Many aspects to which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out

Back in the year of 2010 I attended a SNAARK party which I did not know what the acronym meant and later had to be informed as to what snark meant, which in the already problematic are of #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas #Texas #texasstate #TXstate #TX where the larger number of individuals who apparently additionally were involved with the reenacting type of groups and/or the type of groups that went to Excalibur Faire which turned into Sherwood Forest Faire in #Smithville #SmithvilleTX #SmithvilleTexas #Bastrop #BastropCounty #BastropCountyTX #BastropCountyTexas #BastropTX #BastropTexas Smithville Bastrop County Texas. I was unaware as to the connection between any of the groups involved as if I had known about any connection to people who would attend those types of locations, I would not be a part of any such association regarding those types of people because of what occurred to me in reference to Excalibur Faire in the year of 2005.

After being surrounded by five males with sword type weaponry in their hands after they jumped out of trees to surround me and threaten me, there was not any reason or cause of excuse I could ever see to ever be involved with those types of people because of the facts of being surrounded by the five males dressed in odd clothing to threaten me and then when they were stood up to by me they ran away to tattle tell on me to complain and lied to then falsely accuse me to then try to have me arrested under false charges and only when the complete false charges were fully dropped would I ever feel any type of semi-comfort-ish being in the area until the ability to leave on my own and not ever return to such a location ever again for any such type of situation. Due to the fact I had not been informed of the faking regarding the Excalibur Faire in the year of 2005 I made a decision for myself as to my safety as to ensure not ever putting myself into a position such as that if I could avoid it to which if I ever felt such a situation as to having been, I would remove myself from the situation and area permanently because of those types of people who did not have the decency to see they had messed with a situation they did not have the right to do and because of their choices I did not ever see anything that would ever be worthwhile to ever be a part of again.

When at the SNAARK party before Travis also known as HC Coyote had told me that he had known people from the Excalibur Faire, I removed and left myself from the party to not ever return to the event type ever again and I avoided people who I noticed were a part of that type of situation because of the atrocities which occurred throughout the entire one weekend I had been at the faire. I could not see how my biological mother thought any such portions was considered acceptable as she defended the situations, which as those problems were self-evident regarding those problems as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and at that time still with the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain; I knew what was best and safest for me to ensure the truth for myself as it took me years to get over the facts of such and to be capable to even speak with a female I met in #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate #Seattle #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington #SeaTac Seattle who admitted she had been a part of renaissance faire type aspects in #OR #ORstate #Oregon #Oregonstate Oregon, as the problems from Excalibur were too much for me to ever accept as anything considered as normal or as acceptable as I refused to see such as acceptable or see such as normal.

I should not have ever needed to explain myself for such as it was up to each individual to inform me personally as to the facts of their choices to play such games as there has been problems I have noticed since then which have in my opinion been rampant throughout the areas of the state of Texas since then, though I also learned as to my biological mother’s favorite renaissance faire called #TRF #TexasRenaissanceFaire #TexasRenaissanceFair #TexasRenaissanceFestival #TXRenaissanceFair #TXRenaissanceFestival #TXRenaissanceFaire Texas Renaissance Faire which I suppose I can make a sarcastic joke about a name within the sounding of the shortened word of Renaissance as to who would be a favorite to my biological mother in those sorts of ways as she was offended that I had the nerve to have my own opinion; of which I could not care in the slightest as to how many problems she had already caused and when she was told of the false charges against me she defended the game, which I refused to ever be a part of. In such regards of already having discussed as well as later explained withing “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as at minimum I could laugh at some portions as to the THE portions, it did not and does not change the severity of such problems I saw.

In the same ways as those who actually consent in comparison to just being a part of the adult consenting lifestyle apparently, those in the adult consenting lifestyle usually prefer consent in comparison to having such aspects assumed about them. In such references as to the ways my biological mother had been about such aspects as she had an innate ability to assume she ever knew anything when in reality all she did was think she knew something in comparison to ever actually knowing, her assumptions were warned to her she would pay the ultimate sacrifice for ever doing so any further regarding if she ever assumed about me ever again. When she asked what would ever be the ultimate sacrifice she could ever lose, I told her she would lose me as well as lose my respect for her for all of eternity and the laughter which ensued was just as ridiculous as her claimed defense as to how she could ever think such was acceptable for me to be surrounded by as many males with weapons. In such references as to such a sarcastic joke as to the name sounding aspect though also with the aspect as to the letters of AI within the word itself, I suppose it takes a bit more thought to be able to see such portions in the technological realms of such a sarcastic joke to see in those types of aspects.

In the romanticized ways of fiction aspects as to many portions of the Renaissance Faire as I saw, the situations of which the lack of my need or want or desire to ever be a part of such games was and is evident in my opinion at this point in time. I suppose in the ways of my ex-mother-in-law who had made the choice to take me to a casino in #LA #Louisiana #LAstate #Louisianastate knowing the fact as to having been awake from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury for just about 1 year at the point of while being pregnant with my son and knowing I was only 18 years old biologically, as however many hours the bus ride from Fort Worth Texas to #Shreveport #ShreveportLA #ShreveportLouisiana Shreveport Louisiana to go to the #casino casino which since there is the knowledge as to the age requirement minimum by others as to the age of 21 years minimum there is the guess I suppose as well as from my description and my book as to having to wait until everyone else did their thing to then get back on the bus to return to Fort Worth. The bus driver and his wife were the only kind people I had met on the trip out to the casino as there was not much discussion as to others, though I di remember there was a couple who chose not to return the ways which was arranged through the bus ride as the bus driver had announced they needed everyone on the bus to know they were spending the weekend out at Shreveport and would return on their own as they saw fit in comparison to what they had heard on the way out to the casino.

I did not understand as I was exhausted having been on that ride as well as the eight to ten hours at the casino and then the return, was too much for my headaches and migraines on top of the pregnancy with my son. Whereas my ex-mother-in-law thought it was a great time, the fact of which was not for everyone. I have gone into multiple details as to the atrocities of my ex-mother-in-law of which she had the first vacation allowed out to the state of Louisiana regarding #NewOrleans #NewOrleansLA #NewOrleansLouisiana New Orleans Louisiana during the symposium for the breast cancer research trip, which if there was a problem as to not having been taken on other trips there is the additional factors of how selfish certain individuals are as Grandpa Nichols warned her to not be stupid and to be more appreciative of me back then in 2002. In reference to any and all trips as to my ex-in-laws whether they came in or they went with me there was not a time when in the same vehicle that they had ever taken care of their own bags and the refusal to acknowledge the facts as to the problems while taking advantage wrongly was warned by Grandpa Nichols repeatedly as to what he knew was going to occur, as he did convert through means of religious aspects as time went on while others in the family failed to see the importance. Mainly my ex-brother-in-law and his family had realized what Grandpa Nichols said was truthful, though the females were ignorant to thinking there was truth to what he warned of.

Such types of individuals who are accustomed to receiving government benefits who could work to earn on their own at times just have not learned to make the effort to get themselves out of the situations as they did not see the long term benefits to not relying on the government, as they thought it was the government’s job to take care of their bills in comparison to them paying their own bills as I have given multiple examples as to such types of individuals who thought that they were owed when they actually had owed. There is a difference between those types of funded babies as to trust fund babies as at the realities as to which trust fund babies want the attention from their parent/grandparent and rebel in comparison to learning there is a minimum of requirements to be acknowledged for work whether one way or another those who are reliant upon the government of the aspects of only seek to remain under the radar wishing to get more from what they had not earned to begin with as they think just because they are alive means something they are entitled to when in reality they are not entitled to anything they did not earn. In turn such problems as to my ex-in-laws as I have described and brought forward have been as such have been and while my ex-in-laws thought that I would care more because of prior times to when returning to the state of Texas there was not ever going to be what once was as far as such times because of their failures to take care of the situations when they had the chance.

