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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

It shouldn't take a head injury to figure out some predictions per Susan MeeLing/LadyDoriBelle

This year of 2023 already began with the situations from the month of January in this year of 2023 and obviously progressed from the times before then through to this day of the 11th in the month of April in the year of 2023, I can see reasons for certain individuals whom such clear reasons possibly I woke up in the state of Texas after my head injury on Psalm Sunday during my Basic Training in the Army branch in the year of 2000 may have actually needed me in the state of Texas if such individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person had some experiences that possibly despiter the times then per such factors thereof to the if factors; if I am accurate, the election cycle of 2023 began sooner than expected for certain political factors.









During the month of February this year and especially since the timeframe of 1993, there have been multiple situations that I ~ Susan MeeLing also known as per some of my time in the years of 2009 through 2013 the name of Lady Dori Belle additionally when in person face to face in person in real life per the physically being there fully, however per such points in this year of 2023 this month of April began and has come to this point in time where I have been evaluating much within and throughout different factors of my own life in addition to experiences with and/or from others depending upon how one considers; however for myself personally per such mandatory considerations for much more than just myself in the multitude of overall situations while being per my personal personality traits of who I am personally. #SusanMeeLing #Justice4SusanMeeLing #Success4SusanMeeLing #Victory4SusanMeeLing #LadyDoriBelle #Success4LadyDoriBelle #Justice4LadyDoriBelle



The survival from what information of my childhood and my teenager years through to this point in time when the electoral timeframe of the month of April in this year of 2023 is much different I guesstimate than from what prior elections have been, not only because of the 2020 election cycle though also because of the combinations from the year of 2001 and the year of 1993 with the combined years before and between though more in reference of how many individuals who have seen and experienced the ways the world has progressed from the 1980s to now in 2023 in reference to the election seasons for local and state and federal elections though in my personal opinion about certain factors per the #Pentagon #USA #USAArmedForces #USAA #USArmedForces Pentagon in my opinion there is a need that possibly the Armed Forces of the United States of America definitely began to sense around the year of the 2008 election cycle because in my opinion there was much within the winds that were during those particular years and decade of the 2000s in the year of 2008.





While keeping in my thoughts regarding per the best I possible could for my son I gave birth to James Michael #Letter4James #Justice4JamesMichaeland my daughter I gave birth to Lidia Louise #Letters4Lidia #Justice4LidiaLouise when the year of the 2008 election cycle the combined situations per the overall situations from the medical situations for myself and my children and their biological father after the year of 2007 per such before the situations at the end of that month, there was nothing more that I personally could do to assist per the facts and the reality that if there is actual concern for life and living per the re4ality of accepting the facts of such amounts of efforts I personally made for the entire time completely on my own per the work I had to take care of while others assisted where they could in such times per the facts that the situations regarding the reasons why I personally have not and still do not all myself a soldier per the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces because of much I have discussed before and wrote about later though before this journal blog PSA. #TheOrneryPSA



The situations referencing how many times I took a stand to end all types per the situations at Graham Central Station in the year of 2003 when with the Northwest San Antonio Stay at Home Mom's Club that at only for a brief amount of time having been involved with what I personally predicted in full, the day it was brought to my attention to consider what my opinions were per such points in time about what was not a part of the original factors of my work though because of being a Mom the additional factors of giving life personally physical body and not a technological piece that the hardware and the software factors, per the common sense about how cellphones and cases have been worked upon throughout such years and decades; gestating the life within my uterus to later give life through the personal processes my personal physical body went through while I physically gestated the life/lives of my biological son and my biological daughter. I miss them both very much since the times were before the year of 2022, I in person face to face in person saw either of my two children I personally gestated life and gave birth to raise per the best I could while making attempts to get to my assignment if the requirements at the specific points in time were correct more-so than per such situations per those factors where there was not any real need for them to have moved from Illinois to Texas in the year of 2003. #Illinois #Texas #stateoftexas


If 1993 and 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 also known as 9/11/2001 then the fact that I personally would have been made aware of trips to New Jersey to meet up at the airport and/or after checking into a hotel and getting a car squared away first to be capable to review the areas in person face to face in person myself after both the terrorist attacks at the areas of those times. #NewJersey #StateofNEwJersey #NJStrong #NewJerseyStrong #NewJerseyTurnpike #NJTurnpike #NJTP #NJDevils #NewJerseyDevils #NJDevilsHockey #NewJErseyDevilsHockey #Justice4NewJersey #Justice4TheStatueofLiberty #StatueofLiberty



Since I dealt with the situations per the Graham Central Station nightclub in that timeframe and also already dealt with several other situations including in the year of 2001 when I wore an Army sweatshirt at a gas station near the apartment at the time, when I had to defend myself from not being an Army brat since Army brats are children of those in the Army because I would guesstimte if the male who had done so back then in that year from his response had no clue I personally signed the proverbial dotted line for the Army brach of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in the year officially in 2000 though the invitation for/to me for Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment when the entrance paperwork per such points in time, then that would be the year of 1996 officially per the difference of this year of 2023; though I also guesstimate if there was/is a different terminology for the term Army Brat then 'per such having signed the proverbial dotted line of if factors regarding the knowledge-ish thereof at that time, then a different situation referencing such individuals who have thought of individuals who went into the Armed Forces of the United States of America per whatever year per such factors.



