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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Attorney/Lawyer needed: SCUBA Diving and biological adult supposed to be consenting lifestyles

Who are the most racist group of individuals that can be thought of when looking at the overall aspects as to the skin tone when not paying attention to the tattoos when I look back now in the year of 2021 to the year of 2009, as to such groups? Who is the most sexist feminazi group of the groups and communities I had been a part of in the year of 2009, as to the overall combined in my life up to that point? Which group had the most amount of females in bathing suits whether they wore bikinis or in my case, wore a one piece bathing suit? Which group of all of the groups when my biological father learned of my involvement did he hate the most when learning I had gotten involved with out of the #SAPagan #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #Pagan #MilitaryCityUSA #TX #Txstate #Texas #Texasstate San Antonio Pagan group, the #BDSM BDSM, #Swinger Swinger groups, and the #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADivers SCUBA Divers when looking back now in the year of 2021 to the year of 2009?



The answer is, my biological father hated learning in the year of 2011 that I had been involved with SCUBA Diving when learning from #InternationalSCUBA #SCUBAToys International SCUBA, and SCUBA Toys association to the area of #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas Carrollton Texas near #Coppell #CoppellTX #CoppellTexas Coppell Texas where I met a female whose son had a similar issue as to my daughter #Letters4Lidia during a field trip that year in 2010, though a different area to #FarmersBranch #FarmersBranchTX #FarmersBranchTexas #FBTX Farmers Branch Texas.



While there is not the registration mandatory for sex offenders the way there is mandatory for moving into an area in the Pagan, Swinger, BDSM, and/or SCUBA Diving communities; which of the groups would be the most important to ensure being able to clarify such details even though the Junior SCUBA Diver though because of the Junior Seal SCUBA would be of the most importance, to have such a verification check into the background of and why?



The answer is the age, as well as the fact as to such assaults illegally as to such unwanted and unnecessary advances from such sexual predators.



In reference to how the male who I was engaged to twice after meeting a male for a few dates which went nowhere as to a #Navy #USNavy Navy MP as I was told who went into private security named Lawrence Huebner as to the walking around the fountain as per my writing “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” except the pumpkin pie I took over to his apartment with as best as I could mix into the cinnamon of the picture of the 3D picture he made with the train in the design, which I had told my ex-sister-in-law about the size of his penis being far too big for me to be able to handle as despite having given birth to two children the fact each took 7+ days to deliver as to the situations in reality of knowing myself. However in reference to SCUBA Diving unlike the BDSM/Swinger communities, the time of introducing my then fiancé Shawn McCall to the SCUBA divers I knew at the time at #ClearSpringsSCUBA #ClearSpringsSCUBAPark #Terrel #TerrelTX #TerrelTexas #Terrell #TerrellTX #TerrellTexas Clear Springs SCUBA Park in Terrel Texas as I had been informed after my Polar Bear SCUBA Dive on New Year’s Day 1 January 2010 weekend as to the new year where I was the Youngest Adult SCUBA Diver for that year for that SCUBA Dive compared to the Youngest Junior SCUBA Diver for the Polar Bear SCUBA Dive; Shawn McCall knows how that situation had gone in reference to when he was on land and I was in the water, as per how such was explained to me.



He told me they had been fairly aggressive and then spoke with him about how SCUBA Diving was from their perspective in comparison to what was the perspective from my or any other female SCUBA Divers’ viewpoint, of which in the ways I had interpreted was that the SCUBA Divers on land were being mean to him as to the description. The references as to the #Corona Corona beer situation while he was at Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma as to the fact of two SCUBA Divers from International SCUBA, and one from SCUBA Toys being the combination to notate from what I remember either in February or March of 2010. Though Shawn McCall knew of the BDSM as well as the modeling I had done, whatever assumptions as to the comparison of the reality are what they are depending upon the individual.