The choices of which one ex-sister-in-law who knew how to game the system and got all sorts of benefits while also additionally declaring bankruptcy was a she was and my refusal of her has already been documented as she wished to be like my biological sister in comparison while not ever having even the connection of being as such though wishing to try to be as, which that was not ever going to e allowed in such references and though she thought we were the same because of the name situation she refused to see at the times we were not ever alike nor would we ever be alike. She could have helped my daughter just as my ex-mother0in-law could have helped my daughter, though the driving from Carrollton to Fort Worth to #WhiteSettlement #WSTX #WhiteSettlementTX #WhiteSettlementTexas White Settlement to #Denton #DentonTX #DentonTexas Denton to Fort Worth to Carrollton is just one viewpoint as to the larger aspects as to how I was treated in addition to the viewpoint of the Louisiana trip as to those people.

The situations which the trips out to #OK #Oklahoma #OKstate #Oklahomastate had been in similar aspects as my ex-mother-in-law, my nieces and nephew as to such times, and etcetera as to the luggage situation when at those times pregnant with my daughter while already having given birth to my son and so on was nothing new and at that year had been just at the two years of begin awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday head injury in 2000 as to those types of leeches. The situations regarding the trips became a concern when it was not any of their concern as why would they care when they had not paid attention in the first 4.5 years as to the facts of my subarachnoid hemorrhage and such aspects, while they knew of such abuses they were doing and laughing about additionally wrongly. Grandpa Nichols warned them and while Grandpa Nichols wanted to go to Oklahoma as he knew I had no problem taking him with, Tony his son knows as to the real reasons why he could not bring himself to go to see him at the times of.

I repeat the aspects as to Grandpa Nichols thanking me for righting such wrongs as to the firearms and the safes thereof, as he knew it was better. However additionally as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to the language of Mandarin taught in schools, Tony knew of the Spanish language lessons regarding his ex girlfriend Patty of which in reference to the words at the #McDonalds birthday party had been the ways of which his ex-girlfriend was taught to speak Spanish in comparison to the school lessons for the knowledge to clarify. At one evening she used the phrase his mom taught her for the employment at the time, a few weeks before her death that his mom taught her. She tried to tell him of the situation which was around the time of the apartment though his mom had been as how his mom had been as to refusing to tell him the truth because of her wishes to control the aspects she did not ever have control of, and he remembers how his dad dealt with doing the best he could for the problems Grandma Nichols had caused in comparison to turning her into the law enforcement as he knew he should have. He apologized for several aspects regarding such and had been a reason why his chair was in front of the picture, which he constantly had her in his thoughts as he cared for her as his own as though she was his own preferred daughter-in-law compared to the aspects of if such had ever been possible though was not because of what additionally his two sisters had been a part of as he knows of such types of behaviours and patterns thereof.

When learning as to what the SNAARK parties as to the people within such a group in the #RoundRock #RoundRockTX #RoundRockTexas #RRTX Round Rock/Austin Texas area, I additionally could not believe in of all state within the #USA United States of America as to how many people would think to play games while having weaponry within their grasp and/or on their person as I thought people from Texas were smarter than to play games and/or pretend while holding or having or using weapons. I learned from my mistakes and had not seen any need or want or desire to ever be a part of such as there is not nor will there ever be any excuse or cause or reason to ever play games or pretend while any such type of weapons or weaponry are within an area as I know to be more responsible than such.

In turn as per learning such aspects shortly a few months before the Kinko de Mayo event in 2011, I completely walked away from the event and kept to other groups and events instead because of the problems I could easily see rampant throughout such situations. In the realities as to the Clown Porn being put into the DVD player by Travis or HC Coyote as to the lack of any need or want or desire to ever be a part of the smallest of bits as to anything he was involved with as per my disgust as to who he had been, there was not any requirements I saw for me to go further with those types of situations as to my right to stand my ground as well as my right to protect myself from what I fully saw as a threat and a set of threats as it should not take a head injury to figure out swords and knives and firearms are weapons.

In the regards of that event as to what I could not see any worth or value to regarding anything beyond a lesson to be learned from to move forward and move on from, I had kept to myself and minimally spoke with anyone because of my personal uncomfortability of all such situations as per the ironies regarding between the years of 2019 through to 2021 as per the problems previously outlined in my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA as well as a few of my non-fiction factual books. I could not and I do not see any value of those types of situations nor of those types of people however at the event I spoke with a few people, who knew of my medical situation because of being honest as I am and helping me to understand the situation for myself to calm down. Since Travis or HC Coyote is as he was in such times and hypothetically still has needed to learn from such lessons as there is not any way to ever prevent a head injury for everyone the realities of such problems as I saw were continued and perpetuated needlessly, as the couple who knew the aspects of went to try to calm me down however I was not able to calm down because of the constant aspects of.

When Travis or HC Coyote had walked outside to where I was to go to rub into my face as to the Clown Porn because of knowing my hatred of clowns as to his thought of a fear of clowns in comparison, the situations escalated to where he thought I was playing games when I was being serious as he refused to be a responsible adult and accept the fact I was not interested and would not ever be interested as to prior writings as to such problems regarding that male and those types of people. While he continued to try to push me to go his way and was going to accept the fact I was not ever going to in the ways he wished, I told him to leave me alone multiple times as I told him to go away multiple times as I told him to stop multiple times as I told him I was not interested multiple times as I told him he was not good multiple times and etcetera. He told me he would try to get me to see things his way and I told him to stop and leave me alone for there was not any way my background or my life circumstances especially within the year of 2011 as to the situations at the time to ever get me to see such a way, which he tried to tell me that it was a way to relax where I told him I saw nothing relaxing about such aspects.

When he upset me to the point I balked back and told him there was a joke if he went to go look in the bathroom to see what the joke was in the mirror, he laughed and thought I was joking about there being something in the mirror he would see that would be considered as a joke to me. After awhile he went to the bathroom as he told me he went about an hour or so later to tell me he went to look in the bathroom to try to find the joke when he looked in the mirror, which he told me he could not find the joke I was referring to in the mirror when he looked in the mirror.

The couple who knew me though I cannot recall their names at this point had started laughing as I simply was infuriated by such a point because of how others tried to tell me to calm down instead of accepting the facts I was not going to calm down from them telling me to do so as there was nothing to calm down from because they wrongfully kept pushing against me and continuing to needlessly go forward with such, instead of getting out of my way so I could leave from the area as I was fully uncomfortable as to those types of situations. It is ironic as to my calling it the consenting adult lifestyle as there were few who ever paid attention as to the importance of my consent to such aspects in multiple areas and ways, when reflecting backwards at various times in this year of 2021.

