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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

It should not take a head injury to figure this out about Prisoner of War and speech patterns...

In regards as to what hypothetically might have been brought up as a concern in regards of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects in regards of how many people have already complained about how often I have repeated myself when in person with me before I wound up in Washington state in 2013 with my minor son as I already explained and put into my first book I had the intelligence and wherewithal to know to register with the Library of Congress which automatically removes that complaint in wishes to the mental capability and capacity I have for knowing to do so, though in such reference aspects as to the legalities to the Library of Congress registration portions and the ownership rights as to my Freedoms of my Constitutional Rights I personally earned myself; I have already written and brought forward the aspects to the anti-slavery laws as per the Civil War as well as the Women’s Rights Movement, to which if any with a Democrat Party affiliation were to try to hold onto such in reference to my Copyrights would be the permanent downfall for the #DNC Democratic Party as per the background with the Klu Klux Klan or the KKK. In the aspects referencing the repetition portions which in honesty only occurred after my SCUBA Diving certifications I earned on my own as people who knew me before my SCUBA Diving certifications as I would guesstimate would go on about how sporadic my discussions were at such times in comparison, which in turn proves the additional wherewithal for the aspects as to the security measures as to the requirements of the safety aspects for such realities. Thus in reference to the aspects to any who would wish the financial purchase of the Copyrights to my books would ever be anything more than such as per the adult consenting lifestyle if such were to ever be considered as such, would in turn only be the purchasing rights as to their warrant for such a legal arrest for the violation of human rights as well as violations of the civil liberties as well as violation of the Americans with Disabilities Act among other such violations as can be found throughout legal torts.



Since I have explained and proven I am a Dominant and only considered in the BDSM lifestyle of consenting adults the term of a Leatherwoman, as per fetlife spelling for the combination of that terminology as such would know in the adult consenting lifestyle in comparison to the vanilla sector though also my membership which I had purchased years ago to the World Wide Women’s Leatherwomen group. I have been able to prove and consider myself as a Dominant Female or the female Latin wording-ish for the terminology in the ways of language portions as studied when I took the Latin classes I had for the variations already having explained and written about, such as a Domme as per the French sounding pronunciation of the word via the ending or the sub-portion of the wording which the last few letters at the end of a word have a specific portion of viewing the written word. I have proven and have explained my version of ethical Sadism, which in turn I have always been and remain permanently as a Dominant. While there was an attention getting title section for one particular posting I had written in my journal area in my fetlife account, that would be the only time I was technically ever attention seeking though by technicalities not attention seeking; because attention seeking has to mainly do with in person aspects as I have thought and heard about, in comparison to an online blog. In additional clarifications as to the metaphors for the comparisons, unless there is no one else who has used metaphors or proverbial references for symbolism to explain anything; then such a wish as to what the portions of my clarity and clear mental and clear emotional state, proves itself.



In addition to the clarity of such information in reference to each one of my books I had registered through the Library of Congress with my legal first and my legal middle names as to already having explained such in multiple journal blog entries on my website as well as the difference between the above paragraph to such additional portions thereof, if there is a direct connection to such individuals as my biologicals which I had walked away from after the treatments I dealt with and/or my ex-in-laws for such similarities and/or anyone with a direct connection to the BDSM/Swinger lifestyles then the portions of additional legal charges as to such portions can be additional to the portions of which have been ruled as illegal situations in multiple cities and throughout multiple states within the United States of America as well as the assault portions thereof as per the previously found as illegal portions of online rings and how such has been legally brought down in such references to other portions thereof through various levels of the local and state as well as federal law enforcement agencies. Thus the fullest effects of such anti-human trafficking as well as anti-slavery and anti-sexual trafficking as to such portions, would in turn mean if anyone with such a connection as referenced were to continue to refuse to relinquish such legal portions as to the copyright aspect which was illegal for the purchasing to begin with; if such were to wrongly hold onto what legally has the proof of such above and prior writings on my website in The Ornery PSA, the realities of all such charges because of the fact of my being a human being and those being unalienable rights of which all of my work is only my work and has always been unable to ever have anyone legally purchase the copyrights as per the prior legal rulings.



