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The Ornery P.S.A.
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

6 February 2023: Black History Month

In regards of what occurred when My Grandpawpaw and My Grandmawmaw began getting together was a longer amount of time per such having met once before at a point in time when both were in different aspects of their personal lives, as where My Grandmawmaw was not dating anyone while My Grandpawpaw was dating a fling factor in such timeframes as per the aspects where My Grandpawpaw having met My Grandmawmaw could not stop thinking about My Grandmawmaw as per such points in time. Though he had been involved more along the lines of Malcom X whereas My Grandmawmaw was more along the lines of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr per such timeframes, the two had continued upon their life paths during such points in time. While My Grandpawpaw was also more involved with factors of working in the more traditional ways, the aspects where My Grandmawmaw worked though as per such in the more creative endaavors of such timeframes during those decades.



While he had at random times made attempts to actually see what My Grandmawmaw was up to and doing, the aspects of his own fears of actually getting over what he had seen regarding the timeframes of the situations per the aspects of others during the decades of the Civil Rights Movements as per the differences per such factors of when it took him to forcing himself to push himself to actually getting to know My Grandmawmaw as she was feisty to put mildly. While he was enamored as per her feistiness and sass, the factors of what she could yell at others about enticed him while at the same time caused him fright per such aspects of how tiny she was in size to the difference of himself per such aspects. While she was more of someone who was calmer unless such timeframes required the aspects of when she would pop off as per the situations, the factors where My Grandpawpaw had taken quite a bit of time to learn as per such amounts of years it took him to actually get the courage to actually speak with her in truth about how he had been about her personally.



While he tried to supplement what was the factors of what he actually wanted and needed in his life throughout such points in time, the aspects of what My Grandmawmaw did not know as per such aspects because of his own fears of himself regarding the aspects of a male biologically having real emotions per such factors of My Grandmawmaw as the community of such activism was far different in such points in time of being capable to know of such endeavors per individual to the differences of now in the year of 2023 in the month of February referencing such knowledge in such areas as per the traveling as well as the capacity to actually connect. When she was on the road and only a few individuals knew of who she was as well as what she stood out looking as per the times, the difficulties of him finding her and where she was had been the larger factor regarding him actually being with My Grandmawmaw. While she had no clue nor idea of his interest in her, My Grandmawmaw being as she was simply continued progressing on the work she had been making attempts for as per such lengths of time. While some others had caught her attention and #VISA visa versa as per such others' having paid attention to how she was as per when she popped off mainly, the aspects of her attitude were far known across many areas as per the aspects of when especially when she was correct per such areas.



Though Grandpawpaw's family and friends as well himself being far more along the lines of beliefs of the known from those times of Malcom X #MalcomX than the aspects of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr #DrMartinLutherKingJr the aspects of the aspects of such points in time where the aspects of a blending-ish occurred referencing the timeframes after the situations regarding their factors, and as per such situations as the individuals throughout both sides began to work on their own aspects per such timeframes; the reality of how each side began seeing differences of the other individuals per involvement per such situations, as the aspects of those who followed the aspects of whichever side began to self-evaluate themselves per such situations as the aspects of in My personal opinion of where some balancing occurred for the more forward progressions as per the timeframes. My Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw both adored President Rodald Regan just as much as I had though as a child as per such differences regarding such factors of voting of course, though per such discussions about the aspects of the occurrences per the situations of the timeframe. Thus when My Grandpawpaw had made the attempts initially fairly slowly as per his ways, the aspects of the factors where My Grandmawmaw moved swiftly throughout such factors as without a male in her life to such aspects as the capacities of taking care of more situations as per where she went. She had made her way across many areas of the United States of America regarding the different timeframes and made stops along the way, though as per such aspects of how my Grandpawpaw made attempts to keep track of where she went as per her being the way as how she was.