In turn when I told him a second time the same thing which he and others went to go look, I made my getaway from the Austin lifestyle scene because of the facts I refused to be a part of such aspects as there were and are problems with such types of people especially when taking into consideration the aspects as to the timeframe of Excalibur Faire. What I was dealing with even though it was the separation time as to what I have already discussed and explained which I learned from and fully refused and still refuse in all such ways, as those types of similarities regarding college financial aide students who had wished the government would forgive their debts would assist such though similarly to the aspects as to the bankruptcy not ever forgiving college loan debts as to the ways of the #ACA Affordable Care Act of the #UniversalHealthcare Universal Healthcare system later put in place compared to such times in the years of 2010 and 2011 when I had warned those people as to what they did not truly want nor did they truly need.

Consent is and always will remain important and I refuse to ever see how such is not important to get someone’s consent regarding if you are going to play any type of game, which I have and I do and I will continue refuse to play games as obviously I did not even get to play in the casino. In the timeframes as to which the reality of such aspects as to my SCUBA Diving for as many people who proudly voted for #POTUS44 POTUS44 #BarackObama Barack Obama, they seemingly were and remain as racist and bigoted as they were for only voting for him because of his ethnic background as anyone who would have proudly voted for him would have not hesitated to bring me forward to the SCUBA Diving work I had done in such times. While my pattern of behaviour to respect the Chain of Command is proven and would have been completed in that 12 hours if the UHUAL situation did not occur then such aspects of which technology messages and dictation situations referencing phone calls, would then be able to additionally prove as to such aspects thereof as to my fetlife post about my photographs comparatively to getting the work done in a timely and correct manner in comparison to what occurred. However, I have written letters to as well as I felt as though the aspects as to the #Ombudsman Ombudsman was a part of informing POTUS44 whether officially or unofficially, as there was not the hesitation on my part as to honestly reaching across to do the best I could as best as possible. The choices by others is the ways of which they would and will have to deal with the situations thereof, as I have my pattern of behaviours just as each has their patterns of behaviours.

The situations later in reference to the Kinko de Mayo event which he threw a temper tantrum as to the location of the backyard where he set up a whip to swing in a smaller area and multiple times almost hit several people without any concern for their safety, while ironically throwing a temper tantrum about why he was not taken seriously as to the aspects of in later times. As he had additionally pointed a blow dart gun in my direction multiple times at another party and I did not see such as flirting nor did I see such as safe I refused to ever take him anything other than seriously as to his lack of ability to see and be responsible, and thus he always would be of a view as of a threat to me as per the ways he had been regarding multiple times previously. I warned him at the SNAARK party a boy who cried wolf too many times will be seen as the boy who cried wolf too many times which cannot be believed until it is too late, as the ways of which lying can always lead to such aspects and the dooming of watching such history repeat in person as to the aspects thereof. By the time of the Kinko de Mayo party I can think of a minimum of 8 or 9 times which I was personally threatened and/or felt my safety was at risk and/or that there were far too many problems for me to feel comfortable to be around, which by the time of the Kinko de Mayo event I cannot count how many times the whip almost hit several individuals in the nearby area which included myself at several points in time as he kept walking around the area in the ways which #POTUS45 POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump Donald J Trump had been seen and the remarks thereof to when he debated #SecretaryofState #SecretaryofStateDoD #SecretaryofStateDepartmentofDefense #DepartmentofDefense #DoD #HillaryRClinton #HillaryClinton #HillaryRodhamClinton Secretary of State Hillary R. Clinton in the year of the election cycle for 2016.

However instead of where then #RNC #republican #GOP nominee Donald J. Trump was only holding a microphone in comparison to a five to eight foot whip in his hands when he was walking around the stage in comparison to Travis or HC Coyote in regards of #DNC #Democrat nominee Hillary Clinton, the situation at that #KinkodeMayo Kinko de Mayo among several aspects I saw as situations to pay attention to as well as problematic were ignored just as the initial aspects at the #TNG #TNGAustin TNG Austin coffee house munch was a problem regarding Travis or HC Coyote, the same in reference to the SNAARK event, the same in reference to the larger numbers of people in comparison to some of the smaller numbers of people seeing a problem with the loaded blow dart gun at the event, and the same in reference to the aspects as to the Kinko de Mayo. By the end of that event, I was fully at my wits end referencing the problems in such an area and events thereof. The online #fetlife Fetlife portions had gone as such had gone as to the #GetOffMyLawn Get Off My Lawn posting he had made of which when he threatened to pat me on my head knowing I deal with headaches and migraines, I refused to allow such to occur and I took the opportunity to stop such by standing up for myself and standing my ground for the first time online regarding such a threat.

Later in reference to the year of 2019 I learned of an Austin Police Report filed which if accurate around the after portions of the time in reference to such aspects of which I had been involved with the Austin Dominant Mentor Program and they were the only people within the area which had any access to seeing my identification card, which was mandatory for the ability to participate within the Austin Mentor Program because of the adult consenting portions as to as my group was told had been for the age verification of which Ms Cenna had been who had taken the copies of the identification cards though who had access to such scanned information as well as the printouts of the identification cards was not made aware to me or anyone else within the group I was in. A male named Matt or Orphis (?spelling?) had made a comment about #Nicolo #NicoloMachiavelli #Machiavelli Nicolo Machiavelli as to the book #ThePrince The Prince of which the situations regarding the problems regarding that particular book in certain contexts if only paying attention to certain phrases and lines in comparison to the whole in the overall book in totality, was a smaller discussion regarding opinions as to such times.

As I have discussed as well as described and made fun of myself as to having to ask what a collage meant as per the homework for an initial week session, I had not been able to know what a collage was as per not remembering if I ever had to make one when in school as I learned it was a child aged project for mainly elementary schools as I understood from the discussion. When the time came for everyone’s homework to be on display and everyone to try to guess which person have made which collage, there was not one person who did not know I was the one who had made my collage as because of the ways my creativity for such in a linear layout in comparison to the linear thoughts others have in their own ways as to how they view life comparatively to the ways which my thoughts are as I thought if I had put the images in the grid format while having the descriptions with the words underneath the images there would be the ways to see the reflection as to how I saw others view me in comparison to how I view others as well as the images themselves being representations of different aspects within my life in such smaller parts and portions thereof.

While many laughed as to my explanations in comparisons to seeing the reality as I thought others were playing games at such times with one another as the twelve row board look was what my in thoughts as to the ways of which to my creativity, I listened later to the remarks as to the opinions of others regarding their thoughts as to what stupidity they thought was involved regarding my personal homework. The situations as to how many people within the Austin adult lifestyle had problems as to my choices to educate myself in comparison to only going with what was read online was what situations as to other additional aspects became to be more well known, and whatever situations occurred as per the ways of which I had warned is however each individual had made their choices while knowing I was doing the best I could they made whatever decisions one way or another.

In such times as a biological adult in the year of 2011, I was reminded of the times when I was in Asher Holmes Elementary School as to explaining my homework and my projects to people in the classes I had been in as there was a lack of understanding as to anything I had put forward at such times and instead of ever taking into consideration anything other than their opinions as I saw such hypotheticals; as per the ways I have always been, I simply just walked away from the situation from the class and worked on my own works as per the ways I had been accustomed to since being a child as per how multiple situations had been in reference to my childhood and teenager years in reference to my biological mother/sister/father as well as some others in such comparisons. It got to the point where there was no longer any need nor requirement for those types of situations or problems in my life, and I knew I needed to move onward on my own with what I needed for myself in comparison.

