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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Paroxysm Nelumbo is a Female Biologically ONLY: Happy 4th of July in the Year of 2023

Nelumbo's character is and has only been created for ME personally per for myself only for such factors per my clarifications from the beginning, and thus per such factors I already clarified per such facts; I personally do not appreciate if anyone at all ever misinterpreted and ever thought a biological gender issue from whatever college garbage factors instead exactly how I wrote such is and was and is only per such factors per my exacts. Thus it was not ever a novelty before and has not ever been intended to be a novelty ever because there is a difference between a novelty and a novel book and that should not take a head injury to figure out.



I do appreciate a lot more than I write about in my journal blog per such factors, though the reality is that my personal choices of how thanks and gratitude are per platonic factors per such reality of the difference per such exacts per the factors of a relationship per such specifics per the depth levels sought per such facts in my personal opinion for myself personally though if others have interest and are respectful per such per the factors of my journal blog though my privacy ios of actual importance to me personally and since I personally did not have involvement with coding and since my biological mother did whatever work per such factors that I am not aware of officially per beyond just what I was told; then per such facts that I have clarifed, my actual real comforts per such attempts in he factors of have been completely above the board per such factors per such reality and if others would be and would have been and would be more of what I thought of before the year of 2019 it would have been best.



However if I am accurate per such timeframes of 2019 through 2022 per such, real life per my real life experiences per the differences of what I clarified per such factors regarding the differences of the book serieses on purpose because of the requirements of clarifications clearly with manners and respect and since I personally did not do anything else to officially or unofficxially though still is officially per the reality of doing something one officially exactly does so and thus the intentions matter in my opinion.



Thus per such facts per such per my authoring my book serieses, there are only the exact metaphors per such exact proverbials pr exact figureatives per exact references per the spcific exacts and thus such clear clarifications being the one and only author; I would have much rather preferred a far better for me personally approach than whatever if situations of if I was/am accurate per such factors of the reality of situations going on before I artrive((d) to a location does not translate to anything other than exactly that other situations going on before I arrive are other situations going on before I artrive. Thus per such factors of what I would not know specifically officially, then per such factors others need to keep in mind for themselves per such factors especially with the knowledge of the fct of the damages from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 though this is the year of 2023 the residual nonmedical factors per such aspects of the common sense per such not the same per such needs drama of medical retirement per the differences per such factors per the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist portions and not in reference per the veteran and civilian sectors per the common sense if there were such and more seriousness instead of such amounts of games online per such if factors proven per having the need to update the factors per the resetting of anyone and everyone who might have misinterpreted and/or misunderstood the exacts per me being a Pansexual Intellectually only per such factors.



Thus the needless drama that I did not need, want, prefer, ask for, desire, or anything else per such if factors of pop culture differences officially and preferably for me personally per such differences of my work for me personally is not pop culture when it is my creations and/or my life and/or my visions and/or my works per such facts that me putting such together per such myself putting such together myself and those who have assisted where they could I have appreciated per such factors though the reality of considerations per respect. Thus if per such exacts in the year of 2019 specifically were better than per such if factors after 2018 year, then per such if factors of if factors. Thus I do not play games with my life and I do not appreciate those who might have done so at any point in time, for such clear clarifications.



I have and do appreciate more than I may write about, though I also need a break to relax when I personally choose for myself and when my needs are for me personally per such for me personally and there has only been what I have needed to take care of per completely on my own per such clear facts; then per such reality of my attempts per such factorrs and even if my biological children were to get involved with certain factors, I already made my stance clear and I will not back down per the facts that my religion that I clarified when at Fort Sam Houston per my Judeo-Christian upbringing and also per the reality of the antireligious background of my children's biological father per such facts; I did not ever need nor want nor desire nor prefer nor ideal nor ask for any factors like a jihad per such factors ever at any point in time per such clear facts per my attempts and thus others' misinterpretations when knowing the facts of the blood factors back then per such facts that the physical damages per such from the year of 2000 in Basic Training per such situations of hypotheticals.



