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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Bonus Round Day 3 of Thanks

I am thankful I went to a will and trust law firm when in regards of the finances only regarding the money involved from the Life Insurance Policy and the house I owned in Carrollton Texas as nothing else was ever included in such a time frame, since I no longer have such finances as well as no longer have such a house there is no need for such a will and turst company and since all portions were already removed years prior beginning in 2009 officially meant that will and trust law firm I went to became null and void permanently because there was nothing else specifically written regarding anything beyond the finances monetarily and my house in Carrollton which had to be sold to be able to pay for the health insurance costs for my daughter's healthcare because of what occurred in Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District at McCoy Elementary School as well as the Fort Worth Zoo and since SCUBA Diving was not a part of the will and trust so too would mean such was not allowed ever by such a law firm as per the requirements specified within such. Thus if the law firm I went to for the will and trust aspects only for the life insurance policy money from that $500,000.00 and the house I owned in Carrollton Texas, then there was and is not any excuse nor any reason for anything further from such a group.


Who would be most upset once thinking an Elementary School which would have a possibility for a payout for such a legal battle regarding what occurred during the biased comments regarding the physical view though such a law firm would at the same time think of because of my physical appearance as to my level in technology companies and able to see the amount I had already purchased from Best Buy with my own money which was non-transferable despite what arrogance may have wished for if not researched, would be a will and trust company in my opinion. Who would think with such a view of my physical looks with anything in the Dallas and Fort Worth as well as Austin region regarding my physical looks at the time of seeing in 2008, other than a technology group with futuristic ideas which in some ways truthful though not in the ways which any will and trust company would ever have any legal authority allowed because of the fact of my work being done with my money which was not ever transferrable as per my personal work and my personal disability checks which in turn would be not worth anything to a will and trust law firm though would give the appearance that it was under such authority and yet the lack of authority the entire time over such regarding such a will and trust law firm. Thus if hypothetically the will and trust law firm thought what I had gone for regarding only my house I owned and only the $500,000.00 total would be considered as acceptable to their pocket books, what would such a law firm be willing to do when looking at a district such as Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District and McCoy Elementary School? How would they be able to look at such people in the school and the school district as to how they would know how those people would assume when looking at me, compared to a law firm which would have more access to their records of their bank accounts as well as their social media posts while also meeting with others who would have such a situation which the companies with certain views such as Hollywood and technology companies in an overall sort of way would see my physical appearance? What about in reference to the entire state of Texas for someone who looks as I do and how easy would it be for such to speak with other law firms of those who were easily persuadable compared to those who would stand their ground, and what would such hypothetical unscrupulous types of law firm individuals be willing to do for a higher percentage rate regarding the will and trust when only shown what was the only portions allowed? What would they do if those portions which they felt they put in place for more finances would not stand with though stood up against such a thought, and how far would they be willing to go when thinking about a will and trust law firm? Who would they already know though it not be known to others who were not lawyers, attorneys, paralegals, legal secretaries, judges, bailiffs, and etcetera other than a will and trust law firm because of what a will and trust type of law firm does; and while not all will and trust law firms are as such, there have been those who have wondered whether or not a will and trust law firm ever would be truthfully able to be trusted in reference to what their will had been for their child(ren). Who would think that if there was work done after such situations and problems which were hypothetically coinkidinkily caused by such a will and trust law firm which thought they had earned more than what they were given was taken away though was not ever theirs to begin with because of the problems caused by such a will and trust law firm, as per the comment made referring to Phillip Omstead when the first words out of his mouth when I told him my daughter had been left at the Fort Worth Zoo on the field trip?


The words from Phillip Omstead were along the lines while he was standing outside of my VW Beetle Zippy, "You should sue the school and the school district, and get a lawyer quick."


Who would be repulsive enough to think their sending of my books through hypothetically contacting others through such means regarding the technological portions to release such details in va(i)nity because of being blasphemous as to once steal what was not theirs hypothetically regarding my SCUBA Diving gear knowing I would take such to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as per prior discussions, while also knowing people who would do their dirty work to blame them for what the law firm hypothetically had caused in such a way to get frivolous law suits to back up the court systems to be able to make more money in such ways to prevent their own law firm from such additional expenditures? Who would have people in every area of every group of every lifestyle at their fingertips regarding such legalities of such to then profit off of at the exact same time, while trying to remain in the shadows and yet being a willing participant referring to such adult lifestyle aspects though also into technology and healthcare in case someone refused to play along with what was wrongly preferred and illegally done while promoting such atrocities across the human race? In my opinion, a will and trust law firm.