In such aspects as to the facts of which how the area of the adult consenting lifestyle communities per town overall attitude as I have perceived, when explaining before as to such views others had been upset by such as they thought I was insulting them in comparison to simply giving a way to have a reference point in comparisons for the views as I did not know what their interpertations were from any aspects as I was born and raised in the areas I referred to in the combination of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, #NY #NYC #NYstate #NewYork #NewYorkCity #NewYorkstate New York, and #PA #Pennstate #Pennsylvania #Pennsylvaniastate #PAstate Pennsylvania as I thought others would be able to understand the references as I thought there had been more who had traveled from what people had discussed as well as told me as I did not ever think anyone lied to me because I cannot tell a lie. I dealt with too many problems because of others telling lies about me and I could not ever nor could I ever force myself to tolerate lies, as I knew what such lead to in the references to how my biological mother/sister/father joked about my toys from childhood as they gave the nickname of Victim of Child Abuse because of how I had cut the fabric in certain areas because of the fabric at such times as well as the subconscious views as to the psychological portions thereof in the reviewal portions.

While those people joked and thought it was hilarious as to how they said they were jokingly calling me the ultimate #Ultimate #Victim #ChildAbuse Victim of Child Abuse as well which there is truth behind every joke in my opinion, I could not ever bring myself to ever be able to tolerate several aspects of such portions and I did what I could as best as I could to keep myself as well as my son #Letters4James as well as my daughter #Letters4Lidia as safe as I could from such while warning as many people as I could to such times. Each can see for themselves as to whether or not the aspects as to being the ultimate victim of child abuse as to my life can be seen, and what problems have been able to be noticed within the 13th Amendment additionally. Few ever believed me about the facts I dealt with over my lifetime and that had begun when I was younger and had spoken with different police officers telling them as to what I was dealing with in the house as to the babysitter my biological mother had used from #OTC #OTPC #OldTennet #OldTennentPresbyterian #Presbyterian #OldTennentPResbyterianChurch Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in #Tennent #TennentJY #TennentNewJersey when I was a child, which later a different babysitter had been told about the situations regarding how the prior babysitter at the house treated me though did not treat my biological sister because of how protective my biological parents were over her in all such comparisons to ever being protective of me.

When my biological sister became of age for such times is when the babysitter at the house from Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, that was when the joint babysitter went from the male in high school named David to the female babysitter named Sarah which was much safer in so many ways and far more calming in the comparison as to such aspects as to additionally not having to fight to defend myself or defend my biological sister from other aspects at such times. However that was as it was, and is what it is. In the aspects as to the ways which #Baptist #BaptistCampLebanon #Lebanon #LebanonNJ #LebanonNewJersey Baptist Camp Lebanon in New Jersey and the ways such had gone regarding that assault on my thirteenth birthday as described more-so in my book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as well as the court case from Baptist Camp Lebanon which occurred thereafter as to the prosecution against who assaulted me though the claim made by Rachael in other aspects as to the situation. Fewer in Old Tennent Presbyterian Church believed me as to the realities of several situations as to the larger aspects such as the casket of #PastorWilliamTennent Pastor William Tennent situation, though others had always believed me in other times thereof. It was a mixed situation though later more and more began to believe me as they learned I can only tell the truth, though it took awhile to prove such because of how many individuals had told their opinions of me in comparison to acknowledging which were opinions compared to factual aspects in distinction.

The same occurred after my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister had teamed up with my ex-in-laws as well as my now dead-ex-husband because of the ways their wishes had been and the situations regarding the warnings given repeatedly throughout the years to many from the years of 2000 after I woke up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury through to when before I wound up in Washington state in the year of 2013; more had in my opinion had preferred the physical viewpoints of who was speaking to them in comparison to the physical viewpoints as to myself, as the words if they had listened to in comparison would in my opinion have been much different. However I am not the type of person who will fight for attention as to the ways some consider or as I have seen consider as normal, as I simply am the type who will either be as myself or be as myself as I can only be myself. Despite the situations at such times in reference to other aspects, I gave many warnings about several aspects in a multitude of ways across various subjects and topics of discussion.

Those in the adult consenting lifestyle had been the least to who would believe me in such times, which was as such was though the same was fairly across the board referencing the #McCoy #McCoyElementary #McCoyElementarySchool #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #FarmersBranch #FarmersBranchTX #FBTX #FBTexas #FarmersBranchTexas McCoy Elementary School of CFBISD as to the physical viewpoints they had their opinions of me as well as my background of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America upon registering my son and my daughter for school around May 2008 and later when I had gotten involved with #SCUBA SCUBA Diving had only been additional problems because of the other aspects I have already gone over though I do not doubt other connected problems from other such situations such as those who had refused to acknowledge my work as being credible as to earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as the individuals had wished for me to become a SCUBA Diving instructor of which I refused because it was not what I needed for myself or what I had been working towards since my childhood as I had created the design in my thoughts and worked on reading the information required for every possible aspect to ensure the safest creation I could make for the Underwater Travel System.

Then again I do not think it should be called as though for me consent is of extreme importance as the adult consenting lifestyle requires consent, of which I suppose those who chose as they chose can be labeled within the adult aspects of he lifestyle in comparison to the adult consenting lifestyle. One male had a massively huge problem as to ever seeing of any worth or value to my choice for my involvement of the adult consenting lifestyle as he was bitter Ms Cenna refused to allow him to teach military interrogation tactics to the civilian sector correctly, which I stood my ground as to agreeing with Ms Cenna. The problems to such aspects however as to what is considered as humane within the Constitutional Rights however especially if married in as a dependent to the Armed Forces of the United States of America are afforded less rights as they know, and they are able to be deported to return to their country of origin if they are incapable of proving their worth to remain in the United States of America of which some have known and have tried to use the individuals they had gotten into the country with such aspects thereof hearts to such regards. In such comparison as to my opinion, they can return to where they came from if they are proven to have been more problematic than have been of any value to the United States of America especially acknowledging my biases as to the facts of seeing such treason which has occurred in certain circumstances.

However that decision is technically above my official review of such aspects, and the #MartialLaw Martial Law in such references technically was voted in approval of by official standards the day the Affordable Healthcare Act went into place for the regards of the aspects to the #UCMJ #Universal #MilitaryJustice Universal Code of Military Justice in my opinion due to the reality of which such aspects have been seen and found to have been able to hypothetically been noticed. In turn I warned my ex-in-laws as well as warned my biological mother/sister/father as well as I warned my now dead-ex-husband as to if they continued on the paths they chose they would lose all credibility at a point in time of which most laughed at me in comparison to seeing the truth of which the reality of such was much closer in time than most realized, as now in the year of 2021 as to the prior year of the election cycle of 2020 as to the #FactChecking fact checking and the #ElectionIntegrity election integrity as per the type of what it takes for the software programs to be able to look through all connected date to be able to research every possible angle of each connected piece of which to be able to quickly identify all such situations connected to the individual and/or group as to making whichever statement in regards to the online portions of which I have gone into details about such aspects. I warned others as well to such portions throughout the state of Texas, though few paid attention when of importance to take a stand as they thought they could repeal the bills they did not like in comparison to the reality thereof.

I do not know if anyone else when the fact checking and election integrity portions on #Facebook Facebook had put into the comment section as to the opinions or the facts or other such portions for the newer aspects having been brought forward in the initial notification times, however that is up to each individual to know of what their choices were in reference to when that particular aspect came forward online. As I have received letters in the mail beginning within the year of 2001 several months before the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to information leaks I chose to inform others as best as I could additionally, as I had worried about what the ramifications were in such times beginning if I recall to the first letter being around July 2001 and what possibilities thereof.

