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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Day 17 of 60 Day Challenge : Read as the video is a different set of aspects though tied in

Thank you to the different companies which have made it possible to be able to put forward such works to be possible to broadcast videos and pictures as well as write, to give a perspective from my view.


The notations within the description for the video reference certain other portions not necessarily thought when some companies began though some might have realized over time and while admittedly there are certain benefits whether good, bad, or indifferent; the situations which come from such when projects are being worked on and those who would think they would have a larger knowledge compared to the understanding and/or comprehension of other connected portions in a more official capacity, can explain the unintended consequences at such a choice when assuming.


Even with certain studies when taking into consideration as to whether or not there is a known bias, whether or not a subconscious bias, and/or whether or not a communal bias and the aspects as to why as well as whether or not justified for each aspect; in reference to several aspects regarding technological advances especially with how quickly #AI technology can go through the information put into the coding from prior onward if that type of programming was entered into technology for assimilating information compared to assimilating to energy which has many large differences, the types of possibilities are not able for AI to learn in such a way to encompass into the coding in the exact same way. Though automated information for the generalized is possible for AI the specific processing of the information is alike in several ways and forms, however upon the point when the usage of technology pieces more-so referencing the response for one aspect or a few aspects; has anyone thought to put such explanations for technology AI to look through for to be able to assist AI to continue helping human beings, though also to make sure technology programs maintain a healthy amount of room for the growth for both?


Maybe in some ways the military sector going back to the civilian sector individuals and the individuals in the civilian sector who did not go as the military individuals had from the timeframe since the events from 11 September 2001 or shortly before were not as thought of or as worried about or as looked into by only one or a few who could have a combined set of experiences at the exact same time though from different perspectives, can be seen in the culmination of the times leading through and to the current times of 2021. Civilians have been able to leisurely comparatively go through life in reference to training, school, and timing prior to going into situations and while many in #lawenforcement, #firedepartment, and #EMS responders can understand closer to military; the military goes through the civilian sector life while going through only the #AIT or job training in small timeframes compared to those who go through other styles of training, of which the first total minimum of 8 through 20 weeks is where there is a seclusion to only the unit you are a part of prior to going to training for your job where sometimes you can go to the civilian sector before your training is completed. Only after your training is completed are you allowed to go to your first duty station for whatever your job had been assigned, which civilians in general do not have that understanding despite some knowledge.


That is not to lessen though to inform for clarification as to the major differences between the mentality states because of the high speed the military operates at continuously of which when taking into consideration the next portion regarding technological advances to around the world, what did you civilians post while they were overseas defending your right to Freedom of Expression? When they returned from their time overseas, how did you treat them when they came back from what you knew was more than you could handle because they chose to go sign the paperwork to begin their time in the #ArmedForces of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica?


While they put their lives on the line in ways which civilians can see in movies in a minute and small part as the television/movies/books are how long compared to their initial training; not forgetting all of the additional training and specialty training depending of their job assignment, how did you treat them knowing if they were in training and allowed to be in the civilian sector?


Did you make it a calmer time or did you add to the natural stress from those types of training/assignment(s), and how so? Did you post about it, or only in person?


Did you do both and if so, what did you think the response was going to be when figured out?


Oh, there is the video I recorded below thankfully because of several companies working together to be able to make such an attempt for clarification as calmly as possible knowing and understanding to comprehend so much in various ways; despite the ornery wording and attitude in the delivery of the words to describe my opinions from my observations as well as experiences.





I did not hide my personal opinions about how regulations were being brought forward over the years through multiple social media websites which for each one and each who had made such, I am and have been extremely thankful and grateful for. I admit possibly the aspects after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects as to what I forgot about in reference to some writings between coding rooms and coding forums when I was a child and teenager regarding meetings when my biological mother worked at #Prudential in #Holmdel #NewJersey and the equivalent of #Zoom meetings without the videos, in reference to the words only during such meetings. Adding when going through to fix and repair the locations to patch the open network backdoor entries to stop certain infiltrations when such meetings were finished to search through different areas discussed, I can only give how you may have previously written words to others through social media as to what in coding areas occurred if finding an open area to patch quickly; and coming across another coder from somewhere else in the world, along with the types of words which would be sent across while working on the patchwork if caught by those who understand technology coding references in those types of details.


