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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Post #2 of 2 Posts: ENRON, NYC, NJ, TX, SCUBA, & More




In reference to the ways which the more recent aspects as to the social distancing as to the monitoring capabilities easier as to the aspects of which as many have been willing to wear masks in such references in the comparisons thereof as to the ways which the masks give the cameras the capability to focus more upon the eye areas as to the programs in reference to the specific details as to the iris, the cornea, the shapes, the process as to age aspects, and etcetera; the ways of such factors which as to how tattoos in specific locations as to the aspects thereof to the skin portions as to the ways such heals depends upon the individual themselves as to the known factors as to tattoo artists. In turn regarding Club Sapphire as to the amount of technology as to the Seattle area of Washington state compared to the aspects in reference to the top of the building in conjunction to the business which opened its doors across the hallway to Club Sapphire if individuals had not been informed as to such details regarding the bump program as Club Sapphire once was capable to use the area for extra storage in comparison to the additional storage unit they had as I was informed of, when volunteering as to such times from 2015 through 2018.



The aspects of the volunteering for me as to what I had worked on meant cleaning the lobby area and arranging the coffee locations, arranging the paperwork documents as to the clipboards, wiping down the tables in the main dance floor area as well as arranging the led candle lights, refilling the condom areas, cleaning the shower, as well as filling the towel areas as when Sandy arrived with the snack foods as to assisting to bring those items in from Costco as I was informed as well as when the food preparation went from the volunteers to a private company as to such points in time as to the tiramisu cake which was delicious in my opinion as to Sugar and Spice if I recall such aspects as to the name. The aspects in reference to the situations which business became larger as to the teenager having been capable to get a dog treat contract to make several treats, as well as other aspects of a couple who did some of the heavier cleaning as to the times after larger parties in the references thereof to their younger children. While the aspects of was during the daylight hours and well before the evening hours in comparisons as to the baby car seat aspects, as to the differences to the clarifications regarding the aspects thereof to the times.



In reference to the aspects as to the lack of capability to look at most people in the ways which once had been as to when in the state of Texas as to the name of the birthstone of my son and my daughter’s birth month in conjunction as to the same stone as to the airport nearby, in reference to September is the stone of Sapphire. The aspects of the security walks I had went through as to such points in time as to the exterior as well as the back areas as to the paying attention to details as best as I could, had the simplistic aspects of simply within the name as well as the location as to the Homeland Security office as well as the Chamber of Commerce as to such additional location factors. In the reference as to such associations hypothetically as to ClubFEM as to the individual named Jade as to the lack of capability to look anything similar to my cousin Jade from her hair to her skin tone to the physical features of her face as well as what would have been her height as to the bone density aspects as well, as the the curvatures to that female from ClubFEM in comparison to what my cousin Jade would have grown up to look as. However if in the millennial aspects of the Mandarin viewpoints as to the social media, as to the massive aspects of such failure portions as to the reality of which if simply a wrongful and needless gaming portion as to such types of in the life aspects in the comparisons as to paying attention to the individuals being actual people as to my guesstimation in regards as to certain hypotheticals as to the supposed to be called Guardian A$$holes show as to my original Facebook account posting as to such factors in the comparisons thereof as to the paying attention to the correct details as to such capacities in my opinion.



In such references as to the open parking lot area as to just because of asking if the interest the repetition as to if interested needing my permission as to what I would require as to my commands as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips of which knowing how certain types of individuals are as to such hypothetical factors as to a female Leather in such references as to where Leather stems from comparatively obviously to other such types as to the ClubFEM portions as it is not protective in such references as to what I had to deal with during my trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as it was not ever an open call as to such factors either with the portions as to my books in reference to the genres as to such capacities as to the situations as to the 2018 trip in such references as to the beginning through to the end as to the return to Washington state as to the return to the state of Texas as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to such problematic needless overdramatic situations as to why there are reasons as to clearance levels and backgrounds as to the lack of a difference as to my opinion in the review as to such situations from the 1993 to the 2001 timeframe as to where I come from as to my home area within the United States of America as to my family and my friends as to my childhood and my teenager years. If in such references as to a parade instead of what I actually needed for myself as to the #MontanaVortex Montana Vortex as to the privacy factors as to making arrangements with the owners in comparison to those millennial types as to the lack of respect as to such problematic portions thereof to the selfie reference in comparison to staying out of my way, as to the three days of personal work I needed for myself instead of the hotel problems in such references as to Great Falls Montana as to what I actually planned and needed for myself as to my work.



The rest of the trip as to the year of 2018 as to such factors as to the references regarding the other situations because of that simple 3 days as to what I actually needed, my Enterprise rental car situation as to such proof among other such factors whether or not individuals believe as to the historical and spiritual portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project as to their own individual aspects as to their lack of faith. In turn as to such factors as to those types of individuals who think they know better of me and/or think they know as to what my preferences are as to the capability if found as to finding the difference between genres in such or in the comparison as to the prophetic portions as to one or the other as to such as learned as to such aspects thereof, the situations nonetheless as to the aspects of what needless problems could have been avoided as to actually having spoken with me and asking me what actually was needed as to a real discussion in comparison as to assumptions because of the realities of such energetic work. In the reference to the World Trade Center as to the vibrational aspects, what can be notated in such references as to what time I had needed for myself as to such portions at the Montana Vortex because of such aspects as to the year of 2018 before the Iowa portions as to such references regarding from the year of 2018 through to the current year (pun intended in reference to the word current) as to such factors of what occurrences thereof as to those individuals who decided for themselves in comparison as to what was necessary as to what I knew and understood and comprehended as to such factors?



What would have been difficult as to asking me in truth as to such factors in comparison, as what would be proof as to such factors from the years of 2018 through this year of 2022 which would be capable to show such aspects of what I have already dealt with previously as to such descriptions as to discussions as well as writings as to such factors before?



