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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

I did not think it took a head injury to figure this out about SCUBA, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, & ...

As per having gone to the #FL #FLstate #Florida #Floridastate Florida state region from the various areas of which I had personally driven by myself and on my own in reference to the multitude of aspects I personally have had to deal with on my own as per the lack of proper care and the lack of common sense to the reality of the timeframe from my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving in the areas after earning my 25 out of 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in areas outside of Florida as only one certification ever had work done in Florida, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out. However as per having discussed that I landed at the bottom of the ocean at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg in the year of 2009 to surface alive safely after my personal training in the #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey/#NY #NewYork #NYstate #NewYorkstate New York/#PA #PAstate #Pennstate #Pennesylvania #Pannesylvaniastate Pennsylvania state areas in comparison to Florida for my swimming training and work in the oceanic waters compared to ever gong to Florida but one time as child and only two different times as a biological adult before the more current time in the year of 2021; I would not be surprised as I have gone into details in prior writings of my books as well as my journal blog entries within my website on #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA which the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned were only through #PADI PADI as because of the situations in the state of #TX #Texas #TXstate #Texasstate Texas, as to the individuals associated with the #SCUBAToys SCUBAToys location and their attitude.



Hypothetically if the same laziness as to which to simply have crossed the street to the resort when I was in #Boca #BocaRaton #BocaFL #BocaFlorida #BocaRatonFlorida #BocaRatonFL Boca area of Florida were too pathetic to get over their ego and machismo to have the common courtesy to show any concern or care as to obviously knowing more about the oceanic waters, if there was any arrogance as to which they had expected me to know about any hypothetical east coast west coast situations references the situations between PADI and NAUI I suppose it would be a surprise that I was not informed of such a possibility until the year of 2019. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that simply from the individuals I met from the state of Texas as to the attitude problems regarding the lack of concern for the safety of SCUBA Divers, as to the prior postings to prove such aspects.


If there were those within the unknown to me at the time of the year in 2009 as to any specific headquarters of NAUI in the area as unlike some people, I did not ever go to Boca for the specifics of anything other than my First and only family vacation because after that one and only family vacation I had all of the problems which occurred to my Elementary School aged minor children and I with only being 9 years awake from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury did not have the ability to go anywhere of which I preferred because of the problems which occurred instead of anyone ever telling me there was any interest to speak with me about my SCUBA Diving. If the male who I had repeatedly told I did not want to go to #Cancun Cancun/#Cozumel Cozumel with the SCUBA diving trip in the month of June in the year of 2009 was went to speak with me in reference to the BBQ place, he did not ever bring up my SCUBA Diving nor did he evcer bring up Florida nor did he ever bring up the Vandenberg SCUBA Dive which I did not get to discuss with him when I had returned to the state of Texas because he threw a temper tantrum instead of being a responsible adult as well as instead of being a responsible SCUBA Diver.



