Modeling is not the same as Doing and/or Going Through With

In a year in a month on a day an individual who had given me a promise ring only had known I was a model at the time as well as knew I was in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle, who then went into the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. My son had taken the pictures because I was teaching him how to use a camera, though since I had been modeling for a bit of time as to such aspects as to the situations where I wrote about such in "Finding A Silver Lining" and as to later when in February of 2010 he went into the Army branch for Basic Training as to when I sent the completed scrapbook of the modeling pictures he and I had taken together, because that was not a wedding. The aspects as to where the backyard of the house that once was what I considered as my home before everything went further as to the way it had at the time, and thus as to when during one phone call when he was in Basic Training as to him telling me on the phone call that the drill sergeants thought it was a wedding book when I reminded him it was not the same as to such as to what I personally consider as a wedding though also reminded him of only the promise ring as to such aspects as to the distinguishing difference between a real engagement as to a promise ring to the if factors of earned as to such aspects.

Again as to my modeling where I have repeatedly clarified as to such a difference between my modeling as to my selfies as to where my social media as to my original accounts as to what was as to where my personal pictures that I posted were not ever as to anything I personally was doing as to other than modeling, or being a Mom as to at a portrait aspect as there was not ever any actual references to anything other than such as I personally clarified. If as to such modeling images as to my backyard as to what was my house in Carrollton Texas, the modeling picture below is one example as to the area of my backyard where such aspects of where I did not ever get remarried ever as to my personal requirements.

I wore a wig in the picture in the year of 2010, and other pictures are from what was my home as to what was my house as that shirt was longer than what is in that picture as I did not ever give permission for photoshop ever.

Since I am a jeweler's daughter as to such aspects of tradition, I am very specific as I explained to him as well as explained to several others as to such traditional aspects as to my considerations as to such factors thereof to such references. While the situations as I explained in my updates to my journal blog from the year of 2019 through this year of 2022 as to such factors regarding the pop culture situations as well as the references as to my supposed to be fiction book series "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction fantasy" as to such references of such if factors. While now in the year of 2022 as to seeing metaphors as to such hypotheticals, as to such hypotheticals problems needlessly as to such factors regarding all such hypothetical situations.

If as to such references as to such hypotheticals as to how such clearly was not ever a wedding because of having clarified such aspects as to the reality of where I would have had such, the traditional aspects as to my mandatory factors of my minimum requirements, as well as such mandatory aspects as to what I consider as a wedding as to such differences as to such hypotheticals as to such references thereof. Thus if as to such needless games as to such needless problems as to such needless bureauocracy as to such needless situations as to such needless drama, the hypothetical aspects as to such if situations as to the references thereof as to such facts.

I have not remarried ever, as to my specific requirements as to the beginning aspects instead of such aspects of disrespect as to what I consider as the full amounts of disrespect to my work as well as such aspects as the reality of such hypotheticals as to that type of disrespect to me as an individual, as there is nothing that would ever be what I would consider as being respectful of my work and/or respectful to me as to any such if situations as to the aspects thereof officially as that is not any way as to ever considering what I would ever consider as respect to me and/or respect to my work ever.

If as to such hypotheticals as to where such would not ever be as to anything other than an unsanctioned aspects as to such an unofficial wedding as to the reality of such being only pictures as to modeling only, as to the facts I clarified repeatedly as to such aspects. There would not ever be as to what I consider as real love as to such hypotheticals because of the facts as to what I consider as to such aspects, and thus if as to such Army ignorance as to such references thereof to such uselessness officially as to those types of immature needless games as to such hypotheticals; then as to the oddity as to his Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma as to my Basic Training as to what I was told was Fort Sill Oklahoma, though when he told me about his Basic Training barracks as to the aspects where nothing was described as to what my Basic Training barracks were as to the aspects of my in the year of 1996 invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navuy attachment.

Such aspects as to the hypotheticals thereof as to my personal minimum standards as well as my personal minimum requirements as well as my personal needs as well as my personal preferences as well as my personal wants as well as my personal ideals, as to such aspects where such who has not ever dealt with what I personally have dealt with as to how such childish unmanly aspects of such aspects of hypotheticals would only be as to such immaturity in my opinion as to any such if factors.

Unlike others, I do not play games as per my needs as per my choice as per my ADA reality.