Thus I have distinguished such factors and appreciate if there have been those who could do so and actually inform me honestly with respect and manners per such factors of if situations per Etiquette per such if situations hypothetically per my modeling and the problems at those times per such hypotheticals; then remember always the most importantly how my exacts were at the exacts per such exacts of the exacts and then remember always per such factors regarding the factors of how my personality is in person face to face in person and per such in person face to face in person per the online writings personality per such per the factors of the years from 2000 through 2016 were per such facts per such exacts and thus the updates per my logistical review after the point in time of Clear springs per the year of 2019 per the purple bottle situations per the factors of the choices per the rest of the year of 2019 and thus per to this point in time of 2023 per such amounts of situations that the factors of reaching out requires per responses per such that are actual responses for such knowledge that I suffer through the headaches per suffering through the migraines per suffering through the subarachnoid hemorrhage timeframe of 2000 through 2008 per the timeframes after per such suffering per the headaches and suffering per the migraines and all per such per physical pain per such only the entire time since waking uip from my coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI. My memory deficits and my cognitive disorders I did not think took a head injury to figure out that would be an intellectual factor and/or emotional factors, or possibly that does take a head injury to point out the difference of the physical and the difference of the intellectual and the difference of the emotional I suppose to some individuals possibly.



I am polyamorous per such factors of general care and genuinely per such, and the facts are per such facts per my attempts though it takes others per such factors where I can actually understand instead of others expecting me to know everything instead of them remembering such factors per such facts in real truth per such. Thus my attitude per such if factors in the conjunction of February 2022 and August 2022 after 2019 and the year of 2020 in Austin Texas then and then the year of the 20 year memorial of the 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11/2001 per such factors of what support per such factors per for me personally and only me personally for me personally per my attempts in real life and in the online factors of the screen online factors and the phone factors per such calls per such attempts that I personally have made and thus others have to want to work with me and other have to need to work with me and others have to desire to work with me and others have to prefer to work with me and others have to have the ideals to work with me and all such needs to be per my actual considerations per such factors officially and unofficially per such being officially realistically per such facts that life can only be life now in the reality of the future is now and the future is the future per such futurism reality per such factors of Judeo-Christian background per such factors and other need to accept and appreciate the facts that I have been capable to do so while per the best attempts per such factors of mine honestly and without pretenses and without hiding.



If you read through a machine such as a computer and/or see through a machine such as a cellular phone and/or laptop and/or tablet and/or blue(tooth) per such factors, then such machines made and machines read are not going to sense the physical pains I personally sense per such reality of mine and thus emotional connections are sometimes pains and sometimes happier sensations though per such facts of distinguishing factors in time per such reality. Thus retain and sustain and remember such factors when reading my website per the difference of myself per a human being homo-sapien-sapien(-sapien) per others also per factors thereof the reality and the importance of me and the importance of my work(s) though the reality of my comprehension of best for me personally outside of my website in real life per myself comprehending for myself my best choices for myself and thus on my website and through my website the reality of my lack of a need per the M/m factors per the reality I am always My per such facts and thus since I am a biological Mom who gestated life I am the one and only who comprehends such factors regarding my 2 children's gestations of their lives within my uterus per such facts per their labor pains and delivery factors per such situations that need to be better for me personally now.



Since headache pain physically requires certain physical specifics for comforts for me personally before ever the consideration of the factors of my memory deficits and cognitive disorders, thus per such factors regarding the reality that I did not play any games and do not play games knowingly and that is important officially in my opinion. While I know some games can assist, there is a reality of factors of considerations instead of constantly pushing when the knowledge to begin with is required to understand before progressing.



Thus since some situations may have been a bit messy for others to figure out, I am taking care of per the best I can while dealing with my personal real life backgrounds per my real life experiences and those experiences that I personally do not have might be experiences that I personally do not need and/or want and/or desire because I will ask the individual(s) myself instead of ever arranging through a third party to a if factor regarding such unless I directly do so per such similar to Match.com way back in the year of 2009 for one small amount of time that I made an attempt then.



I do not need to post my sachedule and no one is entitled to me nor my schedule, especially when they have not ever checked in with me personally honestlyu per such if factors of any assistance and/or volunteers for me personally or staff per such requirements to do so if you are being honest and truthful in such references regarding thereof per my journal blog updates within the years of 2019 through 2020 into 2021 for such factors back then to the difference of now this day of the 9th in the month of July in the year of 2023.