I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out when that male had confessed to having broken into the shower area after I had locked the door to keep him out and keep him away from me, that was enough to figure out that when he did not take no for an answer to the assault as to the cold water while in the hot shower when I deal with constant headaches as per the reasons I had initially gotten involved because of the pain after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury those problems regarding the NAUI SCUBA Diving Instructors types was able to be seen for exactly who they were allowing to be SCUBA Diving Instructors.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if there has been the holding back instead of ever having the intelligence to have someone else who I could actually think of with respect as to have spoken with in comparison to those who I have met who have only lied to my face in comparison while being SCUBA Divers which then please do evaluate yourselves regarding SCUBA Diving and the aspects thereof, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out it was their job as SCUBA Diving Instructors to contact me as a non-SCUBA Diving Instructor as just because I earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications on my own did not mean I ever went through the SCUBA Diving Instruction schooling.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that if there was and/or is the east coast west coast garbage, those individuals involved have wasted time regarding the amount of work which actually could have been done and taken care of as well as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out you should have verified whether or not that individual actually spoke with me about my SCUBA Diving at the BBQ location as to be clear; he talked with me about the relationship he all of a sudden wanted to have, and did not ever speak anything about SCUBA Diving. I explained such in “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as well as “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as to his pathetic attitude regarding being nothing more than a child in a biological adult’s body in my opinion.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out good attention is much better than bad attention as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if the people who may have heard me speaking about my SCUBA Diving when driving from the #FLKeys #FloridaKeys #KeyWest #KeyWestFL #KeyWestFlorida Key West Florida to Boca to then go onward as per the various discussions at the #DaysInn Days Inn hotel, the #Dennys Denny’s, the resort, and each gas station I stopped at along my way in the year of 2009; I do not think it takes a head injury to review the perception of the attitude and egotism as well as sexism rampant within the state of Florida for them to have seen me traveling with three minor children as my son, my daughter, my niece, and I went upward to Boca as to the perception of how many individuals who could have had the human decency to ask me just once if I was actually okay or needed anything in comparison to simply just listening and walking away as though nothing more than robots and having lifeless eyes as to the entire situation.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out with each individual who I ever spoke with in that timeframe of August 2009 that was involved with SCUBA Diving as an Instructor only showed their laziness as to actually doing the correct choice as to actually caring about the situation beyond the egotistical portions of which ironically there must be such a smaller lesser ego than such as it would not take a head injury to figure out to have spoken with me back then to bring such forward as to the more positive news coverage, in comparison to the reality of the fact that so many people within the state of Florida were to ignorant and had absolutely not any care or concern for my children or my niece or I in reference to when learning of in whichever way of hearing such in person in the year of 2009.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there is a song by a group which is ironically from the state of Florida called the #RedJumpsuitApparatus Red Jumpsuit Apparatus to which possibly, the SCUBA Diving reference in the name of the group can let you know what other people in the area of Florida have seen of SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors as well as those who have been involved with the NAUI group as to the overall aspects as to the ways of which I had been treated over the years.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if there was not the problems regarding such egotism and sexism within the NAUI group, they would have actually cared enough to speak with me in person back then and ask me to go speak with others if there was any respect in any way thereof in comparison to the assumptions I suppose just because of my physical appearance as I had contact Ross Dress for Less about their employee’s commentary about my physical appearance, as to the ways of which I had already been dealing with within the state of Texas. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the saying of everything’s bigger in the state of Texas means that there would be more people as well as more areas to travel of which I heard from those people well before ever going to the smaller areas in Florida to hear the same garbage from such arrogance as to the ways I physically look as apparently, I was the only person in the state of Florida or the state of Texas who ever had a tattoo or more than one tattoo and apparently I was the only person in those areas who ever used any type of hair color in my hair because I did not think it took a head injury to figure out any time any female uses hair color it is still hair color and does not matter the shade thereof as it would only be viewed as being biased and ageist as to the physical aspects of how I physically look.




However below are the lyrics for those who were/are within the state of Florida for those associated with NAUI to have the common courtesy to reach out to me with the respect they should have shown me from the beginning as I am the one who actually saved their lands from being attacked, though what would be owed if there were any weddings on that day as to anyone from the areas where I grew up in referencing the 1980s and 1990s? What are the debts owed to me for the amount of lives I personally saved on those two different SCUBA Diving trips, though how have I been treated in reference to what occurred since my SCUBA Diving in the Florida areas as to my work? I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out the fact I drove through from the top of Florida downward t the Florida Keys and was not ever stopped and asked on the way down as well as on the way back upward through to Georgia only shows there is not anything which has any common sense as to simply just asking me, just not any different as to the same egotism as to back in the year of 2009 as it does not take a head injury to figure out if the safety of SCUBA Divers as well as the safety of people in the state of Florida as well as the safety of people within the United States of America were always important to me while others seemingly were only playing childish games and did not ever take anything of genuine importance into consideration correctly.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker situation as to the facts thereof to ever think to make me of all people make such a trip without any assistance, additionally. However though I have dealt with complaints from males as to which musicians I have enjoyed listening to in combination however I felt I did not think it took a head injury to figure out why I like #Xtina #ChristinaAguilera, #LilKim Lil Kim, #DestinysChild Destiny’s Child, #Beyonce Beyonce, #QueenLatifah Queen Latifah, #ArethaFranklin Aretha Franklin, #CarrieUnderwood Carrie Underwood, #KellyClarkson Kelly Clarkson, #MatrtieandTae Mattie and Tae and more though possibly Aretha’s most well known song should be taken into consideration in conjunction with the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus’ song Face Down lyrics as I do not think it takes a head injury to see any connections and correlations to the words of the lyrics to the songs.