Again while some might wish the aspects as to the multitude of situations I can write about as I have many times discussed well before the year of 2013 though in reference to the time between 2009 through to the current year of 2021, I did land at the bottom of the ocean after earning 26 SCUBA Diving certifications which I had already explained my intentions and my reasons for such aspects. Anyone who has ever had to study or read about the protocol if ever captured and illegally kept as a Prisoner of War or version thereof as already brought forward such portions as to the modern timing for such aspects to additionally refer to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker in such regards for the symbolic correlations to the metaphors seen, would know what such protocols are and would easily be able to review the portions thereof referencing several situation which mainly begin in reference to my SCUBA Diving; which in turn because of what I have already explained as well as wrote about, the portions as to the clarity in all such factors in reference to my rights as well as my capabilities to take care of my responsibilities in the ways of which my proof is in multiple regards.



For example in reference to taking care of my bills, shows that I am capable to maintain and sustain myself despite what some might consider in their linear views as to the aspects of whatever thought processes and commentaries thereof. Another example is the fact I had been the only one who planned all portions of each aspect to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips I had driven, I had gone on, I had purchased the pieces for my artwork aspects, I booked the hotels, I booked the cars, and I paid for each aspect while maintaining my own bill responsibilities for all such years while dealing with the zapping portions as well as while putting other such aspects together on my own and by myself without any assistance as to any portions thereof to any such works. Thus another way of proof as to my Patriotism as well as my respect and responsible nature as best as I can possibly do, as the memory deficits and the cognitive disorders as explained to me as I already wrote about in reference to the Neurologist from Scott and White in the state of Texas as to such brain synopsis and movements thereof regarding the information recollection as to the times before as well as after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. It was explained to me the memory deficits and the cognitive disorders had only to do with the portions as to the order of events of which my biological mother and my biological sister as well as my biological father knew that if I were to return to the area of the east coast, my memories would instantly begin to return. The cruel and inhuman portions of such unethical behaviour would be able to be tied to whomever they would be associated with willingly and by choice, as to such additional connection point which would be able to be proven fully in reference to the technological messages.



It is ironic as to the word messages, when breaking such a word down. What a mess there has been over the ages, in reference to various portions and sectors of life which have required the clarifications from those who had wished to keep such in a hidden location in comparison. In turn the aspects as to the price paid for the illegal portions as to the wish for others to have my legal copyrights ownership would in turn have two options, which each has its own realities. On one hand they could either keep such situations to perpetuate or wish to continue by passing the rights from one to another which would in turn lead to a larger group of individuals who would be considered for the legal prosecutions for the willing knowledge and involvement thereof regarding such aspects as to what has already been explained, and would in turn go into other such legal portions for each individual as well as associated thereof depending upon which aspects connected to and intentions thereof in such court aspects of whichever metaphor one would like to review though the entirety for the consideration. The other option which is easier as well as less messy ifs to simply go to relinquish such rights and have the restoration process of all of my copyrighted works to only be in my ownership in the financial relinquishments of others, as I am the only one for all such rights as it has been recognized whether others wish as they wish; as the technology portions of such aspects have already proven repeatedly and the irony thereof, as to who technology additionally has officiated in all such avenues and aspects thereof regarding the portions able to be reviewed regarding my copyrights are my intellectual property rights and will always remain registered as mine in all such ways because of the legal requirements to keep the title with the same exact portions for such copyright laws; which in turn the repletion of the legal portions as to which the importance of my Constitutional and my Civil rights, which the other additional aspects as to the Superman Comics reference as to the copyright ownership fully in my rights and ownership only.



