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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

Share the links of my journal blog, too!




 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Combining Original Accounts for Clarification: #51 of 88

In reference of combining all of my journals I wrote through my original #fetlife account which I will post the link at the bottom for the clarifications thereof, I am going to have the transparency brought forward as to what can be seen from the original posting dates as to the current timeframe of this day 28 November 2021 for those to see as to my original #Facebook accounts of Susan MeeLing as well as Lady Dori Belle for the additional ability to see the connection links as to what I had discussed for many years and decades in person as well as online as to such factors as best as I could as to the circumstances. Possibly such details will assist to make sense, in the comparisons thereof as to the amounts of details though in addition I do not pretend or hide myself from my truth which others should realize it is important to be honest and truthful in many more ways than just in one or two moments as it is imperative to be more capable to recognize the truth in such aspects of life for far more than some might have realized despite all of my warnings as to what I knew to bring forward to assist as best as possible.




I will begin with posting my newer updated journals from my original account and work backwards as to the irony I noticed. There will be plenty to read in the ways of, whether or not you choose to venture into the areas of the website fetlife.



Posted on 20 December 2012



Day Four: 7 things that cross your mind a lot...



Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot...

20 December 2012




Before I start, I must say that This List of exercises is much more thought provoking than I originally thought that it would be. I was going to do this seriously to begin with, but soon in...I came to the conclusion that this was going to be much harder than anticipated.




With each exercise, I think that I have done decently - well enough, to go through myself as far as I did, within that entry.



Though, I will admit; there are times when I think about what I am about to say, that I laugh at the fact that each day; I only remember about the Writing for that particular day. Once I have written it; it is mostly gone from my thoughts, unless I see a comment about the Writing. Due to my head injury; I literally forget what is on the list; even after I finished reading it, not but a few hours prior...unless...as I said...someone makes a remark. There are only a SMALL FEW amount of Writings, from my collection, that I continuously remember that I have Written; so with that said, every time I read The List each morning to see the exercise...even though I fully read it the day before...I know I read it the day before...however...there is no actual memory of it happening...therefore, every time I re-read The List; it is as if it is the first time.




Which leads me into:




Day Four: Seven things that cross my mind a lot...

  • 1.) It is said that "Every day is a brand new day."




For me...that statement is more true than to most...




Yes, most know that I have had a head injury. Yes, I have explained a lot about the head injury's repercussions in my life, in my body, within my mind, within my heart, and at times - even within my soul... Yes, I have written all sorts of different information about my head injury and my limitations and my so on and so forth.




However, this part, though I have not written much, if at all about; is something I rarely speak of.

I have stated that I have memory problems because of my injury. Though to the degree, I do not recall going into that much detail. I remember talking about how much information I have lost, but not this aspect of the memory problems.




As I said, it is proclaimed constantly that every day is a new day; and as I said, that statement rings true to me more than anyone will ever understand what it is like.




Whenever I wake up, whether it is from a nap or from bedtime; I am not awoken like normal people, as in the matter of by an alarm clock, though of course I have and do use one...though the noise that comes from the machine in order to wake me up, is painful to my ears and head...so...my body seems to have come accustomed to waking up before the alarm clock goes off.




However, when I awake from my slumber, it is not a streeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetch because I got a wonderful nights sleep...it is usually when I wake up, "OW! Ow ow ow ow ow ow ow!!!"




If I am lucky, it is just a headache/migraine that feels like my head is in a vice...but there are times when I am awoken by a striking pain as if an ice pick has been driven through my skull and into my brain. That pain will literally shoot me straight up out of bed, quicker than anyone has seen someone get out of bed, as usually, whenever my body reacts and jumps...I land on the floor. ...and I have a TALL bed...




Once I become consciously aware of my surroundings, as I have been able to break through the pain enough to see where I am at. THAT is when my day begins.




Once up, I recognize my apartment, but there have been times where I wonder why I am at the place I am, for I do not recognize my place and have stumbled around and wandered throughout the entire space owned, to see what and where everything is...until it finally hits me where I am, and I go on my way. Sometimes, I end up being ok afterwards, while other times, I am completely freaked out about forgetting that I lived where I am...it all depended on the day and the pain I was in.




There have been times that I have even been on my computer on my patio, and I had to stop whatever I was doing, because I forgot where I was...let alone doing...and that goes for regular things as well.




I have lists, pretty much everywhere to aid me...but until I see those lists...I completely have no remembrance of even writing whatever was on the page.

  • 2.) My children...




If my kids are in my home, with me...I wonder whether or not I am doing the correct things for them...




If my kids are at school, I hope and pray that nothing goes wrong there...and after Sandy Hook...the fear has only gotten worse...




If my children are at their friend's house, I wonder if they are having enough fun and if I am giving them enough room for growth. I daydream about them being within safety at all times while gone, and I worry as most mothers do...I would think...




If my children are with family members, I worry that I have done enough for the family to make sure they are not upset and think that I am abusing their help.




If my child is in a hospital...well...sigh...that one is just too much to write about here.