Such aspects as to the hypotheticals as to what I already dealt with as to such aspects where if as to such aspects as to how that would not ever be considered anything less than an abomination in the sight of my beliefs as to such aspects in the references thereof to my work as well as all such others who believe in Womens' Liberties as well as Women's Freedoms as well as American Civil Liberties, and thus if as to such hypotheticals as to such aspects as to what would officially be as to images from the year of 2010 instead of anything more recent as to the common sense as to such facts; there is nothing I personally could or would believe in as to such aspects of if factors other than as to how much that would be a hatred from that homo-sapien-sapien as well as all such connected aspects thereof to me as to such factors of their immaturity as well as their lack of any humanity as to what I dealt with unwantedly as a child as well as unwantedly as a teenager as well as unwantedly as a biological adult, as the common sense if I was actually cared about as well as actually cared for correctly as to how such would have been as to the difference as to the timeframes thereof throughout the decades of the 1980s and the 1990s and the 2000s and the 2010s and the 2020s thus far.

Especially after the situations as to April 2019, February 2022, August 2022, and September 2022 as to the obvious lack of a difference from such hypothetical homo-sapien-sapiens as to such factors as to the reality of the legal requirements as to the aspects thereof because of my ADA as to such after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 Basic Training TBI as well as the aspects as to the after effects thereof as to where the legal definition of such would be entrapment as well as other such illegal aspects as to such hypotheticals as to such an unwanted aspect as to my personal freedoms as to my personal liberties. Since as to such requirements as to the updates as to my journal blog as to the references thereof as to the 11 September 2001 as well as the February 1993 New York City as well as New York state and New Jersey aspects of legal requirements as to such aspects, the most amount of unwantedness as to the 10 Commandments as to my Judeo-Christian Eclectic religious beliefs would be as to my personal opinion in such hypotheticals as to such references thereof officially as well as the fullest amount of disrespect t6o the Constitutional aspects of the United States of America.

Since as to my capability to distinguish as to my having authored/written/compiled works as to per specific genres as to such common sense aspects of to others needing to have the intellectual capabilities without me officially declaring to such aspects as to the common sense aspects of the genres I authored within as to my writings, because any such who would need the clarifications would not ever be capable to judge my words or my writings ever if they could not distinguish on their own as to any such interpretations as to their failures officially especially if as to any such repeated knowing connection to those reenactors and/or renaissance faire and/or historical reenactment types of any such factors knowingly officially.

Since I have officially separated myself from such reenactors as to the known aspects as well as how I have separated myself from such aspects as to the known aspects of renaissance faire types, as to such clear distinctions as to the separation of myself from such aspects as to pop culture as to the clear capacities I have had to refer to such references thereof; then as to where all such others as to the references thereof would need to be capable to do so of their own free will without the distinction as to such aspects from me to be capable to be considered as intellectually and emotionally sound as to such sanity, as to the common sense factors.

Thus for example since I was working as well on publishing more books I authored in the year of 2021 as well as 2022 in reference to the fiction book series "Fail-Safe" as well as the fiction book series "Paroxysm" as to the aspects of where reading through other such aspects while also working on my voice to being capable to strengthen my voice for the National Anthem singing as per such needs, there would not ever be anyone who would be capable to interpret hypothetically if as to such references of my reading the Constitutional Amendments of the United States of America if they did not already know of such prior official books I authored as well as the genres thereof and any such misconception and/or misinterpretations as to their perceptions as to such hypotheticals as to such if factors; then as to where they themselves would need to be capable to prove their own sanity as to being capable to distinguish such, as per the aspects thereof as per how I have clarified such as to my journal blogs as to my books as to such references thereof as to my Official YouTube Channel as best as I have possibly been capable to do so.

Since as to the 7 additional books to what was written as a fiction book series as to "Paroxysm" as well as the 9 additional books I authored as to "Fail-Safe", the clarifications as to such reasons as to asking me directly as to such differences as to such hypothetical aspects of trying to claim otherwise as to any such unwanted homo-sapien-sapien signs as to the difference of signs from real nature as to the common sense aspects officially if there were real intelligence as to such aspects as to common sense. Thus if as to such aspects as to such hypotheticals as to where such references thereof to the proof of such aspects, as to how such references as to where the aspects as to such aspects of the proof of the lack of humanity to me as to such prior times in the references as to throughout the years and decades as to the reference of February 1993 though specifically as to the year as to September 1992 as to such references as to those throughout the state of Texas as to the situations as to 11 September 2001 as well as to such references thereof.

Those pop culture types as to the fact of being born and raised in New Jersey and being a true New Jersey-ian as to such aspects as to the reality of my survival as to such aspects to this day of 30 December 2022, the references thereof to such hypotheticals as to where such references would not ever be capable to prove to me from such prior situations as to genuinely truthful care about me as well as genuine care for me as to what I consider as care about me as to what I consider as care for me as to my personal considerations as to such factors. The amounts of attempts as well as the amounts of groups as well as the amounts of agencies as well as the amounts of individuals, if I actually was as to what I personally consider as to personal care for me as to personal care about me as to the differences as to all such hypotheticals as to such references thereof officially as there is nothing about what hypothetically has been as to such situations as to the overall aspects thereof to such as what I personally would ever consider as care for me as to what I personally would consider as care about me as to such references of such situations officially.

