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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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While the facts as to the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 is this year in 2021, while some people may have thought the attacks were just on one day and then most went back to their daily routines; that is the furthest from the truth, due to the facts. While some remember watching the news though might not remember for how many days or weeks on end, when in reference to myself back in 2001 and having already gone over certain specifics as to where I could offer help as to what I remembered from what needed to be done during the 1993 attack at the World Trade Center from what I knew of who I knew who had helped get life back to what could be considered as their newer normal; the time during what would be on this day 20 years ago I was in the hospital with my newborn son who was sick. He did not have anything major when looking at such though a high temperature for an infant is always a concern, admittedly odd that the situation was as it was. There were those who had visited the hospital room he and I were in which though some were medical professionals who checked on my son, there were those who were dressed in the white jackets with the camouflage clothing and yet their boots were not the correct style of military issued boots for the timeframe who visited the room.



When those individuals had visited the room, they also did not have the correct tags on the BDU uniform of which maybe their thought was the white jackets could cover up that situation; however they also did not have the same type of pins, referencing the doctor labels as to who they were nor wore such the ways correctly; in the same way as to when I went to Walter Reed, knowing the difference to what the correct uniform was supposed to be for sch a military medical location if they were actual individuals in such a field. Though over the years certain aspects have been allowed to change, certain attributes were not ever allowed for such changes such as the head coverings which were known only for certain sectors of the medical areas of a hospital. Nonetheless despite the situations regarding Walter Reed of which I had been told to go to if I ever felt there was an importance to go for my medical care from a male doctor who I had seen multiple times in the #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonioTX #TX #TXstate #Texasstate #MilitaryCityUSA




With the fact of knowing what I had accomplished during several times of driving through the United States of America after my first portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to the culmination of situations which began to go through the reviewal processes of my work as to more specifically my SCUBA Diving, as I had tested myself in regards to the different capabilities in regards of my swimming in reference to looking at when at #Kittyhawk #KittyhawkNC #KittyhawkNorthCarolina #NC #NorthCarolina #NorthCarolinastate Kittyhawk North Carolina in December 2020 for the #BehthelhemStar Bethlehem Star; I had tested other strengths and capabilities during my drive through, as per the ways of in reference to when at Clear Springs SCUBA Park in the year of 2019. I knew I needed to do so as per the aspects as to the #MontanaVortex #MT #Montana #MTstat #Montanastate Montana Vortex in Montana as to several other situations, as to my Official #YouTube YouTube account #TheOrneryPSA #TOPSA The Ornery PSA: #ReverendSusanMeeLing #SusanMeeLing #LadyDoriBelle Reverend Susan MeeLing as to the videos I had recorded with my cellphone to be able to track my personal progress from other such times earlier as to the electrical situations as well as the technology situations I have already discussed as well as have written about with the proof which #GeekSquad Geek Squad of #BestBuy Best Buy would have had access to as to the 13 different laptops and situations associated with such.



In turn the reasons as to the ways of in combination to the images and videos I have taken of various flying objects throughout the decades as well as the energetic portions to which over the past two decades in more review of, though additionally certain specific shaped objects over the times during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and such travels thereof. In such regards as to the ways which my strength as to when the vehicle is in motion as to the kinetic energy forces of which I have been able to maintain the control over my body while continuing to maneuver the vehicle as to being able to drive while maintaining the level of control over myself as per the speed levels; there have been reasons as to why such aspects thereof in the references to which the aspects as to what is able to be seen, in regards as to such videos of which I have shown other such portions such as at the Montana Vortex as well as walking on top of the quicksand and the ocean in different areas for such reviewal portions.



While it has been brought forward as to the officializing of the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce #USASpaceForceDoD #USSpaceForceDepartmentofDefense #USASpaceForceDoD #USASpaceForceDepartmentofDefense #DepartmentofDefense #DoD #USSF #USASF #HomelandSecurity United States of America’s Armed Forces branch of the Space Force of the attachment to the Department of Defense with Homeland Security through the administration of #POTUS45 Donald J. Trump #DonaldJTrump and #VPOTUS47 #MikePence Mike Pence in the timeframe of the 2016 through the 2020 timeframe of such an administration, the aspects of which certain portions as to the Big Blue Book #BigBlueBook also known as the #BlueBookPriject Blue Book Project can also be noticed in reference to my Blue Identification card as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the aspects as to the various images and recordings I have brought forward in conjunction to several portions of which I have written about and put in recorded videos on such official accounts on my social media pages connected through the verification of my website.



