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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

Share the links of my journal blog, too!




 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Day 10 of 60 Day Challenge : Skulls, blood, and reef bones

Today I am thankful for the fact I trained myself in addition to the #SCUBA #Diving certifications I had earned through the constant work I put into verifying the knowledge to understand, for the comprehension of what needed to be done for the best possible outcomes from each #SCUBADiving certification and training times. I am thankful I had begun my training in the waters within the state of Texas prior to going to the #oceanic waters for the additional SCUBA Diving certification courses out from the #Cozumel #GulfofMexico area, prior to going to my first official oceanic SCUBA Dives out of #Florida from the #BocaRaton and #FloridaKeys area of #KeyWest. I know if I had not completed all of the works I had done prior to SCUBA Diving out from Florida, the situations could have gone extremely differently. I know and apologize to those who have been annoyed by the way I do things oddly, however there are reasons as to why I am as cautious and yet boisterous about my individual steps of what I have taken care of and/or prepare myself for; just as I know I am not the only one who does so, I simply have my own methods which I hope work out for the best in more ways.


Some have told me they thought I was considered as to them as overprepared, though I learned the most difficult ways in reference of how it is better to be overprepared than otherwise. Some have asked me if I really felt I needed as much as I had purchased for myself for various aspects in different areas of communities not just in SCUBA Diving who asked or said similar, which admittedly in some areas aside from SCUBA Diving was a different aspect. In SCUBA Diving I believed and was proven it was better to be well stocked and prepared in comparison to a few of my first SCUBA Dive certification courses training, which I picked up what I needed quickly.


I apologize for not acknowledging certain aspects as openly as some might have preferred previously though in my thoughts I had believed simply posting the pictures was enough in reference to my SCUBA Diving for those who would know and understand from the colors as well as lack thereof, as to the depths within the oceanic waters as well as in lake or quarry or hot springs waters as to the depths by the colors for the times I took the pictures as well as the one SCUBA Diving video of a marriage ceremony for my Underwater Videography SCUBA Diving certification homework. Admittedly prior to that SCUBA Dive certification homework in reference to the color of the water in the video, I had already gone SCUBA Diving for myself in reference to training. Though I did not get to see the video because I know what color the water was when I was done with my initial SCUBA Dive training for the day, I know my training went very well especially in reference to my SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. #Vandenberg which the picture at the bottom of this entry gives a few points of interest to pay attention to as to why I had been as adamant about my SCUBA Diving training prior to going into the oceanic waters for what I needed to do.


At this time I suppose some may not have taken into consideration as to what the purpose had been as to why I was as diligent about my SCUBA Diving training as I would guesstimate there might have been some computer enigma to the SCUBA Diving information technology system, as by the time of the month of May in 2009 I had earned enough to be considered for preparation to #SCUBADiveMaster and/or #SCUBADiveInstructor. However the goal of mine was for my own training which if there had been someone who was alerted to such a hypothetical glitch in the SCUBA Divers' database, I would guess that might spark a bit of curiosity as to why I went the route I had in comparison to other known routes in SCUBA Diving. Quite simply it was not the certifications which were needed as much per se as the classes and the training I had to accomplish for myself, which either then or later on may have been of quandary for some as to the reasons why.


When I was ready to discuss the training and situations, the timing was what it was. Which in turn while in the reality of not apologizing for being myself though my apologies for my difficulties speaking to explain more clearly, as the wording for a combined aspects of the overall situations was a bit more than the words I could think of or find to explain better.


Instead of the equivalent of a debriefing I suppose in some ways the response I had at the time felt as though the requirement to not speak of for awhile, as who could I discuss such details with who would believe me if I had gone into the larger amount of details? I made several attempts including the SCUBA Divers I knew at the time actively SCUBA Diving during 2009 in the group I had been in, a relationship situation, and my biological father who had been a Merchant Marine and had done SCUBA Diving with a J or a K Valve; to no avail which thankfully during my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification course I was able to discuss some portions a bit further which seemingly surprised my classmates and teachers to learn of, though also the #CavernExcursions male I had met when at the shop. However at that time I had already begun the process of not discussing much further because of the other portions previously later that trip, as I may have misread the responses from the others during the trip. I was not asked about what happened at the bottom of the ocean when I went to the Vandenberg in reference to the totality of the SCUBA Dive, just as I was not asked what occurred during my descent, what occurred while waiting for the assigned SCUBA Diver to get to where I was, or my ascent by anyone at all; including in reference to the pictures I had posted in my original Facebook account, as well as my original fetlife account prior to winding up in #Washington state. All choices listed were viable ways for people to have simply asked for the information outright in comparison to what had occurred over the past years since 2009, as it would have been more quick and simple to get the answers back then all those years ago.