I am just going to put this out there to whoever those individuals were at those times in the 1980s and 1990s, I was a child who was already dealing with enough in my personal life. Wherever you were in the world, not everyone in the #UnitedStatesofAmerica or the world is exactly that way as I told you back then. I cannot remember which year in specific it was that you challenged me to prove the importance of human beings and how it is a possibility to be a better place if the work was put in, I can admit there are situations which are difficult in needless ways; though there are still good people and worthwhile aspects, throughout human beings and humanity.


At first, I was just a female child growing into a teenager in New Jersey and the east coast area. I admit, I had that attitude naturally especially just the teenager portion while not forgetting the rest to that point. As I grew up as I had and where I was before officially being emancipated after fighting to be so to join the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces, that gave a different proverbial seasoning to add to my attitude despite the after effects and the head injury from Psalm Sunday in 2000. I then re-grew up in the state of #Texas inside of #MilitaryCityUSA #SanAntonio, and though situations were as they were; I survived, and lived on. Then with all those proverbial seasonings in the cooking mixture together, I became a #TexasSCUBADiver before being an #OceanSCUBADiver; all while being an #OpenWaterSCUBADiver of course, though there are distinctive differences in my opinion. The whole time from after a certain point though still being the year of 2000, being a Mom. The irony of such a set of situations during those coding area locations back then when you went after me with words at the time, I still did not only what I could to warn people and open their eyes; though if I did not go where I had if you and/or yours are still breathing, is because I went to handle the situation at the bottom of the ocean in the #BermudaTriangle area of the #Atlantic area of the ocean and #GulfofMexico area of the ocean and #CaribbeanSea areas meeting spot within the area of the #MatthiasAbyss, existence would have been as you tried to explain to me would be better.


Maybe now the name for the known #MarineCorps #GeneralJamesMattis makes sense, when you add the first letter from my Maiden/Army last name. Especially when taking in consideration which view I took when I was able to actually go to Basic Training, for that additional reference point regarding what has been shown of his stances and his attitude in such a kinder set of words he has put out compared to my opinions I have kept under-wraps for a bit of time. Granted there has not been the ability to topographically map the area I had been back in 2009 regarding such beyond the pictures I took minimally thus far to 2021, though think about how far I went proving those statements you made to me when I caught you those different times wrong. If you figured out I am me before I went to the #ArmedForces #Army branch of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica and continued onward, at minimum for those who I knew in person as best as I could; I warned them, without bias equally.


In regards of the legislative portions regarding whichever political side while I do admit my #Republican/#Conservative beliefs for mainly the military/law enforcement/fire department/EMS views and respect to while paying attention to the morals discussed and the financial responsibility, I also admit I have closer to the #Democratic social views of being more open and accepting of others' opinions while maintaining my beliefs which could be changed or altered if reason to or for with appropriate honest and respectful discussions. Due to the combined facets to while independently I thought about and examined my own life experiences while looking around in the various locations for such experiences depending upon for clarification, I know and understand to comprehend when it is important to agree to disagree to step forward to bring a varied viewpoint which opens the area for discussion to find a better way for more while maintaining a level of safety as best as possible.