Thus the situation referencing the collision on 11 September 2021 as to going to the #GeorgiaGuidestones #GA #Georgia #Greorgiastate #GAstate Georgia Guidestones in #DewyRose Dewy Rose Georgia of which of the aspects to #Geico the insurance aspects, there is a multitude of evidence which I have collected over the years which in the recorded and documented aspects can be additionally taken into the consideration processes of which the realities of such portions of the glitterized aspects of the species which looked like a deer though had not bled nor had any road rash as to any of the deer’s flesh having been left on the street as I have seen in other circumstances over the years. The bloating as to the belly had been explained as well as other situations which I have deal with some similarities in different ways more-so in the more recent times in reference to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as well as my three volume trilogy “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” for other additional aspects for consideration as to the multitudes of situations which might be in the insurance aspects as to the unexplained portions for certain aligned portions of which might be a reviewal process as to the aspects to such portions due to my knowing I could not be the only person who has had such experiences.



Despite possibly to the number of instances in comparison, possibly I might be at a high rate of seeing and experiencing such portions as to having seen and met other such aspects over my life’s time. I admit I have not liked to discuss such portions similarly as to the prior posting in reference to such aspects due to the ways of which situations have been over the years, as I have dealt with. It is difficult for me to believe at this point as to even though it has been officialized which I appreciate much more than I can put into words, it is still difficult for me to process as to others acknowledging such portions as to the reality of various creatures and species as to the aspects of the space portions of which have been officialized among more individuals because of the length of time for such aspects having been quieted for such a length of time in conjunction to such portions of reality.



It has been a difficult process for me to put such aspects into words in reference to the situations I have dealt with over the years as to situations such as in reference to Irving, though in such aspects as to as not one person asked my about what occurred on each individual SCUBA Dive I had gone on per all of my 26 earned SCUBA Diving certifications, I simply thought the aspects of were not discussed as to such as per the ways of which the military background clearance portions of which as to why I have not gone into larger details in the ways of as per the usual aspects as to officials in such question processes. The ways similarly to having the sight in reference to other aspects in reference to if the prior posting was accurate in the reading portions thereof in combination to the other readings in other prior postings at minimum capacities referencing certain aspects, it seemed odd for me to bring such portions up for the regards as to such reading portions and thus the similarity in regards as to the space situations over the years as I have seen and dealt with depending upon the timeframes thereof. With the conjunction as to the ways with other situations have gone regarding #endstolenvalor ending stolen valor as to a multitude of reasons in the conjunction aspects as to the US Space Force in other such references in additional portions, the ways of which has been of a concern of mine for much longer than I have brought forward previously as to how times have been before as to such aspects.



Additionally to such aspects as to the information which I had already given and the proof thereof to the portions of my driving capabilities in regards to Irving and situations thereof to the aspects to the traveling and driving portions, the situations of which some might have wished as to the lack of capabilities actually only proves in my favor as to my capabilities to taking care of my responsibilities in such a conjunctionary portion as to additionally keeping up such portions to be updated as to the aspects on top of in regards to the clarifications referencing the interview with #CID #CriminalInvestigationDivision Criminal Investigation Division as to the combine portions of such clarifications additionally. While admittedly unconventional while at the same time my biological mother, biological sister, and my ex-in-laws have been trying to find out what my Blue Identification car of/for the Armed forces of the United States of America is for. In such regards as to the clarifications in conjunction to my clearance at the age of 17 years of age regarding the combined portions, all such additional aspects in my favor as to my rights as well as to my clarity of mine in such references despite some individuals’ wishes otherwise depending upon who in such hypothetical portions thereof. In turn the people who have hypothetically had problems cannot have such both ways.



