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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Gaining clarity of thoughts as to the importance of time and review

Yesterday 21 September 2022 I called my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie (maiden last name: Nichols, first married last name Nichols-Lopez, second married last name sounds as Sweeny or Sweety) on the phone, as to several reasons to the phone call. Instead of the discussions going in a more positive direction as to what would actually have been best if she had been reading my journal blog as to having been informed officially as through officially having read the information as per the truth as to posting such details, the common sense would be that she would have brought up on the phone call that she had read what I had written online and/or other such aspects as to the situations I have brought forward as per the truth. If having had common sense as to the reading such aspects on social media as to either in reference to that specific phone call yesterday on 21 September 2022 and/or in reference to prior aspects as to what intellectual common sense would be to individuals who would have the etiquette and maturity to respectfully discuss such details in a responsible manner while having the capacity of maturity of having self control as to the calmness thereof, and thus as to the references regarding the situations whereas to such if factors as to the aspects of the lack of common sense as well as the lack of empathy as to the knowledge thereof to the overall situations as to the aspects of my updates to my journal blog since the year of 2019.



Thus as to the facts my daughter having sent a text message not of any aspect about what I specifically brought up as to that ex-sister-in-law as per the reference to my other two ex-sisters’-in-law as to their comprehension as to the lack of common sense as to the timeframes of the years from 2000 through 2010 as to such references as to “Finding A Silver Lining” and “Finding The Silver Lining” as to the if factors of her claims whereas what others would remember Grandpa Nichols having brought forward, years before. Thus instead of my daughter correctly acknowledging the aspects of the prior text messages and/or correctly acknowledging such factors in a general way, the situations of the nerve to actually think as to such aspects in comparison of what actually would be considered as respectful to the situation in the references of the situations. Thus as to the aspects of the knowledge from the stress of my current point in time instead of having the common sense of actually having human decency as to the knowledge of the care and concern I have actually taken as to the larger overall aspects in comparison of the situations as to those particulars as to the points in time thereof, as when having specifically put such aspects as to those timeframes as to the knowledge of the difference of such points in time as to such aspects as to the common sense. Thus as to common sense in comparison of such a text message as to the aspects of what would have been best, as to such references. Since my daughter had not completed what I specifically informed her to take care of as to such specifically outlined from prior examples as to the aspects thereof, the situation as to the clarifications as to the prior years as to 2008 through 2010.



Thus to the individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person as to such aspects previously as to whicherver group and/or so-called community and/or relationship aspects of whichever type(s), if you ever wondered if I specifically referred to you when I was posting in any such capacity as to such clarifications as to the blatant aspects as to where I would specifically have done so in such a specific manner in the comparisons as to the @ sign as per the social media for such aspects of full clarifications. If there were to ever be as to such individuals as to memes and/or my modeling, I promise there specifically would have been such a standard arranged as to where there would not ever be anything to wonder about as to exactly to the clarity of such conciseness as to the comparisons as to the lengths of time. Thus as to the aspects as to how discreet I had been in such references as to the comparisons as to the updates as to my journal blog as to such factors, I hope this full clarification as to such verifications destroys all such prior individuals who may have incorrectly ever thought of me as a passive aggressive type.



If I am aggressive, I will not allow the aspects of wondering of if I am being aggressive as to such specific aspects.



Though this is not specifically aggressive as to such aspects the clarifications as to such factors of if such individuals as to any prior times of thoughts as to how some in southern areas and/or such aspects of the hypotheticals, I have done the best I could to be clear as possible. Thus as to such aspects, hopefully this example as to that particular aspect fully clears up such factors.