As to the ways which certain types of individuals as to such factors as to the law enforcement making attempts to catch situations as to the aspects of more times as to the 1993 aspects of which individuals who wished to get out of the Jaywalking aspects as to how swiftly they spilled everything, as to such portions in reference to the 1993 as well as to the records look up easily as to such points in time because of the work Governor Rudy Giuliani and his administration began working on, what could be seen if individuals similarly to the false report as to the Excalibur Faire as to such problems in the references thereof to the entire weekend as to such problems from those types of people who thought of such as a game when in comparison?



Why would just because of dressing up as to the outfit portions of what I chose to wear ever be considered the same to me as to what aspects I dealt with in reference to Baptist Camp Lebanon as to wearing a one piece bathing suit to camp, as what problems as to such types of individuals can be found as to such aspects?



What as to such details as to stories and leaks because of the legal requirements as to the law enforcement reporting aspects as to which records thereof unless deemed by a judge as to such factors and the requirements in other such references as to the legalities as to such reports as to the situations of which if there were those as to the Homeland Security location in such questions as to the ease of asking me and yet why do I have the sensation as to the clearance aspects because of the situations in other combinations, as to the aspects as to events at Club Sapphire as to the makeup portions in conjunction as to such situations as to time in reference to what was not any civilian recreational SCUBA divers’ information to deal with personally to begin with as to my work in reference to my SCUBA Diving aspects would be whose jurisdiction as to such situations in comparison to those types as to the game problems as to such factors instead as why would those 26 individual SCUBA Diving certifications I earned as to the 23 individual specialties as to the ways of which I have been known to study as to such aspects of the Dominant Mentor Program be of importance as to such considerations compared to the stereotypes as to how certain females get involved as to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle just as to certain stereotypes as to those types of males lacking the difference as to such aspects as to certain employment portions in such references regarding females in charge as to Command aspects as what would be considered of importance as to such factors in a location such as the state of Texas as to such hypotheticals in the comparisons to the World Trade Center as to such aspects as to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle aspects?



Though with the amount of traveling as to the area as to such situations in the references thereof to the situations, which as to the ideology having been proven as to different aspects as to what is considered as acceptable as to the standards of a biological female as to the review thereof; what in such references despite the skin tone would be as to individuals who would ever require more and more proof despite the amount thereof as to such factors to a female’s work as well as situations thereof, as what ideology is against female rights as to earning as to such strength factors proven, as what ideology has the statements as to what employment choices as well as garb as to such factors in the reference to the larger overall aspects as to such situations as does such have to be of one skin tone aspect as to such ideology or is there the situations of which the ideology aspects prove such factors to the references thereof as to certain situations such as how would my ex-sisters-in-law as to my biological; sister as to such factors in reference to the ideology in regards of individuals I chose to spend my time with as to the acceptances of themselves in such comparisons as to the factors of what wishes as to the situations thereof as to the numerical portions as to the aspects thereof to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as which ideology has had the most amount of females who have antagonized problems needlessly as to such factors as to their opinions of themselves in such comparisons to those who earn such for themselves in comparison to being instructed to dance one way and stand in a specific location and follow directions as to such to why would it be of importance to think for oneself in those hypothetical situations in such references thereof to such situations as to what I already brought forward about my biological sister in such references?



In the reference aspects as to the Club Sapphire location as to the birthstone aspects to the name, what would the additional reference to the casino be as to the aspects of gambling as to such portions of gaming in the life aspects as to such Renaissance problems as to the ways thereof in such opinions?



As to the aspects of the airport as well as cellphone and electrical towers what would the similarities be as to the areas as to New York City for the references as to 1993 and 2001 as which areas have had far more in regards as to technological views in such references, and what would be of consideration in regards as to the names of the different rooms as well as the symbolism as to the Ruby Room door being left open as to the air to move forward as to such factors in reference to the area of the location of the door to the parking lot as to the name of the towing company for the area in conjunction as to the aspects of the golf course as well as why could that be considered of importance in the references thereof to the river in between as to the symbolic view?



What would be as to such situations referencing individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to such aspects as to having warned individuals as to how important it was for me to remain below the Mason Dixon Line for their knowledge as to their being informed of if such were to occur what situations could be problematic for them as to such knowledge thereof, as why would that be of importance as to such aspects in addition to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in the year of 2018?



Why would the year prior as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in the year of 2017 be of importance as well as to such factors to my trip in 2018, and why would the aspects of speaking the truth with me be of importance as to the #10Commandments 10 Commandments if such hypotheticals as to having read “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” be of the largest amount of importance as to such a location in Seattle Washington as to the opposite area of the United States of America as to the oceanic portions thereof as what could be considered important about my first visit to the Macmillan Mausoleum as how important could such aspects be as to other factors of which my Grandpa Gavett as well as books I have read as well as other situations be of importance as to such hypotheticals?



Why is it the Corona virus molecule looks as to the symbol of several red flags as to which individual would be capable to be attributed to the Corona aspect of the beer portion as would that have to do with the individuals as to when having traveled to Mexico as to the four or five individuals who knew better as to the situations despite my having protected them as to such a trip as to what connections as to the situations thereof as to the knowledge after the rave situation could be considered as a trigger of red flags as to the scanning of identification card aspects when returning to the United States of America as to my background clearance, as what additionally could CID take into consideration as to the aspects of such a red flag situation referencing such individuals who had been within the vehicle when we went across the border into Mexico for such references?



Why would the situations as to the Corona additionally be considered as to such a red flag as to the Joliff as well as Webker situations as what problems as to such factors could be taken into consideration, as to which connections as well because of which MOS aspects as well as the rave situation?



Why would the possibility of the representation of the Corona molecule module be considered as to red flags as to my hair strands as to when I had to have the sides of my head waxed as well as the neckline area waxed as to such similar viewpoints of such factors, as what could be considered as to such portions of each individual as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to such warnings about the aspects of my being above the Mason Dixon Line as to the references regarding technology as to the bump program references as to having been informed of the truth as to such situations as well as to the #GeekSquad #BestBuy Geek Squad and Best Buy proof as to the laptop situations as what could the alarms which went off as to such aspects as to the individual from India setting off the alarms as to such factors be considered as to the importance of which the problems as to such factors in reference to the Best Buy and Geek Squad situation in regards as to what other prior warnings had I given to such aspects?



