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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Apparently, it might just take a head injury to figure this out...












































By law because I testified under oath in the #Dinwiddie #DinwiddieVA #DinwiddieVirginia #VA #Virginia #VAstate #Virginiastate #VirginaCommonwealth #Commonwealth Dinwiddie Virginia Commonwealth court of law as to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth as to what paperwork which was officially handed to be submitted into the records and was handed to the presiding Judge in the official courtroom in front of multiple individuals as well as all of the security cameras as to being willing to speak of as well as hand over the legal presentation of the documentation I have put forward in full truth which includes yesterday’s post which the free download of which was handed over to the presiding Judge officially which as I explained in the writing of my journal blog entry as to my website officially in the paperwork as can be seen as to the truth to the best of my ability from my own testimony under oath as to the truth of such in full with the official declarations as to the non-fiction factual books to clarify additionally.


By law because I made the choice of my own free will to defend myself in the official court of law within the state of Virginia which is a Commonwealth state in such a court of law officially, each individual who has ever made any police law enforcement report must be willing to testify in an official courtroom without any legal assistance from any attorney to what they had put forward in each and any type and level of court of law under oath in full truth and nothing but the truth as to standing behind their statements officially as to each piece of paper ever filed on their behalf as well as to the validity of full truth and their attorneys in full truth have to be willing to testify as to any discussions about their cases of which could be under such a guideline as to the discussions behind closed doors as well as through technological correspondences as well as any type of correspondence which can be registered in whichever court of law officially as to their personal involvement(s) hypothetically on behalf of whichever individual and/or group and/r organization and/or agency under oath in full truth; or such attorneys by law must be willing to step down from being the individuals’/groups’ legal defense as to their own hypothetical involvement(s) in any/all portions as to any assistances if they themselves have not made any such official statements and/or claims for their own aspects, which then by law they would have to legally step down from defending and/or assisting anyone else’s legal aspects as to the known portions of mandatory admitting of biases in full truth.


By law as to my official declaration in testimony with the supporting beginning portions of officialized evidence as to the download which includes my website www.susanmeeling.com as explained officially means that any/all news media outlets officially are legally as they always have been legally able to report of such details as to simply acknowledging the specific link to the entire journal blog entry quoted from in such hypotheticals, as to the full discloser of information as to any and all such aspects as per their ability to their Constitutional Rights as to Freedom of the Press which in such instances the ability to bring forward the fact of which I had in a public courtroom under oath I had testified under oath in full truth as to the facts associated with each individual posting in my journal blog entries within #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA as to additionally my non-fiction books as to the validity of such facts as to any such specific detailed journal blog of which a #juicynews #Juicyarticle #Juicyinformation juicy news article can be produced as to the facts in which I have officially testified under oath which covers all such news organizations as to the validity of my work in the official court of law which I testified in truth under oath as to such aspects. In turn such news organizations are as they have always been able to officially report such details with the specific source to such information as the ways which official news goes in such larger markets, as to the specifics which I have admitted are and were and are under oath of which to only tell the truth as I have already explained and discussed in person as well as online as to only being able to tell the truth of which I usually officially put the information for the knowledge as to any biases and/or any possibility of such aspects as making sure to the best of my ability/abilities of speaking and writing in truth as to officially deciphering between my non-fiction fact based books to the differences to my other books not officially declared as non-fiction books and officially declared as fiction books as to which ones in official standards as well as the official inspirations to such as per the statements made within my journal blog entries as to the clarifications thereof which in turn the official aspects of which only certain attributes though others have done and/or had such attributes as to the facts as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of which in turn would mean that it would take more than one or two or three types of individuals having certain similarities to be able to register such a memory of which would exclude any exclusive rights to any such hypothetical wishes as to ever thinking such only referred to one individual regarding my fiction book series in the standards of being under oath in such testimony to my fiction books compared to my non-fiction books as to the reality of my fiction books being created in simply creativity compared to my non-fiction books in facts.