Lyrics

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy

One look puts the rhythm in my hand

Still I'll never understand why you hang around

I see what's going down

Cover up with make up in the mirror

Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again

You cry alone and then he swears he loves you

Do you feel like a man

When you push her around?

Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect

Every action in this world will bear a consequence

If you wait around forever you will surely drown

I see what's going down

I see the way you go and say you're right again

Say you're right again

Heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man

When you push her around?

Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Face down in the dirt

She said "This doesn't hurt!"

She said "I finally had enough!"

Face down in the dirt

She said "This doesn't hurt!"

She said "I finally had enough!"

One day she will tell you that she has had enough

It's coming round again

Do you feel like a man

When you push her around?

Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Do you feel like a man

When you push her around?

Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Face down in the dirt

She said "This doesn't hurt!"

She said "I finally had enough!"

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Ronnie Winter

Face Down lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group





What in those lyrics could be used in reference to why I did not wait for anyone to contact me after any such time and informed officially the entire #USCongress Congress of the United States of America as well as the entire world when taking into consideration my pictures, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out my posting the pictures of my work was an open door policy to have contacted me if there were actually those who could ever get over their ego to simply ask me honestly about such and/or simply request a meeting from me to be able to discuss such details. Though I do know the facts as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America of which if that was hypothetically known about at the time within the year of 2009 then there are further legalities to take into consideration because even with one individuals back in the year of 2009 knowing of my Blue Identification Card of/for the United States of America’s Armed Forces with a NAUI SCUBA Diving Instructor license would automatically bring forward the legal ramifications of the #UCMJ Universal Code of Military Justice because of the failures to responsibly respond to an emergency situation as many individuals within the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists know and understand as there are those who have comprehended from situations as well as the after portions thereof to when they had chosen to hesitate and what the ramifications were in such references as to the legal as well as the in person impacts thereof. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if you actually care about SCUBA Diving as well as actually care about human beings while actually caring about the ocean, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there should not have ever been any hesitation to speak with me as well as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out causing problems to my minor aged son and my minor aged daughter and my extended ex-in-laws as well as my biological mother/father/sister while also in reference to how it should not take a head injury as to how simple it was to simply speak with me in person in comparison to ever trying to hint at me; because I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which are within the #ADA Americans with Disabilities Act were protecting me as well as the facts of other such poritons, of which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if I was simply just asked back then in truth without the other person/people having egos they did not ever have any right to have in reference to SCUBA diving comparatively to my work as to the ease of which to communicate honestly with me in comparison to the lies hypothetically as I was and have been told regarding such.



Then again I did not think it took a head injury to figure out of any outdoor lifestyle activity of to always follow the 10 Commandments at each and every second of would be in reference to SCUBA Diving, however since I figured out as to the situations regarding what I was told at the SCUBA Toys in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas Carrollton Texas as to which account for me as a female to have charged for the SCUBA Diving equipment in comparison to the fact I was paying for such on my own probably does not take a head injury to figure out as to which of the #10Commandments 10 Commandments are continuously broken within certain sectors of the SCUBA diving communities around the #USA United States of America and/or the state of Texas in that particular region.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out for millennial children and teenagers to ever go searching for such information to see which teachers and instructors knowingly assisted whichever spouse of whichever relationship to their parents in such situations of which, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when you assist to break up a happy homelife with children involved it is the least of your concern as to the parents at those times as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to the millennial aspects I warned people about to be taking care of as to the telling of the truth for them to be able to know of such aspects as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out children and teenagers who would be impacted negatively by such situations as to the SCUBA Diving community of Instructors would be of who they would rightfully have the ability to look into for them to have their stand your ground laws in their favor in the state of Texas and anywhere else which has such ties as per the fact such SCUBA Diving Instructors had assisted to destroy what once was their happy family as they once knew.



