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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

It Should Not Take A Head Injury to Figure This Out on 2 December 2022 as to these facts

It should not take a head injury to figure out since I have authored/written/compiled multiple genres of books, that my notations in handwritten books would not need for me to clarify my handwritten books for myself as my handwritten notebooks are for my notations as per my work.



It should not take a head injury to figure out there is no need for me to explain anything to anyone who if they have actual real intelligence as to actually figuring that out, as the if factor of "The Modern Day Book" and "Finding A Silver Lining" with "Finding The Silver Lining" as well as "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA diver Extraordinaire" have been enough to such explanations as to the facts as just as it should not take a head injury to figure out this journal blog has only been in the facts as to what I knew as to the information of the details I was informed of as to other people as to what those people told me.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that just because I did not use my saying in areas of the timeframe of the years of 2014 through 2019 as to where I was as to such factors in person face to face in person, the facts of my discussion about the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury clarified such aspects and such individuals who may have tried to get me to say such did not ever actually pay for such nor did they ever acknowledge me for who I am as I clarified as to when in person face to face in person or in any capacity of as to my clarifications that November 2022 was the first and only time anyone ever has in any discussion with me despite the situations as to just acknowledging my website to me.




It should not take a head injury to figure out since I have had to take care of myself as to the length of time other people involving themselves after I already began my work officially in the year of 2014 as to such aspects as to my writings, are because of my work only and my need for my work to only be my work unless I officially designate the defined specifics of what only is allowed as to my work instead of anyone ever thinking I would prefer such when they do not know me as to what my specifics are as to the proof of anyone who did not know my plans as despite having clarified the aspects of the year of 2018 as to the aspects of my updates to my journal blog as to the year of as well as it should not take a head injury to figure out I did not need anyone else to make any decisions for me or for my life as to the failures as to the length pof time as to what my actual needs as to what my actual wants and as to such aspects of my actual preferences of mine as to such aspects in genuine truth as to such aspects of the requirements I have had that not one person ever had the intelligence to ever actually ask me in a discussion in truth as to the aspects thereof as to what my official needs/wants are or would be as it should not take a head injury to figure out that because of my own personal requirements as to such aspects of what I have clarified as to how I have not allowed anyone to be involved as to my work officially because of my own needs as to my own requirements.



It should not take a head injury to figure out I do not appreciate any needless stress as I consider as needless stress because of the facts as to the proof of the lack of what my actual needs are as to what in full I consider as from others as for myself my actual needs, as it should not take a head injury to figure out I actually hate my saying as to the lack of intelligence of each individual as to such aspects if the specifics are not of what I consider as to when I am actually in a decent mood as to the difference as to what aspects have been as to from the year of 2018 to now as it should not take a head injury to figure out that I comprehend my own needs for me to write such without being infuriated at each and every individual for each and every needless situation as to such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such individuals as to any needless problems as to what I consider as needless problems as to how that fully only shows the lack of any appreciation of my prior work, as to such aspects of the aspects of those people only proving how unwanted I am as to such factors as to what I consider as being wanted.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that in this situation from the years of 2019 through now in 2022 as to what my specific considerations were for myself have absolutely nothing in the 100% capacity of what my actual plans were for myself and all such individuals who involved themselves as to without what my actual needs for what my plans for myself in full were/are, as to such lack of any consideration of what my actual needs are as to such as to the amounts of needless stress as to what I consider as needless stress because it should not take a head injury to figure out I comprehended myself and my needs enough to begin such aspects of my own work that I would not and did not need any additional problems as to how those individuals have thought of themselves as more important than they are as to my actual work.




It should not take a head injury to figure out as to what my actual needs are for myself are what my actual needs for myself are and if the actualities of my needs as to other than the starting point of what was as to wehere I was in a decent mood instead of all other factors thereof as to such situations as to how there is not any capacity for me to ever appreciate any needless situation I consider as a needless situation, any needless problem I consider as a needless problem, and any stress additionally that I consider as stress needlessly additionally.




