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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Post #6 of 7 Posts : Black History Month: One Combined Aspect

Though shalt not make any graven images, is a Biblical quote as to such facts. For individuals as to the claim as to the southern portion as known about the United States of America as to such Christianity, it should not take a head injury to figure out as to those individuals of such a group as to my ex-in-laws as to how much of failures in my opinion as to such aspects in full as with the agreement as to Grandpa Nichols as well as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 among others and thus as to such problems which occurred needlessly to my family and I as to my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia and I the facts as to how much against stolen valor for a reason as to the facts of why there are signs in San Antonio Texas as to Military City USA among several other reasons as I would guesstimate. My ex-in-laws can deal with the fact those people caused such needless harm as to such factors and fully dishonored Grandpa Nichols, which in turn as to such honoring who I re-grew-up learning from as to Grandpa Nichols as to such factors as to my son and my daughter as to such aspects as to the legal aspects thereof despite my putrid annoyances as to such referencing my ex-sisters-in-law; Grandpa Nichols informed me he appreciated the facts as to my choice to keep such a legality until my son and my daughter were both above a certain age as to their biology, as well as only if in such times as to the aspects of if I were to get married as to such aspects by my choice as to what he had known as to such factors. Since he and I talked far more than most ever possibly thought as to despite having explained much in “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, it was a situation difficult for me to express as to how he was glad that I was keeping his last name until when the time came as to such a point as to what he knew I had made the correct choices for in reference to what he felt in his heart as to what greatness could come from me as to what he said he could see from how much I stood up in reference as to the black beret as to such traditions as to his background as to his military traditions.



While some have known as to my SCUBA Diving colors for certain reasons, I would guesstimate some would not have thought about those factors as to Grandpa Nichols’ background as to where he was a training instructor as to Fort Polk as to the work he had also accomplished as to when he was stationed in Vietnam as to his volunteering as to such aspects. While I would guesstimate it was capable to see as to such aspects referencing certain flag association aspects as to the situations of the POW portion thereof as to my SCUBA Diving as well as supposed to be adult consenting colors in reference to such aspects of my black and white color choice, despite having went through such details where I was capable to as to such portions in reference to the additional aspects of him remembering and knowing my Grandpa Gavett as to some work in the 1950s and the 1960s as to the early 1970s as to the on and off aspects as to how those who know certain military aspects as to certain areas thereof as to how truly such is a small world in such references because of the factors in reference to the specifics as to certain types of training capacities. As this month of February is as to the African American also known as Black History month, the situations as to the color has a multitude of meanings across the board as to such factors.



Grandpa Nichols was proud as to being a part of the stopping of the #Birmingham #BirminghamAL #BirminghamAlabama #AL #ALstate #Alabama #Alabamastate Birmingham and the #Detroit #DetroitMI #DetroitMichigan #MI #MIstate #Michigan #Michiganstate Detroit Riots as to having learned when he was within the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, what he had learned when he was growing up in Alabama as to the differences in such references and regards thereof. While he had wished to be capable to get to the location sooner to be capable to assist in certain aspects as to the references thereof to the occurrences, he was proud to be capable to assist to clarify where he could in different aspects and avenues thereof to such points in time. Though the aspects of the Vietnam War had not officially kicked off yet as to such a point in time, he had already went through certain training aspects which he had learned as to certain differences which were only as to the state location in the comparison as to the aspects of backgrounds. In turn as to the situations as to how he had earned his black beret as to such portions #blackhistorymonth as to the black history month as to how many of on multiple aspects as to the coloration of the artistic ways as to creating the color black, the references to such in a multifaceted way of such factors.



In turn as to such situations as to how much if I could have remembered sooner as to the situations as to my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw as to wishing I could remember their names as to my cousin Jade as well as her family from her dad’s side, the aspects of the Chinese New Year in such additional aspects as to the realities thereof to the combination of time as to this linear calendar of oddities as to the month of February in the year of 2022 as to the beginning of the month as to the Chinese New Year as well as to the Black History Month aspects of such a combined oddity as to the aspects of such to take the moment to keep calm as to being capable to understanding from the knowledge to fully process such as best as possible before making choices as to such factors as to the best of capabilities to know from the information to discern to be capable to discern as best as possible from as many angles as possible for the correct details as to the research sometimes required as to the levels thereof.



