It should not take a head injury *after personally sustaining a head injury & coma* to figure this out...
After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first. While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me. As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.
If I had real friends(if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose. Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?
As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.
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I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute.
The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.
I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations. However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.
Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.
If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying how it should not take a head injury to figure out.
*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)* By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
Thank you, in advance.
Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
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A Christmas Letter to my daughter #Letters4Lidia
Lidia Louise, 9 December 2021
I hope you are doing well, and the holiday season has brought many positive aspects.
You have been of the importance in many ways to me as more than my daughter, though an inspiration for finding ways of betterment in the world to be capable to assist where possible for many who I could tell needed the clarification in more ways because of the realities of life. Through you I saw the truth of how many needed more than what was seen, as to the situations in a multitude of ways.
As your Mom hopefully you are happier in the ways of life, as it has been important for ensuring for the short term into the long term into the longest term. Though the thoughts may have been in which the aspects of where of importance you have been, the reality is how much you and your brother have meant and mean to me is much larger than I can put into words as I love you very much.
As your Mom it has been a difficult life because of the situations which in reality you, your bother, and I were and are a part of the larger whole. I wish the situations were different in a multitude of ways, believe me I truly wish those aspects as life has been more than what was thought to be as.
I am glad that there has been help and assistance for you, though admittedly there is the wish of being stronger as an individual and as your Mom as I made the best attempts possible. I know you did the best you could at times, which the situations were and are as such. Reviewing everything in truth admittedly was the only way I could see giving you and your brother and others the best possibilities and opportunities hopefully for the best possible outcomes in every possible way.
For you and your brother, I put my own life as well as my own happiness to the side because of what I saw was more important to be as capable as a Mom which in every area of life for both of you I made every attempt while hoping that at some point there would be a time where I too could be happy as to having done the best I could for both of you as well as a life for myself when you two were as best as I could arrange as being the best Mom possible for you two were given the best opportunities which could be; as it truly was a lot to make extremely difficult decisions on my own, though hopefully the best overall.
As your Mom I knew there would be a time when life would be as both you and your bother would be older, and then would be where I could begin to review as to the situations regarding myself and my life as being you and your brother’s Mom was my first priority as to being the best Mom possible for each situation as to the knowledge and understanding both of you would grow up.
Though you would and will always be my beautiful little girl and your brother would be my handsome little boy, I knew there would be a point where you would be my beautiful little princess and he would be my handsome little prince; as I knew I would always be your Mom, which hopefully both of you would and could always be proud of me as your Mom in every situations for every circumstance in all ways. I hope I have accomplished as such truthfully.
There are circumstances beyond the aspects I could discuss and/or write about that for you and your brother I handled to the best of my capabilities to ensure additional safety as to such points in time. There is a saying which I can truthfully say and write though a bit further as “I love you to the Moon and back”; which is 100% the truth as to such aspects in several ways, for both you and your brother as best as I could possibly. You two meant that much to me, as your Mom.
Life has been an extremely long journey which hopefully, true enjoyment can be in the best possible ways for you and your brother and I for the most of the truthful highest of the high of good to the best of the best for us as I hope it is good enough in truth.
Maybe one day as you had hoped for me into what I needed you and also your brother to understand in reference to me getting married, is the requirement for the truthful aspects and acceptance of while actually having a lovingly supportive ideal of a spouse as to ensuring that you and your brother; would know and understand the truthful aspects of requirements for the happiest marriage in comparison to what I have seen (and experienced). One day maybe that can occur as to such aspects for myself as you hoped for me as your Mom to bring forward in truth as to life’s possibilities in the best ways before officially moving towards that aisle.
The song by Christina Aguilera “Right Man” is important as to the reality of which to actually have the correct man at my side as to the aspects which I hope the reality thereof you and your brother can see and learn as to the actualities of properness regarding what is to genuinely have truthful bliss as to a genuine relationship in the differences as to when in the generalized ways, though what is private as to such aspects remains between the spouses as to such private moments is between the spouses only in such references in my personal preferences such regards as the only public aspects are as to the aspects are what are as to the aspects of choice and remain as to consent regarding thereof as to another important portion of life in truth.
In the aspects of as your and your brother’s Mom, it is important to also bring forward as to what limitations as to the actualities of comfort regarding what is considered as per such portions as well as standing one’s ground as to the factors thereof as while some might be okay to various aspects; what is ideal is up to the individuals involved as to the communication of what is agreed and most importantly the consent aspects. As your Mom, though most specifically as a female; the reality of what is of consent is of importance, which in such references the reality of for both you and your brother as to the genuine respect of such situations as it should be considered as the minimum starting point at minimum acceptable as to what is genuinely discussed in person face to face in person as to comfort levels of what interactions are actually consented to whether to a female and/or to a male in such regards in truthful consent compared to other aspects thereof.
I love you, and I miss you.
I truly hope the best as your Mom, and I hope for the betterment quickly and swiftly in many ways.
Happy Hanukkah, as to where I was born and raised as to the additional factors as to how I got into SCUBA diving as I suppose an irony as to something you noticed in the timeframe of when I earned my National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification.
Merry Christmas as to the aspects of Christianity as to teachings as well as my upbringing in conjunction to yours as well as your brother’s.
Happy New Year as to when the numerical calendar changes as well as Gung Hay Fat Choy as to the aspects which I am half Chinese and you and your brother are ¼ Chinese.
I love you, and I miss you.
Loving you always and forever,
Love your Mommy always and forever,
Mom
Reverend Susan MeeLing
P.S.: If I do get married then that legal widow last name has to be given away as to you and your brother’s last name as to me because of those realities, which because of how important you two are and have been to me as to such factors for the times prior.
Lidia and I in the year of 2008
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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
REMEMBER:
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math. Here is how logic works for someone like me::
~ It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.
~ It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.
~ After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.
~ When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.
~ After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.
~ When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.
~ After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.
~ Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.
~ It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.
~ Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.
When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.
If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.
You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have.
Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.
Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.
Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit.
It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.
If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.
That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.
Quotes which mean a lot to me:
"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."
"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker. Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction. We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."
"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice. One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)." ~ A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle
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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.
Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.
If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.
Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.
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