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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

In a brief way... 19:9:20:01:19:9:20:21 and Adult & SCUBA Diving & Military Collision reviewal

While the facts as to the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 is this year in 2021, while some people may have thought the attacks were just on one day and then most went back to their daily routines; that is the furthest from the truth, due to the facts. While some remember watching the news though might not remember for how many days or weeks on end, when in reference to myself back in 2001 and having already gone over certain specifics as to where I could offer help as to what I remembered from what needed to be done during the 1993 attack at the World Trade Center from what I knew of who I knew who had helped get life back to what could be considered as their newer normal; the time during what would be on this day 20 years ago I was in the hospital with my newborn son who was sick. He did not have anything major when looking at such though a high temperature for an infant is always a concern, admittedly odd that the situation was as it was. There were those who had visited the hospital room he and I were in which though some were medical professionals who checked on my son, there were those who were dressed in the white jackets with the camouflage clothing and yet their boots were not the correct style of military issued boots for the timeframe who visited the room.



When those individuals had visited the room, they also did not have the correct tags on the BDU uniform of which maybe their thought was the white jackets could cover up that situation; however they also did not have the same type of pins, referencing the doctor labels as to who they were nor wore such the ways correctly; in the same way as to when I went to Walter Reed, knowing the difference to what the correct uniform was supposed to be for sch a military medical location if they were actual individuals in such a field. Though over the years certain aspects have been allowed to change, certain attributes were not ever allowed for such changes such as the head coverings which were known only for certain sectors of the medical areas of a hospital. Nonetheless despite the situations regarding Walter Reed of which I had been told to go to if I ever felt there was an importance to go for my medical care from a male doctor who I had seen multiple times in the #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonioTX #TX #TXstate #Texasstate #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio Texas area and #Selma #SelmaTX #SelmaTexas Selma area, at military healthcare locations. The second to the last time I had seen him, he had told me to go to Walter Reed if absolutely necessary I felt there was healthcare needs of extreme importance to go there as he had been stationed there to work before and one of the times had been after he had requested from me to be able to look into my military records to be able to find more information. I had given him the permission as I had discussed and written about previously, and he was the one who had informed me about the program I was in during Basic Training before my Psalm Dunay 2000 head injury. Though the time at Walter Reed went as it had in which I did not get the assistance I personally knew I had needed to get as per the discussions going far differently than any medical appointment I had ever been to or emergency room visit as even in the times after the attacks on 11 September 2001, there were actual medical procedures done to verify my health in comparison to what occurred when I went to Walter Reed a month ago.



Nonetheless aside from that situation of which the situation went as such had gone regarding several aspects of which there was nothing discussed regarding any medical concerns at all in any reference as I was not asked for any specific details nor was anything brought up of what was needed to as I was informed specifically of which words to listen for to ensure that I was being seen by the correct type of medical professionals by Dr. Kerry, since that was not in anyway specifically said as to the correct wording and the time went as it had; I suppose at minimum later, I was able to enjoy the waters at the beach for a brief amount of time. In reference to the times of the initial portions of what occurred where I had been as I have been going over as per the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 as per what I had assisted with from where I was at before the hospitalization of my son and then later when I had been hospitalized because of the mandatory healthcare I had needed at the time, I was able to speak with who I spoke with regarding the aspects as to the assistance in multiple ways.


The first hospitalization regarding my son as I had gone into several details about, there was one particular male and female who had learned in comparison to other medical dressed officials who I spoke with about certain areas of which the machinery could move through to be able to retrieve who they could which clearing out the debris, the footage of which personally I had thought had been more horrific than anything I had seen on the actual news in the civilian sector which had been complained about because there were people who were tired of listening or seeing such aspects to which my opinion was they could have changed the channel and left such alone for those who were actually interested in the details to get such in comparison to the whining and complaining at such points in time. However when that was reported in the local news as to what complaints were being received at such times, I was surprised in of any location to receive complaints as such was within the San Antonio region of Texas as to the amount of military personnel as there was not any doubt there was going to be many sent to war as to the attacks. In any location throughout the United Sates of America the last place I thought I would ever hear of any such complaints, would be within a state within a city with as large of a military and veteran population as was and is known to be within San Antonio Texas.