While my children’s biological father was proud of such findings as to the paperwork as to the aspects thereof to the reality which I explained as to the African American portions as to the Civil War because of the fact that more than one ethnic background as to the situations as to the anti-slavery movements within the Civil War, the aspects as to the most expensive as to the realities as to the comparisons as to what some have thought over such times because of the ways which history has shown mainly the pictures in the aspects as to such paintings because of the ways which the blood blisters look as to when being in the fields as to the sunlight for those who would know of such a physical look no matter what the ethnic background thereof were to be. In such references as to the pride as to the expenses as to such aspects because of the portions in certain references in a different capacity as to the viewpoint of the skin tone aspects of such ironic portions, few as who I knew over my childhood believed me as to the ease of later finding such details later as to the references as to the cost price in such regards as there has to be the proof as to individuals who were of African American background as to the ethnic portion who were slave owners as well in such comparisons as to the Civil War era as to such factors. The situations of which the requirement to end all slavery as to the proper payments as to such factors for the work and labor thereof which to such proof was one aspect as to capitalism being brought forward, in comparison to the problems which slavery is nothing different than the aspects as to communism in such references as to the overall viewpoint and look as to such factors. However how many individuals ever paid attention to such details, I would not officially know in such references as to the comparisons thereof.



There were many weekends with Grandpa Nichols as to having been capable to discuss a multitude of details as to his life which I made the best attempts as best as I could as to the facts I was informed of over the years, though because of the aspects as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the situations as to how I wound up in Washington state as to the realities of such problematic proportions as to the after effects as to having already detailed such factors; the realities of such situations as to which I made the best attempts possible, despite the obvious situations and problems thereof as to those individuals I once knew as to such points in time as to those types of people as to those situations such as to my ex-in-laws and those other aspects thereof. As I informed my children’s biological father as to the north being capable to win yet again as to such factors if push came to shove, the reality of such factors of which I was born and raised in one of the original colonies as I informed such individuals as to my ex-in-laws of which Grandpa Nichols warned such biological females as to remaining on my good side for he warned them if they chose to make the wrong choice as to how much he knew I would be capable of making him prouder of me than any of those females they bred would be capable to combined in just a one month or one year timeframe.



I truly hope so as to such factors, as he would be in line with my Grandpa Gavett as to such situations and being capable to make both of them proud would be important and has been important to me despite the issues of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to finding the correct words at the correct time while still making the best attempts to honor my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as well as Sony/Sonja and Joe/Jose as to the childhood babysitter aspects while keeping in mind my Big Blood Brother and his family despite whether or not they knew and/or remembered me from next door as to the backyard times. As to such points in reference to the aspects of the timeframe of 1993 to the timeframe of 2001, while my biological mother/father/sister had such situations as to their opinions as to such aspects; the realities of how to such situations as to fifth grade as to the realities thereof in such comparisons, of which in turn as to such factors as to the year of 2018 as to each and every connected individual thereof as to the hypotheticals as to what aspects could actually be different as to fifth grade as to Iowa in the year of 2018. However, I doubt such aspects as to that difference as to such realities thereof as to the hypotheticals as to such situations.



Why would I ever believe in such aspects as to being different, when such situations as to the explanations of such factors as to the proof in whichever capacities thereof as to such truths if I am accurate as to such factors then where would I be incorrect?



Hypothetically, I am accurate as to such realities as to the disgust factors thereof to such accuracy in all such capacities thereof to each and every portion if so.