When time went onward I told who I could as to such aspects as I did not know whose background was officially released or backed up or protected, though at minimum each individual who I met with any such connected portions would be able to do what they could to protect themselves over the years. After the attacks on 11 September 2001 it became a bigger deal for me to speak with who I could as to warn as many as possible as later when in reference more specifically to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, there was a news reference I heard which caused me to think differently about the aspects as to then dropping the link as to such portions as I knew the #IraqWar Iraq and the #AfghanistanWar Afghanistan War situations as well as the additional aspects as to the various veterans who might need a bit more awareness as to such as I was not able to feel I could wait to have such as to the initial intentions regarding several aspects as it seemed far too important for more as to the additional aspects of being concerned about if someone from whichever branch or division of the Armed Forces of the United States of America has been known to either have a dependent and/or a different connection to another branch or division of the United States of America’s government as it was of a larger concern I could see from the aspect as to the new article I had listened to.

I knew I could only warn people in person so much and there were other outer aspects as to which I felt there was a larger requirement to make the decision to make such a call, and as such a decision I looked to think of which possibilities as to mitigate the initial intention though had not achieved such a goal regarding such aspects as to the situations explained thereof in prior as well as the reality of including the writings on my website among the connected social media accounts of mine verified as per such as I thought it was important for a larger reasons than what some may have thought in the opinions thereof as I knew there were who I have referred to as “dot-dot-dot guys” as it seemed there were other such portions of consideration which some would have better ideas as to such a reference aspects as I know most likely my Grandpa Gavett would have known of such types of references to such types of situations regarding the agencies and groups and organizations thereof despite his passing on years ago. I had told Steve and Krysta in reference to #TempleofFlesh #ToF Temple of Flesh as to later on as to the aspects of which certain individuals they had been involved with informing me they had taken information from the office area and/or laptop and/or files as the females mainly had shown me the different stick/square/rectangle and such types of devices they had gotten the information from the areas of which concerned me a bit more with the knowledge as to the letters I had received and #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio Texas being more known for the Military City USA in multiple references.

I saw many more concerns to such than who I had spoken with and such situations at those times were ignored as to other situations, as the claim from others had wrongly been as to being overdramatic and/or in reference to s**t stirring as to the times. In such aspects as to in the timeframe after meeting Thomas Marsden as to the adult consenting lifestyle as to the San Antonio Texas scene around November 2004 and becoming involved with such going into the year of 2005 which the Excalibur Faire situation had been problematic, few ever believed me at such times as to the aspects of the multitude of problems of which I have described and my despising of such and individual who was not able to complete #USAirForce #USAAF #USAF United States of America’s Air Force #ROTC ROTC program at the #UTSA UTSA campus. While the claim in regards as to Thomas Marsden or Raven Marsden trying to compare his background regarding the ROTC Air Force which he had tried to commit suicide so many times in front of people as to what he said was why he had been kicked out of the ROTC program though I felt there was more to the situation he was not telling the truth referencing, he tried to get me to believe there was any similarity to the background of the ROTC Air Force as to the enlisted #USA #USArmy #USAArmy #USAA Army of which as to the facts to which all such aspects of what I have needlessly dealt with as to the last being the first and the first being the last Thomas Marsden is the first male I had dated for less than two months after the beginning of the first separation which he knew about as well as dealt with certain portions from my now dead-ex-husband. The first male I semi-dated as to after in regards of SCUBA Diving I have recently gone over the regards as to such an individual, and the problems thereof to the correct ways to have dealt with the times if the ego was not as such.

That male additionally had the nerve to yell at my son and my daughter for needing my attention when at my apartment after a set of conversations which my now dead-ex-husband had caused me to deal with to which when I defended my son and my daughter Thomas Marsden wished I would pay more attention to him, which I got into his face after he yelled at my son and my daughter which he cried because I refused to back down when defending my son and my daughter. He failed to ever see how my son and my daughter are and would always remain more important than he or any other individual to me and there would be nothing of which was ever worthwhile to any others’ opinions if their opinions differed with what I knew was actually needed and required, comparatively. When he went to hit my son and my daughter I backhanded him across the apartment and kicked him out of my apartment, which he wished that I would reconsider which I refused because he failed to understand being a Mom means more than just giving birth to a child(ren).

Then there were the problems regarding my cordless phone working when calling 9-1-1 for the emergency situation referencing the black Escalade and the female situation, though those who do not care about others’ safety do such hacking problems as to the situations thereof because of their failure to ever see anything outside of their egotistical selves. I already discussed and wrote about such as well as went by the Prue road location in the year of 2019, though yet again what does the correct return contact ever mean to anyone even someone such as myself? The same type of discussion problems as to a childish teenager type of female regarding preferring to talk instead of work as to what had needed to be done regarding the aspects as to then in the year of 2005 regarding that 9-1-1 call as well as the semi-truck, which those types of people who need to #endhacking #stophacking #stophackingpermanently #stophackingnow stop hacking as those types of people have additionally been problematic as to their lack of ability to ever care about anyone other than themselves as to their wishes to be of more importance than they actually are in my opinion. Prove me incorrect as to what matters regarding truthful aspects as to what I have brought forward regarding which way as to what is actually of importance, though since such time has gone by as long as it has I have even more doubt than when I did in the year of 2005.

He failed to ever have human decency at such times as he had told me he wanted to have me kidnapped to have the raping go on instead of ever having any concern of human decency, knowing what I already had dealt with up to that point in my life in the year of 2005 as he already knew of what I had dealt with from my now dead-ex-husband and the problems had only continued when I told him I refused to care about him when he wanted to be able to move in and I refused as well. I refused him repeatedly and no one I knew had ever done anything to actually help me or the situation because of the ways of which not any different to my dead-ex-husband as to how the ways such were, to which once again what is it to actually be taken care of in actual realistic concern for my best interests in comparison to others’ wishes? What is it to actually have and get what I personally need for myself, in comparison to constantly fighting to get what I need?

To be clear if any ever thought getting my son to knock up females and/or my daughter to get knocked up by males would ever cause me to care for such in the ways of, you are fully incorrect as per the mandatory ways as to how I would have had to view such portions. I would give such a reference to the pain levels I went through as to the San Antonio Family Court and any who once knew of me at such times and/or were in knowledge of such afterwards would be fully ignorant as to ever think my heart would ever be for such individuals, beyond the kindness of the same aspects via the court system compared to my opinion for such aspects as to the individuals who would ever wish for such aspects and I would fully refuse such in all certainty for clarifications. While I do not doubt some would wish and pray for such aspects and possibly even hope for such later, there is not the ways of which such time can be reversed and thus such time would not ever be of value to such regards and would work against each individual in full as you would know as to such aspects as to the system they would be put into in all such reference portions in comparison to ever being looked at in the ways of which you would wish as even if I once thought of you in a higher regard than you hypothetically possibly thought of at one point in time; that was one point in time, and not the current point in time.

The amount of times I had to defend myself at Temple of Flesh had comments regarding Thomas Marsden repeatedly in comparison to when I defended other females, though what did that ever matter at any such actual time to anyone? Nothing at such times from the years of 2004 into 2005, and then later after which Celtic Cowboy or John Villarreal had caused the situation which I was picked up and taken on stage at the Uniform Fetish Ball in San Antonio which he thought was hilarious and then wondered why I did not ever need to be around such types of people as he too had defended the Excalibur Faire situations which I refused and still cannot ever see anything of any worth or value to such problems other than the lessons to which all such types of those aspects of such playing and pretending to fully end in all ways and not ever be allowed to ever return to existence again as there is not any worth to trying to escape when you have nothing worth actually escaping from and you just wish to remain as a child instead of growing up which it is time for all such individuals to grow up and accept reality for each choice each individual has ever made.