Thankfully as to such aspects of Sean Leonard having been capable to at such a gesture to such aspects despite the oddity as to the irony about the Applebee’s as to such regarding the food delivery having not been sufficient to my minimum standards of requirements, the situations as to such hypotheticals as to those who would know such aspects as to that particular individual as to such aspects as to the metaphors proverbially. Thus as to how as the phone call as to such timeframe as to the if factors of him having seen from the side as to the aspects of my attempts, as to the if factors as to proverbial smoke signals to the if aspects of him being around as to my bringing up Cozumel #Cozumel as to such aspects referencing life as well as my concern as to what I was capable to go into as a different reference as to those individuals as to such ex-in-laws of those factors in comparison as to what a non-stereotypical ex-in-law would be as to such comparisons as to such if factors as to the social media aspects.



However just the same as to individuals as to who would be capable to assist in such references as to the direct reaching outward to as to the comparison of guessing or such factors, as to the situations as to prior circumstances in prior years. Thus if as to proper etiquette as to the common sense regarding discussions as to the length of time to allow to fester in comparison as to the timeframes when could have discussed and possibly actually as to such comparisons of time, the situations as to such factors as to the proof regarding the situations. Since I have already explained the facts in reference to the situations as to my daughter as to what is best for her mental health as well as her education as well as preparation for the long term as to maturity of coping and handling situations since the combinations of the overall aspects, the situations where the aspects of compassion as to humanity is of importance as much as to the aspects of the facts as to the truth of such situations. Thus as to the reality of how I explained to my daughter the importance of education as to in prior years as well as the situations in reference as to educational facts as to promises kept in reference to high school graduations, as to the references regarding the aspects whereas making the correct choice as to being capable to distingui9sh correctly as to the comparison as to how assumptions as to the comparison of asking as to the difference is does make.



Thus in reference as the timeframe of the years as to 2000 into 2001, the discussion as to yesterday 21 September 2022 compared to 11 September 2001 timeframe as to the comparison of the majority of phone calls as to such aspects, as well as the in person face to face in person references as to the aspects of the individuals within my life at the timeframes thereof. The reality of the majority of individuals being associated as to businesses as per the apartment complex staff, the Air Force Tech Sergeant, the USPS individual, and my infant son as to his biological father as to the only individuals in person face to face in person I had at the timeframe as to having been born and raised in New Jersey #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #NJstrong #NewJerseyStrong #NJS as to having grown up going to the New York City #NYC #NewYorkCity #NewYork #NewYorkstate boroughs as well as multiple areas in Pennsylvania #PA #PAstate #Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate in the 1980s and the 1990s. At a point in time I had begun a little on the social media aspects against what my opinion as to the aspects were though remained honest about the reality and as to such aspects of my updates as to such reference aspects, wherein the situations of the possibilities as to the individuals on that/those platforms remembering me possibly though as to such aspects as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as how vast the internet is as to the comparison of the population of the world.



Thus having survived the attacks on the World Trade Center Plaza #WOrldTradeCenterPlaze #WTPC in the year of 1993 as well as the aspects of the timeframe as to what I was dealing with, in comparison to what in the smaller ways as to what I could as to my age as to the comparison of what I was capable to where I was as to the timeframe of at the specifics whereas to in the year of 2001 as both the World Trade Center #WorldTradeCenter #WTC and the World Trade Center Plaza were attacked on that day and only parts of the World Trade Center Plaza survived as per what I saw in the years of 2020 and 2021 as well as February 2022. Just because I could and can as per what I have been capable to bring forward as to the reality of when asking for assistance and/or explaining such details as to the levels of, then as to such being openly honest as to the transparent aspects as to the reality of the situations. Thus as to the aspects wherein the situations to the specifics of the if factors, the reality as to how important such would have been as to such support in the comparisons as to the timeframes when reviewing such aspects. The reality of how the easiest way is through the direct methods as to the comparison if possible as to such example of my To Contact form for such, as to the aspects of if I have given the aspects for the contact methods such as phone number as to the references regarding such.