However at minimum, I knew better than to make a graven image thereof as to what aspects in such references as it does not take much to confuse an individual with the after effects as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain which took over 8 years to fully dissipate as to such realities as to the combined factors of giving birth to two children within less than a 2.5 year timeframe with such additional aspects of the medication factors. The situations of which to what actually would be impressive would be to actually follow the 10 Commandments as to such difficulties apparently to such a situation in comparison thereof, as to what would actually be of impressive aspects in such comparisons as to having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to second grade math; though in such references as to such hypothetical immaturity, who would be as to such a reference to the longer term of having gone from College levels to second grade as to such realities in the longer terms of such a review?



Then as to such realities of my SCUBA Diving work as to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the combined portions thereof as to the aspects of such work as well as the overall integrity in such requirements as to the capabilities thereof, what portions as to how such viewpoints as to the aspects of such as to both the above as to the below portions as to such aspects in reference to those types in such second grade type of references as to the despite such biological age aspects in such possibilities thereof to the comparisons as to how long I have been awake from my coma and/or how many years since fifth grade and/or as to such factors of how many years since the point in time of when the subarachnoid hemorrhage as to such dissipation and/or how many years as to my SCUBA Diving portions or how many years since Irving and/or how many years since Iowa state as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips of the year of 2018 as what levels of actual intelligence in such comparisons thereof to other such individuals as to their viewpoint of what those types consider as what intelligence actually would or could be in such references?



Why would there ever be the belief from me as to such a value in reference to others as to the creation of my Underwater Travel System with such aspects as to the ways situations have gone in the references thereof to such lengths of time, as what would ever be of the worth to such aspects in such references by this point as to the realities of such portions as to the requirements of such truthful aspects in the references to my work as to my SCUBA Diving as to my other work thereof which in turn as to such portions thereof; where would there be the need and/or the requirement as to such factors as to this point in time, as what is actually of value and/or worth to such any reasons?



While I know the reasons for the military portions thereof, I have not had such any reason as to step forward any further as to such aspects as to the situations thereof. It should not take a head injury to figure out there would not be the reason for me to progress with such drawings and/or details thereof when the easiest portions have yet to actually be correctly recognized in such factors thereof to this point in time, of which since such failures as to all such situations thereof to the complexities of as to the lack of my personal need to find such proverbial shiny aspects as to all of those situations in regards as to the three volume series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire” as I grew up seeing such stones as a child and being around Bulova watches throughout such years as to such aspects to where I grew up going around because of the facts as to my biological father’s work and knowing the differences as to the various aspects and reasons thereof to such pieces. In turn as to such references as to what is my work and my work alone in such references and regards thereof, the situations of what I have brought forward as to such a lack of appreciation in the correct ways as to this point in time as to the proof thereof as to such aspects as to what is considered as to such factors are far different than when I was a child and a teenager as obviously I have grown up since then. Though I suppose the aspects as to that second grade math portions as to such a situation as to those types who would wish as to such mediocre aspects in such references of what would actually be considered as acceptable to me as to my personal work, as to those types of individuals as to their assumptions as to what the differences as to my capabilities in comparison as to those types of viewpoints as to what aspects thereof.



Since the facts of which #CID CID explained as to the clearance aspects as to the situations in reference to the situations where my children’s biological father’s situation as to such hypotheticals in reference to the overdramatic ways as to my ex-sisters-in-law as to their failure to pay attention to the facts of such graven images as well as the email aspects of that dress blues stolen valor picture, the aspects of such portions as to my ex-in-laws’ choice as to those nieces and nephew of my ex-in-laws in regards as to the related aspects to my children’s biological father as to against Grandpa Nichols’ opinions as to the earned valor compared to the facts thereof as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had brought forward as to the reality thereof; the situations as to how many problems throughout the city of San Antonio as to the Fort Sam Houston area as to the JC Penney pictures, it should not take a head injury to figure out such aspects as to the situations as to those biological females also knowing as to the facts of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as the situations as to my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America which in turn as to such factors of such ironies in reference as to those types as to their defenses of incest in such regards as to those individuals against what scientific aspects as to such realities I suppose the situations as to those ex-sisters-in-law as well as their spawn as to such factors in those portions thereof as to the situations in such needless overdramatic proportions.