Those types as to thinking their pop culture references as to New Jersey whereas the metaphor as to how those types probably thought the Titanic movie by James Cameron was a romance, when obviously such aspects was not a romance as to what I would ever consider as a romance as I have clarified as to such lengths of time from the first time of hearing about the movie to the time of seeing the movie to after the timeframes of to this day of 30 December 2022. The hypotheticals as to such references thereof to such brutish unwanted aspects as to those types who should have had the intellectual capacities to distinguish such legal reasons as to the facts in reference to my updates to my fact journal blogs as to the references thereof to my fact books "Finding A Silver Lining" as well as "Finding The Silver Lining" and "The Modern Day Book" as well as "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as to the facts I clarified as to how I have always comprehended the truth, and if such pop culture renaissance faire reenactor types were not as immature as to such hypothetical proof as to such references as to how such situations as to my entire life would have been best if such aspects were not as to such pop culture types as to those references thereof as to such fiction aspects regarding such factors as to those hypothetical situations as to how such types as to how such unhappiness as to what I have personally dealt with throughout such aspects as to from the timeframe of 1998 through now in 2022 as everything has been miserable as to such aspects as to the references thereof to the proof of such facts.

I have not ever known truhful happiness as I have not ever been capable to keep such aspects as to not ever having had such for myselfg as to any such point in time throughout my entire past to this point in time, as I have worked and strived for what I sought for such personal happiness as to such aspects as what I consider as for such aspects of happiness as to such comforts thereof to such factors regarding such aspects as to actually having a real life as what I consider as a real life with real genuine people as to such aspects thereof as to real genuine people as to such aspects as to the aspects where when I want to as to such aspects of social media as to such online aspects as to when I actually want to do so as to such differences as to how many attempts as to getting real assistance as to the real situations I have really been dealing with. Such remote aspects as to where such distances as to such differences as to the real aspects as to such factors as to such real miserable past factors, as to the reality as to those who I once truly knew in person in real life as to in person face to face in real life as to such aspects as to the 1980s and the 1990s,

Those pop culture references have been such a worthless aspects throughout the timeframe of the 1990s especially as to such aspects throughout my life, as there has not been anything of worthwhile aspects as to what I consider as worthwhile for me. I have hated my entire existence as I have made attempts to actually better myself as to actually bettering my life as to actually bettering my personal situations, and thus as to how such situations as to where if there was actual truthful aspects to my real life as to where such aspects would actually be for me as to such ease of such for me if I personally actually mattered as to what I personally consider as mattering. All of those real people I truly once knew in my real life cannot ever be replaced as I told those homo-sapien-sapiens in Illinois as to such aspects as they would not evwer replace those people as to my real life as to what those people mattered as to me ever. as there was not ever any capacity to ever replace such aspects regarding any of those real situations that we truly had been through together.

There is no replacing people whatsoever as only those types as to such pop culture references think in such a way as to such lack of humanity as to the realityt there is not humanity within pop culture at all, as I told those homo-sapien-sapiens as there is not replacing the time as to such aspects from the years as many attempts as I made to get to those who I comprehended needed me and only me as to such reality in real life aspects in the difference as to where such aspects of pop culture is different as to such aspects as to such ease to those types of replacements as to such differences to real life.

There is no replacing my son as well as there is no replacing the time with my son, just as there is no replacing my daughter as there is also no replacement as to the time with my daughter, just as there is not any capacity to replace the aspects as to such factors as to what was our family as to there is no capacity of replacing the aspects as to what was my family as to our time together.

Therein is the difference as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to my comprehension as to that not replacing the individual themselves as my comprehension of such facts, though as to such references as to my charity as to something where my respect for their honorable service to the country of the United States of America as to such gallantry as to such aspects as to where such references as to what my personal intentions for such artwork as to my creations thereof were as to the reality of the aspects of my headaches and my migraines as veterans should have been capable to know as to the references thereof to such common sense as to the facts I personally am a Veteran even though I did not graduate Basic Training for the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as well as my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment.

