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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Leggo of the egos

As I have discussed as well as wrote about how I had gone to a will and trust lawyer firm after emailing them to verify an appointment as there was something of concern to me which had caught my attention after I purchased my house in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #TX #Texas #Texasstate #TXstate when I looked online, which I had reached out to the will and trust lawyer to arrange and appointment. I told the male I met in the office in the #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas area about how the finances from the life insurance policy at the time of after what I spent on my house to purchase, was the only aspects of what I sought the assistance from him for when meeting with him at the time though no paperwork was ever filed and nothing was ever signed in the office except the check I paid him for the time of something around $300 or $500.



In a similar fashion as to having to go to the ATM for when meeting with Mirna Silverman’s office as to what I was told only on the day of that meeting, as to the ways of getting such assistance as to the situations with my daughter in the year of 2011 when meeting with that will and trust lawyer as to paying such at the time of in the year of 2008. He tried to tell me his time was valuable as to the ways of needing to know such levels of details of my background as he had not ever met anyone with such a low bank account number to bring forward as he looked at me with disgust, asking me why I would ever have such amounts of tattoos and my hairstyle and my hair color as such. I would not be surprised if certain wording in emails would be found as well as his discussions with others as to having found me to be as he explained to my face, in that office.



I remained composed as to the ways thereof as others have seen in other situations, though the reality of which he said the check was all he needed for his time and how he would get back to me with the details of if he and the law firm would take the aspects of. Since there was not any call back as to the time and since there was not any paperwork which was ever filed as per the requirements of the ways which contracts are done when correctly done properly as to the multiple areas of a contract, I had not given that male or any such connected a second thought as to the years thereafter until I began writing and preparing to author my books. I did not ever want or need that male to stick his nose into my personal life as I was not interested in entertaining such a childish individual as to having such a lack of regard for life, as the realities of those types of individuals I have met before.



I was born and raised in #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #newJerseystate New Jersey and grew up going around the north east coast, maybe hypothetically I met a lawyer before in those areas in the 1980s and the 1990s.



While that individual had looked at me with disgust though the same in my view point as to the ways which he had tried to speak with me, I refused to be a part of any such furtherment as to the lack of the contract signed at the time as would have been required. Since the ways of such a point of prior discussions and writings thereof have proven as to the factors, there was not ever going to be anything of my works which would ever have been allowed to that male or that law firm or any such connected thereof as to knowing my legal rights as to my legal first name and my legal middle name as to such factors. Having already gone over such details more recently as to my website the realities of how I knew I was not ever going to use those types of individuals or services thereof, because of the facts there was not anything of value or worth to the situation as to those types.



How infuriating would it be to each and every individual I have known at any point in time if that will and trust law firm saw an opportunity and knowing I did not want a specific set of aspects then went and as per his words ‘lawyers are nosey and we like to know everything’ could such a problem be brought forward, if the refusal to accept the fact that I was not interested when he tried to touch me when in the office as to my thigh as to when speaking with me in the office? How much of an annoyance would it be to each and every female as to that type of situation when in that time in that year of 2008 as to him having reached to rub his hand on my thigh if in their view instead, and when I pushed my chair backwards and began to lift the chair off of the ground was when he decided to retract his hand. I suppose my friend from high school as well as those who were in the cafeteria could guesstimate as to what my facial expression had been just before I calmed myself down, when he finally realized I was not interested in any such aspects as to that type of portion.



I am proud of myself for putting the chair back down, in honesty; though admittedly, I wish I had not done so, in such review as to the time.



However that will and trust lawyer had been arrogant by taking me to the back office area where the paralegal area seemed it would be in comparison to ever actually taking me into the proper location for a business meeting, which as when walking by all of the larger office table areas as well as the walls with the various plaques as to what each had been a part of in comparison as to all the way in the back as to the last office; the areas which I have known in regards of how lawyers who actually respect the individual they are speaking with in the comparisons of what was shown especially after I had grown up in the areas as I had, showed me that there was not the same concern for my son and my daughter as to the ways of what wording choices as to that individual as well.


The fact he was told only in reference to the $500,000 at the time and then he had asked about the veterans as well as the Active Duty individuals as per having discussed the #Iraq #IraqWar Iraq War and how he had gotten excited as to the portions of while I knew what a will and trust law firm was for depending upon what the intentions are, I had gone in there to make sure that money was able to be used for my son and my daughter as I had paid off the house I purchased and the cars to be able to simply live on my own income which was not within the discussions as to the will and trust lawyer.