While somehow those individuals thought much more highly of themselves as to thinking I cared about those individuals in the comparisons as to what Grandpa Nichols warned those individuals of, the situations as to such possibilities as to if they thought I ever considered them as family in such comparisons as to how I actually viewed them as to my personal opinion; well, Grandpa Nichols told those females, as to such warnings as to what explanations he had given me as to the situations overall as to such factors thereof. In turn as to how those individuals have not ever been wanted nor needed nor desired in my life as to such aspects of the realistic portions of such courtesy I extended in such comparisons, I already explained such factors as to those ex-in-laws as to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the reality of such factors. The problems as to which such types as to wishing the care as to such concern in reference to my ex-sisters-in-law as to how they wished I would care in the larger capacities as to such factors especially as to the Georgia location individuals as to such comparisons; I warned them just as Grandpa Nichols warned them, as to not being deceived by such aspects a to the online portions in such realities. Those individuals as to such failures to pay attention to the details which Grandpa Nichols repeatedly told them about as to those dress blues as to the problems they were causing just from the timeframe as to October 2007 through December 2007 as to the aspects thereof, to the proof as to such situations as to the reality of how people take such seriously.



Yet to what irony, as to seriousness?



What had I dealt with as to such lengths of time in such references thereof, as to what aspects as to the realities of what I have dealt with over such lengths of time to such extensions thereof as to what is there to believe in my opinion as to such a review of what justice is for such aspects as to the combined portions of what I have dealt with as to such portions?



I took such aspects serious, though what of such portions were actually taken serious as to the fixing and repairing of such situations as to what I dealt with? Where as to such factors in reference to my work as to such a viewpoint in regards as to my SCUBA Diving, my website, my Medal of Honor Art Project, and my books as to such portions of such aspects?



What as to my family in such references as what is there to actually enjoy as to such lengths of time as to the aspects thereof as to the situations, as when reviewing such portions from the beginning timeframe as to the year of 2018 into 2019 and onto 2020 into 2021 and now in 2022; what is there of which I can actually see as to what importances of my personal work which has paid off for me as to such aspects, as where is such portions of what would be as to what I require for my consistency in the correct ways in comparison to such inconsistencies from so many other aspects and areas of life in comparison to my personal preferences as not to others preferences though to my personal preferences?



There is nothing as to which my personal preferences as to such factors of which to the aspects as to where such portions of what I would personally prefer as to such aspects in the slightest, as obviously I would have far happier aspects to write about if that were the case as to such situations in the comparisons thereof. Since there has only been the aspects of what situations I have not preferred to go over as to such factors as to the situations thereof, there is nothing of which to my preferences as to such aspects in any such capacity or way. There is not the portions of which any aspect to my preferences in such capacities as to the realities thereof, for if there were as to such factors of my preferences then the situations of what I would actually enjoy writing about in such comparisons as to nothing different as to the years thereof to the situations from 2009 through 2012 though only the difference to the timeframe as to such portions.



In such comparisons to what I would actually prefer as to such comparisons, the realities thereof as to such proof thereof as to such aspects. While I have been capable to find a silver lining as to my Constitutional Rights, that is the only aspect thereof as to such factors compared to the realities thereof to what I would actually enjoy in all such comparisons. However that requires the aspects of the 10 Commandments being followed correctly, of which as to how such situations have been as to what I have worked on for myself as to such aspects; there has yet to be such situations to my personal preferences, which in turn all I personally see as to such are the aspects of to how many failures I have had throughout such aspects thereof for if there actually were to be where I could see as to my successes I would actually write and discuss such in a good mood in such comparisons as I did not think that took a head injury to figure out in the slightest.



What is it to actually enjoy life consistently in the preferred ways thereof to what I would prefer?



Maybe one day, I can actually find that out to actually have last in such references in such comparisons as to the disappointments as to such factors as to such situations.



