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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Halloween

While Halloween is about telling various aspects as to the overall portions, this particular Halloween I figured I will post a brief little post.



What could be scarier, than the truth?



What would it be for someone who was born with sensitive and dry Eczema skin to be born and grow up in areas above the Mason-Dixon Line in areas where the average temperature in the months of January through April are around 25 to 50 degrees, May through August months are around 65 through 85 degrees on average, and September through December months are around 15 to 35 degrees with an average snowfall overall for 3 months around 3 feet or more of snow for a total of close to 18 years consecutively prior to being in a location of temperatures on average between 85 through 110 degrees to then be pregnant to deliver in labor and delivery in the month of September as to the average temperature being around 95 to 100 degrees twice though for 10 years-ish consecutively?



Would a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of the brain be considered as to the comfort if there is such to be considered as to the aspects thereof from a head injury on Psalm Sunday, what would be considered as to headaches and migraines in temperatures of such changes to the references of to think about?



In the year of 2000 that was my reality as to the year of 2001 before the year of 2002, as to being born and raised in New Jersey with almost 2 years in Illinois prior to waking up in San Antonio Texas after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training for the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America around the age of eighteen years old. Texas is different looking in different areas depending upon the location as well as the temperature though the botany is obviously much different from the northeast to the southwest, well beyond the ease of seeing such in the difference of the two names. As someone who enjoys Irises, Tulips, Daylilies, Lily of the Valley, Dogwoods, Rhododendrons, Azaleas, Fescue grass, Kentucky Blue, and Lilacs for a few examples; what would the difference be as to the botany as to Saint Agustine grass, Satvia, cacti, and cedar for the physical viewpoint?



In some factors I suppose as to the physical differences between when I was younger prior to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the after effects as to how I had to figure ways to deal with certain aspects as to wondering what I could have ever as to the physical aspects of the massively distinctive differences to the weather as to my skin as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the 8.5 years as what would the air be to breathe as a difference from the northeast to the southwest as to the inhaling factors?



Then as to pop culture within the state of Texas in the reference to where I grew up only being allowed to watch G rated movies at any point in time, PG and PG13 movies I was not allowed to look at until after I was 13 years old legally and the requirement as to approval before the movie could be discussed to consider to watch, and then as to the R rated movies as to the legal age as to the requirement as per how I was raised in regards of my Deacon and Trustee of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in the 1980s and the 1990s as they had worked with the other congregants to the historical registration of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church because of the fact the white building of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church was used as a hospital during the Revolutionary War and General George Washington's private office building is behind the church area at the top of the hill in the direction capable to be seen most clearly from the viewpoint of Neff Chapel.



Neff Chapel as to the white building at the bottom of the hill to the area of General George Washington's private office in the different location to Old Scotts Hall and such buildings, the importance of such details to the knowledge of as well as to where the original congregation as to the aspects of the massive difference for such details as to the location of as to the history. There is much to the history as to what was told to me as to the congregation at the timeframe of the 1980s and the 1990s how they thought I believed the Old Wives Tales, in the reality as to what occurrences thereof to my beliefs as to the proof before there was actual proof as to the original Pastor of the church and the situations as to the overall.



While it is interesting to see some information about Mother Neff in an area of Texas, the aspects of oddity as to Neff Chapel. My Sweet 16 party was at Neff Chapel as to the reality of the aspects to what is the first and only Sweet 16 party to be held in the timeframe of the 1980s and the 1990s, as no one else throughout the entire congregation had ever had a Sweet 16 party anywhere at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church overall location to that point in time as to the aspects of the original aspects in conjunction as to my biological Mother being a Deacon at the timeframe of the combination as well as my biological Father being a Trustee at the time as well as to the combination and thus as to how I am the one and only person who has ever had the combination of the Sweet 16 party for me.



As to the difference as to the arrangement at the same time of my Sweet 16 party at Neff Chapel as to a double aspect as to the timeframe of the situation as to the combination of the Deacon and Trustee aspects at the specific timeframe as to the aspects of Deacon and Trustee aspects to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the specific aspects of timing together, as well as the fact as to the registration of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as a registered historical location as per the aspects where the King Williams District in San Antonio can understand for one building as to the Revolutionary War aspects to the reference of those situations as to the combination. The additional aspect was at the same time as to the reality of my biological little sister's Bon Voyage party, as to such references as to the aspects of the importance of the viewpoints and the perceptions to what individuals as to the knowledge of 1993 as to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza as to the additional aspects of Asher Holmes Elementary School.