However the fact I personally was confronted about having the nerve to be engaged to an individual who was a non-SCUBA diver in the civilian recreational area when in February 2010 at the FVD2 situation in the #DFW #Dallas #FortWorth #FWTX Dallas/Fort Worth Texas event, after first attending the FVD1 Glitteratti event was a bit of an oddity. I had noticed the number 2 written in different areas, which had not made any sense to me regarding such factors which includes at the Disturbathon event in the year of 2010 or 2011 in the Dallas area of Texas. When Shawn McCall had gone with me to the Hoodie and Lilith wedding event at The Church Dance Club which Shawn McCall said he had attended before as to the Wednesday event call Lizzard or something along the lines of, most were kind enough to him as per being with me.



However I also did not know of how many SCUBA Divers were in the lifestyle at the time, nor did I know as to who knew of my SCUBA Diving at the bottom of the ocean by that point in December 2009. Him and I showing up to the heaven and hell event as to the situations at the time, would be more well known to him for his perspective as to how he was treated as most of the evening he stayed by my side; just as similarly as to when he and I were reengaged in the year of 2010 in #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas, as to situations such as the New Year’s weekend event at a location I cannot specifically remember. However I took his champagne glass which whoever handed them out after pouring was unhappy I had taken the drink, from Shaun McCall that evening.



Those who have dated me and/or been involved through my Mentoring as per putting such online would know what they personally dealt with, just as those who I had taken pictures with and/or modeled for and/or did performances at would know what details they personally dealt with as to specific situations which would correlate as I would guesstimate. Such occurrences did not always occur before SCUBA Diving however escalated after my involvement with SCUBA Diving, as per my writings and compilations as to the facts found within my first two books. While uncertain as to other connection oddities referencing such factors as to the ways thereof to such connection portions as to being known to spend my time with #ClubFEM ClubFEM though not being a Professional Dominatrix, the aspects which the ways such escalated as to other situations are technically after my SCUBA Diving aspects of which the remembering of who such occurrences as to when going to SCUBA Toys as to being asked whose account I would be on of which I had told them it would be my own account instead and the ways which when asked at International SCUBA as to being confused why I would need a SCUBA Dive partner as there was not a need I had seen for my type of SCUBA Diving while not fully understanding the details as to the #SSI SSI SCUBA Diving.



It would be a wonder to me if in reference as to SCUBA Diving within the civilian sector as to the groups and formations thereof, when did banking theft problems begin, and when did identity theft become a problem in which year of which decade and how long was SCUBA Diving involved by such a point in time as where did the majority of accounts lead to though the levels of technology are at what level where?



If it is not known in reference to the recreational civilian SCUBA Diving unlike military and unlike law enforcement SCUBA Diving as to the group numbers to the years for law enforcement and military SCUBA Diving, in the recreational civilian sector of SCUBA Diving each of the SCUBA Diving instructors have the list of the names along with the information thereof to each individual SCUBA diver which they themselves register as SCUBA Divers. How many people have dealt with problems after getting involved with the civilian sector of SCUBA Diving as to such problems, as to the times thereof?



In reference to the way which Shawn McCall was treated and the situations I personally dealt with in such combinations specifically from the year of 2009 onward, what situations did the majority of female SCUBA Divers in such a way deal with what levels of combinations thereof?



For females who have famous last names and/or specific larger paying employment aspects, what connection of male SCUBA Divers is there a combination to pay attention to whether lesbian or queer or transgender or bisexual or pansexual or straight?



How many females have found themselves involved with a SCUBA Diver male in the civilian recreational aspect of life after a specific amount of time in the ways of an eastcoast 1980s or 1990s type of a reminder of SCUBA Diving, as to such factors of the wishes to the type of SCUBA Diving depending upon the group which they came from as to such factors regarding SCUBA Diving?



How many female SCUBA Divers who earned a SCUBA Dive Master level, had certain connected types of situations?



How many female SCUBA Divers who earned a SCUBA Diver instructor level of SCUBA Diving, dealt with certain similarities?



