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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Apart, ment. Depending who and how such viewpoints there are of, referencing different aspects.

Beginning this portion of the one month until 11 September 2001 memorial time for the 20 year memorial portion on 11 August 2021 with a solemn arrangement of thoughts, the realistic aspects as to having gone back to the area where I grew up in #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey for the first time in December 2020 during the Bethlehem Star timeframe is now more of a different view point via several situations in a combination. While the month of December in 2020 was the first time I had been back to the area of New Jersey I had been since the last time I had seen such in 1998 before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the ways which such a time had been in my childhood and my teenager years has been a situation as to working through over the time since first returning to the area for my first visit back. I had made attempts to plan such a trip which I had spoken with an individual about such possibilities as to taking my son and my daughter to be able to in person show them areas such as #LSC #LibertyScienceCenter Liberty Science Center among other aspects, which during the timeframes of looking to do so had been during the time of still having spoken with my biological mother and biological sister as well as my biological father; as per the problems which came after mentioning such during a phone call, when they had returned to the area and thought there would not ever be any cause for me to need to return. I did not view such as a cause, I saw such as a reason to return; however the portions thereof, were as such was at the times then each time I had learned as to the trips planned in comparison as to the aspects as to why.



Personally I had a feeling many memories would return which was a fear of theirs though they had not ever taken in consideration as to my own fears, though I suppose such might have been along the same lives though for different aspects thereof. Upon driving back to the area and through different locations though I had taken some pictures as well as had video recorded a few points in time, the processing of such portions was a situation I could not allow myself to go through at the times of when getting back to the state of Texas as per the requirements for me to personally go through such situations. Despite how long it took to be able to get the correct information as to be able to be closer to the area I personally needed as well as what was best for myself as per the aspects thereof, in such times currently being able to be closer has been a more positive energetic portion for such processing in comparison to the length and distance for such processing in comparison to the state of #TX #Texas Texas. While some might have whatever thoughts for such portions, the aspects as to why my personal needs have been as such; are exactly what had been required for such portions, as per my needs.



After my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training in the #USArmy #Army Army branch of the #USA #USAAF United States of America's Armed Forces #ArmedForces and waking up from my coma due to such, it had taken 20 years before I was finally able to get out to the New Jersey area. I was able to see for myself not in pictures or in videos, though in person which is important for those who might not have believed such aspects and their choices for such needless additional problems in my opinion as to my own medical requirements. While some might have assumed it would have been a lot, the length of time was what was a lot in comparison to what I had personally required for myself; which if I come across as a bit frustrated, there have been over 7,665 days (as per using a calculator) since I have been able to physically stand on the ground of the land I grew up as well as other situations which had been as such situations has been including more specifically the transfer process problems thereof and those individuals who chose as they had chosen in such references and regards thereof.



How does one such as myself see that other than as the lack of concern, as well as the lack of compassion? I do not have the capability to see any other such way in the reference thereof, as per the combined aspects in all such situations especially in reference to the point in time of after January 2021 referencing such multiple tries and attempts referencing the transfer processes. If I required another's opinion, I would have asked for their opinion in comparison to requesting the work to be completed correctly from the information to be able to take care of my own medical requirements for my memory deficits and my cognitive disorders. However since I only asked for the process information as to how to complete the transfer processes to where I personally needed to be, that set of situations since that point in time is able to be reviewed in comparison to having been able to review what I personally required for myself in addition to other such aspects for my transfer.



My biological father has a saying I heard multiple times as a child and teenager which might be considered as rude, crude, and socially unacceptable coming from a female however, "If I wanted your opinion, I would squeeze your head to see what s*** was going to come out."



However aside from all of the other situations of which the transfer process took from January 2021 through to July 2021 to be able to finally get squared away and all other such problematic portions combined, I was able to review other situations instead of the situations I personally required for the situations for myself in comparison to what has been required since waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. However those without or with medical degrees who have not assisted in the beneficial ways know who they are, and are capable to review their own choices referencing the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; especially in reference to the memory deficits and the cognitive disorders, as well as the emotional impacts they decided they had to add in comparison to ever being assistive in regards of what I personally needed and personally required for my own healing as per my opinion though the proof as to such anger and rage at this moment does have to do admittedly more-so in reference to the timeframe between January 2021 through to as I am working to calm myself down in the current moments. Those #ADA #AmericansDisabilitiesAct Americans with Disabilities Act legal portions have always been important to pay attention to, for additional references regarding more specifically those involved with the situations surrounding my transfer. As I am not in a relationship, there is the lack of a need as well as a lack of requirement for anyone especially in reference to the additional aspects of my Blue Identification Armed Forces of the United States of America card as per the legalities associated with such aspects which certain individuals who thought they knew only proved what they had not known from the get go as to both sets of aspects and situations thereof. While at one point in time years ago the thought as to needing someone there which I could trust in person was a thought, in the retrospect of the timing from December 2020 through to now the ability to see how much better it was for myself as to the ability to feel without having to feel others' energetic portions as well as worry about taking care of at those times regarding my minor aged children which are my son and my daughter. While my care and my concern remain for my son and my daughter, they are both above the age of 18 years old.