They cannot complain about the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury while additionally claiming otherwise as to the facts thereof, as it is one or the other referencing their portions of which they would have to prove such in ways which my proof would be looked at differently; to which since my proof has hypothetically been fully proven, there is not any reason nor cause nor excuse as to ever having any wrongful restrictions in any such ways as per then would fully constitute as to slavery as to other such aspects thereof in such hypotheticals. Thus there is the requirement as to such full relinquishments as per having proven multitudes of ways as to the clarity in which while might not be understood by others, that is their problem to get over and work through in comparison to mine in my opinion though I would think others who have had head injuries or TBIs would agree as to the requirement as to such a burden of proof for the others to have proven such in comparison to what hypothetically would only be proven to be their biases as per the evidence which would be able to be shown referencing any such technology recording thereof to any such types thereof by their own free will in such references as to additional discussions and the like thereof.



Personally because despite how I physically look, I am far more demure than some may have realized or thought due to such modeling images as well as dance performances as I am much more shy than some might have realized. Though admittedly as to the aspects of the semi-truck collision which I had assisted with in regards as to around the month of May 2008 the I had described in “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, I did not know what to say in reference to the individual specific that was brought to my attention as there was not any further details presented to me during the portions of the voicemail; to which the aspects of in the combinations, were not brought forward in which ways I could or would understand from such knowledge as to anything beyond such aspects. I do not assume, thus I do not ever assume there is anything more than what has been told to me as per the ways of which I do the best I can to be honest at all times and give the required information as best as I possibly can in comparison to a brief message as to the ways sometimes the lengthier details are needed in comparison to a short snippet of information as to the back portions thereof.



Thus in reference to my original #Facebook Facebook account originally as Susan MeeLing though after certain situations I have detailed as to Dark Lily, though having kept the other original Facebook page of mine as Lady Dori Belle despite since the year around 2013 or 2015 as to the aspects of the Facebook account I now have for the clarification purposes of which I have gone over a multitude of details regarding such portions. With the combined aspects of verification processes to the ability to connect the proverbial dots as to my social media accounts to my emails to my YouTube and etcetera, there is not much more as per not having ever made any gaming accounts accept the #GameStop Game Stop account to be able to purchase my son’s #Letters4James and my daughter’s #Letters4Lidia video game systems as I have not played in any type of official account any type of the various types of video games since before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. There is only one time I played since waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which is called #CallofDuty Call of Duty, which the ways of the game had gone and later learning as to having taught my son that his character could die because of a ricochet as per later learning I had been looking at the correct part of the dual screen the whole time and he had not wanted to admit initially as to having not known such about the video game.



In turn prior to such a point in time in the year of 2013, the last time I had played video or arcade games had been in the early 1990s and the late 1980s. Thus #Nintendo64 #Nintendo Nintendo 64 #MarioBros Mario Bothers, #LionKing Lion King, and #MortalKombat Mortal Kombat were the last games I played on such types of a system in the 1990s as #Sega #SgeaGenesis #Genesis Sega Genesis which I played #SonictheHedgehog #Sonic Sonic the Hedgehog and #XMen X-Men games on in the 1990s; though additionally at the arcade in #FreeholdRacewayMall #Freehold #FreeholdNJ #FreeholdNewJersey #NJ #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #NJstate Freehold Raceway Mall in Freehold New Jersey, would be the last time I had played at an arcade game as the crocodiles and the X-Men only as such types of games as it would be years before I ever went to a #DaveandBusters Dave and Busters where I preferred ski ball instead as per the electrical portions of the electronic aspects.



In turn the realities of which such portions as to what has been brought forward in the larger aspects in some ways have been difficult to bring forward myself simply because of not knowing where to begin as to the aspects of, as in the regards of such questions I would think such would require more than a shortened response though additionally as to the security measures of which other such Big Blue Book aspects have begun in some details in conjunction to other such aspects in various writing portions of description in reference to; “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”, and my trilogy book series “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”. The aspects as to my SCUBA Diving gear additionally as to such portions of which I had my plans to take such in the correct location once I learned as to the minimal amount of individuals who I had known in person were untrustworthy to bring such forward regarding to closer connections, and in reference to one particular connection if he had told me a bit more before going out to his Dad’s would have been a much different turn of events in comparison to when pulling up to his Dad’s house.