In my opinion when I personally went to the recruiters' station in Illinois in Crystal Lake when the Army had brought up the terminology soldier and the Marines brought up their Basic Training sayings per such Basic Training, I personally was raised to tell the truth honestly and because of my own personal standards for myself per the considerations of when I was involved with the Dominant Mentor Program per what my personal specifics were at the time for me to allow myself to wear two different specific boots I purchased in the year of 2010 though have not worn those pairs of boots since the year of 2018 personally and thus per such times since then per such situations since then also per the factors of the shorter view of time and yet the expanded view of time also.



Thus per the situations when at Laurel Land, the factors of the situations with the Chief ?Warrant Officer 3 at the time of the JC Penny picture situations that only then was I officially made aware of the Dress Blues at that time while having listened to Grandpa Nichols tell of his work and his medals that I had not seen before that time though had seen a picture of a birthday cake Grandma Nichols baked for him for one of his birthdays or retirement party timeframe. Thus ending stolen valor per such factors of the Armed Forces of the United States of America well before the year of 2008, and since San Antonio Texas with the 5 main known military of the Armed Forces of the United States of America per Joint Base San Antonio #JBSA also known as Military City USA; if I am accurate per not being the only one who had dealt with such situations, learning that whenever after the year of 2013 per such point in time of the year of 2019 to see that sign in person face to face in person meant so much to me at the exact second I saw such. The amounts of signs throughout the city of San Antonio Texas was much for a smile throughout the times, since first seeing though while taking care of the situations per best as possible.



Thus since the Army branch does have its own Basic Training factors per the same per the United States of America's Marine Corps, I saw many reasons why it became even more important to take a stand for what I could sense was more than just myself per such concerns in longer and larger ways. Thus while taking care of much since then, the factors of how a Marine is not a Marine until they graduate Basic Training is one factor of consideration that might be taken; though consistently per such discussions per my personal opinion of righteous considerations from the heavy Judeo-Christian background I personally stem from, I knew I could tolerate saying the word soldier about myself a few times; though I chose to take the 30 days after Basic Training to assist the recruiter's station per what I was informed of, in the year of 2000 at the Chicago Illinois location per believing it could and would be assistive for more possibly and hopefully for life and living and betterment, and I admit to being concerned about such especially with what I was already dealing with at that point in time about me being a born and raised New Jersey-ian outside of the state of New Jersey at that point in time in 2000 in Chicago Illinois; and hopefully the situations of individuals accepting the fact that not every factor of a movie/television show/streaming is per such exacts per such fullnesses thereof per the fullnesses thereof per such exacts such per being a born and raised New Jersey-ian. #USArmy #USAArmy #USAirForce #USAAirForce #USCG #USCoastGuard #USACoastGuard #USACG #USCG #HomelandSecurity #FBI #CIA



However I believed I could handle such for a small amount of time to the word Soldier for myself, though my plans personally for myself were for when I fully graduated AIT to being capable to actually with esteem and gratitude for my country and where I was born and raised to being capable to call myself honestly a Soldier of the United States of America in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America though such words I cannot ever say because it would not be in truth honestly for what my personal standards are/were/are for myself personally because with the amounts of Active Duty and/or National Guard and/or Reservist and/or Veteran and yet while the word Veteran is an ideal factor for many; I would guesstimate the majority of Veterans per most minimum standards thereof had graduated Basic Training per such minimum and thus per the ways I am per such factors and thus having been truthful per what I explained to the best of my capability per such times before this year of 2023. on 10 April 2023 for this journal blog on my website www. susanmeeling .com



The situations in the year of 2008 at that time back then per such situations I saw concerning at the time of February in the year of 2008 from what I personally noticed unknowingly of if factors regarding individuals in the factors of the Renaissance Faire factors outside of the Renaissance Faire locations, per having learned such from the year of 2005 in April when that was the first Renaissance Faire I had ever attended in my entire life and the camping over the weekend during the timeframe also for those who actually know of and/or understand far more of the hypotheticals per such needs for distinguishments in my opinion now in the year of 2023 because of the factors of such occurrences per October 2009 inside of San Antonio Texas now known as Military City USA. While I am thankful to have seen the amounts of signs for Military City USA that the shield design oddly enough per a design I drew up before being in the state of Texas in the year of 2019, I had shown to someone I once knew in [person face to face in person more often per such points in time in those years per such factors and thus the oddity of coloring and drawing such a kind-of-ish colorations and design per a uniform design and/or a tattoo design I was thinking would be an interesting addition to the overall per what I seek for what in my opinion would be important though also ideal for such a time from February into March of 2023 per the 1993 30 year memorial recently though then before the 20 year memorial; since only such individual specifics per that exact point in time per me personally showing the notebook with the drawings though for more than just drawings, since I thought there may have been a tattoo artist who would be capable for the look overall however much needed to be taken care of at that time though oddly especially now and forward per whenever I had filmed live through Facebook a few weeks ago because of the amounts of emotional factors per my journal blog updates though I hope is not considered being the most normal for me personally now that I consider such perceptions from and/or of others now in this year of 2023 though fairly similar to such updates per such a thought per the year of 2019 when I began updating and making the attempts as best as I could to best assist best possible per what I could see might be assistive and where to go for whom would be per such what would be assistive factors per the amounts of situations combined and after Clear Springs SCUBA Park in Terrell Texas in the month of July and August of the year of 2019 per such situations regarding the purple bottle situations I wrote about and then later randomly spoke with some individuals about some concerns I could sense. #Facebook #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver #Twitter #Fetlife