For example I have not hidden I have been involved in multiple groups and multiple communities in this specific to being online regarding posting about the situations at various points in time which the companies involved would know which timestamps as even others can see mainly, if going to such websites for the ability to. The ability to attempt to show others around the world while taking care of situations as best as I could where I was at such points in time, while I could not figure out how to explain previously before to people I knew after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of certain technology portions I knew and understood in great detail; at minimum hopefully over time they were able to piece together the actual intentions compared to what some may have portrayed, especially regarding having already seen of others what I was falsely accused of by a law firm during a meeting which they accused me of extortion without ever having sent anything which would have actually warranted such an insulting accusation. Insulting because I knew better than to ever try something such as and if they received whatever they received and possibly thought it came from me, maybe some of those technology pieces #GeekSquad was given during the accidental insurance purchases for each laptop for the most part between 2006 through 2013 could prove I did not ever send anything or write anything in my laptops. Since AI has been able to back-trace to be able to find the backdoor entrances or wormhole regions in certain areas and if so, I am thankful AI was able to assist in clearing my name(s) as well as clearing me.


When I requested immunity it was in reference to because I was unable to fully explain properly in such times for the immunity from the choices which had no other options what-so-ever to make to keep the largest numbers of guys...guys... safe, as those ...guys... would know as to why there was no other choice available. Additionally with certain individuals I knew as well as knew of and did not have the same viewpoint as may have initially been assumed because of additional opinions comparatively as well as the time differences and the amount of events which occurred between such times of speaking in person, the culmination might possibly make a bit more sense; including the reference regarding especially the immunity request portion, having seen in person when going by an area before being officially informed and being infuriated the individual driving the van I was in did not move to the side of the road for the Police to get where they could have gotten to sooner. Not where she worked for those who would know who I am referring to, and not knowing until officially being told who it was I saw. As I was informed by an individual about a fire situation in both sides of one coin in conjunction with some places I enjoyed watching though had been protective at the same time, hopefully the immunity request makes a bit more sense regarding the lack of realistic options that were left to choose from.


Though they make bags in black now in comparison to then as well as now they do what they can to close the bag before bringing the contents out on the stretcher compared to then which I am thankful for, I admit when I was babysitting at one house shortly afterwards the Mom's sample perfumes reminded me of her and what she wore sometimes as well as other what I thought were trinkets as she called them, as I obviously was not allowed at her funeral if there was one. I know I was able to tell her about what occurred and what I saw and she was the only one who believed me, she tried telling others and some listened to what I told her when she spoke with them or if she had them speak with me if I was just there for a short amount of time prior to going back; as hack then some locations of certain types had a miniature version of a nursery for some of the more continuous in comparison to the ones who came through for a brief stent and went on, and those who knew of know they had been kept away in the safest areas possible despite the work. My math back then was I had told her and for around 2-3 years I was able to explain to someone who believed me fully, and then she was gone shortly after some coding room situations. It happened to just occur when my biological father was driving and though a few cars went by, the traffic leading to the area was slowed first before getting around the area where she lived; though I was not driving and was only a young passenger when in that time, and one civilian car went along the side where I was sitting in the car and held up a piece of paper with writing to their window in my view. I cannot recall the word(s) however then shortly afterwards the bag and the traffic was slowed more than normal #NewYorkCity traffic, and the time sitting and staring because of the inability to go anywhere with where I was the non-joke I can make is one of my tattoos as to the prettiest version not realizing whose lifeless eyes were staring back into mine until a little bit later. Only a little while later was I asked to babysit and I apologize I knew it was technically stealing, though it was samples and I thought there was only the sentimental value attached and as seen through what wording had been within the insurance portions of the areas; I did not know nor did I believe it was considered truly stealing at that point, though with a different situation as soon as getting back and later getting on the computer; I was informed I was seen, though no context was given in the slightest.


The coder who I refer to pointed that out to me and explained what could be done with something so small while written knowing what I saw, before asking me what I was willing to do about it to change the situation. A flood of the investigation scene pictures as well as the description of what the Coroner found, as well as the detailed report compared to the officially released report, and a few of the last 60 seconds of audio which was specified was not in the report of her last breaths gurgling sounds which aligned to the blood filling her lungs in the report. I did what I could to defend from what she told me was her point of view and how she ran her side of that portion of employment, without any furthered answer to what I wrote back. After a few weeks without seeing anything anywhere during any point of coding afterwards, I furthered my book studies to prepare myself mentally while already working to prepare physically for what I was seeing needed to be done to a larger aspect in multiple ways.


