Does it take a head injury to figure out the difference between hobbies #hobbies #hobbylobby , and life?
Swimming in the ocean #ocean was a high enjoyment for me as a child and thus needing time for myself personally, it did not take a head injury for me to figure out the freedom I needed for myself was /is swimming in the ocean during the winter months when I sought to do so.
Should it take a head injury to figure out the difference between swimming during summer months at camp and swimming as a Polar Bear hobby, since does it take a head injury between being a Mom of minor aged children per the difference of being a Mom of biological adults?
Does it take a head injury to figure out the situations in Israel are more like February 1993 per the difference of 11 September 2001, or does it take a head injury to point that out?
Does it take a head injury to figure out the airplane situations per the United States of America #USA after 11 September 2001 has a different square milage than the airplane situation regarding the nation of Israel #Israel , or should it take a head injury to point out the number of airports and the number of airlines and the number of airplane passenger travelers to coordinate?
After attempts to reconnect with my biological family in the year of 2018, 2019, and 2023 while also taking care of myself while being a Mom of biological adults and in the first few years of being completely by myself in everything I was working on; I had a bit of a snafu during the month of July 2023
I sought friendships and chosen family in the years of 2019 through 2022 while also exploring my life during such times, and I found myself enjoying the freedoms that came from swimming in the Atlantic during the months of December 2020 and January 2021 and 2022 while also in the month of February 2023 of situations that only I have the experiences of. The freedoms that came from such were more freeing than dancing to music at times oddly, and admittedly. While music is repetitive and focusing to a degree, swimming in the ocean in months unlike summer camp #summercamp were what I sought for myself to enjoy. Whilst I would have been happier if there were people for me to speak with in real life in person face to face in person about such per my particular enjoyment, the solace of such times similar to going to church was a comforting sensation for me during those times.
There is nothing similar to swimming in the Atlantic #atlantic during the timeframe of the Bethlehem Star #BethlehemStar , just as there is nothing similar to seeing the Bethlehem Star during my drive back from the east coast to the state of Texas in the timeframe back then of December in that year of 2020. Just the same there is nothing similar to swimming in the Atlantic during the month of January 2021 and that was incomparable to the times of 2022, and the gratitude of such experiences. Whilst it would have been great at those exact points in time to speak with others when such times were, there is just the sense of peace that came from such adventures when looking back now.
When I had not sensed being a part of a Polar Bear SCUBA Dive #SCUBA #SCUBADive #SCUBADiving #PolarBear #PolarBearSCUBA in the month of January in the year of 2010 possibly because of the location and possibly because of the climate, I definitely had a change of thoughts per the month of December in the year of 2020 since it should not take a head injury to figure out the climate of the oceanic waters during a celestial event would be different for normally warmer waters just as it should not take a head injury to figure out swimming in the waters of the Atlantic from the state of Maine in February of 2022 would be different than swimming out from the state of New York #StateofNewYork #stateofNY #NY in February of 2022. Similarly it should not take a head injury to figure out swimming out of the state of New Jersey #StateofNewJersey #StateofNJ #NJ #NewJersey in the month of January of 2022 would be different from swimming out of the state of New Jersey in the months of June or July or August in the 1980s and the 1990s. Those references are the closest I could give for the sensation differences from my childhood and my preteenager years, for the times of 2020 into 2021 and 2022.
Those differences of such areas and months are the only ways I can attempt to describe the difference of driving through the state of Florida in the year of 2009 per the difference of the year of 2022, to be quite honest. Knowing the larger population of the Jewish community in the state of Florida and along the east coast per the situations currently in the nation of Israel, I can guesstimate the energetic would be just as similarly different. However just as different per such factors of those times in my opinion, so too the difference of 11 September 2001 per the differences now in the year of 2023 per the situations regarding the areas.
Or does it take a head injury, to figure that out?
During such points in time of July 2023 when needing the comfort of friends or chosen family or family, I gave up believing in certain reconnections whilst hoping for other reconnections and other connections to occur for me personally whilst also working on other creative outlets for myself to have. Those whom did not know about spitting rap battles and how such are would not have known the normalcy for such with the amount of preproduced music, especially now in the current times of the year of 2023. However when the situations as to Zionsville #Zion #Zionsville #Whitestown in that month of July in the year of 2023, I have a different perspective of several events in my life.
