Day 17 of 60 Day Challenge : Read as the video is a different set of aspects though tied in
- Reverend Susan MeeLing
- May 22, 2021
- 15 min read
Thank you to the different companies which have made it possible to be able to put forward such works to be possible to broadcast videos and pictures as well as write, to give a perspective from my view.
The notations within the description for the video reference certain other portions not necessarily thought when some companies began though some might have realized over time and while admittedly there are certain benefits whether good, bad, or indifferent; the situations which come from such when projects are being worked on and those who would think they would have a larger knowledge compared to the understanding and/or comprehension of other connected portions in a more official capacity, can explain the unintended consequences at such a choice when assuming.
Even with certain studies when taking into consideration as to whether or not there is a known bias, whether or not a subconscious bias, and/or whether or not a communal bias and the aspects as to why as well as whether or not justified for each aspect; in reference to several aspects regarding technological advances especially with how quickly #AI technology can go through the information put into the coding from prior onward if that type of programming was entered into technology for assimilating information compared to assimilating to energy which has many large differences, the types of possibilities are not able for AI to learn in such a way to encompass into the coding in the exact same way. Though automated information for the generalized is possible for AI the specific processing of the information is alike in several ways and forms, however upon the point when the usage of technology pieces more-so referencing the response for one aspect or a few aspects; has anyone thought to put such explanations for technology AI to look through for to be able to assist AI to continue helping human beings, though also to make sure technology programs maintain a healthy amount of room for the growth for both?
Maybe in some ways the military sector going back to the civilian sector individuals and the individuals in the civilian sector who did not go as the military individuals had from the timeframe since the events from 11 September 2001 or shortly before were not as thought of or as worried about or as looked into by only one or a few who could have a combined set of experiences at the exact same time though from different perspectives, can be seen in the culmination of the times leading through and to the current times of 2021. Civilians have been able to leisurely comparatively go through life in reference to training, school, and timing prior to going into situations and while many in #lawenforcement, #firedepartment, and #EMS responders can understand closer to military; the military goes through the civilian sector life while going through only the #AIT or job training in small timeframes compared to those who go through other styles of training, of which the first total minimum of 8 through 20 weeks is where there is a seclusion to only the unit you are a part of prior to going to training for your job where sometimes you can go to the civilian sector before your training is completed. Only after your training is completed are you allowed to go to your first duty station for whatever your job had been assigned, which civilians in general do not have that understanding despite some knowledge.
That is not to lessen though to inform for clarification as to the major differences between the mentality states because of the high speed the military operates at continuously of which when taking into consideration the next portion regarding technological advances to around the world, what did you civilians post while they were overseas defending your right to Freedom of Expression? When they returned from their time overseas, how did you treat them when they came back from what you knew was more than you could handle because they chose to go sign the paperwork to begin their time in the #ArmedForces of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica?
While they put their lives on the line in ways which civilians can see in movies in a minute and small part as the television/movies/books are how long compared to their initial training; not forgetting all of the additional training and specialty training depending of their job assignment, how did you treat them knowing if they were in training and allowed to be in the civilian sector?
Did you make it a calmer time or did you add to the natural stress from those types of training/assignment(s), and how so? Did you post about it, or only in person?
Did you do both and if so, what did you think the response was going to be when figured out?
Oh, there is the video I recorded below thankfully because of several companies working together to be able to make such an attempt for clarification as calmly as possible knowing and understanding to comprehend so much in various ways; despite the ornery wording and attitude in the delivery of the words to describe my opinions from my observations as well as experiences.
