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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Day 8 of Thanks Bonus Round

I am thankful for being able to be raised by a specific groups of individuals during my childhood mainly though almost into my teenager years via my Grandpa Gavett or Benjamin Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, as the three of them had taught me more than any time I had in the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces as I had only gone through Zero Week and 9 days of Basic Training then was my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and coma with the after effects. Thus I did not ever officially learn specifically from the Army branch alone as to what I can and have completed as well as the ability to complete far more because of the additional aspects regarding my biological father mainly in such regards, though there are some aspects learned in regards of my biological mother. Thus in such a question as when I had gotten a male out from an overturned semi truck on the highway on I35 South in the year of 2008, the details regarding how I had ran to the overturned semitruck to help where I could was not taught by the Army despite hte news reporter who could not get anyone else to speak with her and had used the female card to help her out regarding the broadcast because of the lack of others who wanted to speak with her and the placing into my hands the microphone without actually having listened to my response regarding not wanting to speak with the news about the situation at the time; however as persistent as she had been because of the lack of others who was willing to speak about what occurred, I dealt with speaking with the news reporter who was only holding the camera in comparison to standing with me ever in such a video if it had ever made it to air. I was dealing with holding the microphone and being electrocuted while also not wanting to be anywhere near the camera because I was needing to wait for the Police Officers to arrive, which I had already shoed away the EMS company employees who were telling people to go around the wreckage instead of waiting for the law enforcement which I refused to move my VW Beetle out of the way until law enforcement arrived despite how many semitrucks were behind the situation as there was not a clear path for that amount of semi trucks to drive through without disrupting the scene.


I was not told of the news station nor was I told anything beyond the 2 questions she asked which were 'What happened here that you helped with?' and 'Did the Army teach you how to do that?'; which I cannot tell a lie and when dealing with such additional aspects to the 9-1-1 phone call, I was not needing to speak with the news reporter until I spoke with the law enforcement officer which when such arrived I was told to leave. I told the Police Officer I had helped with the clearing of the male who was in the overturned semi truck, which that Police Officer told me he did not care and he did not need my statement as there were others he could have gotten whatever he needed from in comparison to me. I went to ask him if he was sure as I knew I was the only one though because he started becoming agitated because of whatever his perception was at the time as it was on I35 South though North of Austin and below Waco, he demanded I leave the scene as he needed to clear a path for the semi trucks which were in line waiting because my car and I would not get out of their way to move onward with their own trucks. I asked the Police Officer a total of 5 to 6 times as to informing him I had been helping in regards of the entire situation, which each time he repeated how other people would have more information than I would and etcetera in comparison to having been told it was my cell phone which called 9-1-1 to begin with and the problems from the female operator and other such details before I ran over to the cab to climb in and take care of what needed to be taken care of to get that semi truck driver to safety. I left after the 7th time when the police officer's voice started raising as he continued to think he knew who else to speak with and as he told me he wanted me out of his sight to be able to do his job as he saw fit, I shrugged me shoulders and went along the rest of the path to drive back to my house in San Antonio Texas at the time when I was looking at houses in the Dallas area of Texas though had found a house in Carrollton Texas which I suppose was a major sign as to how bad the overall situation was going to be regarding the area of DFW Texas regarding how those combined situations would be as per such a symbolic point in time when looking back now in 2021 as to such additional problems from the route to San Antonio Texas from the DFW area though I35 goes further north as well as further south in Texas than such of DFW to San Antonio.