In turn the aspects of knowing what is best for myself in comparison to what some might think at times, there is a spiritual saying of "Know, thyself."



How could I have such regards in official contexts without having gone back on my own, when taking such into consideration for the deeper philosophical portions thereof?



Nonetheless, though I am thankful for finally being able to be where I had needed to be for my own personal reasons in conjunction more-so with other reasons in reference to my #MedalofHonorArtProjectByReverendSusanMeeLing #MoHAP #MoHAPBySML Medal of Honor Art Project which you only earn the Medal of Honor being associated with the United States of America's Armed Forces for clarification. Having earned my Blue Identification Card from and for the United States of America's Armed Forces and all such entailed with in the multifaceted ways in regards as to what was going to be my MOS which I had already done in the civilian sector as employment despite not having graduated Basic Training though in combination with my clearance level at the age of 17 years old, the reasons as to any civilian knowing as to what my purposes are without the clearance to officially be involved regarding such aspects in person means the problems referencing the transfer process for myself has for others been null and void reference to any such aspects thereof. Unlike an Active Duty/National Guard/Reserve/Veteran with such associated identification card situations, I do not have a Chain of Command. I have not had a Chain of Command since officially being medically retired from the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces officially since 31 December 2001, which in the official capacity means the Chain of Command I follow is when I am personally informed in person of such other aspects as to such requirements. As per having already explained in person as well as in writing for the reference to the Officer's wife and the commissary aspects in reference to the rules of the parking lot at #FortSamHouston Fort Sam Houston in #MilitaryCityUSA Military City USA in #mysa #SanAntonio San Antonio, there is also not the problem referencing some others' situations in regards of rogue portions as per the ability to know where I am in regards of those who are a part of such aspects in reference to the levels which are required of such; though in reference to the civilian population which has thought differently, this is the clarification portion as to the calmness I once had regarding such portions between 2000 through to current times though what it takes to calm myself from such situations referencing such is what takes me to calm myself from such references regarding such.



The saying in the military "It is, what it is", truly applies at this moment; especially in reference to those I once knew in regards of any such modeling portions as quite frankly I walked away from such for many reasons and there is not the need for such portions regarding any such connections to those particular individuals I once knew in such aspects thereof as per their lack of ability to keep true to their word in regards of the debts owed to me for all such modeling images which as legalities are known also transfer the owing to the spouse(s) thereof during such times in such debts owed in full to me; for example the Made By Sam and his wife Nikki Lewis and him Sam Lewis have owed for several years well before I wound up in Washington state for all such portions which they failed to ever deliver what was promised and have been required to pay up for over 1.5 decades at this point in 2021 as others agreements as well in reference to photographers and/or aspiring photographers and/or directors and/or etcetera as already have written about all such debts owed to me per the actual financial agreements which were not ever paid to me officially as taxes do not count for such portions in reference to my disability finances as per discussions in person. If accurate, I believe that terminology would be considered as slave work in which the Civil War figured such portions out as wrong and immoral a few decades back when POTUS Abraham Lincoln was still alive in addition to the Female's Rights Movement(s). Also remember, there was more than one ethnic background which had been guilty of slavery as per the Uncle Tom portions; just as there was more than one gender as both males and females were guilty of slave holdings as well as forcing wrongly and illegally as such, which the ways which the #justice justice occurred referencing such portions were not pretty for pictures or paintings as to what transpired in the fuller ways.



