It should not take a head injury *after personally sustaining a head injury & coma* to figure this out...
After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first. While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me. As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.
If I had real friends(if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose. Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?
As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.
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I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute.
The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.
I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations. However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.
Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.
If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying how it should not take a head injury to figure out.
*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)* By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
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I have been called many names though being called a hero to my face, Sunday was the first time
The Saturday was a calm start to a degree having went to lunch before meeting with missionaries and discussing whether the nuerologists' #neeurology recommendation of coffee to assist lowering my headache pain was worth giving up for spiritual purposes, and I was told to ask for a sign to see what would be best. While the time in between the meeting and dinner was contemplative in a multitude of ways, I drank a cup of coffee while thinking and seeking a sign. The discussion between The Book of Mormon #ThyeBookofMormon#Mormon given out and the difference of The Book of Wisdom #Wisdom#TheBookofWisdom , was a point of discussion of the topic at that point in time. However I went to go to dinner and awaited for the point in time when abruptly an individual screamed for medical attention for someone who was on the floor and had turned blue, because of not breathing.
I ran out of the table area around 150 feet or so to find medical personal and turned around to run back that distance to then run to go up a flight of stairs thankfully for the coffee for the burst of assistance to lower my pain to run a bit faster, and I ran about 150 feet until some staff were capable to get to the stairs to assist. We ran down the flight of stairs before I ran from the area to my room to grab a box to attempt to give assistance, and I ran back to the room. Seeing someone on the phone with 9--1-1 and I asked if there was an AED #AED nearby and was t0old where to go, and I ran up two flights of stairs to run the distance to get some and then ran down the two flights of stairs to the area. Then, I went walking to a chair to catch my breath and when medical personnel arrived I simply pointed them in the direction to go.
That Saturday evening I wondered if I ran fast enough, if I could have called out louder, if there was anything that I could have done that would have been better to assist. I could have done CPR, though there would not have been the AED at the faster time and I wondered if it was good enough.
The following day after having contemplated and prayed, I was informed the individual survived and because of the combination of CPR and the AED with the response time thankfully the individual was going to olive. That was the day I was called a hero to my face, and it stunned me. I went to get my hair styled because I needed it, though also in disbelief that I of anyone could be considered a hero. It was just several hours before that I was wondering if I did good enough or if there was more that I could have done, and there while getting my hair styled the stylist said she th9ought I was too humble to consider that truth. It is the third day since having been called a hero to my face, and I am still in awe of it.
There I was contemplating if I was cheating myself with the coffee ponderings and if I had not drank the coffee, I would not have been at dinner at that point in time if at all because of the pain level that day. I got my sign that the neurologists who made the recommendations for me to drink coffee to lower my pain levels those many years ago before I ever spoke with missionaries, while within less than 24 hours of being called a hero.
I have been called many names to my face, and that was the first time I have ever been called a hero to my face in a discussion. Later that individual and I spoke after I pondered a bit more regarding several factors including in reference to the PTSD spouts of the prior years of 2019 through 2023, wondering what to do with myself and if I was making the most of my life in positive and upliftingly assistive ways. I was told if I had not been there, no one else would have run to get the medical assistance as fast as I had.
I am coming to grips with the consideration while contemplating if in some ways, if that could be an additional reference of if factors oof metaphors for other situations I have been in. I pondered in regards of if factors for my children, for my initial books, my Medal of Honor Art Project trips #MedalofHonor#MedalofHonorArt#MedalofHonorArtProject , my return to the state of Texas #Texas#stateofTexas#Texasstate , SCUBA Diving #SCUBA#SCUBADiving , and so much more. I know that having earned my CPR/First Aid/AED #CPR#FirstAid certification through my SCUBA Diving is the only reason I knew the term AED, and my thankfulness of such points in time of those 26 courses in conjunction of other classes and events.
I only began asking about the Mormon religion because I had not ever heard of their practices before the time when on my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in the year of 2017, and the symbols I found regarding the markers. There were only two though the vehicle I was driving had made some odd movements when later learning of the Salt Lake City location, and as I informed the missionaries I could see how the writings pertained to technology in more ways. For example not having any hot beverages near a computer is important, since the obvious of what could occur to the piece of technology. If a cool drink were to acc9identally spill the recovery would be easier than with a hot drink, regarding the physical hardware as well as the software information. However I was baptized before the year of 2017, and such occurred in a multitude of ways in conjunction to since the year of 2017.
I was contacted recently and asked what had come forward, and I told the truth. In response the missionaries did not praise God for the individuall liiving and being saved, they decided there was no need for further discussions.
In my opinion if the factors of Christ and God were of importance, life and living would be celebratory and worthy of praise.
I am thankful that I ran fast enough and though I did not do any of the CPR, I am thankful for my SCUBA Diving training and the memory for the AED. The individual will have a mini AED equivalent installed, and life will continue. The Judeo-Christianity I grew up with would have been thankful and praise God in conjunction to the individuals involved, and that sort of worship I personally miss. #JudeoChristian#Jewish#Christa+ian
I do not know what type pf prayers and thanks being to Divinity such is in favor of regarding that particular church or if it is just that particular location, though it is something I consider noteworthy for me to remember.
In contemplation of having been called many names to my face and that being the first time of ever being called a hero, the considerations of thinking that I could actually be a hero is something that with the religious and spiritual factors per hoping I am forgiven of all that I have ever transgressed and in such deep thoughts of wondering if I am good enough to be considered as one. I have been reassessing where I could have done better and if I could have been faster and though in some factors here and there of some betterment per my response even though the individual is alive, if there could have been something better that I could have been capable of.
While thinking about such during this point in time in conjunction of evaluating myself and hoping I can be and am forgiven for anything I ever did if it was considered, the cleanliness of such while considering what I should be doing next with my life is another factor I am contemplating and if I am good enough for such while wondering if I can handle such additionally. I am thankful for the compliment while acknowledging others' roles regarding such, and yet I ponder if I am worthy of a compliment as such.
There is another contemplation at this point in time of the differences between "I guess" and "I guesstimate" and the differences of "I think" and the differences of "hypothetically" and the differences of "I was told" and the differences of "I was shown"/"I had a vision of" and the differences of "sight" and the differences of "I saw" and the differences of "in my opinion" and the differences of "in others' opinions" and the differences of "I believe", and those differences while in contemplations about such is also something I have been thinking about for a bit of time at this point in time for at minimum since August of 2023.
This particular amount of time to ponder the years of 2000 through 2008 and the years of 2009 through 2013 and the years of 2014 through 2018 and the years of 2019 through 2023 and the days of 2024 per the contrast of the 1980s and the 1990s since Saturday 27 January 2024 in the conjunction of evaluation of myself both since the year of 2018 and the timeframe since July of 2023, I am wondering a bit at this point in time.
This next phase of my life, hopefully...
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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.
If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.
That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.
Quotes which mean a lot to me:
"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."
"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker. Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction. We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."
"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice. One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)." ~ A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle
If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.
In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.
Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.
If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.
Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.
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