By law each individual/group/organization/agency which may have hypothetically made any official statements and/or put any such restrictions needlessly upon any/all of my personal work by law would have to be willing to in person in an official court of law in the open be willing to personally defend any/all such choices for any/all such actions or in turn fully remove all restrictions as well as fully remove all sandbox sort of types of technological aspects in the cases thereof in full as to fully remove any and all types of restrictions ever needlessly placed upon me and/or my works if there is not the willingness to officially in a court of law under oath testify without any legal assistances as to any such aspects as to any such restrictions as to all such being officially removed and officially released in full if the unwillingness to do so by each and every individual/group/organization/agency in each individual who may have pushed forward any such forms or paperwork is unwilling to testify on their own without any attorney or lawyer or advocate or anyone other than themselves officially being willing to take the stand to officially declare under oath in full truth as to their own words as to their aspects as to any such further wishes to ever try to restrict such information. If they are not willing to do so within the next 15 business days which would in turn mean officially by the date of 28 October 2021 in a court of law of public testimony just as I had as to the legal aspects as to the Dinwiddie Virginia court of law for the traffic court aspects of such as to my case number on the payment option form #T218575 #T21-5875 as to the official records of the official receipt in the Dinwiddie combined traffic court case number #053GT2100587500 to the receipt number #21000007127 as to the transaction number #211007000003 at register number #E371 with cashier MJA as to the check number 3396 to the description 1 of TRY: 10/7/21 CHG R.D. 85/60 description 2: OFF 08/17/21 OL#. 43350479 description 3: CODE SECTION: A.46.2-862 in the Case Type: M in the TYPE: Full Payment as to the documentation at the time of 9:32:30 on the date of 10/07/2021; then by law all charges and all restrictions in full must officially be removed from each aspect of each of my accounts and all of my work on or before the date of 28 October 2021, if there is any objections to ever officially testifying on their own personally in any court of law of official standards as to the full validity of all such statements as well as forms processed as to any such court legal settings by law officially because of my willingness to do so of my own free will after I have already officially in the #CID Criminal Investigation Division on #JBSA #FortSamHouston #FtSamHouston #FSH #JointBaseSA #JointBaseSanAntonio #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate #MilitaryCityUSA Joint Base San Antonio in San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA to clarify as to my capacities as to my memory faculties as to such details regarding the clarifications as to being able to identify Sergeant Baber via the pictures provided correctly.


In turn by law as to my official under oath testimony on 7 October 2021 and paying all such associated fines to the court case in full all such hypothetical portions of any/all such damages by such a testimony having been presented officially within the court of law under oath would officially have been paid via my check to officially and fully clear me, clear my name, clear my choices, clear my actions, clear my books, clear my copyrights, clear my website, clear my artwork, clear my paintings, and clear all such investigations officially up to the point in my favor as to all such aspects as per officially handing over the acknowledged documentation to the presiding Judge in the ways which included the information on my website because of the official information being presented in the court of law which in all such hypothetical aspects would fully remove all such possibilities of any type of penalties as to having paid for such via the cleared check payment in full as to all such hypothetical aspects against me and would fully remove all such restrictions officially by the legal standing of such payment as to the fine thereof as to the facts of officially handing over the supporting documents I had typed up and officially had been recognized by the presiding Judge to the case in full despite not officially being entered into the court of record though having been acknowledged by the presiding Judge as to having seen the documentation of which officially clears each and every aspects of all of my official and unofficial records for all such official clearances in good conscience of which in full honesty to my testimony in conjunction to my official oath having been recorded would officially clear me of all such aspects in each possibility from any such time officially up to an including the date of my court case on 7 October 2021 in my favor as to the facts thereof.