It should not take a head injury to figure out that I do not and would not ever consider any individual who would ever cause me any additional needless problems of any type whatsoever as to suchy aspects thereof would not ever be capable to prove to me as to such situations, as to how my work overall was ever of any importance because of their choices as to every aspect I would consider as disrespect as to what my considerations are for such a viewpoint as to their interpretations as to what I actually consider as respect.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that if any phone call and/or any involvement as to what I consider as needless as to such aspects to actually get to my actual work as to what I actually planned as to my specifics as per my own portions of as to any needless involvement as to what I consider as to their needless involvement, as to only reproiving each and every individual who I once knew in person face to face in person and/or knew of me as tyo the full lack of knowledge of me and the fully lack of ever actually having any need to get to know me.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that my saying is because of what needless situations that did not wever bring me happiness as to what I consider as happiness would ever be capable to do so as to what I consider as happiness, as to such proof as to the situations as to what has lead to this point in time.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to my initial journal blog updates n the years of 2019 through 2021 as to any point in time of me using such aspects, as to my being pissed off as to all such situations as to the reasons for my saying as to all such situations as to each individual thereof as to such factors as there was not any compliments of what I consider as compliments to such individuals officially as to such aspects as there was nothing for me to compliment regarding such individuals or such situations.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if there were those who thought such aspects were/are compliments as to what they consider as compliments, then such lack of common sense as well as the lack of human decency as to what I consider as human decency.



It should not take a head injury to figure out any individual and/or group and/or business that would think I would compliment as to such aspects of what I consider as an actual compliment instead of as to "Finding the Silver Lining" as to what other people said were as they considered as compliments, as to such aspects as to the clarifications and verifications as to my journal blog updates as to such clarifications that they were not what I consider as compliments.




It should not take a head injury to figure out if as to each time of each day of my journal blog instead of my actual work as to what I actually intended for myself as to my actual work, as it should not take a head injury to figure out I actually had the least amount of stress planned for my actual work if I actually would have the capacities of such aspects of what I actually intended for myself instead of the occurrences thereof to what I personally did not need nor want as to such aspects of my actual work.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that any individual who claims they knew me as to knowing who I am as to how those people need to take the considerations of the reality of time, as to such aspects of also taking in consideration as to what I consider as knowing me instead of their lies and broken 10 Commandments towards me as to such factors as to what my needs/wants and my considerations for myself are and have been as to such common sense as to my having the comprehension of myself that I would not need to clarify for myself as to my handwritten notebooks as to my clarifications as to such as to my book genres as to such aspects of real intelligence instead of whatever artificial intelligence each and every individual would officially have as to any such requirement for such clarifications as to this journal blog.



It should not take a head injury to figure out any individual and/or group that officially would require such clarifications as to this journal blog would only show as to how they always and only had artificial intelligence from wherever they got their knowledge from as to such others officially, and would not have ever had the capacity to truly know me to begin with.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when I slam the keyboard as to my being enraged as to my not being in a good mood whatsoever as to such aspects as to what I consider as being in a good or a decent mood, as it should not take a head injury to figure out when I initially began my journal blog I did not have the need to make attempts to calm myself down because of such rage as to other such hypothetical aspects and the proof of and to each and every individual and/or group as to how such aspects have been as to the years of 2018 through now in 2022 instead of what I consider as to being in a good or decent mood for myself as to the if factor of those people ever truly actually knowing me as for who I am.



It should not take a head injury to figure out I have far more important aspects as to what my specifics were as to after my children biologically turned 18 years old legally, as it should not take a head injury to figure out each aspect as to what I authored/wrote/compiled as to such topics as to my fact books as well as my fiction books as per my handwritten notebooks and/or notations that I have not ever allowed nor wanted nor needed anyone to ever put their hands on ever without my personal permission and would only reprove that privacy aspect regarding such aspects as to actual respect to the difference of what those 'people' would think of as to the difference of their interpretations of respect as to the difference of what I consider as respect as well as intelligence if those 'people' actually could not distinguish the difference of each page of each notebook as to what the actualities thereof per as to such aspects of handwritten notebooks because of the requirements of having the real and genuine intelligence instead of their artificial aspects as to where they have lied about the word of intelligence as they could not have such aspects of intelligence ever if as to such factors of ever thinking they could ever actually think correctly as to what I consider as thinking correctly instead of what their interpretations of are as to such.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that as to such needless unwanted involvement as to the aspects thereof to the phone calls that I have had to deal with instead of actually getting to the factors of what the importance of my actual work as to my tone of voice and my attitude because of my comprehension of the actual lack of my needs to speak with such individuals as to the aspects of my actual work as to what I should have been capable to get to, instead of the aspects of such amounts of needless time wasted as to such factors of anything I consider as to the needless time wasted as to such reality.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to any/all individuals who have pushed for such aspects instead of me getting to my actual work as to reproving the aspects of the differences as to what I consider as being wanted to their interpretations of where they would only show their selfishness as to the instead of what would be considered as to such aspects, of what I consider as being wanted as to such factors thereof as to my actual requirements as to the factors of my considerations thereof are.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such needless beurocracy as to such factors as to what I have dealt with have only shown to me as to how unwanted I actually am and have been as to what those 'people's' interpretations of are, as to the difference as to what my actual considerations as to would be and are as to such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that when I have clarified that my journal blog is only as to the factws, then the truth of such facts are as to my fact books as I clarified such aspects and such clarifications as to what I have already taken care of as to how instead of what would actually show me as to being wanted would fully not be shown because of such aspects as to instead of what I actually have needed and wanted for myself outside of writing as to how that would officially show the lack of the want of me in all such factors as to what I consider as being wanted as to the wording "wanted in a positive way" as to such aspects.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if others have gotten upset because of my words as to my journal blog as to how they can think to themselves as to what they did to enrage me instead of ever showing me actual care for me and/or care about me, as to what I consider as care for me and care about me as well as what I consider as to being wanted in a positive way.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when my pain levels have only risen instead of lowering as to the facts that any and all such individuals who would have thought they knew what my needs are as to the fullness of such aspects as to how much I hope such aspects as to whatever needless involvement of others as to what I consider as, to hurting their feelings for what they thought as to their interpretations and how they would only have brought such aspects of their hurt feelings unto themselves for such aspects as to the amount of raised pain levels I have been dealing with as to such aspects of my headaches and migraines instead of lowering such pain levels as to then the full proof as to each of those individuals only breaking my ADA aspects as per such clarifications.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that I am not a masochist and as to such aspects each and every individual who has enraged me as per the situations would only be as to such a viewpoint to me as to them being masochists as to how they would only show me as to how bratty they are, instead of ever showing me as to intelligence as well as having the self-control of themselves as to what being a Dominant is as to what I consider as being a Dominant as what I consider as a Dominant is not the exact same as to what I learned in the Dominant Mentor Program beyond just words.



