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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

It should not take a head injury to figure this out to point this out?

Each and every individual who has ever wished to actually be capable to complain has not ever had the right to complain about me in any capacity thereof as to the choices they have made if as to such proof in reference to the following:



As to a point in time which a female had complained as to a false accusation that I had outed people in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle within the year of 2011 regarding what was supposed to be an ex-girlfriend to Patrick Kennedy in that timeframe whereas to how I had not ever outed anyone at that point in time and not until such aspects as to my updates as to my journal blog in the year of 2019, as to such acceptance regarding the if factors as to such references.



If as to the timeframe any individual had ever told or spoke with my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws as to my choices as to the San Antonio Pagan community and/or the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle community beginning in the area of San Antonio Texas in the year officially of 2004 as to any such references there0of as to any discussions as to such outing as to tattle tailing as to each and every individual as to such hypotheticals, there is not one individual throughout any such location within any area as to any such references thereof to officially discussing such with those people and/or their connections thereof who would ever be allowed to ever be upset as to such outing as to the facts of which such individuals had made the choices to have done so to me first before any such point in time thereof thereafter as to the proof of any such meeting/discussions/messages in each and every capacity thereof especially as to before the timeframe as to my updates as to the aspects of my journal blog in the year of 2019 and thereafter. Each and every individual who had ever discussed any aspect of my life and my choices in any capacity thereof to my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws and/or any such connections thereof officially by the definitions thereof had outed me well before I ever wrote about any such aspects in any capacities thereof and/or discussed such as to the proof capable to be found in such references as specifically to the time and date thereof to such references. Thus each and every individual would only have themselves to be upset with as to such aspects of the hypotheticals, which in turn as to such reality checks as to each and every person thereof in each and ever capacity.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to the references in each area as to the San Antonio and/or DFW and/or Austin and/or throughout the state of Texas and/or as to how such situations as to Washington state after the Stoney LaRue concert in March of the year of 2013 as to San Antonio Texas as to the references regarding after the situations as to my SCUBA Diving as to the situations as to the Fort Worth Zoo as to McCoy Elementary School and such situations, which in turn as to the facts of which I learned as to Amy Hughes having become a teacher as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to such immaturity as to those years before as to the move from New Jersey to Illinois because of her choices as to such points in time as to one of the largest tattle tales which individuals within Old Tennent Presbyterian Church congregations would obviously know about if they were to think about such timeframes as to the 1980s into the 1990s and such times thereafter as to the wishful thoughts as to the aspects of being anonymous in comparison as to the facts of any such technological usage in the references thereof to such hypotheticals.



However it should not take a head injury to figure out as to any individual as to any such capacity thereof to such people who had decided to discuss my life as to any such portions thereof whether having the in person face to face in person and/or the online portions thereof to such factors as to my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws and/or such connections thereof as to such outing and tattle tailing in the references of which it should not take a head injury to point out that ach and every individual who had ever made such a choice as to outing me in any capacity thereof without ever actually verifying the fullness of all such facts and/or if ever having ignored any facts known and/or ever having withheld any evidence as to such needless drama as well as the illegal portions thereof in conjunction as to such hypotheticals as to the illegal reporti9ng as to the aw enforcement aspects, of which it should not take a head injury to point out as to the CID portions in the year of 2008 as to the facts as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to the stolen valor in reference to the dress blues which the majority of my ex-in-laws were in the room as to the ones I had known in person face to face in person when the aspects of the Chief Warrant Officer 3 had informed the group as to the stolen valor as to the dress blues in reference to the aspects of the JC Penny picture taken in September 2007 in San Antonio Texas as that should not take a head injury to figure to point out as to how CID should have officially been informed of that truth before the interrogation which I should not have ever had to deal with just as it should not take a head injury to point out that any such bitterness as to my ex-in-laws and/or my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister as to such aspects as to the facts thereof as to the similar aspects as to my Bok Gung as well as my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Big Blood Brother as to such a review now in the year of 2022 as to how that should not take a head injury to figure to point out as to such facts.



It also should not take a head injury to point out as to the red flags as to DYFUS/CPS as to the situations in reference to when I was in fifth grade as to the aspects of when I had Mono/Epstein Bar/Bronchitis/Lymes Disease/Flu as to the aspects of the medical processes before as well as after as to the reality of such points in time as to how the wishful thoughts as to the religious aspects as to the proof as to the patterns of behaviour as it should not take a head injury to figure out the references thereof to such medical portions as to medical insurance, as to such facts.