In reference to what symbolism as to the GPS portions as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to my fighting to be in the Army as to the differences as to the map cartography aspects as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu to the safety and security of the United States of America could be considered as different to the current timeframes, as where would such factors be as to the references in other situations as to the aspects as to Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment be considered as to GPS locations of that technology in those decades compared to the now timeframe as to 2022 as to the mapquest viewpoints as how would such as to a designated decoy be as to such factors as to the reference points thereof?



What red flag symbolic viewpoint of the Corona could be taken into consideration as to the SCUBA Diving community in regards as to the facts as to when I was engaged to Shawn McCall as to such factors as to the year of 2010 as to the water situation as well as to the problems within the Gulf of Mexico as to such hypotheticals, as what problematic portions would be possible to take into consideration as to such situations as to the aspects thereof to the problems as to trying to steal valor as to trying to claim as to what was not ever theirs as to any such point in time as what would the hypothetical aspects of the Corona symbolic viewpoint be as to the colorations if put onto a different object as to such reference points as to what could such look as in the situations as to the Gulf of Mexico water areas?



What red flag situations as to the SCUBA Divers as to such hypotheticals whether male or female as to such situations as to such wishes in the references thereof as to the aspects of which lack of knowledge allowed to be given as to the mandatory clearance aspects as to my background as what red flags would such individuals set off as to when having drank a Corona as to such SCUBA Divers, in the situations to take into consideration as to what were such times as to those discussions as what problems could be found as to a Marine as to the Army as to assumptions in reference to who I was engaged to as to the failure to pay attention to details from the beginning as well as a semitruck situation as to such factors of hypothetical situations as to trying to prove something that was not capable to actually prove such assumptions as to when my then fiancé was in Basic Training?



What aspects would be capable to see symbolic portions of what the Corona module looks as to a technological viewpoint as well as a physical viewpoint as to the situations of which flower, as well as what aspect as to which hairstyle could such a viewpoint be as to the Liberty Science Center for the difference in coloration as what aspects as to the situations as to the 11 September 2001 attacks could be taken into consideration as to my hypothetical accuracy as to the technological components as to the footage as to such film aspects possibly found as to the Statue of Liberty in such references as to the timing portions?



What could the aspects as to my second book as to the adult fiction genre as to the PotL book series be of importance in reference to how I knew to ensure the safety of such factors as to the legalities thereof as to the genre aspects of which what problems would/could be considered as to the aspects of such illegal releases in the references as to the yahoo mail situation, as would the terminology be considered as contributing to the delinquency of a minor as to such portions thereof in addition to such other hypotheticals as to the aspects of the wrongful leak as to such situations as to each individual involved as to the aspects thereof in what is supposed to be the adult consenting lifestyle as what legalities to the technological portions would automatically be linked to such as to the clarification processes as to my having correctly put such into the correct genre though the individual(s) involved as to such illegal leaking as to the aspects of a car seat equivalent in such references as to the legality portions thereof as what else could be found in such technological references as to such connections?



In the references additionally as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the mandatory requirements to have gotten my permission as well as have had my instructions as to the actualities of the travel portions as to hence why the aspects of how it was informed of the mandatory requirements as to arranging such as to speaking with me as to such finalized details before ever leaving to go on the different trips of which since there was not such aspects that ever occurred as to the situations which there was not ever given the clearance for such individuals as what lower clearance ranking problems could be considered as to such hypotheticals as to the various trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project for such hypotheticals to take into consideration as what importance could such translate to as to such proverbial red flags as to such aspects to take into consideration?



What security breeches would there be as to the aspects thereof to individuals who should have simply flown in comparison to following in a vehicle as to the other requirements as to such hypotheticals as what in military lingo though radio commands could be taken into consideration as to Corona as to the O being the aspects of over as to such military lingo for each individual as to such a name beginning with whichever letter as to the C and/or the R and/or the N and/or the A as to such factors and the connection points as to the over portion in such references as to the military viewpoint as to what aspects could be additionally reviewed as to such hypotheticals as to the lettering as to the radio control command aspect and what technology recordings would be as to the proof in such references as to the aspects thereof?



In another symbolic review what could the Clearance On Review Over Nautical Authority have anything to do with a MAST situation in a difference reference, as why would that be of importance as to the realities as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System as to such factors of MAST as well as other situations as after civilian recreational SCUBA Divers have gone SCUBA Diving in underground missile silos against my commands as to such specifically having been asked of my military opinion as to such factors what could be considered of importance for those clearance reviews as to this point in time as to the portions as to the year of 2018 onto this year 2022 as how could such be of importance in the combined factors of wellbeing?



What importance as to honesty in reference to the situations as to the handwritten letters I mailed from the JBLM location as well as other USPS locations via the Priority Mail aspects as to the situations of concern, and in reference to having paid attention to detail is there a situation of which to reference regarding a female with chin length hair as a brunette who had gotten into a (I think a Corvette) vehicle with an individual who was from Britain who had if I recall correctly had worked for the IRS who had attended Club Sapphire as to the last time I remember seeing her was in 2016 or 2017 as what would bringing forward the truth be of importance as to the best of capabilities as well as other such factors in reference to watches and cell phone situations as to the back locker room areas as to the computer having had the locker combinations for individuals as to Club Sapphire be a problem in other references?



In reference to the female who I cannot remember her name though she was around 5 foot 2-4 inches tall, lighter brunette, chin length hair, lighter complexion, some freckles on her cheeks, lighter blue-ish colored eyes, around 120-135 pounds in weight, around a size B cup possibly a small C cup, thicker hips, black dress with patent leather black shoes the last time I remember seeing her for the reference to take into consideration as to a sensation after I was informed by Ruby of the female being sent with the around 6 foot 2-4 inches tall male, I had not heard the British accent though I was informed of, lighter brunette though more blond hair color, slim build with some athletic features, darker colored pants, lighter colored button down shirt, seemingly having an undershirt underneath the button down shirt with black shoes and black socks for the aspects of what I think was a Corvette style vehicle as to one reference of situations I noticed as to a security measure type of aspect. A different situation as to having been informed of two female’s wedding watches having been stolen though there was an engraving I was informed of as to the back of the watches, as to their wedding watches as well as having been informed as to several different individuals who had said their cell phones were stolen and/or purses missing as to such aspects in reference to Club Sapphire when I went outside as to security walks and/or spent time in the smoking section outside. Additionally I was informed of a body floating in the river area during a Wednesday evening event in the nearby area as to the club which I was informed of on Friday as to such aspects, which in my opinion seemed associated as to the casino being owed money as to such aspects as to the individual though the close proximity to Club Sapphire as well as the airport in such references.