While such can be officially objected to in a court of law within the area of Virginia, the fact I had paid the fines associated with such submission of evidence as to the admitted speed in truth of 74 miles per hour in turn all such legal situations ever involved regarding up to including my driving capabilities though any such problems associated with biases and other such aspects though not limited to are fully additionally cleared in my favor as to such with the clearing and cleaning of my driving records to reduce such problems additionally as to the recent collision as to the truthful portions additionally as to being under oath officially. Thus in turn in all official standards as to all such hypotheticals if there is any objections to the facts which already by such standards are considered as closed as per having officially paid such a fine means all such hypothetical penalties of any such type were officially cleared by such legal standings under oath, which in turn removes any/all wishes to any such other proceedings and/or prior proceedings which may have been filed being fully closed off and fully closed out as to the official aspects as to having paid such a fine in full as to any and all such hypotheticals of any and all such possibilities as to any and all such prior and/or current types of discussions for any filing of court documents because of the facts as to having officially on the record having handed over documents which as seen in the free download as well as the official under oath testimony as to each individual page to having my website www.susanmeeling.com would in turn mean all such clarifications and clearings have been accepted by the court of law under oath and such fines as to such associated would by law be covered under the payment I made in full.


In turn by official standards the additional reality of such possibilities would mandatory mean as to the fact of each possible individual/group/organization/agency must be willing to have each individual testify on their own without any legal assistances to their mandatory being on the stand and willing to testify under oath as to all such aspects which would in turn mean legally I would have to be informed and present for any and/all such hypothetical court hearings as to such aspects as to being officially informed to such as to any/all type of abilities to be able to officially defend myself as per the laws of which are within the #ConstitutionoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Rights of the United States of America of which by law I have the right to face my accusers in each aspect which in turn would mean all such official standards as to the facts of the combined portions of having officially testified as to my defense as well as paid the fines associated with such aspects submitted to evidence, as well as acknowledged by the presiding Judge as well as the clearing of such payment of the $301.00 which includes the legalities in reference to the apartment complex situations as per the writing of such on my website additionally as to the legalities thereof in my favor as to the payment in fines officially in full would clear all such portions as to any such owed finances because of whatever hypothetical associated biases found in any such ways as to already having written about such prior to my court date on 7 October 2021 which in turn all such aspects of all such connected portions as to each and every individual listed as well as acknowledged to such would officially have been in such references to the legal aspects as to the fact double jeopardy is illegal within the United States of America and thus all such portions of all such clearings in my favor have been proven beyond the shadow of a doubt because of the additional payment of fines thereof as to the $301.00 to the court in the Commonwealth of Virginia for all such associated hypotheticals.


However again the additional importance of such individuals being mandatory to be willing to testify under oath of which within the ability of facing my accusers to such aspects would be mandatory to have filed within the next 15 business days, however the circling back to the fact of such penalties having been paid in full referencing such associated with the 74 miles per hour admitting compared to the writings on the documentation as to the recorded mandatory testimony in court for the car insurance clarifications as well #Geico Geico and all such other insurance aspects as to the clarifications of documentation and court proceedings as well which in turn means I keep my insurance legally as to the clarifications of all such recent portions as well as prior portions of under oath testimony as to the combined aspects as to my website having officially been accepted within the evidence portions as per my legal first and my legal middle name within my identification of my drivers license as to my legal rights as to my website name officially.


In turn my name officially has been cleared as to all such accusations as to my willingness to testify in court under oath as to the realities of all such aspects as officialized, and the reality of the illegal portions to any type of #doublejeopardy double jeopardy is considered in every court of law within the United States of America being as illegal in any such way. Thus in additional portions of having paid the fines as to the official acknowledgement and acceptance at the minimum of my website due to my legal first and my legal middle names being as my website being considered as acceptable within the court of law, as well as the less than 24 hours since the official time of being within the court of law and under oath as to the explanations additionally as to the fact I can only speak and only write in truth; of which when I have written and said as to the facts of which books were written in non-fiction and which books were written in fiction would fully be accepted and fully cleared as to such legalities being considered as accepted in the official court of combined aspects as to the name of the Commonwealth in the state of Virginia as to the term #CombinedCourt Combined Court in such legal official paperwork as well.