Additionally it should not take a head injury to figure out to point out the differences of the if factors as to the mistr4eatments illegally as to my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister if she had any child(ren) as to how I was mistreated and/or the aspects as to my son as well as my daughter, as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to such references regarding of any differences in the slightest to my children as to such comparisons thereof to which I personally hope as to the exact same treatments as to the aspects of if my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister ever claimed as to such mistreatments from my childhood and/or my teenager years and/or my biological adult years as to the proof as to such aspects of the exact same aspects in each and every capacity thereof to her child(ren) as to my personal preferences of the proof as to the if factors of if those people ever claimed such to be out of actual care and concern and love for myself and/or my son and/or my daughter as to the proof as to such words to the actions thereof as to the if factors of whatever portions in such capacities as to the if situations which those people hypothetically claimed.



However if I am inaccurate, then of course I am capable to retract such a statement of the if situations thereof as to the supposed care and supposed concern and supposed love as to such situations.



If I am accurate though as to whatever proof thereof to such references then why would such ever be different as to such aspects for my biological sister's child(ren) and/or any individuals' child(ren) thereof to any such portions as to what my son and/or my daughter and/or myself have ever proven to needlessly have dealt with in each and every capacity thereof to such fullest extents to all such aspects as to the portions proven, as why would such be considered as different as to the if aspects as to ever having used the terms as to having cared and/or having wanted the best and/or such aspects thereof towards my son and/or my daughter and/or myself in such references regarding any such aspects thereof to my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws and/or such connections thereof as to such hypotheticals?



Thus in turn each and every individual as to such ever having spoken with my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological siswter and/or my ex-in-laws and/or such connections about me as well as my choices as to what differences would there be to such proof as to being responsible as to the correct choices as to the comparisons as to for the actual best interests as what proof would there ever be at any point in time as to such aspects of the if factors, as what would each individual have to lose as to the if aspects as to such references as to the hypotheticals thereof as to any such individuals knowingly speaking with those individuals about me and/or my choices as to any such point in time especially before the year of 2019 as well as thereafter as to any such references thereof as to what proof as to for my actual best interests would actually be capable to be proven as to such supposed claims in the references thereof and what would it be as to any such regards as to such outing aspects as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to any such hypotheticals?



What would there be as to the references to the patterns of behaviour as to the aspects as to during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and/or the aspects as to my SCUBA Diving and/or such aspects as to what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle as to any such references as to the state of Texas and/or Washington state and/or any state as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in conjunction as to the aspects as to how my son and I wound up in Washington state after the Stoney LaRue concert as to March in the year of 2013 as to the additional proof thereof?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out to point out such patterns of behaviour as to the move from New Jersey to the state of Illinois one year as to the timeframe as to my driver's permit/license aspects as to the comparisons as to the one year portions as to my biological sister' college years, as what aspects as to the proof as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the Army would be capable to be proven of the if factors as to the supposed aspects as to college situations compared to the reality as to how it was not ever a phase in reference to what I explained repeatedly to individuals who actually would have paid attention correctly as to my choice in reference to the branch/division of my choice to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as would that actually take a head injury to figure out to point out in such references?



Would it actually take a head injury to figure out to point out the aspects as to any such involvement as to my SCUBA Diving as to the aspects of my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws and/or such connections thereof as would it take a head injury to figure out to point out such references as to any such discussions as to my SCUBA Diving as to the comparisons as to actually speaking with me about my SCUBA diving in such comparisons as to the hypotheticals thereof as to such behavioural choices, as would it take a head injury to figure out to point out as to the aspects of SCUBA Diving police in that reference would be as to such differences as to SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement as obviously it should not take a head injury to figure out what Iced T referenced as to the police as to the comparisons as to my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws and/or such connections as to the police aspects in comparisons as to Law Enforcement for SCUBA Diving.