I have not ever understood those types of trust fund babies as I have not ever had the luxury of having everything I wanted and needed at my finger tips without have to fight for such aspects as per the ways those types of trust fund babies have had such ease, to which those types of trust fund babies have always been the problem to far too many aspects to whichever type of funding not officially earned in references and regards thereof. Anyone who would ever think I would be weaker than I was before regarding the strength as to my determination as to what I earned compared to what I was given would need to reevaluate for themselves as to whether or not I would be weak, in comparison to the actuality of the strength required for me to personally without any assistance and on my own to be able to earn my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as finally work towards the aspects of my creation of my Underwater Travel System. I was already shown in reference to #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas the possibilities of such aspects in the visionary portions of which, the clarifications as to the second confirmation as to who I am to all such aspects in the three-way portions of the predictions I have done correctly as well as my SCUBA Diving and how-tos thereof for my earning as the third portions as to the Irving portions for the fully confirmation of such.

When I stood up in defense of my son, my daughter, and I as to when I backhanded him from getting away from my son and my daughter after he had already seen what damages my now dead-ex-husband had done in reference to what bruises and marks from what conversations I dealt with; Thomas Marsden wished I would care for him though was not ever capable to ever do so as he was not ever capable of being honest with me at any such times as he was always accustomed to whining and lying instead of ever being truthful in all such ways. He told me he was going to tattle tell on me for standing my ground as to his wishes to constantly have the needless problems I was already dealing with continue onward needlessly as those types of trust fund babies have not ever known what actual hardships and problems are, as they have not ever had to work for anything because their mommy and/or their daddy has taken care of everything instead of ever making their child(ren) actually take responsibility for their choices the ways of which they have wanted others to take responsibility for their choices. It is a two way street and it has been high time for many to actually make such trust fund babies actually pay for every problem they have ever caused, which I suppose in such ways as to the ironies as to the cost as to the #ACA Affordable Care Act as to their taxes having to pay for each healthcare issue across the board because of their incapability to ever learn how to read accurately as to thinking if they associate themselves with another as to that being the same in comparison to actually being the same as they claim they want to be.

In such references as to the aspects as to such portions regarding those types of people referencing Thomas Marsden and those trust fund baby types as to the ways of which those types have been, I have yet to meet one who actually has had actual truthful concern and genuine compassion as to truthfully being truthful at all times. I have doubted such ever existed in life as to the situations I have dealt with over my entire existence as while I have been told they exist, I have not ever believed they do. After everything as of more recently in reference to including after the times of how I wound up in Washington state, I definitely have not been able to ever think of such as anyone who would ever think of instead to ask me as to what I personally needed in comparison to just assuming that I was as whatever through going through others in comparison to just asking me myself; there is a different aspect as to how such a viewpoint there is because of how such a viewpoint is regarding how such assumptions always lead to problems, as it is not ever a capability to ever assume about me.

Though how many people have tried to guess and thought they could ask others in comparison to just asking me in comparison to asking me myself, in person?

Nope, that has not ever actually occurred.

I have dealt with stalking and harassment though as to such situations do not ever lead towards actual answers regarding the situations either, though then again what would such problems regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project be of consideration as it would have just been easier to begin with if my books had been completed in the ways I had arranged instead of anyone getting needlessly involved as I was literally similarly to the aspects as to the UHAUL situation as to 12 hours as to being able to actually take care of my own situation instead of others needlessly getting involved yet again. How is it that individual human beings think they know better by assuming instead of simply actually having the wherewithal to ask the individual themselves as to such, regarding the aspects of what is actually necessary and has always been necessary?

What aspects has it taken to which what I have actually needed in comparison to what has been assumed because of others’ assumptions as well as the inability to tell the difference between a fiction book series as to a non-fiction book set, in such comparison? I have not ever known what it has been to have anyone actually ask me instead of going through other people thinking other people would ever be able to answer anything about me regarding my personal needs and when I have specifically put such into what I actually have needed, when has the answers actually come as to what I have actually needed? Oh, not any time as of yet. Instead I have been repeatedly surrounded by individuals with more and more weaponry instead of being told the truth while such was going on and thus instead of the Excalibur Faire only being on the grounds of the area now as to the Sherwood Festival Faire, it spread throughout the city of Austin as well as other areas.

Why would such aspects be of more problematic portions, as to the combined aspects of my background? Why would that ever matter as to any view of anyone ever actually having any care of compassion or human decency or humanity, and why would I ever believe anyone ever actually cared bout me or my well being? Who could ever view such as ever having any care or concern for or of me, realistically? Why would I ever feel wanted in the positive ways for such aspects in the combined portions, or was and am I missing the point as to the amount of firearms in the hands of people who hypothetically were lying to my face as to knowing who I am?

Why would I ever believe there was ever any actual concern for anything I had ever been through as to any such compassion or anyone ever actually having a heart to ever care, when as many organizations and agencies and groups have repeatedly ignored the pleas for genuine help as I thought the work I had done was enough as to simply earn my own money regarding my own work since such failures throughout the system repeatedly from the years of 2000 through to 2020 including more recently in the year of 2021 as to the most simple transfer process which should have taken less than 45 days as to what I personally needed as to the Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America. My work is my work and the 13th Amendment violations as well as the other such violations are still fully able to be noticed, and hesitations always lead to needless problems which can be avoided in comparison when the correct actions are taken in the correct manners thereof. The Laws of the Ocean and the Laws of Space are extremely different to the ambassadorship aspects on earth, for clarifications.

What has anything I have ever done been of any worth or value to ever simply recognize in truth at any such time and what would it truly be to simply recognize the facts of such truths, or does that not cost enough money to actually bring such forward because of how others view such? How ironic as to making my own way to earn my own financial aspects regarding my books and that simple situation which could have made my life so much easier instead, though what difference would that have actually made for me?

The world to me, is the answer.

My life would have been much easier if what I had worked on had simply gone through correctly within the timeframe I had thought my books would have gotten the royalty payments for myself for such times forward instead of having continued to be in the situation I was in regarding the waiting process of seeing how little anything I had done was ever worth, as not one book had ever been above the number of sales which was ever enough to be able to get myself to the location I was seeking as to the problems regarding all other such situations which were needless and unnecessary. How ironic as to how many times I have been accused of being selfish and overdramatic and yet all such problems regarding more than any such needless aspects had if they just kept out of my way to such would have actually had me feel more wanted and actually would have been happy with what I personally preferred in comparison to what hypothetically others had felt the need to get their own involvements which I did not want nor did I need nor did I desire anyone I once knew to ever involve themselves with my works, as who had I once known who ever actually knew me truthfully in comparison to their assumptions and/or whatever lies they were told about me?