While I went to whichever will and trust law firm I cannot recall the name of in the Dallas area over the $500,000.00 life insurance policy and my house in Carrollton Texas, when that male who would have had to have the appointment booked in the computer as well as the legal paperwork filed with his and his law firms' association for such a notarizing; what could anyone in any group in any area throughout the United States of America see for such a type of legal group, regarding such hypothetical connections especially when I made the choices I made to be honorable and truthful in comparison? What would a will and trust law firm with unscrupulous methods think of someone such as myself which some in certain adult consenting groups have called me as a name for not suing the school or the district or the Fort Worth Zoo, though wanting to find the truth and the justice while knowing so many more had to have something similarly connected regarding such situations and such problems in ways which may not have ever been thought of from a completely different perspective do to such a person as myself looking as I do and have in the state of Texas with a clear background though having met people who were not as clear of a background as myself? What would such a will and trust law firm individual(s) depending upon who do to others who were/are care(d) about simply for going against the grain similarly to stand up for the truth and justice for such individuals who would be the first ones who such would go after if ever the ways which were not accepted because of my refusal to sue the school as well as the school district as well as the Fort Worth Zoo as well as the city of Carrollton as well as the Carrollton Police Department? Anyone who has experiences with higher legal portions when growing up such as in the state of New Jersey could easily see how many law suits would be available to legally and correctly go after such if that was the only portions regarding the individual choices, however what if someone heard certain wording which did not click at the right time for such a discussion and have such a different insight as to see more from such in comparison to what was looked at in the overall ways whether or not as a professional aspect and one who simply wanted to enjoy such pleasures in a relationship though scared to ask because of what had already been said and already been done and unwilling to confess such sins for such? What if such an individual had actually hoped to have been caught for all such crimes though could not admit such because of the additional portions interconnected and wishing such would not be while knowing if confessing what would come out not only about themselves though also about all of the others by name immediately in comparison, to someone who would keep their mouth closed and refuse to name names unless absolutely forced to because of so many additional portions; to which only being able to protect who could be protected, would also infuriate such a hypothetical set of individuals in such a hypothetical possible scenario regarding such a will and trust law firm? Though, how would one go about finding such to be able to reel in for a larger picture of the details involved, while still doing what was possible for the innocence in truth?


Where it all would begin for those who would not have realized such for who has the most amount of finances for a will and trust group in which political party and if someone with such differences regarding the physical appearance standing with such a specific political party which would fully be known as to certain tycoons in the industries involved more well known and yet also not as well known, in my opinion when looking back it could hypothetically be when seeing someone standing with the Republican grass movement of the Texas Tea Party. Maybe a few possible few would know more specifically as to a different reference as there would be one particular group regarding a 4th of July celebration with a bounce house or possibly ironically doubly, as well as only one particular group who had been able to get a bit of turkey one year for another reference as to such hypotheticals who would be at the most risk while not realizing the levels of the risks they were in dur to other blinding aspects which were seen and yet unseen at the exact same point in time. I admit ever since the time of being a child the need for me to be able to use symbolism to speak because of the lack of words as a child in one example of a picture being drawn as well as a dog's ears for such, though also after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma and the subarachnoid hemorrhage being there for 4.5 years before starting to slowly regress from my actual brain as well as the fluid surrounding my brain meant such in a bigger way than some may have realized at times while both sets of times being able to refer to one another for such clarification of the types of symbolism over the years and decades as such being referred to regarding the timing aspects thereof. Thus while in reference to such regarding New Jersey and roses with balloons with/without candy or something along such lines the same in other ways could be in reference to after waking up something such as a cup of coffee made specifically for and/or a design for an idea for some to go for a scene or simply cooking food with only the purest of intentions whether a competition or not just because of simply enjoying cooking, and only knowing how to cook for a larger group of people though such of whatever types of cooking had been as such could be seen in a different way in the longer term aspects from then to now despite other comments of opinions regarding certain choices while also clarifying timing because of other outer portions of such regards; could be seen in a different symbolic way, though along the same lines which includes painting especially despite what some might think of a smaller token of genuine appreciation without any actual strings attached in comparison to a hypothetical situation regarding such a hypothetical of a will and trust law firm. Did such types of lawyers in certain regards of such a type truly have the ability to be trusted when thinking of how there would be the guarantee of constant cash flow in the ways of a funeral home though not the exact same because of the quantity of the numbers regarding a funeral home where all at some point will go to or stop by at some point, compared to the quality of numbers which would only be seen at the opposite aspect regarding a will and trust law firm? Who would be most infuriated regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project and knowing nothing was ever allowed by such because such was not ever covered by those legal papers such as my SCUBA Diving gear for another example, since the Medal of Honor Art Project pieces would be owned technically by the United States of America's Armed Forces branches and divisions, though who would such a will and trust law firm have the most despite for when taking such into consideration regarding their business of will and trust?