In turn on the official records as to such truths at all times and the officializing of all such aspects in full would fully clear my name as well as all such associated portions thereof in my favor along all such legal hypotheticals, as to the realities of such protection laws as to the protections against double jeopardy which in turn my fines paid as to such fully additionally clear any such associated aspects while maintaining and sustaining my copyrights in my favor as well as my intellectual property rights as to my creations of my books and my artworks and my paintings and my creations of the #UnderwaterWedding Underwater Wedding and my creation of the #UnderwaterTravelSystem Underwater Travel System as to such portions though not limited to as to the aspects of what possible hypothetical claims as to any such possible wishes for prosecution as to anyone I had once known and/or been associated with in reference to the realities of the non-fiction portions as to such testimony being officially accepted of my own free will of sound state of mind as to the truth to the best of my capacity to which all such in the official standards are fully cleared and accepted within the court of all law as to such aspects thereof.


If I am inaccurate though I have a feeling of guesstimation as to the full accuracy of such legal definitions, in turn there is officially not one individual who can hold me in contempt nor any one individual who could ever try to hold me accountable any further for any such portions; which in turn officially there is not one person who can be mad or upset with me any further, as the legal system was written by others before me and thus any such upset cannot ever be directed in my direction nor in the direction of my son #Letters4James or in the direction of my daughter #Letters4Lidia and in addition they cannot ever officially be upset with me ever again as to the situations being officially completed within the situations of the legal justice system which was written and amended by others over decades and centuries of time before my official birth physically, which in turn all such portions of such hypothetical biases cannot ever be directed towards or within our family as to the direct portions of the three of us meaning my biological son and my biological daughter and I are fully cleared of all such portions and any such hypotheticals of any such legalities and/or any such restrictions found to be in any such hypothetical biases must be removed and fully stricken from the records of the three of us in full officially and the mandatory help and assistances afforded to the three of us for our best interests by all official standards and codes of ethics and laws are mandatory to be upheld in all aspects of life and in all courts of law.


Thus if others directly associated with in reference to direct communication of free will and within the common standards thereof would be if found innocent of such charges would additionally be found cleared of such, which each individual thereof such clearing by their own proof of such records would be able to clear as to which levels thereof to additionally assist with the background clearances for the officialized portions as I said in court under oath as to such portions in my attempts to speak within the Dinwiddie Combined Court within the courtroom with multiple witnesses both civilian and law enforcement as well as the court officials and the presiding Judge as to the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce #DoD #DepartmentofDefense #USA #UnitedStateofAmerica US Space Force which during the administrations of #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump POTUS45 Donald J Trump and #VPOTUS47 #MikePence VPOTUS47 Mike Pence, to such additional aspects thereof in full truth under oath in court, as to such aspects previously written about the aspects of the background checks to assist for the current and the future generations as to the situations in reference to the fact technology has been being used to review social media sectors as well as emails in the #factchecking fact checking portions. In my opinion of which to ensure #integritymetters integrity matters aspects for the truth of such portions prior to the next official review date for which clearance checks are completed in the large massive scale as to the overhaul of information in such ways thereof for the individuals and the groups referencing such associated connections to which such laws have been validated and verified regarding the #stopstolenvalor sopping stolen valor to be able to ensure the current immediate as well as the current in line as well as the future generations, to the possibilities of clearing such details to be able to secure and maintain the system to prevent any such lockouts to ensure the ability to continue with the human race as to when correctly to do so to override any such technological system as to the software programming; as to the predating situations as to the deadline timeline as to reaching such before the critical mass to be able to have such a review of all such information, as to the ways of which each individual can clarify for themselves as to such aspects to their defenses to be able to ensure the proper coding aspects can still be worked with and maintained and sustained within the space aspects.