Nonetheless I have made attempts though it requires others to respond correctly appropriately per such, though if only not having dating others without a group of others; I am unware of those types of dates beyond some of the factors of more recent times, and thus I am taking the time for muyself and not any factor of my Medal of Honor Art Project since I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if I had actually went on the SCUBA Dives per my SCUBA dive factors of the other SCUBA Dive request other than the Alaska Aurora Borealis SCUBA Dive during the Gibbous Moon of the Bethlehem Stat; I did not think that took a head injury to figure out, why I personally would be interested in solar and lunar and astrological alignments with the religious and spiritual viewpoints.



Though I did not think it took a head injury to figure out in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip location areas, there would not be such factors of time for SCUBA Diving and it should not take a head injury to figure out what happens to paper and cardboard near water such from SCUBA Diving; thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the lack of respect per the lack of intelligence to ever think that would ever would be a worthwhile endeavor per such factors, while being a@@hats per such if factors regarding the lack of common sense there would be per getting the work accomplished while per such factors per differences obviously it also should not take a head injury to figure out if others whom had and/or have a SCUBA Diving background of others with such factors known while the knowledge of such differences per myself fully per the reality proven and verified per such if factors; then it should not take a head injury to figure out there would be absolutely nothing of knowledge about any hidden sCUBA diving factors, nor would I ever think about such to ever ask per such not ever knowing of such outside of anything beyond a damn visual at a damn camp attendance. It should not take a head injury to figurer out how pathetic it would be for others to expect an elementary school aged biological minor who was between the ages of five years old through possibly 13 years old legally to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s decades, since it should not take a head injury to figure out if you do not know the arithmetic then get your god damn calculator out and use the god damn buttons to get the god damn arithmetic for the god damn numbers and do not bother me ever to go do the damn work your damn self if I am accurate regarding if factors of others whom need to accept the clarifications especially if the proven is proven accuracy percentages well above the minimum standards! #SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving



Unless someone is a natural blonde possibly a lighter hair colored brunette per Texas, one in the same per a born and raised New Jersey-ian having not been below the Mason Dixon Line for a timeframe of their entire life; I did not think that took a head injury to figure out, though I also am a biological female and while I have clarified the hermaphrodite physical biological per the third at birth gender at birth from gestation of life.



#FUNJ #FUUSA #FUWA #FRTX #FUGA #FUOK #FUNYC #FUNY These prior hashtags are only in reference to a text message to clarify such factors, officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out causing any problems to me personally when scheduling elsewhere other stuff is nothing I personally consented to for any such factors, and nothing that I personally sought for myself ever personally nor consented to nor would consent to ever.



Red! The color of the flag strips when on land and/or above sea level where the sunlight is since that should not take a head injury to figure that out, under the water in 5D/6D/7D /8D+ is only where the sunlight can be seen and if you cannot swim of SCUBA Dive at all you are not entitled to anything or anyone for any information officially.



I did not think it took a head injury to be thankful and grateful for SCUBA Divers of whatever level since those of you whom do not do any work within the levels of water if you take a shower or if you take a bath or if you wash your own clothing instead of dry cleaners that are not the same at all for laundry services; thus per it should not take a head injury to figure out if an individual is a SCV=UBA Diver whom has actually worked on education and actually worked within the water such as Naturalist would be an on land Naturalist since there is water involved with more than just where you think and no one else except you is if my journal blog is read ever since there has only been 2 times total that instead of whatever factors of Club Sapphire per what actually would have been honest to ask me how it should not take a head injury to figurer out that someone who is constantly in physical pain that requires assistance is not going to be sexually active when they are constantly in physical pain and having to be aware of that!




Happy 4th of July on the day of th 98the of the month of July in the year of 2023, though a bit latter than I intended to post this journal and as well as per the 4th of July.



No fan of my work would ever think they would ever be more important than what my plans are for myself and my wo0rk per such if factors, since that should not take a head injury to figure out I would be the one and only individual whom would decide what a fan is for me and/or such factors per what I personally consider acceptable.



That definitely should not take a head injury, to figure out.




A business card is not an invitation, a poster is not an invitation to the individual themselves nor their belongings thereof ever

Comments


Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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