Would it take a head injury to figure out of the if factors of my ex-in-laws as to such aspects as to how I had not ever allowed such individuals any such aspects despite the reali8ty of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the timeframe of the year of 2001 of which would it take a head injury to figure out to point out my right to refuse such indivi8duals as to each and every capacity of my life as to the aspects of which those individuals did not ever have any rights to any such information in reference to me and my personal situations as well as would such take a head injury to figure out to point out such needless invasion of my privacy from individuals I did not want to know nor need to know nor desire to know as to the aspects of David Osteen and/or Mary Evongelina (maiden last name Nichols as I was informed) Osteen and/or Sondra Marie Osteen and/or Ariel Nicole Ostee3n as to such comparisons thereof, as should it take a head injury to figure out as to my lack of want and my lack of need and my lack of desire to actually get to know such individuals as to my own rights as to such aspects in the comparisons as to their lack of rights to ever as to such references; which in addition as to such aspects of the aspects of theft on the federal property of Lackland Air Force Base as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the official government identification property as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to on federal property as to the aspects of federal prosecution aspe3cts as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the if proven as to any scanning and/or usage thereof to my personal information as to such aspects in the area of Georgia as to such timeframes after the timeframe as to David Osteen's graduation in the year of 2001 at Lackland Air Force Base of which the UCMJ as well as to such aspects to David Osteen in th Air Force as well as any other additional legal aspects as to the in between length of time as to such aspects in conjunction as to the federal aspects in reference to Mary Evongelina (maiden last name Nichols) Osteen and/or Sondra Marie Osteen and/or Ariel Nicole Osteen as to any such aspects proven with such conjunctive aspects of the legal portions of such conjunctions as to the proof thereof to such hypotheticals or does it take a head injury to figure such out to point those aspects out for such references thereof to such additional proof as to Tony Walker Nichols as to the former Army aspects as to the additional factors thereof to being a contractor on Fort Sill Oklahoma as to the references as to the situaitons of such hypotheticals as to the CID interrogation as to with the Chief Warrant Officer 3 already having explained as well as showed the dress blues stolen valor pictures having been taken in September of the year of 2007 in the city of San Antonio Texas as to the usage at The Gift Chapel on Fort Sam Houston after having taken those dress blues overseas to Iraq at Talil Air Force Base as well as to the reality of such poritons of having worn those dress blues around the city of San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA as to such references beginning officially within the year of 2004 to my personal knowledge of the dress blues though not the knowledge as to the stolen valor of the dress blues until the Chief Warrant Officer 3 in the year of 2008 as to the month of January/February before the CID interrogation as why would that take a head injury to figure out to point out to such hypotheticals as well as to the occurrences thereof to such aspectws of my son and my daughter to those people as to such supposed claims as to the care and concern thereof; which would it take a head injury to figure out as to my exact same hope as to their children and grandchildren as to such hypotheticals thereof as to such references regarding as to what my son and my daughter and I dealt with as to such aspects as to the CID interrogation and if as to such connected aspects as to my ex-in-laws as to the situations which such individuals would obviously want and need such for themselves and theirs, as to the obvious aspects of any such words to prove with actions as to the aspects of as to my son and my daughter and I to their children and their grandchildren as to such hypotheticals as what accuracy to such hypotheticals would be capable to prove?



Does it take a head injury to figure out such references as to Major General Gillman as to such references as to actually checking the verifications as to such aspects as to the differences between my name and my phone number and my email as to the comparisons as to my ex-sister-in-law Susie/Susan Maire Nichols-Lopez in the year of 2008, or would it take a head injury to figure out to point out the differences as to such hypotheticals additionally as to any such references regarding any such contact as to email portions thereof as to such references as to when I had went up the Chain of Command at Fort Sam Houston Texas as to those portions as to such contacts as per Grandpa Nichols as to retired E7 as to such references?



Would it take a head injury to figure out to point out the references regarding the aspects as to the individuals of hypothetical aspects ever having pointed to my social media as to the timeframes of the years before 2013 as to my ex-in-laws and/or my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my ex-in-laws as to any such references regarding my modeling and/or my performances and/or my involvement as to what is supposed to be considered the consenting adult lifestyle in any such capacity thereof as to officially discuss me as well as my choices before the year of 2013 as to officially be considered as outing as to such references or would that take a head injury to figure out to point out as to such hypotheticals as to any such aspects in the references as to the female who was as I was informed as to the ex-girlfriend of Patrick Kennedy in the year of 2011 as to that phone call as to such wrongful claims against me as what other wrongful claims against me officially need to be fully cleared out in all such references thereof as to such clarifications and verifications thereof as to such aspects?



Should it take a head injury to figure out any such individual and/or group as to such discussions of me as to those aspects as to the literal and figurative aspects of outing me well before the timeframe as to the official aspects of naming names as I was informed as to the aspects of my journal blog in the year of 2019, compared to the aspects as to on fetlife only as to the differences as to the social media aspects as to the open forum of discussions or would it take a head injury to figure out to point out at lifestyle supposed to be consenting adult aspects as to discussions about such aspects specifically at the events thereof would similarly as to the aspects of the portions to the what is supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle would not be considered as outing as to such discussions and thus as to such discussions in the open forum aspects as to fetlife would be the official extension as to such hypotheticals?