In the reference to such comparisons as to the specifics of this timeframe in September of 2022 as to the comparison as to the timeframe of 2001, the aspects as to the references regarding the aspects of making attempts to maintain myself as well as take care of my infant minor aged son as well as handle the combined factors while keeping up to the speed of the combinations at the time as to the current situations of the comparison. For the example whereas to the phone call yesterday on 21 September 2022 as to the timeframe as to comparison of the months after September 2001 as to that ex-sister-in-law as to the references of the comparisons of the timeframes, as well as the situations I was personally dealing with as to the knowledge levels thereof as to the timeframes. Thus as to individuals for the references regarding such if factors as to whatever claims to others, as to the aspects of the references in the year of 2013 as to the aspects of when CPS #CPS as to the situations of my other ex-sister-in-law because of the combined factors as per “Finding A Silver Lining” for such examples as to the aspects of what occurrences as to the aspects during such points in time as well as the comparisons as to my biological aspects as to the state of during the timeframes of the years of 2001 as to 2003 as to through such points in time as to such choices such individuals made as to the comparison as to what was actually needed as to the comparisons as to the hypothetical assumptions as to what could have been as to the comparisons as to the length of time as to such factors.



Thus as to in person face to face in person individuals as to the years of 2000 though more-so as to the years of social media aspects while the in person face to face in person as to the years through 2013, if as to the specifics as to such as reference for this journal blog of mine make sense as to the specifics references with the conjunctive aspects as to my updates in reference to my journal blog as to the years of 2019 through 2022 as to such clarifications as to what I would have done publicly as to the if factors as to such aspects of if there were those who thought I was competing in comparison to just being honest as to the situations in my life as to that specific point in time as to the proof as to such points in time as to the hypothetical in such current points in time of the year of 2022 in September as to the 22nd of this month. Thus as to the reference regarding Sean Leonard as to the only person I knew in person face to face in person as to the phone calls/texts as per what sounds as to the phone calls to his voice, as to the aspects thereof to this point in time whereas to the comparison of the year of 2001 as to the timeframes after September 2001 as to such massive differences even in such a way as not until 2002 as to that aspect of hospitalizations as to the pregnancy were as to such aspects of as to the reference regarding as to this week regarding such aspects to the comparison of being at my side in person face to face in person as I have actually needed. Though I suppose the same as to such oddities, as to SCUBA Diving #SCUBA #SCUBADiving as to such needed and necessary assistance in the correct capacities as to such differences from the prior timeframes.



For a second example though along the same lines as to the timeframes after September 2001 when my son was hospitalized as to my assistance during the timeframes as per the specifics I wrote about as per random smaller discussions later, as to the situations where I had to leave the hospital to go to the townhouse to take a shower as well as get food and take a nap because of how much was going on in that timeframe as to Wilford Hall on Lackland Air Force Base in September and October into November of the year of 2001 as to what I personally was dealing with combined as to only 1.5 to 1.75 years to the timeframe from my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 during my Basic Training in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. The aspects of what my needs were as to the comparisons as to what attempts I had to make until people finally realized as to where they were falling short, and then as to when such picking up their lag as to when such individuals began to actually assist me as to my actual needs as to such points in time in person face to face in person from such explanations as to those points in time. The staff at Wilford Hall upon realization as to the second timeframe as to having such realizations went to the levels they went as to getting such taken care of, and as to the situations when the staff learned of what I had dealt with as to that point in time as to such situations as to my children’s biological father as to such references as to their opinions about the aspects of what he should have actually been doing in comparison as to the aspects of what he had failed at as to what he should have been doing as to what was actually needed in such comparisons.



Maybe there will be a day when such aspects as to when needs as to such factors as to what my actual needs are, as to the comparison of the assumptions as to the references as to such hypotheticals of the prior timeframes as to such references as to such hypotheticals.