The similarity for my particular aspects is not available via background aspects into my military records because of the requirements thereof, as per those who have such knowledge and understanding for the comprehension thereof. I have learned whereas many know and understand such in a capacity, I have also learned as to those who have thought they ever had any right to such which they were and are incorrect for such portions referencing such unless at a certain level; though with such there is a portion to which what it takes for the clearances, are what it takes for the clearances. Those who have and/or had the clearance level which I began at in the year of 2000 have a more in depth understanding as to such portions, and possibly could understand and comprehend the frustration regarding the additional portions in reference to the transfer processes to get where I have needed to be in comparison to civilians and/or lower clearance levels of whichever aspects and/or those who have graduated Basic Training and AIT in the reference of the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces as per the amount of legislation which has gone through decades ago in reference to the 30 day maximum amount of time allotted to apartment complexes as well as apartment complex management companies whether or not there is a military connection to such as per the requirements of such legal regulations at the federal as well as the state levels. Why it is a frustration in 2021 as per the prior amount of problems from those within the state of Texas, I simply should not be surprised as to such which realistically I am not surprised; I am simply infuriated and enraged as to the lack of change which occurred regarding such situations referencing certain types of people within such a location, regarding the transfer process to the situations involving my daughter/my son/I from ironically the same area in the #DFW DFW region of the state of Texas regarding simply following simple instructions and answering questions correctly which for clarification correctly means in all honesty in comparison to again as per such situations having to contact multiple individuals as well as groups thereof to gather what information could have been easier to make available instead of running around all such areas and looking over the website information which had been needlessly limited regarding such processes in reference to the transfer out of the state of Texas per requirements.



Then again, also not the first apartment complex with such problems as per the state of #Washington #WA #WashingtonState Washington regarding The Lodge at Madrona in #Tacoma #TacomaWashington #TacomaWA Tacoma Washington in reference to the medical reasons with the needless portion as to the medical doctor's note in comparison to the fact of my Blue Identification Card as well. Again, state and federal laws for compliance referencing the Activated status. A Blue ID card for/of the Armed Forces of the United States of America is a reserved portion which the guarding of the national aspects of safety with the constant Active Duty as per requirements via the clearance levels, automatically out-weighs civilian wishes referencing any such wish to know anything further than what is allowed. If you do not have an Active Duty or an Activated National Guard or an Activated Reserve identification card for whichever branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces and are specifically a part of such a businesses with the required minimum clearance level as per the portions of when I was 17 years old, the ranking been an E-0 when getting my identification card squared away as well as the MOS which would constitute an area of MOS which would not be within the Automated Logistical portions of which my MOS was to be in such portions; it does not matter what the perceived rank was when had gotten such an identification card which I had already discussed and wrote about in reference to my Basic Training referencing telling a 4 or 5 Star General when they were out of line, as an officially more well known Enlisted identification card. A reference to a Major General situation, can be reviewed for such aspects thereof for a proverbial reference in the literal way.



If some were not explained such with a Blue ID card reference as I had been officially informed of as well as reminded through each individual Temporary Retirement Duty Leave appointment with the paperwork in the specific office of the male who had completed such reviewal processes, now you have officially been informed if you had not already had such emails sent to you for such explanations. While there is not the official ranking of E-0, it is a lighthearted comment for myself in reference to the time I had in the #MedicalHoldUnit #MHU Medical Hold Unit which is now the #WarriorTransitionUnit #WTU Warrior Transition Unit at JBSA in the area of Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas. However, what does the term in other words for the numerical portions of 0 regarding a big Goose Egg have to do with anything in a few regards?



If accurate, I have explained certain portions in reference to my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu in prior regards as well as what I had recalled prior to such times as to returning to the area where I was born and raised in the state of New Jersey and grew up going around areas within the tristate areas.



While it could be considered as a joke to some, there is still the truth behind every joke regarding the facts of my Grandpa Gavett though more specifically the training aspects thereof as well as what I was allowed to read through and who I was personally introduced to in such references. Hypothetically, could a head injury have had something to do with the repetition aspects as to my Grandpa Gavett for those who would know such references? How amusing in some ways in a different aspect would that be in the current timeframe with the additional aspects as to the length of time, regarding the transfer process and multitude of reasons as to such ways my thoughts move more rapidly at times and how so? If correct in reference to different grouping as to the situational situations which certain agencies and/or organizations and/or particulars of the United States of America's Armed Forces including the higher levels of law enforcement have been a part of specific types of simulations for reviewing and auditing certain aspects, could such a situation be reviewed as to the multileveled aspects thereof in reference to if finding someone capable to handle certain aspects to give such information to assist the betterment of as many areas in one particular way as to while then later having such an additional reviewal process(es) of to ensure the truth as well as the situations in other such connected ways for more in various sectors of the general public though including such in the general aspects as to the combined portions of how the civilian sector in conjunction with the Armed Forces of the United States of America could have such a proverbial collision as per the timeframe after a certain point in time? What could the safety concern(s) be to looking into such, in the several ways thereof for such portions in reference to if that were to be a situation previously conducted in other ways as to the combinations of such situations?