I had wanted to ensure the ways of the accounts being arranged to have the savings in it to a crew the best interests as possible to then be able to have such available for them when they turned 18 years old for the monthly stipend until they were 21 years old to then either choose the one lump sum or to choose to take a large amount for whichever purchases to then continue with such a stipend to be able to ensure the best possibilities, for the longest terms possible. I wanted to protect such aspects to make sure my son and my daughter had everything they needed as best as I could as knowing the other factors regarding the financial freedom of what I was working on for them, as I knew once they were of a certain age as to both being above the age of 18 years old and 21 years old that I would have to go out on my own to be able to live my own life as to the situations regarding what I was working on for myself on my own as to my own aspects thereof.



Hence as to the fact that the will and trust lawyer did not ask for the bank account information as to my son and my daughter as well as he had not arranged the monthly payment schedule for such a maintenance as well as the lack of a contract for such to have occurred beyond the initial meeting after he was explained as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury including the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain which I had told him was only recently by that year fully gone, I had informed him that was all that was allowed ever for such a point in time as to the factors of that life insurance policy. However his choice to tell me he was interested in the veterans and the Active Duty as to when in reference to additionally using the word breadcrumbs compared to what he was used to going into the office, I instantly became infuriated as to such a combination.



In turn the reality of which all of my works no matter what others have pushed to cause needless problems are as such as to my work and do not belong to anyone else, other than myself as to the facts of my copyrights additionally as to ensuring my safety as best as I could for myself. In reference to my writings as per the ways of which I have already explained as in history class at some point people learn about the antislavery movements as to the Civil War, which in turn all such portions which does include when having gone to initially send in my autobiography in the year of 2011 as to all such factors as to the antislavery of the Civil War automatically is in my favor as well as the Superman DC comic situation as to being in my favor as to my life and my background of which there is only the portion of which what has been brought forward int “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” for such a review as to any who would wish in a different factor as the Civil War and aspects thereof as to such Constitutional Rights and Amendments are legally within my favor as to all such factors.



There unlike in the times of football games as to when winning the Superbowl, I do not feel the need nor do I have the want or the desire to explain to anyone as to what my personal choices as to doing with my finances of my money as to my royalty checks from my profits of such portions in any such regard; as that is my personal preference, for myself.



I had not ever thought a will and trust lawyer or law firm would ever stoop so low in such hypotheticals, though then again as to the oddities of the oxymoron aspects of the lawyer firm using the term will and trust I suppose there is the ways to see such situations if any connection of any type wee to be directly connected to such a type of law firm as to the factors of which knowing the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to then go in such a manner as to the ways of as to the term of breadcrumbs when speaking about others in Active Duty status and veteran status as to the paycheck from the United States of America as to those words coming out of the mouth of a will and trust lawyer in the area of #DFW DFW #DFWTX DFW in Texas.



Only those who would worship death in comparison to worshipping life would ever have such a viewpoint, in my opinion.



How could one ever worship death without actually ever appreciating life, I suppose a will and trust lawyer of that particular type might be able to give a few examples as to such aspects as before such a time though despite other situations thereof; I had my house, my son, my daughter, my cars, and my life as I had needed and wanted it to have been. I had needed such for the best possibilities for myself in the longest terms possible which in comparison to how situations have gone as to such times, I suppose the problems as to instead of healthy competition as to the ways which others have gone in other regards.



Healthy competition is where life is celebrated and pushed forward in the positive aspects of which furtherment towards the betterment occurs and recognition where such is earned and warranted as to the factors of are correctly acknowledged as to the positive assistances, in the ways of which in the various branches and divisions of the Armed Forces while some overlooking happens here and there the reality of how much more is acknowledged and awarded for work is far more common than in the references within the civilian sector as I have noticed. However there is not the same as to a participations trophy as there is to a ribbon awarded for the survival of the timeframe as to having overcome the obstacles in reference to the ways of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, in the ways which I have noticed in certain other areas of life.



In my opinion those types of participation trophies such as within the areas of certain school aspects as to the ways such had been up to the point before the COVID situation as to, which when each individual earns such on their own and the ability to step forward with the ability to be proud of the aspects of while maintaining humility as to such works brings forward a different viewpoint than those who have been awarded medals and/or ribbons for their works in such aspects of time in the comparisons thereof.