When looking back to such times which whoever that police officer was who had chosen to push through the traffic in comparison to listening to what actually occurred for if only going off of the news reporter, why would a police officer ever only pay attention to that in reference to what would obviously be seen as a large scene for investigation and ever think to see and listen to such the fuller aspects would actually give all of the details just from a less than 3 minute timeframe? I suppose that would be why there are detectives among a few other law enforcement aspects because of such choices in some ways, as I did hold the line of semi trucks for the law enforcement to arrive to then pull off to the side to actually speak with upon their arrival; however I was told there was no one who needed any further information from me, even though I knew there was though I was not going to push such a situation in the state of Texas because of knowing how certain types of certain semi-truck drivers have been known to be as per growing up in the tristate area and having seen such situations long before ever getting to the state of Texas which I was not willing to deal with because of how some of those certain types of semi-truck drivers' attitudes needlessly have been at times; especially when they think they have an idea about anything and realistically because they drove through an area, does not mean they actually know the area without the background information required beyond simply driving through the area because of the additional portions required and the ironic aspect of knowing not all areas are the exact same and thus other situations regarding other problems I have seen and/or dealt with because of such types of people in a generalized way of such a particular stereotype because of knowing not all semi-trucks drivers are one way though there are those who have kept a set of ideas which have not been as helpful as others have thought for several aspects mainly because of the background information of education taught for such situations. There were several semi truck drivers all who were male who were upset because I refused to move my VW Beetle out of the way for them to drive over the different pieces of evidence which the law enforcement officer started kicking pieces to the side when walking over to my car to speak with me as I saw in the side view mirror, prior to him discussing anything with me to tell me he needed me to get out of the way and such went as such went despite the amount of chemicals and blood having to be cleaned off of me from the rescue I had done on my own while getting that male pushed upward enough to the male who was standing on the driver's side door of the over turned semi-truck to pull the male as I pushed the male to the directions I told him to do before carrying that semi-truck driver over to the back area of my VW Beetle to get the Lipton Ice Tea to give something to be able to drink mildly while getting my cell phone back from the other semi-truck driver who could not get the operator to listen to actually get the police and EMS to the area because of the whatever sorts of problems from such a female answering the phone for 9-1-1 as told at the time having such a problem getting the accurate information for the EMS and law enforcement to arrive for a larger help for more regarding the overall situation.


I am thankful I learned certain aspects from my biological father who had gone to LVN school though it may have been an RN degree however he had also been involved driving EMS vehicles as well as Taxi cabs in New York City, before he went to school starting after I had gotten Mono/Epstein Bar/Lymes Disease/Bronchitis/the Flu all at once in 5th grade as my biological mother argued with him about his jewelry business and demanding he get a job which she felt was good enough for her reputation; which his business was more successful to what she was doing and she refused to acknowledge how much help his money had actually benefited her wrongly as per her ungratefulness. I told him in Crystal Lake Illinois I thought it was weird how such timing occurred for such, though he refused to see the connection points of the overall timing as to what was going on in a larger way back then and several times since then. Since I had been the only one who had been a part of that entire situation at the time around April or May or June of 2008 on I35, the law enforcement officer who had said he would contact me about anything if he felt any need was for the information; I took such seriously because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury possibly, though as I cannot tell a lie and have not been able to do so before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury it would also be plausible for simply seeing as why would a law enforcement officer ever think it was a good thing to lie as the truth always comes out? Especially in reference to 2008 compared to prior years as to the amount of irrefutable security cameras in multiple areas and directions to which more people have been able to use security footage to clear people's names as well as to clear situations for knowledge with the proper and correct information in comparison to assumptions from a small number of clips, as per the larger overall portions of having literally had the chemicals cleaned off of me and the chemicals having eaten through the back of my t shirt I was wearing at the time and thus the chemicals whichever was as; might have hypothetically had a situational problem if the news caster had ever thought about what such chemicals were spewing all over the place, and had seen the semi truck drivers who were hurrying and feverishly wiping off the chemicals from my back and my shoulders while I cleared my own arms for myself. What chemicals were going everywhere which had sparks flying even though I turned off the ignition from the over turned semi truck as well as had told the people from the other semi truck which was against the concrete median to turn off their engine because of the closeness to the overturned semi truck, as well as other portions regarding such knowledge learned from my biological father and his friends from who he knew who owned a car repair shop with a gas station attached in New Jersey. Thus, the Army as well as the people from the state of Texas did not ever teach me what I needed for such a situation despite how such might have been perceived though still is the truth as why would I ever give credit where credit was not due in a lie?


I cannot tell a lie and thus I am not going to lie about where I learned what I learned to be able to accomplish, what I have been able to accomplish as well as am able to accomplish and/or help to be able to accomplish; depending upon. I learned all of those portions specifically from my biological father and his friends regarding what I was able to do for 90% of what was going on, as the other energetic aspects were such a smaller portion regarding the healing to get the semi truck driver to be able to speak clearly enough and get the phone number into the cell phone to be able to call to leave a voice mail on a machine to be able to get on with all of the other aspects in that one collision with 2 semi truck drivers from 2 different companies on that road during the evening hours though only because of the sky color compared to the hours of the day as it was shortly after midnight by one or two or a few hours as per my insomnia. Thus if any semi truck drivers and/or their families assumed from such a clip as well then the problems of which in a larger way show additional problems as to such situations in a larger aspect, and probably a beginning portion to private investigators as well because of a multitude of situations combined from the lack of communication as well as the lack of patience when patience is actually needed to speed through while the patience required went out the window; and the ironic turn around as to the request for patience from those who have denied such requirements before when it is pertinent for other such aspects to actually move forward as the other ground work had already been taken care of and the patience requested is not helpful though is just as equally harmful as to the lack of patience when needing the patience. Such a swirling situation of requesting patience when the lack thereof at the most important times for when such patience should have been tempered to then wish to slow down what already has been swirling around because of the need for more than what patience is requested and it such being known though wishing for other portions, has already proven to be a problematic portion years and decades ago which in turn each moment wasted is a potential life lost needlessly. However, I digress from such.