My long term patterns might bring varied perspectives into a clearer view for understanding albeit ironically at a time when it was a time that was too late, though at a time when it was not too late. At minimum, I had hoped.


With the available amount of resources for online and communication devices through technology, the ability to review old patterns which are not beneficial is important. In order to revitalize in a way which with the combined knowledge and understanding can update the old for a new perspective which learning from can assist to find a better way while also while in some aspects the different way is more beneficial, though important to remember the lessons from to keep progressing forward positively. To take a complex multifaceted aspect to understand in a different way including the look for the approach in order to be able to stop the repetition of the bad portions to continue forward with the good portions, to progress forward in more positive ways might take what could be considered as an outsider's view when looking within.


I admit I do not know what messages I had shown some people I had as a roommate or as a relationship (ironic as to the Irving portion for that aspect of timing) who had either been shown the messages because I took my laptop to show them if they were around, or in a different situation when a roommate had found me with the laptop open and the screen running despite at those times of the automatic sleep feature built in as I did not adjust the settings back then. I also admit I do not know if the messages with the threats were a reminder of what occurred from in reference to her coming through, though I admit I very much saw it as a threat to my son, my daughter, myself, and those I knew as well as did not know in person.


While I know in many ways it does I admit this quote is the only set of words which makes sense, "What difference does it make" what specific pictures and videos and audio with writings sent which popped up on the laptop screens during those times; compared to the warnings given, out of curiosity?


Thus when it comes to the lack of pretty words regarding responses to important situations the #NationalGuard was created to take care of when there is an emergency to enforce procedures for the cleanliness of a situation for certain types of emergencies however, the reality of emotional aspects compared to words utilized when speaking with a veteran/active duty/national guard/reservist when in the civilian sector might make a bit more sense when taking such aspects into consideration. What I saw briefly compared to those who have such employment as an overall though also in a very specific group of military professionals, might be clearer as to other warnings I attempted to explain over the timeframes I had been involved in various communities. While some may have felt as though there were certain circumstances which needed to be addressed which in various situations there is not the denial of, however while the need to recognize such in those legitimate ways so too must you seek to be as open as you sought from others for such legitimacy correct?


There are those who cannot discuss certain specifics without the proper clearance levels informed of and with such individuals the ability to discuss or write about is extremely delicate as realistically there are reasons for such clearance levels, as you can see in reference to any type of movie/television show/streaming/video game/music release/uploading/etcetera. There are reasons why, however as many have had their #FOIA requests availabilities that does open that reality for the knowledge thereof if warranted to do so within the safety of the United States of America's citizens first and foremost. As certain communities have intertwined and as the advances of technology in more public locations for something such as going to a physical store or something smaller such as you online search history on any device you have or are near because of the interlinked design of boosting hot spots, certain portions of accepted adult differences compared to child safety need to be taken into consideration for obvious reasons. However as the accusation wrongfully to me of extortion which I do not take kindly towards false accusations against me as most do not like false accusations, that simple set of words within especially the year of through to the end portions of 2012 or beginning of 2013; there is one event only from 2005 March/April timeframe which can easily inform as to how I operate in regards of being falsely accused wrongly and possibly if there were technology towers anywhere nearby, possibly someone might have seen the outdoor portions as to how that set of events went to a degree.


Then again, I did not have the hairstyle I have now back then. The outfit I was wearing at the time, well that is a whole other ball of wax. Possibly my Faery wings with my clothing was simple to find me, ironically with my hairstyle now; did someone go and play a version of Where's Waldo, though not play at the same time? Or is that what the name of the books were for, in a different way?


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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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