Whereas my first memories are more definitive as to the year of 1984, my biological little sister said her first memories are as to the year of 1991 as to the definitive portions on top of the four year birth to age difference to pay attention to as to such details.



Thus, what would Halloween be as to this particular?



What would be as to the size of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church's grounds, as to the actual size of the overall grounds?



What would be of importance as to General George Washington's private office, as well as the reality of his Command as to the hospital aspects of the Revolutionary War as to the building on the top of the hill with his office behind the area, in conjunction to what would be of importance about General George Washington's Command as to the aspects of the original Pastor of the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church area as to this timeframe?



How would it be considered important to review such details of the specifics, and why would the details of specifics such as the specific year as to the specific month as to the specific date of the month be of importance to the current point in time as why would those particular details be of importance to the current year as to the current month as to the current day of the month?



What is the difference of my sight before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my subarachnoid hemorrhage that took 8.5 years to not be seen in the MRI/CAT scans if there ever actually was a difference as to my sight after waking up from my coma, as to what would be the accuracy as why would the clarifications and verifications as to my updates be of importance to having been pregnant and given birth to two children as to such details in the above this part of my journal blog post be to such considerations?



What could be considered as Halloween in July in the year of 2000 to me, as what would be such aspects to the viewpoints regarding the truth?



Now in reference to my work attempts as to 1993 as to New York City, what would be of importance about the years as to my attempts to the work as to the years of 2003 through 2005 as well as 2009 through 2011 as what would be of importance about the timeframe from the year of 2019 to now in such regards as to my attempts as to the work for such writings as well as going to the areas I would know in the smaller ways as to why would those details be of importance as well as why would this year of 2022 as what would be of importance to my first time of seeing the evening skyline in the area of the Liberty Science Center in the month of February this year of 2022 be as why would such aspects as to the year of 2001 to this year of 2022 be and what difference would the wording and numerical portions be as to the difference between the terminology of "memorial" and "anniversary of life to live"?



Why would it be important for people to think about as to the year of 2014 as to the months of August 2014 through November 2014 as to what references to my work, and what would be of importance to August 2014 to the years of 2015 and 2016 to my work?



What would be of importance to the difference between fact books as what is the difference to fiction books that could be interpreted-ish possibly though not when in reference to my personal intentions as why would it be of importance to the difference of my intentions of writing as well as style, as what is the difference to my intention of my writing as to such aspects compared to others' perceptions to the interpretations of in their own lives as to their own metaphors as to their own literal factors and/or figurative factors; though why would my sight as well as my intentions be of importance to such distinction as what would be considered as important about such details in conjunction to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to speaking as to the aspects of those 8.5 years, and what unseen damages could be noticed as to my memory deficits in some times as to depending upon pain levels as well as to my headaches and migraines as why would such be of additional importance for all such aspects?



Why would it be a failure in all ways to any such individual who would know of and see my sight at to those particular points in time when at those times it may have been allowed in comparison to what the massive distinctive difference to what as to my allowances to others as to such differences as to such aspects as why is informed official consent as to such aspects of importance, as what is important about the aspects of being informed officially as to being in the knowledge of officially compared to someone else's interpretations of what their failures as to the larger capacities of the knowledge at the specific point in time be of importance and why would that matter in each such aspect?



What would "The Modern Day Book" be of importance as to such facts referencing such situations of hypotheticals as to the intelligence factors as well as the reality as what is the climate weather difference and what is important about the length of time as to the heightened amount of pain in such regards as to the years of 2000 through 2013, and what would be for each individual I once knew and/or who knew of me to remember as to their reality as to what such aspects to the comparison of the situations as what is important about my SCUBA Diving as well as 2004 and 2011 on top of such aspects as why would any individual I once knew require the specific year as to the specific month as to the specific day as to any actual involvement as to any such aspects as what is important about intention as well as the actual facts in full details completely as why would all details as to the 10 Commandments additionally be of importance and why would I ever want any individual I once knew in person face to face in person involved with any of my work as to any aspect of as why would the aspects of such details be of importance especially as to my business as why would I ever want any individual I once knew in person face to face in person involved with my work as what would the qualifications be as to such education as well as such experiences be of importance to my work?