In reference to how I chose to call 9-1-1 to explain before handing the phone over to be able to go help elsewhere, I learned that years prior to that timeframe in 2008. In regards of explaining what was going to be done correctly regarding getting the semi truck driver out of the overturned semi truck, I used common sense for what needed to be done as per prior situations well before ever living in the state of Texas as per seeing a situation with speeding cars and a semi truck when in New Jersey along the turnpike back in the 1990s; which I had gotten into trouble for telling the toll booth person, though I knew that driver and possibly with a passenger in a black sports car truly needed help, as I saw the sparks dancing across the underbelly of the frame and onto the highway from the ditch area of the turnpike after going to drop off my biological mother at the Newark Airport I think as I was a child and it was before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which I cannot remember which grade of school I was in at the time though I remember my biological father was driving the blue Audi with the black horizontal shade covers over the hatchback part of that car with the black leather seats. I thought about what was needed regarding the semi truck driver collision in 2008 in reference to that particular situation in the 1990s regarding common sense, which was before I fought to be emancipated to be able to join the Army branch of the Untied States of America's Armed Forces though did not graduate Basic Training. Though in Medical Hold Unit before it became Warrior Transition Unit the Army soldiers had taught me the names of colors as well as some of the ranks, the Navy and the Marines taught me how to count to 10 and some ranks, and the Air Force taught me life skills to be able to find ways to function in the general society after the amount of trauma to my brain because of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain while combined with the medical departments taught me what ways which could be worked with to find ways to deal with my headaches as well as migraines as well as ways to be able to verbalize the situations going on referencing the pain levels I was dealing with because of the ways of the differences regarding such different types of pain levels. As no one had ever been tested in such a way before regarding the after effects of any head injury at the time prior to which was called shell shock though later medically called a head injury to then later medically be called a Traumatic Brain Injury or a TBI, and I was similarly to the first and only live Baby Jesus Christ as the first and only individual who was tested in such a way for the various branches and divisions regarding the after effects of a TBI to be able to prepare the general aspects of the military branches regarding the medical benefits and side effects from such sorts of situations; because of how many battles and wars there had been which most had prosthetics being worked on however the intricacies of the brain had not been worked on regarding the overall impact to the body as well as in general societal aspects because of the treatment prior veterans and active duty/national guard/reservists had discussed because of various situations which few civilians believed.