My Grandpawpaw had gotten to a point with a few individuals within his own life as per the ways situations were and when he thought he could not handle anything further, somehow a thought of My Grandmawmaw came across his mind and he went to seek where she actually was at the exact point in time. He had informed his family and friends as they had already known as how much he had found My Grandmawmaw per such discussions as there were very few times My Grandmawmaw was ever considered as overreactive in his opinions, as though the opposite for some of his family and some of his friends per such aspects of what their considerations of how an African American female should be as per the aspects of certain unknowns per the Malcom X factors of the differences as per the Dr. Martin Luther King Jr factors as per the ways of how females biologically were considered as per the timeframes. While biological females within the Malcom X movements were as per where they could be seen as to such differences of being heard per such truths as per how the males thought it was better for males to speak about instead of the aspects of where females had a real voice of such factors, in such differences of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr where females were pushed to the forefront well before his speeches as well as sermons and as per such also afterwards as per the aspects of how life was and is important per such situations instead of in the background or when it was considered as convenient as per the Malcom X differences.



Whereas Malcom X per the movements had only pushed the females biologically to one side and only allowed them to speak and/or be seen when it was of a convenience facto instead of pushing such females biologically to the forefront, the factors of where the only time females biologically were allowed to be seen were in few pictures and/or videos to just be counted as per being seen instead of actually being heard for their stances and their viewpoints from what I was told about as a child in the latter 1980s into the early 1990s.



The aspects of where the sermons Dr. Martin Luther King Jr had given the arrangements where females biologically were brought forward as well as biological males in an equal format, though per such factors of the viewpoints depending upon the news reports as per my lack of knowledge referencing such factors as per the timeframes of such aspects per the news. In My opinion now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 6th day of the month of February in the year of 2023, the aspects of the modeling and/or the Hollywood #Hollywood factors as per such if situations as per the viewpoints referring to females actually being capable to speak as per where images of models are of still images and do not give any impression of such capacities to being capable to speak because of the facts of images regarding the situations; in my personal opinion regarding such factors of where the platforms per such timeframes per such biological females per such images as per the truth of such internal recalibrations where such individuals having seen such images had needed to actually think as per the common sense factors of the opinions about models in my opinion from what I had noticed in the years of 2010 through 2013 mainly as per such amazements from individuals I met that I could actually speak as per my modeling images as in my opinion in such a review now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 6th day of the month of February in the year of 2023.



In My opinion now in the year of 2023 if such individuals had not only been as per such factors of thinking however they thought as per such images from My modeling where I purchased the clothing I created into the outfits I personally created just as per the traveling distances I personally drove for such after I personally packed all of My belongings per for a modeling session as per My luggage as per My car as per My finances per such individual images per such of My modeling, as there was not ever any point in time someone else purchased for Me the outfits I personally created just as there was not any point in time where anyone had paid for the gas for My car or the maintenance for My vehicle when I traveled just as there was not anyone who drove other than Myself for Myself per such modeling session while taking care of the responsibilities and making sure the schedules as per My biological minor aged children were taken care of as per such points in time of the differences of having been capable to work on My work as per the schedule factors during the timeframe of the years of 2009 through 2013 of what was needed to be capable to do so as per such February 1993 factors.



Thus in the references regarding the occurrences just as per how such hypotheticals proven of what others have had as support in real life and online as per such factors of those types as per such 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 memorials as per the facts proven as in such invitations and/or such factors of actual real inclusion as per such actual inclusion in truth factors, as to the differences as per the proof of what I personally have dealt with to the differences of others per such hypothetical factors throughout such lengths of time in those exact points in time.



Whereas individuals when in reference of 2001 were wherever they were with whomever they had to rely upon for emotional support regarding such situations where they personally did not have any real connections as per the difference of Myself as it was known at the exact timeframes of the days and the months and the years thereafter as per such facts, instead of what would ever be considered as real support for Me as My considerations though also as per the knowledge of others' situations of those types of those lying renne faire types per those types of support per such groups and discussions and hand holding garbage of such factors thereof to such individuals if they even actually knew anyone on the ground as per such factors of the differences of seeing a Broadway show of such factors of massively distinctive differences of actually knowing people as I had actually known people to the differences of thinking of knowing someone because of some Broadway show or some factors thereof to those types of lying renne faire aspects in My personal opinion. Obviously if there are those who would care more about the buildings to the differences of caring about human beings as per the human beings' lives, then it should not take a head injury to figure out such levels of such humanity per such care about the human beings' lives to the difference of lacking humanity as per caring more about a building as to the factors of differences of civility in My personal opinion as per such facts.