It should not take a head injury to figure out I can create my own schedule for myself and any individual and/or group that would ever think of themselves so haughtily as to ever thinking I would need or want their involvement as to my actual schedule would only show their lack of intelligence as to such aspects and factors thereof as well as would only show their lack of common sense as to such aspects in regards of my actual needs officially as to what my considerations for my actual needs are as to the smaller as well as most importantly the larger aspects thereof, as well as it should not take a head injury to figure out they would not ever know what my actual needs are as to the if factors as to having to write to clarify such aspects instead of actually havign genuine intelligence as to such factors as they would prove only how they have been pouring from a proverbial empty cup instead of having the fullness of such knowledge to be capable to understand.



It should not take a head injury to figure out what my Basic needs are as to the aspects thereof as to what aspects I did have as to what portions thereof to what was less stressful as to what specifics I consider(red) as to the specific points in time as to the ages of my children biologically as to how my needs would officially as to my Basic needs as to the difference of my minimum standards as to what I consider as to such factors as it should not take a head injury to figure out my considerations for such are different as to the time, as it should not take a head injury to figure out such types of individuals as to thier interpretations of such are what they should not rely upon as to however their interpretations have lead them in the wrong way as to such aspects as to what my actual basic needs as to the difference of my minimum standards as to my considerations thereof officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that as to such aspects of any individual who would try to get me to speak such words as to how they did not ever know me to begin with as they would only neeed my rage instead of ever needing me to be in a good mood as obviously those individuals would only know of my triggers as to the aspects of what would enrafe me as to the levels of anger as to such raising instead of ever calming me down, as to what my actual viewpoints are as to such aspects.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that all such triggers as to the aspects thereof as to my life would only be as to where such aspects as to such situations as to my journal blog updates in this year of 2022 as to such lack of human decency regarding such aspects, as to how such aspects of what I dealt with throughout this year of 2022 have only been to where each individual and group thereof has only cared more about themselves as to their selfishness instead of actually caring about me as well as actually caring about my actual needs as to actually caring for me as to what I consider as to such factors as why would those people ever be capable to comprehend my actual needs when those people were not there for me when I actually needed such aspects of emotional support as to such aspects of what I consider as emotional support.



It should not take a head injury to figure out my journal blogs this year of 2022 as well as specifically from the years of 2020 through 2022 as to any such direct aspects as to the factors of 1993 as well as 2001 specifically as to such selfishness regarding all of those other people instead of what my actual needs for emotional support have been and are, though since such individuals I once knew have preferred their selfish ways as to such aspects as to where would my need be to such types of those people as to if they actually believed they were doing anything other than what President of the United States of America had clarified as to the difference of help as to them as to assistance as to what I actually need(ed) instead as to the considerations of those types of those individuals as to their aspects.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the first time of being back to New Jersey in the year of 2020 as to what lack iof anything as to individuals I once knew as to whenever I knew them as to the difference of what my actual needs were as to those times as to the northeast as to support, and only shows as to their lack of capabilities as to what my actual needs were as to such support as to my needs as to emotional support.