The most controlled settings regarding being on a military installation to then go into a Military City USA such as San Antonio Texas to have medical work and discuss what was occurring within which reasons for such appointments throughout my time in Medical Hold Unit as well as thereafter because of the mandatory needs for the after effects of such as well as simply just looking into headaches and the differences between migraines regarding naming as well as regarding the descriptions for the pain levels, for example the term ice pick headaches and some could see which location for SCUBA Diving regarding such a term to be used as well as growing up in the tristate area which there are those who know why the shoveling of the rooftops became important as while icicles are beautiful to look at throughout the winter; those icicles are quite deadly if the size of such an icicle is introduced to gravity, and gravity has an impact in its own way obviously as well as the kinetic energy behind such a singular force for which is beautiful though has purposes in multiple aspects as per the water when melted. Nonetheless how could the military check to see how the Armed Forces would review such an individual in comparison to the reports they had already received prior to the timeframe when I had woken up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as when released into the public sector once learning of how certain situations occurred after the rave and Brackenridge as well as IG and EO through CID and other such groups and agencies of organization and associations? However with such an individual such as myself with the background area of where I grew up with an overall view of the world from such a perspective as to fight to be emancipated from my biological parents to be able to do as I needed to do and knew what I needed to accomplish without them ever being directly involved in such aspects as the lack of the need for them to focus upon what I was doing as they needed to focus upon as what they said as the more important portions of life, which then if the aspects to which paying attention to me and what I was doing though needing to get out of my way in reference to such; is it truly there ever was any doubt as to what was known and refused to others in truth because of their own hypothetical problems which were not for them to get involved in reference to what I was working on for the betterment and am having other aspects which do not require their needless interventions of any types regarding whatever problems are blocking as per a metaphor as to my dog Ganesh blocked them repeatedly knowing of such. A BBQ can repeat as to how such aspects regarding my dog Ganesh and the way situations went regarding my biological father to which he had to apologize to my dog because I had specifically trained my dog a certain way which popping him on the nose for not having eaten the food from Mike's hands was a way I trained Ganesh, as I trained Ganesh to only eat the treats from the floor because of the importance of the size of the Great Dane dog who weighed over 200 pounds and my children were in Elementary School. I was informed when Mike told me he had tried waving the food I cooked around his face and only after dropping it to the ground would Ganesh eat, though he growled after over 30 minutes because of the constant waving of the food in his face instead of doing as I had explained as to how I trained my dog. The same in reference to the hugs as he was trained with both verbal as well as hand signals to be able to stand up on his hind legs to put his paws on my shoulders while facing me similar to Marmaduke comics when standing at the fence, and then he would get a petting on his ears before being commanded to respond by sitting down and waiting for my next command. Thus a great metaphor as to a smaller aspect regarding my dog Ganesh and the training thereof, regarding a multitude of other references among multiple lines regarding whichever aspects for a time beginning officially in 2006, which as the Sheriff who I had gotten Ganesh from through the connection at the time was surprised as to how quickly I had gotten Ganesh to respond in specific ways and I had given him a few pointers regarding a few additional training techniques for the dogs he knew some were working with because of the field of profession regarding certain aspects and attributes to assist a different set of aspects. Nonetheless, I had done so on my own with my common sense as I was not around my biological father when he was training dogs as I was only told about the type of training for such and went into my own way as to how I would train dogs I would have of a specific type.


The portions to being thankful to being raised by my Grandpa Gavett also known as Benjamin Gavett is a larger aspect as to why I am as I am about patriotism and being a Proud American or I should write more-so for the need of longer descriptions in comparison to shorter worded responses as the shorter responses mean the lack of information required to fully explain such details because of the actuality of being there and/or the truth of being able to see far more than meets the physical eyes, as I was taught to look at the situations in a multidimensional view from the first time of meeting him as a few month old child. I was the first Grandchild who had been a part of something he was akin to regarding being the only first living Baby Jesus Christ for the state of New Jersey and the tristate area along the east coast, and I am also the only baby or child aged biologically Jesus Christ in the United States of America for a living scene of such which was made publicly known; which he was intrigued by greatly, because of his religious background during the revival times in the earlier 1900s and knowing the details in other regards more fully. When he passed away had been around the time shortly after the basement situation regarding Old Tennent Presbyterian Church had occurred and after one final visit with my Grandpa Gavett and being able to spend time with him, a little bit later he spoke with my biological mother and had needed to speak with me afterwards as he asked me to tell him a joke or a few jokes because he knew what was going to be for such times and he needed the purity I am to be able to choose his way in comparison to what he was told regarding other portions of the medical situations at the time for him. He reminded me of how I knew he had been on an oxygen tank for several years and how much he had seen was difficult for him to bear as he knew I was more capable than others knew of, and he knew he had entrusted me with everything which would be beneficial for more in what I had been taught in a smaller as well as larger set of ways as he knew my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu and such other connections.


I was a child at the time and I was in Asher Holmes Elementary School at the time of that phone call from my Grandpa Gavett, however the aspects as to which already having visited with him and when speaking with him at various times in New York state having to open the oxygen tank a little more for him to be able to breathe easier because of the laughter I created for him, when he told me on the phone such words and asked me to tell him as many jokes as possible to get him to laugh and smile the way I could when talking with him about certain aspects when going through some of the paperwork he had from the prior works he had done regarding the different organizations, associations, and agencies for the United States of America with my view points to get him to laugh in genuinity for once as he knew I was as I am in such ways for finding something to smile about despite situations; I did not know that was the intention he had regarding