Granted historical buildings are of importance, though human being lives are of importance in multiple ways. Similar to the timeframe of when I knew a female in reference to the Hurricane #Hurricane #HurricanKatrina #Katrina #Rita Katrina as per the capsule of dust and the airplane flight referencing the situations as per how others cared more about the animals to the difference of caring about human being lives in my opinion as per the factors of such situations referencing where individuals who were warned about the aspects of the hurricane from the timeframe as per how the choices were for televisions and video game systems as well as computers, rather than what would have made sense in reference to food and clothing as it was odd in my opinion how such choices were at the timeframe regarding the situations of that particular FEMA emergency. It made/makes little sense to me referencing such, though now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 6th day of the month of February in the year of 2023 as to the pondering of the year of 2005; it made little sense referencing such choices at the time, though as per such pondering of wondering if they actually thought the water from the storm was somehow different than regular water in regards of the technology systems as I saw during the news reports in that timeframe. However the animals portion was during the afternoon news to the difference of the news in the evening hours as during that timeframe was the beginning of when the starting point of certain discussions in reference to my children's biological father, as per the aspects of that timeframe regarding the situations.



In turn in reference to some online references listed per such news articles to review, the reality similarly to the 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 are different per such amounts of actualities as per the factors of the news reports during such points in time in My personal opinion. The factors in reference of February 1993 to the differences of the situations regarding as many attempts I personally made before this year of 2023 in the month of February on the 6th day of the month of February in this year of 2023 should not take a head injury to figure out as per my prior discussions in real life in person face to face in person and/or writings and/or videos as per such facts, as obviously since such factors regarding the timeframes per such situations regarding how My modeling name of the timeframe of Lady Dori Belle in the years of 2010 through the year of 2013 as per the aspects of how I personally introduced Myself as the differences of if I had someone else doing the introductions for Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life when I personally physically was there for such aspects of what should not take a head injury to figure out as per such aspects I already explained in the regards of My new name in the reference of Lady Liberty Belle as per such online portions to the differences of My modeling timeframe as per the years of 2010 through 2013; as the facts of such regards of selfies as per My Instagram as per such modeling factors of if factors, though such selfies are not the same as per My modeling timeframe as per the facts of when I was modeling as per having a real photographer taking the pictures only when I personally agreed to such aspects as only when My personal agreement to such factors would such ever be considered as modeling as it should not take a head injury to figure out anything other than when as per such aspects of My personal permissions as per the modeling factors of the differences as the situations of what I have dealt with as per the aspects of Black History Month referencing such amounts of other situations as per the American Civil War regarding such factors to those types of situations as per compensation for the work as well as compensation for the aspects of the amounts of finances per the aspects thereof to the differences of such timeframes per the aspects of what was in the year of 2010 through 2013 instead of the situations as per such hypotheticals as per the timeframe now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 6th day as there has not ever been any point of where the financial compensation of such work of Mine as well as the financial compensation of the facts of My personal time to find the clothes to create My outfits as well as the time to create such looks as well as the factors of such combinations whereas such factors of not something that is outside of those specifics of the timeframe regarding such factors of anything that would have ever proven to Me personally as per such fandom factors as per the situations as to where the lacking of comfort is nothing of what a fan of My work would ever do obviously at any point in time whatsoever.



Just because of My work in SCUBA Diving as per such aspects only for such reference metaphors regarding My Medal of Honor Art Project trips, as there is a difference of comfort considerations when needing to remain in the actualities of such factors when it is to such factors to the differences of when beginning a business regarding multiple factors as best as possible while maintaining the resources and preparing per the work for the following day instead of such situations where at a leisure-ish to writing in other factors per such points in time hypothetically some can consider the difference of My personal writing styles from the years more specifically to 2009 through 2013 then in reference to 2013 through 2015 and then from 2016 through 2018 and then in reference of the year of 2019 when I worked on writing/authoring in the timeframe of September/October 2019 through the publishing time of January 2020 for "The Modern Day Book" and the three volume book series "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as per the additional aspects of My online writings/authorings/compilings.