Veterans, law enforcement, fire department, and EMS employees and their families because of what would be seen as the lower numbers of monetary value compared to the higher numbers of which certain companies and groups would be in charge of would be my guesstimation however the same in regards of such views as those who are professionals in a specific adult consenting lifestyle because of the type of individuals they would be meetings as clients and yet the lack of numbers in such a same sort of way in such sorts of will and trust in reference to the hypothetical and while once again enjoying such possibly the ways to which would be looked at because of such associations elsewhere. What would drive someone from a will and trust law firm who lost every chance and what once was could have been though was all because of such fault as to be greedy while being lustful while being petty and having coveted what was not their(s) to ever covet, yet being envious of other legal firms for the court case times and yet having too much pride to admit to their gluttony and being too lazy to do the work themselves while wrongly looking down upon those who do such work as looking for the easy way out hypothetically; if such were to be noticed by such a law firm individual and/or an associate and/or friend and/or family and/or business partner and/or other lawyer of and/or etcetera when in reference to my books and/or my Medal of Honor Art Project and/or my artwork and/or my website and/or my SCUBA Diving and/or anything which would not have originally been in such documents and would be known there would not ever be an allowance for such, except if going to the technology companies who would have already been slightly tipped off to such aspects as per the social media aspects already having been in place as well as the emails and the text messages previously sent though hypothetically such a lawyer would not think about such if were to be the case when learning of my website as well as The Ornery PSA which also my books being registered through The Library of Congress with my legal first and legal last name which then they could not ever actually purchase any rights to such because of the legalities of antislavery laws as well as female rights as well as Constitutional Rights which were actually earned in comparison to being born in the United States of America regarding such a hypothetical law firm set of individual(s); what would be the only way they would ever be able to stick it to everyone they chose to cause problems to while also preventing such book sales and denying any others from actually being involved in such until after the full clearing of such information for more to know and to understand for the ability to comprehend where in their own personal experiences of such to put together for themselves to realize who was actually connected where for what and why, while who was innocent the whole time and was only dealing with which situations as best as possible? Whose writing would entice such a type of individual(s) such as more easily to naturally seem mysterious as per wording and though at the same time not mysterious in the slightest if you knew what to actually pay attention to, if more open minded? Who other than a will and trust company was within the legal ranks of Enron and who of Enron was the quickest legal area to crack and bend under the pressure of the Enron scandals before any other legal teams, as the IRS would have known when looking back through the paperwork and which companies automatically have to have a will and trust legal team regarding life insurance policies?


Who would only know of a will and trust company as their only source to believe in because of certain circumstances beyond their control as children, those with special needs, and/or elderly, when you think about such who would need such a clarification?


They know, who they are.


