It should not take a head injury *after personally sustaining a head injury & coma* to figure this out...
After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first. While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me. As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.
If I had real friends(if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose. Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?
As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.
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I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute.
The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.
I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations. However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.
Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.
If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying how it should not take a head injury to figure out.
*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)* By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
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Day 6 Day of Thanks Challenge of 60 Days...
Mulling over several aspects of various situations, for today's portion of the 60 Day Challenge, I know at the same time of going through the challenge myself has to also do with the facts thereof. I am thankful for the fact that despite knowing I should have had someone in person with me when going back to New Jersey after waking up from my coma after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, I am thankful after the three trips back to the east coast area had been on my own because of the multitude of situations and events I lived through and survived both before and after my injury during Basic Training after fighting to be emancipated to be able to join the #ArmedForces in the #Army branch of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica. I had made efforts to return to the east coast to return to #NewJersey afterwards, though each attempt was thwarted by outer circumstances. Each time I learned of my biological family going to the east coast and either informing me afterwards they had gone and/or I would call right as they were leaving to go to the airport, though the excuse given usually was along the lines of 'it did not seem important to have me go back to see anything in New Jersey'.
I am glad I chose not to listen each time I was told that or along those lines whenever they would discuss having gone back to New Jersey and wondering why I would be upset learning of such, knowing my biological family had moved to #SanAntonio#MilitaryCityUSA#Texas in their claim to help my after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury because I had my children #Letters4James and #Letters4Lidia to help me raise them. Well, they surely succeeded in some sense of the terms used as my son and my daughter among several others were able to learn the truths I spoke of in #Illinois as well as in New Jersey about several aspects were verifiable truths. I am thankful despite how many times I told some people of what I remembered actually had been the better and happier memories considered to the comparison, though knowing many did not believe me at those times I knew there would be a point where they would learn everything I said was the opposite of the overdramatic compared to what those claims were at those times. I wished I could spare them from those lessons, though I did not look familiar to them and thus because of such the warnings at the time fell on deaf ears in certain regards; though I did not think about though knowing the internet is much bigger than the world itself, and thus the vast amount of accesses throughout have had situations some did not think about necessarily prior to certain discussions and/or writings of mine amongst others.
I am glad and thankful I chose to return back to the state of Texas despite the #COVID situation surrounding for the time around 8 months after returning to the state of Texas in reference to the beginning of the quarantines, which even such time despite being alone to process which in such has been a benefit in its own abstract way admittedly; though the ability to re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-review situations from prior experiences of mine, assisted in the timing to go back to the east coast in various locations. For example though the first trip to the east coast technically was in 2009 when going to #Florida for a week with my son, my daughter, and my niece; it was to the east coast area, and we did not go to New Jersey. Thus I had not been back to the state I grew up in or the states I grew up going to, as a child and teenager.
Though I am glad and thankful to be able to have had the time, to work through and mull out the details from the new memories from the experiences which happened years and decades ago to be able to piece several aspects together for clarification and understanding and a larger way not only for myself though for others who might meet me and interact within the situations in life as best as possible.
The words to describe several portions have been difficult for many reasons after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though as life has gone along the need and requirements to look at various situations without the unintended biases of others sometimes has had to be for the clarifications not only for myself though also for those who may know or may know of me. My son and my daughter had always been in the forefront of my thoughts as to making sure the knowledge and clarifications were there at a minimum for how they might look back and see as to the fullest extent because of the modernized aspects with technology, though the unknown as to whether or not I could ever be good enough to have employment opportunities was also very much in the beginning aspects after waking up from the coma timeframe. I hoped I would be good enough to progress forward and advance to be capable to not only help myself when they were biologically adults though also be able to assist them when going into the world in person as best as I could, as they would have my background as a reference point and what they chose to do from that point would be upon their choices. While I knew I could not be held accountable for their individual choices, at minimum I could give them a starting point of a stable foundation to step forward into the world in a more positive light despite the darkness which such realizations came from and came through.
If there were those who would seek the truth the ability to find so, would be easy not only because of my own aspects though also because of the additional portions of the realities in reference to technology and the automatic storage of information within any electronic device such as a desktop, laptop, cellphone, camera, tablet, etcetera has an equivalent of a blackbox and the irony of the fact cellphones and pages were initially the color black before the color changes available as well as cases; with the exception of very few devices, all technology pieces pretty much started being made in the color of black and then the term of blackbox makes ideal sense when you think of airplanes before looking into vehicles as well as the internet boxes as well as video game systems. The irony of a twisted form in some ways, as having willingly taken such technology pieces to assist such in reference to however people chose to play video games in such a way.
At this point, I am truly thankful I did know and I made each possible attempt to warn where I could for the betterment and safety. I remember a group of people my Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw knew who discussed there being a difference between their chosen name and their government name, which my Grandmawmaw explained to me knowing how many areas and how many nicknames in the different groups within the different areas I had been known as when I asked what did that mean for me she smiled looking at me and said, "Sweet child, you will brighten the information here."
I suppose as bright as some screens for technology can be as well as bright as my hair color is as well as how one of my sayings is Bright or Brightest Blessings, maybe so Grandmawmaw. Maybe, so. I am quite thankful, for such.
Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.
If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.
That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.
Quotes which mean a lot to me:
"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."
"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker. Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction. We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."
"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice. One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)." ~ A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle
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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.
Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.
If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.
Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.
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