3.) The Hospitals...*




Those who know me, know that my daughter has been in and out of mental institutions for almost 3 years now... My daughter went through some severe trauma from her father not wanting to be a dad; from his and my separation; from my ex-husband's family treating her less than her brother for the reason of "Well...the boy carries on our last name...of course he is better and will be treated as such..."; from the school that she went to allowing the other students to tell her that her father deserved to die and we all deserve the same fate; to her teacher not giving her the attention needed; to the staff allowing the students to make fun of her mental problems; to the school not doing what they were supposed to for her IEP/ARD - which had lead to the most traumatic of all; ~ when the school put my daughter with 3 "moms" who were watching 5 other kids, and "some how" the parents lost her and my daughter, over whatever amount of time had been found by a security guard. Not only was that bad enough, but the school's staff blamed her for the separation, yelled at her for associating with the Security, and then called her a "2 year old" in front of her classmates, when my daughter had a mental breakdown as the class was discussing the zoo. As my child was banging her head against the wall; the teacher stood there allowing to have the students make fun of her and not stopping them, while the teacher repeated how "*****, you are acting like a 2 year old. You look like a 2 year old. Your tantrums are of a pre-schooler." ...and so on...




All combined, my daughter broke down mentally, and had to be hospitalized. Initially only short term...now...long term...which means I see my daughter only when I can make it to the hospital (as it is 2+ hours away) or when the staff of the hospital schedules and allows the visitation.

When I think about the hospitals, the medical bills are the last thing on my mind; as at that point...when it comes to getting my children the medical attention that they need...I will do anything...including selling my house for $88K under the going rate, after the market drop...just so I could make ends meet and take care of bills. Physical and material objects have very little meaning to me, most of the time. The object must be from someone I care about and cares about me, for me to place any value on anything. ...and still...to this day...my pictures that were lost from the move that were given back to me, will ALWAYS be my most treasured physical possessions.




However, when I think about the hospitals...I am sad and envious all at the same time... As the time has gone and goes on...the staffs at the different hospitals have seen my child more than I have because of the lock down system...and I am green as they were the ones who taught her about boys...I did a bit, but it was much later down the line, when I finally found out about one of her sexual assaults...which happened in one of the facilities...well...all did...




...lowers head...




My baby...sigh...




With the hospitals seeing her actually grow day by day, as she developed breasts...they were the ones who took the time to go out to buy her the first bras...not me...




She had her first period in Arkansas...and I was not allowed to be there...nor was I told until weeks later...




My daughter grows so much every time I see her...as the gap between the ability to give her a hug is such a great amount of time difference...that is feels like forever since I have held her...




Every single time...




...

  • 4.) What am I doing?




Because of the fact that I am limited in what I can do and for how long I can do things...I wonder, "What am I doing that is worthwhile?"




Am I doing anything to aid anyone?




Do I have enough education for whatever I am speaking of?




Am I positively sure?




Do I live by my honest virtues, or by someone else's standards when I make a decision?




Can I do anything better to aid ______ situation?




If I can, how?




If I cannot, why? Am I not a good enough person to lend aid? Why? What can I improve?




Am I good enough? For anything? If so, what did I do to deserve/receive it?




What can I do to "be better?"




Why do these conditions affect me to the degree they do one day, and another, I am some what ok, and another, I am kosher, and another I am...? Can I find a way to fix it that I have not come across?




Do I do enough for my children?




Have I shown my kids the amount of love and devotion within my being for them?




Do I accomplish anything to be excited over each day? If not, why?




Do I look ok?




Am I ok?




...




...and so on...

  • 5.) What can I wear?




Seems like a stupid question, as most females go through this question in their heads, repeatedly, for almost every event that they go through.




I go through that almost every single time I am preparing to go to an event...and my closet is sectioned off by style of clothing; i.e. short sleeve shirts, apart from jeans; apart from long sleeved shirt; apart from dress pants; apart from capris; apart from corsets ~ let alone style of - over or under bust; apart from business suits; apart from gowns; apart from costumes...and so on...




...and then everything in every section is organized by color, in order of the rainbow...




...yes...I am this CDO...




But whenever I go to my closet and my drawers; it is not just when I go to an event that I am wondering, "What can I wear?"...because I am also wondering, "What can't I wear?"




And as I said...this question does not only come around whenever I am preparing for a party or socialization...this goes on for just every day as well...




BUT NOT FOR THE REASON YOU THINK...




I absolutely have to be in comfortable clothes in the day and night. I cannot wear what I would love to wear every day, as the pain that would be added to my headaches and migraines that are already occurring, expands in an unreal fashion.




However, for events; as much as I adore comfort...my need, my compulsion, my protocol, my fetish, my etc.; is to dress as I do when I am at a social place.




Shoepidity...that is just ONE issue...

  • 6.) Smoking cigarettes...




I have tried to quit many times; even as far as the electronic cigarette...which I did honestly enjoy, but I still craved the warmth of the flame...




However, one knows that they have a need for something within their body when one's children, in stereo, say "Please buy a pack of cigarettes, mommy," when the gas station cashier asks if there is anything else needed. Only after one month (maybe...maybe a little longer or shorter...but about that time amount) of not having 1 cigarette...not even to cheat...




...that sucked...




But obviously, I bought the pack of cigarettes and away I went...




I ponder going back to the e-cig for I do know I smoked less cigarettes...but I did smoke a lot on the battery, which would make it go out quickly...let alone the tips/oil needed for the thing to begin with...so whether it was good or bad is debatable...




Then I will think about quitting all together...but I just enjoy the smoke flavor too much...

  • 7.) Of "What Is?" and of "Why am I here?" What is my purpose?




Enough said...





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In such a review as to 29 November 2021, the ironies as to the ability to see such realities as to what is of importance to me and what I have done to make attempts to fix and repair such aspects thereof. In regards as to in the other aspects of thoughts, where such wander as to such wonderings are as to such factors thereof as to such points in time.





Comments


Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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