However as to yesterday when my ex-sister-in-law Susie had said she was going to meet with her friend as to such references of specifically calling out as to the exact point in time for such references of individuals I once knew in areas of my choice as to the groups and associations as to where I had been comfortable-ish as to the acknowledgement of various aspects, and thus as to the references of maintaining and sustaining myself to the best of my capability while taking care of my responsibilities as well as the assistance where I could assist as well as volunteering as to the aspects for the comparisons as to the combined factors as to the differences between that female as to the comparisons of myself in such aspects of humanity. When the review of such combined factors of the survival aspects of where I was born and raised as well as where I grew up going to and through as to such comparisons of that individual as to such years of the 1980s and the 1990s as to the tristate areas, as to such aspects of the combined factors of the viewpoints of such as to humanity.



What would ever be as to the if ever thinking that she was ever as to such compassion as to the comparison as to such of what I actually needed as to the actualities of in person face to face in person, though actual real discussions with actual etiquette and respect. Thus as to what it would actually be as to the knowledge thereof as to the comparisons once again as to Club Sapphire to Serj as to the aspects of what would be as to such aspects of care about me, as to the differences as to such references of where the aspects of the food from Applebee’s as to the way the delivery viewpoint as to such aspects of comparisons of what I actually needed as to the care and concern about and for me and my best interests of the if factors as to my journal blog as to being considered as a wanted artists in a positive way as to such references and regards thereof at the time from my Medal of Honor Art Project trip #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArtProject in the year of 2015 when I was in Oregon #Oregon #Oregonstate #OR #ORstate as to the aspects. Though such is the reference point as well as to the in person face to face in person discussion as to such aspects as to the comparisons of the trips as to thereafter regarding the years of 2016 into 2018, as being truthful with etiquette as to such importance as to the 10 Commandments #10Commandments.



Thus individuals I once knew in person face to face in person face to face during/after my SCUBA Diving as to such importance as to those factors as I brought forward, in the references as to my journal blog updates. With the additional factors as to the references as to the years from 2009 through 2011 as to such additional factors of what I was dealing with as to such references as to having posted online as to the social media, and as to such references as to the phone call yesterday as to the comparison as to what my needs as to such points in time. While the social media as to the social posting as to the difference between news as to such aspects as to explaining situations as to the aspects thereof to the if assistance is seen as actually needed as to such aspects where I have been as clear as I have possible been capable to be in such references to the clarifications, as to the aspects of the comparisons as to the aspects to the reviews of such points in time. Thus as to the references as to yesterday of if having read and/or such “The Modern Day Book” references as to such hypotheticals, as to the references of such lack of care as to the comparisons of what actual care about me and my best interests would actually be as to such comparisons of the hypotheticals. Thus as to such aspects of the if factors as to the Cowboys Dancehall as to the comparisons of the aspects of Washington #Washington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAstate state and my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and/or timeframes as to different supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle events, as to the aspects of what is supposed to be considered as informed consent to being considered as consent and thus as to the aspects of being informed as to consent as to what requirements as to informed consent as to the capabilities to consent with such aspects thereof to the information and thus since as to my requirement as to the aspects thereof as to my attempts as to what I have brought forward.



Since the reality as to the additional aspects of the timeframe of the 11 September 2001 as to 11 September 2022 as to the additional combinations, I have explained such references as to the aspects of importance as to discussions with etiquette and respect. Patience and temperance as to the aspects of compassion as to the gentle aspects of what differences per individual, as to what I need compared to what some may have had as to their opinions before. Please keep such references as to the differences as to what I consider as etiquette and respect as to such aspects of consideration, as to the importance of what my needs are as to what I consider as comfortable compared to what others may need to understand the aspects of the difference to such circumstances.



Thus, I am doing the best I can as to the reality of the amount of combinations and I appreciate the patience as to as best as possible because of the clarifications and verifications as best as I have been capable to bring forward as I have appreciated where it has been as I comprehend the intricacies as per the fact I have been dealing with such on my own as to the length of time as per the years thereof as best as possible.