I warned people as to multiple aspects, however each took such a warning as to however each took such a warning. If you knowingly assist a spouse to cheat on who you know has a spouse, then the 10 Commandments are the 10 Commandments which gave you the warnings; however I did not think it took a head injury to figure out hell hath no fury as a Mother scorn, if ever finding of such information as to ever knowing any SCUBA Diving Instructors who assisted her spouse to ever cause a situation within the SCUBA Diving Instructor aspects as to knowing I am not the only Mom who has dealt with a straying individual relationship situation. However what I have told people to keep in mind is that not every individual who has cheated on their relationship has ever told the other individual(s) they were cheating or involved elsewhere, which I did not think it took a head injury to figure out who would be just as rightfully upset in such situations would be children whose parents were targeted by the individuals who either knew of the prior relationship issues within their own relationship though refused to leave on their own accord and wished to blame others when they knew themselves they could have left as I did not think it takes a head injury to figure out those types of individuals who knowingly remain in a cheating type of relationship which are not in an abusive situation cannot blame the individuals who assisted with cheating especially if there was not any knowledge as to any such situations occurring; of which both sets of children regarding the impacts of why I have vehemently stood up against people who were knowingly in whichever side of the assistance to the aspects of cheating relationships, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the children would be the ones most impacted by what choices the adults were making on their own.



It is fairly hypocritical to tell your children of whichever side of such an equation to remain respectful to others when they have known of you assisting cheating with others, or even to have such aspects within the household if they have knowledge of such. While I did not ever tell my minor aged children of my involvement in the adult consenting lifestyle I also did tell my children I did not believe cheating is acceptable of which I personally have not ever assisted anyone to cheat on any relationship, as I already have dealt with being cheated on multiple times in multiple relationships and while I could have possibly cheated and/or possibly assisted another to cheat personally I did not want nor need to perpetuate that cycle of pattern of behaviour.



Personally despite how many times I have dealt with the needless consequences of others’ insecurities as to their own prior times of assisting others to cheat on someone else in reference to whichever relationship aspects thereof, that is a choice I personally have made as I have known such is the best choice for myself.



Have I known because I would not assist another to cheat on their relationship knowingly at any point in time could have the reverse view where the insecurities of the other individual would assume such aspects in comparison to the reality? Of course I knew that, however I did not think it took a head injury to figure out it would/was up to the other to admit such in comparison to ever blaming me as I am not one who can do so as that would mean I would knowingly lie which I can only tell the truth. Did I know if I did assist knowingly which again I did not though did I know if I did what could occur to me as to such portions thereof since my teenager years, I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out having been born and raised in New Jersey for that set of realities and truths.



I have known to be respectful of relationships others were/are in despite ever finding another individual to be attractive because I know the feelings involved as to the internal self-reflection as to how the review of what was not considered as good enough to remain faithful to me in such references and the aspects of what more would ever have been able to be accomplished if I would have done this or that to try to keep a cheater from being a cheater, which in such aspects I simply just stopped those opinions as to myself as being my own worst critic for such aspects as realistically it is not my fault as to another not seeing my worth to remain faithful to me and a relationship; it should not take a head injury to figure out an individual who chooses to knowingly cheat and/or an individual who knowingly assists another to cheat has their won internal self worth reflections they themselves have to evaluate as to what their own self-worth actually is, for I believe if I am to ever be in a relationship as to the faithfulness and loyalty which is of extreme importance for such aspects. Though in such time I still have not figured out which is worse as to which is worse as to wrongly being accused of cheating on a relationship when remaining faithful and loyal the entire time as to possibly depending upon the situation of actually having to defend myself in multiple situations thereof depending on such a relationship as to the connection portions thereof, or being accused wrongly of when not having ever done so knowingly to assist another to cheat on their relationship.