As another point of which the responsibilities to maintain taking care of my own responsibilities, the aspects as to the emancipation from my biological mother/father/sister in the year of 2000 remains and stood for the fullest portion of all times as per the additional clarification in the email I sent referencing Independence Day in the year of 2013 referencing such individuals and such included by proxy my ex-in-laws as per the aspects thereof. Despite the possibilities as to finding the video of me crying because of the reality of having an actual hear and truly having honesty in reference to the realities of the situation at the time, there is a song pop culture reference as to you cannot cry pretty especially when there is genuinity in the emotional situations connections as the portions thereof obviously as I would guesstimate would show as I did not look at my video when I was done recording it as I posted it in the raw and uncut as well as unfiltered format on YouTube for the clarifications; as can additionally be seen in reference to the fact as to all oof my videos are the uncut and raw versions, for clarifications. I know I could technically edit videos, though there is not any requirement as to such as it is my choice for my intellectual property rights of my experiences of my life which again to the reference aspects of the legalities as to the anti-slavery laws as well as women’s and civil rights in combination with my earned Constitutional Rights.



However in reference to repeat the aspects as to the time after my SCUBA Diving certifications I earned on my own to the reasons why I had explained in person as well as in writing to the reasons why with such additional proof as per my patterns of behaviour, the aspects as to the protocol if ever the captive portion of the Prisoner of War aspect and additionally showing such in reference to my BDSM colors which were of my SCUBA Diving colors; in turn the repetition by all such protocols as well as explanations thereof, would be within the legal realms of such repetition. While civilians who would be completely ignorant to any such reality, I guess I have given enough proverbial evidence in my writings and some videos though all others’ videos as well as pictures of such times which were more-so referenced regarding the aspects as to the election cycle in the year of 2020 as to review for such additional aspects as to the literal in the ways of the Prisoner of War situations as per if any had already known about my website and had chosen to lie to me instead of telling me the truth as to having seen my website and/or my books; of which while some might wish to view such prior postings as to whatever viewpoints thereof, what would your response be if the roles were reversed and what was done to me was done to you? How would you have written and/or posted, as well as how would you have been able to accomplish…?



I think there are those who protesteth too much, regarding my legal rights in full of my copyrights and all of my works thereof in fully only belonging to me. While only more recently upon the realizing as to having been stalked and harassed in the ways of which in reference to my book “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in conjunction with my book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and another book of mine “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” would have the non-fiction realities of such portions however all of my fiction books which all additionally registered through the same company and the same ways as to my non-fiction books would fall into the same legal protections in all of my rights only in full as per the additional portions of the intellectual property rights for all such additional works as well as per the legalities thereof protecting myself through as explained as to my legal first and my legal middle; though the technological proof as to having done so through the specific measures as I had chosen to in reference to the Library of Congress for such additional protection rights for myself for my copyrights as well as my intellectual property rights of my works in full only for my ownership in full, all patterns of behaviour in each connected way proves such responsibilities to be able to maintain my responsibilities which does not deny the other portions of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though actually additionally protects such special needs as per the intellectual levels of which certain individuals who are considered as high functioning in comparison to high risk as per wording choices for the specifics of such times; means the ways of which additional proof as to my capacities to accomplish what is required for myself daily as well as weekly as well as monthly as well as yearly, despite what some might wish in reference to the aspects of my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



Additionally maybe I would not have to repeat myself as much if people would actually pay attention to such truths I have repeatedly shown and explained as well as proven, which if instead of constantly trying to test me they actually help in the correct ways in comparison to assuming because you know a guy who knows a guy who knows a guy in such reference aspects though additionally each person’s head injury is different as well as each individual’s background before the head injury is different for the additional medical factors thereof for the after portions of time from whatever head injury. In conjunction if hypothetically such individual(s) hypothetically involved had ever had such financial portions though had ever been negligent to any required healthcare and/or had put any portions of my involvement at any harm or chance of risk, then such would legally be in my favor as to their negligence as well as their irresponsibility as to my best interests.