Thus as to the aspects where the other connections to the aspects of my son and my daughter as to their biologicals, as to the knowledge of what was as to those particular points in time just as to the same in the references regarding individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to such points in time as to such factors thereof compared to what I would consider as to what I would choose as to caring family as to such aspects of a difference to such hypotheticals as to if as to a family caring about me and caring about my actual best interests as to genuinely caring about my well being as to what is actually best for me.



Go update yourselves as to the aspects of my prior journal blogs for the clarifications and verifications as to the timeframes of my posts as to the comparisons for those realizations as to when I personally realized as to the year and month and date of the specific posting, compared to when possibly other people having known as to the comparison of myself knowing as to the month and date and year thereof to such posting as to such clarifications and verifications as the acceptance of the reality has been needed for awhile now.



Humanity, is important to me.



Thus as to the processing of what would have been best for me as to the comparisons as to the situations as to 2001 to 2018 through 2022 as to such aspects of differences as to 2001 through 2012, and as to such factors as to the situations of what I needed as to such a direct way as to actually speaking with me in truth with etiquette and respect as to in person face to face in person as to such updates as who could have had such a moment and would have had such a moment of the if factors as who would have been as to such during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips that could have and possibly would have had such a moment as to September 2022 as to such CS reference as what difference would such make and would have made for such individuals?



I comprehend if there were as to what difference it would and could have made for me, as to such possibilities.



Maybe one day, or as life is as life is I suppose.



Hopefully the possibility of actual betterment as the reality of the years of oddity as to the years of 1981 through 1983 as to the comparison of the years of my life from 1991 through 1993 as to my life during such points in time as to the comparisons as to the timeframes of 2001 through 2003, this timeframe of comparing my life in the years of 2011 through 2013 as to the comparisons of my life as to the years of 2021 through this point in 2022 as to the hopefully better by all measures for me as to the years forward as to from this point in this year of 2022 into 2023 and well beyond for me as to my best as for what I need as to what I comprehend for myself as to the aspects of progression as to further in time as to such clarifications and verifications. I have remembered as best as I could and can for as much as possible for the short term aspects when looking at the situations referencing the timeframes as to the specific details as to the comparisons of the other factors as to such circumstances, and thus as to the clarifications as best as possible as to such reference points of the details as to hopefully the clarifications as to the aspects of my memory aspects as to though having acknowledged the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and subarachnoid hemorrhage which stemmed from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; thus as to the aspects where the clear proof of such validity as to other situations as to the details thereof to such clarifications and verifications as per such working upon.



Thus my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia need to comprehend that my life is now beyond the timeframe of them being biological minor aged children as to such aspects of the timeframe where my life is now my life as to such factors, as to the reality of such times as to the situations as to what is best for myself as to such needs of mine for the aspects of such needs for my best interests because of the facts that to assist another translates to being capable to assist oneself first. Thus as to such aspects whereas to my son and my daughter as to their need to accept such facts as to what my needs are as to such differences as to the amounts of as to what they might consider as supportive for themselves, as to the difference of what I consider as supportive for myself and as to such reference aspects as to such etiquette standards of respect to ask me as to what my best interests as to the comparison of such assumptions hypothetically.



Equal opportunity proof as to such aspects as to the hypotheticals as to prior individuals of such thought processes as to the prior timeframes as to such responsibilities as to such aspects thereof, and thus with the viewpoint while such might be considered as to whatever viewpoint thereof as to what would actually be considered as to assistive to me as to such references as to within such levels as to the measures as to the aspects as per such factors and if such clarifications as to the aspects of with the prior knowledge as to the pain levels may be as to such aspects unseen to the seen. Thus if as to any individual who would ever think causing me needless drama as to unnecessary stress would ever be considered as flirting with me in comparison to what I would actually consider as flirting would be as to making things actually easier for me where I could actually relax as to actually asking me personally in person face to face in person and/or with an actual reference point as to the specifics in truth of such choices as to the comparison as to such hypotheticals, as if as to such any individual thinking of such as flirting as to such aspects as to how such has obviously not been considered as such to what I would consider as flirting without having to be informed of such as to clarifying such aspects as per the actions after the upsetting that had occurred.