Nonetheless as to such situations of which having had to acknowledge such portions has been an extremely reluctant aspect of which I have not wanted to go into in details of mainly because of the aspects of such combinations, to which any such complaints hypothetically referencing as to how I physically look and/or my choices for my SUCBA Diving and/or my background as to any such combination and/or my adult consenting lifestyle group choices and/or etcetera are enough in just one area as to not wanting to go into such details. Yet when combining the aspects in the larger aspects, the reality especially can be noticed as to why such portions I have not wanted to go into without the caveats of such acknowledgements as to the beliefs in truth of because of the levels of what I have been through in such combinations. In the conjunction points as to the realities in reference to the Irving situation with other such aspects of, the choice I made to remain quiet about such had been for a multitude of reasons to such combinations before the timeframe of the year of 2012 as to other such combined aspects and thus into the years later of not wanting to go into such details has been a different combined yet so set of aspects.



However with such having come forward more often in regards as to the various pictures and videos since, has been the only portion as to bringing such forward more-so bit by bit. Though the aspects as to the White doge Grand Caravan situation in #Denver #DenverCO #DenverColorado #CO #Costate #colorado #Coloradoastate Denver Colorado regarding the flash of light as to the collision on 11 September 2021 and a different flash of light referencing a different timing though similarly as to what had been seen, the difference being the aspects as to the deer type of like species in the comparison to what occurred in Denver Colorado as to the movements thereof. Thus while not liking the fact of having to divulge such in the realities to the situations, has been of what I suppose there may have been those who have been seeking such confirmation as to the reality of extra terrestrial aspects in the universe which includes the Milky Way Galaxy.



The portions as to the oceanic waters additionally as to certain creatures within the depths of the ocean such as in regards as to the area in reference to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg the what I have called Bo-Bo or a Kitulu, is one of several within the oceanic waters. Who I have called Bo-Bo in such regards is the same as to the others as to which having to be in the area of specifically at the bottom of the ocean to speak with the creatures of the deep ocean, of which while some might have thought was something which could be tested referencing myself; if you want to speak with the creature, you have to go down to the area yourself. I do not recommend such as per the levels and the length of time as well as the type of training which it takes and involves though as per learning of others who have gone through usages of trying to achieve such with rebreathers, it is not through such a measure as to such aspects.



It must be of the most natural as to such portions for oneself and though I had used #NITROX NITROX for the length of time as to the depth, my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #Diving SCUBA Diving gear was with the normal regulator hose in comparison to the assumed as I guesstimate hose of the Cavern SCUBA Diving as the yellow color is from the tentacle and not from the cavern SCUBA Diving hose which was later put onto my SCUBA Diving gear several weeks after returning from the #FL #Florida #Floridastate #FloridaKeys #KeyWest #KeyWestFL #KeyWestFlorida Key West Florida location from that week in August 2009 in the middle to the end of September 2009 for that particular SCUBA Diving trip for the aspects of my Cavern SCUBA Diving. The facts as to how compulsive I am about my particular SCUBA Diving gear as to several other aspects as per the ways which I have had my bookshelves organized over the years as I have described, gives a small view into the ways of which I took the seriousness to my SCUBA Diving gear as well as my SCUBA Diving training over the years which I had not realized was called SCUBA Diving as I have explained as well as written about. Though similarly, I did not use the gear as to such times as per my childhood and teenager years in the ways which possibly had been thought.



Again the clarifications which have been able to be brought forward as to the verification processes thereof as to my responsibilities, all such aspects as to which are of mine thus should be in my favor and for my usages only regarding my royalties from such aspects as to my personal income I should have been able to have earned as well as my business portions as to my website and such works thereof online as per my choices for myself as proven have been different though have been proven correct multiple times over repeatedly. In my opinion it has been a length of time which could have been used differently, however since such clarifications have had to be made I suppose hopefully the clear portions have been made more well known and if there are any such reasons as to any official questions thereof there is the knowledge as to where I am as I do not camouflage in any such ways in my opinion as per what additionally I have been told by others which does include such beings in reference to the extra terrestrial aspects as to their proof as to the images and videos I have taken over the years and decades as well as in person interactions aside from the differences to the mediumship portions.