Additionally to such hypothetical space stations for the assistances of from the ground upward as well as below the waters as to such transmission processes for the ability to properly amend as to the background clearances of individuals as to which groups/agencies/organizations/companies in the private sector with such types of clearances in addition to in ways to protect the ability of within the reasons of which aspects found for such abilities to continue with the life on earth to be able to maintain and sustain the natural resources in addition to such protectionary rights within the various spectrums of the various levels of legal background checks to all such areas and sectors of life in/on/above the earth for human beings also known as homo-sapiens-sapiens as to despite such labels the combined review overall with the intentions to be taken into consideration and levels of which to balance out such aspects as to the behaviour pattens, as to what modifications have been made to assist to prove and/or reprove such portions as to the facts the emotional responses compared to the facts of such to be taken into consideration as to the overall aspects within each individuals’ life as to the amounts of pressure as to each individuals being able to show of which capacities thereof to ensure the keeping open of such communication lines; for the ability to maintain and sustain life on earth as well as such associated satellite areas of such communication transmissions to be able to assist with such clarifications to the best of ability within the #MilkyWay #MilkyWayGalaxy Milky Way Galaxy, and within the #universe #universal universe as to such aspects in full. As each is unknowing as to such time for such a hypothetical overhaul review of all such connected aspects as to the hypothetical predated coding software for such in reference to the rapture and the Mayan calendar timing of such hypotheticals within the coding of technology due to the timeframe when such originating coding had been entered within the system a certain number of times as to the calculations as to the ability to officially find and recognize such aspects to human beings of which in ability to work and progress in a more positive way as to such portions thereof, as the more now known technological portions having had the registrations of the emotional responses as to the intentions for review to the overall aspects of which additionally clarifying the aspects as to why I had not written more in depth as to the fiction books to the non-fiction books as to the more in depth portions of the #LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQP #LGBTQPride #LGBTPride LGBTQP community.


Previously not having had the ability to define themselves as to the ways of the amounts of time in the comparison aspects as to such records of history for the clarifications thereof for the ability for such aspects to have life go onwards, because it is for those within such communities and sectors thereof to be able and capable to define for themselves as to what such experiences are within the non-biased formats of their truths. It is known as to the news reports as well as other such aspects as to the need and the requirement for the ability for each sector of each group to be able to define for such with the backgrounds thereof for the ability for life to go onward as to such progressions, with of which to the consenting aspects as to in reference to the biological adult aspects as to above the age of 18 years old or 21 years old because of the factors as to the ways of which information is processed as to the ways to additionally protect those within the #ADA situations regarding special needs as to the ways which the development as to the studies of human behaviour as to the technological portions of such hypothetical software to be able to give leeway as to such portions additionally, as to the timeframe of which modern usages of technological devices were within the general public as to the timeframe beginning more within the decade of 1990 more broadly prior to the larger aspects of which only after the turn of the millennium as to the year 2000 were more individuals able to access such technologies which in turn though technology moves at a faster rate of speed compared to human beings the need for human beings to be taken into consideration as to the rate of speed in such comparisons to the overhaul of information regarding the mental capacity to process such information #neurology neurologically in the comparison to the speed of which technology software processing speeds thereof.


Each individual having their own backgrounds and their own sets of circumstances as similarly to the after effects of a head injury also known as a TBI or a Traumatic Brain Injury also once known as Shell Shock as to the not fully know portions of the ways of such reactions and responses in the longer terms thereof and such biases; to be able to give the leeway and leave room for the ability of knowledge to the understanding for the comprehension as to more in depth portions as to additionally not having had technological measures in the ways of which in the modern era to ensure the wording of prior spiritual and religious texts as to centuries and millenniums ago as to the ways of not having officially been able to fully or correctly translate such portions in the fullest ways, due to the weathering damages of which certain areas’ works have been needing such clarifications and the ways of which many have preached about the male in comparison to the term masculine as well as the female to the term female as to the term feminine to the aspects of the gender associations referencing the times thereof to such writings in the comparison to the clarifications as to the current timeframe as to the Dad or the term male or the term man or the term son or the term boy or the masculine of such aspects, just to the portions of which the term Mom or the term Mother or the term female or the term daughter or the term girl of such aspects; as the LGBTQP community only officially began to be recognized in beginning positive ways within the middle to late 1970s and by legal standards of which giving the ability for the transmissions reviewal as to the leeway as to the biases of prior times needing to be discussed openly for the ways of which to go through such prior portions within the adult consenting life aspects, which in turn to be able to additionally give the time for such as to the room to work through such wording situations as to prior texts as to give the transmissions to the requests for the room to progress forward as to such in the larger ways thereof to the officializing by the administrations of POTUS45 and VPOTUS47 in the year of 2020.