The electrical zapping that I did not ask for me to ever deal with further than from when I was in Washington state through the years of 2013 through 2019 after Cowboys Dance Hall situations in the year of 2013 per the Stoney LaRue concert factors after my National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification, per my full lack of any knowledge of any possibilities per any SCUBA Diving factors overall and/or in the state of Texas because of not ever having had anyone take me SCUBA Diving on a trip since I only learned my biological father was involved with SCUBA Diving in the 1970s during the J and K valves more often had been utilized for such SCUBA Diving per such differences of the technology from the timeframe of then to the year of 2009 when I earned each one completely from my own work completely all by myself regarding the water areas per my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications because in the depths of the waters on average below 35 Atmospheric Measurements for certain factors during some classes for my SCUBA Diving certifications per such factors regarding other timeframes that my SCUBA Diving depth gauge computer should have registered within the information of the data I would guesstimate despite the U-HAUL situations in 2012 per the $801....




The Carhart jacket in one picture looked exactly per the fabric and design of the carhart jacket at Aquarina Hot Springs in San Marcos Texas, before I earned my Underwater Naturalist SCUBA Diving certification. Though the Bluetooth that was just for the time in a classroom setting only per only for SCUBA Diving because of the difference of the amount of items in my purse per that point in time per what would for a biological female most likely make more sense, and/or it might make sense to a biological male and/or a biological hermaphrodite per certain specifics that the class setting of a SCUBA Diving course before going in the water might hypothetically be a situation where it should not take a head injury to figure that out for a difference per such needs in a purse for an event of certain specifics and thus a Bluetooth might hypothetically not take a head injury to figure out that now in the year of 2023 per the difference of the year of 2009 back then.


For the awareness, I do not and have not and will not ever blame my son and/or my daughter I gave birth to biologically ever for their lives, nor have I ever actually blamed them for such factors officially per such facts that the reality of those two labor and delivery situations in the years of 2001 and 2002 per the factors of the membranes and possibly the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain at that point in time because both of those labors and deliveries were the exact same time length and type of labor and delivery factors with the exception that only the doctor and the nurses and myself were in the labor and delivery and Wilford Hall hospital for that time in the year of 2002 before I gave birth to my biological daughter since for that labor and delivery per the difference of "Finding A Silver Lining Written By: (Ordained Reverend) Susan MeeLing".



While I understand that my son was only 1 year old, the facts are there is a waiting area in Wilford Hall such as where my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister were supposed to remain at that time in the year of 2001 per such direct orders from the Air Force staff and my seconding of such factors per the timeframe of my labor and delivery to my son in September of the year of 2001 on the 2nd day of September in the year of 2001, and thus the difference fully o0er the flights per Illinois to Texas and Texas back to Illinois in the year of 2001 though not in the year of 2002 per such few days before after that situation per the membranes; however unlike when I delivered my son when I delivered my daughter, those factors were exactly per such factors per such distinguishing differences at the exact points in time of the exact points in time of the month of September in the years of 2001 and 2002 for such consideration I made attempts before to warn of what I saw in visions and/or in real life and the distinguishing factors of metaphors/hypotheticals/figuratives/proverbials per such if factors of needing additional reference points in time only per such references regarding the situations referred to per such times. While I remember as best as I can per such while having manners, the manor of what makes sense to me while dealing with the amounts of physical pain levels from my headaches and my migraines from the time of my Psalm Sunday in that year of 2000 during my Basic Training for the Army branch.



Thus in my opinion the combined factors from the 2008 election cycle fully differ from the election cycles of 2000 and the election cycles of 2004, though definitely different election cycles per the years of 2012 additionally the year of 2016 should not take a head injury to figure out the differences massively from the prior election cycles mentioned though additionally the 1980s and the 1990s and before from those election cycles. Thus the 2020 election cycle combined per such points in time per such review now in the year of 2023 a little over a month from my Facebook Live recording on my Facebook LD Belle account, where at that point in time after everything completely by myself per such car drives and the miles and hours thereof per such lengths of time completely by myself and I had not ever asked for such per the reasons I made attempts to speak with from such prior years per such thoughts that such might be important for those who may have more time per such factors and/or would want to see for themselves what of some I saw when I was a child and a teenager in the 1980s and the 1990s in an overall sort of way. However those long hours from my Medal of Honor Art Project trips combined in conjunction per such amounts of hours completely alone ]er what I did not ask for per such factors of the timeframes of the year of 2019 through 2020, because of the timeframe that once the month of December of 2019 I could sense much heavier and deeper per such water areas I had cleared in the state of Texas in the year of 2009 though at that time in the year of 2019 through 2021 and this year of 2023 per the 30 year memorial on top of the fact that I had not stepped foot in New Jersey until the year of 2020 in the month of December and had not seen nor been in the state of New Jersey since the year of 1998.