Instead by the time of the beginning of November or end of October 2009, I simply stopped any attempt to bring up the discussions any further because of the lack of interest in questions for such. As everything kicked up in reference to what occurred to my daughter shortly after the time where I stopped any attempt to discuss the details of my SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS #GeneralHoytSVandenberg because of the responses I had gotten as well as the lack thereof, I simply went on taking care of what was important to take care of more-so. Admittedly it would be aggravating at the least to find out if instead of simply asking and going around wasting time as well as disruption to my family as well as my life if there were those who could have simply just asked back then, in comparison to what occurred.


However in the longer term from that time I am thankful that such truths were shown however they were shown because obviously while I was and am the only one who has done and accomplished what I have in reference to SCUBA Diving, there is the reality I am not the only one who went through various aspects which such needless situations were gone through because of the choice to not simply ask me directly all those years ago when I was offering the information freely.


As a side notation it is ironic of older pictures with a drawing of an individual with a towel around their head due to a toothache and when I had brought up to several doctors and dentists about the connection of the problems with my teeth health to my headaches and migraines after all of the prescriptions I had been prescribed as well as the SCUBA Diving compression situation to porous teeth, when there have been those who have wondered why my headaches and migraines have been elevated beyond the electric situations; think about all of those altitude changes in addition, and the repeated requests I have made to get my teeth fully taken care of because of the additional needless pain added to my headaches and migraines. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the teeth inside of the skull would impact the feelings within the cranium region of the human body, which in turn would needlessly elevate pain levels if such medical treatments were not properly taken care of. For example, has it been found yet as to the teeth connection to the heart for health in a way?


I would be extremely thankful and appreciative if there is a dentist who would be willing to undertake such a situation to see how much the pain levels decrease from my headaches and migraines if such were to be fully extracted for replacement teeth implants, as I doubt since I brought it up years ago the probability for in a one and done sort of way in comparison to one filling or one tooth at a time. I would like to discuss option in reference to SCUBA Diving and the concerns in reference to certain aspects as the implants are longer term for the bone shape I would guess, though the portion in reference to the compression from the descent being released during the ascent is the concern in regards of the screws into place and the possible gaps in the bone marrow areas. The sooner the better in my opinion, though I admit my bias as the initial elevated pain levels began with the dentist portions after being looked at and the noticing of when the average time for the elevation in pain levels regarding the teeth location compared to other areas within the different quadrants of my cranium and brain area from the headaches and migraines. There would be one individual I could think of who would know of how I notated in certain references to the progression of my health within notebooks years ago and around the time of Irving in 2011, compared to the possibility of others I knew who might not have known to the level of notations by the minute compared to the hour on which day of the week in which month.


Of those who could have later read from downloading "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" and "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" back in 2015 before and/or after mailing the physical books of the original aside from the Library of Congress submissions to the registry who could or would possibly guess and/or know of the lack of exposure to a lot of references to pop culture would be anyone I met who asked me about a movie or a television show from prior to the year 2000 which the discussion was at length or in the area of, as well as anyone I was friends with or dated as obviously my biological family would know the lack of exposure I had to pop culture aspects. Though most would not have known about my ability to read The Big Blue Book also known as the extended version of The Blue Book Project naming supposedly for the proper terminology, unless you saw the listing on Amazon through Nine Lives Books or worked or volunteered in the bookstore in whichever area; as shortly after The Big Blue Book was listed, the cat sanctuary was moved into the area where I was volunteering putting the books online. However I did not discuss in those years of having read through everything to the level at those times, as I did not know who was allowed to have that level of knowledge and information after looking through all of the pages of #TheBigBlueBook despite later seeing to make the listing for The #BlueBookProject. Thus in reference to Irving as well as in addition to SCUBA Diving, I did not know who to speak with or request assistance from for such to be worked on. I am thankful I kept quiet admittedly for a bit, as the correct wording to explain still is a difficulty in a timeline format more clearly in reference to three specific sets of SCUBA Diving in 2009 though other portions referring to my training admittedly, as well as the situations in regards of the Irving interaction in 2011.


I am thankful I was able to be creative in reference to Fail-Safe, though coming to accept the reality of which portions of certain situations combined to clarify some connectionary points between both my SCUBA Diving overall as well as the Irving reference in 2011 just as I am thankful I still have some of my SCUBA Diving pictures to piece aspects together.


As you can see from the three pictures above from my SCUBA Diving out from Boca Raton Florida with the same date format for the time, the water color differences though around the same depth levels and area within the Atlantic portion of the ocean in reference to color changes in the waters themselves from what I had trained myself to take care of which was a threat to humanity on earth on the land.


With the same date for the time you can look at the SCUBA Diving pictures I took above from the three on the same day compared to the above three on the same day, take into consideration the change in color of the water itself, and from my training which had not been taken into consideration though had been considered as odd maybe now certain aspects make a bit more sense as to why I stopped making any attempts to speak about what occurred when going to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg. Though I have other SCUBA Diving pictures which I am thankful for which I had not learned how to put the date to show embedded in the picture yet, the water color changes for the same timing are along similar lines in referenced to a closed circuit set of training compared to when I was able to get out into the open oceanic waters to handle what I needed to handle. I know the date in reference to my SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS Vandenberg has both the dates for the 6th and the 7th however I was in the #BermudaTriangle area of the oceanic waters, which I doubt I am the only one who has seen or noticed certain technological glitches which have occurred in computer pieces when going out into the ocean in comparison to on land; as I learned has been a mystery for several centuries, and known throughout many continents. The date format is year, month, then day.


