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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

It should not take a head injury to figure this out about the facts about invitations

In reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips where I have acknowledged that I have had a multitude of situations as to throughout the timeframes of my trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project among other factors as to the honesty thereof, there has not been many situations where I have ever been personally invited to anything.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that when I have not been invited to many situations as to events such as after parties that I only learned of the after party as to each event I had performed at in the years of 2010 and 2011, was more than three or four months after the event occurred; as it should not take a head injury to figure out if I was a first priority to being at an event, then I would have been invited before and would have been told about such months before such as how it should not take a head injury to figure out when planning an event and having an after party as to informing of the after party information at the same time.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that the only time I have ever been invited to anything after an event was in reference to the Trump rallies in Austin Texas in the year of 2020, as it should not take a head injury to figure out that if I was an after thought then I was not considered as a priority as the reality of if I was a priority to attend an event then I would have been invited as a priority.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if others were spoken with to tell them to let me know about an event as to the individual spoken with as to their personal biases, as to such aspects as the factors of if the facts as to where I have been considered as a priority then I would have been invited personally.



It should not take a head injury to figure out that the first time I was ever invited anywhere to a public location outside of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle, was in the year of 2018 in Washington state to a gem fair with my son as the female had two children she had brough to the exterior of Club Sapphire that she and what she said was her husband at the timneframe of.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to the length of time having been involved with the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle officially as a biological adult in the year of 2004, the first time of being invited to any party or event outside of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle in the year of 2018 is a length of 14 years as to such facts.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to my childhood and my teenager years where that was the exact same as to my childhood and my teenager years as to the length of time for me to ever mention such factors, as the reality of what I dealt with as to the reality of if I was a priority to attend any event as to how I would have been informed before as well as asked if I personally needed anything if I was actually wanted to attend an event.



It should not take a head injury to figure out in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such factors combined as the aspects thereof as to including the situations as to the year of 2017 as to such oddity if anyone I once knew and/or anyone that was informed of my trips as to their chocies, as to how the facts as to my responses being accurate as to such factors of the culminations of such facts as would it take a head injury to point out that when there are several decades as to such factors as to hat an invitation is if I were actually important enough to attend an event then I would be asked to such and should it take a head injury to figure out the aspects of over 35 years of such as to the common sense response from me as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips?



Does it take a head injury to figure out when I had created the lunch munch brunch groups that I had as well as the other group as to such aspects of my attempts to socialize in the aspects thereof, and thus as to such situations as to the year of 2012 as well as the year of 2013 as to the factors where common sense would be?



Should it take a head injury to figure out the difference between an open public invitation and a private personal invitation, or does it take a head injury to figure out as to such references thereof as to such protocol aspects?



Should it take a head injury to figure out if I am or was ever to consider myself as important as to such aspects thereof to such factors of events and/or parties and/or spending time with others as to the facts that I would have been and in such references be invited to such aspects with plenty of time for me to personally prepare myself as well as get what my needs are taken care of to be appropriate to such aspects; or would it take a head injury to point out such facts?



Does it take a head injury to figure out if others are upset about my responses as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and/or anything else I have went to as to such non-disclosures as to such references thereof as why would that be of importance to the consideration as to such aspects?



Does it take a head injury to figure out others inviting themselves while I have had the etiquette when others have discussed other events they were invited to as to not having been upset as to not having known of such at the time, though as to what would be as to others' viewpoints as to such if factors as to manners as to such references?



Would it take a head injury to figure out the aspects as to the if factors as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork presentations if there were ever any as to my work as to my artwork as to my Medal of Honor Art Project, the aspects where such would not be considered as honorable if I could have and/or should have been invited to such aspects and/or made aware of such before the timeframes thereof if my work was ever considered important as to my creation of my Medal of Honor Art Project to begin with as well as the obvious as to my creation of my Medal of Honor Art Project pieces as why would I ever believe I was ever considered as wanted as to such references thereof to any such hypotheticals?



Why would I ever believe I personally was ever considered as wanted, appreciated, liked, or any such positive aspects as to such benefits as to such hypotheticals as to if as to such aspects of where the invitation could have been considered first priority as to if I actually was considered as important and if I am considered as important then would I then be invited first as well as being informed well before such a point in time of such an event and/or party and/or spending time with?



What would be a problem as to any others' opinions as to themselves as to the if factors of me being considered as wanted at an event though as to any such if factors of if there was ever such, as what would that then translate to as to the if factors as to me being invited officially before such times as why would anyone ever believe I could ever consider myself as important or liked or wanted as to in any such capacity as why would I ever personally consider myself as important if as to such references thereof to such aspects?



Why would anyone ever review such lengths of time and ever think otherwise of such if factors as to in any such capacity as what lack of maturity would there be to anyone who could have and/or should have informed me as well as given me the time to actually prepare to being at such event, as why would there ever be of any such importance to me that I would ever consider myself as?