How many female SCUBA Divers learned of what I was dealing with and put such connections together before myself as to such factors as why would that connection of SCUBA Diving as to the males being involved and the aspects as to GOLF in a comparison, n the viewpoints thereof to take into consideration as why would that be important in reference to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as my creation of the Underwater Wedding as well as my creation of the Underwater Travel System?



Why would I ever want or need or desire a male SCUBA Diver for my work I personally created without such assistances when I was a child growing up in #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey as per my application into #MAST #Marine #Science #Technology Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment as what would be the connected problems as per such factors as to those types of situations thinking they would ever be allowed something they themselves did not earn, and how often have I pushed females upward in comparison to the ways of what seemingly has been done in reference to the opposite in reference to male SCUBA Divers of whichever type?



When in the year of 2009 at each and every location I went to in order to earn my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications other than one or two other individuals usually males, I had the darkest colored skin tone as per the aspects of my tattoos. The main complaint as to all of my tattoos were my Methuselah tattoo as well as my Faeries tattoo which both are completed in a black and white grey scale coloration, as my ankle tattoo was covered by my ankle SCUBA Diving booties as to the amount of complaints as to having to seen my skin while complaining about how they did not see me in a bikini. Did anyone else have any such problems in reference specifically to the black and white grey scale tattoos in reference to SCUBA Diving, and how many individuals within SCUBA Diving have lighter or darker colored skin tones to their ethnic backgrounds?



In reference to the banking issues as well as the identity theft problems, what are the demographics as to the ethnic background of the majority of people who deal with those problems as well as how many of them were involved with SCUBA Diving?



What happens to people who do not have a relationship and are not informed of any sort of tipping scale as does it take a head injury to figure out that would have to be reported on their taxes when such portions though what information would automatically be registered for such transactions, which banks would know more in detail of?



What in the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veteran/Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America and law enforcement/fire department deal with in reference to after the year more specifically of 2009 as to the specific payments of the specific charges in comparison to the ways which in the recreational civilian SCUBA Diving in such reference to tipping look as to the banking transactions to think about as why would that additionally be important in reference to the state of Texas as to such factors?



What would be of importance regarding the tipping in the civilian sector to anywhere else with the exception of tipping to the ways in the military/law enforcement/fire department/EMS aspects as why is that important to look at in reference to the facts thereof to the legal portions which prevent favoritism because of the ways which the various branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America have known about such factors as why would the situations from the year of 2009 onward for me be able to prove certain other factors if in reference to a temper tantrum thrown by the different individuals on my SCUBA Diving certifications of each one of the 26 I earned as why would I ever as a female SCUBA Diver without a SCUBA Diving relationship be a prime target as to such sorts of problematic antics as to the ways of what could possibly have been known and/or noticed by other female SCUBA Divers?



What does the song reference from the lyrics from #Fergie #BlackEyedPeas #BEP Fergie in the song #Glamorous Glamorous have to do with the above portions though specifically what her Dad told her as how could such in reference to not being willing in my part of ever getting involved with SCUBA Diving in any sort of relationship be of importance as to my personal choice as to refusing to ever be tied to any SCUBA Diver to my SCUBA Diving whether or not for a fun SCUBA Dive have anything of importance to take into consideration? I was told not to go to college (or equivalent thereof) to get my Mrs., is the answer.



Glamorous

Song by Fergie

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Micaiah Abdul Raheem / Jamal F. Jones / Christopher Brian Bridges / Elvis L. Jr. Williams / William Adams / Stacy Ferguson

Glamorous lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group, BMG Rights Management

Lyrics

If you ain't got no money take yo'broke ass home

You say: If you ain't got no money take yo'broke ass home

G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S, yeah G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S

We flying the first class

Up in the sky

Poppin' champagne

Livin' my life

In the fast lane

And I won't change

For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

The glamorous,

The glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)

For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

The glamorous

The glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)