I am thankful I can joke about the fact I had probably made some of the boat crews who reeled me in as well as the original boat I had gone out to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg a bit taken aback, in regards of my asking to make sure I was not in trouble with the #SCUBADivePolice. I suppose in some ways I might have been ahead of my time in reference to what I was thinking of, though there are SCUBA Divers who are #PoliceOfficers who use SCUBA Diving for their rescues just as there are military associated #ArmedForces guys of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica who SCUBA Dive for their work; though I was referencing something a bit different, I suppose more along the lines of my ideas referring to #TheUnderwaterTravelSystem. Which since I did not discuss those portions with anyone about my idea for such all the way back in 8th Grade when I applied for #MarineandScienceTechnology School with the #Naval attachment for the Armed Forces of the United States of America, I suppose I can see now why some who once knew me might have been surprised I came up with such an idea especially if knowing the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.


The picture on the left is of the oceanic floor when I landed at the bottom of the ocean for the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg SCUBA Dive, the middle picture has the additional notations with the arrows pointing to pertinent information, as the picture on the right does as well with some furthered clarifications to a degree.


I am glad my son was able to see the miniature version of a metaphorical memorial marker in reference to the first picture posted, which I can joke about a few aspects in how much I truly enjoyed taking my son and my daughter for Dim Sum and at minimum at random times able to give them some calamari; though I wish my daughter could have seen the metaphorical memorial marker I made as well, though at minimum there was the food and memories of wonderful times together as a family.


If my biological parents and sister recall how much I enjoyed tearing up #RoyalHongKong Octopi when at #CrownPalace in #NewJersey, maybe they can look back and see how ready I was to take care of what needed to be taken care of a few decades later by me; though if they remember when in #Manhattan #Chinatown visiting my Great Grandparents if they remember how happy my Great Grandparents were when I would tear into certain seafood the way I would, they would know of the time they left me alone with my Great Grandparents and could imagine what I was taught and trained in combination with my maternal Grandfather's encouragements. I am extremely thankful I was taught by them in multiple aspects to prepare myself, even after the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.


I suppose at this point it probably makes sense as to the custom pieces for my tools regarding the lifestyle, as the custom pieces and levels thereof for the shapes in some ways could give a sort of impact level for certain SCUBA Diving situations regarding my training as to the striking impacts from my SCUBA Diving tools for specific aspects regarding the water color changes; though admittedly softened because of the comparison of the ways the movement flowed pun intended, when in the waters SCUBA Diving. Nonetheless the proper healthcare for those who do specific types of SCUBA Diving in the United States of America's Armed Forces for their work is important to take into consideration as the differences for the medical healthcare are unique for such individuals, because of the depth level pressure changes required within their training compared to within the civilian sector for recreational SCUBA Diving. I have always been appreciative of the Armed Forces branches and divisions of the United States of America for my freedoms and Constitutional Rights, which I have done what I could to be grateful and genuinely appreciate the rights maintained by such individuals in the various sectors.


However in reference to the SCUBA Diving after effects specifically in reference to the #USNavySEAL community and training for specific work in the various though specific ways thereof, I know there is not the clinic arrangement within the VA system yet which makes me wonder if there is such for the actual #SEAL community during active duty/national guard/reservist time beyond the standard medical assessments? In the recreational side there are no lessons available for if you had a head injury within a 5 year period for civilian recreational SCUBA Divers, however military SCUBA Divers are exposed to several aspects while in activated stances which I would guesstimate there have been discussions before by some which were passed off as however the wording; though the reality of for the proper maintenance of their well being, which such individuals do prove the ability to push through such with the prior training and level of knowledge of oneself admittedly compared to the recreational side.


If an additional aspect can be brought forward for such combinations of my life, at minimum the portions of such SCUBA Diving which may not have been able to have been discussed with certain levels of clearance because of the types of work completed may have been a preventative to the healthcare needed by such individuals during as well as after various types of SCUBA Diving for the Armed Forces of the United States of America. As I am only one person who can make a single request though as one person I have made several as I hope as respectfully as possible with as much clarity as I could possibly give, please respectfully contact your local state Congressperson #Congress and local state #Senator who has committee relations regarding military SCUBA Diving to ask for them to meet with me in person to discuss the details which can be deciphered as to which is best for taking better care of now as well as for the future generations of military SCUBA Divers which also assist space traveling; unless and/or also if there is a business which is interested in discussing the portions of to get the ball rolling to square such away quickly and correctly, to progress forward. However also in the combined aspects in reference to the portions regarding Irving, The Big Blue Book/Blue Book Project though other facets thereof.


I am thankful for the ability to have seen as much as I have, and I have survived to live through and onward hopefully for the best and helpful.



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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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