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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

Share the links of my journal blog, too!




 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Day 11 of 60 Day Challenge : Down the Yellow Brick Road

There is something which to admit to during this portion of the timing which I am glad I forced myself to begin realizing the month and time, which makes an extreme amount of sense when looking back. During the time I was in Washington state after winding up there from Texas in 2013 aside from the electrical zapping and heavy portions regarding the technology impact in conjunction to everything else I was dealing with up to the point in 2013, each year starting in 2014 I dealt with being chastised for without knowing the actual day or month specifically; automatically flying into a tizzy about certain timeframes, where I would naturally go to speak with my son though also would discuss what I went through as a Mom in reference to the situation from McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Texas of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District #CFBISD. Before the first full year of me naturally doing so to discuss without knowing the specific time at the time of beginning for doing so I will leave it at, I had a room that I had to stay in within the house. I was told it was supposedly because of the annoyances seen when talking with my son about his feelings as well as my own apologies for only being able to do so much to better the situation as best as I could while keeping both my son and my daughter as safe as possible.


Then again by the time later in 2014 and then the following year into 2015 was when a room became official due to the situation which I had already told people for years prior of certain messages and threats I had been dealing with up to that point in time of when I gave up explaining to the communities I was in about what was going on, as prior to winding up in #Washington state the numerous times of telling and explaining what I was dealing with and instead of being taken seriously; the assumption of The Miller's Roses/Thorns Book #STRGMTT of the Princess in comparison to everything combined which would completely negate any portion in that description of people types in the lifestyle, as some had claimed they knew better for such a view in comparison to accepting the reality of the excuse given of the Princess role. Unlike what certain portions written in that one particular book compared to other books though also in line with certain ones I read, not everyone is going to fit into one of four boxes in the comparison of the overall within that particular viewpoint of the particular area of the civilian sector. The irony of the claim of being open and accepting of everyone, except if you fit into any unapproved box checked by someone else's whims if not looking as what was considered as acceptable; which ironically I had already been dealing with in a different area of the civilian sector, which each should have paid more attention to at the times of such warnings. Though admittedly nothing new in that reference, as being believed without having to prove anything additionally over time has not been the most common or I suppose most normal way in my life.


Looking back and thinking about the beginning of my Medal of Honor Art Project trip for the 30 day timeframe I am thankful I made the plans for the trip and went, though I suppose that did not do enough to assist me personally in reference to what I was yelled at for after what I had already dealt with up to that point. While I know there is no getting over certain aspects which the times were and only to work through such as best as I can, realizing now in 2021 of the accuracy of such and yet with admitted bias towards the fact I dealt with what I dealt with. In that combination of life experiences what is it that would truthfully be expected from the average individual, and what would the average overall response been to any three combined of the overall situations I dealt with which would warrant a different response either during such years and/or afterwards and/or to this point in time?


Thus in a twisted turn despite having been kept in a room for years which even when packing up my stuff for my trips if leaving the room would deal with certain comments comparatively to other prior situations at the time, and I still spoke with my son during the times despite the situation at hand; which I am thankful despite what occurred that I pushed forward to do so, in light of the overall view of events especially. In such a twist of oddities in comparison to whatever happened in the movie I first saw as a teenager during Confirmation Class at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church #OTC timeframe called the #WizardofOz #WOO to instantly zone in during one particular scene and ask for the rewind to replay on the tv through the VHS, around the time in the movie of the Scarecrow/Tin Man/Dorothy going past a building on fire. I cannot remember what I saw back then which caused me to respond the way I had and though I remember some laughing I do not remember laughing in the slightest, and from what I can remember was shortly after the movie was put away the Pastor came in to teach the Confirmation Class and I needed to run to the bathroom before he spoke about the lessons for the Confirmation Class that day. It is odd to me looking back as just a few short months prior to that Confirmation Class time specifically still in the year of 1996 and the earlier year's events such as meeting #NewJErsey #Governor #ChristineToddWhitman, with the events thereof along with that summer as well as the nightmare I already was dealing with trying to figure out how to fix and repair to not be as much of a nightmare for as many; in a weird odd way it seems as though much in that short amount of time, seemingly fully implemented some of the more diligent work I began getting involved with forward after the Marine and Science Technology School in addition to the overall in that year.


I can make a joke in reference to the antichrist in reference to the situations regarding what happened during the meeting of during the time, in regards of my political beliefs comparatively to the time and situation in the place at the capital in Trenton; which of course ton and Trent have a few twists of ironies in words, when taking a step back to look at the multifaceted details in a micro and macro-spection sort of way.