However back in 2005 while I had defended other females as well as myself at Temple of Flesh when bringing such forward on my own compared to some male complaining because I defended myself and/or another female, only then such sexism fully showed as to the lack of belief as to when a female has brought such truth forward regarding such though the sexism referencing to the male aspect; and yet the irony referencing those males who have stood by and done nothing when in reference to either side of such aspects, and then are surprised when such turn around occurred or occurs for some. Then the aspects as to such additional problems from Temple of Flesh individuals associated with as to the problems across throughout the state of Texas as to the ways which such needless problems perpetuated of which needlessly had been what occurred in such times of 2004 and 2005 while remembering the aspects as to #Chilis Chilis as to the flyer back then, which the problems thereof from which regarding how such types of males who think similarly to the ways some females think they will always be young have been seen as to how such types of individuals have through just because one point they got something that meant anything else in comparison to actually earning to actually maintain a relationship which then because of such a foolish view of the world and of life when they realize there is none who actually prefer such long term in those types of ways as to the lack of choice regarding such releases because of the facts as to such ease as to the ways thereof in comparison to ever earning such.

You know, the way trust fund babies think of life in certain comparisons. I could be incorrect, though thus far as far as I have seen and experienced I have not seen where there has been any positive to such aspects without having to constantly fight for what is actually correct.

What is it to have the ease of simply proving one’s worth without having to constantly fight for such aspects to correctly be acknowledged, out of curiosity?

What is that luxury as, it seems as it would be more comfortable than what I have ever known personally.

What is it to be taken seriously without being doubted or tested, as what is it to actually have everything one needs with the correct responses in the timely manner as to what was known to be the correct amount of time in comparison to the length of time it has been thus far already?

Nonetheless that male named Thomas Marsden who had complained as he thought not graduating Air Force ROTC was the exact same as to the Basic Training aspects threw a temper tantrum when his Grandfather told him in front of me as to his Grandfather’s preference to the facts of which were presented, to preferring me in all of the areas of life to the larger aspects of which then those who knew Thomas Marsden back then would know what type of temper tantrum he threw when his Grandfather who had been retired from the Air Force had chosen me in comparison. Since Thomas Marsden said he would tell Master Charles on me as to the tattle telling because his Grandfather and his mom denied him and had instead of chosen me, the wishes as to that male having accepted such instead of the crying which occurred similar to the aspects of the #LastSamuai Last Samurai of which when does the boy bow down and acknowledge such I ponder in the aspects of what I had discussed as well as wrote about in my first books “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”.

The temper tantrum which flew around because for the first time ever someone actually preferred me, in comparison to a trust fund baby such as Thomas Marsden. Though compared to, what protections did I ever have when taking into consideration as to the #13thAmendment 13th Amendment situations as well as the other portions having been brought forward as to what has occurred?

In a reference as to just because I described my tattoos does not mean such are for the aspects of anything other than a description as none have any right to ever invade my privacy for such aspects as those are of for myself and for myself only, though to explain as to having had to after so many needless problems from as many people who assumed I was ever anything they assumed regarding such times. However since my Medal of Honor Art Project stalking and harassment hypothetical problems as to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”, the pure upsetting of ever spending any such times as to authoring any books as what good has such ever done for me as I needed when I specifically require(d) such?

I cannot think of anything as to the facts of such royalty payments as to what I should have actually earned as to what I am actually genuinely entitled to for myself and myself to choose what I do, in comparison to the choices of the assumptions of others in the ways of what I was making the choice to do as to my mission statements in which books I chose to make for the reasons I thought my choices were actually valid in comparison to the trust fund babies who have done only the overdramatic garbage which has been needless for far too long hypothetically. I am not the type of person others have assumed just because of my modeling at one point in time as when that did not go past where beyond what I had set as a goal for myself and as not one goal thus far has actually been reached beyond a few which have not actually been recognized by what standards of which I additionally set though again, such would require others to ask instead of assume regarding such aspects as to other such goals; as who had I ever spoken with in regards of my creation of my Underwater Wedding as well as my creation of my Underwater Travel System until after I had completed all such works, necessary?

Since the #UnderwaterWedding Underwater Wedding has illegally by the #LotO #LawsoftheOcean #Ocean Laws of the Ocean standards been used without such permissions as per requirements to follow such Laws of the Ocean especially with the #ordainedReverendSusanMeeLing Ordained Reverend aspects as well as my having landed at the bottom of the ocean in three main area locations have yet to correctly be recognized by others in the proper ways, what does such matter for the aspects as to the #UnderwaterTravelSystem Underwater Travel System and other such portions matter? Could the finances I should have earned been enough for me to work on getting the work for my Underwater Travel System in progress instead of waiting for others to get in gear to such portions instead of the needless garbage waiting which has occurred instead because of whatever needless situations in the wasting of time since I put such forward, hypothetically if such individuals had not wasted time to actually get to work on such instead?

Probably if the situations had not gone as to the ways of from I guesstimate the year of 2016, however instead of getting my royalty payment checks as to the ways I had arranged for myself to occur the problems which have continued on needlessly because of the waiting for the responses correctly as to already having sent correspondence out as well as having put such information regarding for people to speak with me through contacting me in truth compared to the situations which have needlessly wasted time because of the most simple of simple recognitions which would have prevented my daughter and my son and I from actually moving forward instead of the problems which occurred all because of the failures regarding such SCUBA Diving having been correctly acknowledged back in 2009.

I did not think it took a head injury to figure out back in the year of 2009 if such lazy individuals had not been as egotistical as they were to waste time to acknowledge my SCUBA Diving, how the realities of such could have been worked on for the past 12.5 years. That is what some get I suppose for choosing to be selfish and wasting time, instead of getting to work on time and making the correct choice without hesitation.

In comparison as to those people referencing the aspects as to Temple of Flesh and the lack of protection at any event regarding provided security in comparison to having had to defend myself repeatedly, I have thus refused to ever participate with any functions related or connected to such individuals of such groups due to the lack of respect as well as the lack of proper payment over such different performances as well as the lack of regard to anyone’s safety when the forcing of being put on stage against my will because of the facts as to having been picked up off of the ground as per the ways of the height of the individuals who had touched me to pick me up against my will and thus assaulted me from simply touching my arms to pick me up off of the ground to then carry me onto a stage I did not want to be on and then the public embarrassment of which being asked a question which I did not feel comfortable being asked as well as did not feel comfortable answering at all in the year of the Uniform Fetish Ball the year of the Springtime for Hitler show that Steve had made at the time.

As an additional portion to the aspect as to Celtic Cowboy and a phone call which he had threatened to kidnap me to force me to watch moves I was not interested in regarding the Lord of the Rings which he laughed when I refused similarly to one of the males in regards of the five males who surrounded me when jumping out of the trees at Excalibur Faire and such situations, what actually occurred in my favor as to ever saving me from ever going through such again? Oh, wait. Austin 2020. What is justice?

I knew my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury were as they were and such a declaration as to make such a choice I did contact Steve to request to complete my performance as to the #Denver #DenverMileHighClub #DenverCO #DenverColorado #CO #Costate #Coloradoastate Denver Mile High Club #StarSpangledBanner Star Spangled Banner performance to ensure my ability to remember such, as to the facts aside of not having ever been paid for my works regarding that piece or the other performance of being the most wanted in the aspects as to then giving the moral of the story; though again, I did not ever get paid for any performances I had done nor had I ever been paid for any of my modeling images. What is it to actually be compensated correctly, instead of such problems perpetuating?