The timeframes of my writing before the timeframe of the year of 2009, I know I wrote a lot of notations through My hands and at some points in time of some writings online via emails mainly regarding from My memory though what my memory deficits per such aspects of during My updates to my journal blog per such aspects where the references regarding the list of names per such aspects of My attempts per such clarifications as per the factors of what I had brought forward as best as possible in full truth to the best of my capabilities since the timeframes of the amounts of situations in the references of such combinations as I saw the immediate emergency situations at hand during the timeframes of the years of 2019 through such factors as per My updates to such importances if any such accuracy in the references of Myself's best interests while also as per those whom would have the capacity of assisting themselves if such was of importance as depending upon the levels of importance as well as the intentions in My opinion as biased as My admitting such factors in honesty with myself per such aspects of a song that in several ways makes so much more sense to Me personally in such an amount of factors of the various ways per the singer/performer named #Pink Pink/P!ink from the first time I heard the song I could remember the time of a ritual mediation High Ceremony I was working on during the timeframe of when I was 13 years old of the irony about the song "Conversations with My Thirteen Year Old Self" as around the year of 2008 or 2009 regarding listening to the lyrics more in that song than I had before in certain other songs. I had written/compiled a list of songs per such aspects of different times in My life as per the aspects of what seemed of importance for the facts of what My life has had as different times as per different situations as to as best as possible almost a musical sequential factor, that from My earliest memories per such aspects of where the aspects of how some have had the luxuries of different constant groups of people they could speak with in real life in person face to face in person as to the differences in such times per the aspects of how My life situations were at up to that point in time of such lengths of songs despite My biological age of within the timeframe of when I was around 28 or 29 years old as to the oddities per those who understand the reference regarding the biological legal age per My first book "Finding A Silver Lining" and/or discussions with the individuals who knew me and I spoke about such with as well as the factors of the timeframe of the exact point in time of the exact location near the exact fireplace near the exact yard area within the exact house location with the exact individuals from Saint John Vianney High School around the year of 1998 referencing a board that was only supposed to be a game though as per the factors of the difference of the Catholica Parochial High School of the differences of the church I was being Confirmed at through the classes regarding Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in New Jersey and thus while I survived and I live the aspects of such oddity regarding the factors as per the timeframe thereof regarding the legal age aspects of from the time of My birth in the year of 2013..



I remember I freaked out and ran to the bathroom in the downstairs area of the house in tears per the vision I saw of chains and a wooden area in a beige colored room with darker golden carpet, though I did not understand the vison I had when at Toniann's parents' house that year as it made absolutely no sense what I had seen from that exact point in time of the year of 1998 though the difference of the year of 2013 per such factors of #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #CaowboysDancehallSATX #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #SATX #MilitaryCityUSA Cowboys Dancehall in San Antonio Texas also known as Military City USA as per the corset situation at the Stoney LaRue concert a few months after the bounce house at the 4th of July 2012 overall situations regarding while I was making attempts to recover from the #GeneralHoytSVandenberg #Vandenberg USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg SCUBA Diving from while dealing with the factors of Irving in the year of 2011 while making attempts still to deal with and recover from the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as well as the residual factors of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My brain, as well as dealing with everything regarding as best as possible for Myself as per what I personally was dealing with as per such overall combined factors since while the facts of the reality where also for my biological son and my biological daughter and others as I could see the need of such possible factors in reference to those situations though also 11 September 2001 as well as 1993.



The aspects where February 1993 as such differences regarding the aspects of in person face to face in person timeframes as per the years of the 1980s into the 1990s as per the time around 1994 or 1995 as one of the last times per being in New York City visiting the areas as the difference of ages matters as well as the amounts of times walking the distances per such factors regarding the areas to the difference of being picked up and dropped off to the doorway, obviously is different than walking from a parking area to the area of the specific locations in my opinion as per my personal experiences in reference to certain areas of New York City as well as New Jersey and Pennsylvania regarding having went with my biological father to some of his watches/clocks/jewelry drop off locations and/or pickup locations regarding the individuals he had completed contract work for having been certified by the School of Bulova as per what I was informed of; thus as per such aspects of the amounts of locations as per such distances as per my biological age, in the references regarding from the year of 1998 to the year of 2022 in February of that year seeing the New York City evening skyline for the first time from the differences of the two sets of years..