Though the transfer process and situations thereof in which such portions could be reviewed as per admitting I had sent a copy of 2 books I wrote and compiled to an individual which I had listened to on Fox News, when I was working on painting pieces for my Medal of Honor Art Project. At a point of listening to the voice of the male who had been being interviewed at the time, whichever piece I was working on had shown in a visionary aspect as to certain situations in a different way as per how I see. I was able to pull such information up quickly without difficulties, which the ways as to which the books were sent and then returned to me went as such had gone in hopes of the best possible outcomes referencing such aspects. I suppose I could joke as to the two books being in the Finding Book series in certain darker humour-ish sorts of ways, in such a specific aspect. When I was in Washington state at the time, the ways which listening to the news on the television compared to the ways of listening to music are far different in a multitude of aspects; which in turn for clarification purposes as to the ways of seeing are far different, in such ways in the literal as well as the figurative and the metaphorical senses thereof.



I suppose in other ways I can make a humourous-ish aspect known regarding the fact I was going to be going to the state of #Oregon #OR #OregonState Oregon and then additionally once learning of the numbers referencing my Medal of Honor Art Project, as to the ironic twist in reference to the numbers to be able to pick up additionally within the state of #Montana #MT Montana; which the humourous-ish aspect could be seen, in reference to a different type of adult consenting lifestyle announcement in a different sort of way as per the portions as to the electrical portions at such a time in conjunction with the situations thereof as oddly as that might come across. However, I can laugh at myself quite easily as per my own follies at such aspects thereof.



Nonetheless in regards as to the aspects as to seeing #AsherHolmesElementarySchool #AHES Asher Holmes Elementary School areas to a degree in December 2020, driving by the property of the house which once had been the address I had lived and grew up as well as the neighborhood behind the location, in conjunction more specifically with #OTC #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch Old Tennent Presbyterian Church; has been a difficult processing even after revisiting the areas, after the time of the Bethlehem Star. My trips referencing in the overall portions as to March and April 2021 in the waiting timeframes additionally to revisiting the east coast areas during the earlier portions of January 2021 as per the #facebook Facebook videos and recordings compared to pictures in March and April 2021, are additional aspects in regards of the waiting time because of the information regarding the transfer process situation despite knowing where I had wanted and needed to transfer to.



However after seeing the even numbered of the rows of pews at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church crossed out in the bottom middle rows with tape making the letter X, I knew that those were the areas which once had families of people I had grown up with as congregants before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. What did that matter seeing such and knowing such personally for myself though in reference to if others saw only those rows X-ed out while not forgetting all of the other pews in the bottom row of the church as well as the other second floor rows of pews which once held other congregants I had grown up with attending Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, if anyone else had actually known the realities of the sections being X-ed out other than the so-called COVID portions? By the judgement as to the knowledge as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury when looking at such over the times when at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church regarding how the length of time for the transfer process from the company which has the lease agreement for the transfer process in the state of Texas in the #FortWorth #FW #FWTX #FWTexas Fort Worth area, apparently the terminology of the word worth has a different definition regarding the wroth of such aspects referencing the 11 September 2001 situation as per the length of time such has taken and the lack of compassion or concern. Then again, how many times did I explain to others as to the importance of the events thereof within the state of Texas after the events of 11 September 2001?



I cannot count that large of a number, nor do I care to.



What importance could such have been in reference to the amount of time it had taken to get the process correctly taken care of from the initial request in January 2021 in reference to the postings on my website, and the situations gone over since such initial request for information as to the company's policy as per already having personally known the legalities in which the company for the apartment complex as well as the apartment complex(es) involved? Apparently as per the ways such had gone it does not take a head injury to figure out as per the individuals hypothetically in such ways and problems thereof, absolutely nothing even with the 20 year anniversary of such in less than a one month timeframe from the 11 September 2001 event; as per my personal viewpoints as well as the facts thereof, as per the postings to go through such portions until the responsible individuals would actually do their job correctly instead of playing what seems to be games instead of doing the correct choices from the beginning.



