It should not take a head injury *after personally sustaining a head injury & coma* to figure this out...
After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first. While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me. As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.
If I had real friends(if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose. Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?
As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.
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I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute.
The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.
I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations. However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.
Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.
If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying how it should not take a head injury to figure out.
*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)* By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
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Combining Original Accounts for Clarification: #63 of 88
In reference of combining all of my journals I wrote through my original #fetlife account which I will post the link at the bottom for the clarifications thereof, I am going to have the transparency brought forward as to what can be seen from the original posting dates as to the current timeframe of this day 28 November 2021 for those to see as to my original #Facebook accounts of Susan MeeLing as well as Lady Dori Belle for the additional ability to see the connection links as to what I had discussed for many years and decades in person as well as online as to such factors as best as I could as to the circumstances. Possibly such details will assist to make sense, in the comparisons thereof as to the amounts of details though in addition I do not pretend or hide myself from my truth which others should realize it is important to be honest and truthful in many more ways than just in one or two moments as it is imperative to be more capable to recognize the truth in such aspects of life for far more than some might have realized despite all of my warnings as to what I knew to bring forward to assist as best as possible.
I will begin with posting my newer updated journals from my original account and work backwards as to the irony I noticed. There will be plenty to read in the ways of, whether or not you choose to venture into the areas of the website fetlife.
Posted on 12 September 2012 the proof as to the UHAUL situation referencing my SCUBA Diving gear as to the situations thereof as to the reality as to the specific location those pieces were taken to as to my SCUBA Diving gear having been in the aspects of that assortment
I have had the BIGGEST blessing happen today...
I am still reeling in from it...
I cannot believe that it happened...
It is amazing...and I am so grateful...I cannot even express how much my heart is aglow right now...and how much I just...I just...I just cannot believe the beauty of people and how much my heart is filled with so much appreciation...and joy......sigh...
It all started in Dallas, when I had to move from Dallas to San Antonio in order for my daughter to be taken care of, for my children to be closer to my family, and because the whole Texas Education Agency Due Process...well...that happened the way it did when it got to where it did and I was told what I was...
...anyway...
In the process of moving down from Dallas to San Antonio, I had 2 trucks delivering my stuff, both were 16+ feet, one was 20 feet in length, and they could not fit everything on the one truck, so we had to get the second truck from U-Haul. Well, something went awry...and the U-Haul truck was pulled over, and something happened with the guy who was driving it where he was arrested and the U-Haul truck was never to be found because of in-pound lots or something of the sort.
Months later, I receive a letter from U-Haul stating that they sold all of my belonging, which they had never sent me any letters that they found the truck, that they had my stuff, or anything of the sort. If they had; I would have done everything in my power to get that stuff because the majority of things on that truck were my SCUBA gear and certifications, some furniture - but that's no big deal; but the most precious things to me were my pictures of my children as all my photo albums were there.
When I received that letter, I called U-Haul and complained about never receiving any sort of notice, and they apologized as they saw that there was nothing in their system saying that any letter was sent; however, there was nothing that they could do because everything had already been sold.
To say I was depressed even further, was putting it mildly as I thought that there might be some small chance...but no...nothing...nadda...zilch...
So...months go by...and one day, I am sitting on the patio, smoking with my roommate, having a cigarette, when my phone rings and it is the SCUBA shop that I take my son to for lessons. Curiously, I answer, as I have been waiting for his instructor to get back into town to finish his diving course, since he has been away teaching a Re-Breather Course and I was wondering and hoping that it had gone well.
I answer the phone and I listen to the man on the other end, and I just stopped breathing. My roommate went on with whatever she did, but noticed I was wierded out, but let me do my thing. He finished talking and I said a couple things, and then I told him thank you and we got off of the phone.
My roommate looked at me and asked what that was about and I stared blankly...for who knows how long...she kept asking me repetetively...and then I called the store back and asked to talk with him again and told him to tell the person my story that I told him and send her thanks and blessings and if she would meet me I would buy her dinner or flowers or something, and he said that the person wanted to just drop it off and leave it at that, but he would relay the message.
I got off of the phone and I started to hyperventilate...and my roommate was nervous and finally was able to get me to spit out what happened.
I told her that the phone call was from the SCUBA shop, and some lady had asked if they had a registered ***** ***** in their system, and when he looked, of course, I popped up. She told him what the picture looked like in the certification photos and he remembered me right off of the spot...I am not kinda not the hardest person to forget, as he said...So, this female on the other line with the SCUBA shop told him that she would go to different auctions and buy these things called "Lots" and then break them down, and sell things individually in order to make a profit. As I was relaying this story, my rommie was getting anxious, and I said, I had to explain everything so she got it all, so she said ok.
As she was going through one of her purchases, as she had purchased several in some time span, she went through one that had black and white couches, some SCUBA gear, and then some photo albums; and she looked at the certifications, saw my name, saw all of the pictures, and she felt compelled to call just to see if by chance there was someone looking for that stuff. She told him, normally, she just throws stuff like that away, but for some reason; she felt compelled to just try to contact the few SCUBA stores in town, seeing how there are only a few between San Antonio and San Marcos; just to see if, by chance, the pictures were wanted.
After I told me roommate that, we both said how amazing that was and I went on about how great-ful I would be and so on and so forth. However, at the same time...I wondered if it was some sort of trick...or game...or something...I didn't know whether or not it was real...
It seemed real...it seemed legitimate...but was it REALLY for REAL???
So...for several days, I kept looking at my phone, waiting for a call from the shop...but nothing...and I just gave up...sigh...I really did...I told myself that it was a prank...that someone was just being mean...that maybe I imagined the phone call all together...etc...
Well...yesterday...my phone rang...and I just got a new phone, so not all numbers have transferred over or something or I don't know because quite frankly...I don't know shit about technology...period...
So, I get this call from a 210 number, and since everything is the way it is with the new phone, I answered it, obviously having no clue who it was. When I heard the voice, I almost dropped the phone as all he said was, "*****, is this you?"
And when I replied yes, and I recognized the voice, he told me my things were at the SCUBA shop, to which I said "thank you" and he hung up.
I sat wherever I was in shock...it was real...it was really real...Oh my gods...I was actually going to get some of the pictures from the kids' childhood back...oh my gods...after everything...wow...after all this time...oh my gods...wow...
And I sat there and I tried to wrap my brain around it, but even now I have not fully accepted it, even though I have picked it up.
...the mind fuck of it all...
...I was only expecting a single photo album...maybe something small...but no...it is a 4 foot tall box...with collages that I made of my favorite pictures of the kids as they were growing up...
...and that is all I have seen from the top...as I cannot even bring myself to get my big girl panties on to look actually inside to see if there is anything else for the kids...as I am so taken back by the few collages...
...I will completely admit it...I shed a couple tears shamelessly...in that parking lot, as that male loaded up that box into my car...as I could not help but believe that it was actually really and truly happening...
...something good for my children was actually happening...
I got in the car and sat there...and I just tried to absorb it...I went to pick up Harley Quinn from grooming and we went home and I parked and left the box in the car because I could not bear to look at it because I still cannot believe it is there...
My mind is still processing that this is reality...
Then shortly thereafter to being excited and happy, a few months went by and I wound up dealing with the court system before winding up in Washington state with my son in reference to everything else additionally as to doing the best I possibly could despite the situations thereof.
29 November 2021, now what am I supposed to actually do? What is the purpose, in reality for me?
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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.
If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.
That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.
Quotes which mean a lot to me:
"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."
"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker. Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction. We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."
"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice. One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)." ~ A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle
If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.
In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.
Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.
If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.
Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.
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