It should not take a head injury to figure out the facts regarding the situations when such references such as a dry cleaners as where I took corsets of Mine in San Antonio Texas as per My having personally paid for after I personally took the time to find such as per the aspects of where there was not any financial compensation for Me during those times as per those factors of what My VA does not cover in any capacity whatsoever as My VA only covers the aspects of My headaches and My migraines as per the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI, and thus as per such aspects of from that timeframe of the Army as per such facts as per the differences regarding the situations officially as per the physical pain levels as per being capable to actually go do anything I would actually have preferred instead as per the factors of the schedule timeframes per such factors regarding what I personally would have considered as enjoyable to the differences of the situations per such timeframes of what discussions as per such arguments instead of actual discussions as per such timeframes as to the situations as per the proof thereof during such factors.



While there were some discussions here and there, the overall combined factors of what I dealt with instead of what would be considered as fans as per such types of if factors as per the images I had modeled for as per the aspects of such situations as per those types of those situat5ions per the election years thereof as well as the in between timeframes as per the times of 2010 through 2013 referencing having acknowledged being a Republican during those years and as per such factors of how Democrats within such areas as per how they have not had the problems of sharing their aspects to the differences of where as a Republican as per such factors of earning such instead of such just given as per in My personal opinion referencing how such situations during the timeframe and the areas as per the community factors of the differences of actual reality.



Thus as per such aspects where those types of such individuals as to what I guesstimate as to the years prior when regarding My Grandmawmaw and My Grandpawpaw as per such factors of MY Bok Pu and My Bok Gung per such aspects of those situations, to the differences regarding the aspects of those Caucasian models as per such factors of whether they individually stood out or if as per such factors of needing a group to being capable to have such uniformity of a physical look per such if factors depending upon such situations in My personal opinion. Thus in such factors this year of 2023 to the review of such timeframes, the aspects of what considerations of actually being a fan of My modeling to the differences of the situations regarding privacy as per such aspects as per such situations of being capable to actually enjoy when going out as to such situations of actually being capable to have real friends and real relationship factors; of the differences of what I dealt with as per such updates to My journal blog in the years of 20196 through 2021 as per the review logistically of such aspects, as I have clarified as per such factors.



Thus in this metaphor regarding the aspects of My Grandpawpaw and My Grandmawmaw as per the differences of MY Bok Gung and My Bok Pu though their lives had interconnected at a certain point in time when My Grandmawmaw and My Grandpawpaw were together as the timeframes of differences when MY Bok Gung was seeking to make ammends with My Bok Pu as there were situations after she had saved a few individuals lives, and when as per such factors of MY Grandmawmaw knowing of some factors of MY Bok Pu though as per such fears from My Grandmawmaw because of how much My Nok Pu had dealt with and when as per such factors of the situations regarding My Bok Gung being more fearful than My Grandpawpaw when in reference of My Grandpawpaw going to get involved with My Grandmawmaw as per such differences of such viewpoints as well as discussions as per the factors of being on the soil of the Unite States of America. Though both My Grandmawmaw and My Bok Pu were extremely private individuals who did not ever actuaslly like being in the forefront of such groups per the ways they were as per such points in time, the aspects of where My Grandmawmaw was more girly-ish though My Bok Pu was far more of a tomboy than as per such factors regarding the choices as per her work as per the timeframes of such factors. Whereas My Grandmawmay referencing what care is actually considered to the differences of those types of those types ever thinking anything less than the reasons of such Civil Liberty Movements as per such factors, the aspects of such when My Grandpawpaw became enraged when he learned of situations because of those types of Caucasian looking biological females as per how his hatred of biological females as per the aspects of what only reenforced such factors of Malcom X to him in such timeframes of when the situations were during the timeframe it took for him to find My Grandmawmaw because of such viewpoints and types as per those factors that were not anything less than the exact aspects of such #Democrats #DNC Democrats per the factors of the KKK as per such factors regarding such points in time of how those types thought of as well as mistreated in such capacities of such viewpoints of where they had needed to accept the facts that the KKK were the problems to begin with in all such factors from the starting point because of one situation where there was one little biological female who thought of herself more highly than the others who actually dealt with real reality as per such facts; and thus as per the other situations because of two other males within the KKK as to the proof they had been as they had been throughout such points in time, and the reality of such factors as per the failures to ever see anything actually connected as per such aspects because of their biases as per such factors where they had to open their eyes and actually accept the reality of their choices as per the timeframes officially.