For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

Wear them gold and diamonds rings

All them things don't mean a thing

Chaperons and limousines

Shopping for expensive things

I be on the movie screens

Magazines and boogie scenes

I'm not clean, I'm not pristine

I'm n queen, I'm no machine

I still go to Taco Bell

Drive through, raw as Hell

I don't care, I'm still real

No matter how many records I sell

After the show or after the Grammys

I like to go cool out with the family

Sippin', reminiscing on days when I had a Mustang

And now I'm in

We flying the first class

Up in the sky

Poppin' champagne

Livin' my life

In the fast lane

And I won't change

For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

The glamorous

The glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)

For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

The glamorous

The glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)

For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

I'm talking Champagne wishes, caviar dreams

You deserve nothing but all the finer things

Now this whole world has no clue to do with us

I've got enough money in the bank for the two of us

Brother gotta keep enough lettuce

To support your shoe fetish

Lifestyles so rich and famous

Robin Leach will get jealous

Half a million for the stones

Takin' trips from here to Rome

So If you ain't got no money take yo' broke ass home

G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S, yeah G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S

We flying the first class

Up in the sky

Poppin' champagne

Livin' my life

In the fast lane

And I won't change

For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

The glamorous

The glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)

For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

The glamorous

The glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)

For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

I got problems up to here

I've got people in my ear

Telling me these crazy things

That I don't want to know (fuck y'all)

I've got money in the bank

And I'd really like to thank

All the fans, I'd like to thank

Thank you really though

'Cause I remember yesterday

When I dreamt about the days

When I'd rock on MTV, that be really dope

Damn, It's been a long road

And the industry is cold

I'm glad my daddy told me so, he let his daughter know

my daddy told me so, he let his daughter know

my daddy told me so, he let his daughter know




As my biological father was infuriated when he learned I had gotten into SCUBA Diving within the civilian recreational sector as per him having been a #MerchantMarine Merchant Marine in the 1970s and the 1980s or the 1960s and the 1970s as well as SCUBA Diving during the J and the K valve timeframes when he informed me of what he dealt with as a first generation Chinese male who had been certified in the #Bulova School of Bulova as to what was noticed as to the similar situations as to what I dealt with though other females as well as do not pretend male SCUBA Divers who have daughters that your daughter is actually safe as you of all, should know better from what you have seen as to such factors in such hypotheticals as why would they hypothetically want you to get your daughter involved while you already knew of what? Did you think you could prevent them from going after your daughter just because, or in such a hypothetical game did you think about what the supposed point system would be for that?



Why are there male SCUBA Divers who have refused to have children as long as they have been involved with SCUBA Diving, out of curiosity?



How many male SCUBA Diving instructors have done what they could to prevent having children and if they did have children, what schools did they stay a part of or did they choose to go out into the freelancing areas as to SCUBA Diving instruction to be able to distance themselves as to keeping their children safe?



Why would the SCUBA Divers in the state of Texas automatically have a problem with me upon my return to the state of Texas from #FL #Florida #Floridastate #FLstate Florida state after specifically telling them about my SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg, of which as I described in person as well as wrote about either in my first book and/or my second book “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the #SCUBADivePolice #SDP #SCUBADiverLawEnforcement #SDLE SCUBA Diver Police or SCUBA Diver Law Enforcement?



While in Florida the SCUBA Divers which first reeled me into the boat area before making the radio call to the boat I had been on called the Starfish Enterprise through the #FLKeys #FloridaKeys #KeyWest #KWFL #KeyWestFL #KeyWestFlorida #SouthPointDivers Florida Keys in the Key West area of the Southpoint SCUBA Divers, why did I wonder why the SCUBA Diver I was assigned to had a problem with me having earned my SCUBA Diving certifications within the state of Texas?