Would it take a head injury to figure out as to the if factors as to any situation as to my children's biologicals either side as to such factors, as why would such be of importance as to any such hypothetical connections ever having an event and then as to whatever they were told as to such if factors as would it take a head injury to figure that out as well?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that someone as myself as to the aspects thereof to such factors, why would I ever consider myself as wanted and/or needed and/or preferred and/or a priority and/or important in any such capacity?



Would it take a head injury to figure out if I was actually consider and/or am considered as important as to such factors then that would translate to me actually getting such invitation(s) before the timeframe of an event/party/timeframe of as why would anyone ever think of themselves as anything of importance to ever get such afterwards as there would not ever be such a viewpoint in any such capacity thereof officially as the reality as it should not take a head injury to figure out as there would not ever be any point where there would ever be the viewpoint of importance to such after the aspects thereof officially, as the reality of such is only before such a point in time as to the should it take a head injury to figure out that common sense?



Since the situations as to the facts as to what I have dealt with recently as to having to travel instead of what my personal preference is because of such situations yet again, that is not in any capacity of me personally having the sensation or the viewpoint of ever being considered as being wanted or appreciated or cared about or cared for in any aspect as to what I personally would ever consider as to such aspects of for my personal comfort as the aspects of should it take a head injury to point out that as to my personal comfort as to my personal choice(s) as to being capable to actually enjoy as well as be comfortable?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out others' perceptions are not as to any capacity of ever knowing what my personal needs are as to the if factors as to such needless problems as to such needless situations as to such needless drama as to such needless games as why would I ever consider as to such hypotheticals as to such aspects as to the amount of unwanted traveling as to such aspects for myself as to the factors thereof as to ever being considered as wanted as to my personal considerations of what I personally would consider as being wanted, as how would such immaturity as to such lack of common sense be as to any such if factors as to anyone who did not ever actually know me personally be of such importance as to ever actually doing anything I personally would want and/or I personally would need as to what I personally would consider as comfortable for me as why would I ever want someone else's involvement when as to any such if factors as to the lack of common sense they officially would have as to any such hypotheticals as to such aspects of not having known me personally to begin with outside of whatever event thereof as why would that be of importance to me personally?



Should it take a head injury to figure out I can choose for myself especially as to the amount of work I personally have completed as why would anyone ever think they would comprehend me personally better than I comprehend myself as to my personal needs as to my personal wants as to my personal preferences as to my personal ideals as to my personal desires, as why would my personal needs matter as why would my personal wants matter as why would my personal preferences matter as why would my personal ideals matter as why would my personal desires matter personally for me and personally to me?



Does it take a head injury to figure out as to such if factors as to such others' involvement and not actually ever comprehending my personal needs as to how such violations of my ADA as to any such aspects that is not what I comprehend for my personal best interests as for my personal good mood as for my personal health and my personal wellbeing, as why would that matter if I actually was and/or am cared about as to my personal needs as to such if factors as why would I ever believe any other would ever be capable to comprehend my best interests as to the amount of situations as to the clarifications as to such verifications as why would I ever allow anyone else to ever make a decision for me when I have clearly comprehended myself and have not ever liked brats as to such factors as to how such aspects as to the unwanted aspects as to such others' brattiness as to such references as to where such brats are not wanted for a reason or would such take a head injury to figure that out as well?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the reality of my journal blogs as per the timeframe of the year of 2019 through this beginning of this year as to how much I fully despise brats and they are not ever invited to my work as to the reasons because of their immaturity when the reality of the seriousness of the work is as to such factors, or would it take a head injury to point that out?



Should it take a head injury to figure out as to the requirement to grow up instead of such aspects of immaturity as does it take a head injury to figure out that such millennials as to such brats as to such factors as to what is not needed for me ever as to such brats, as should it take a head injury to figure out as to their irresponsibility to actually at the exact point in time as to the specific situations thereof as to getting such work accomplished as to the reasons I have not ever had any patience for brats?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the lowered levels of intellectual capacities thereof as to such brats as to such references thereof, as what aspects as to the intellectual capacities have actually increased asw to the intellect during the timeframe from COVID in the year of 2020 in the month of January?



Should it take a head injury to figure out if in the total of the prior 3 years since COVID first came out as to the if factors as to the overall general public having more problems reading longer posts and/or longer amounts of information online, as to the references thereof to such lacking of intellectual capacity as well as the aspects of emotional maturity as to emotional intelligence as what would such levels as to such timeframes be capable to notice as to such factors as to manners and etiquette standards?



Are there those who can actually remember the times as to the specific months to the specific years as to such information as to the overall aspects, or would such individuals as to the amounts of social media as to whatever they read as to such online factors be capable to prove what levels of their intellectual capacities and/or the emotional capacities to being capable to take care of situations as what would be of importance for such aspects as to 6 June 2022 and why?