Thus in such known factors of where the KKK was outed fully as much as fully possible and those followers of the KKK were outed one by one by one and two by two by two and three by three by three and four by four by four per such situations because of the facts regarding such amounts of sexism, bigotry, racism, as well as other such feminazi factors per such situations of the proof thereof as while the claims of where they thought they were the only ones as per such factors; the common sense as per when looking back in the historical references as per the situations of if there was actual humanity to begin with in truth referencing such types officially as per the timeframes thereof, then the proof of such intentions would officially remain the exact same and not ever change as per such facts. In the references of if situations where only the aspects of intentions came forward as per such differences of the exact same factors though only with more additional information as the intentions remaining the same as with such additional information, then such if factors of hypotheticals as per the proof thereof to the situations in reference to the factors thereof per the intentions per the proof thereof to such situations.



For example of a metaphor in the year of 2006 and 2007 after the garage situation in reference to the knowledge of those individuals at the exact point in time as well as having to physically defend Myself from after a surgery I had in the year of 2008 regarding the facts of as per the timeframe, then as per where there was no longer any capacity for Me personally to ever look at such aspects again as per such facts of the knowledge of the time of what I was already dealing with in such exact points in time. Thus as per having allowed one of those individuals to watch a VHS of the French Film Documentary of 9/11 as per the differences of the aspects of the situations, then as per such if factors of amounts of alignment as per such hypothetical if factors per such Civil Rights Movements because the facts of just having the military connection is not the exact same as per the actual people on the ground officially as per the common sense per mission per such individuals as per the military factors as per such aspects of considerations referencing such individuals.



While I am and can be appreciative of such work regarding the after timeframes of 11 September 2001, it does not change the facts as to My own personal attempts to assist saving and protecting and defending the soil of the Homeland of the United States of America as per My personal push towards the Armed Forces of the United States of America as the only ways I could think of actually being assistive to protecting and defending the United States of America and the citizens thereof as it should not take a head injury to figure out when having lost as many individuals as per the timeframes of February 1993 as per the common sense factors of when I had a nightmare as a child as to My attempts to protect and defend through such preventative situations as per the assistances as per such factors of getting the correct aspects taken care of as per the common sense situations despite whatever common name and/or common factors of such stereotypes as per the aspects of where My multiple attempts as per breaking such stereotypes as per the aspects of not ever caring about such stereotypes to being with until being informed of such stereotypes afterwards of My personal choices as per the example of DFW in the year of 2008 for a difference reference of such factors of breaking stereotypes as I was not informed until around the year of 2009 or 2010 of breaking such a stereotype per the timeframe of the year of 2008 to the timeframe of the year of 2009 or 2010 despite certain other factors



Thus in reference to such situations referencing such if factors of metaphors regarding such situations as per the updates of if factors of assistances if there actually were/are any assistances referencing such clear clarifications as per the situations in reference of 11 September 2001 as before the 20 year memorial as per the aspects of support regarding those individuals as per their groups of sup[port in real life as per such if factors to the differences of Myself as per the aspects of real support, the aspects of such if factors of assistances to the clarifications as per such areas as per the 20 year memorial as per such an odd saying about 9/11 of #NeverForget911 #NF911 "Never Forget" as per such aspects of not forgetting the aspects thereof as well as not forgetting those who actually assisted as per such as well as not forgetting what caused such factors to being with as per learning from history as per such factors of actually doing so correctly as per the exact point in time of such requirements as per such common sense factors in My personal opinion in reference to 1993.



I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out seeing 9-1-1 per such factors of 9/11 referencing such phone calls that day that should have been capable to be found though if the Martial Law that would have occurred similarly to a degree in reference of Hurricane Katrina in a different capacity per such factors, of several military installations nearby the overall east coast per such difference of FEMA #FEMA per such timeframes of the emergency response per the requirements of such communication lines for the emergency services to being capable to have such boosts to the situations on the ground per the areas of movements through the different areas per getting to the individuals as best as possible with the cranes per the work as the timeframes regarding the areas of larger amounts of debris regarding the specific locations throughout the specific areas of New York City per such timeframes initially after 11 September 2001 per such communication towers regarding the servers for certain areas.