Due to the flag pledge situation as to the surrounding overall aspects as to the year of 2020 as to the ProTrump Austin Texas and such Texas areas as to the situations, the reality of such aspects as to additional reasons as to my stepping down and away officially as to any running of Governorship in Texas because of the full combinations as to the timeframes of as to what my personal needs were as well as to what my personal needs are as to such references regarding the aspects of 2000 through 2013 as to while the aspects in comparison to 2019 as those factors were enough to end such aspects of my once happier viewpoint as to the timeframes before my updates and review aspects to such points in time as to the reality of such clarifications and verifications as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain in the years of 2000 through 2008 as to such aspects different fully as to any such hypotheticals as to the aspects of Iowa 2018 as the aspects of my attempts at medical care as per my journal blog can be related to the actual viewpoint as to the situations to the state of Texas as to the aspects of 2000 through 2013 as well as 2019 through 2021 as to my attempts as to my medical care for my healthcare as to the aspects of the situations to the viewpoint of such updates as why would such aspects be of importance to the aspects of the sensations of actual care about and for me in the correct ways that I would consider as care for me and as I would consider as care about me as why would such aspects of asking me what would be of as to such to the importance of as what would the comparison be of the if factor of not asking me and assuming in the comparison as why would that be important?



Would it be important if there were any aspects of my updates as to the technological review as to the aspects of to my journal blogs in the years of 2020 through 2021 and into 2022 as to 6 June 2022 for those references as why would the aspects of the election cycle be of importance to the regards of 2020, and if as to any aspect of accuracy to my posts in the overall aspects what would be of importance about the election cycle to consider?



Why would it be important as to my website if I was accurate as to the year of 2015 and the year of 2016 as to such hypotheticals as to the references regarding the updates as to the years of 2019 through 2022 as to such if factors as if accurate, why would my denouncing of the run for Governorship be of importance to such aspects to the if factors as to the 10 Commandments as to such factors as why would that additionally be of importance as to 6 June 2022 to AT&T with T-Mobile as to Verizon with the Sprint aspects as why would those factors as to 6 June 2022 be important about the timeframe now on 31 October 2022?



What would be considered as problematic as to any such aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such hypotheticals as to the aspects of 2015 to 2016 election cycle as to my trips in such years of 2016 through 2017 into 2018 and 2019 to 2020 be of importance to such review, as why would it be of importance as a retired Army individual as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America be to the difference of the sector such as the difference of the military sector to the civilian sector as are there guidelines as to the aspects of such aspects to the situations that would be of importance regarding such aspects of "The Modern Day Book" as why would the factors of truth be of importance in such regards as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as would it be considered important if any aspects as to the trying of Hollywood as to such aspects of military uniform aspects as to the differences to pop culture and thus would such aspects as to the legal requirements as to any individual as to the metaphor of Hollywood need to take such aspects in the consideration as to the legal references and since I have clarified as to my refusal of the aspects of Hollywood as per such aspects to my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as my life in such capacities as per my choice as to such aspects as my lack of need to ever have anything to do with those aspects as I have refused Hollywood in the 1980s just as I refused Hollywood in the 1990s just as I have continued to refuse pop culture as to my continued refusal of such aspects fully 100% failed aspects as to any aspect of in any capacity of my personal interest as why would my personal interest be of the absolute 100% most important aspect for such considerations as what would officially be of the utmost importance to such aspects for myself as what would be for my viewpoint of comfort if as to the aspects of what would not ever be considered as to myself of being wanted in any positive ay as what part of my refusal repeatedly would ever get the sensation where I would ever believe that individuals would ever actually respect my work as per what my viewpoint of respect is as why would my refusal of Hollywood be extremely important for all such aspects thereof?



Why would if as to the metaphor in whatever capacity including such aspects of the company I published my books through though have not ever given my permission for any video taping and/or recording at any point in time as to other people as to the clarifications and verifications as to my journal blog as why would I ever believe I was wanted in a positive way if any aspect of what I personally consider as revolting as to such aspects such as pop culture and such as Hollywood/metaphors of be important to such aspects, as why would I ever believe I was wanted in a positive way when I have fully refused the aspects of what has not ever been considered as comfort or importance to me as why would that 100% be of importance to what my considerations of being wanted in a positive way be?