Thus as I have to deal unwantedly as to such aspects of packing my stuff yet again instead of what my personal needs are as to recovering and recuperating as my personal needs are for myself as to my personal health as to my personal wellbeing as to my personal needs because of the situations as to such factors since the month of September 2022 more officially though also as to February 2022 as well as August 2022, though as to such situations as to the references thereof as to such an inconvenience to every such aspect as the reality of what I do not consider as convenient for me at all as should it take a head injury to figure out my comprehension of what my personal neds are as to such aspects as to the references thereof?



Does it take a head injury to figure out since I handled my SCUBA Diving work myself as to such references where when speaking with others about such as to asking about such suggestions as to such discussions were not to head myself speak though as to such if factors, does it take a head injury to figure out my personal comprehension of my own needs as to being capable to have completed such work as why would it take a head injury to figure out if others needed to know as to the one and only person they should have ever asked as why would such invitation aspects be of importance if my personal work actually was and is actually important as why would I ever allow anyone who was not ever allowed nor ever capable to ever discuss my work as what would such 10 Commandments be as to such hypothetical references as to such factors thereof?



Should it take a head injury to figure out any such references to my personal works as to my personal writings as to my personal modeling as to such aspects thereof, why would I ever believe as to myself being considered as wanted as to what I consider such as to the if factors of where others would think of themselves more important as why would they ever consider themselves more important than myself as to my personal work as what levels of disrespect would they only be as to such aspects as why would I ever believe imitation is anything less than imitation?



Why would I ever consider imitation as flattery as what would ever be flattering to me as to such if factors as why would such others think of themselves as more than such factors of if factors, as why would they ever think of themselves as more worthy than I and why would I personally ever want or need those types as to such if factors as what would I personally consider as insulting to my personal work as to such if factors as proven as through my writings as why would I ever consider such if factors as to anything less than what they would be considered as in my personal opinion?



Why would I ever want such aspects as to the if factors, as what situations as to needless problems would be as to such references thereof?



Why would I need such if factors as to such hypotheticals as what would be important about the truth, as why would I ever consider such as flattery to me for such if factors or would they not ever have the common sense to figure such out beforehand as to such aspects of what my personal considerations of a biological female fan would not ever be to me as to such if factors as why would I personally consider such as to what I personally consider such as and how many needless problems would those types cause as to such factors as to the needless drama as to such if factors as to what I personally would be fully against?



Why would it take a head injury to figure such out to point out as to such amounts of clarifications as why would I personally find such revolting personally as to how important the 10 Commandments are to me, as why would that be of massive importance to me?



What would such ever think of themselves as to such if factors as why would they consider themselves more important than I as to such if factors, as why would that only be as to where I would not ever see anything good as to my own work as to such if factors?



Thus as to the aspects of if situations as to me personally being invited as to the aspects thereof, why would that be of importance as to such viewpoints if as to such if factors as to my journal blog in the year of 2016 regarding being considered as wanted artist as what as to my personal work would ever be considered as wanted as to such if factors as to what my personal specific considerations are as to such if factors?



Thus as to such hypotheticals, why would I ever be in a good mood in the minimum standards as to what I would consider as to being in a good mood as to any such if factors as why would those types ever think they were of importance as to such differences as why would I ever believe I would be wanted as to such if factors as why would I ever consider such as being respectful to me and/or respectful to my work?



Why would I have massive problems as to those pop culture types as to such Hollywood problems as why would I personally despise such types officially as why would there ever be the consideration as to what I would personally consider as worthwhile to my personal work, as why would such if factors only be considered as insulting as to my personal religious beliefs?



Thus why would if as to such if factors as whether as to whatever portions thereof as to such if factors as to why would I ever be capable to review anything I personally worked on as worthwhile as to such if factors, as what low level intelligence would ever think that would be a compliment to me and/or to my work as to the aspects as to what my personal viewpoints are as to such if factors?



Why would I personally ever consider as to the length of times as to the amounts of situations as to such factors thereof as to ever being considered as being wanted as to such aspects of such if factors as to the over 35 years as to such situations as to invitations, as why would that be of importance to others if someone else invited me as to such aspects as what would the low level common sense be as to such clarifications as to such if factors as to such references thereof as then what would such immaturity be as to such aspects as to the clarifications and why would that ever be considered as the factors of actual importance?



How immature would others need to be to ever think they would ever be capable to make up for such aspects as to the if factors as to not ever thinking about such aspects before, as why would it take a head injury to point that out?



Does it take a head injury to figure out as to the common sense as to the decades of such as to the reality I personally have dealt with, as why would it take a head injury to figure that out to begin with if as to such aspects already having been clarified as to such references thereof?




Does it take a head injury to figure out to point out that is not within the Constitutional Amendments as to such factors thereof to such if factors when I have clarified such aspects as to the references as to the 10 Commandments, as why would it take a head injury to point such aspects out as to such factors thereof to such situations or would the aspects sas to the lower levels of such intellectual aspects be proven especially as to such hypothetical references thereof as why would I ever be capable to actually be capable to enjoy anything as to such types of if factors as why would my personal aspects of being capable to enjoy be of importance for me as well as if there are those who actually could care about me and/or care for me as why would me being in a good mood matter?





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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