How does it ever come across as for me to see such as per myself ever being wanted to actually work through and heal myself from such overall situations as per the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, when looking honestly to the amount of time and the situations combined thereof? I suppose all one has to honestly and genuinely do, is look through the amount of postings as to maintaining myself which having continued within the various areas as to the feelings as to the ostracizing as well as the situations as to what occurred referencing such aspects of the additional portions as to the election integrity. Then again when looking at such overall combined situations is there any such aspect as truthful integrity within the state of Texas' individuals, as per the combined aspects written about in regards of one of my books called "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" with the more recent aspects?



I suppose each can reflect for themselves as to whether or not as to which portions could ever possibly be reviewed as to the amount of time referencing not only the written portions in such references to the Finding book aspects in reference to my time in the state of Texas as well as the situations as to how I wound up in Washington state, in conjunction when having returned to the state of Texas and how such has gone since 2019 more officially to the point in times as to the situations to the current point in time now; as to which possibilities thereof, have genuinely actually shown integrity and honor and to who such could be seen in reference to the aspects in combinations explained and proven through the technological abilities to find and research such for oneself.



Personally while I was glad to be able to finally get the transfer process, the more recent developments as to the problems regarding the legal paperwork for the original company I had signed the lease with being Sherman Property to then only after moving into the apartment complex such name change for the #OlympusProperty #PolympusProperties #OlympusPropertyManagement #OPM #OP Olympus Property company has been a newer set of problems. Since the deposit was given to the apartment complex as per the required portions everyone who has ever lived in an apartment complex knows about, the documents sent for the transfer did not have the deposit made to the apartment complex when under the #ShermanProperty #SP #ShermanPropertyManagement #SPM Sherman Property company management in reference to the transfer as per the transferred to property having acknowledged such portions should be transferred for their apartment complex ability to have the financial benefit of as per knowing such realities. Instead all of the situations which were emailed about in between prior to the official transfer has been a more recent development of problems to the additional aspects of the transfer process out and away from the state of Texas to where I have needed to be since what would have been the official 30 day point from the initial request for information in January 2021, however since such needless problems have been as such for the amount of time as; the patterns of behaviour as to the individuals regarding the state of Texas towards those with the proper records of proof has lead to the length of time regarding such, which then to ponder whether or not anything was ever pun intended worthwhile beyond just the portions to be brought forward in comparison to anything that remedies the situations which has occurred over the years and decades. What would be considered for the legal aspects to such times in reference to the terminology of needless additional pain and suffering to all such situations, in the combinations thereof?



Especially when adding the portions as to the length of time to get to where I had been working to get to for several years though more recently in reference to since January 2021, though why should I ever have to share such information that is personal to myself? I suppose since this is the first time I have allowed myself to write of such which in turn is the first timing that anyone has officially been allowed to know of any portions regarding such, the choice as to my personal aspects should have always been as such; my choice in my own ways, in comparison to the needless forced aspects which have wrongly been continued in reference to the situations combined. While I know there are others who obviously went through situations, there is a realistic portion of my right to privacy as well as my right to do as I need to for myself in comparison to having to do anything for anyone else for whichever aspects I so choose. That is unless everyone else prefers their situations to be exactly as per the Biblical portions as do unto others as you would have done unto yourself, which then in turn what would that mean in retrospect referencing the movement forward regarding all such individuals involved depending upon the intentions in full truth? Who did I personally know in the state of Texas which ever had the levels of connection to the tristate area who could or would ever know to how to understand such portions in person, out of curiosity to the location of the tri-county area which had the largest number of commuters to the #WorldTradeCenter #WTU World Trade Center? Obviously not forgetting about the other locations involved that day, though was the closest and the largest area in the #NYC #NewYork #NY #NewYorkCity New York area I had mainly gone to the area of because of my babysitter's husband's work nor forgetting about the #Pentagon Pentagon in #Virginia #VirginiaState #VA Virginia or the field in #Pennsylvania #PA Pennsylvania.