I did not hide my personal opinions about how regulations were being brought forward over the years through multiple social media websites which for each one and each who had made such, I am and have been extremely thankful and grateful for. I admit possibly the aspects after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects as to what I forgot about in reference to some writings between coding rooms and coding forums when I was a child and teenager regarding meetings when my biological mother worked at #Prudential in #Holmdel #NewJersey and the equivalent of #Zoom meetings without the videos, in reference to the words only during such meetings. Adding when going through to fix and repair the locations to patch the open network backdoor entries to stop certain infiltrations when such meetings were finished to search through different areas discussed, I can only give how you may have previously written words to others through social media as to what in coding areas occurred if finding an open area to patch quickly; and coming across another coder from somewhere else in the world, along with the types of words which would be sent across while working on the patchwork if caught by those who understand technology coding references in those types of details.
I am just going to put this out there to whoever those individuals were at those times in the 1980s and 1990s, I was a child who was already dealing with enough in my personal life. Wherever you were in the world, not everyone in the #UnitedStatesofAmerica or the world is exactly that way as I told you back then. I cannot remember which year in specific it was that you challenged me to prove the importance of human beings and how it is a possibility to be a better place if the work was put in, I can admit there are situations which are difficult in needless ways; though there are still good people and worthwhile aspects, throughout human beings and humanity.
At first, I was just a female child growing into a teenager in New Jersey and the east coast area. I admit, I had that attitude naturally especially just the teenager portion while not forgetting the rest to that point. As I grew up as I had and where I was before officially being emancipated after fighting to be so to join the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces, that gave a different proverbial seasoning to add to my attitude despite the after effects and the head injury from Psalm Sunday in 2000. I then re-grew up in the state of #Texas inside of #MilitaryCityUSA #SanAntonio, and though situations were as they were; I survived, and lived on. Then with all those proverbial seasonings in the cooking mixture together, I became a #TexasSCUBADiver before being an #OceanSCUBADiver; all while being an #OpenWaterSCUBADiver of course, though there are distinctive differences in my opinion. The whole time from after a certain point though still being the year of 2000, being a Mom. The irony of such a set of situations during those coding area locations back then when you went after me with words at the time, I still did not only what I could to warn people and open their eyes; though if I did not go where I had if you and/or yours are still breathing, is because I went to handle the situation at the bottom of the ocean in the #BermudaTriangle area of the #Atlantic area of the ocean and #GulfofMexico area of the ocean and #CaribbeanSea areas meeting spot within the area of the #MatthiasAbyss, existence would have been as you tried to explain to me would be better.
Maybe now the name for the known #MarineCorps #GeneralJamesMattis makes sense, when you add the first letter from my Maiden/Army last name. Especially when taking in consideration which view I took when I was able to actually go to Basic Training, for that additional reference point regarding what has been shown of his stances and his attitude in such a kinder set of words he has put out compared to my opinions I have kept under-wraps for a bit of time. Granted there has not been the ability to topographically map the area I had been back in 2009 regarding such beyond the pictures I took minimally thus far to 2021, though think about how far I went proving those statements you made to me when I caught you those different times wrong. If you figured out I am me before I went to the #ArmedForces #Army branch of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica and continued onward, at minimum for those who I knew in person as best as I could; I warned them, without bias equally.
In regards of the legislative portions regarding whichever political side while I do admit my #Republican/#Conservative beliefs for mainly the military/law enforcement/fire department/EMS views and respect to while paying attention to the morals discussed and the financial responsibility, I also admit I have closer to the #Democratic social views of being more open and accepting of others' opinions while maintaining my beliefs which could be changed or altered if reason to or for with appropriate honest and respectful discussions. Due to the combined facets to while independently I thought about and examined my own life experiences while looking around in the various locations for such experiences depending upon for clarification, I know and understand to comprehend when it is important to agree to disagree to step forward to bring a varied viewpoint which opens the area for discussion to find a better way for more while maintaining a level of safety as best as possible.