Before the end of the year of 2004 not a full 3 years later, I met a group of females and their spouses within the Jade Wolf Coven which complained about the Iraq War because of having to listen to others who were impacted by the attacks on 11 September 2001. While none of those females took the moment to figure out that I had been born and raised in New Jersey and the largest amount of commuters to the World Trade Center and New York City came from the tri-county as per the Texas words or in New Jersey the tri-township areas despite having told those people as well as others as to that fact, the common sense intelligence was not available for those individuals as per their inability to think or realize that other states were not the size of Texas despite their own saying bringing such realities forward as to such in regards of the bigger size aspects. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when the saying of everything being bigger in Texas, would mean the size of their state due to the traveling distance from one major city to another would be enough for those people to figure out that the distance from #NJ #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey to #NYC #NY #NewYorkCity #NewYork #NewYorkstate New York City would be of a larger distance of miles as to get from one location to another.



Though such situations were as such regarding the females having had problems in reference to the military in the area as to which similarly to how I viewed the aspects as to the television news reporting, I had viewed in regards of the living location as well. All they had to do was pack their belongings and leave the state of Texas, if they did not like what they were hearing and/or seeing. However their excuses they claimed were of family and only if they did not have such connections would they ever leave the state of Texas, to which seemed ignorant to my opinion. However I also had already dealt with what many others were at such a time refusing to realize was the truth about the problems within my biological mother/biological sister and biological father regarding such times as to why I had fought to be emancipated from those people because of what I had dealt with growing up as a child and a teenager because of the ways I was treated specifically by them as well as the reasons as to what I had seen in my nightmare. Though such a time would come to be proven as to how truthful I had always been, few would realize in time before it would be too late for them before learning of the fuller depths as to certain realities especially in reference to my biological mother and my biological sister along with their personal psychosis problems as I had noticed from going through Psychology 101 books in college textbook format as per my biological father having been in Brookdale Community College at the time as I had a higher reading comprehension level than most people in the timeframe when I was in elementary school as learned and found out as per the questions I had asked in kindergarten classes.



In the reference to when in the hospital with my son at such points in time, there were a group of medical professional staff members who began to stop by the room multiple times whether or not they had needed to check on my son which were different than the other individuals who had been dressed in the medical white lab coats with the BDUs in such references. The group of certain medical professionals in such a reference who began to come to the room several times a day, had family members in one of the neighborhoods I had grown up going to over the years of my childhood because of my cousin Jade with my Great Aunt Helen and Jade’s Dad with his family in the #Harlem #HarlenNY #HarlemNewYork #NY #NewYork #NewYorkstate Harlem area of New York City in the broughs during the later 1980s into the 1990s. I discussed multiple aspects about my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw with them, which I also told them of my Great Aunt Helen’s and her husband’s wedding reception of which I had assisted cooking the food because the caterer had failed to arrive and being able to make enough for the two stories full of people in attendance to have enough for seconds for most and some to have thirds as well as being more officially to my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw at the time as they knew I had been one of Jade’s cousins though a different clarification of what type of cousin to Jade I had been the whole time as per the school age timeframe.



Though some portions as to the discussions regarding a prior post I had discussed in larger details with the group of people who were stopping by the room as per also knowing how I had gotten my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, there were several females who said it made sense as to why they comprehended the aspects as to the braids situation referencing the time I had been in the Zero Week timeframe regarding the situation of. Several situations from the time I had been in Zero Week as well as in the Zero Phase of my Basic Training time had been to a point which Dr. Kerry found out, I had stood up and pointed certain situations out which others would see and learn to notice regarding several factors beyond just the braids as per going out to the field to sit in the bleachers and noticing the landscaping differences among the areas as to the various portions as well as the different individuals specifically dressed in a different type of camouflage for the display of the weaponry capabilities of such a point in time.


