had not booked the travel reservations yet for the March through April 2021 trip, around the #UnitedStatesofAmerica. The only extension to the trip was for the time I had miscalculated for the travel capabilities, though possibly because of the arithmetic aspects which I have been working on explaining for many years along with various others topics and situations for the betterment of many, admittedly including myself. I did not go to visit her not because I did not want to as I truthfully had wanted to as I had visited her previously quickly even recently in December 2021 when I was informed of being invited to attend after a call from my ex-mother-in-law about her invitation to #Christmas at my ex-in-laws on either 22 or 23 December 2020 for the arrival of the #BethlehemStar. I did not shirk my responsibilities though there is a feeling as though because of the trips such might be viewed as, it was painful to make such a choice not to go see her at the hospital during this time.

My daughter told me she attacked one of her cousins from my ex-sister-in-law's side of the family of the twins she had after I had warned her to use some form of birth control at minimum, though my daughter did not explain the length of the details. I did what I could to focus for both's sake after having to explain repeatedly to my daughter why her choice to run away from the school staff and cause a large search Just as I had warned Child Protective Services before the song one the radio as there had been a time when living in #CedarPark #Texas and I stayed in the parking lot for awhile with my son to calm him down from the situation, as he had been impacted heavily as well from what occurred leading to that point. That timing in Cedar Park was from May 2010 through to January or February 2011 for the living arrangements, which after speaking with my son and getting him squared away while doing the best I could to breathe had been when I did the best I could to focus on the horizon at the same time of being in the moment while taking notations as needed during such times; and though my son quickly fell asleep rightfully so from exhaustion when I began to drive out from the parking lot which took much to focus, the radio came on the way the television had in 2001 to a #LadyA son called #Compass. As I drove forward while seeing my son in the back and the hospital my daughter was in through the rear view mirrors in the van while the song played, I returned to the house to get my son taken care of to go just breathe for a bit to process everything from that moment. I saw in a vision what occurred at Fort Sam Houston in Brooke Army Medical Center up to the moment of the doors opening in the vision during 2011 in fast forward is the only way to put into words at high speeds, when in 2012.

I know the healing energy I needed to do for my son during the time of the incident in 2012 was after Irving which I also wrote about, knowing I had in hopes for the best for both of my children. If my daughter did as she said on the phone she is over the age of 18 years old biologically though because of the mental health crisis I am uncertain where that leaves the situation in reference to the aspects of as the situation she described on the phone call, had sounded in some ways like or similar to the situation when I received a phone call from the Child Protective Services female Sandra Goodwin who did not realize she was speaking with me and not speaking with the foster mom.

While some could try to blame me for each and every aspect aside from each choice only I was able to make at the time with what information I had, however taking into consideration the fact of the medical history as well as experiences I have had to survive to live onward through; for such possibilities, then is the question as to how you would have handled the situations in complete fullness if in my situation at the various times? I blamed myself and randomly still do despite the fact of knowing and understanding while comprehending I can only be held responsible for what I chose to do with what information I had at the time available, knowing where to look for such. While some could argue the internet overall and yet at the same time cannot, because of needing the ability for just a notification. Yet here in 2021 there is automated links to the search engines and the programs of compared to 2020, while remembering to simply look back 5 years to the technological advances to then look back 10 years at such technological and medical advances, and so on. Irony as to what I warned others of in reference to using certain devices over the years, and seeing where the situations are now.

The masks I suppose must have either assisted to thwart or stop cheating spouses/relationships whether through divorce, the ending of the relationship, or working through the issues to progress forward in a positive manner with clearer communication between the relationship individuals. I would guesstimate in states which the sunlight is out constantly, the tan lines showed, and since the situation was as it was in the beginning of the #COVID; the ability to maintain the same mask for each day lead to the multipacks, though the fit on the face is different even for each one in one pack despite the design pattern. Sewing machines can have different ways to have the fabric go where intended, and though there are the acrylic and plastic ones; because of the colorations within the prism and sunlight or any light, the reflection will show in every color. Thus proving in a different metaphorical way the arithmetic and the interconnections between numbers and numerology despite the name and the contents thereof, for each study field area, especially in reference to the subtraction portions of the equations to a single digit as well as the addition aspects of my prior writings to a single digit.

When one weds to their soulmate in the proper way, the unification of the two into one also applies such a similar logic.

However so too does the same go in reference to familial numerology, friend association numerology and so on, which despite the differences in arithmetic to such even still there is the corresponding aspects of both equations as well as numbers though yes. Letters, as well.

So it is known, I began a different aspect for my journal blog. I have written about many aspects of which have been able to be found from the years of 2014/2015 through to the current year of 2021, however to conserve resources beginning earlier in March 2021 I had begun the transition for the archiving. In turn to access such there is a weekly usage fee, to assist with the upkeep and maintenance of my website costs. As from the total portions of financial transactions from online between 2014/2015 through to the current point in time in the year of 2021, is lower than $500.00 total for the cost paid for with taxes though not including the portions of fees for the publishing through the self publishing through Amazon compared to the costs and expenses for my website, art supplies, location, travel expenses, business cards, promotional online ads through specific companies, while also remembering bills, and much more before ever looking into the aspects of my completed portions or the processes for the completed portions of my #MedalofHonorArtProject as such only goes in reference to for my books and my #artwork. However prior to finishing this journal blog entry is there not the irony of how many connections in numerology, arithmetic, which music tend to have some similar or like connections to coding, measurements for construction or what-have-you; all a twisted symphony, of ironic twists and turns such as on a rollercoaster ride called life in this oh so small world called #Earth within the #MilkyWayGalaxy within the entire #universe.

Good morning, sunshine!