Obviously those who could have and be compassionate might be capable to comprehend looking back to those years though now in this year of 2023, I comprehend I require stability for myself and while my preference has always been a house for me to live in per my considerations per such lengths of time; only because of what occurred from the years before per such points in time through to that year of 2010, I only did at that time so for those times of those times for my son and for my daughter and for myself regarding what my concerns were for their safety and for their best interests thought also considering my own while seeing per such factors for my children and I as our family after the year I did not ever ask for and would not ever ask for and did not ever need/want/desire/prefer/have any ideal for myself to ever be or sense such per having prayed silently the majority of the times throughout the decades well before what occurred back in that year of 2008.





I suppose maybe the situations thereof might speak louder than my words per such combinations possibly, though since I have not been asked personally per real discussions with audible words per such factors at such points in time of what would have been great if such individuals were capable to have spoken with me, though to be capable is to do so per such factors of being capable is different than though somewhat alike to having the capability to do so though the choice(s) per such factors are upon the individual(s) themselves per such a timeframe when I could have just been called to discuss an alone meeting by ourselves such per examples of Youngs Restaurant in Austin Texas for some factors; though I had made some attempts per such other times in those years of 2019 through 2021 because calling ahead of time is important in certain situations in my opinion per manners to directly go to someone's known living location building. #YoungsRestaraunt




I have not ever asked to have always been completely by myself per such amounts of while dealing with such, though such factors of what I have been dealing with per the 1993 and the 2001/September 11th situations that I dealt with and handled per the best I possibly could through suggestions per security assistance to get supplies to the areas after making the suggestions per the truck per the Tech Sergeant I once knew in person face to face in person at that point in time in the year back then of 2001, per before the time when my son I had given birth to and then later myself at that point in time of speaking with in person face to face in person mainly from what I can remember from then in the hospital then in 2001 per the difference now where I am not in a hospital, and though I have asked for assistance and prayed for the correct understanding of me to correctly proceed forward in betterment and towards betterment for myself and others; I had wished throughout the entire trips to the and throughout the east coast during those times of wishing I was not completely alone in the car and everywhere I went, because I really needed to have real arms around me per such differences of real arms per the Austin Texas Pro-Trump rallies; while attempting to tolerate the area I( was in at that time regarding that apartment complex, though since no one contacted me back about my SCUBA Diving work to actually schedule to meet with me in person face to face in person about anything at all that I made such attempts about and for; the situations per the apartment complex and the situations per BoBo and the situations per ToDo that I made attempts to get real meetings with those who might have been capable to understand, though the factors of actually having to have the real discussions at the exact points in time instead of the water pipes, per sensations referenced in "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" (Legal widow SCUBA Diver last name).



It is a great thing I colored my hair just a small amount of time before I went SCUBA Diving with my real hair color factors, instead of from a box colorations back then in the year of 2009 when I went to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg in August of 2009 unlike what hair color I used when I went to Cozumel in June of 2009. The difference of the colors of my hair in June when I flew on an airplane that left from DFW was the factors of the normal hair color I did in the United States of America while in the reference of the June 2009 trip to Cozumel Mexico where my hair color was the normal hair color, though because of my concern in reference to the TSA per such names now known per having a box color purchase for that trip instead of what I did in the United States of America when I drove from Texas through to Florida for the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg trip where I only used my home country hair color from the Sally Hansen Beauty Supply store where I used my normal hair color for myself per my normalcies in my home country the United States of America because I was born in the state of New Jersey in the United States of America though I gave birth to my children in the United States of America in the state of Texas in 2001 and 2002. #SallyHansenBeautySupply #SallyHansen #SHB



Just in case that is important for the Days Inn hotel location my son, my daughter, their cousin, and I had stayed at in the Florida Keys area of Florida in August of 2009 though I think I remembered my children's school date start time instead of the date time of my SCUBA Dive per the handwritten letters I mailed from Joint Base Lewis McChord in Washington state in the years of 2018 and 2019 to Florida locations of address also in Texas in the year of 2019 and possibly in the year of 2020. #FloridaKeys #Key West #KeyWestFlorida #KeyWestFL #TheKeys #JBLM



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the situations per the news reports and other such factors I noticed before and situations thereof, the individual staff members per such attempts in conjunction of the overall circumstances at those times; there was much for the timeframes thereof I understand each per such factors, though per such factors thereof the times then to the times now in 2023 and the importance I thought of while I drove myself back to the state of Texas from Washington state after my biological son James Michael (Nichols) was in the Army at Fort Benning Basic Training from what I was told at the time in the year of 2019 before he went to Basic Training per the situations I have written about and attempted to get assistance though such assistance requires to contact me and have such discussions.



Personally I would prefer what I personally consider being relaxing, though similarly to the one and only SCUBA Dive I had asked for myself to have for myself of the Alaska SCUBA Dive during the Aurora Borealis and the star to see I explained to several before I put in writing in "The Adventures" per the factors of everything it would take and then the one and only class I step[ped back from per the fact I saw reasons to take Ice SCUBA Diving class with per the trust factors required for such a one and only SCUBA Diving specific that was during the one and only event astronomically of the Aurora Borealis during the Bethlehem Star and the waxing Moon at that exact of exact of exact point in time for such that I had asked for myself for what I sought in full and yet the difference of such factors instead per what I did not ever ask for to such for myself personally ever. However while I am thankful and grateful much more of the time than what my personal journal blog may display at times #IceSCUBADiver #IceSCUBADiving



That will be something more within such times coming up, regarding my SCUBA Diving work though also other factors combined per such factors of the knowledge of the formation of the US Space Force per the length of time that the USA NASA agency is in existence. #USA #USSF #USASF #USANASA #USNASA