Does it take a head injury to figure out to point out the references of such discussions throughout events in the state of Texas as to the what is supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the aspects on fetlife would officially be considered as within the supposed to be consentin adult lifestyle community areas, as to the comparisons as to in any other platform area as to the aspects thereof as to social media as to before the year of 2013 and/or before the year of 2019 as to the differences as to such outing as to the aspects as to warnings as to such comparisons as to the merger portions as to such comparisons as what would the differences be as to specific individuals such as my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws as to the direct aspects thereof as to any such discussions and/or messages of any type as to the aspects in such aspects to the situations and/or as to such hypotheticals as to my son and/or my daughter in such references as what would the differences be as to the references in conjunction as to the age aspects as to the time aspects as to the discussions as to such aspects officially as to the timeframes for such comparisons




Would it take a head injury to figure out to point out any such discussions with my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my bi0ological sister and/or my ex-in-laws in any direct capacity thereof as to my involvement within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle which would include though not limited to my modeling and/or my performances and/or the events I attended would officially be considered as to outing me as to such references as would it take a head injury to point out such references as to the actual definitions thereof as to any and all such aspects of such hypotheticals as to the comparisons even if they asked as what would that officially be as a definition as to such discussions as to such knowledge as to the individuals at such events and/or performances and/or modeling sessions and/or classes to the references thereof



Should it take a head injury to figure out to point out any such references as to the school about my modeling as to McCoy Elementary School would officially be as to the consideration of outing as to the if factors as to the usage of fetlife as to my pictures in comparisons as to the pictures as the same as to my original Lady Dori Belle Facebook account, as would it take a head injury to figure out as to such truthful aspects thereof to such a review to look as to the aspects thereof ad what would the difference be as to my work as to the comparisons as to others as well as what intentions as to my modeling would be capable to prove as to such aspects as to what I warned people about as to a vision I had in the year of 2004 as what accuracy as to such references would such prove additionally?



Would it take a head injury to figure out to point out any such individual as to the civilian SCUBA Diving sector as to such hypotheticals thereof as to such references as to the obvious differences as to my modeling being capable to be on both fetlife as well as on Facebook as to the obvious differences as to such hypotheticals as to others' pictures and/or videos as to such hypotheticals thereof, as well as what aspects as to illegal invasion of my privacy and/or my son's privacy and/or my daughter's privacy as to the wishful aspects of informing minor aged children about such aspects in the comparisons as to the one and only individual as to ever inform officially as to such aspects as the one and only individual in charge of and responsible as to such hypothetical wishful thoughts as to the aspects of circumventing aspects as to the illegal practices thereof to such invasion of privacy as to the Texas laws of recording devices as the reality of what would be considered as endangerment of a child(ren) as to the aspects as to such hypotheticals as to the wishful thoughts as to the aspects of when knowing the reality of them being minors as to the age factors and the one and only individual as to myself in reference to such to speak with and the hypothetical knowledge of my 100% refusal as to any such recording devices as to all such individuals as to such a viewpoint of invasion of my privacy as to illegal aspects in each and every capacity thereof as what would be as to outing portions as to any individual who would have ever done so and/or known of such aspects in any capacity thereof and what levels of their own responsibility would all such factors be in each such references thereof as to the lack of my consent as to such regards as well as the knowledge that I would not have ever allowed such aspects as to the proof of such patterns of behaviour as to how I have not ever done so to any individual before as to any point in time and thus as to such hypotheticals as to the reality each and every individual would have officially outed themselves as to such involvement as to the illegal recording devices without my consent as would that take a head injury to figure out to point out that such hypothetical aspects of live streaming would officially would be as to such individuals'; involvement as to them outing themselves as to the aspects of such officially as to the illegal recording as to outing me as to such aspects of which in turn would not ever be considered as any such aspects to the consenting adult lifestyle as to how the aspects of which as the one and only individual to ever be as to such knowledge thereof would only be myself as to such aspects of the lease agreement portions of which since as to the aspects thereof as to the lease agreement as to the one and only person to ever speak with to get such aspects of approval because of the legal aspects as to the lease agreement aspects in the comparisons thereof which obviously would it take a head injury to figure out to point out the aspects of which in turn a repeats aspects as to outing me without my consent and what would that translate to in the legal definitions thereof to such factors of which if as to such hypotheticals thereof to the aspects as to such legal definitions?