While some individuals have made their comments as to their opinions in reference to my choice to be honest as to such factors as similar in reference to when I lived in the USAA Boulevard Apartment as to the aspects of the different hairstyle as well as the different hair color as to the lack of tattoos as well as having kept my identification card of my drivers license at my house as to the situations as to the year of 2004/2005, at minimum I made the attempt to call 9-1-1 for that female as to the black escalade with the white lettering/whitewall tires which had been in the front parking lot outside of the front office as to the apartment complex which I had informed my Reiki teacher as to a vision I had before I was informed about the female a bit around the timeframe as to two females who lived in the apartments beneath the first floor when I lived on the second floor. I have detailed the information as best as I could as to grabbing my sword for the reference thereof as to such aspects in listening to make attempts to help where I could, though the female had longer dark black hair with thick bangs and an Asian-ish physical featured eyes as to the aspects of a lighter skin tone despite the eyes as well as ripped clothing in the vision at the time; though others had not believed me as to such aspects, despite my attempts to get the information to the correct locations.



While whatever thoughts as to my first two books in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to certain areas and groups thereof, the reality as to such factors of seeing something and making attempts to say something as to knowing as to the situations as to a caring parent in such regards as to what I was concerned about in different references which some had not paid attention to such warnings. In reference as to the SCUBA Diver named Joe in reference to the Army Ranger aspects as to the situations associated with International SCUBA at the time as to the around 5 foot 8-10 inches tall, slender-ish athletic-ish build of a frame, extremely lighter skin tone complexion, longer hair length as to the shoulders though straggly type of hair as to the ends; that would be the Corona reference as to the weird bubbles at the bottom of the Corona bottle glass in other such factors as to the time at Rick’s house when I was engaged to Shawn McCall in the year of 2010 which I defended myself as to such aspects. Though I had shown the aspects thereof to Rick because of the lack of sensation as to having sensed his allergic reaction to vagina though the aspects of which to the portions of the outfit in reference to corset aspects, the situations as to Rick had nothing to do with the situations to the other males in Rick’s house as I was speaking with Rick alone as to such factors in comparisons as to the similarities as to if heard in reference to my trips in regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project aspects. Thus in such references as to how some might assume simply because of being in an area in comparison as to actually having a discussion with the individual(s) as to such aspects as to assumptions, the reality of such factors as to how certain types of individuals have to simply accept the fact of sometimes someone is just not into you to that level thereof as I accepted long ago as to such factors as to the realities as to attraction as times change as well as situations change as to such aspects of a viewpoint.



For example as to having informed as to the individual as to how I wound up in Washington state with my son after the situations as to the occurrences with my daughter as to the Fort Worth Zoo as to McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District, the aspects of being involved with a couple as to such points in time as to the timeframe thereof only as to the situations in the comparisons as to when not in a situation thereof to relationship aspects as to the reality of the differences in such regards. In the references thereof to then compared to the now as to knowing myself as to such factors of my preferences as to myself as to the situations thereof as to the aspects thereof which in turn as to such factors as to the reasons of why actual discussions of a back and forth aspect are far more important as to the problems as to assumptions in other such references as to the one way communication is not communication in such definition, as communication is a two way street as to the words as to such responses and references thereof to the facts of discussions and why certain aspects as to what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle as to such possibilities as to genuine discussions in truth as to the requirements thereof as to most individuals as I cannot be the only one as to such factors as to the aspects of the proverbial situations as to bugging and area would only leave such problems as to the comparisons as to the realities as to in my particular situation as to the lack of capabilities of others in such references as to the actualities as to the knowledge as to the actual thoughts in the comparisons as to talking aspects as to the realities thereof as I would guesstimate and thus in such references if there is not the clarifications made as to the choice of others as to such references then the aspects as to such a failure to communicate in the correct ways.



That is something the millennial generation has in my guesstimation, has been learning the most difficult ways as to such aspects as to not assuming though actually getting to know as to the ways in person face to face in person as to the comparisons as to the online portions of such reference aspects as online is only such levels thereof as to the realities of such situations to be capable to connect all aspects together as to such merges as to the realities for the fuller pictures as to such regards. Thus in turn as to the reality of assumptions in the comparisons to the fuller picture as to the realities in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to how much I wrote as to Grandpa Nichols as to the then portions compared to the updating aspects as to my website, though the additional factors in reference to the already acknowledged dress blues stolen valor problems in conjunction as to the garage situation as to such factors additionally as to the year of 2006 before the JC Penny pictures in the year of 2007 before the timeframe with the Chief Warrant Officer 3 in the year of 2008 as what situations as to the length of time between 2006 through 2008 could be taken in consideration as to a review from the years of 2018 through 2020 for such references as to the amount of time for certain individuals who have needed to pay attention as to the actualities as to the timestamp portions compared to when getting the information thereof as to what updates would be considered as of importance to such references as why would that be necessary in different ways?



Thus as to the aspects as to the possibilities of which individuals may have noticed situations as to my books referencing the fact books as to such comparisons as to the genres, what could be considered of importance to having asked me in truth in comparison to such situations as to the hypotheticals as for the example as to the ENRON situation what aspects as to individuals such as a male I met at Club Sapphire named Ron who claimed he knew a male who he thought was a good guy in comparison to how many females have dealt with situations as to the aspects of what I dealt with? What could be taken into consideration to each and every infantry and/or calvary and/or combat arms and/or MP as to such aspects of the fact I had a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the coma portions from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to then in less than a 9 month timeframe of being Justice of the Peace aspects to what portions as to delivering my son #Letters4James 1.5 years from such as well as my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to 2.5 years from waking up from my coma, as what problems would be capable to be seen as to just a one sided view as to such a reality as to the terminology in the military and the civilian sector of attention to details?