Any larger overall combined accuracies I may have brought forward in truth per such factors during such points in time though even now the capacity to9 look back to review such factors thereof during such exacts of the exacts of the exacts, and thus if such would occur and/or would have occurred where wanting to ask me though actually doing so is the difference, and just standing before me though not speaking or speaking about something else if such while expecting me to remember while dealing with everything at whatever [p

possibility of whatever hypotheticals of such factors thereof, I asked to be wanted per what I consider being wanted is, I asked for time and I asked for much while making attempts and trying to remember so much from the northeast of the United States of America, the election cycle of 2023 seems though to not take a head injury to figure out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the pre-election year cycle of the 2023 year this year before the 2024 election cycle and the other ones to such timeframes, are going to be far more in depth per such amounts of knowledge available online. The online and the cellular phones per the Tmobile and Sprint companies in 2020 regarding my journal blog posts from then in the year of 2020 referencing such unknowingly to just when I was being creative writing "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with science fiction fantasy Book Series" and I was not ever asking for such for anyone at all ever when I was just being creative, per such truth honestly the entire time because though the factors of General George Washington's quote "I cannot tell a lie" per the tree the situations I have per the best attempts per my morals though also distinguishing from discerning as best as possible when such amounts of time per such differences if I was/am considered wanted per what my considerations are and by whom though knowledge of other possibilities and yet the lack of knowledge of other possibilities. #Tmobile #Sprint



Hence the factors regarding the reality of online is important for much though is only one factor of life to live, though many factors in conjunction make life much more important and worthwhile despite such situations that sometimes maybe possibly it is worth the best in the end of such times though the continuing of some such times while new such times per such factors of what I do hopefully and have hoped for ahead for myself and thus others per such common sense in my opinion regarding the both online though also in real life in person face to face in person in real life makes a difference to me personally, and thus while the screen of the computer/tablet/television/screen seen on per the difference of in person face to face in person in real life though such textures of differences and size differences also. It should not take a head injury to figure out technological factors are going to be of importance in many ways these upcoming election cycles, and thus the more one understands the better such factors of assistances possibly noticed if when looking back in my journal blog per the 2020 election cycle timeframe.



I believe there are multiple factors of considerations per such amounts of technological factors in reference to video gamers per such graphics and alignments of cameras, thus the factors of programs that could detect per Observatory type of cameras such as the Lowell Arizona Observatory might be a consideration in reference to such graphics to assist the digital factors further in depth though also more finely tuned details per some of my Official YouTube Channel ideas per such specifics factors of Blindspot episodes, that seemed a bit odd to the oddities of certain factors connected that possibly per such psychological review to the considerations of recent and prior popular culture also known as though shortened to pop culture from the term popular culture, though in reference to per the reference of specific exacts of specific exacts per the certain types of popular culture per such references of the New York City 1993 attack and the 9/11(/2001) attacks back then per such oddities of 1993 though Flight 93 per such life and living and surviving and living since if there were any survivors from that location possibly such importance for me to have been capable to get myself back to the northeast tristate of the United States of America then because when I proverbially though literally know the language(s) per such factors then the situations I made attempts to assist regarding such noticing factors in reference of the 2020 election cycle per the timeframe per reviewing now in the year of 2023 per such importance of humanity and grace per such cornerstone of life per the multitude of factors in my opinion. #YouTube #YT #UT #UTube #Flight93 #yearof1993 #Farienheight911



I hope those who I once knew in person face to face in person and online could be and would be understanding of the levels that such factors per while individuals who knew of me online only would be surprised possibly per some of my words, though individuals who knew me in person face to face in person regarding such multitudes of various times and areas per such factors of forgiveness of my words while the knowledge of the situations overall because I am unaware per situations that were not told to me and/or ask about from others to me before per such if factors per why I have clarified that I have not given the authority to anyone nor have completed the paperwork myself for such factors personally officially, though as many times per such posts and the knowledge of the assistances needed to be assisted for me though per my considerations with the facts of the time differences and the amounts of situations that unless spoken with about with manners directly per such phone calls/text messages/letters/emails though such notifications for me personally of what rarely I have ever received despite my searches. If I was cared about through more than just companies, then perhaps if I actually was spoken with truthfully honestly from the start since I have been per such factors; it should not take a head injury to figure out there is only so much time at one event and only so many discussions that could be had with others at the exacts of the exacts of the exacts, and thus the knowledge thereof per such direct capacities with respect that might have been per such years of 2000 through 2013 though also 1998 through and yet 2013 through 2019 and 2019 through 2022 because now in the year of 2023; the 30 year memorial from 1993 per such in the many areas of the year itself though now in 2023, in certain factors I can sense the situations in person face to face in person better than I can sense from a distance though in person face to face is more calming to me because of my personal reality in my real life per such of my personal life experiences when I was in person face to face in person per the difference of face to screen in person and when at what exact point(s) in time are of importance that should not take a head injury to figure out.