I knew I could have sued the Carrollton Police Department for the biases about the call they received about the shell casing, just as I knew I could have sued McCoy Elementary School for the discrimination because of the shell casing as well as the comments made about my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia. That was for them to find the way for them to be able to get their own path and help others to find a better way as well to see more clearly, which in turn I can see my son wanting to be more helpful because of so many children and teenagers he could see having certain situations which would be warranting such assistance while also seeing others in the military associated who would need such similar assistance in his way. I can see my daughter wanting to be able to be a part of something bigger than what she ever thought was possible and knowing more than she ever knew she had, which similarly would help more with different assistances to clear the way which would bring more awareness which I was unable to for either one beyond my own experiences which I did not discuss previously because of the minimal information able to be written and/or spoken about was not as well received in discussions prior to as well as after in certain regards. I can see where both would want to take the lid off and want to help more because I raised them to be more open minded and appreciative of life and those who are a part of living on earth as well as the waters beneath the earth and the sky above the earth with the galaxy outwards from the earth to more beyond, which in such modernized times the need for a bigger portion of more would need to be gone through in a way which would be in alignment to such energetic shifts while being as best of a Mom(my) to both in the ways which I could best be for both as well as assist where I could for more in a beneficial way where each genuinely makes their choices through their own choices in comparison to being forced in one direction or another because of decisions which some have used to hold over someone's head as an anvil in comparison to as an umbrella as the rain can make holding such an anvil slippery to possibly drop on one's own foot instead of on top of who was intended and the umbrella assists that smooth sliding off and over who needs protection when they may not have realized such at the specific time(s) of because of what was trusted at such times when their will was hidden from them instead of showing them if they are willing which different ways they can choose to move in their own ways as best as they can make for themselves instead of taking their hand to pull away choosing to guide their hands to move in more positive directions for themselves and others for more beneficial aspects of freedom as much as possible in the truth thereof in whichever employment or sector of as there is not one area of working regarding a large company which does not have at minimum the IRS requirements with a will and trust legal law firm as even private security companies need to know both ends of such a spectrum of information regarding such aspects thereof as they have to pay their taxes wherever they go and they have their version of their life insurance policies which in turn means some form of a will and trust; though who would be in needing to genuinely know which ones were actually worth the trust and who were those who were taking their will towards certain individuals and why of such out? Who would have the need to know more, and the requirements thereof would be needed for such in what reason of knowing such would need to be known? I suppose such would be possibly, quite a few more than realized at times.


I knew I could have also sued the McCoy Elementary School as well as the Fort Worth Zoo as well as the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District for multiple aspects despite not needing to have been told of such, however the timing of as well as the situations involved which I felt though had not a word for in which to fully give the depths of would be more than some would realize in certain ways as I saw far more than I could explain as to such aspects as I would not know who would be considered as a trust fund baby compared to those who would not be considered as such; despite certain ironies regarding being medically retired from the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces for such an earned entitlement because of situations which occurred, though who would choose to take advantage of such compared to who would prefer such to be as such chooses if such a choice were to be made available to?


There are those who know, and there are those who learned.


I hope for the best for more despite not being the most normal way to review such situations at such times, as the feelings not attached to emotions are different than what would be considered as attached to emotions; as there has always been the time(s) when I have care(d) in such times as well as since such times, as maybe a bit childish in view however seeing there being a way no matter what to do the best possible even if the last time seeing in person was under odd circumstances before anything major had occurred and the inability to remember such a name to put to a face that was remembered being of such a large concern for various times and multiple aspects beyond what might be considered as normal or whatever could be considered as normal even for a phone call as such for the concern despite other outer portions of circumstances as some who are in specific fields of employment know and understand to comprehend in certain ways much differently; when the times which count by the second as to what portion of movement occurs can make the difference in ways which having someone's back whether they can see or not is extremely important for those who are able to get themselves into a clearing for safety until the time to step outward is, and when such times have occurred especially in specific circumstances of which those comprehend the most of one small millimeter can be the biggest difference as to when someone was there to catch that for life to go forward and onward in which ways could be while such aspects continue to live onward in better ways with actual safety and genuine care for the better health of more who may have seen different portions though which aspects to acknowledge sometimes being a small faery sized piece of glitter in the distance along the horizon as while moving through.


I can see my son being intelligent enough to know how upset I would be for certain aspects while also knowing of other portions which would be difficult for him as knowing how much I had genuinely done for the best for both him and his sister, while I can see my daughter knowing and feeling in her heart as to the truthful and genuine concern while being raised in truth to speak such truths at all times because of knowing more than she thought I realized and able to see such though the words being difficult more-so because of other aspects which I would know about from my own medical retirement background in more ways than she or her brother would have ever truly known in a much larger and extremely detailed way because of various aspects they would have to research though would be able to piece together the puzzle together with which more would be able to see what words I could not find in such times to more clearly express in a more proper timeline order with all such details and the ability to do so without getting caught in the muck portions while able to notice such muck would and was excruciatingly difficult as per pain levels.


I can see how some would wish for situations to be done malevolently in comparison to the actual reality of in truth in compassion because of seeing further distances than the moments thereof which while might have seemed as such, the larger portions of such connectionary aspects unless in person or fully connected to all areas would be missed in some ways. In some ways I wish I could be as harsh though I cannot without warrant in truth and even then such is in compassion because of knowing more than what is met in sight as per growing up as I had, where I had.


I am thankful for such areas to grow up in and around, as those foundational points of reference have been a large aspect to furthered portions of concern for the greater portions for the longest terms possible for many more in greater ways I hope.






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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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