Should it take a head injury to figure out as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and/or any such aspects as to my San Antonio backyard in the year of 2004 and/or such aspects as to Irving in the year of 2011 as to such aspects in the references as to space situations in conjunction though not limited to the aspects as to my SCUBA Diving in the year of 2009 officially would have been easier as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out to point out the aspects thereof to asking me in the comparisons as to such hypocritical aspects of each and every individual throughout all such hypotheticals thereof to such aspects as to the situations of which would officially be considered as invasion of my privacy as well as the legal aspects as to my VA Home loan as well as my property as to my rights as to such aspects as to within the state of Texas as to all such factors, as to the reality of how it should not take a head injury to figure out to point out the differences as to the laws in the state of Texas as to the laws in the state of Washington as to privacy laws as to the mandatory informing as to each and every individual of which there was not evfer any point in time I was ever informed as to any recording aspects at any point in time of which in turn would fully exonerate me as well as my name in all such factors as it should not take a head injury to figure out to point out the difference between the state of Texas location as to the state of Washington location or would it take a head injury to figure out to point out the aspects as to such aspects of the if factors as to the endangerment of minors as well as Americans with Disabilities Act as to the legal mandatory factors of officially informing the one and only as to the most important as to such references which would obviously be me in those references



Would it take a head injury to figure out that there is not any capacity of such aspects which I would ever allow such portions in any capacity thereof as to such hypotheticals as to such invasion of my privacy as to my living quarters in any area as to any such point in time and thus as to such factors of the if factors of supposed care and supposed concern for me and my best interests, what proof would contradict all such aspects as to the hypotheticals thereof in each capacity which would include though obviously not be limited to the situations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips



Does it take a head injury to figure out the if factors as to such references regarding my backyard in San Antonio as to my house in the year of 2004, the proof as to Indiana in the year of 1999?



Would it take a head injury to figure out as to the aspects of my childhood and my early teenager years as to the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters as to such references regarding the situations of my work well before I was involved with earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications of which in such references, would it take a head injury to figure out to point out the actual lack of concern for my best interests as well as the lack of concern as to my personal safety as to each and every individual who had made any such choices as to standing by and having done nothing of actual assistance to my best interests to my safety in any such capacity thereof as to the proof in such regards as why would anyone ever think any such hypotheticals would ever be considered as caring about me in any such capacity thereof as it should not take a head injury to figure out to point out the aspects of how I personally would view such if such were to be actually factual in any such capacity thereof as well as my full loss in faith in humanity in all such capacities thereof as why would there ever be any real reason for me to actually believe anything I worked on was ever worth it as to the aspects of humanity in person face to face in person?



Should it take a head injury to figure out there would not ever be any reason I would ever believe in such references as to such hypotheticals as to any such aspects of humanity in any individual as to such hypotheticals thereof as to the aspects of such references, as why would there ever be anything to believe in regarding humanity as to any such hypothetical thereof as to any individual I once knew in person face to face in person as to any such claim as to actual care about me and/or my best interests as what would ever be considered as to what I would personally believe as to such aspects as to the lengths of time hypothetically



It should not take a head injury to figure out to point out that is not any way that would ever be considered as acceptable to me as to any actual type of relationship of any capacity thereof as to what my actual viewpoint as to what I would consider as a relationship in such any references thereof, as well as to the aspects that would not ever be considered as minimalistic to me as that would officially be considered as to the least of value and the least of worth in all such viewpoints and hypothetical references thereof as to such hypotheticals as to the comparisons thereof.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to the aspects as to the sensations of such worthlessness as well as the aspects of unwanted in all such references as it should not take a head injury to figure out to point out that would not ever be in any capacity of ever having the sensation of ever being wanted or needed in any situations thereof to my personal viewpoint thereof, as it should not take a head injury to figure out that is nothing as to a relationship of any value or worth in my opinion in any capacity thereof as to whe4thyer in reference to an aspect of friend or family or romantic aspects as there is nothing of such value or worth to me personally as to the situations of hypothetical.



Does it take a head injury to figure out the aspects of what an actual discussion would be as to in person face to face in person in comparisons as to through technology as to the lack thereof to such references as to my full disgust in all such aspects as to the wishful thoughts hypothetically that would ever be of any worth to me as to any such capacity thereof, as well as the disgrace as to such references regarding as to how my personal viewpoint as to all such individuals involved hypothetically as to such worthlessness as to the lack of humanity as to such hypotheticals thereof as would it take a head injury to point out the aspects of what actual humanity would be as to the reality in such comparisons?



Should it take a head injury to figure out if any individual would ever think as to such aspects of invasion of my privacy as to any such references thereof as to how the aspects would not ever be as to the consideration of actual concern for me and for my best interests as nor would it ever be considered as assistive to me in any such references, as to the aspects of how it should not take a head injury to figure out to point out as to the physical as to such living areas as to the aspects of such skewed thoughts as to what individuals would ever think as to such references as to the worth as to such symbolic portions as to such references regarding all such aspects to each and every individual who would ever think of such as being of value or worth in the comparisons as to my personal viewpoints as to such hypotheticals thereof to such needless invasion of my privacy as to how such aspects would not ever be considered as genuine concern for me and/or for my best interests though would be as least in all such references as to each and every factors of such symbolic viewpoints thereof to the references of each individual who would e3ver wish that would be good enough in comparison to what actually would be considered as best for me in comparisons as would it take a head injury to figure out to point out as to the same symbolic view as to what hypotheticals thereof to such viewpoint of me as to when I once was involved in such individuals' lives as to such hypotheticals as to such viewpoints as to the sensations thereof as to why would I ever see or allow myself to see anything different if I were to be correct as to such aspects as to what energetically would such prove as to the if factors as to such accuracy as why would such difference as to such viewpoint in such hypotheticals thereof ever be considered as value or worth in truth as to any such hypotheticals as to such symbolic references of the if factors as to the viewpoints thereof as what would ever be as to my personal perception as to each and every individual as to such hypotheticals as to the common sense factors?