Maybe the aspects of medications will actually be helpful as well, in comparison to how the facts as to what occurred in reference to Iowa state as to 2018 as to such failures in reference to each and every individual as to such realities compared to the aspects of what I actually need for such betterment as to such situations compared to assumptions by what ignorance as to such failure aspects in all such capacities as to the realities of what I have known better for myself in comparison as to such ignorant retardations as to all such factors of each individual as to such situations. In turn as to such failures as to the situations from fifth grade onward, those types of individuals who failed then have only continued to fail as to such portions as to what actualities of worth to me as to such reasons why such failures have been only such aspects in such fullest capacities thereof. Maybe at some point they will actually do what is needed for me, in such comparisons as to continuing to fail repeatedly; otherwise they and theirs can stay the fuck away from me as well as stay the fuck away from my property as to the legalities thereof as well as stay the fuck out of every aspect of what is mine permanently, as only when they mature to the correct levels thereof to what is considered as acceptable to me then they can keep themselves in the playpen areas away from me and mine permanently as to only seeing such worthlessness from such individuals and their types as to what I dealt with by such choices as to my biological mother and biological sister as to such hypothetical aspects and choices thereof to the connection aspects.



In turn as to such facts in the references thereof to the reasons why I had begun my SCUBA Diving as to such aspects as to other such connection points, what would the situations as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America be of importance as to such an MOS as to the clearance level as to the age of 17 years old as to such aspects in conjunction to when I was 12 years old be capable to be found in such possible references thereof as why would that be of importance?



If in reference to the Q-anon factor in reference as well as to the black lives matter portion as to my fetlife posting in reference to my creation of the Underwater Travel System in conjunction to other such portions are in question, why would my invitation to MAST as to my time at the ocean be of such a review as to the length of time as to such additional portions as why would I be in favor of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such situations though why would in reference as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System as to such aspects of the situations to the reference of Governor Christine Todd Whitman be of importance as well as the factors of while such capitalism is important why is it important as well as the clarifications as to the background portions as to the SCUBA Diving aspects as to what is the difference between a civilian recreational SCUBA Diviner compared to a military associated SCUBA Diver and/or SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement aspect as what proof would I have to the background as to such concern as to the references both as to the on land aspects as well as the water portions as what could be considered as proof as well as of importance?



In the reference as to the years as to 2013 through 2018 as to such factors in an overall combined factor though in regards as to 2015 through to 2018 as to specifics despite the year of 2019 in April as to such aspects, what portions to such considerations are of importance as to the plausibilities for people within the supposed to be each adult to consent for such an aspect as to what is the #BDSM #Swingers BDSM/Swinger lifestyles as to the comparison as to such possibilities if the situations as to the combined owners of Club Sapphire in the area of #SeaTac #Seattle #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington Seattle Washington could be reviewed as to the wrongful silent majority portions thereof?



What if in such references as to one set of owners as to the BDSM portions as to the club as to the aspects of while the registration through technological measures as to the club aspects, though what if in reference as to my business portions as to the viewpoint close to the aspects of the 6 January 2021 Washington DC #ashingtonDC #DC portions as to the ways the rushing occurred as to the possibility of the millennial aged daughter of the Swinger owners as to the aspects thereof as to without my personal consent as to ever publicizing such as would that officially break the contract signed in such references as to the privacy agreement by such individuals directly associated and/or paid by and/or bank accounts associated to the Club Sapphire in such years of 2015 through to 2019 for each and every individual who ever attended Club Sapphire during those years?



Would in such references as to the aspects of one set of owners having a male who was an owner of as well as a child of such a location as to what was once called #Horizons Horizons as to the Seattle Washington area, as what pattern of behaviour as to such aspects as to the redecoration of the flooring as well as the wall of the club as to the known image to some of the female to such a relationship and her daughter as to the millennial reference as to what situations could be taken into consideration as to the contributing to the delinquency of a minor if depending upon the age as well as who would have thought to see what legally would be called incest as to the mother/daughter breasts image as what would that be in such a perspective as well as who would see such and enjoy such an image as to what situations would be considered as problematic in such hypotheticals as to biology?



