It should not take a head injury *after personally sustaining a head injury & coma* to figure this out...
After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first. While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me. As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.
If I had real friends(if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose. Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?
As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.
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I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute.
The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.
I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations. However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.
Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.
If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying how it should not take a head injury to figure out.
*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)* By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
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#FastEddies #PoolLeague 2006 #tournament match involving my #VWBug t-shirt vs. #CactusJack's t-shirt
First before I begin I want to state there are no hard feelings to the individual in this reference, especially if there was a misconception of the time when being near the individual who is someone I did not want to date to begin with and was forced to be involved with at the time. Thought I can laugh at the situation it is not in a way of which offense was taken ever; with the exception of being called a hippy. That in the whole aspect had been the only aspect which had upset me, but in the overall the rest was funny because of the combination.
One evening I had gone with #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr to #FastEddies on Bitters and 281 to attend a pool league tournament, which his little brother Jeremy Kuykendall’s fiancé Leslie was not able to attend. I was the substitute when asked since they had no one else to take over the spot, and neither one of the two had wanted to forfeit the match; irony of ironies, in the reference. #CactusJack AKA Jeffery Kuykendall Jr was wearing his ‘#151roadwarriors’ t-shirt that night and I was informed the team would be playing against the best team in the league, which did not mean much to me mainly because I was not having a proverbial dog in the fight against the best team.
When #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr was playing against one of the males and Jeremy Kuykendall was playing against one of the other males on the team, I was watching both matches and just when the other team’s player was about to miss the shot I had seen which way the match would have gone; if that male did not pick up the cue ball and throw the cue ball in anger because of the missed shot. He was going to win because of the fact #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr was going to miss the next shot he had, but since the male on the best pool team had thrown the cue ball I said “You just forfeited the game, why did you do that?”
He ran after the cue ball and put it back on the table saying it was okay and I said “No, the cue ball did not stop where it was going to, and because of that you gave up when you were going to win.”
That male got in my face and pointed at me while yelling as I looked up at him smiling, and not saying what was in my thoughts. Then he told me “In the game of golf when a player missed the green, there is leniency which is given.”
I said “This is not the game of golf, this is the game of pool. Do you see the green velvet is different than the color of green grass, when playing a game of golf? Those are pool sticks, those are pool balls, and that is a pool cue; and you don’t see those on a golf course.”
The male got angry and started yelling at me while #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and his little brother Jeremy Kuykendall stared and stood together, while the players on the best team looked at their one player yelling at me saying nothing; nor stopping him, from yelling at me. I listened to his points about golf and then reminded him that we were in a pool hall and not on a golf course, but he did not like the fact I pointed out if he wanted to play golf there was a mini put-put course in a close range to the parking lot. As the male continued and I looked at him wondering why he kept bringing up the game of golf’s rules in the pool league tournament, he then pointed to my shirt and called me a hippy. At that point #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and his brother Jeremy Kuykendall took steps away from the area as the other team took a step closer to their teammate and watched, listening closely.
I pointed to my shirt and said “Yeah, so what? I have a VW Bug on my shirt, painted in the American Flag with glitter. What’s your point? How does the American Flag, make me a hippy? You should take that back, if you knew me you would know how offensive that is to me. I signed the mother f*****g dotted line, my ex-husband’s dad served in the Army and I am proud of his service. I think you need to take a step back, and check yourself. You might want to back off, and recognize.”
He started ranting on and on before going to walk away, and grabbed a male to speak with me. The male sat in the corner drinking a glass of whiskey as he said the other male bought him the drink to come speak with me, and the male pointed out the one who had a whiskey’s military service in The #UnitedStatesofAmerica’s #ArmedForces#AirForce branch. I thanked him for his service and asked the other male who brought him over “What does that have to do, with the fact you forfeited the game?”
The male threw a tantrum about calling me a hippy some more and the male with the whiskey did not understand why he was brought over, though he and I spoke about his time in the #Vietnam War and his service; which annoyed the male from the best team. I explained to the one with the whiskey why the other male was throwing (pun intended) a tantrum as well as telling him I had gotten my t-shirt for the 4th of July at the store as #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and his brother Jeremy Kuykendall ignored what was going on at the time, and did nothing to even attempt to assist or help me in the situation. As that male kept yelling at me about the game of golf in reference to the pool match he forfeited, the male with the whiskey understood what was occurring and scooted the male from the best team away from me.
Later the referee of the league came to get me and asked me to go with her and the other male to the kitchen, to understand what happened. He told her his side and then she asked me what happened, and I told her. She looked at the male saying “You know better, Paul.” Then she told me I could leave the kitchen, and return to the table. When leaving the pool hall for the night then the male yelled out at me “You’re a bitch!”
I turned around saying “Yes, I was born in the Chinese Zodiac Year of the Dog. Thank you, for noticing.”
He threw his pool stick on the table exclaiming “Oh, my God!”
I turned around, and walked out of the pool hall. A few weeks went by and randomly that male tried to heckle anytime a shot was taken which started to annoy me. After almost a month of that occurring I then walked up behind him to give him a taste of his own medicine and right when he was about to take a shot he was going to miss anyway I simply whispered “Boo.”
He jumped, missed the shot he was going to miss anyway but actually lined the balls up for the next shot in a better way, which I guesstimate he did not realize at the time; but I figured I would be nice, since he recognized who I was despite him heckling the way he had as it lined up the next shot for the other team he was playing to be blocked in their shot and he was able to get two balls in on his next shot and then another one to set himself up to win that game. Though I guesstimate he was a bit testy at the time, until he won. Though after that night, he no longer heckled and he just watched which way I walked in the pool hall whispering to other individuals thinking I did not know.
Though #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr and Jeremy Kuykendall said that male was starting trouble because of me and did not want to listen to me when I warned them “No, that male started stuff because of what I said; and I was accurate. However I have a feeling the only reason in the beginning he started stuff with me, was because of your stupid t-shirt. If he actually knew who I am, he probably would have had a different view in the beginning. However, I know after he figured out who I am he realized it was you who are the problem. You really should not wear that 151 road warrior t-shirt in the city of San Antonio or in the state of #Texas. There are plenty who know much more than I about that, and while at this moment I might be blamed for something I was not a part of; the truth will come out, and you better brace yourself for when it does. When the truth comes out, those guys are going to go harder at you than what occurred in that pool hall to me.”
#CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr said ‘You don’t know that. Those guys think, I’m so cool.’
I said, “Nope, those guys are seeing which way the wind is going to blow and when the truth comes out; you best be ready.”
He said ‘You don’t know that.’
I said “You stood and did nothing as that male yelled at me and the others watched how you did nothing, assessing how you would be in the situation. They saw what is your pattern of behavior, and they will know how to use that to their advantage when the time comes. You know they are the best team in the league as you told me, and with being the best team in the league they know how to look at various points. You on the other hand, have no idea what you’re in for.”
He said ‘You don’t know that, they are like me.’
I said “No, they play pool better than you do which means they know much more. You think they’re on your side, but they are not. You are going to be schooled and by the time you are schooled, you will wish you paid attention when I said it is better to have me as your best friend rather than your worst enemy. You might, want to start cleaning up your act rather than focusing on cleaning up on the pool table.”
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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.
If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.
That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.
Quotes which mean a lot to me:
"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."
"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker. Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction. We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."
"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice. One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)." ~ A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle
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