All such locations needed to do was actually ask me what my personal schedule was as to being capable to present such completed pieces as to getting my personal needs for my requirements as to such aspects, if as to such actual care about my work as to actual appreciation for my work as to what I spoke with others as to some phone calls as to when I was actually contacted back. If as to such ungratefulness as to others as to how my headaches and my migraines as to my after effects from my Psalm Sunday during Basic Training in the year of 2000 as to my after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as my after effects from my work SCUBA Diving were not ever taken in truthful consideration, then as to such overentitled aspects as to what should be considered as to common sense if such aspects as to the appreciation of my personal work instead of such ingratitude from such hypothetical groups as to such factors as though they did not ever know of any Veteran who has dealt with such aspects of if factors.

If as to how such ending all stolen valor as to such hypotheticals as to those types as to the proof thereof as to such situations whereas to my children's biological father as to his dress blues he put together as to his choices as to his biological father's rack as I personally have clarified repeatedly in person face to face in person as well as online multiple times, then such aspects of where San Antonio Texas as to Military City USA as to my bringing such forward as to the common sense as to the reasons why such aspects as to the reasons as to such ending all stolen valor as to such choices for the words as to the references of my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to thus either as to the references as to being considered as a proverbial Squid first as to the references thereof as to such common sense aspects.

In the conjunction as to where the spirit of General George Washington's aspects as to my personal choice as to such references as to my choice to such freedoms and liberties provided initially through his work as to the church I grew up attending as well as the aspects as to my third Baptism as to Presbyterian as well as my Confirmation graduation as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church of Presbyterian Church USA in the year of 1997 while attending Saint John Vianney High School a parochial Catholic high school, then as to such common sense as to where the private office of the first Commander in Chief as well as President of the United States of America as to his spirit would override and overrule all such individuals as to such hypotheticals as to my religious freedoms as to my religious liberties as to such facts as to where his office is outside as to the location thereof as to the respect to General George Washington's reference to such symbolic facts if there ever were those as to such hypothetical aspects as well as to the proof as to such references thereof to such references as to such factors regarding the drop offs as to the common sense as to the if having respected my work and if having respected me for my work as to how such asking me as to when to schedule for my personal schedule as to for my best interests instead of such sexist machismo feminazi aspects as to such hypotheticals as to such situations as to the if factors as to others' bigotry.

My elementary school was obviously different as the educational systems differ, if others did not know as to such references thereof officially as to the regards of where the arithmetic only as to such regards of what is called math in the year of second grade as to such an overall aspects as to the ways where such references thereof to the educational overall background as to the metaphors as to where the location for the US Coast Guard Basic Training as to the coastline of the United States of America as to the second grade math reference to such common sense if there ever were and/or are those who actually pay attention to the importance of real education instead of such hypotheticals thereof to such official references. As to the reference of my earning on my own the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the references thereof to my educational background as to such additional studies as to my personal work when I was a child and when I was a teenager as what would hypothetically be as to such educational aspects of updated books as to Asher Holmes Elementary School to what year published books as to Crystal Lake South High School, or would such cheerleader competition references be capable to prove such differences as to the educational aspects of New Jersey to the differences as to such references as to such cheerleader aspects in the year of 1998 for the exact metaphor to the references thereof as what would be of importance as to the educational up to the year of publications as to Asher Holmes elementary School as well as Marlboro Middle School to the references of Saint John Vianney High School cheerleaders of whichever references as to Freshman and/or JV and/or Varsity to the differences for such metaphors to the books in Crystal Lake South High School as to the cheerleaders as to the Freshman and/or the JV and/or the Varsity references as to Crystal Lake South as to such educational grades for such overall viewpoints?

Or, does that take a head injury to point out yet again as to such aspects as to the amount of attempts from the year of 1998 to now in the year of 2022 for everyone everywhere for such examples of such differences as to the educational as to the cheerleader references as what common sense would there officially be capable to see in truth?

How ignorant would all such be as to not having thought of even when I have pointed such out in multiple ways as to the multiple references thereof as to such aspects, and what levels of pop culture has stupefied such aspects as to the overall aspects of if factors as to such hypotheticals?