For those who might be interested since the time of when being a Mom of children who were getting close to being biological adults I knew that I would need to be honest in everything, and with the cellular phone merger I knew there would not be any way to be more honest than to explain myself. There would not be any factors that would be better than to do so myself knowing the plausibilities of hypotheticals, especially since in the month of August of 2023 I learned that there were/are Obamaphones from an Obamacare phone plan. That sealed the reasons why I can justify the factors of the logistical updates and reviews, from the timeframes of 2019 through 2022 since that fully clicked into place for the references that I brought forward earlier. The reality of not knowing about the Obamaphones though knowing of the Sprint #sprint #tmobile #sprittmobilemerger and tmobile merger, made everything clearer.
However before getting to that point in time, the situations regarding the end of July 2023 are needed for the explanation of knowing about the cellular phone merger completion and other such events. This year despite the situations from October 2022 regarding the apartment location in Bremerton Washington #Bremerton #Washington #stateofWashington #WA seems to have worked out in my favor and though the situations referencing Brentwood Tennessee, things seemed to calm down in Kentucky #stateofKentucky #KY #stateofKY briefly. However in Kentucky I was sensing these painful vibrations that made my headaches daily migraines and not until I made my way towards Zionsville, when I learned of the underground explosions for the area. I sensed the situations down in Tennessee #stateofTennessee #TN #StateofTN seeing different sights and hearing different sounds, though the rumbling sounds in Tennessee were only ceased when I saw the signs in Kentucky where that Woodspring Suites in Kentucky was comfortable aside from the other situations at that point in time differently than the supply of water at that location in Zionsville. This year of good #goodyear #gy travels despite the frustrations lead my path to Zionville and just when I was going to change my address, the situations in July 2023 occurred.
I ordered a large order from Amazon #Amazon was reported to me having been stolen and when the management did not contact law enforcement and I refused to speak with the management except for when to pay for my room, there was a situation that lead the law enforcement to my door. There were other situations that lead to this point in time such as what has been called the Vegan Sausage Wars, though that had to do with the situations referencing my items moreso than anything else. I realized the water was on a recycled waterway and I put #HillshireFarm some Hillshire Farm in the water, where it would not be capable to remove the meats. Those who have known me in real life know I am a meat eater or a carnivore and know I have had certain situation regarding PETA and other such groups per various situations, thus I took a risk regarding since I dealt with the fact that others have needed to accept the fact I am allergic to uncooked fruits and uncooked vegetables amongst other allergies. By technicalities, those vegans started it and yes I comprehend this might come across as childish by typing that they started it.
However it was begun in the 1980s when my allergies were first found and my biological father's allergies to fresh fruits and vegetables or uncooked fruits and uncooked vegetables had been within my Deoxyribonucleic Acid strands through the paternal genomes, and those whom have been to doctors since the 1990s whom have had to give examples of medical diagnosis towards their betterment of health have found such betterment and medical assistances due to such times of my childhood and my teenager years amongst other in latter times. However it does not take a head injury to figure out when my biological father is allergic to most uncooked fruits and most uncooked vegetables and that is in my system though also in a smaller way in my biological son and my biological daughter's systems additionally, the proverbial Vegan Sausage Wars has been found to be conclusive that such allergies are plausible. Just as others have allergies to seafood, I have allergies to uncooked fruits and uncooked vegetables. I did not start the situations referencing vegans, though some vegans I have met in the 1980s and the 1990s and the 2000s and the 2010s have needed to accept those facts. It should not take a head injury to figure out if people can accept there are people who are allergic to seafood, there are people who are allergic to raw fruits and raw vegetables.