As for the ability for the US Space Force part of the United States of America’s Department of Defense and such associations thereof for a better amount of ability to review such personality traits to the combined aspects thereof to the time as well as the acceptance as to the timeframe of there having been a terminology of sexual revolution which has been officially accepted to be able to ensure the finding as to a quality of life to be able to continue forward and progress despite prior writings and descriptions as well as to asserting which biases and the defining portions thereof to such aspects of life with the liberty to pursue and attain happiness in truth and honesty though knowing of the overall general consequences whether good and/or bad and/or indifferent as to such in the larger and the smaller aspects thereof. When taking into consideration as to the actual amount of financial compensation in the overall ways as to the situations combined as to such a clearing of all such portions referencing myself through my website under oath and such portions cleared thereof, I suppose taking all such into consideration to any hypothetical possibilities of such other legal aspects being fully dropped and cleared as to such official fine payment for the aspects of which in the 74 miles per hour in comparison to the aspects of as per my testimony as well to such aspects of having paid in full for all such aspects I guesstimate it could correct to say it is time to let it go and move forward to progress positively and for the betterment thereof.


I believe there is the ability for people to be adults and acknowledge such to accept such realities to move forward more positively knowing the fines I personally paid as to such aspects, as to the combined situations to be able to let their ego go to release their own ego regarding such aspects to move forward in a better and more positive way while teaching the lessons of such choices to be able to step towards a better future in the current time to be able to have the best possible outcomes in the short term the long term into the longer terms and into the longest terms possible for the absolute best with the most amount of hope possible for the best in all ways.



I forgot about a commercial I had done one time for one location in San Antonio Texas which I do not know what channel(s) the commercial was on as I do not remember asking, as I additionally do not know what the timeline had been for the particular commercial all those years ago sometime around the year of 2005 or 2006 though I also do not know how long that had been run nor do I know who had seen it nor had anyone told me about any details referencing any aspects as to any contact asking about me as I was not ever informed of any requests as to not one individual having told me officially at any point in time as I had not ever signed any contract to any exclusivity nor did I ever sign any waivers for clarifications. I have not ever had a manager for anything I have done and anyone who has ever claimed to have been a representative of mine for any work, has lied to you as I have not ever agreed to any such contracts ever since entering the civilian sector of which none of the civilians of whichever type has ever been given an unending contract from me or by me of my own free will as that has not ever been allowed at any such time. In turn what had been in reference to any such possibility listed as to any such point in time thereof fully removes all such binds from me in all such ways, as those individuals of whichever associations thereof that had chosen to try such hypothetically would in turn be responsible for the full repayments as to each individual involved with such legal interests as per the choices of such aspects to such individuals actions thereof and to which I am and have always been fully protected again such with my own immunities thereof in full.




I had signed my contract with the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and since such aspects of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the fact for such a requirement as to remain as I have in the regards of in all such ways as to the clarifications thereof to which if such any would try to and/or additionally clarifies if anyone ever falsely represented themselves to another individual/group/organization/agency as if they had such I am officially declaring once again as I have not ever been anyone ever allowed any individual to ever represent me in any such managerial way for clarifications of payments as to any such modeling/performances/photography/videoing/recording/author work/journalism/etcetera; and hence my upset to not ever having received any payments as to any modeling and/or performances as I personally have not ever had any agent type of representative and if there ever was such a case then the reality of such to the 13th Amendment in such aspects as to the individuals associated with Nine Lives Bookstore as to such treatments and aspects they would have to pay for in all such connected ways as to whatever hypotheticals such as Michael Roberts and Suzanne Farnsworth as well as any such connected individual on their own in whichever ways as to what would be fully due to each including myself personally due for all such aspects in full for all such clarifications as to my under oath in truth for all such clearances and full removals of all such aspects in full in all ways in my favor permanently from and/or to anyone and everyone who could have ever wished for such in any such capacity thereof; as to not limited to the listed portions of such necessary restriction removals from me and mine, as to the realities thereof to all such portions pointed out on my website as to the facts of handing such official documentation to the presiding Judge in Dinwiddie Virginia as to my under truthful oath testimony as to all such clearances.