What would such be as to any difference if at all as to the aspects as to my childhood and/or my teenager years as to such situations as to my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws as to such symbolic viewpoints as to myself to them for such symbolic references as to them in turn to my viewpoint thereof as to such hypotheticals as to what references as to the treatme4nt aspects would officially be capable to prove such references as to the hypothetical aspects thereof in all such connections and capacities thereof as to any individual I once knew in person face to face in person as to such references as to the hypotheticals thereof; as why would it ever take a head injury to figure out to point out the aspects thereof to such symbolic portions as to the aspects thereof to such proof as to my nightmare from second grade as to the situations thereof, as to the symbolic viewpoints of such references of the if aspects as to such illegal invasion of my privacy as why would any individual ever think I would sense such aspects as to such energetic portions thereof as to the situations of the if factors as to the proof thereof to my nightmare from second grade as to the vision aspects as to the situations as to other such points in time as what would ever be as to such hypotheticals if I am accurate as what would then be as to taking seriously?



Should it take a head injury to figure out such references then as what would there ever be as to myself being grateful for as to such aspects thereof regarding those types of those people as to such a lesser view as to such hypotheticals as what would ever be as to gratitude for my work as to such aspects in any such capacity thereof as to the proof in such references, as why would anyone who should not need as head injury to figure out to point out such aspects thereof as what would there ever be as to such worth for myself as to such in the references as to such symbolic portions of such hypotheticals as to such references?



Would it take a head injury to figure out to point out the proof as to such American Civil War aspects as to the references thereof as what would officially be capable to be seen in such hypotheticals thereof as to such references of the if factors as to such actual value to my work and worth as to such aspects of my work, as why would there ever be such a sensation as to such references as to the aspects of such symbolic portions as to the actual intentions as to the energetic portions thereof as to the comparisons as to the hypothetical claims in such references as why would I ever be capable to review such prior points in time as to any such reference of actual friendship and/or family and/or relationship aspects as what would I personally see as to something to celebrate as to such aspects of any such portions thereof to my work regarding the if aspects to such factors thereof to any location as to my living locations of such hypotheticals thereof as what would the difference be as to each play I was not interested in being involved with as what would the difference be as to the aspects of cheerleading as what would the difference be as to the Robin Hood play as what would the difference be as to the beauty pageant as what would the difference be as to the aspects of each and every situation which as to the contrary of what actualities as to my personal preferences for my work for such aspects of my life in the comparisons as to other people as to such aspects of what I personally have not been interested in as what would such go against as to my viewpoint as to pop culture as what would there ever be as to any individual, as to actual culture in such references as why would such a popping be required as to the hypotheticals thereof as what rights would I officially have had and when to rebel against such aspects in the official context thereof to such hypotheticals?



When does genuine and real justice actually occur for me and for what I personally went through and dealt with as well as my son and my daughter, as to such references as to the proof as to the clarifications and verifications in all such references as to the aspects of such proof as what would there actually be as to the proof as to the actual worth of life regarding myself in such comparisons as to the hypothetical wishful thoughts that such would ever be considered as worthwhile in such references?




A picture I took with my iphone at the Cowboys Dancehall at the Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013