How many individuals in the infantry, calvary, combat arms, and MPs have learned certain aspects as to the realities of head injuries also known as TBIs as to such factors, and what could be taken into consideration if you yourself have dealt with such as to the aspects thereof; which in turn as to the year of 2018 as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip, what would be capable to see as to such choices as to the field aspects as to such situations depending upon the viewpoint thereof to such factors as did you know as to the technological aspects as to such levels of record keeping and did you know as to the bump program aspects to take into consideration back before the year of 2018 or even some point in time through to this year of 2022 as what could be taken into consideration as to each individual thereof to such factors as to the hypotheticals thereof?



In the references as to such factors as to my SCUBA Diving as to which branch/division aspects thereof as well as my creation of the Underwater Travel System, the realities of such despite the aspects of my enlistment back in 2000 is not designated to the Army branch as it is not the area of which the Army goes. In reference to the Air Force aspects as to only certain possibilities, though not the Marines as to such factors either as to the Navy in such references because of the initial portions as to the military intentions as to the guarding of the land aspects as to which branch would that be as to the creation thereof to the military factors would lead to only one choice which would be for the #USCG US Coast Guard as to such an aspect which I can sarcastically joke as to the references of where I grew up going to the beach in the state of New Jersey as wherever could there be a coast to guard in such references thereof to the state of New Jersey?



However which SCUBA Divers in the civilian recreational sector could have introduced me to someone in the official capacities as to such factors back in the year of 2009, and why would such a review as to SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement be of importance as to this point in time as to what aspects as to additionally as to such possible connections as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips could such be to take into consideration as to the aspects thereof to the year of 2018 as what importance as to such lengths of times as to the amount of situations which were as to the knowledge of my being in the Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America status be as why would such problems as to my ex-in-laws and my biological mother/father/sister be in such references thereof as to such problematic proportions in such hypotheticals?



In the reference as to the 1993 and the 2001 aspects as to the World Trade Center, what is the irony as to JBSA as to the aspects of Military City USA as to the Warrior Transition Unit of importance to take into consideration as to my work in reference to my first two books and what aspects could be taken into consideration as to the proof of such aspects during my Basic Training in the year of 2000 as well as other such hypothetical connected problems thereof to such situations?



While the aspects as to their choice to move from Illinois in the year of 2003 though what ironies as to 1993 as to the move in the year of 1998 to the area, what could individuals within the state of Illinois bring forward as to such factors as to the years of 1998 through 2003 as to the aspects as to my biological mother/father/sister in such references as to their choices as to when I was not in the area thereof that individuals within the state of Texas could see as to similarities as to the timeframe from 2013 through 2019 as to such compared to the aspects of when I was there as to Texas in the years when they were there as to such hypothetical situations of 2003 through 2013 as well as 2019 through 2021 of which what aspects could be seen as to Illinois as well as to the north east aspects as to such areas as to the 1980s into the 1990s to the move in reference of the year of 1998 as what aspects could the northeast take into consideration such as Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in such references as to the remaining congregants as to the aspects of the years of 2001 through onward as what was noticed in the years of the 1980s and the 1990s as to my biological mother/father/sister in such references as to the comparisons as to what I dealt with which individuals could think about as to what the reality had actually always been as to such points in time as to what levels of proof despite such physical and paper viewpoints thereof comparatively?



Is it considered illegal to move from one state to another state to be capable to spend less money on car insurance for an individual by the only choice thereof for such a review possibility, just as it considered illegal for individuals to move from one state to another to be capable to get in state college costs for the review aspects?



Would individuals who once knew me in person face to face in person be capable to see how my biological mother/father had no intentions as to knowing as to my aspects as to my background to go towards the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the aspects in reference to college, in comparison as to their claims as to thinking it was only a phase as what would Marine Science and Technology School have in such references as well as my college scholarship as to the aspects of Governor Christine Todd Whitman be of consideration in such comparisons as to my ocean poster project as what is the difference as to how my biological sister and I were raised completely differently as to not a sibling rivalry as some have wished to be capable to say in truth?



In turn as to such factors regarding WTC as to such factors as to the construction comparisons as to the state of Texas in such portions of 1993 to 2001 as to New York City compared to the aspects of the construction portions to the state of Texas as to the year from 2000 onward, what similarities have been capable to be noticed in such references thereof as to the aspects of materials and length of time for such aspects in the comparisons?



What is important about quality within the quantity, out of curiosity?



What would be of importance as to my cousin Jade as to such factors in the comparisons to both SCUBA Diving and other such levels of areas of situations, as what portions of which to the Club Sapphire aspects as to ClubFEM?



When in the reference as to certain individuals whether as to prior relationship aspects in reference additionally to individuals as to what associations once were as to such factors, what situations can be taken into consideration as to the length of time as to such situations as to moving to progress onward in comparisons as to individuals involving themselves as to the attention seeking aspects in comparisons thereof to the ways per individuals’ patterns of behaviour?



Thus in reference to the aspects as to the ClubFEM aspects as to nothing different as to the prior relationship situations as to when a situation has been made clear to me as to the other side’s viewpoints as to such aspects thereof, why would I fight for something that was as to such a viewpoint of which I was mistreated as to such levels thereof depending upon the situations in comparisons as to the aspects of such abandonment issues of others hypothetically as who was actually truthfully in such a situation in comparison as to such aspects of the combined factors as what were the actual reasons in comparisons thereof as who actually caused which needless drama as to such attention seeking in comparison to just getting situations taken care of as to the necessities as to the timeframes?



Thus in such regards as to the hypotheticals thereof as to individuals who must have thought so highly of themselves as to whatever participation trophies as to such lengths of time in such comparisons as to what I personally dealt with, what would be as to the situations I dealt with when I was in fifth grade in comparison as to how others’ feelings as to such factors as what would be of consideration as to the combined aspects?