None, in such direct ways in person beyond those who are considered as my biological mother/father/sister which those portions especially in reference to my biological mother and biological sister has ever been of any value referencing the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects of which admittedly is my opinion though proof thereof additionally as to whichever connections as to such needless additional problems as per the timing since January 2021 though what other connectionary points there are is up to which has been seen/heard/found at this point in time. It would not have taken as long for the correct information to be given to me instead of having to contact others and request such over the months, if it had ever been of any worth in such aspects as to my medical after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in conjunction to the #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving certifications I earned and etcetera in my opinion. Though additionally aside from the maximum of the 30 days from the first request of full information in January 2021, as per simply asking what the process was for such a transfer instead of ever having to give the specifics of without the full information from the apartment complex. The ironic portion as to the complex being called #CarringtonOaks #CO Carrington Oaks, to which I cannot see where there was ever a truthful amount of the actual tonnage weight of genuine caring from such employees within the state of Texas in my opinion. Ironically as per wording, I personally do not actually care to share anything further in reference to my personal process regarding such aspects until the full resolution occurs as per my right to privacy for myself.



Just because I have shared some portions in the non-fiction way while having authored fictional portions, does not mean nor does it require any such regards as to the aspects which have any such need to be gone over in fuller contexts without my personal comfort levels being met. That does go beyond the housing situation, as per the medical after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though also because my body and thus my choice. I thought there were supposed to be fe/males who had wanted such for themselves in regards to the choice factor, especially as many have been complaining about the masks as well as the #COVID COVID injections of the immunization shots in a larger way as well as the fe/males who have wanted to get as many abortions as they have supported. The ironic portions as to the thoughts some should think about in regarding the co-video portions as to whether or not when going to such a location for such, as to how those portions may have actually gone in reference to who had been videoed in reference to their abortions and what occurred thereof; though as to whether or not such had ever been thought about by those females who had gone for such abortions, as to how such hypothetically could have gone.



Then going into the me too movement where are such respects regarding my needs referencing any such portions in addition to the Blue ID card situation, especially if there are any who have ever known the requirement for actual in person consent in comparison to assumptions which includes both genders of females and males? Is such aspects I pointed out in reference to #McCoyElementarySchool McCoy Elementary School and the staff thereof in conjunction with the #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #CFBISD Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District of #Carrollton Texas regarding not only my physical aspects as per my hair color and my hairstyle with my tattoos because of the medical after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury with the connectionary aspects as to my personal connection to the Armed Forces of the United States of America, able to further be proven /seen/found referencing the treatments over such times in truth referencing the discrimination problems? Did any such individual know that upon the change of a law firm name and/or school name and/or district name and/or business name and/or legal name and/or etcetera name, the non-disclosure agreements are instantly nullified because of the portions thereof referencing non-disclosure agreements?



While such is not the same in reference to apartment complex company management portions as per the requirement for the lease agreement name change for if the apartment complex changes the name in comparison to the management company as the difference between a non-disclosure and a apartment complex name, there is the legalities of any crimes which would or could be within a non-disclosure agreement are considered illegal to participate in because of the known portions of any such criminal activity. Anyone who would willingly sign a non-disclosure agreement to commit known crimes would be instantly legally held accountable for all such connections to any such criminal activity because you legally cannot sign a non-disclosure agreement to cover up crimes, as per preplanning and premeditation thereof as per a non-disclosure agreement is considered as an admission of guilt and withdraws anyone who would willingly continue such from any trial by jury as per the legalities involved.



One reference at the FindLaw in regards of the ironic point in time the article was published by George Khoury, Esq.: When Is It a Crime to Plan a Crime? (findlaw.com) https:// blogs.findlaw .com /blotter/2017/03/when-is-it-a-crime-to-plan-a-crime.html



One reference from the Department of Justice: Element of Intent in Criminal Law | Office of Justice Programs (ojp.gov) www.ojp .com/ ncjrs/virtual-library/abstracts/element-intent-criminal-law



Though others can look into other such portions for the hypothetical of such choices, in the references thereof.




While I am not a lawyer officially though it has been joked when asked if I was born as a lawyer by multiple individuals over the years of my childhood, which includes at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church referencing my amount and levels of questions and to the depths of; there had been times which I had gone to colleges in the tri-state area which the Professors of various Universities as well as Colleges which had allowed me to speak, as well as go through various materials regarding the books being studied at such times. Possibly there are those with legal backgrounds who could see such in reference not only to how I speak if having spoken with me in person and/or on a phone call, though especially more-so in the ways as to which I write as per having additionally read through various textbooks as well as torts before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. There are multiple libraries I was able to go to and go through over the years, well before ever having volunteered at a bookstore for a little bit of time; despite what some might wish to assume.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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