Those who know in Basic Training as to if your name is ever known, I was known by all of the staff within the area of the base at #FtSill #FortSill #FtSillOK #FtSillOklahoma #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #Oklahoma #OK #OKstate #Oklahomastate Fort Sill Oklahoma because of the finite details I was able to pick up and see. In many ways thankfully was in the better and more positive views, though there is that factor of when you are known in that specific way as to certain aspects of the viewpoints which occur regarding such a level of responsibility as it was seen in the first hour of arriving at the base location and seen in specific ways which many had noticed as was explained to me. In another reference as to the Medal of Honor recipient walking with a soldier as to another time during the Zero Phase of Basic Training when I went, the largest aspect was learned instantly from that particular point during my Basic Training as to my background up to that point in time as still only being 17 years old at the time. When the movie reference was brought up as Dr. Kerry explained and each had learned what I was compared to what I was not allowed to watch when growing up, I was informed of a concern which the Armed Forces of the United States of America was concerned about in regards of the civilian population in the regards as to video games as well as movies and television aspects to a fear of the desensitization and the lack of abilities to pay attention to the correct details. During a later appointment when at #CampBullis Camp Bullis I was introduced to several higher ranking than the Major rank of Dr. Kerry who had just been promoted to the rank of Major when just before asking me for my permission to look into my military background and history thereof, who requested my assistance in several aspects and ways.



They had informed me of certain situations they knew I had already been exposed to at such a time and the only way I can sarcastically make a joke to what the discussions were over the periods of time during those times is in regards as to a military aspect, to the Chinese Zodiac year of my birth being of the Dog.



In the reference aspects as to when information was found after such a point in time as to my childhood, teenager years, and after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects though prior aspects; had been the time when other discussions had taken place and certain other questions and discussions, had occurred. The ways of which I was asked of several additional aspects, of which in the current times as to the points after the more recent aspects as to the COVID situation as well as other combinations in a different reference to other areas of life in the adult aspects thereof for a clarification set of aspects that had been of confusion to such. There were other factors involved with such a point in time in the year of 2005 as to the time after the initial question had been asked, in reference to Dr. Kerry looking through to find my military records. Thus in the regards as to when I was 17 years old as to other combined aspects of such portions as to look into the details of regarding other connection points, of which getting a clearer knowledge to understand the accepted portions to clear out the other aspects for the viewpoint to see other avenues regarding could be considered as beneficial in the correct types of contexts when under such a review process.



In the reference to the aspects of other such portions as to which had been noticed when I was in Basic Training as to the aspects of the bleachers situation and the camouflage aspects, certain aspects as to the safety thereof for such a timeframe after the amount of technology portions were in availability were seen as a situation which the individuals were asking about if I could recognize such in different ways as to find a betterment in safety regards due to other factors they did not disclose to me about though I had enough of a knowledge base for the understanding. The situations of which the prior portions of what I had brought forward in other discussions before putting in writing, had been what I had guesstimated their worry had been as to certain additional aspects as to remembering the health aspects of other such regards as I have gone into details about as well as an essay situation referencing a program I had been a part of and graduated from. In the reference to such, several additional other factors to which have been brought forward additionally as per seeing certain connection points of which the different aspects have crossed various paths to which the viewpoint in other regards has been of concern in other references.



The aspects as to my time at the Walter Reed location for such a reference as to other aspects per the multiple medical reasons I had gone, though had only written of a small portion of which I was already informed of what specific wording to pay attention to in other measures of which were for a security stand point in other references. Thus in what aspects to which went as had, the plausible connections in reference to the reference of those with specific assistive qualities having certain situations of which the problematic portions of the various factors as to such a merger assists the ways to bring forward such clarifications for the proper ways to additionally #endstolenvalor ending stolen valor problems in other references as to the facts of which are meant in the ways of per medical location choice after what occurred referencing the UHAUL moving from Irving Texas to San Antonio Texas timeframe in the year of 2012. Thus such situations in reference to the stolen valor problems as to which only the one and only person who had accomplished such a feat, would ever take into consideration the actual medical concerns for individuals as per the ways of which I had specifically entered the SCUBA Diving as per such prior explanations and descriptions. In turn the aspects of such a distance for the transfer aspects to the distance to the Walter Reed hospital location as to the amount of contact in reference to such fuller clarifications in the multiple aspects thereof, to which such portions were not ever discussed with me personally previously as to any such details beyond what I have allowed to be disclosed as per the situations regarding my health as to what should have been done in reference to my SCUBA Diving gear as per what would have only been 12 hours before having arrived at the correct location for the proper analysis I knew would be more beneficial as to the specific location I knew such had been required to be at for such a time for such groups of individual units as well as the various equipment pieces I knew were specifically within the direct location to which I would have gotten my SCUBA Diving gear to if the UHAUL situation had not been the problem that it was in full.