In more ways as to review such in honesty, I do not know which has been more difficult when taking such aspects into consideration of which is more difficult to speak about. Both portions are difficult though one of which is more easily known and understood in more ways regarding mediumship portions than the other aspects as to the extra terrestrials, as per the ways of which I presume have to do with the possibility as to how certain people have become involved regarding how they choose to play as well as interact in reference to video games which possibly includes computer games as well.



In the regards as to the video below, you are able to see certain aspects as to the #MacMillanMausoleum MacMillan Mausoleum as to the backgrounds, as well as the structures thereof; as there are certain details which I guesstimate can be noticed in a different way when taking notations as to specific timings. If you notice certain portions please write such within the comment area of the YouTube Official video as to the specific time for me to review, and what details I can provide can be answered if there are questions as to such aspects prior to any possibility I suppose if there are those in other areas of the United States of America’s Armed Forces of which branches and divisions thereof could have questions as to additionally to other such connected aspects thereof.






As per the situation regarding the #Afterglow #AfterglowMausoleum Afterglow Mausoleum to which I have written about previously regarding some oddities more specifically in reference to having described such in person in Seattle Washington well before ever writing letters to a few locations and then writing such in "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing", the realities to which the location is beautiful to get to and the energetic frequencies are interesting; however the situations to what I had read about and had been told about, were far different than what I personally experienced. While some might have felt as though they were being pushed out of whichever chair they sat in after 3-5 minutes, the situation for me was quite different. As some may have felt an odd energy which I would not know what they consider as odd, the main oddity I know of has to do with after moving from one chair to another during my first visitation to the #RocheHarbor Roche Harbor/#FirdayHarbor Friday Harbor area.


Personally in each chair there was not any sense of problems though there were visions regarding what I was able to see per location, which is beyond the aspects of the physical location itself. After sitting in one particular location regarding the third chair and hearing what I had which the realistic portions as to when the video is finished being uploaded for the view thereof is the only time when I will go into further details thereof, as per the requirements regarding such aspects in full regarding the information thereof. Hence while I would have been able to discuss such details if asked in honest truth regarding such portions before the year of 2021 regarding the situations at the location, then I would have gone into further details back then. However since the situations had been as such situations had been the lack of the requirement and the lack of the need to go into such information has been due to such portions as per the requirements by the standards previously set, as to such information regarding those portions as per the prerequisites as per such individuals regarding the location of the Afterglow Mausoleum. I would not have been able to sit in the chairs if there were not prerequisites regarding such other aspects to which is considered as mandatory regarding such aspects thereof, however since the prior prerequisites had not been done as such during the times of 2015 the portions as to the video link below regarding such portions is the portions regarding the other contingencies regarding such aspects. I would have been in a different situation regarding if the normal responses regarding what I had read as well as been told regarding other people not being allowed to sit in such chairs as per would have been what others had experienced in comparison if the situations were not as the situations are regarding such portions thereof, to which the reality of what others' thoughts might be in comparison; there truly is not a comparison which can be made at this point in time because of such portions regarding the verifiable proof regarding the ability to sit within the chairs for as long as such had been, among other portions regarding such situations combined. Thus the video regarding the Afterglow Mausoleum were brought forward as per the requests from such spirits involved regarding the location of the Afterglow Mausoleum, which the video link below brings forward several portions of which to pay attention to regarding their individual requests when their prior requests were not met to their standards at such times after 2015. Due to the situations not having been met at such times per the portions regarding the requests thereof, the reality as to the video requirements are as such per the individuals involved regarding such portions.



However as it has taken several days to get the video uploaded as per whatever problems regarding others involved with technology and disrespecting the hopes of those regarding the location thereof which does include all of the other individual markers within the area as per the prerequisites for the location to be videoed at such a time in April 2021, as well as it being known as to the respect of which to the levels I have gone regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project additionally; the portions of getting such information out correctly has been left up to me regarding such aspects, to which the video link regarding the time I spent at the Afterglow Mausoleum have been required regarding the portions of the video recorded only in reference to my video as per the requirements via such individual spirits and the prerequisites thereof by such individuals. While some might not like the fact that if there were others in the area of the lack of approval regarding them being involved, that is for those people to take up with those spirits at that location in comparison to infringing upon my rights as per what has been approved of regarding such aspects at the Afterglow Mausoleum and the lack of any requirement regarding anyone else who may have been in the area as per the requirements regarding those who I had been with regarding the Afterglow Mausoleum in reference to the chairs thereof.