Yet the interpersonal factors of what communication to be capable to be in person face to face in person in real life I thought was the goal per such communications, and thus per having revamped-ish a bit my original Fetlife account LadyDoriBelle per such factors; the reality of a profile is to streamline one's own interests of what is pleasurable per such factors overall I originally thought, though per such just for me myself for such factors thereof while being honest about who I am because of such 1980s and 1990s New York City pandemic situations; I have streamlined what I personally consider important for me personally to enjoy, though prior years of a consideration of Polyamoury in a different metaphor of capacity and thus per such regards and thus per such for my own personal enjoyments since I personally am not a Dominatrix at all. Thus while I know of some individuals from what their employment from what they told me personally in person face to face in person though also what they might have put in their profiles that I may have seen in the what is known on several websites as news, now in 2023 I suppose the references of the news per from some predictive factors. #Fetlife #polyamoury #pansexual




Thus if my prior work to explain certain visions per such distinguishing factors, I suppose maybe to a degree there may have been some predictions I may have already made unknowingly additionally at times. It did not take long before the members of the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church had noticed situations. #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #Presbyterian #PresbyterianChurchUSA #Methodist #MethodistChurchUSA



Please always remember I truly have made the best attempts I have been capable to atteampt and when and if I have and/or could accomplish something I personally believe for myself is good enough that I could consider myself being good enough because I would be capable to celebrate such with others in person face to face in person, and also online per such what could assist per such balancing from such possibilities of how some might not have realized of some situations in my opinion the election seasons coming up will be more of an intellectual and emotional intellectual consideration while bringing up the standards of a physical health and wellness overall in conjunction of for those who consider technology pieces and not what is seen through technology on technology though might be considered per the overall experience seeing through technology per such screen to face of what is viewed in combination throughout time forward though when looking backwards in the proverbial rearview depending upon the knowledge of what the rearview is of such a rear viewing when looking backwards and then looking forwards per possibly finding better ways of distinguishing levels of and the importance of the distinguishing factors for life and for living beyond just surviving to just breathe per such differences of considerations of living standards per such factors regarding the overall comfort levels for myself personally since my personal consideration of what for myself would be considered being minimalist would be in a specific capacity per more per the specifics of the minimal comforts I could consider for myself when I became old enough to have and keep such for myself and with whom I possibly might know though certain specifics per such normalcies of those times of what my personal considerations of for what my life I saw for whom I would be with in real life in what our real lives together would be from such times and then such forward progression per such acquaintances and friends and family per length of time far longer though when that may become per what is an acquaintance now per such factors of specific distance per such considerations.



Does it take a head injury to figure out that biological females and biological males and biological hermaphrodites might have certain similar factors throughout overall common thread situations, that unite towards betterment for this timeframe of generations to come decades and centuries and millenniums from now because should it take a head injury to figure out scientific distinguishing is different from emotional intelligence?



Should it take a head injury to figure out religious studies per such factors to find a balancing of the emotional through such intellectual while distinguishing the factors thereof while maintaining and sustaining morals and ethics as best as possible for further growth of life and living comfortably as possible though what factors of enjoyment and fun depend upon the individual, or does it take a head injury to point out the fact of importance to find some fun at work or employment or volunteering or just out running errands for what small accomplishments that might have been days or weeks or months or years to be capable to get to such a point in time though depending upon the view depends upon how far the sight to consider because why would it take a head injury to figure out such factors?




Would such take a head injury to figure out the importance of in person face to face in person medical healthcare needs and medical healthcare needs assistances for those who actually need such assistances for such references regarding the requirements for such to be in person face to face in person, per while certain medical factors can be communicated through distances for there are still the procedures and other such scans and test results that require in person face to face in person to get to for such healthcare per the obvious factors of physical health since does it take a head injury to figure out if the VA to the Armed Forces of the United States of America to the metaphor of Geek Squad to Best Buy per such human being or homo-sapien-sapien factors to the reference of technology pieces and then such metaphors to the mainframe motherboard that every scheduled factor of other such references in metaphors to the Lonestar song "Mr. Mom" because should it take a head injury to figure out those five factors of being a human being that I explained in ""Finding A Silver Lining" per the emotional/intellectual/physical/spiritual/sexual factors for this paragraph and sentence all in one for the all in one factors of life and living though what are the specifics for such factors considered per what is life and what is living since what is normal for whom and why? #VA #Lonestar #LonstarBand #GeekSquad #BestBuy #GS #BB



Would it take a head injury to figure out to consider this election cycle of the year of 2023 and forward the extension of time to be capable to stay on earth in one piece is important regarding the overall factors and thankfully for the United States of America per such readiness of the general American public having knowledge of NASA and the US Space Force, there are many reasons that pop culture can give some points of interest topic points of discussion though does it take a head injury to figure out sometimes random meetings, can become something more important hopefully in time since why would such be of importance in the Armed Forces of the United States of America within the civilian sector before and/or during and/or after having signed the dotted line oneself?



For example an individual I met years ago at a garage car location and what became of such a question throughout different points in time depended upon the specifics in various cities and possibly maybe in another state(s) depending upon the situations of the specifics of the time, thus making attempts for such factors when the reality of the specifics per such factors of sometimes a connection down the line from thence might be though per such possibilities, what is humane about such if factors per such medical situations of considerations of humanity regarding human beings per such Homo-sapien-sapien factors because why would it take a head injury to figure out when the requirements of a Veterinarian are per such factors required and how such reality to do so is though the differences of care in certain factors obviously per such factors of considerations; however does it take a head injury to figure out an injured human being is taken to a medical facility through the care of an individual who actually makes the correct choices for such if known and the factors thereof for someone who has had to take care of themselves much of the time in the ways per depending upon strictness per such factors then does it take a head injury to figure out that appointments and other such factors thereof per such common sense overall per such factors thereof through how such is actually accomplished in real life per the difference of a Tomagotchi or does that take a head injury to point out the differences?