While I did not graduate Basic Training from the Army branch nor did I get to attend the Marine and Science Technology School, I still worked diligently for myself for what I had known was a possibility for betterment in the larger aspects. I knew I needed to achieve a certain level for myself as to my works before being able to step forward in other areas and factors thereof which in the ways as to how such has been in reference to my creations of the Underwater Wedding as well as the Underwater Travel System, my works of which in reference to my books I authored and compiled as to the combined aspects in a different time than when I originally came up with such creations may be a bit out of order though does not change the fact of which such are mine as in the ways which does admittedly feel selfish in the regards of my profits as to my royalty checks it still does not change the fact that as to the length of time of receiving a steepen the difference as to an actual paycheck earned compared to a steepen is much different in all such regards for me personally.



I do and have appreciated such a monthly aspect as to having been able to work towards achieving other aspects, however the factors of which a paycheck is what is the weekly or bi-monthly or monthly aspects of showing what work has been done in the numerical portions as to the ways of such a difference of opinion as to oneself as I have not ever understood why so many people have complained about their jobs or employment as they have been able to actually do such in the comparisons of as to the amount of pain from my headaches and migraines as well as the aspects regarding the memory deficits and cognitive disorders as to the situations in which having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to second grade math has been of an annoyance as to the timeframes since waking up from my coma; as the situations within the first few years of being awake from such had fully shaped the aspects as to how I see the world, just as anyone else as to such factors whether or not they have had a head injury.



I had only done such works in reference to my SCUBA Diving for the allotted time as there was not any allowances to the Jewish Medical Journal individuals or who was contacted as to such times to ever overstep such boundaries as I did not allow such portions to ever infiltrate my life, as I already had dealt with enough and did not need anything further as to what occurred thereafter in reference to my SCUBA Diving which still has yet to correctly or properly be acknowledged in the ways which to having seen as many individuals tout around their participation trophies and such aspects thereof.



Why would I ever view such aspects in a positive way and why would anyone ever view anything in the world positively as to such realities for when the SCUBA Diving community as well as others have failed to bring such recognition forward in the year of 2009 and 2010 and onward, why would anyone bother making any further attempts other than to shortcut around situations as what were they shown when I had achieved such on my own and the failures of other such individuals within the SCUBA Diving community only showed such aspects as well why would anyone take them seriously or anyone or anything connected to nearly as seriously as did it take a SCUBA Diver instructor card to figure that out or a degree to figure that out?



Why has the many aspects as to how many have been willing to take a check and not work in comparison because of the COVID timeframe been able to show as to such factors of such a regard as why would anyone bother to actually work towards progression when those who have had the ability to do so correctly have continued to perpetuate the situations in comparisons to actually bringing such forward in the ways which the general public would actually see something of value and worth to the efforts put into the aspects with the correct and proper recognition when earned, in comparisons to the ways such has gone since before though definitely since the ways of the COVID extremes when reviewing such a short amount of time of December 2019 through to the current year in 2021?



In reference to the facts as to how few I once knew who ever believed as to how much pain I am constantly in due to my headaches and when such migraines as to the factors thereof in conjunction as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury such as my ex-in-laws and my biological mother/father/sister, what is it that you have accomplished in the timeframe of such in reference to COVID which has ever been of value and worth in the depth levels of to such works and what would ever make you people ever feel entitled to anything I personally achieved as I gave you your participations trophies long ago as why would any such individual ever think that would ever show me any genuine care of concern for my best interests in the comparisons thereof to those connected in such ways?



Did you pay attention to the timeframe as to what year amount as to my having given birth to my son and my daughter in such references as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage and such coma aspects before when in reference to discussions and/or in reference to my first two books “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”, or did you only put that math together after I wrote about it in such words?



If so then why would you ever think you were more capable than I, who knew such back then in those years and repeatedly discussed the situations as what do those degrees mean now in such references in the comparisons thereof?



As there was the fight to keep my now dead-ex-husband in my life in comparison to letting it go as to such factors, what could be seen as to the ways of which I had repeatedly brought up about my childhood as well as my teenager years as well as the abuses I dealt with despite having grown up in a house in #Marlboro #MarlboroTownship #MarboroNJ #MarlboroNewJersey Marlboro Township in #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey?