In my opinion regarding the spirit aspect to which far too many have ignored the reality of, the problems to which having already been informed of such as well as their prior requests having not been paid attention to correctly by others in such aspects does make such illegitimatize regarding their portions being recognized in the specific angles required in comparison to any other angles involved regarding the hypothetical portions thereof regarding how they wanted and needed to be brought forward in comparison to others' opinions. They know their best angles regarding such in comparison to what others' opinions might be regarding such portions, especially since they have been there far longer than those who are alive currently. Thus all such blocks should fully be removed from me in all such ways from this point onward permanently as per the requirements regarding such contingencies as the video obviously has already been uploaded regarding the cellphone portions to which when taking in consideration such aspects as additional satellite imagery the portions of which to choose otherwise when knowing of such realities means the inability to pause such any further because there is the difference between such aspects, to which while those other outer sources thereof have already seen such and already have known about me for far longer than others have fully known of existences thereof; there is the quandry regarding those who claim to believe and/or claim to respect, yet to ever think to cover such up only shows the lack thereof regarding such respect in such aspects comparatively as per the simple view of if you were in their position and knew of me in such ways then what would your view if in their position would be regarding such treatments thereof regarding those particular portions?



If you had made the choice such entities have made long ago and knew of the portions regarding to such treatments would your view of how human beings be as calm or would your view of human beings be..., as per such needless portions regarding the time it has taken to get such information squared away for more to know in the correct ways compared to the assumed ways hypothetically in reference to others? There is a joke I can make in reference to the Anti-Christ and pictures in such regards from prior times as to other such situations to which there are the ramifications to such portions in the much longer term regarding such aspects for such choices which already have been warned of regarding biblical scriptures, to which then the choice for such aspects is when does such no longer be a problem comparatively as per the knowledge and understanding thereof? While the wishes may be as such the reality of what occurred is the reality of what occurred, to which the portions of ever continuing to block/ban/restrict without the legal causes which would be recognized in other such realms and is viewed as a problem regarding such arrogances and egotism from others means in turn the varied responses regarding such aspects as per the problems already needlessly caused as well as the problems to which the furthered portion cause for all human beings regarding any such situation hypothetically.



However those who have had their egotism at the levels to which their egos have been has also bee the portions to which prophecy has been brought forward and if there are those who have not officially signed the dotted line regarding the Armed forces of the United States of America as well as the conjunction of the clearance levels thereof, there is not the legal requirement for such to ever get involved in such ways as hypothetically blocking/banning/restricting such and only causes needless additional problems in the portions regarding human beings' existences to ever be allowed to continue any further. It is quite easy for certain entities to realign the location of the earth as well as the Milky Way Galaxy to move closer to a blackhole if the preferences of such is preferred in comparison to other aspects of ever being allowed to move forward regarding spacial travels outside of such, however the choices are up to individuals regarding if the hypothetical portions of such have wrongly been done and the length of time which has needlessly been as such due to such hypothetical arrogances of ever actually knowing by only utilizing pop culture references is the problem for many more regarding such portions thereof. That has been a problem far longer for more than realized, though such egotism hypothetically has continued the problems regarding the progression and advancements regarding the civilization on earth regarding such aspects. There are reasons why choices are made the way they are to which while some might wish for such portions of what is only meant for those with the clearances for such knowledge, in turn the clearances for the understanding is not for those who do not have such clearances; and has not been for such reasons regarding the required truth aspects thereof to which if there are those who have wished for such knowledge, there is the reality of reincarnation to when your soul is actually able to process such information compared to the greed regarding the current timeframes thereof. Since what occurred as per my warnings years ago have come forward, hopefully the potions of which to pay attention and heed such are much easier regarding the portions thereof.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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