When I clarified to those cheerleaders as to such warnings of the reality of the cheerleader competition as to where they were not prepared as to such ignorance as to Crystal Cook whom I could not stand at all as to such aspects as to the co-captains as to Joy Hoover and Tiffany Oshwany (?spelling?)of whom I could barely tolerate their existences as to not needing nor wanting to be involved with anything as to cheerleader aspects whereas people who knew me in Saint John Vianney High School as well as Marlboro Middle School as well as Asher Holmes Elementary School as well as Old Tennent Presbyterian Church would be capable to provide such aspects as to how I would not ever be a cheerleader willingly as I would not ever be involved with a beauty pageant of my own free will, as to the common sense aspects of the reality of those unwanted brutish types as to such kindergarten aspects as to where unlike when a kindergarten teacher lies to a class of children saying if someone as to liking; I have clarified as to such aspects where such immature kindergarten aspects as to where that does not ever and will not ever prove to me as to such aspects of me personally being liked as to the facts as to when actually liking someone as to actually making things easier for them, as to actually assisting to what is actually what they themselves like as to actually doing what is best for them to assisting such aspects instead of overstepping as to such references as well as to instead of such whatever is considered as immature to such an individual such as their pop culture references as to New Jersey where such aspects are actually as to New York City for such pop culture references as to such Staten Island references in the pointing out of such pop culture references as to how such individuals had acted as to the references of the 1980s and the 1990s as to such references of situations from the year of 1998 through such aspects of time as I attempted to clarify as to the differences of New Jersey-ians throughout such lengths of time.

Thus such spoiled brat unwanted behaviour as to such references as to how Crystal Cook had went to her ex-boyfriend's job and spoke over the system as to a commercial as to flirting with him in the garden center as I was told and told her as to how such aspects were not wanted as to such aspects in the year of 1998, and while she disagreed with me as to how she thought Titanic was a romance as to the facts as to such aspects of what intelligence actually is as to actual real common sense. When those types need to accept such kindergarten behaviour patterns are not something where I personally consider as to such aspects of being liked and/or being wanted and/or being preferred as it does not take a head injury to figure out different towns within one state are not any different than other states as to how different towns in other states have certain personality traits.

When I have clarified as to comprehending what respect of my work as well as what respect of me as to such aspects as asking me honestly with manners as that requires real words spoken to me with me as a discussion when as to the in person face to face in person in real life as to what I consider face to face in person in real life is considered as or in the reference as to my to contact form as to my website or in reference as to my specified accounts as to social media as to what I personally consider as manners, is etiquette in the vanilla sector as to common sense.

Personally I do not like nor enjoy video chatting as to such aspects as to such uncomfortable aspects as to the regards as to such as to what the aspects of my personal preferences, just as my personal needs for my after effects from my Psalm Sunday head injury/TBI as to my after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as my after effects from my SCUBA Diving work as such is different from others' laziness as to in my opinion.

Thus as to where such aspects of those who cannot be replaced as to those people I could have reconnected with as to the multiple areas throughout the state of New Jersey, throughout the state of New York, and throughout the state of Pennsylvania as to what would not ever have been found in any mother fucking yearbook and would not have been within any mother fucking directory as to such fucktards as throughout such ignorance and the complete opposite of chivalry who had no capacity to ever replace such important individuals to me as the facts are the facts. Though I suppose those types who would think of the movie by James Cameron Titanic as romance as to those who would think of whatever pop culture references as to the year of 1998 to the difference of the reality, I suppose such aspects of such hypothetical aspects as to the situations.

Those immature aspects as to when having told Crystal Cook as to how much I did not want or need to be on the cheerleading squad as I found all of her antics as to such immature and unwanted factors as to such aspects as unlike whatever she and others were told in kindergarten as to if mean someone likes you, the reality is when I am kind as to the only time I actually like someone and/or as to an interest in as to such facts. I am not ever mean with my words and/or my choices as to such factors, unless I do not like someone and/or something officially as the reality of such 10 Commandments as to how the 10 Commandments actually matter and actually mean something important to me. The same as to the other two co-captains where they thought when I explained to those aspects as to how the reality of where I did not ever have any point in time where I was ever on a cheerleading squad and only knew people as to the facts as I explained and wrote about, the facts of such as to how the co-captains actually needed to comprehend as to my not ever wanting to ever be on the cheerleading squad as to the aspects thereof to the cheerleading competition that I was kind enough to wanr them about as to the facts of the reality of people I once knew.

The needless problems that came after my full accuracy as to such aspects of their whining and temper tantrums because of the facts as I told them that the JV squad was better as per the proof of the facts, though then when they wanted to work on mounts and knew for a fact I had not ever done anything in cheerleading before that summer as to how they expected me to know about mounts when I knew nothing at all as to how their temper tantrums when they told me to pick up and throw one JV cheerleader forward as to the temper tantrums as to how they got exactly what they told me as to how to pick up Tiffany's little sister and throw her forward as it was their fault for not telling me to place her feet anywhere as to such as per the facts I told those homo-sapien-sapiens as to the reality of only having thought the easiest cheer that the cheerleaders in Saint John Vianney High School had as to where I was working on that with the crowds as to such aspects of the Saint John Vianney High School to do with the cheerleaders instead of what I literally learned in the month of April 1998 as to the move from New Jersey to Illinois instead of whatever assumptions as to whatever they were accustomed to as to their patterns of behaviour. When I dealt with being told on the way to the cheerleader competiton as to being nominated for a solo routine knowing I could only do a kartwheel and a roundoff, the aspects as to how then as to the ride on the bus as to that situation where I was honest with the judges as well as the only one of the two teams as to that competition.