For example I have not hidden I have been involved in multiple groups and multiple communities in this specific to being online regarding posting about the situations at various points in time which the companies involved would know which timestamps as even others can see mainly, if going to such websites for the ability to. The ability to attempt to show others around the world while taking care of situations as best as I could where I was at such points in time, while I could not figure out how to explain previously before to people I knew after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of certain technology portions I knew and understood in great detail; at minimum hopefully over time they were able to piece together the actual intentions compared to what some may have portrayed, especially regarding having already seen of others what I was falsely accused of by a law firm during a meeting which they accused me of extortion without ever having sent anything which would have actually warranted such an insulting accusation. Insulting because I knew better than to ever try something such as and if they received whatever they received and possibly thought it came from me, maybe some of those technology pieces #GeekSquad was given during the accidental insurance purchases for each laptop for the most part between 2006 through 2013 could prove I did not ever send anything or write anything in my laptops. Since AI has been able to back-trace to be able to find the backdoor entrances or wormhole regions in certain areas and if so, I am thankful AI was able to assist in clearing my name(s) as well as clearing me.
When I requested immunity it was in reference to because I was unable to fully explain properly in such times for the immunity from the choices which had no other options what-so-ever to make to keep the largest numbers of guys...guys... safe, as those ...guys... would know as to why there was no other choice available. Additionally with certain individuals I knew as well as knew of and did not have the same viewpoint as may have initially been assumed because of additional opinions comparatively as well as the time differences and the amount of events which occurred between such times of speaking in person, the culmination might possibly make a bit more sense; including the reference regarding especially the immunity request portion, having seen in person when going by an area before being officially informed and being infuriated the individual driving the van I was in did not move to the side of the road for the Police to get where they could have gotten to sooner. Not where she worked for those who would know who I am referring to, and not knowing until officially being told who it was I saw. As I was informed by an individual about a fire situation in both sides of one coin in conjunction with some places I enjoyed watching though had been protective at the same time, hopefully the immunity request makes a bit more sense regarding the lack of realistic options that were left to choose from.
Though they make bags in black now in comparison to then as well as now they do what they can to close the bag before bringing the contents out on the stretcher compared to then which I am thankful for, I admit when I was babysitting at one house shortly afterwards the Mom's sample perfumes reminded me of her and what she wore sometimes as well as other what I thought were trinkets as she called them, as I obviously was not allowed at her funeral if there was one. I know I was able to tell her about what occurred and what I saw and she was the only one who believed me, she tried telling others and some listened to what I told her when she spoke with them or if she had them speak with me if I was just there for a short amount of time prior to going back; as hack then some locations of certain types had a miniature version of a nursery for some of the more continuous in comparison to the ones who came through for a brief stent and went on, and those who knew of know they had been kept away in the safest areas possible despite the work. My math back then was I had told her and for around 2-3 years I was able to explain to someone who believed me fully, and then she was gone shortly after some coding room situations. It happened to just occur when my biological father was driving and though a few cars went by, the traffic leading to the area was slowed first before getting around the area where she lived; though I was not driving and was only a young passenger when in that time, and one civilian car went along the side where I was sitting in the car and held up a piece of paper with writing to their window in my view. I cannot recall the word(s) however then shortly afterwards the bag and the traffic was slowed more than normal #NewYorkCity traffic, and the time sitting and staring because of the inability to go anywhere with where I was the non-joke I can make is one of my tattoos as to the prettiest version not realizing whose lifeless eyes were staring back into mine until a little bit later. Only a little while later was I asked to babysit and I apologize I knew it was technically stealing, though it was samples and I thought there was only the sentimental value attached and as seen through what wording had been within the insurance portions of the areas; I did not know nor did I believe it was considered truly stealing at that point, though with a different situation as soon as getting back and later getting on the computer; I was informed I was seen, though no context was given in the slightest.
The coder who I refer to pointed that out to me and explained what could be done with something so small while written knowing what I saw, before asking me what I was willing to do about it to change the situation. A flood of the investigation scene pictures as well as the description of what the Coroner found, as well as the detailed report compared to the officially released report, and a few of the last 60 seconds of audio which was specified was not in the report of her last breaths gurgling sounds which aligned to the blood filling her lungs in the report. I did what I could to defend from what she told me was her point of view and how she ran her side of that portion of employment, without any furthered answer to what I wrote back. After a few weeks without seeing anything anywhere during any point of coding afterwards, I furthered my book studies to prepare myself mentally while already working to prepare physically for what I was seeing needed to be done to a larger aspect in multiple ways.