In reference to those in law enforcement who had been informed of what I dealt with in regards to the 1990s and such a lesser income in the comparisons to the larger financially well off individuals as to their families, how does such factors take into consideration as to a similar viewpoint as to the ways of such aspects despite other such situations thereof? Is #Paris #ParisHilton #Hilton Paris Hilton and #FreeBritney #FreeBrinteySpears Britney Spears the only examples of an individual who has come forward as to the situations as to certain factors, or are there others who have had such reports though the financial aspects as to whichever portions thereof been of what concern in the regards thereof?



What is the ratio of females to males ever being in such a situation in the regards of as why would it be that to this level of which such factors as to the will and trust law firm as to such aspects, as what would that have something to do with either one of those two and their families as well as such factors thereof regarding the ways which would be able to be seen and noticed as what did #TaylorSwift #Swifties Taylor Swift bring forward as to the situations she dealt with as to which aspects of and which legal groups were associated in a larger way as to the overdramatic portions of which such went forward as are there major ties to the will and trust types of law firms as to the ways certain situations have occurred needlessly as to the dramatizations in comparison to simply living life?



What is actually better in reference to going forward in a positive and beneficial direction, as to the situations overall?



Has it been learned that when stirring up problems only for drama it is only those who prefer such portions of such drama which additionally are to blame for such factors as why would your lives be as such to ever think that would be considered more acceptable than to go forward more positively in better ways, as what is it that was such difficulties as to having to needlessly put others through such factors in the comparisons of such movement forward to progress?



I finally had what I needed for myself, and who was it who had the competition problem as to not getting over what was not theirs to begin with?



I hope the soonest the better as to actually getting what I need for myself to be able to take care of what I need for myself in the ways of as I prefer, in the comparisons of constantly having to go over the same repetitive details as to what has already been known for several years at this point instead of the constant repetition as it is more annoying to me than it is helpful.



If a psychologist or social worker or whatever type ever thought this would be helpful in the comparisons thereof no you are incorrect, and I hope your license is fully pulled and removed just as the ways of what I have needlessly dealt with as to all such factors thereof as what would ever make you think you were more intelligent as to ever overcoming such aspects of life in such a regard as to the COVID situation as how pathetic must your existence be in all such realities as to feel the need to restir up the Civil War aspects within the modern times as to such arrogances as what was it not known as to the factors of how many ethnic backgrounds in comparison to the pictures which have been shown as to such portions as what would anyone with any connection to modeling and/or Hollywood have any idea as to that or was that lack of awareness so close to the face that the lack of ability to see exactly what was complained about was due to the direct connections thereof?



While my now dead-ex-husband was proud to have in his ancestry to have owned slaves as per the ways which such aspects had been as to such times, what is the difference between that individual and I especially when taking into consideration the garage aspects in the year of 2006?



What skin tone differences and what was I already dealing with at that point in time as up to the inclusion of before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though definitely afterwards, as I raised my son and I raised my daughter differently as to knowing better as what is a word for ignorance that I have hated for such a length of time though possibly as to ever being such truth for such the meaning of the word in such a hypothetical reference as to what would possibly be able to be seen in such regards if any such factors were ever reviewed up to this point in time as who would have such a word in such a usage as to the meaning when taking all such factors in actual consideration?



Why would I only believe in reparations for those who have actually been kept as slaves in comparison to those who have only paid attention to pictures as to the timeframes as to the Civil War and what during the past few years as to the COVID can actually be considered as within such factors thereof to the minimum wage per hour of such work produced as to the combinations thereof, during such a point in time in the comparisons thereof to those who have brought forward that idea as to reparations for slaves in the regards thereof to the work which has been brought forward by the per hour as well as the work produced in such references?



Would the facts of such regards as to how many hours of what I have dealt with in the references additionally to what I have brought forward in the combinations of such work combined per hour of such situations because of the ways which I had worked on regards of bringing my works from my books as well as my website as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project be of such considerations as to the Dr. Mary Edwards Walker aspects as to the situations thereof, and what is the compensation as to such regards as to the 7+ days of labor per each one of my children as well as the situations thereof thereafter in such references as to how could such be viewed as to what is actually owed to me in regards of how some wished that my money is my money?



Or, is that an over statement compared to the definitions of such aspects as to the ways which a lawyer would view such situations as what would the legal aspects as to the compensation be in such references to what I am officially owed as far as my financial dues owed to me?



So what my eyes are not as slanted due to the aspects of being a mixed ethnic background, as what does that matter when my ethnic background is my ethnic background and what problems have been associated with multiple backgrounds as to the so-called pure breeds compared to the half or mixed breeds?





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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