The clarifications as to such aspects of flirting as to what I specified as to the aspects of in person face to face in person as to an actual established relationship as to such aspects of as to how I have clarified such aspects previously, as to the reality that needless drama is the reality as to how I view such as needless drama just as needless problems is not flirting to me.



Thus as to such factors of care and concern as to compassion, as to the aspects thereof to such situations as to distinguishing the difference as to such aspects because of the differences as to situations and the sensitivity to such aspects of the reality. While some might consider strength beauty and such appreciation for such aspects, the reality as to when such needs a bit of respite as to the aspects as to when comprehending such aspects of oneself.



Thus the same as to such factors as to individuals as to my ex-in-laws and/or biologicals as to what I consider as assistive in the comparison as to what others might need to comprehend as to what I actually comprehend for myself as to what I have needed to take care of as per such situations and thus as to actual assistance requires actually asking me to actually verify in actual truth as to the direct aspects as to such streamlining in reality in comparison as to such hypothetical references, as to such situations and circumstances. Thus as to the if factors as to individuals who were children as to the timeframes of 2000 through 2013 as to such biological as to either side of my son and daughter, those aspects that might be possible to assist as to those times compared to what my personal needs as to my personal requirements would obviously be far different as to the reality of the facts in truth. My son and my daughter being biological minors compared to my biological age would obviously be a massive difference as well as the facts of the upbringing differences, as thus as to the common sense as to how the reality of how the direct approach with etiquette as to a balance to such comparison of such hinting aspects that would be considered as a needless game to me as to the reality of how I view such aspects.



Thus in such situations as to the if factors as to others within those groups making the choices those individuals made as to the comparison of what choices I would consider as acceptable would be the importance of the difference as to what I would consider as acceptable, for the consideration as to such factors. Thus as to the situations of the if factors as to the similarity of the age to the growth as to such above the biological age of 18 or 21 years of age and especially as to if within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle and/or SCUBA Diving and/or at any location as to common sense if as to such aspects to the relative portions, as to then as to being honest about such as to etiquette and respect regarding the references as to such with maturity thorough starting with an honest introduction as to etiquette standards of when in public as to the average aspects as to shoes/shirt cleanliness if seeing outside as to such reality of comparison when knowing of the situations as to what I have been dealing with as to such aspects of if as to such expectations when if as to knowing as to such aspects of compassion to the comparison of hypotheticals to such individuals.



In reference as to what I personally find as comfort as to care in comparison to what would not be considered as to such aspects as to what I consider as comfort and care for me as to my standards, the reality as to what situations and circumstances as to why my writings have been as to such if factors of having actually asked me in truth as to what my actual needs were/are in comparison to what individuals who did not know me and/or did not actually comprehend my actual needs as to what I consider as my actual needs as to the realistic aspects of what I actually consider as to such requirements as through my personal standards in comparison to what would not be considered as to what my personal standards are since there has not been anyone who has ever asked me as to what my personal standards are.



Thus as to such requirements as to finding out what my personal standards are of requirements as to respect and etiquette to what my standards would be as to the mandatory aspects as to such specifics would officially require the aspects of actually asking me as per my requirements as per such aspects as to the situations as to what is best for me, as to what would be for my actual best interests for what my needs are as to the comparison of what others might think as to compared to what I know and what I understand and what I comprehend is actually best for myself.



Thus the best way as to actually get such clarifications through asking me as to what I consider as asking me as to such standards, as to the comparison hypothetically.



That would actually assist lowering my stress levels of such aspects, in comparison as to such hypotheticals.



As obviously since the situations as to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza as to having survived both situations as to the obvious difference as to such aspects as to the combined factors, as to the requirements as to such aspects of compassion and concern as to such circumstances as to humanity referencing the 1980s as well as the 1990s.







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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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