Thus since I could sense the issues at the time and I had nowhere else to go plus the situations in reference to my Amazon orders at Zionsville, I had to counteract the situations to ensure my life and my living. Thus Hillshire Farms was assistive to me personally for intake of food in conjunction to bathing and drinking, so I could live. Then when law enforcement arrived I was as respectful as I could possibly be though when the management would not shut up so I could explain my side of the situation after the management had acknowledged to their knowledge of my Amazon orders and expected me to contact Amazon to replace what occurred and I would not because I was not going to have a repetition of the situation, then one of the law enforcement officers accused me of yelling. I responded informing him that I was not raising my voice and after a few minutes I clarified, I knew how to prove that I was not raising my voice. When he gave me the green light to do so, I began to sing The Star Spangled Banner. At the point of "...whose bright stars...", I was being put in handcuffs and then carried out to the police car where my feet were drug on the tops of my feet because I could not handle the bright sunlight in my face without any sunglasses.
Aside from the factors of having transition eyeglass lenses because of my headaches and migraines disabilities from my head injury because if individuals did not know in the Veterans Affairs part of why I am disabled is because of my headache disabilities and my migraine disabilities officially from my TBI when I was in Basic Training back in the year of 2000, and the medical plans I had for myself through my approved doctors were what was needed for me personally per the difference of individuals who say they have headaches to not work or not be a part of larger social situations whereas I have worked to get rid of my headaches so I could work and be a part of socializing. Though I must admit it was work to make the attempts to volunteer just the same being work to be capable to attend socializing events, since the after effects from my head injury are to that levels of pain. I am appreciative of the VA and such programs, though it is work to even be a part of such programs for me personally.
For example to get to an appointment I have to work on getting ready to attend an appointment 2 to 3 hours in advance, prior to the actual appointment itself. Then during an appointment I have to work to attempt to give words to explain the situations during such discussions, to then learn in many case situations that I am the first or one of the firsts who does not fit into the more commonly known thereof and then the work to give the expiations for such. It should not take a head injury to figure out it is work to attempt to speak, while dealing with a headache or a migraine obviously. However, per each situation I do the best that I can per the situation.
Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out when I deal with headaches each day 24 hours a day 7 days a week for the prior 23.5 years, the sunlight is a problem regarding my headaches and will cause me additional needless pain regarding that situation in Zionsville.
I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I have been accustomed to my own voice since I could first talk, though I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that because my head injury occurred in the Army per the difference of situations per individual since I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there is a difference of background per individual per head injury.
However while it took over 3 to 5 weeks for the cuts on the tops of my feet from when I was drug to heal from those damages, I did have time to think about what was important to me and realized that only since the year of 2020 have I had the time to only focus on me the ways individuals have had when they graduate from high school that time that I did not have to do so per such freedoms and choices. #veteranslivesmatter #VLM
Does it take a head injury to figure out the timeline of my life that 2020 was the first year I had such freedoms and does it take a head injury to figure out the least of concerns pertaining to my choices are and were mild per the differences of others' choices during their years they first did not have a curfew, though does it take a head injury to figure out the difference between friends and family?
Should it take a head injury to figure out the New Jersey references per family, or does it take a head injury to point out the difference of levels regarding friends levels per the difference of family levels?
Does it take a head injury to figure out biological family is different than chosen family such as the way I grew up in the northeast of the United States of America, in the 1980s and the 1990s?
Would it take a head injury to point out that there is the survivors and family per February 1993 might intermingle with survivors and family per 11 September 2001, or does it take a head injury to figure that out?
Should it take a head injury to figure out for my own biological family per the levels of difference scientifically, for the importance of healthcare?
Would it take a head injury to figure out or does it take a head injury to point out the family types such:
* biological family
* church/religious family
* military family (active duty/national guard/reservist Army/Air Force/Coast Guard/EMS/Fire Department/Law Enforcement/Marine Corps/Navy/Space Force)
* veteran family
* New Jersey family
* NYC family
* New York family
* Pennsylvania family
* Texas family
* Washington family
* Leather family
* LGBTQP+ family
* Lifestyler family
* Facebook family
* Fetlife family
* SCUBA Diving family
* east coast family
* east of the Mississippi family
* west of the Mississippi family
* above the Mason Dixon Line family
* below the Mason Dixon line family
* USA family
* ethnic background family
* techy guy family
* My website followers family
Does it take a head injury to figure out the difference between family and friends, per the levels of such?
Should it take a head injury to figure out the importance to acknowledge such, or have I held family above friends of importance being common sense?
Thus if in reference of such if factors during the timeframe of these prior three years overall different levels, I have been called Mom by many individuals beyond my biological son and my biological daughter since it did not take a head injury for me to figure out the need to distinguish.