I am up to this point currently in all ways as to only being a legal widow only and not having ever been married afterwards in any such in any ways which I have not ever acknowledged ever being in such a situation nor having had any intentions of looking for such as per "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" as to the repetition of any such false representation(s) by anyone else for such clarifications, as I would have to be spoken with in person and more than just a in person worded discussion spoken with me about such details would be required among several other aspects, as to my traditional values as to the ways of which I specifically have mentioned if I were to ever get remarried when discussing once years ago as to only the ways of which I would prefer if I were to ever be proposed to for such marriage would be mandatory for multiple steps before such a discussion as I was under the impression as to soulmate sort of aspects as to my personal beliefs not ever having been discussed, though my ideas for what I would personally prefer for myself regarding how if I were to be in such a relationship as to look toward such aspects as to what I would prefer for a proposal as well as what I would prefer for an official wedding which I would personally prefer to arrange such specific details.




Since I have not been proposed to as I have not been involved in any such relationship to that discussion point and as I have not ever walked down the specific type of aisle I would prefer depending upon what type of relationship I would have to be in for such in the personal choice as to my free will as to what I would require, since such has not ever occurred to my preferences as to any such point in time as well as I have not been in any such relationship which those discussions have ever occurred in person when speaking with me with words in person I have not ever accepted such any agreement and to the facts of which #EndStolenValorNow ending stolen valor in all such ways for the clarifications thereof as to the full clearing of me and all clearing of mine in all forms in all courts and in all ways as per such clearances within such aspects and any who would wish to try to fight such in comparison to accepting such realities as to such would have to be willing to defend themselves in the civil war time amendment to the 13th Amendment of the Constitution of the United States of America as the abolishment of slavery in all such ways as to having officially explained my sensations as to the odd connections in whichever ways of whichever types by whichever individuals/family/families/groups/business(es)/etcetera #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker situations of proverbial metaphors for such clearings in full and full clarifications thereof which in turn would mean either they would volunteer for treason charges or they will need let it go and need let go of their egos as to such aspects in full due to accepted payments in full as to the commonwealth combined court acknowledgement of receipt and the full payment having gone through and fully cleared as to such check involved fully cleared which in turn I am fully cleared in all such ways. Though to fully abolish such slavery including within the online portions in any/all such ways to which could have ever been viewed and/or seen as to the requirement of such being reviewed for whichever legal portions thereof as to the facts having been presented with my website and my journal blog entries in #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA having been included because of the initial link to my website and all such connected portions as to all such connected ways through such a baseline as to such aspects fully only in regards of my clearances and my clarifications thereof in all such full truths to the best of my ability as each aspects is able to be clarified in all such ways for each individual by this point in time of this writing as to the officializing of such aspects through my accepted check payment and clearances thereof for all such aspects.



Thus if anyone had played a game then they understand that the game is over, and the facts to such a new restarting completely for the aspects of life which had not been intended to ever be a game despite the boardgame as to such portions though the distinguishments between real life as well as online life as well as the portions thereof in between as well.



There are no games here, nor do I play games as to having been done with that years ago as per having officially declared such previously.



It is over regarding such types of aspects, as it is time to be responsible for choices and actions.




It is fully time for everything and everyone to truthfully be encompassed in full truth, and accepting of the choices of such free will regarding from this moment on as each must be responsible for their own choices and their own actions.



The system has fully been cleared, as have I been fully cleared in all such ways to clarifications thereof.


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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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