Then when those cheerleaders complained as to how I knew I was not good enough for the aspects I warned them about as to knowing myself back then, as to how such other temper tantrums were as to how others needed to accept I actually comprehend myself and thus if I pull myself back as to my comprehending myself enough to know better. For a different example as to my SCUBA Diving as to the references as to certifications, as I comprehend myself and if such aspects of when I personally have the knowledge as to my own comfort level as to when I most successfully progress forward. Each and every time anyone else gets involved and thinks they actually know anything at all as to how such facts as to the proof as to such situations, and thus as to when I actually make the comments as to making the attempts as to reaching out as to my comprehension as to such facts. If I personally choose otherwise as to my comprehension as to the situations, there is not anything that will ever convince me otherwise as to the facts of comprehending myself instead of what others think they know from such aspects of what they interpret and think they know from interpretations and/or from what they think others had known instead of where they have needed to accept I comprehend myself and can see more than what others might try to claim and/or perceive as to their own biases as when capable to acknowledge in truth as to when the only factors as to such aspects to the progression forward honestly and with integrity correctly.

If as to such aspects where that worthless individual homo-sapien-sapien Marc Stanley as to such needless problems as to such regards of where he had not ever earned from me as to the aspects of what I personally considered as respect, he as to such pop culture ignorance aspects officially and fully as to such references thereof as to the reality as to the proof of such aspects. I had not one inklination of ever liking him because of such immaturity as to the cartoons he watched as a biological adult as to Bevis and Butthead as to how he was only interested in such immature types as to such aspects, whereas the reality of what I was dealing with at that point of my life as to the needless immaturity aspects as to how such was completely unassistive to such reality and facts. When the reality as to the facts are in the requirement of being mature as to being serious, when others try to think their bratty type of aspects are as to such escapism there is not the progression forward as to such facts as immaturity does not ever progress forward correctly from him as well as other situations as to the high school aspects and high school antics as to their trying to claim the 1998 pop culture as to New Jersey instead of where they seemed to get such from New York City and not New Jersey or Staten Island and not New Jersey or Pittsburg and not New Jersey or Philadelphia and not New Jersey.

For homo-sapien-sapiens to be as immature about how I physically look as to such oddity as to how the facts are that only preschoolers as to such aspects as to the levels of intellectual capacities as to only focusing on the physical instead of the intellectual factors, as maturity requires to look much further beyond just the physical attributes of another to ever actually progress forward. For example as to the timeframe earlier this year as to when in Crystal Lake Illinois as to such aspects of the 13 year old comment as to that individual as to what I met instead of ever having such aspects of humanity of the if ever having read my journal blog, as to the common sense as to what humanity would have been instead of such childish from him as to his crudely rude and socially unacceptable behaviour from that individual in my opinion.

The facts of maturity as to humanity and human decency is not rocket science literally, as to how such factors of being a decent human being when comprehending there are more than just one or two aspects to life if the capability is possible to actually think about more than one or two aspects at the same time. The aspects of intellectual capacities as to what I needlessly and unwantedly dealt with as to such aspects after having dealt with the situations as to the reality of my childhood and my teenager years, was unwanted aspects officially as to such factors as to that individual as to such references thereof as to such mannerisms as to the lack of actual manners.

Personally as to what I dealt with in the summer of 1996 as to then deal with such immature words and antics as to that aspect as to the dinner table as to such references thereof as to Baptist Camp Lebanon as to the common sense trigger as to where first impressions as to such references thereof, and yet as to such lack of common sense and lack of humanity as to such references thereof as to the additional aspects as to the reality of such factors of my travels into New York City in the references as to the year of 1993 as to such before timeframes as to who I once knew in real life in person face to face in person in real life. There was not one ioda as to anything I personally ever wanted to be around nor be near as to such aspects of in person face to face in person ever as there was nothing about him that was anything less than pure disrespect as to from the moment I met him, unlike how I personally begin as to such first interactions.