What would ever be considered as to actual humanity as to the references of each and every situation as to the hypothetical proof of such choices by others as to the situations of such references regarding the aspects of such verifications and clarifications, as what proof as to CID in the year of 2020 would be capable to additionally prove as to what contracts I would officially know as to what paperwork as to which year as to signing such aspects of any claims as to the hypotheticals thereof as why would that not need a head injury to figure out to point out such aspects as to the proof thereof in addition as to any such claims as to wrongful liable aspects as to slander as to such hypotheticals in reference to any lies about the aspects of the aspects of my memory deficits as to the cognitive disorders which I was told were side effects as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the proof of which aspects as to the situations thereof as what would the difference be as to the blocks as to the red and white patterns in comparisons as to the aspects of what hypotheticals as to other people thinking the testing's were as to the situations of the cognitive and memory tests as what would the differences that I personally would know as to such military tests compared to the civilian sector tests as why would that be of additional importance as to the differences of such hypothetical claims as to the aspects of my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister and/or my ex-in-laws and/or such connections as what would be of importance as to the differences between the years of 2000 through 2004 to such hypotheticals as to other tests during other years such as 2008 as to 2009 to 2010 as to such differences as to the types of tests which I would officially know and why would that be of additional importance in such references regarding such aspects as to the actual intentions of such aspects as to those people in the comparisons of such references as why would my official military records be sealed from individuals with a lesser clearance from the aspects of when I was 17 years old from the timeframe of my initial clearance as to when I was 12 years old as what differences as to such specifics as to the aspects of a Major rank as to such clearance to my records would be important as to the difference of a Senator as to my military records officially be considered as important as to such aspects as what additional aspects to my specific MOS would be of importance as well as to such clearance levels in comparisons to other people's possible MOSes as to such clearance levels as why would that additionally be of importance as to any individual with an infantry/calvary/combat arms/MP and/or the branch/division thereof to such MOS aspects as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as why would a Logistics aspect be of importance with the conjunction as to the aspects of the timeframe as to my age as well as other such factors be considered as important as to the verifications and clarifications as to such hypotheticals as to the aspects of intentions as to the actual truth as for actual; betterment in reference to actual humanity in the comparisons thereof to such hypotheticals as what individuals and/or groups would actually be considered as to the reference as to the comparison as to myself as to the designated aspects for such references and why would such aspects of the merger be of importance to the aspects thereof?



What would be of importance as to the length of time as to the types of medication over the decades as to my headaches and migraines as to the comparisons as to the years from 2000 through 2008, to what is available now on the market as to what differences if there are actually any differences as to the comparisons as to what medications I once was on as to such prior times and what aspects of proof as to the aspects of medical marijuana would be capable to be proven as to such comparisons as to the aspects of which prescriptions as what importance would such be as to the specifics thereof to the proof thereof as to such comparisons and what importance would there be as to such connection aspects as to the abomination of a marriage in reference to my biological sister to that individual as to such lack of common sense in reference to the cognitive awareness aspects as to the halfway point between Carrollton Texas and San Marcos Texas as to exit 200 at the Starbucks across the street from the Prime Outlets at the Starbucks as why would such an immature individual as to the local aspects as to such Miller individual as to Zack Miller be of importance as to the ways as to such interactions with military individuals as to the aspects of such references as what would be of importance as to the situations of differences as to the wishful thoughts as to my dead-ex-husband's dress blues stolen valor as to the comparisons as to my background as to while I did not graduate Basic Training officially; what would be as to what should not take a head injury to figure out to point out as to my physical fitness as to completing the CCC and the COC courses as well as my PT fitness tests as well as the UCMJ references the first 48 hours on Fort Sill Oklahoma as when has there ever been proof of an accelerated graduation for individuals who were officially more squared away than 99% of others, as what would officially be as to the proof in such references additionally as to such hypotheticals and why would that be of importance as to the state of Texas regarding certain types as to those capacities thereof as where would such be of importance to the veteran community most specifically as well as the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists as well as dependents as to such clarifications and verifications as what would be of importance about the civilian population as to such reports in the hypotheticals as to the aspects thereof to federal Lawe Enforcement Agencies?



What aspects as well as local and state officials as what aspects would be of importance to a review with the aspects of the proof of free will as to technological aspects to what importance would there be as to Marine and Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment invitation to me in the timeframe of the year of 1996 referencing when I was 12 years old as how many individuals before me have brought up such aspects as to the various sectors and areas thereof well before the timeframe of "Finding A Silver Lining (Written By: ) (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" and what actualities of the genuine need to know aspects would such be as to the individuals of different MOSes as to clearances as to the aspects of the departments as well as such aspects of branches as to the comparisons as to such aspects of which sectors would such be considered as of actual need to know in comparisons as to being nosey as to such references compared to what proof as what would exit 200 be as to the aspects of the one more net casting as to another 0 be as to the number of people who actually met at the Starbucks that day referencing the needless involvement of my biological sister as to her abomination of a wedding to Zack Miller as to the meeting at the Starbucks, and why would that not need a head injury to figure out to point out as to the trifecta as how many individuals have thought of themselves as more important and what references to the military industrial complex would be capable to be noticed as to those types of those individuals as to such hypotheticals as to the patterns of behaviour in comparisons as to such statements hypothetically as to what additional connections as what importance to NASA as well as the formation of the US Space Force in conjunction of private companies would find such important as what would the Marine aspect as to the Science aspect as to the Navy aspect would be of importance to the space aspects in reference to technology regarding free will and proof thereof as to such pressures as to the spiritual aspects as to various situations as to the proof thereof to whichever aspects of so-called concerns as what is the difference between concern and care and intention as what would be of importance in truth?