It should not take a head injury to figure out anyone who had ever been to the areas of where I was born and raised without me as to such times as to how their selfishness as to such aspects especially if they were not born and raised in the areas as to such aspects of what I did not want as well as did not need from those types of immature individuals as to ever thinking they would ever comprehend what I needed for myself, as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out what triflin aspects those types of individuals would only be to me.



It should not take a head injury to figure out those types as to Hollywood pop culture aspects as to such factors in any capacity thereof would only reprove to me as to the lack of the need for those types of individuals in each and every capacity thereof to my life as to those types of ever thinking they would ever know or understand or comprehend what my actual needs were/are as to such points in time as to when I first went around such areas, as it should not take a head injury to figure out when it was over 24 years as to such aspects for me to finally get to where I needed to be as to such aspects as to the full proof of such uselessness of those individuals I once knew in my childhood and my teenager years as well as those in certain aspects depending upon as to my biological adult years as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out with all of my clarifications as to the needless problems and the needless situations and the needless stress as to the needless drama as to what I consider as to such factors regarding each and every one of those types as to ever thinking they ever knew what I actually needed as to my memory deficits and my cognitive disorders as maybe it should not take a head injury to figure out as to those types as to how they are the ones with the memory deficits as to what humanity actually is as maybe they have the cognitive disorders as to what human decency is as maybe those individuals are just headaches and migraines not only to myself though also to others as to their types of choices as to their situations as to their needless drama as to their needless stress as to their needless problems as to their needless situations as to what my considerations are as to those types being fully proven as to such clarifications officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if as to those millennial types as to what I warned about as to such types as to those factors as to those types of millennials instead of what the overall aspects thereof as to the different definitions of millennials as to the time as to the different types of millennials as to the turn of the millennium as to the different types of millennials as to the aspects of intelligence as to what real intelligence is as to the difference as to artifical intelligence as to such pop culture references as to other types of millennials as to what clarifications as to the different labels as to the types of millennials, depending upon such a viewpoint as to possible "Finding The Silver Lining" as to such aspects where there are some actual compliments as to what I consider as compliments though distinguishing such specifics I suppose might actually take a head injury to explain instead of figuring out.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the difference between humanity and human decency as to such aspects thereof to the difference of what I have dealt with as to the aspects thereof, as it should not take a head injury to figure out what I consider as discussions as to the difference as to words regarding conversations if as to such aspects thereof as to my childhood as to a different capacity thereof as to any such aspects as to such hurt feelings as to the reasons why.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects as to the difference between selfishness as to the difference of aspects as to the difference regarding factors thereof to such differences regarding those types of those individuals as to such aspects thereof, as it should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of this year of 2022 as to such factors thereof to those types.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to my saying(s) as to such factors thereof as to the difference when I am in a decent mood as to a pissed off mood as to an enraged mood as to the difference of a semi-good mood as it should not take a head injury to figure out there has not been any capacity of what I consider as a good mood to begin with as to my minimum requirements of what is required for me to be in a good mood is to the 30 days as to such aspects as to when I begin such aspects of counting as to the factors of consistency required as to what I consider as to such aspects and f those are not willing to ask me as to what my requirements are to ask me, then as to such aspects as to the proven factors as well as to the wanted aspects as to the difference as to such factors thereof as to common sense though also as to whomever as to such thoughts of such tries to ever be capable to figure such out without my explanations as to such factors thereof as to common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out common sense would not need explanations as to figuring such out, just as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out as to intelligence naturally as to common sense.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when I have had sight since before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to that having nothing to do with my after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, or the aspects thereof to such factors as per the proof as per such clarifications and verifications capable to have been done.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to the situations of being capable to see as to the difference of those who were directly responsible as to such factors thereof as to such aspects of the difference of sight and words to the difference of actions and choices as it should not take a head injury to figure out responses to others' choices as to such aspects thereof are self-defense as to my responses as to any and/or all such hypotheticals as to the proof thereof, as it should not take a head injury to figure out those aspects especially as to the years from the timeframe of whenever such individuals as per each group as to such aspects thereof as to the proof of such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects regarding this year of 2022 as well as 2021 and 2020 as to the differences as to care and concern about me as to such aspects of the northeast as to the aspects of how others viewed as to such people and groups that I have been concerned about and care about, as to the differences as to what I consider as to care and concern as to reality as to situations as to those years previously as to my childhood and my teenager years and my biological adult years as to the point in times thereof.