how he literally died laughing, which also knowing some of what I knew of in the ways which I had I was able to review such a situation in a different way though was more precautious regarding my sense of humor after that when I was partially informed as to my Grandpa Gavett's passing. I was blamed for his choice by multiple individuals in my maternal side of the biological family for such despite them having a small medical amount of information compared to what he actually had done, lived through, completed, and survived to go onward to make the best of what he could as best as he could as they were not allowed such information as per their connections and as per their associations because of the lack of clarity to which who was who for which side because of other situations going on in the tristate area as well as the Untied States of America and the world as well at such times as they only focused on the smaller pieces in comparison to the bigger pieces with as well as the larger whole. Thus my Grandpa Gavett had taught me much in ways which the portions of the lessons from such a time were looked at differently for such times though might make sense for a lter time situation in reference to my Big Blood Brother, as well as how swift I had been to respond regarding certain situations where I could genuinely offer help and assistance without getting in the way and without adding additional problems to the situations in person; referencing the events of 11 September 2001 from where I was able to make suggestions which some took into consideration, to assist the clearing for being able to go onto whichever base location for the safest aspects following such situations for the JBSA area. Especially after the specific reason why I had upset the Drill Sergeant in Basic Training as per having to tell him I had asked for his wife's military identification card to ensure the accuracy as to her being who she had said, the situations referencing 11 September 2001 had been important for such survival of more despite certain situations which were going on at such a time. The winding up of the different aspects from such times and situations referencing different types of conversations dealt with continuing later on to be able to review such times, I can look back onto such a brief moment in time which knowing my Grandpa Gavett was actually laughing genuinely meant and means a lot more to me as of knowing how laughter can be great medicine to assist to look through situations and if capable to look through the jokes to see the truth thereof such situations and the ability to process better of certain life situations; the ability find better ways to push forward regarding while working through to be able for betterment, in larger ways for a more beneficial life to live especially when younger biologically and having seen as much as some have regarding the times since 11 September 2001. There has been times which some laugh at the wholesome type of G rated movies though sometimes those wholesome G rated movies and/or books are able to assist to review life in a different way with a more simple time, to assist finding ways to progress forward in comparison to regression though such regressions into the details thereof to be able to progress forward have such benefits as for clarifying multiple portions to which the information required to correctly go into the proper directions for the seen as well as the unseen.


The portions referencing being raised by my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, are a bit as intricate in their own ways. However I know the three of my main ancestors of such specifics had been a strong foundational point set arrangement for which has its own symbolism of ironies regarding certain specifics, including the aspects in which to the shape of a downward facing triangle regarding the ironic portions of going down referencing SCUBA Diving; which in turn the aspects of other ironic situations regarding, how I was raised and trained over the years in specific styles, though only officially earned my blue belt or blue belt with a black stripe in Tae Kwondo through a known school, in New Jersey and then the different triangles seen in the shape of the state of New Jersey and the different directions and ways to go through such a small and tiny area of less than 100 miles at the longest road in the state of New Jersey in comparison to a female whose husband challenged me to a dance off for his wife to then bring up the state of New Jersey as she was claiming to be raised. She told me which exit number of which she said was 193 which made little sense at the time which I had to look up the road because of not having ever driven in the state of New Jersey before as I was a child and a teenager though I did not get my driver's permit or my driver's license there as the first location for such was in Illinois, and thus when a male I once knew in a DFW community asked me what exit I had grown up off of and told him truthfully of not knowing such which he said no one who grew up in New Jersey does not know the exit number when driving; I reminded him of not having driven in New Jersey though he did not want to pay attention to the driving aspect, as his mind was already made at that time for such types of situations as per the different pop culture references he was making in such regards to which the time to explain such to him at those times was pointless to get into such dramatic situations he had seen in pop culture compared to what New Jersians actually are as on the usual until they are provoked to which only when provoked is when the stereotype to which ever degree comes out though again only after being repeatedly provoked as some did not realize how calm New Jersians actually are compared to what some have thought on television or in movies or comic books or books or etcetera as a one general overall. I went to look up such as I thought about going to the Liberty Science Center in New Jersey prior to the time of seeing that male when walking up the stairs at the time, and when getting back to the apartment I went looking to see where my house I grew up in was before seeing the additional distance to New York City for some aspects as well as Liberty Science Center. I am thankful to have been able to go back to New Jersey the few times I have, as I have seen several aspects to which I look forward to being more close to soon as to the feelings required for certain situations regarding the best overall well being for larger aspects as the beneficial portions of other situations culminating together in a better way for the greatest and best possible outcomes. I hope much, at the minimum.




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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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