While he later was semi-impressed-ish as to how many I personally earned by such a point in time as to having earned 25 of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications, why did it seem there was an unspoken oddity about SCUBA Divers which learned within the state of Texas as to the situations thereof compared to other areas of SCUBA Diving which were through specific shops only in the comparison to the overall aspects of finding a #PADI PADI registered SCUBA Diving location as why would my choice to go through two different shops which were not associated with International SCUBA be of importance as to the #ParrotSCUBA Parrot SCUBA in #Boca #BocaRaton #BRFL #BocaRatonFL #BocaRatonFlorida Boca Raton Florida area which is the headquarters area for #NAUI NAUI whereas PADI has headquarters in #RanchoSantaMargarita #RSMCA #RanchoSantaMargaritaCA #RanchoSantaMargaritaCalifornia #CA #CAstate #California #Californiastate as what would the difference in the individuals in comparison to the individual SCUBA Divers themselves be in such regards as to the ways of such SCUBA Diving certifications and earned portions thereof as well as the after timings thereof to such a point if a female SCUBA Diver is a Dive Master and/or a SCUBA Diver instructor in the civilian recreational areas or in my case where I taught the certifying SCUBA Diving instructors who were in the civilian recreational areas of SCUBA Diving to each individual instructor who was not officially certified within the specific specialty of which would that be considered as the best tip ever in all comparisons?



However why of any such words would Richard Troute or Richard Thomas as to the location at International SCUBA in Carrollton Texas have the nerve to tell me ‘You’re not a SCUBA Diving instructor’ when I showed him my personal creation of my Underwater Travel System, as what would being a civilian recreational SCUBA diving instructor have anything to do with my creation of my Underwater Travel System?



The answer is, it would not have anything to do with being a certified SCUBA Diving instructor though apparently it was a good thing I had been a certified Master/Teacher in Reiki as to the facts of what hypothetical problems as to any individual who was not officially certified in the SCUBA Diving specialty they had put their name on my SCUBA Diving certification card as to such point in time as why would that be the only saving grace in certain references as to such official legalities within the international communities as to the ways which SCUBA Divers have had the ability to travel around the world?



What would those people who were at Clear Spring SCUBA Diving Park have to say as to their choices to pour what was warm within the bottle into the clear springs SCUBA pond area as to the algae blooms which occurred within just a few weeks after when I arrived in July 2019, and what growth from such portions usually is caused to grow algae especially in high quantities? What in specific as to the fact of my additionally being an Ordained Reverend be of importance as to such factors, and why would it be unnecessary for me additionally in such combined technical factors as to the lack of a need to be a certified SCUBA Diving civilian recreational instructor as what would I need that for?



I was an Ordained Reverend before I went SCUBA Diving just as I was a certified Reiki Level III Master and Teacher in the same year timeframe of twelve months, all before I went into SCUBA Diving to earn my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications and thus by technicalities before I ever went SCUBA Diving in the ocean as per my personal minimum of completing 100+ SCUBA Dives in the lake/pond/quarry/hot springs as to my personal requirements for myself after having grown up swimming in the ocean each year during summer between the years of 1984 through to the year of 1997 in the Atlantic areas of the ocean as well as throughout the years from 2003 onward within the Gulf of Mexico areas to Texas and Georgia; as why would I ever need such an official title card, are those SCUBA Divers in the civilian recreational SCUBA Diving unable to see that many combinations as to already having taught as well as the fact of what I personally earned in conjunction to the fact of the minimum requirement for a SCUBA Dive Master is 50 hours of SCUBA Diving and the 100 hours of SCUBA diving requirements to an instructor? Or, was that too many different details for them to count in such references as to the lack of simplicity because the numbers were far greater in such regards, just as my experiences?



Does it take a head injury to figure out if there were and/or were not males willing to stand up in the correct ways initially or who had in reference to the irony regarding the #GeorgiaGuidestones #GAGuidestones #GAGS #DewyRose #DRGA #DewyRoseGA #DewyRoseGeorgia Georgia Guidestones in Dewy Rose Georgia, how many female SCUBA Divers as well as male SCUBA Divers who would be against such types of games make such a standing point as how many of those languages specifically have countries internationally who travel to go SCUBA Diving who would not find any such humour as to the ways of such hypothetical mistreatments as to the song by #RedJumpsuitApparatus Red Jumpsuit Apparatus called Face Down as why would that be an odd correlation in the combinations thereof other than the band is based out of Florida?