My long term patterns might bring varied perspectives into a clearer view for understanding albeit ironically at a time when it was a time that was too late, though at a time when it was not too late. At minimum, I had hoped.
With the available amount of resources for online and communication devices through technology, the ability to review old patterns which are not beneficial is important. In order to revitalize in a way which with the combined knowledge and understanding can update the old for a new perspective which learning from can assist to find a better way while also while in some aspects the different way is more beneficial, though important to remember the lessons from to keep progressing forward positively. To take a complex multifaceted aspect to understand in a different way including the look for the approach in order to be able to stop the repetition of the bad portions to continue forward with the good portions, to progress forward in more positive ways might take what could be considered as an outsider's view when looking within.
I admit I do not know what messages I had shown some people I had as a roommate or as a relationship (ironic as to the Irving portion for that aspect of timing) who had either been shown the messages because I took my laptop to show them if they were around, or in a different situation when a roommate had found me with the laptop open and the screen running despite at those times of the automatic sleep feature built in as I did not adjust the settings back then. I also admit I do not know if the messages with the threats were a reminder of what occurred from in reference to her coming through, though I admit I very much saw it as a threat to my son, my daughter, myself, and those I knew as well as did not know in person.
While I know in many ways it does I admit this quote is the only set of words which makes sense, "What difference does it make" what specific pictures and videos and audio with writings sent which popped up on the laptop screens during those times; compared to the warnings given, out of curiosity?
Thus when it comes to the lack of pretty words regarding responses to important situations the #NationalGuard was created to take care of when there is an emergency to enforce procedures for the cleanliness of a situation for certain types of emergencies however, the reality of emotional aspects compared to words utilized when speaking with a veteran/active duty/national guard/reservist when in the civilian sector might make a bit more sense when taking such aspects into consideration. What I saw briefly compared to those who have such employment as an overall though also in a very specific group of military professionals, might be clearer as to other warnings I attempted to explain over the timeframes I had been involved in various communities. While some may have felt as though there were certain circumstances which needed to be addressed which in various situations there is not the denial of, however while the need to recognize such in those legitimate ways so too must you seek to be as open as you sought from others for such legitimacy correct?
There are those who cannot discuss certain specifics without the proper clearance levels informed of and with such individuals the ability to discuss or write about is extremely delicate as realistically there are reasons for such clearance levels, as you can see in reference to any type of movie/television show/streaming/video game/music release/uploading/etcetera. There are reasons why, however as many have had their #FOIA requests availabilities that does open that reality for the knowledge thereof if warranted to do so within the safety of the United States of America's citizens first and foremost. As certain communities have intertwined and as the advances of technology in more public locations for something such as going to a physical store or something smaller such as you online search history on any device you have or are near because of the interlinked design of boosting hot spots, certain portions of accepted adult differences compared to child safety need to be taken into consideration for obvious reasons. However as the accusation wrongfully to me of extortion which I do not take kindly towards false accusations against me as most do not like false accusations, that simple set of words within especially the year of through to the end portions of 2012 or beginning of 2013; there is one event only from 2005 March/April timeframe which can easily inform as to how I operate in regards of being falsely accused wrongly and possibly if there were technology towers anywhere nearby, possibly someone might have seen the outdoor portions as to how that set of events went to a degree.
Then again, I did not have the hairstyle I have now back then. The outfit I was wearing at the time, well that is a whole other ball of wax. Possibly my Faery wings with my clothing was simple to find me, ironically with my hairstyle now; did someone go and play a version of Where's Waldo, though not play at the same time? Or is that what the name of the books were for, in a different way?
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