For example as I wrote about in reference to my Medal of Honor trip in the year of 2017 just before the solar eclipse in the state of Idaho when searching for Shoemaker as I had written about after discussing certain portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project with some people, if such as to the hypothetical thereof noticed any health concerns and did nothing to help me in any such ways and only stood by watching in comparison and/or told others to stand back; in turn the reality of which would show the fact as to the negligence on the part of those who hypothetically in the financial aspects and other such illegal connections to anything to do with my copyrights only being owned by me in all such ways, despite whatever was paid it does not change my Constitutional Rights as it does not change the anti-slavery laws as it does not change the Civil Rights and more; which in turn if the portions as to Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and such portions of the legalities, the fact of the WWII German side uniform as to the anti-slavery problems he had as per complaining and whining about the Confederate Flag and what he called the NAACP as per what I had put in writing for the satirical book to be able to remember the portions to help with the clarifications as to who had actually said such for the writings thereof to be able to bring forward for others to know better as to what situations were occurring at the times as to knowing I did the best I could to bring forward to law enforcement of his involvement additionally in the 151 Road Warriors situation as explained.



Since no one was able to ever tell me any law enforcement of specifics, as explained referencing the San Antonio aspect; I did what I could to get such taken care of properly to get justice, though he had loved the idea of the aspects of the German World War II side of that portion of history as per the authentic German uniforms as he purchased for himself. Thus it is known as to such references for the symbolisms thereof, for his patterns of behaviour; though in multiple ways for a pop culture reference the Cartman character from SouthPark truly reminds me of Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr., including several different scenarios such as the mention from yesterday’s post in regards of the phone call to law enforcement he made and the situations regarding Kyle and the Jewish aspects thereof to such aligned aspects in a different way



The situations as to the technological portions of already having taken the laptops to GeekSquad for the reviewal of such programs in addition to prior times, the problems from hacking have been able to be worked to route backwards to those original portions to close off and completely cauterize all such aspects away from those types of individuals in reference to all technology devices of all types in regards of those connection portions thereof. Though realistically the specific name of the individual means nothing to me as to the portions thereof as it still is a violation of my rights and still is a disgrace as to all such portions as that was not ever helpful and not ever needed, which if an ex-relationship would only prove as to the reasons for the full termination of such a relationship in whichever ways thereof of whichever aspects in such involvement and then disinvolvement as per the choices made and my responses to the choices made in such references. Thus it means nothing to me as to the name of such aspects as such has proven to have been a worthless endeavor for such aspects at such times as the lack of respect for all such portions would prove as to why the need for whatever ending thereof was, for such portions as to that individual’s lack of respect ever for me and thus there would be the lack of respect in return to such an individual in full. In turn the aspects as to the protocols in reference to the repeating portions of such aspects reverting back to the protocol standards thereof and my view of such trying to take away my right to earn my own money via capitalism supposed to be within the United States of America, thus in turn the additional violation of my Constitutional Rights to what is my perception of happiness and my right to pursue such with my creations and my copyrights which in turn my creation for the Underwater Travel system is completely is at a full stop as to the requirements of the copyrights of all portions in full in my name and my ownership in all ways as to the fullness of the registration as such in my name fully only regarding my copyrights to my books I authored an compiled.



As the medical exam -ish yesterday proved such additional portions thereof as to my driving out to the area for the clear aspects as written about though the portions as to other contingencies were not put into writing, because of the portions as to having already explained the Prisoner of War aspects as to my perceptions as per the ostracizing from when in the state of Texas and if such from the state of Texas had contacted people in the area of my transfer as well as anywhere I go then the aspects of the continued portions across state lines which additionally proves the portions regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project trips in conjunction to how my minor son and I wound up in Washington state as well as the aspects as to any problems regarding my website being seen by more people as well as the book purchases and all such other portions I have already written about in regards of what should have been fully squared away in my favor and in specific my bank account for such portions of my financial gains for my works and my rights thereof in full as well as such violations as to such legal portions.