I knew what I was doing then to get things squared away correctly just as I knew when going to Walter Reed what actually would have been required in comparison to what occurred as per knowing myself better than any other thought or arrogantly had wished.



Just as I did not graduate Basic Training to have such knowledge and understanding to comprehend, I had enough knowledge and understanding to comprehend my style and my type of SCUBA Diving of which the lack of any need for an instructor license as per the work I specifically had told such civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and civilian recreational SUCBA Diving Instructors. In such regards as to those situations those individuals I specifically had been in regards of as to my choice referencing my SCUBA Diving as to knowing of such other additional aspects, as to my after portions to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to such a reference aspect of such portions in addition to the aspects as to the reasons why I had gotten officially involved with SCUBA Diving as per my medical pattern of behaviour in such regards to a smaller point thereof. The annoyances and problematic situations to such references I would guesstimate have to do with the fact any such type of stolen valor regarding my particular SCUBA Diving aspects must be released as to the portions of, as I have proven myself in regards to the CID aspects to the picture verification number four as to the ways of which the clarification processes as to such memory portions in the ways of which are different in some regards than to others. Thus such aspects as to any hypothetical as to any such announcements as to the incorrect and wrongful choice to ever exclude me from such acknowledgement as to the Irving Texas portions, as to other such references to end stolen valor in full in all such ways.



However that should not have taken a head injury to figure out that SCUBA Diving is in person of oneself, and thus in turn the acknowledgements and the questions can only be asked of and presented to the one and only of such a self contained underwater breathing apparatus system arrangement to the reference portions of any such body of water aspects thereof as to images I have taken over the years. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project on land, to the aspects of connection to the areas of natural bodies of water for such metaphorical portions as to the historical and spiritual rubbings for other such regards as to such being against stolen valor in the ways of such individuals as to the additional aspects to the officializing of the #USSFDoD #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce #USASF #USASFDoD #USSFDoD #DepartmentofDefense United States Space Force.



In additional factors as to legitimizing other portions of which were pondered as to the levels of in other such regards as when at my medical appointment regarding such portions, the aspects to which the discussions occurred with Dr. Kerry and the other three males in the appointment timeframe in the year of 2005 had been as such had been. The references to other aspects in combination were discussed, as which in the current time of a different reference aspect as to the combination of an older article journal blog I wrote in reference to the BDSM & Military Collision as to the proverbial aspects as to after the social distancing to the COVID to the more in depth knowledge to the ways which some after the attacks on 11 September 2001 as well as after the Hurricane Katrina portions of such references for the metaphors to be seen for suggestion aspects as to the ways of such portions regarding the similarities for those who would have the reference aspects to the area which was impacted as to the proverbial aspects as to the verification processes regarding the attacks to 11 September 2001 for the clarifications in such similar sorts of ways for such verification portions as to what views would have changed due to the physical areas as to the storm portion to the physical aspects as to the New York City locations for certain starting point references to clarify.


However in the reference to when in #WHMC #WH #WilfordHall #WillforHallMedicalCenter Wilford Hall Medical Center at Lackland Air Force Base, the situations of which Dr. Kerry had also been in such a location prior to the Selma location off of I35 across the street for a Walmart and a Wendy’s. In such reference aspects as to other such references as per the connection aspects of other such online portions of which the aspects of which not all people are the same as what assumptions might be hypothetically as to such portions as to since then having had female only OB/GYN since such appointment time thereof in such comparisons to the hypothetical assumptions about my books and my website referencing the multitude of aspects. When you take into consideration my official YouTube account and what I have been willing to discuss in comparison to what I had not as to the aspects as to my website journal blog area The Ornery PSA, the solid foundation as to being able to recognize multiple portions as best as I possibly could as to the genre as well as the age range as to the additional reasons as to the Underwater Travel System being posted in a location of which was supposed to not be seen by children or teenagers as per the ways of which importance for safety regards as to the oceanic waters as per what additional aspects to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications and courses thereof to the lesser number of classes and courses in reference to a SCUBA Dive Instructor to compare such medical aspects as to the reasons why I have gotten involved with SCUBA Diving in the first place.