In the Wizard of Oz photoshoot I was the Modern Tin Woman, though in a different photoshoot I was Dorothy


I suppose I can joke maybe that was the click which pushed what I was already going to move through quickly to a higher speed of getting what was needed done at the time, when looking back at simply the volunteer hours required for my graduation from the Confirmation Class as a member of The #Presbyterian Church associated with the #HolyRoman #Catholic Church as well as Old Tennent Presbyterian Church. Though at times there was a push (or a shove) from my biological mother to go towards modeling or acting, meaning outside of church plays in school functions such as cheerleading also in reference to a beauty pageant. In attempts to skirt me away additionally the try to push college being the way instead of the military as I had heavily already begun to state was the way I was going for what I needed to accomplish as after completing #Geometry in the Community College when I was a Junior and still going to High School, the try to get me to see how cool college was compared to going to the military after my Senior year in high school fell quite short and extremely flat when looking at such. While in high school I took College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus as a Senior in High School by the time of earning all of the required credits to graduate one semester early compared to the one year early if not having been moved from New Jersey to #Illinois, realistically it still would have been the same ending with the exception of being 16 years old to graduate high school while being in college at the same time though in a different way as my biological father was in college and I read through all of his textbooks from college at #Brookdale Community College #BCC for some of the classes.


Admittedly the sadistic portion of me wonders in reference to not only my biological family as to how such after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury had responded to my intellect before as well as after 2000, though more-so in reference to the various individuals who I spoke with about schooling who did not pay attention to the fact they were speaking to someone as they were who had been in College Courses while still in High School as they brought up of their opinions about them having been in College at an age well older than I had been in both college and high school in a specific area of Texas more-so than other areas. Of course not forgetting they were speaking with the same person which had also in the prior year earned 26 #SCUBADiving certifications, and had taken care of what I had taken care of in reference to SCUBA Diving within the state of Texas as well as the oceanic waters; after my certifications and training, throughout specific areas only in the state of Texas for over 150 individual #SCUBA Dives not including my Open Water SCUBA Diving certification for the counting of the over 150 SCUBA Dives prior to going to Cozumel; as personally I chose not to begin my counting of my SCUBA Dives similarly to the way I viewed Basic Training for myself in regards of while having gone in the #Army branch, the #MarineCorps view of graduation. I did not view myself as a SCUBA Diver officially until I graduated what would be a smaller version of Basic Training, or known as #NationalGeographicOpenWaterSCUBA #NCOWS #NGOW Diving as there is a difference between the #OpenWater SCUBA Diving course and the National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving course. The Open Water SCUBA Diving is a total of two days of class with pool time before going into natural water whereas National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving is 5 days of class with pool time before going into the natural water, for those who are adamant about education despite view of experiences by some.


I suppose I can joke the Open Water was like high school though the National Geographic Open Water was like my high school time mixed with going to college, in a proverbial sort of metaphor for the overall view especially in a larger combination when taking into consideration I was a single Mom at the time as well as putting myself without any government assistance of funding specific towards my education where I did not have to pay out of my own bank account as I have heard about Financial Aid as well as Vocational Rehabilitation through the #VA; which some could have at those times or even after viewed as stupid for not having someone else pay the bill for me to go through, however in such others were able to get the assistance from Voc Rehab sooner in my thoughts as odd as may come across because of one spot not taken up in the paperwork and other processes for. Though the work I put into both aspects of time may have been viewed at such times as odd or off putting, in the long term I am glad I continued as best as I could. I suppose that combines the sadistic aspect of wondering if ever found out of the actual level of education in combination with the experiences now looking back, if there ever was a change of perception as most were told of though similarly to the beginning portion of this entry; the aspects of such views from the school and the district as well as the law firm, as to their particular handling of their sides of the situation. While other aspects could be considered as sprinkles in such a proverbial way in reference to certain specifics about college education while my biological sister may not have known about my time in actual college, my biological parents did know about my time in actual college as well as the other details; which in turn is quite confusing as to various levels and different times, when taking such into consideration. Though again in some twisted sadistic way I am certain a few jokes can be made, in quite a different way.


Despite the portions of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, I am thankful I looked more into the research from the #PhD s and #Masters in the article from the #JewishMedicalJournal #JMJ (irony of #MMJ, am I right?) to further delve into the information to properly discern for myself as to the best and most ideal, in reference to my SCUBA Diving in conjunction with a larger number of specified tattoos. That was extremely helpful to making my way back to the state of #Texas after Washington state from after the #CowboysDancehall #StoneyLaRue concert situation. Though it was a complaint by others of my repetitiveness because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and subarachnoid hemorrhage, I did grow up within a household which one of the two people did coding for information technology and the other did minor and major repairs to watches and jewelry pieces; both of which were highly sought after for the attention to details while remembering my Great Grandparents and my maternal Grandfather, how much more detailed oriented could a #Virgo by birth be?


I suppose I can make the joke since I cannot drink alcohol, you guys are already and have been holding a beer for me especially as some southerners and Texans know what that statement means. Did I live up to those Texans sayings, yet?


Go big, or go home. : What about both, huh? Double that by technicalities, right?


Don't mess with Texas. You have know idea how accurate more-so possibly before certain writings and discussions I, certain specifics depending which situations one goes through.


Not born here though got to Texas as fast as could. : Between the Army branch from the Medivac through to the time in reference to Washington state to Texas and my whining in such a way until getting back, again I believe I can joke about a two pair for those who understand the reference.


[New Jersey] by birth, Texan by choice. : I think a bit of my New Jersey-ness may have been required for certain aspects in regards of a Faery-sized attitude again for those who understand the additional pun reference, if you will.


And so on, and so forth.