While some individuals might think as however they might think as to such situations, what would be considered as to the easily recognizable psychological viewpoints as to such labels as to that aspect as what would the definition be as to the aspects thereof as why would such be of importance to take in consideration as to such aspects as what would the factors as to such hypotheticals as to ClubFEM as to the year of 2012 as to the possibilities as to the aspects of the Miss Sapphire as to such aspects thereof in such comparisons as to the proverbial riding of coattails which I officially had refused such portions as to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle aspects because why would that be of importance to take into consideration of consent as what would such aspects of what I have dealt with be more as to safety in comparison as to such possibilities as to some situation as to the aspects thereof to the adult consenting lifestyle as what part of the Miss Crystal Lake Beauty Pageant as well as the cheerleading aspects that I did not want or need to be a part of as to my opinion as to the similarities as to the aspects of what is supposed to be the adult consenting lifestyle portions thereof to the aspects as has there been enough proof yet as to how my biological mother/father/sister have wished for other portions in comparison to what my preferences are and have been for such lengths of time yet?



To me what would be more fun and exciting as to my personality going SCUBA Diving and mapping out aspects to then create various employment while saving life in both the areas of the water as well as the land as to also protecting, or parading around in some pageantry situation as to such factors?




What would be more fun for me as to such aspects of either the situations as to being told what to do and what to say or actually living life, in such comparisons as to the backgrounds?



What would be more interesting for me as to such factors of the difference between college aspects, or going and handling situations as to the aspects such as to the protection portions in reference to situations like Irving in the year of 2011?



What would be more appropriate as to my personality the aspects of dressing up or going and getting ready to handle situations, and then relax?



What would be more accurate as to who I am the situations of drama and such sorts thereof, or getting work taken care of a moving forward as to such situations?



In reference to if needing a clue what television/movie/streaming could be reviewed in such comparisons as to each individual as to such factors, and what comparisons could be noticed as to such truthful portions thereof to personality traits?



However in reference to ClubFEM as to the last time I had spoken knowingly with Lady Robin as to about ClubFEM was in a phone call either just before or just after the situation as to the male in the black suit with the shite button down shirt and the black tie, with the face covering as to the gauze. There was a situation which I was at a Home Depot in San Antonio around the timeframe as to what I dealt with as to the interrogation at my biological mother/father’s house as to my first and middle and Maiden with my legal last name as to getting over to their house, which is ironic in a different capacity as to shortly thereafter as to what occurred to that particular car as to the Mitsubishi Spider Eclipse situation on 410 as to shortly after spending time at Joseph and Megan Estes’ house as to having to slide as safely backward as to the clutch problem in the vehicle before speaking with the Mercedes Benz dealership and then the dealership in reference to getting the car taken care of as to switching into the Honda Civic.



In the reference as to the disagreement with Lady Robin about how she claimed I had started problems in the Fort Worth area as to something that was claimed in the situation, I was informed she did not want me to attend ClubFEM events any longer which at the timeframe of what I was dealing with as to the aspects of it being okay because of the aspects of 2012 as to the situations as to what I was taking care of for my daughter as well as my son and then the aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the aspects of the SCUBA Diving situations in conjunction as to not having been capable to discuss the Irving 2011 situation as to the realities I was dealing with at those times of how few believed me in comparison to the reality of having been telling the truth the entire time. In the reference as to the year of 2011 before Irving by a few months when I was still living in the Austin Texas area as to the situations, I had contacted an individual not realizing it was in New York City at the time as to a mentoring situation which when I had discussed such at the upcoming ClubFEM event at the timeframe in that year as to how excited the ClubFEM females were as to how they thought it meant they were going to ride my coattails as per their words. I had stopped them from saying such as to knowing the realities as to certain aspects as to the ways which New York City very much differs though is similar as to New Jersey, which in turn as to warning them as to the facts of which I could not take them with me when I went if I ever went.



The individuals as to the event complained to me claiming they thought I was being selfish as to them being capable to use my name if they wanted which I warned them not to, as to the situations which they did not understand how New York City was/is as to such aspects when it comes to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle. I warned them as to the aspects of giving proverbial aspects as to Dallas being similar to New York City and Fort Worth being similar to New Jersey as to the aspects, which Renee had been insulted by claiming she knew better as to how situations were as to how she thought Fort Worth was nothing like New Jersey as she thought that was downplaying the areas. I explained the differences in reference to the taxes, the land sizes, the property value as to the square footage, though the capabilities to be closer within the proximity of different aspects while the scenic drive portions; however the aspects which were perceived were as such to the problems, which I made attempt to explain the downtown areas of Dallas being the reference point as to the aspects of New York City overall as to the driving situations as well as the ways of the buildings. In such references as to how the disagreement went as to such factors, each of the ClubFEM females said they were going to make it in New York City which when I informed them I had already sent a message apologizing because of my misunderstanding as to the aspects and warned them not to do so as to the facts of how situations actually are in such comparisons.



Due to the fact I was having many difficulties in reference to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction to the after effects from my SCUBA Diving situations as to the lack of assistances as to such aspects in reference to my SCUBA Diving, I had to limit my own words as to such factors because of the levels of pain I was dealing with as well as what I was noticing in reference to what Geek Squad would notice as to such factors as to the Best Buy accidental warrant plan coverage. When the situations in the aspects of SCUBA Diving were as to only being capable to focus to get my SCUBA Diving gear to the JBSA location though because of the combined factors as to the situations at the time, the disagreement as to the situations in reference to my opinion from what I could recall as to the ENRON aspects were incapable for me to put into words because of the multiple levels as to how many aspects were involved. Which in references to the earlier portions of this journal blog entry, as to such factors of what aspects I have explained as through updates to my website since the year of 2019 though in addition to the smaller references as to prior time writings as well as such a discussion of disagreement as to the aspects of New York City to New Jersey situations.