However after the time began when I had to reevaluate during August of 2023 regarding my mental health state since the overwhelming factors of taking care of situations while also taking care of myself, I needed the sign that I was/am sane despite the situations that seemed common sense to me personally regarding the timing.
For example the month of August in the year of 2001 I was pregnant for the entire month though in labor for the week and a half to two weeks of August of 2001, while in the year of 2002 I was pregnant and randomly having Braxton Hicks while dealing with the 1 year memorial and yet at the one year memorial of 11 September 2002 I was in labor.
Thus while September through November of 2022 was difficult and then July through now in October of 2023 the combinations thereof, I had time to pray aloud instead of praying silently per my personal preference of praying silently since that is the way I was raised to pray in my childhood and my teenager years when praying for myself or what I was praying for. I was not taught to pray spoken prayers audibly to others except per the Our Father Prayer and the Apostle's Creed unless doing a group with others prayer, I was taught how to pray silently for what I sought and I personally honed my skills decades ago. However in such whispered words I acknowledge to having prayed for signs that if I was proven to be sane and proven that aside from certain factors, that I would be shown the truth that others believed me and it was necessary for such prior times.
It should not take a head injury to figure out that this point in time would be proving such and since others' upbringings of how their prayers for their religious backgrounds, the ways I was taught were a combination only in certain situations depending upons that I have needed to tone certain factors when in reference to being around technology since the timeframe of when I woke up from my coma after my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 back then to this point in time in 2023.
Only in such timeframe of July 2023 through September 2023 had I doubted myself personally regarding my spirituality and also in reference to the situations regarding if factors regarding other factors, such per the reasons for my own concern regarding situations randomly throughout my life.
If per such references of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person on a semi-consistent basis depending upon the months and depending upon the year(s) were to wonder, I have made attempts to explain previously to July of 2023 or even before the times of the year of 2019 in regards of the cellular phone mergers; there are times when I need for myself to take a break. The time of July 2023 through October of 2023 was a nonconsensual break, though I have knwon how I personally need to handle the time best for me and my needs. Those whom have the understanding or at minimum the knowledge that I know myself and know my own needs regarding the time on technology per the differences, have such knowledge before this journal blog entry. Those whomever so that did not know of such, now the knowledge is per such.
I have been involved with studies of the spirituality and spiritual realms long before I began my Medal of Honor Art Project by several decades, and I personally have dealt with the situations since waking up from my coma after my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 without any help regarding such because I have known myself and my own limitations in reference to such. Since childhood I have had rules regarding being involved with various factors and what works best for me personally I have honed because I have needed to, and after waking up from my head injury coma in the year of 2000 I have had to relearn how to deal with such without causing damages the best ways possible.
Currently I found a series called #TheBlueBookProject and while I think it may have to do with The Big Blue Book I read in the year of 2007, it is almost like a point in time when I spoke with Captain Morning about #BlackHawkDown regarding reading the book before seeing the movie or in this situation before seeing the series. Though much in a difference since I obviously only have the timeframe of my Basic Training and when I was in Medical Hold Unit and stationed with the groups and units that I was working with during my time when I was in Medical Hold Unit in the year of 2000, though also the different circumstances in the timeframes since the year of 2000.
Oddly while I would guesstimate there is probably a pop culture #popculture reference regarding a female who types online in some sort of journal blog, I am going to guess there was not a standard protocol for individuals who read such if so and seeing in a public setting beyond some manners if there were such to be. I guesstimate now in the year of 2023 when typing this if there were such a pop culture reference it probably was in a specific type of writing style in the difference of a multitude of factors, previously brought up in prior journal blogs of mine or possibly other postings.
Personally, I do not have any hidden agendas in my life.
Per the situations I do the best that I can per the situations, since that is all that I can do. I have blamed myself for many situations because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though recently have been learning that some situations are beyond me and beyond my after effects from my head injury, and that is a different consideration that I have been learning about. Thus in my journey in my life experiences it is one step at a time since anything else would be not common sense since each takes one step at a time when walking upon a path, and in my path it should not take a head injury to figure out that each day is a new day and one day is at a time.
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