My finances for me to choose how I use my finances permanently is the only capacity at this point in time for anyone I ever knew in person face to face in person and/or the knowledge of as through online as to the aspects thereof to prior official clarifications and verifications as to how I am the one and only person as to making all such decisions for my finances for my choice of my usage as to each and every capacity thereof as that would be the only way as to such aspects of my work to my work being considered as being wanted in a positive way, as that is the only capacity of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to the years of 2000 through 2013 as to what I dealt with as to such factors in such aspects as to the instead since 2019 through 2021 went as to how such went. Thus the only way such prior individuals as to such points in time as to the aspects of what would be where I would see value and be capable of using such value as per my choice, would only be as to such aspects in the references thereof because of the reality of the time as well as the aspects of what I dealt with as to the pain levels as to what aspects as to my medical care since all such proven aspects of the lack of what I needed in all such factors as to my personal comfort as the common sense of such aspects as to how that would not and has not ever given me any sensation ever of being wanted in a positive way. If any individual ever thought me driving around instead of what I actually need and instead of what I actually wanty and instead of my actuakl preferences fgor myself as wellk as my life, then there has not ever been any individual who has ever gotten such aspects of what it is for me to have the sensation of being wanted andf respected and appreciated and cared about in any capascity whatsoever.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the only way for me to ever have the sensation of being wanted in a positive way, is to actually respect what my needs and my wants are and actually getting such taken care of for me immediately instead of ever trying anything else that would already have been clarified as to what would not ever in any capacity give me that sensation ever.



Does it take a head injury to figure out the only way for me to have comfort is the aspects of what my comprehension of myself as my comprehension of my needs as to the comprehension of my wants as to my comprehension of would be the only aspect that would ever be to where if actually completed correctly as to what I consider as a timely manner, why would it take a head injury to figure out that would be the only ways to get me to have any sensation of being wanted in a positive way?



Why would it be important of my viewpoint instead of others' perceptions as to such aspects of what I consider as being wanted in a positive way, as why would what other people's perceptions and interpretations of being wanted in a positive way be of importance to distinguishing the massive difference to such aspects as why would anyone ever believe that if ever at any point in time as to ever as to what is not considered as what I consider as comfort as to why would I ever believe as to ever being wanted in a positive way as what would ever be where I would consider such of my needs be as to my wants as to my desires if as to such ignoring as to what I have known of what I have understood as what I have comprehended as to what would actually be as to what would as I consider as to being wanted in a positive way be of importance as why would I care what other people's perceptions of what I consider for myself as to for myself being wanted in a positive way be?



Why would others' perceptions to their interpretations instead of what I actually consider as to the aspects specifically of as to what in such considerations as to the specifics of timing as to the year as to the month as to the day be of importance, as why would I ever believe I could be wanted in a positive way if as to what my considerations of respect and etiquette as to such mandatory requirements for such to be?



What would be important about the difference between perceptions and interpretations instead of what my intentions as to such aspects as per such explanations as to the specific points in time, as what is important about only because of what occurred as to the situations as per 2000 through 2022 be of importance to the references in the broken down years of 2000 through 2013 as to 2013 through 2018 as through 2019 through 2022 as what is important in the same aspects though different timing as to the years of 1984 through 1993 as to 1994 through 1998 and 1998 through 2000 as why would those important timeframes to the important specifics as to the important details as to such aspects be important as why would the aspects of others perceptions and others' interpretations be of lesser importance to the reality as what is important about intentions such as my attempts to return to the state of New Jersey since the year of 2000 and why would that be of importance to the considerations of the years thereafter as why would the additional aspects of those needless problems be as to the area as to Illinois as why would those needless problems as to what I personally consider as to such hypotheticals as to the if I am accurate as to such needless drama as to such needless problems as why would those people ever think I would ever have the sensation of being wanted in a positive way as to such aspects of the situations as why would the years of 1993 as to 1998 through 2000 be of importance for their starting point?



Why is it important as to the 10 Commandments?