The aspects as to how the females of ClubFEM thought I was being selfish as they claimed that they knew I was trying to sabotage them on purpose in comparison to warning because of knowing about the realities of the Hudson River situations, they thought I was joking about the aspects of the Hudson River which they were informed that if they thought it truly was a joke that there is truth behind every joke. They did not want to listen to my warnings which I informed them they were not to ever use my name as to the Lady Dori Belle aspects because of the messages on fetlife as to the situation in regards of the dungeon, because I was not willing to disrespect the area of nor the lifestyle factors of because as to knowing far more than some ever thought I had simply because I could not remember which exit to drive off of the New Jersey Turnpike because I had not driven in New Jersey ever as to the point in time as to having been moved from the area before I could get my driver’s license and without the need to drive as to the individuals in different areas in Texas as to such factors of their disbelief as to my being born and raised in New Jersey similarly to the individual from Basic Training at Fort Sill #OK #OKstate #Oklahoma #Oklahomastate Oklahoma as to because of my driver’s license in comparison to the reality. I told the females I would not be held responsible for their choices if they were to refuse my warnings as they would not be capable to get away with what they thought they could get away with because people in the lifestyle in New York City, were completely different to individuals from the state of Texas as to the overall aspects.



When the timeframe as to later living in the Irving area after that situation as well as the aspects of which the FVD portions as to the situations referencing who I had been reengaged to at the timeframe of since after the aspects of, Patrick Kennedy tried similarly to Phillip Omstead as to wanting me to go professional as to the aspects of ClubFEM as to what I was not comfortable with as to what the implications were as well as the aspects of where my focus actually needed to be as to such a timeframe of it having been brought up. While Phillip Omstead thought it would be fun, I informed him there was not what I personally needed as to the aspects thereof to such aspects as he wished he and I could be a power couple in comparison to the Renee and Jason situations to the aspects of what realities were as to what I was dealing with as it was unnecessary for what I actually preferred as to my life as well as what I personally needed to take care of instead as to such comparisons.



The stories as to how those two supposedly got involved with the lifestyle as to their bedroom antics as to the age differences as to both of them being younger than I as to such factors of their choices as to getting involved with the professional aspects in the comparisons as to how I had gotten involved in the year of 2004/2005 though also compared to the aspects of which I had not brought forward until more recently, as to the aspects of being born and raised in New Jersey and having been to the New York City/Pittsburg/Philadelphia areas before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the realities of such aspects as to my biological father having been a jeweler as to the aspects of having been certified by the School of Bulova which in turn meant the aspects of certain connected portions which few had put together as to the jewelry aspects as to the lifestyle portions as to the professional aspects as well as the relationship aspects in such references I guesstimate as to the now in the year of 2022 compared to then back in the years of 2009 through 2012. In such references as to ClubFEM as to the ways of such situations as to my warnings as to not using my name or any such aspects thereof because of knowing how situations were as to the ways which New York City views situations and what they have already been through as to such factors for those who remember the ENRON timeframe as well as survived the aspects as to 1993 and the 2001 aspects, personally I could not bring such upon the area as to knowing such situations as to the aspects of what was going on in Texas as to such additional portions. Yet, it seems possibly as to the factors of which I would guesstimate as to such ignoring as to such warnings as to the review process now.



In the regards as to what many were informed of in person face to face in person as well as in reference as to the aspects of which the technology aspects, the situations of what would have been easier for me in such comparisons as to what I dealt with were as such were as to the timeframe. While the aspects of which in regards of 2012 as to the situations of not being a part of ClubFEM any longer because of how the aspects of only professionals as to such factors of the dominatrix aspects as I was informed of, the individuals within the San Antonio lifestyle community tried certain aspects as to the situations in reference to both Matt and Ana as well as the situations as to Brandon and Bound4Desire as well as the situations as to some situations in reference to Temple of Flesh individuals as to trying to get me to pay more attention to ClubFEM in such comparisons as to the discussions in certain references as to when in person face to face in person about such aspects which included Alicia the Mustang’s daughter and Erica/Discordia.



In such regards as to not being interested in stirring up such aspects as to simply doing the best I could to take care of what was important to me as my son, my daughter, and I as a family while doing the best I could during such situations as to the combinations thereof to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the aspects after my SCUBA Diving in conjunction then as to such in reference to Irving in the year of 2011; the situations of such needless drama were the last situations that I could consider as necessary as to my involvement, as to the reality of what I was dealing with and what assistances I needed for my daughter as to the assistances I needed for my son and what assistances I needed for myself as to such aspects though being incapable to bring such forward because of the situations. I was incapable to discuss the details as to in the water aspects after a certain point in time as to certain regulation aspects as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such beginning activation portions, I was incapable to bring forward the situations as to the Irving aspects because at the timeframe of 2011 into 2012 as to my lack of belief anyone would or could believe me at those times because of what I had informed people about as to how my biological mother/father/sister were lying to as many individuals as they were about me in which I knew at some point they would have to face the worst consequences of their choices and actions thereof to what choices were made in such references.



In reference to the aspects as to Irving as well as prior situations, I knew only after a point of when I could actually begin to go into the details of my SCUBA Diving would there be the capability to discuss and/or write about in the references thereof to the aspects of the situation referencing Irving in 2011 though because of other situations as to having to bring other factors forward as to the situations with my Grandpa Gavett in more details as well as other aspects of my childhood and my teenager years. Since I had already discussed before putting into writing the aspects as to my vision quest in my San Antonio backyard aspects as to knowing the similarities in certain references, the situations of which if the time ever came to when I would need to actually discuss such factors as to the situations thereof as to despite my fear as to having to actually discuss such aspects in larger details because of knowing what I had already dealt with by the timeframe as to the year of my vision quest in 2004. The aspects as to the situations later as time went onward as to such factors which few were capable to look past my physical as to the year of 2005 as to such factors in reference to my hairstyle and my tattoos in such regards, the situations as to how the circumstances were as to such factors.