In my opinion as to such aspects of his immature unwanted comments as well as his sexual innuendos as to the aspects of the knowledge as to such factors of what I had personally dealt with and as to such aspects where those types of factors as to what is not acceptable as to such unwanted portions thereof from such randomness, as to such disgusting factors officially and fully in all such capacities thereof as there was nothing mature about such a homo-sapien-sapien in my opinion and he could not and would not ever be capable to get me to ever personally like him as an individual ever as to his type as to his personality as to his immaturity in my opinion. Then such factors as to those types of biological females who complained about such aspects as to what I dealt with because they felt less than special, because of such aspects where if they had real common sense as to having real humanity as to how if they were intelligent as to how such factors would be something where to take a stand to defend against instead of wanting to complain as to needing that type of attention for themselves as to how their complaints were as to where they explained how they were jealous and envious as to what I personally dealt with. I could not understand as to how anyone would ever be jealous of me, as the common sense as to how such was not anything to ever be jealous of in my opinion. They were not the first groups of individuals to claim how jealous they were of me as to such situations as to what I personally dealt with in Illinois as to other locations, though such aspects as to where I warned them not to be jealous of me as that did not ever make sense to be jealous nor to ever be envious of me as to asking for such to themselves as to such common sense aspects of karma in my opinion.

The aspects where those in that high school were actually jealous of me as to the February 1993 situation as well as the Baptist Camp Lebanon situation where that did not ever make any sense to me whatsoever, as the reality of such facts as to the situations as to the references thereof as to such where that did not ever make any sense to me before nor since such lengths of time. No one who would actually appreciate life would ever have such lack of common sense as to in my opinion just as no one who would actually care about someone would ever think of such to be jealous of me in my opinion ever, because if lucky enough to actually have someone in real life in person in real life face to face in person as to actual genuine care about then why would anyone want to be jealous of my past if ever having been told about as what would there ever be to be jealous of when actually having that in real life as how much would someone waste as to actually being jealous of me as to such years as to such aspects as how selfish would that actually be to have such aspects as to such levels of real care and real support in real life and then ever review my past as to ever seeing such and actually being jealous of as why would there ever be anything to be jealous of when taking the reality in such truthful review of consideration?

What is there to be jealous of if having had the choice as to marital aspects as to such factors as what is there to be jealous of as to a real family that actually cares as to such differences, as what is there to be jealous of me as to such differences when truthfully looking at such facts as what factors of having real friends as to in person in real life support as to such aspects regarding such facts as what factors as to 11 September 2001 as to such differences as to myself as to such facts regarding such situations of differences as what would there truthfully ever be to be jealous of me for?

What is there to be jealous of me for as to my giving birth as to when in labor for each of my two children's labor and delivery per child that I dealt with as the additional aspects of such factors as to the situations between the timeframe of waking up from my coma as to the timeframe as to such factors, as where would the truthful aspects as to such ever be as to such references as why would anyone be jealous of me as just with those factors?

What is there to be jealous of in reference to the situations as to February 1993 as to the timeframe of from September 1992 then as to such regards as to the situations as to February 1993 as to New York City and being within the tricounty or triborough area as to the largest amount of commuters to the World Trade Center, as what would there ever be to truthfully be jealous of me for if you have a real family that actually cares in real life in person face to face in person in real life as to such aspects as what as to such factors since then would there ever be to truthfully be jealous of as how could or would anyone ever be jealous of such?

If in reference of something to talk about and/or write about, how about a self-evaluation of such aspects of yourselves in real truth instead of such aspects as the hypotheticals thereof as what would that common sense be as to that reality as such acceptance as to oneself as to what progression forward in truth as to such facts if ever having looked up to me as to how such if ever as what is there ever to look up to me for?

As to such aspects where the reality of where just because some may have got along with my biological little sister was not ever going to be any way as to ever earning such aspects of me liking anyone else for that matter as to the facts of getting me to like someone is an individual aspects officially as to the common sense as that is not communist as to such aspects of socializing in real life, as what use is social media as to such aspects if as to the lack of real communication as to such aspects of the in person face to face in person in real life as to such aspects of manners as to such aspects thereof to such topic points?

For example as to the if factors as to my modeling pictures as to the aspects thereof to what was a promise ring as to having seen me before and not having informed me of such in truth first, what type of starting point of a real relationship would that ever truthfully be?

If social media is actually supposed to make communication easier then why would such ever be as to such aspects as to the reality, as where has such ever actually been easier in a good way as to what I personally would consider as to such aspects thereof when taking such into consideration as to the truth of such factors?

If I am accurate as to such references regarding the fact genre as to such "The Modern Day Book", what would there be as to for me to consider as to such references of the aspects as what would the difference be to such prior timeframes as to situations as to the if factors and where would the difference be as to such aspects as to February in this year of 2022 for me beyond just my legal biological age as where would I have had such humanity aspects for myself as to what I personally consider as to humanity?