Why is it important that I refused to be a part of situations as to the age difference as to Illinois as to 1998 through 2000 and what needless problems would be capable to be seen in such aspects as to the situations from the years of 2000 onward, as why would those people ever need to clearly comprehend as to what I consider as being wanted in a positive way as to such massively huge differences as why would when I was a biological minor compared to being a biological adulty be of importance to the difference as to all such capacities of that needless individual David as to those unwanted aspects fully as I 100% clarified as to my needs as to the full aspects of instead of those needless factors of what I personally did not need nor want as why would such aspects of my lack of need for those types of pop culture as to such aspects of the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s into the 2010s into the 2020s as to such pop culture factors be of importance as to the acceptance of those individuals as to how they cannot ever get me to have any positive sensation from them in any capacity as to such references as to what I consider as respectful as to the approach instead of what those individuals' perceptions hypothetically be as to their interpretations as why would that difference be of importance to what my personal needs as to my personal wants as to what would be as to actually having the sensation of being wanted in a positive way as why would such aspects be of importance for and to me?



What is important about my requirement for those 30 days as why would it take a head injury to point out the aspects of 30 dys would have and still has always translated to 30 days consecutively as why would it take a head injury to point that out, in such capacities as what would that translate to in reference of common sense?



Why would any individual who used pop culture as to any reference of New Jersey to me as to such aspects as per my prior discussions and my prior warnings as why would I ever believe anyone would ever actually care about me correctly if they were to ever use pop culture references as to the aspects of New Jersey as to what I personally consider as pop culture references, as why would that important fact be important to remember as to what I consider as pop culture instead of others as why would that subrachnoid hemmorhage aspects be of importance for individuals who would think their inteprertations and think their perceptions would be as to the aspects of what would be of importance aqbout the aspects of as to the length of time?



Why would it be important for individuals who would wrongly and incorrectly assume as to pop culture references as to New Jersey as to ever getting me to ever believe as to actual care and concern for me as to my life and my life experiences as to my work as why would anyone ever think that in any capacity outside of what would be considered as per what I specify as to what I need as to my specifications as to what I want as why would the differences as to aspects of time as well as to the aspects of facts as to such situations be of importance, as what is important about the year as to the month as to the day for each aspect as why would that be important to such prior situations?



What would be important about the length of time in New Jersey as to the difference of the length of time as to Illinois as why would I ever consider the aspects of Illinois as to the situations as to the tristate area as to where I was born and raised in the overall aspects, as why would individuals in Illinois ever think they in one state could or would ever be capable to outweigh the aspects of 3 out of 13 original colony states of the United States of America to me?



What is important about the weather as to New Jersey massive differences to Illinois as what would be comfortable to me in New Jersey that would not be found for comfort for me in the state of Illinois, as would that be considered as common sense as why would the specifics as to the locations be important?



Why would the situations as to the first three years as to 2000 through 2003 be comparable to 1998 through 2000 as why would there be the capacity to review such aspects and details to the differences or lack thereof beyond the locations, as why would the aspects be of importance as to what I consider as to what my definitions as to the aspects of my ADA as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the 8.5 years be of importance to such considerations as why would that be of importance to 1993 as to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza as to my writings for such aspects as what would the timeframe as well as to the 30 days be of importance to that common sense?



What would the weather as to the time as to the area as well as dealing with headaches and migraines be of importance as to my viewpoint of the timeframe of 2000 through 2003 be of importance as to such pain levels as why would that matter as to those aspects in conjunction, as the time went onward as what legal aspects as to self-defense as to levels of pain are as to the legal protections for me as to such if factors referencing such aspects as to those years of formative aspects when looking to such possibilities of if factors now in the year of 2022 as if I am accurate now in 2022 would such situations be important to the consideration in all such regards as what would be important about the temperature as well as the type of humidity be as to the difference from the tristate area I was born and raised throughout as to the overall aspects be important to such viewpoints as to pain levels I dealt with and deal with as to such aspects as to in the differences thereof and why would my comprehension of all such aspects in regards of my pain as to my situation be of importance to what my comprehension of my needs as to my comprehension of my wants as to my comprehension of what is in my best interests as to my medical care as to my comprehension of myself as why would it be important in reference to my writings my comprehension of myself as why would the difference of perceptions and interpretations from others be viewed as to the differences?


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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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