Though I am uncertain as to the situations in reference to ENRON if there are aspects as to the similarities as to the timeframe as to situations similar to in New York City and/or New York state and/or around the east coast region as to such aspects similar to what I dealt with as to such times as well as to the timeframes as to San Antonio 2004 as well as Irving 2011, what I do know is to the aspects of such portions as to how the administrations of the aspects brought forward as to the US Space Force during #POTUS45 POTUS45 with #VPOTUS47 VPOTUS47 as to such a sign as to being more capable to begin to describe certain aspects as to such factors in the references thereof. The situations in reference to my transfer after the timeframe of 2019 through 2021 to the east coast closer to my home state area as to the capability to balance myself as to such factors as to the top area as to the energetic portions of the Bermuda Triangle area, as to the situations of what furthered updates I have had to deal with as to the clarifications as to such references as to knowing if I had went to different areas to such a transfer as to the aspects which the updates in reference more specifically as to 11 September 2001 of such portions would not have been capable because of how the situations as to the energetic aspects being far too close to the areas as to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S Vandenberg and the focus aspect would have been diverted in the comparison as to taking care of such details as to the responsibility factors of such situations because of the 20 year memorial in addition to such factors as to the work which needed to be done in my opinion. If such has clarified in larger ways as to such factors as to the areas thereof, then I will guess to making the correct choice in such references because of the situations as to such factors as to the capabilities to bringing such forward.



Thus as to the reference to the male in the black suit as to the discussion as to ClubFEM as to an individual he had been interested in as to the African American aspects in that timeframe as to what I brought forward about in reference to the aspects as to Club Sapphire in such hypotheticals as to my cousin Jade in such regards, the ways of the factors as to her having been born and raised in the Harlem New York City area as to the comparisons as to my being born and raised in New Jersey and while I learned more recently to such points in time ironically as to the factors as to the situations in reference to around the year of 2016 or 2017 as to a CNN program about the gentrification aspects to the New York City areas as to the factors in reference to what Harlem must look as in comparison to what is looked as when my cousin Jade with our Grandmawmaw and our Grandpawpaw had lived there in the 1980s and the 1990s.



I can remember not being capable to go to New York City after around the year of 1994 to see my cousin and my Grandpawpaw and my Grandmawmaw, as around the year early on in 1996 of being informed of the fact of my Bok Gung’s death though in an earlier year. I was informed he was hospitalized after an accident in the Manhattan area which I asked later around the year of 2005 about hemlock in another reference to my Bok Gung, as to the treasures he had showed me in the floor area as to what he said was supposed to be mine such as a jade flute as well as a few other pieces. Admittedly I was more interested in reference to the scrolls as to the aspects of what information such contained as to the aspects of other references, though I suppose I can make a sarcastic reference to possibly not needing such aspects as to having found a few aspects as to my SCUBA Diving as to such references as to a few locations. That is, what that is in such references as to the realities as to other such factors.



In turn as to the situations in reference to the 11 September 2001 attacks as to the amount of actual destruction compared to what was initially reported on the news as to having seen such when driving through the New York state as well as New Jersey areas, the aspects as to the combined factors as to the ENRON portions as to the insurance aspects in the regards as to other factors in reference to what I had noticed as to such when going through in the years briefly in 2020 as well as 2021. I am guesstimating as to the aspects of what capabilities as to the memory factors as to such situations in reference to what memory deficits and cognitive disorders as to such lengths of time as to the aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though as to the after effects as to my SCUBA Diving and such situations to the possibilities in reference to Irving 2011 in conjunction now as to the situations in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips though especially as to the year of 2018 as to such factors; I suppose the timeframes as to the state of Texas in the years of 2019 through 2021, may have been possibly assistive in a few ways as to such clarifications aside from the CID portions as to the clarifications as to certain factors.



Despite as to the oddities as to the technology factors I had informed individuals about as to Prudential as well as Marine Science and Technology School invitation portions as well as after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as other such coincidences as to oddities after my SCUBA Diving as well as Irving 2011, though such as to most situations were discussed as to the aspects of such oddities as to the year of 2012 as to the situations referencing the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle portions before the Cowboys Dancehall situation as to the Stoney LaRue concert in such references in March 2013 as to the aspects in regards as to the combined factors. While the problems as to ClubFEM reminded me as to situations in reference to individuals as to New York City area aspects in certain references, the situations of most oddity were after when Alicia had moved her belongings out of the apartment as to the situations in reference to an update on my laptop my biological mother had done as to such problems needlessly as to the GeekSquad aspects as to her need and requirement to stay out of such as well as other such factors as to my opinion in such references; though the aspects of which in regards as to a fetlife message from Renee asking me about a website and while in the process of responding to the message from her, as to then receiving a thank you message before the capability to fully write the response as to not having seen or spoken with her for months or over a year by that point in time in either the end of 2012 or the beginning of 2013. While such factors as to what combined situations were making smaller and smaller amounts of sense though the aspects as to the situations as to later in reference to the Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013, the aspects I was dealing with became worse and worse as to those times as to then in reference as to being in Arizona as to a point of solace briefly when going to a Presbyterian Church and speaking with who said he was the Pastor of the First Presbyterian Church in Scottsdale Arizona.



He had informed me of a nun he knew of who had been disbelieved by many savages in a village area about the word of Christ which when she was rescued by the military as to having been informed of situations regarding the nun, the military nursed her back to health and healed the aspects of what occurred during the burning processes. When the Pastor continued as to such a discussion in reference to the nun as to such aspects, he then said after the military healed her she decided to return to the area to be capable to convert each and every individual as to becoming a believer in Jesus Christ as to such aspects. At this point in such references as to which I wonder if such proverbial aspects could be in reference to the aspects as to in regards of my SCUBA Diving and/or in reference to the aspects in regards of Texas and/or in reference to the situations as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to CID as to the rave situation and/or the aspects of my Basic Training and/or my ex-in-laws and/or my biological mother/father/sister and/or other such situations which as to that point in time in Arizona as to the aspects in regards as to the year of 2013 and not having discussed nor wrote about the situations as to Irving 2011 as to wondering which aspect the possibilities could have been as to the discussions with that Pastor now in the year of 2022.



I suppose such could be considered as an irony in reference to the church I grew up attending, as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to how many were personally impacted as to the ENRON aspects as well as the 1993 attack as I would guesstimate as to the additional aspects as to 11 September 2001 as to such factors as to such a point in time as to after second grade though to the timeframe as to the basement aspects in reference to the church on the hill.





I suppose as to the ironies as to such aspects as to the update portions, in such references since after the start as to 2019 for furthered details.




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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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