If homo-sapien-sapiens consider technology as humane and/or humanity, what lack of common sense would such officially be as to such references thereof to such hypotheticals as what is the difference as to the specific time of such hypothetical situations as to the specific time of the reviews as to such specific years as to the years from the 1980s through 2018 as to the timeframes as to 2019 through 2022 for me as to such review aspects as what would be as to the references thereof as to what would if flipped as to such situations as to what would such viewpoints be as to such aspects of such a review as to such hypotheticals as how would each other aspects think as to such references thereof to such if factors as to my accuracy?

I have my personal opinion as to need for an attitude adjustment I suppose when having lost as much as I personally have as to such differences as to those who in whatever capacities thereof as to such references to their own considerations as what is it that I personally have gained that I have been capable to keep in my real life as to what I consider as to such aspects as to the factors thereof as to what I consider as to such aspects thereof as to what I consider as such aspects as to what would actually keep me happy, as to what my considerations as to what I consider as to such references regarding such factors thereof as to the reality of what I consider as to my real life?

Not others' interpretations as to what keeps me happy as to such references as to those factors, what I consider as to such regards as to actually keeping me happy as to what my considerations of are as to such factors as why would the aspects as to such reality as to the genuinty of reality as to the aspects of what is it and who is it that I have been capable to actually keep in my life as to my real life as to such regards as to what factors I consider as to the reality of the timeframe as to the references as to such factors as to the year from 2020 onward as to the facts as what in what I consider as to my real life would I be capable to actually consider for such factors as to my personal best interests?

Thus as to such aspects of the upcoming New Years as to such facts in less than 24 hours, maybe the aspects as to such factors as to what I actually consider for myself as to my life as to my best interests for my best interests as to in real life as to what I consider as to real life as to such factors as to the regards of such aspects as to my comprehension as to my needs as to my comprehension of my wants as to such factors thereof as to such for myself as to with whom I actually want and who actually wants me as to such aspects as to respect in genuinity as to my needs as to my wants as to my preferences as to my ideals as to what actually would be considered as to such factors as to the aspects thereof to my considerations and on time every time for me as to reasons why I do not condone photoshop ever at all in any capacity especially in reference to my images and/or videos as to any such timeframe officially as I had not ever asked for such as I had not ever wanted such as I had not ever desired such as I have not ever preferred such as I have not ever had any ideal for such ever.

Modeling images in what was my house that was my home at the timeframe of that was the location that I had needed for what was my best interest for myself as well as my son and my daughter, instead of such situations as to what was not needed in reference to the situations as to the factors thereof from the timeframe of 2010 through such factors thereof to such points in those years as to the aspects thereof as the factors of such timeframes as to the situations were not ever a consideration as to what I would ever consider as to respect of my time or respect of my work or respect of me as to in any such capacityh whatsoever as to my personal needs as to such proof thereof as to my work as to what was needed as to the factors regarding my writings as that was not ever a showing off of my house that was once my home and it was not ever any invitation to anyone else ever in any capacity.

Apparently I comprehnded what an invitations was before others ever thought about what an actual invitation was or is to what I consider as an invitation as I have not ever invited anyone to such aspects thereof officially, as to the common sense factors as to my comprehension of such aspects.

Thus as to such references where such wasd not ever any invitation to utilize what I created ever as to any point in time as to such regards as to the common sense as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as the after effects from my SCUBA Diving, there would not ever be any consideration to anyone else ever thinking there was ever any want or need or desire or preference or ideal for anyone else as to ever being on or in what was mhy house as to what was my home as that would officially be the 100% opposite of what my personal besat interests were as to such regards as well as ther pure selfishness and lack of care as well as lack of concern for me as well as my children and I as a family as to what I personally considered best for myself and uys.

There would be nothing I would ever believe as to any homo-sapien-sapien to ever having any humanity as to any such capacity ass to me and to my personal needs as to my personal best interests ever, as there would not ever be the capacity to ever make up for such aspects to me as to the time thereof ever. I do not care as to what individual and/or group as to the aspects thereof as there would not ever be anything they could ever say or do that would ever be considered as to something that would ever make up for that time as whether to the time as to my children and I as a family or whether as to my recovery from my SCUBA Diving or whether as to my work as to February 1993 as well as 11 September 2001 as to such works thereof officially.

There is not any capacity of replacing such time, just as there is not any capacity of such aspects of ever worshipping me ever as to such references thereof anywhere as to that house as to that location ever as I officially already clarified fully in the year of 2019.

Unlike college and unlike high school and unlike middle school and unlike elementary school, there is not any do-overs as to such specific aspects of time.