Do any of my previous SCUBA Diving posts combined assist such a view and what in reference to the lyrics specifically to females though any such factors thereof to SCUBA Diving be of importance to think about:

If you ain't got no money take yo'broke ass home

You say: If you ain't got no money take yo'broke ass home

Damn, It's been a long road

And the industry is cold

I'm glad my daddy told me so, he let his daughter know

my daddy told me so, he let his daughter know

my daddy told me so, he let his daughter know



Why would it be important for SCUBA Diver Police or SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement, and what is one statute of limitation which does not occur for which crime(s) that SCUBA Divers within the recreational civilian sector and why would some individuals instantly freak out about upon me saying the words of which the need for SCUBA Diving Police or SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement?



Are there any specific female SCUBA Divers on a reserved list for what aspects, and why in such occurrences as to the reference regarding when I was engaged to Shawn McCall though what would be considered additionally problematic to certain if such occurrences thereof to such a list?



I suppose what could be considered as to a blessing in disguise as to not being able to at the time of in the latter portions of from the year of 2009 which includes any from the school of McCoy Elementary and the CFBISD schools as to getting both sets of classes and groups thereof in regards as to the situations with my son more officially #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia involved in SCUBA Diving, as was there an uptick in someone within the SCUBA Diving recreational civilian SCUBA Diving instructors as to a registered offender as to the female I met when at the Coppell hair salon once chance afternoon as to a similar situation because of taking my son and my daughter to swimming classes at International SCUBA?



Is it a similar situation of which the differences between the Nine Lives Bookstore employees and volunteers as to the Cat Sanctuary types of people, in such a different though correlated odd reference thereof as to the swimming classes to the Cat Sanctuary and the Bookstore to the SCUBA Diver instructors possibly though because of the unspoken code as to certain situations kept quiet because of employment situations as to such aspects thereof as what would the assumption be of me as a single legal widow Mom of two children earning 26 SCUBA Diving certifications while being involved with modeling and the supposed to be biological adult consenting lifestyle?



What is the comparison to who I actually am, and who I have always been referencing how many times I have been called a prude as how many believed me when I told them I was a virgin before moving out of the state of New Jersey in 1998 and my proof of such aspects as to would be considered as what numbers to the reference of a prior journal blog entry of mine which would show what proof able to be found in truth as to the actual records in comparison to the assumptions and/or photoshop and/or stalking/harassing as such types of pictures/videos would be considered as stalking/harassing as to I only have modeled and performed with clothing on in comparison as though I had done a version of a strip in the Halloween event during the Temple of Flesh 2010 event I had gotten to an American Flag bikini in comparisons to whatever assumptions may have been and what about the poster aspect as to the Exotic Easter event as to the year of 2011 and how many times did I have to defend myself just at that event while remembering as many at each other event in the end of the year of 2004 into the year of 2005 before the years of 2008 through 2012?



Too many to count as per in just one of the larger events I counted higher than what the Navy and Marines taught me to count to after being in Medical Hold Unit now Warrior Transition Unit for each Easter and each Halloween event, for clarification.



What was problematic to me in the year of 2008 or 2009 as to what occurred in reference to that Temple of Flesh event I was pulled on stage against my will during the same event called Springtime for Hitler, as what has occurred to the females who have been pulled on stage at such an event which could be considered as disturbing that has what connections to which types of SCUBA Divers?



Are there any attorneys/lawyers interested in assisting me with such a legal case(s), and/or class action lawsuits which can be looked into regarding such factors, especially if there are any direct connections of which there is a prior to being in the Army aspects as to such portions thereof which was found?



What male who did not grow up with sisters and/or taught to respect his Mom correctly involved somehow with both, would be so arrogant and needed to be put into place through such SCUBA Diving Police/Law Enforcement?



Please contact me through my website, for the clarifications.



Re-read from the top...where did I grow up and who I am related to unlike other cousins of mine?



Should pay attention to that, huh?

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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