Does it take a head injury to figure out if one's only references are from seeing on technology per the difference of living through the actual experiences per the differences of living through experiences while seeing through technology, or does that take a head injury to point out for the importance of the NASA and the US Space Force for those who might respond differently if there is a larger number of pop culture references in one particular category specifically referred to such regarding differences of creative expression per the differences of what genre would be the normal reference for such factors thereof to?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out that certain connections are specific only to the knowledge thereof per such factors that when the bareness of such factors per the situations thereof, does it take a head injury to figure out the truth at that point and if one has the background in real life and yet there would be what importance in the short term per the mid term per the long term per the longest terms absolutely possible?



Does it take a head injury to figure out years and decades and more per such times condensed per acronyms per memes per differences of situations and book covers, or does it take a head injury to figure out how time could be considered per such knowledge to understand?



Should it take a head injury to figure out if building per such importance of the quality per such per such importance of the in person face to face in person while some importance of screen to face in person because screen to face in person can be blinding, though face to face in person is living if having found and met to begin such a life though the importance of value(s) and worth and ethics and how pertinent the 10 Commandments can be in a multitude of factors because why the 10 Commandments would matter brings forward the heat that comes from when the pieces are hot per the knowledge of cooling though with such cooling does come expansion per the common sense about how ice forms because should it take a head injury to figure out that science and religion have more in common with one another than some might think though does it take a head injury to figure out and point out such needs for humanity and morality and civility in this modern time of the year of 2023 and forward?



Does it take a head injury to see the factors of this year of the 2023 election cycle starting now, or am I the one and only who has seen?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the difference between asking me first and then speaking with me personally to actually ask me first, instead of assuming that I" would automatically say no instead of actually taking the time to review the information or was that so difficult to believe that I could actually still read words since did it take a head injury to figure out there is a difference between numerical equations and words?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that asking me i'fg knowing me in person face to face in person in real life then that is the time to actually ask me if instead of thinking hypothetically assuming per such knowledge from whatever assumptions of having a computer screen open per the difference of me physically being in the exact area thereof at the exact point(s) in time, or am I the one and only who figured out such before now in the year of 2023?




Should it take a head injury to figure out when it is known I am s[iritual and can see does it take a head injury to point out how that would not be comfortable to anyone at all per what would you do if you met yourself, or does that take a head injury to figure out to accept oneself per who one is per such distinguishing factors of what the considerations are per being informed officially first or does it take a head injruyt to figure out that assuming I cannot have a discussion because of arthimatic factors is a com]lete insult to every factor of everything else that I have ever attempted?



Does it take a head injury to figure out if you do not ask me honestly then you do not know what6 I will say in truth in the real situations, or does it take a head injury to figure out what words were said and when and in whose directions at what exact points in time and why would such exact points in time matter and who would give a second or a third chance only if such actually per such factors of what is the definition of needs and why would that matter?




What is important about actually asking in truth and what is important to remember if knowing of such factors because why would it be important of patterns of behaviour since what is truthfully passion and what passion is such for found, though if found then what amount of care would there be if found and then what would the factors of real care in truth per such matter to me personally if I mattered to begin with since how many attempts for a nonbusiness individual does one have to make to receive per the considerations of what actually is correct in this reference my considerations for me personally since when was communication important to understand in truth and does it take a head injury to figure out if I do not consider tooth factors as communication at all then when such hypotheticals per if such importance then why would speaking or writing correctly to actually listen to and discuss back and forth per such since why would anyone ever think of relationships only per such flat screens instead if such factors thereof per real communication directly with or does it take a head injury to figure out if you are only in a competition than such factors thereof would such take a head injury to figure out that when "I have not competed since high school and am not interested in competitions unless I personally can see a real reason for me personally why would it be of importance to review oneself honestly since why would I have ever thought anyone I once knew at any point in time read my journal blog and/or went through looking at my website and would such in private be different than in person face to face in person when speaking about and what would the differences be per such to remember?



While I comprehend the references regarding the age factors of the timeframe of my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000, I comprehend(ed) biological age per having clarified such was for a review of the past times to such considerations since I did not think it took a head injury to figure out how some can think deeply quickly and swiftly; since should it take a head injury to figure out with certain factors of the 20 year memorial of 9/11/2001 and the 30 year memorial of February 1993 how important life and living is and how important both my children have always been to me, and how many attempts before I made though does it take a head injury to figure out that speaking with me in truth to ask me and/or inform me about the facts if such factors thereof hypotheticals per such business that it should not take a head injury to figure out that asking me first would be the most important for several factors of clarifications or verifications of paperwork because would it take a head injury to figure out that hiding such is omission officially and that is not officially speaking with anyone who asked me to begin with regarding such journal blog updates I ever asked for regarding such factors of individuals I once knew because I did not ever see before a reason to ask me with manners honestly; or did it take a head injury to point out to those individuals they were responsible to have to ask me with real words, instead of assuming that they could not speak with me if the knowledge4 of and well before the timeframe of my Fetlife writing about the Military and BDSM "Lifestyle collision obviously and thus would it take a head injury to figure out much of the various experiences I have had and/or been told about directly, would that be of importance at some point in time?