Of which neither time had there been any provided security for me as well as the situations as to the year in 2012 which others in the security group had made fun of me for their involvement of picking me up and carrying me on stage against my will, of which was before I prevented the dumpster fire in the back of the area near the #Crowne Crowne or the #Omni Omni hotel area as to the Marine who had spoken with me which I had also brough forward the DM portions of which several individuals had been following me around that evening though since Steve as usually had hypothetically been drinking and/or involved with the female with the powder ring did not pay attention to the aspects of the people in the areas of just the same and not any different as the monthly events regarding that individual, he refused to listen to me about the photography from people using cellphones as well as the problems regarding the fencing with the plastic tarp over the metal fencing as I found people who were shimming into the event as per other additional situations which none had wanted to acknowledge as to the need to actually do so in the specific year of 2012. However what did that matter then or even now regarding anything, is nothing I have been informed of as to the lack of any correct communication regarding such discussions as to anything being of any worthwhile aspects of how I personally would view such.

In reference to the city areas of the main aspects #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas Dallas is more close to New York City whereas #FortWorth #FWTX #FortWorthTexas #FortWorthTX is more closer to the New Jersey areas in the overall combined aspects of which my daughter needs to let it go as I am done with the other portions of which the situations have needlessly gone onward as to what I have dealt with because she refused to acknowledge what portions she had caused for herself when I told her similarly in reference to others such as the crying wolf aspects as to the ways she thought the hospitals were a vacation, I had warned her what problems were going to occur and the facts of which the medical staff refused to listen to me at such times was evident as well as other such portions thereof as I had told several as to the additional medical background situations combined.

My daughter at the age of 18 years old biologically has no longer the requirement nor the need to have me involved in any way thereof and fully needs to let it go as she was mad I would not allow her to get away with other such portions which my ex-in-laws had propelled such actions, which it is time to let it go fully as I am done especially after the problems regarding how she had known how to disarm the #MilitaryPolice Military Police officer on #JBSA JBSA as I did not teach her that though the area of Fort Worth is the area of Fort Worth in certain areas. What has that mattered to anyone regarding any further situations additionally to all of the other such aspects as to what has needlessly gone onward as to others involvement when I have known what I have needed for myself to calm down in comparison to anyone else thinking they know anything regarding having spoken with others who have not ever been informed as to other aspects, as to simply have the common sense to ask me in person compared to the needless problems needlessly repeated.

Irony how people want the waters and the lands healed and yet when I have told people what to do, instead of doing what has been necessary they have played games needlessly instead of doing as they have been told. How would any Underwater Wedding ever be allowed when such recognition has not ever taken place correctly in any such point in time, and why would it matter if anyone actually had the positive intentions though were not allowed to have such aspects because of the facts as to a happy marriage after such? Why would any beings of the ocean ever allow you to have a happy marriage when you have hypothetically put me through what has occurred and then not having done what is mandatory and required for such simple aspects, in comparison?

I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out, though I would not doubt the facts of which to how many ended in divorce and/or have had multiple problems because of the facts to which since there still has not ben the correct recognition as to how such has supposed to have been since the year of 2009; when such selfish individuals as to such situations think they can override a choice made long ago, the problems to which a moral of the story goes. Oh well, it is not as though I have been able to do so because of others’ needless involvements either however that reality of such an engagement which once was can look toward such aspects as to karma hypothetically as why would your aspects ever be blessed regarding the arrogance to not having known the correct words to begin with as well as not having correctly acknowledged the one and only who created such to begin with.

My work as to my work is my work, of which I did not request any assistance to my finances and I have repeatedly proven my rights as well as my capabilities to be able to get the correct work completed even in the problems caused by the needless adversity of which the facts of which my work of what I earned should have always have been for the only choice to make such choices thereof in comparisons to any hypothetical greed and wishes thereof to such weaknesses others have had in comparison. Thus what should have been and should be only fully in my control as to any such hypothetical royalty payments to me should be fully be restored in full to my favor as to such as there obviously has been the weaknesses of others to correctly manage my works as well as my finances in such regards, as well as if there are any such aspects as to the incorrect management of my funds to the additional proof that it has been 21 years since waking up from the timeframe of my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the lack of anyone doing the correct choices at the necessary timeframes thereof shows their weaknesses as well as their lack of ability to make such choices correctly.

Just as there are 21years since waking up rom my coma as to the reality of the 21 SCUBA Diving certifications of which those instructors made the choice to not get certified before my SCUBA Diving certifications, that is their individual needless ego problems as I learned my lessons from such aspects and have the proof of the cards for such aspects additionally. In of all aspects as to SCUBA Diving one would think the requirement to actually work together in the correct way would be of more importance than egotism and machismo a then not only would such be of their selfishnesses hypothetically shown though also the lack of concern and the lack of care of others within the nearby regions as well as wherever they traveled to for SCUBA Diving, because of the realities everyone needs water and those who actually care about life would move quickly to secure such aspects correctly in comparison to ever playing games as playing games when it is time for work does not ever work out in the favor of such in my opinion as to others regarding the aspects thereof.

Why would anyone think they were the most intelligent lifeforms in the universe if ever playing such games, as what would ever make any think their games would ever be of concern or importance to such beings compared to life? If they were less intelligent than those who would play games hypothetically, why would you use technology pieces to record yourselves for such aspects as to such and give them the information as to how you would react in any such scenario referencing the ways of which the online types of games and/or the video game systems of which would inform them of each move you would make if you were to be in any such scenario? What would make you think you were more intelligent than such beings from the hypotheticals of space aspects, when thinking about such? I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there is only one individual over the past years who has not ever played any type of game on any type of system which would ever give such portions of the knowledges as to any such possible choices as well as the movements thereof, if there are any types of space type games on any type of computer and/or video games of which why would any hesitation ever be to bring such forward correctly? What do your patterns of behaviour say to such aspects when taking into considerations of the Laws of the Ocean as well as the Laws of Space, to which what do my in person in class type settings prove of me referencing such situations to the aspects thereof to such ambassadorship aspects as to which why would any ever think there would be anyone who could ever speak on my behalf is the hypothetical of such games were to ever be?

What would those hypothetical beings then see of such, and what would the view of their choice for who they preferred be considered as to such choices to have taken as long as such has to the realities of the needless portions of wasting time?

I suppose it does not take a head injury to figure out the reasons why I was asked as to what I was asked in reference to the aspects thereof, though such are classified aspects only to be discussed in certain circumstances as to the sensitivity thereof such regards. Think about how open I have been willing to be about many aspects, and now think about the reasons why I have not gone into the details of other aspects as to the additional portions of my Blue Identification card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as well as the levels of which the clearance aspects in conjunction to what I personally earned on my own. Why would I be the one and only choice for such works as to my creation of the Underwater Travel System? Why would I be the one and only choice for the other associating factors as to space, especially when taking into consideration my ease of movement within the #Montana #MT #MTstate #MontanaVortex #MTVortex #Montanastate?

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As a side note for clarifications as to any wishes to inject others' into an abusive aspect as to the possibilities of the COVID portions because of their failures as to ever know how to keep themselves immune to such, that would be an arrogance as to already having gone over such aspects as to the refusals of such portions in full as to the ways I had already been prepared before the aspects thereof. It is sad as to the aspects as to how some would forget when I create something as to the amount of ways I work for such aspects, for my safety above all in every possible way and outcome thereof. However what would the aspects be viewed as by such wishes regarding to ever do so into the legalities of such portions as to the additional aspects of such abuses hypothetically, in such references as to knowingly do something as to the intentions thereof? What would such wishes be, and what would technology reviewals as to such fact checking and integrity portions matter as to such references thereof?

Purity, is purity.

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