Thus any such assumptions made would be proven as such as to all such aspects thereof, by the ways as to whatever technological types of messages as well as phone calls to the ways of the #NSA National Security Administration as well as such technological companies in the multitudes of ways regarding both the software and the hardware aspects. In such references as to the regards of growing up in ways which the exposure to technology was more in depth as well as for a lengthier amount of time as well as the details thereof, to the additional aspects as to such meetings regarding other points in time of which as to how such other circumstances would be in other regards as to the situations with the specifically three other individuals compared to Dr. Kerry for such references.



In such a point of reference to the aspects of which my SCUBA Diving aspects as to other such references for the clearing and clarifications thereof as to intentions, is another point of reference as to which can be noticed as to the realities thereof in conjunction as to my intellectual property rights as well as my legal authority of my copyrights as to my legal first and legal middle as well as having published such through the registration of the Library of Congress within one such timeframe with such a full connection thereof for all such portions to always legally be under my control as per the factual autobiography portions for such full verification of the full aspects as to my legal authorities over such portions fully and at all times as per the additional clarifications to such in reference to the CID interview questioning portion in the year of 2019 and 2020.



The additional aspects as to my responsibilities being in order and taken care of as well as other such combined portions as to the ways of which my methods might be different, though since it is not broken why would anyone think they need to fix anything I have actually put together on my own?



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to such additional aspects as to that would if ever a wish to take over such would be reviewed in a different aspect as to the modernized version as to a Civil War of the antislavery movement, in several aspects as to the ways of which pay per the hour of such work in comparisons as to my copyrights and my royalty checks of such proportions as to what I should have earned in the references thereof to the levels and amount of work I personally put in as to the ways of which any such hypothetical aspects could be looked into “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the additional definitions as to such aspects as well as the anti-slavery portions of which would be able to be seen in the additional aspects as to having brought forward the military pay scale as to other reference aspects in the regards of such if ever as to any connections I have brought up as to the possibilities thereof and the legal portions of my defense of myself in my favor fully to such rights and checks thereof. Additionally such is not a monopoly as to the facts of prior books having been written as well as other books which had been written thereafter, as to there not being any requirement though also proving as to any anti-monopoly laws having not ever had been broken. Though such is my opinion regarding the aspects of which such proof would be technicalities have been made available, as to the records thereof.



In such regards as to other aspects of which in the timeframe as to the evaluation when in the hospital room as to the aspects of the to the reviewal of such footage regarding the attacks at the World Trade Center specifically, the viewpoints by the timeframe of after the death of my now dead-ex-husband as well as the portions to the ISR autopsy might additionally make sense as to such an investigationary time as to #CID #CriminalInvestigationDivision Criminal Investigation Division. In such aspects as to the additional portions of response as to the protection of the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to the aspects of my ex-in-laws’ responses as to the proven facts of their dead-relative having stolen valor, and such portions of which I have already brought forward for furthered clarifications as to what evidence would be able to be found in such additional regards as to being the one and only Executrix allowed ever. By such references in a colder way, I paid my dues.



Nonetheless in regards as to such gatherings and discussions about such areas in between the timeframes as to the news aspects as to both times I had been in the hospital in the year of 2001 regarding after the attacks on 11 September 2001, the situations as to what occurrences from what I had remembered from the areas as to certain individuals speaking with me about other regards as to ones they had known as well as the areas they too had been in earlier years. The situations as to the facts which I have brought forward, hopefully have been more assistive in such full clarifications and rectifying portions to go forward for what is mine if such any wishes otherwise as per such legalities and proofs found in prior torts thereof for such additional clarifications and proper recognitions with the reasons as to why.





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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