In my reflections of reviewing such there is the fact of knowing my own virtue I have fought to keep and maintain despite the multitudes of factors thereof, as to knowing I had been accused of such aspects despite not ever having cheated as to already having defended myself multiple times against multiple SCUBA Divers as well as photographers and etcetera for one particular example of such though not the only situation which I can refer to. In those particular situations of which either if there was an established monogamous relationship in the reference or in other aspects of the non-stated official aspects to which when there is not the official stating of such aspects there is not the cheating and there is the failure upon the other individual to be strong enough to inform of what the intentions are for such a relationship comparatively, as there is not any excuse/cause/reason to ever assume if one is seeking a monogamous relationship to ever assume without any discussions as to clarifying such as if there is the want and the need for such in a relationship there should not be the hesitation to discuss such with the individual about such aspects with the words of such discussions in my opinion. However if accustomed to playing games or wishing for mindreading as to such then that is/was on the other individuals’ shoulders to bear such burdens as it was up to that individual to speak with me in person, in comparison to looking at the relationship hypothetically regarding such with me as nothing more than a game as it would be viewed by me as such as only an individual who took any relationship with me seriously would know better than to assume and would know of the importance to discuss in words with me as to such intentions in comparison to ever assuming anything else. If such were to ever have been a situation or if there is ever the aspects of another looking at such with me please do know for clarity if you choose not to speak with me in person with words of such intentions, then it is only in your mind as to such aspects for such wishes to ever think I would ever go along with such without the words and discussions thereof.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the need to discuss in words in person as to the preferences as to the relationship aspects as even in reference to the aspects of which above given, there was not ever a point in which he and I ever discussed monogamy thought he was well informed as to the facts of what lifestyles I had been involved with and such discussions of if wanting such as I had though had not ever spoken with me about such would not ever be allowed to complain even if something had occurred other than my having to defend myself repeatedly during such times of engagement ridiculous amounts especially during the first time of such an engagement as I stopped counting after the tenth time I had to defend myself as to that aspect. Nonetheless as to the situations to reflect upon regarding my choice to not ever knowingly assist another to cheat on their relationship, I knew in the lifestyles I had been involved with as to the misconception as well to such as when there automatically is the loss of trust within the relationship what is the easier choice to look at in comparison to reviewing and reflecting within the relationship comparatively? I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if the other individual does not bring up any problems or discusses as to what claims as to having the permissions within that relationship, it is the cheater’s fault and not the other way around when taking such a viewpoint into consideration.



Those point especially are for the other relationship individual, though also the children and family of such involved as obviously a family member or friend connected is not going to fully know what the relationship aspects are of the relationship itself. It does not take a head injury to figure out in reference to who I once had been engaged to at such times as to his friend’s fiancé at the time opinion of me as well as to her wanting to push him to a friend of hers so that way she did not have to look at me as per as I would guesstimate as to the comments said to my face by that female probably were much kinder in comparison to what was said behind my back, regarding such aspects; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that such a type of female would show herself as to who she had always been regarding that type of situation, and those types of problems referencing such females who have way too much time and nothing of worth to put forward as per the ways of how accomplishments are actually calculated in regards of both references to the oceanic principles thereof as well as the space principles thereof. However I did not think it took a head injury to figure out on land especially in the years of at the end of 2009 into the beginning of 2010 as well as later in the year of 2010 into the beginning of the year of 2011, how such I was looked at and treated as to how I physically look when I was in the state of Texas as well as the multiple misconceptions as to what my physical look is seen as at such times in comparison to who I had actually been and who I am. What did that ever matter at such times in comparison to the overall is what it is, though it also does not change the facts as to how many times I had to defend myself as well as defend my virtue regarding such aspects while defending my name as to those types of individuals who prefer to stir up drama in comparison to living life while hypothetically not caring as to who they caused needless damages to as well as not caring about anyone other than their selfishness and their selfish ways.