Why would the situations as to statements and proof as to the full truth and proof thereof be of importance in the references thereof, and what aspects as to ending all types of stolen valor be of importance in the references as to what is the difference to observing in comparison as to experiences to the references regarding intellectual property rights in regards of human beings?



What aspects would be of importance as to humanity in such aspects, as what would be of the reference to individuals who would think such references regarding a flash dance version of such aspects as to situations being as to the aspects of in comparison as to genuinity as to actual aspects thereof to humanity in such references as to the situations hypothetically be capable to be proven?



Is there importance as to actual humanity in such regards in truth, or is that just a fascade regarding others in such hypotheticals in the references of claiming to care and having concern in such references as what would the differences as to the viewpoints of what actual humanity is compared as to the aspects as to the usage of technology wishing such to be considered as humane?



Why would any individual I once knew in person face to face in person as to any such knowledge of such hypotheticals ever be considered as to humane in such references as to the hypotheticals thereof, as what would ever be considered as to any genuinity in such hypotheticals as to reality as to such viewpoints in the comparisons as to what actual humanity is?



What individuals would ever think such references would constitute as friendship as to such hypotheticals, in the if factors as to the situations thereof to any such aspects as to the situations of interpersonal involvement as why would such individuals ever actually consider themselves as to such references of the if factors as to such regards as what would the actualities be as to my viewpoint of such individuals as why would I consider them as human beings as to the comparisons as to such hypotheticals?



What would be of importance of the if factors as to actual care and concern in such references as to such hypothetical situations as to such individuals and/or groups thereof as to such knowledge of the if factors, as what would there ever be for such individuals to ever be upset about in truth as to such hypothetical references as what would ever be considered as to ever be upset about as to such hypotheticals other than as to such references of them being wrong as to such aspects as to the reality of what they themselves chose for themselves as to such hypothetical aspects thereof as to such references?



Thus as to individuals who might have at one point in time been considered as friends, what would be considered as friendly as to the truthful aspects thereof and why should I personally view such as to friendship as to would this be considered as normal for such individuals to those they have considered as friends in actuality and what similar aspects as to individuals as to whatever other connections thereof to such hypotheticals as what would actually ever be as to any such romantic relationship viewpoint as then if as to such factors as to such hypotheticals what relationship would ever have been considered as an actual romantic relationship as to such references as to my dating them as what would there ever be as to such considerations of what I would ever consider as to be as to a romantic relationship with such individuals as what would ever be considered as to such if as to the knowledge thereof and why would that be considered as important?



If any individual ever considered my choices and/or my actions and/or my words as cold as to such possibilities of friendship and/or dating relationship aspects, what would the actual perceptions be as to such sensations in reality for such a response as to the actualities thereof as to the choices of such aspects as to such individuals as realistically who was actually genuine in such references in the comparisons thereof and why would that be considered as important?



What aspects as to the whirlpool I created in the backyard of my babysitter's backyard without ny tree covering be of importance as to the references regarding space satellite viewpoints as to my childhood and my teenager years and my biological adult years as to such references, and what individuals would be capable to have conveyed such messages as to seeing such as what importance would that be as to my backyard in my property of my house in San Antonio Texas as to the year of 2005 as why would that be of importance as to the song by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus that I have written a journal blog about before as to such references as why would such aspects be of importance in the reference as to so-called case and so-called concern as to such individuals as to Homeowners Associations as well as to the individuals in the direct knowledge thereof as to that particular situation well after the timeframe as to the year of my vision quest in the year of 2004 as what would such references be as to my childhood and my teenager years and my biological adult years as to the few references of Indiana 1999 as to Irving 2011 as to Montana 2016 as to Arco 2017 in conjunction as to other such references regarding the facts and why would the situations as to the merger between Tmobile and Sprint be of importance as well to such a timeframe?



In reference to individuals who actually believe in true love as well as friendships in genuinity, why would such aspects be of importance in the conjunctive aspects as to situations regarding progression forward in the aspects of betterment as what would there be of such a need for betterment as to such hypotheticals in such references as what is important about actual concern in truth in comparisons as to such hypotheticals as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to such hypotheticals as to discussions as to whatever levels thereof as to such points in time as what is important about the pool situation in the year of 1987 and/or 1988 and/or 1989 as to the multiple times I had done so with others as well as on my own as to such references as to the hypotheticals thereof?

Commentaires


Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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