Thus I am thankful for the combined aspects because if I had not been as detailed oriented due to how I was raised, the various circumstances would have gone differently if not for.


Additionally I am thankful at minimum of having the where-with-all to take certain steps to find my way back ironically especially when thinking about a name I have been known by in certain areas of Lady Dori (Dory I suppose ironically looking at the story of) Belle #LadyDoriBelle #LDB #LDBelle, not having seen the #FindingNemo or #FindingDory movies until years after picking my name and then the first two books I wrote and compiled. My son figured it out before I did I am guesstimating especially if he remembered hanging out at an ice cream shop with a male Marine I knew actively more-so in SCUBA Diving who had joked with my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia about some similarities of a character in the movie, which I had not fully understood until after the explanation as at that time I did not know about the premise of the movie nor of the character. Though I have to admit it is ironically funny about the Whale Shark and speaking with as well as some not believing until Dory proved such during an emergency situation, or something along those lines. As my son and my daughter are biologically over the age of 18 years old I am thankful for film photography, including the realistic needs of the portions regarding the negatives; though compared to digital especially. Though some would definitely be cool if some were found regarding certain times and places beyond certain aspects which might have confused some as to my age at certain times, and how I could know certain aspects as reflected through how I am. I am also thankful for #GeekSquad guys as even though the reality of the technological portions, the connection points from the originally uploaded SCUBA Diving pictures would be in whichever laptops I had during those times in regards of keeping pictures.


I am thankful I took the courses and completed the training I had as what pictures I was able to take though more-so in reference to being able to keep for the online aspects, the ability to prove who took such pictures being able to explain the individual details going on during each portion of the pictures I have in regards of my SCUBA Diving certification classes; and though I have not specified officially regarding the fullness of the training I had gone through and put myself through, I am thankful I subconsciously knew or remembered somehow certain portions despite the combined situations. Though it has taken a bit of time to recollect more specific details, the SCUBA Diving specialties courses assisted additionally to my training. In addition I am glad both prior as well as after my SCUBA Diving classes and training I had taken the similar view regarding how I approached information discussed within the communities as well as books recommended from classes and demos, and the Dominant Mentor course with the electives available mixed ideally. Though I suppose there is the way to see various similarities though nonetheless, the course instructions were helpful additionally in reference to a turned view in regards of different combinations. Whether you look towards my tools and the specific coloration connections or whether you look towards the classes or specialties, or whether in reference to the safety and consent aspects for specific age ranges to further such; at minimum if there were those who wondered about certain specific situations even if not having discussed or written about in detail, there might be enough to go on to imagine which ways were which ways for which situations during which times.


I am thankful for consistency, though in different ways than some I guesstimate in certain ways. However I do not think I am the only one who has such types of preferences or needs, at various times.


Nonetheless there is an additional irony of during the photoshoot with as I was told a United States of America's Armed Forces Marine completing the pictures with who I was told was his brother or cousin in the Dallas Texas area and the Marine's wife from #NewYorkCity or New Jersey as I cannot remember which specific area from what she told me who did the make up to an additional portion regarding SCUBA Diving, as well as where I grew up, among several other additional aspects in the combination thereof. The first set of testing pictures done went well and then was the photoshoot for the Modern Wizard of Oz theme which admittedly I had a farmer's type of female outfit in blue and white as well as red sequins heels, though that role had been cast and I had already done the modeling pictures in reference to the outfit at the time prior to the photoshoot for the Wizard of Oz. I do not know what happened to the image which had a picture I had taken and had next to my bed when I could get some sleep which I was asked about the picture and explained it was my fiance at the time if I remember correctly, though he was confused because I had told the photographer I used black and white film for the camera to take the picture. I was confused why he was confused though I learned at the time there was the camera change to digital, as apparently the film was not as widely utilized; which he picked up the frame with the picture I took to look at and asked me about how I got the details to the level I did, as he thought it was a digital picture with a filter until I told him otherwise and before he told me it looked better than some pictures he had seen professional photographers take. I laughed as I have taken pictures in different settings and learned how to work with the camera in comparison to against the camera to find better ways to take clear and precise pictures and videos, over the years up to that point in 2010. Other ironies about The Modern Day Book and a few additional situations seemingly fit into this particular entry somehow though I would not know the specifics other than remembering the portion about the brief showing of The Wizard of Oz which I did not get to see the end of the movie because of the timing for Confirmation Class, though I have an odd feeling as to some sort of connection.


I knew back as a teenager I could have gone through with the television acting as I was told in Chicago Illinois with the background in church plays as the lead role or co-lead role for each one discussed with the talent manager in the location, however the situation at the time seemed it would be more long term in reference to the ways I saw were a clearer path to find a better way in reference to stopping the parts which could and were stopped in many ways in reference to my nightmare as a child into my teenager years. Though that is the only way I can personally think of from my personal knowledge as to connection points regarding the Wizard of Oz at this point in time and though I know I was told about what the references were back then in 2011 to the different roles for the pictures for that #DeepEllum #Dallas location photoshoot, I guesstimate others can see some proverbial metaphors.



Picture of me in 2010 which somehow seems befitting in a few subtle ways, regarding today's entry






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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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