The beings of the ocean respect only a few slip ups in such regards, and the same in respect to beings of space; however I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if you send others to knowingly do so and/or cause problems, then what you are karmically requesting for yourself to occur in your relationships and your associations as well. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if you assist another to cheat, it does not necessarily mean you personally are doing the cheating for such calculations as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out assisting another to cheat knowingly is assisting another to cheat knowingly. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when you stand by and do nothing when knowing of another to be cheating on their relationship it is the exact same thing in a review as to a way of wrongfully assisting another to cheat on their relationship, of which I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when you respect another whether or not they are in a relationship as to having your own self-respect, it shows up differently to who is having the eye to the beauty of the beholder in such regards as when those who willingly cheat and/or willingly assist others to cheat such reality and truth of purity will look hideous and grotesquely horrifically gross; yet when there is the reality fully known and aware of such the realities as to what possibilities in reference to those who remain innocent in such aspects of relationship portions, might see something completely different than in the ways which others who do the opposite might review as to their opinions. It should not take a head injury to figure out when such a review of the aspects thereof I would guesstimate if you were to complete a readout of several individuals before ever showing an image or images of, I would guesstimate there would be a complete difference as to what the guesses would be to the realities as to comparison to he assumptions regarding such viewpoints as to the cheating aspects if such were to occur similarly to the ways of which the words from the 2016 #POTUS POTUs elections aspects thereof form #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump Donald J Trump and #SecretaryofState Secretary of State #HillaryClinton Hillary Clinton had the reviewals of such aspects back in such times of the 2016 election cycle. However I would guess that if the aspects of found and known cheaters in comparison to found and known non-cheaters would be reviewed in such references, as to the largest surprise as to what assumptions have been made as to the multitude of views connected including thereof.



It is a choice to remain faithful and loyal though in my opinion it is not only remaining faithful and loyal to the relationship itself, it is remaining faithful and loyal to one’s own personal beliefs and ideals for one’s self-worth and self-respect as well as self-dignity.


Respect

Aretha Franklin

Hey, what you want

(Oo) Baby, I got

(Oo) What you need

(Oo) Do you know I got it?

(Oo) All I'm askin'

(Oo) Is for a little respect when you come home (just a little bit)

Hey baby (just a little bit) when you get home

(Just a little bit) mister (just a little bit)

I ain't gonna do you wrong while you're gone

Ain't gonna do you wrong (oo) 'cause I don't wanna (oo)

All I'm askin' (oo)

Is for a little respect when you come home (just a little bit)

Baby (just a little bit) when you get home (just a little bit)

Yeah (just a little bit)

I'm about to give you all of my money

And all I'm askin' in return, honey

Is to give me my profits

When you get home (just a, just a, just a, just a)

Yeah baby (just a, just a, just a, just a)

When you get home (just a little bit)

Yeah (just a little bit) Do it for me now, just a little bit

Ooo, your kisses (oo)

Sweeter than honey (oo)

And guess what? (oo)

So is my money (oo)

All I want you to do (oo) for me

Is give it to me when you get home (re, re, re, re)

Yeah baby (re, re, re, re)

Whip it to me (respect, just a little bit)

When you get home, now (just a little bit)

R-E-S-P-E-C-T

Find out what it means to me

R-E-S-P-E-C-T

Take care, TCB

Oh (sock it to me, sock it to me

Sock it to me, sock it to me)

A little respect (sock it to me, sock it to me

Sock it to me, sock it to me)

Whoa, babe (just a little bit)

A little respect (just a little bit)

I get tired (just a little bit)

Keep on tryin' (just a little bit)

You're runnin' out of foolin' (just a little bit)

And I ain't lyin' (just a little bit)

'spect

When you come home (re, re, re, re)

Or you might walk in (respect, just a little bit)

And find out I'm gone (just a little bit)

I got to have (just a little bit)

A little respect (just a little bit)

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Otis Redding

Respect lyrics © Cotillion Music Inc., East Memphis Music Corp., Famous Music Llc, Music Of Everhip-hop, O R M Inc





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Comments


Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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