Thus in reference of where such common sense as while I did not graduate Basic Training in the Army branch it should not take a head injury to figure out in reference of how I have explained the oceanic waters per the differences of SCUBA Diving as per My official #YouTube #YT YouTube videos as per the common sense factors of where inviting before instead of ever thinking a surprise of those types would ever be something that would ever be considered as supportive, as it should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects of surprises for someone who landed at the bottom of the oceanic waters in the Bermuda Triangle in the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters with the differences per the amounts of images taken during that particular SCUBA Diving trip as per such differences of all other times of all other images of pictures taken whether per SCUBA Diving and/or on land above seal level that I have taken as per such considerations; it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts of surprises as per actually asking Me first personally if is to such factors of what I personally could handle dealing with as the common sense factors in My personal opinion as such factors where whom I consider as dot-dot-dot guys as per such factors of the common sense of such factors officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out PTSD as per such common sense terminology referencing such aspects, though I doubt anyone at all ever had the common sense ever before to evert consider such aspects of considerations at all in such prior points in time as why would those types of POGs to the references of civilian recreational SCUBA Divers to the differences thereof to MY style and My work of SCUBA Diving ever think of such factors as per those situations ever as the common sense aspects as should it take a head injury to figure out in reference of the dot-dot-dot types as to such SCUBA Divers as per the images of pictures as per when I was SCUBA Diving as the colorations changes in the water as per such factors as per such dot-dot-dot type of non-POG references regarding such situations?



It should not take a head injury to figure out if I was a biological male as to the differences of the situations as pe such factors of the ways such public ventures would have been as to the differences of such hypothetical situations, as it should not take a head injury to figure out such sexism as well as such feminazism as well as such bigotry as well as such racism as per such if factors per the proven situations per individual and/or per group as per such timeframes as per location as obviously if My work was/is actually appreciated as per the differences of such factors regarding the situations throughout such points in time in My personal opinion referencing such if factors.



Thus in reference to My Bok Pu regarding what she had dealt with in China before MY Bok Gung found out of severfal factors prior to their escape from Mao Ze Doong regarding the aspects of the situations as per such several times where My Bok Pu had inadvertently met as well as knew and also saved Mao Ze Doong #MaoZeDoong regarding several times before the CCP factors regarding the situations, as the aspects of the timeframes in those references are obviously different than as to the Civil Liberties factors though as per such timeframes regarding MY Grandmawmaw having learned of some of the factors as per My Bok Pu when having met and spent time with as per such factors when she was with MY Grandpawpaw by that point in time; when as per such factors of where My Bok Gung as per such factors of making attempts as to such relationship[ factors as he had overreacted when My Bok Pu went to save a few lives additionally as it had included his sister My Great Aunt Helen as per such timeframes, and as per such factors where My Grandmawmaw and MY Grandpawpaw's son had met My Great Aunt Helen as to having had My cousin Jade referencing the timeframes and the situations as per such facts.



However in the reference of when the aspects of how My Grandpawpaw found My Grandmawmaw as per such individuals he knew to contact regarding finding where she had went as he had met her in the most random of ways referencing such aspects because of how she was not of as per the normalcies of the aspect of Malcom X at all though more of such references of Dr. Martine Luther King Jr, and as per such randomness of meeting with very minimal speaking with one another as per where she had noticed him though as per how the impression she had left as per what he could not forget as per the ways she looked in such times. The aspects of how he acknowledged as per the few factors of actually considering a full hour as per the time as per the ways he had described such meeting factors as per the overall factors, the situations where she had been far more than he had ever thought per such factors because of the timeframes as per the massive differences between Dr. Martin Luther King Jr to the differences of Malcom X referencing such situations.



While My Grandmawmaw had been far more outspoken as well as active regarding her ways per such attendances regarding the timeframes of the public locations, My Bok Pu as the difference of her movements through the evening hours per such factors per the aspects of such timeframes regarding the aspects thereof to such situations. While the aspects of MY Grandmawmaw having not known of any situations regarding MY Grandpawpaw the aspects of where some aspects regarding more common knowledge of My Bok Gung though not as per such factors of where My Bok Gung's emotions had ever been known as per My Bok Pu, as per the ways where his choices per the differences of words as per the aspects of when the timeframe of My Grandmawmaw having let him know her opinions as per such aspects of where My Grandpawpaw had to step in to speak with My Bok Gung as how angry My Grandmawmaw had gotten at My Bok Gung because of when she learned of the situations referencing how the aspects were because of when My Bok Pu had save his life a few times and as per such differences between the Cantonese as to the factors of the Mandarin as to the factors where My Bok Pu was half Cantonese and half Mandarin and as per such factors of the differences of how such handling of the situations as obviously the stereotypes in such hypotheticals as per such differences regarding such factors as to those stereotypes per such situations.