It should not take a head injury to figure out what I consider as informed consent as to such aspects as to the aspects thereof to being informed formally as to such aspects as to officially, as it should not take a head injury to figure out such differences and yet similarities.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to including my breathing, posture, stances, and etcetera as to the facts as to if such clarifications before had needed the clarifications as to any such aspects as to the proof of such factors as to the timeframes between 2019 through now in the year of 2022 as to how those individuals would not have had the starting point of such aspects as to the reality as to myself from what others told them, as to the aspects of such differences as to my clarifications as per the accuracy levels.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the biological gender actually does matter beyond scientific portions as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of background(s) as to locations and people thereof to a New Jersey-ian as to such differences, as it should not take a head injury to figure out that just because of being a tomboy as to the biological factors of gender actually meaning of importance as to such differences officially as to the responses because of the facts of being raised as to such factors of the differences as to such aspects.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to that aspects of biological gender as well as background(s) as to the differences of parental factors as well as others as to such specifics of involvement as to life, as to the differences of such aspects as to New Jersey-ians as to the overall factors thereof as to the factors as to the viewpoints overall as it should not take a head injury to figure out the difference of one New Jersey-ian to another individual as to the timeframes as to their biological age as to such factors thereof as well as the other combinations that would officially distinguish such factors thereof as to such intellectual property as to such factors thereof to the legal copyrights I filed officially as to the year of 2015 regarding the various ways as to my saying overall.



It should not take a head injury to figure out any New Jersey-ian who would have been asked instead of asking me as to such discussions as to the aspects thereof as to how such individuals would have failed themselves as to the details as to such differences between those hypotheticals as to the difference as to myself, as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to such lack of respect as to myself to ever think to compare me to any other New Jersey-ian as to my total combined experiences as to the aspects where the proof where I would only see as to such lack of actual care about and actual care for me as to ever thinking someone could compare themselves to me as what would there be to compare to me other than what was not to others as well as what was not their experiences in full as to the aspects of something alike and/or something similar as to one or two aspects as to whatever timeframes thereof to such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if people I once knew in person face to face in person as to real life situations as to thier memory loss as to the if factors of not remembering me specifically using my saying, as to whatever levels of accuracy those individuals have had as to such updates as to my clarifications as to the percentages of such aspects of such timeframes of in person face to face in person during the years specifically as to 2003 through 2013 as to their failures as twhat would be their memory deficits as to their cognitive disorders as that should not take a head injury to figure out if they had a head injury after the timeframe of when my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury was as to such aspects of differences just as the same as to those who had a head injury before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to such differences of head injury factors.




It should not take a head injury to figure out the difference as to the if factors as to a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as the length of time as to such aspects of the 8.5 years to the blood on my brain as well as the facts as to the specific situations during those 8.5 years in full, as it then should not take a head injury to figure out there being massive distinctive differences as to any other as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the length of my coma as to whatever that timeframe was as it should not take a head injury to figure out when I was in a coma as to being in a coma as to not having a physical and/or digital calendar as to the timeframe of when I was in a coma as to what medical records of mine that I was capable to look at as to when I requested my full military records as to such aspects of how that should not take a head injury to figure out as to the amount thereof to what paperwork I could get as to such aspects of my file as to the aspects of it should not take a head injury to figure out that when the total paperwork I could get for myself as to my multiple requests also as to the amount of individuals I specifically asked to as their status as to the aspects of clearances as to the facts of the total paperwork I could get being less that 1.5 or 2 inches as to the total stack as to my background as to my clearances as to my MOS as to what my employment factors thereof would be considered as to such proof additionally as to the facts as to only 1.5 to 2 inches as to including all of the time from the years of 2000 through each time of requests as well as the aspects of from 1996 as to MAST as to that 1.5 to 2 inches of total paperwork as to such requests officially would clarify to any/all as to such clearance differences with the MOS differences as to such aspects thereof to any individual as to whatever their clearance may be or may have been as to whatever factors thereof to the differences as to myself from those individuals and/or those MOS aspects as to such common sense as to how that should not take a head injury to figure out as well as my biological gender as to such hypotheticals.



It should not take a head injury to figure out what the legal definitions as to the hypothetical situations as to such factors as to individuals and/or groups and/or companies as to such aspects as to what I have dealt with as to such hypotheticals, as to any needless situations and/or any needless problems and/or any needless stress and/or any needless drama as to such aspects of what I consider such to be as to such aspects thereof as to such hypotheticals as to such individuals officially.





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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