Would it take a head injury to figure out if you tell certain individuals of a competition and you do not inform everyone in such references thereof per if such hypotheticals in regards of October 2009 and April 2011, does it take a head injury to figure out the situations?




Should it take a head injury to figure out Biblically the sins factors regarding Biblical considerations proverbially per such factors since what would be considered regarding the factors of, if situations since the Y2K factors per certain numerical factors in the printed factors and what would be concerning to some if per not having thought about the biological age previously though what is important about such discerning factors regarding biological age differences per such time per the length of time per the subarachnoid hemorrhage and that time and why would it have been more important to actually discuss with me in person face to face in person first when I directly went and did not ever change my phone numbers since why would it be important to call the numbers last given just to check just in case of such if factors if I am considered in truth the only one and only?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the difference of me in person face to face in person or is there a distinctive difference of someone else instead of me personally, and why would that matter to me personally if the discussions are supposed to be with the true one and only?



What is important about time, and why do real in truth factors matter to me personally beyond my authoring and my modeling though with such knowledgew of my lack of knowledge of pop culture, what would be considered important about such factors in truth?




The picture of me on the airplane wing was before that area had been tattooed, because the time exactly matters and I have not ever had any tattoo removals before of my own choice of free will without force nor at such this point in time do I either, though the exact times of the tattoos matter per how the skin heals from a fresh ink tattoo in the difference of ink that has been in for awhile.



Why would that matter for the upcoming election cycles in this year of 2023 when I wrote this journal blog per the difference of the time4 specifics found in my modeling page for the exact years of the exact individual photographers at those exact points in time, officially.



I suppose if my biologicals had ever known of my modeling it would have been great to have had real in person face to face in person support and actually informed if I actually was ever of real importance to my biologicals and the other side of my son and my daughter to their one biological father since discussions with me their biological Mom and who raised as best as possible per appropriate times and places per such factors thereof per such exact points in time, it should not take a head injury to figure out if they knew and only thought about at those times then they only knew and thought about at those times instead of actually ever doing what it took/takes to actually prove to me per the capacities of what I personally consider and if I am not asked first in truth honestly with real words in a real discussion and/or spoken with in real words in real discussions that I personally consider per such factors per just because I had a head injury and went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to second grade math unless you only did your arithmetic on a calculator instead of actually learning the arithmetic it should not take a head injury to figure out that I did not ever use such in those factors for arithmetic classes nd in second grade we actually were taught how to communicate using real words in real discussions since it was and is mandatory for discussions to occur correctly per such factors thereof, though twenty-twenty vision.



I suppose it does take a head injury to notice the reasons for other headache pain levels from the images from the years of 2019 through 2022, to the picture I posted also on Facebook per such Facebook videos.



I comprehend the reasons are important per such factors regarding the for me references of my images I take of myself for myself and how I choose to post and/or keep my images that are legal for me per such factors, then support per my considerations of what I consider support should have probably been asked to me if there was ever such importance of celebrating beyond how I have made attempts for actual celebrations while taking care of real life factors.



Should it take a head injury to figure out when I am the one who accomplished surviving such it is completely unsupportive to ever cheer at such injuries since it should not take a head injury to figure out that is not care about me and that is not care for me per anything I would or could or should ever consider being actual care about me and/or care for me personally per what my considerations of actual care are, instead of ever thinking mentioning something actually is the same as asking for something since it should not take a head injury to figure out to ask for something translates to asking first or being asked if such would be wanted from the start and/or what my personal conditions would be since that would be per such factors of actually asking me would be common sense to actually do so correctly?



If I actually was/am appreciated and/or my work was/is/will be aper my considerations of the differences of just journal blogging per the difference of such specifics with specifics that could have been answered swifter if I actually were asked with manners and in some situations possibly etiquette; though it should not take a head injury to figure out in certain situations of if factors now in the current timeframe, if I actually were/was/am cared about in a distance per what such considerations are for at a distance then when I have clarified such differences of such factors of in person face to face in person and the communication lines per such opened since I have not been playing any games at all when I have posted and/or written and/or spoken and/or murmered.



While I have whispering under my breath at times also it should not take a head injury to figure out that if I have not written the specifics of the words "This I command" per my journal blogs and/or writings and/or online, there is a distinctive difference between such if factors of pop culture per the difference of real life regarding the current times and thus I have not been playing any games ever at all online (screen to face in person) or in person face to face in person because obviously if there were other situations that would prove what accuracy levels per such factors then per such factors of common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out federal law enforcement is different than state law enforcement and different than local law enforcement since such factors of law enforcement sometimes have direct military experience though still several commonalities, though what situations are the factors regarding how situations between MPs and the civilian law enforcement sector and if such factors regarding the perceptions per the situations within and thus would such factors

]when such signs are not noticed before not because of lack of care though because of such attention factors thus why would it take a head injury to figure out discussions in communication with manners matter since how many law enforcement locations or officers thereof are within certain amounts of miles that are traveled within that such factors may see reasons the similar factors of the Armed Forces of the United States of America per such concern per care factors for life and for living and what is important about considerations?



How are the situations that the timeframes have been per such election cycle factors now in the year of 2023, per such considerations now and forward for betterment in the correct ways though what would I actually consider?

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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