In the references as to the image as to the wall next to the DJ booth as to such reference of the larger poster as to the mom and daughter as to that side of the aspects of the swinger club location of Club Sapphire, what would it be as to a pattern of behaviour as to the situations in reference as to the male of such knowing so as well as what aspects as to his family as to such portions in reference to Horizons as to the patterns of behaviour; though in addition what aspects as to the millennial with the biological father of the child as to being within Club Sapphire as to such patterns of behaviour, as where would the patterns of behaviour as to such influences be clearly seen in such additional portions thereof to such a viewpoint as in addition what could be noticed as to the technology company which moved into the office area across the hallway as to what warnings have I explained as to such aspects as to when initially beginning my updates as to the clarifications and the patterns of behaviour needed to pay attention to as what if in such references as to individuals as to the aspects of such situations within the stat of Texas as to such “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the aspects thereof as to such patterns of behaviour?



What in such references as to the situations regarding the Bump program would be to the irony in reference to the swinger location as to the areas which as to the time aspects to where in such locations as to the interior of the club, and what aspects would be important to take into consideration for such a review of clarifications as to the differences?



What could be noticed in addition as to the location of Club Sapphire to the technology company across the hallway to the towers around and above the building as well as the casino across the parking lot, as what trifecta as to being hidden in plain sight as to such factors with the SeaTac airport as to the international aspects thereof could be taken into consideration referencing the aspects thereof for such considerations as to why it is important to tell the truth as well as the factors of clarifications as to the businesses nearby as to such patterns of behaviour in the legal references as well?



In regards as to the other part as to the ownership of Club Sapphire as to the years of my attendance though having clarified such portions as to my volunteer in such capacities thereof in my prior journal blog entries as to the year of 2015 through 2018 in such regards, as what aspects of the military connections as to the law enforcement as to other such combinations for the safety and security thereof to take into consideration as why could it make more sense now in such references as to me walking around outside as to walking the perimeter as to such checks in conjunction as to walking around outside as to the possibilities of certain types of airplanes and/or cargo as to such airplanes as why would that make a bit more sense in such security measures as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the energetic portions in such hypothetical references in combination?



What would be capable to notice as to the building location combined as to the Chamber of Commerce as well as Homeland Security within such an area as to the irony of such portions as to the possibilities as to Fail-Safe as to only having been written in a creative manner compared to the aspects as to such hypotheticals as to the prophetic portions thereof, as what could be taken in consideration as to the lockdowns and the quarantines because of the infant in the baby carrier inside of Club Sapphire as to the length of time as well as whatever possibilities of such circumstances as to whatever possible involvements as to their choices thereof to such individuals who could have attended as to the social distancing though acceptances as to the knowledge thereof as to such comparisons as what would be of importance as to such a review in the references thereof for such clarifications as to the baby car seat with the child within Club Sapphire as well as the wall image in conjunction to patterns of behaviour as what would be possibly capable to be noticed and found as to such possibilities as well as any who I may have known in person face to face in person as to such hypotheticals who could have spoken with me in truth as to what aspects could be proven as to such capacities and what would/could that be as to the situations in reference to background checks as to such clarifications as to what honesty portions thereof?



When did SpaceX begin as to putting the social media account area as to when in such references compared to the official aspects to the announcement in such comparisons to #Tmobile #Sprint T-mobile and Sprint, though who knew before such an announcement as to the #ATT #Verizon AT&T and Verizon connections before as when I looked such up to review this month of this year in 2022, the aspects of such larger portions of the connection aspects as to such lines has a possibility as to what in reference to the situations as to social distancing for such a reference to why would such be of importance both to space as well as to the oceanic portions as where has there ever been such legal reports as to any such connections of such to the water of the ocean as to space aspects beyond the situations as to launchpads and landing sites?




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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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