However civilians and/or law enforcement and/or military who have not had certain training portions as to if ever captured by the enemy as to the Prisoner of War situation hypothetically if viewed in the aspect of agreement from the evidence presented from my writings as well as the evidence from the pictures/videos already broadcasted in the year of 2020 during such times however done so, then my repetition would annoy the individuals who would be considered as captures of the Prisoner of War as per the ways which such would be able to be verified by other individuals of specific employment backgrounds as to the repetition of discussions and only going to a certain point of details regarding my SCUBA Diving aspects; though if in reference to additional considerations as to the timing of repetition and the area which complained the most about such, what city did the rave and Brackenridge occur in the year of 2000 after I woke up from my coma from the time in Basic Training where my head injury occurred on Psalm Sunday? If I am hypothetically accurate as to the most amount of complaints as to my repetition being from those within the Austin area of Texas in the adult consenting lifestyle regarding BDSM then, could the subconscious portions of the rave and the combinations of my SCUBA Diving needing to be protected and safe-guarded from the wrong individuals who would not understand or know of the portions of the aspects as to the ways which such training would be if accurate regarding how the responses from a Prisoner of War had already been instructed of if ever becoming as such in the capacities thereof? If accurate regarding the ways which soldiers of specific employment aspects are trained if ever the situation thereof to such, then in the regards of the additional wishes regarding my mental clarity and emotional clearness in all such false claims as to the realities of such training.



Again while I had only been over the tracks for 9 days during what was officially called the Basic Training Phase when I was at Fort Sill Oklahoma after Zero Week Phase as per the names of the levels of such aspects regarding when in training in whichever branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, I repeat the jobs as well as the discussion points as to when I was in the MEPS station as to my choice for my work when in the capacities thereof to the portions as to the repetition. As I had explained all such portions in the details I could at such times as per explained, it is the facts thereof which the situations to get my SCUBA Diving gear to the correct location as already having explained such in writing in the regards thereof. The fact as to the UHAUL situation permanently locked down all such discussions as per other protocols of which while I still worked on my works in the varied ways thereof, the additional protocols for such informational aspects being required to occur in specific ways which are not published for the general public as per such safety protocols for the concerns thereof for the starting point of when I was able to finally be emancipated from my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister; of which the reminder as to my biological mother and my biological father having legally put me as the Legal Guardian to my biological sister of which would not have been able to occur, if any such hypothetical false claims were ever considered regarding my personal capacities despite the ways to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which disabled to general public from being able to speak with me in certain references as per my clearance level as well as my Blue Identification card for/of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and with such a disabling of the general civilian aspect as to such clarifications required; the viable aspects as to my responsible nature was obviously at some point seen in their eyes truthfully, which in turn each one of their lies caused their problems for them to deal with as well as who they had impacted as per such ways thereof. Thus if my biological mother and my biological father actually thought I was incapable, they would not have ever sent my biological sister to live with me and would not have given the Legal Guardianship of my biological sister to my ownership rights thereof in the regards of legalities; which again, my biological mother and my biological father had not removed such before when my biological sister was still a high school student at McHenry High School in San Antonio Texas.



Inn my opinion for all elections in the current time as well as future time a vote for anyone associated with those people, is a vote for communism in the state of Texas and the United States of America. If Texans are truly wanting to keep Texas as Texas and to keep California views in California, then the requirement to look at all other candidates for any and all elections throughout whatever connections could possibly be found in any donor records throughout the timeframes of whichever initial portions were able to give donations to whichever political party and/or candidate as per the legal requirements for such aspects to be reported. If there are those which the viewpoints as well as the proof of patterns of behaviour align with such aspects, then such considerations thereof; however the donations to pollical parties as well as candidates is mandatory for such listings which includes any businesses and/or companies to review for all such references and regards as to rethinking where you send your vote if there is such a connection to my biological mother and/or my biological sister and/or biological father, depending upon what is found as per such choices thereof. The same in reference to my ex-in-law’s and their connections as to their financial donations and contributions referencing such hypotheticals especially if found, which in turn those individuals who have such donations within their candidacy and/or political party would have to step forward and answer all such legal questions for such aspects as to why the acceptances thereof for the known portions unless a part of the problems caused and then who would you truly want to see as your elected official regarding each area wherever such donations hypothetically went is your choice for your reviewal for your vote.



However I did not think it took a head injury to figure the portions as to the ways which I have explained, had already proven such aspects as well as I did not think it took a head injury or at minimum it should not have taken a head injury to figure out; the Prisoner of War speech patterns in reference to the training and protocols, thereof for such references.





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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