Thus in reference regarding where pointing out other factors to the differences of personal experiences are important as per such facts, the regards of having been informed of the situations regarding the timeframes of when My Grandpawpaw and My Grandmawmaw had finally began to get together after My Grandpawpaw had tracked down My Grandmawmaw halfway across the country from where he was at the time as to the difference of whre ehe had first laid his eyes upon My Grandmawmaw. He had the slowest response as per his words referencing My Grandmawmaw, because of the facts he said as per how she was more strikingly looking than as per other females biologically he had met during the timeframe of the situations as well as her temperament though while such temperament as thought of in reference to Dr. Martin Luther King Jr's fans as per the aspects of the differences of Malcom X's fans regarding such timeframes as per the aspects of the situations of the choices per such times. However as slow as My Grandpawpaw was, My Grandmawmaw was a speedily moving individual who reminded me much of my Bok Pu in the multitude of ways yet in different factors at the same time.



However when Grandpawpaw finally realized who he had been thinking of and dreaming about for awhile I suppose from the -ish descriptions of such aspects, he went on a journey to find Grandmawmaw as having realized the discussion in brief they had was meaningful to him in the capacities where he had begun to look into other references regarding Dr. Martin Luther King Jr and because of the timeframe when he went to seek and find Grandmawmaw as when he had came to some conclusions after a few discussion with his family and his friends. The small amount of time was a discussion the whatever My Grandmawmaw said to him to cause him to rethink about several capacities of where he had the need to speak with Grandmawmaw yet again, though as per such reasons in my opinion of what My considerations of my type of romance as per such real life factors of obviously since he and Grandmawmaw were married and they had my cousin Jade as per the aspects of such love eternal regarding such situations in my personal opinion between the two of them for several decades because if I remember correctly they were getting to either their 30th or their 35th anniversary though when thinking about some aspects of prior decades such as within the 1900s and centuries before; what if it took longer to get the materials together to being capable to fully report about such combinations regarding the two individuals, as what if the aspects since such differences of #Socialmedia #SM social media aspects now in the year of 2023 referencing such situations per such hypotheticals as per the actual specifics of the exact point in the exact timing as per such exactness?



For example I was told several legends and myths about the United States of America from when I was a child where remembering such factors now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 6th day of the month of February in the year of 2023, it seems a bit odd in the multitudes of references of a few legends and myths to the differences regarding such historical events per the specific exact points in time as to such timeframes of such specifics per the locations.



Thus in regards of such aspects where the technological factors of the records per such factors as to the references regarding such if situations and since such headache physical pain levels regarding the facts of what I have been dealing with since the year of 2000 when I woke up from my coma from the TBI in Basic Training, the importance of such factors at the exact point in time seemed important per the exact point in times of such updates to my journal blog as there have been times when I have seen visions as per such aspects of as some might consider as prophetic when taking this journal blog in consideration, and as per such records of documentation of my situations per such factors regarding a sarcastic joke I can write as per how much I ran all around the #USA #UnitedStatesofAmerica #America United States of America as per the spanning of such grounds of distances from such locations to another as per such if factors regarding the online aspects to such different types of traveling as per such if factors though such distinctions possibly.



In such references of the #United #United93 United flight 93 per such references regarding the situations of the #American flights, the oddity of such references regarding 93 per such 1993 as I saw when I was in second grade per the vision I had though also per such factors of the timeframe specifically to such considerations of when I was in fifth grade when I was 10 years old as per while 3 years after second grade as per such if factors of the attention to the memory deficits in conjunction of such information possibly to such how it should not take a head injury to point that out.



Thus as per a different way of such regarding my journal blog in Black History Month as per such aspects of a viewpoint of a time when I knew such in real life in person face to face in person as a child biologically, the aspects of such combinations regarding the aspects in reference to the timeframe regarding the aspects of the timeframe of the upcoming 30 year memorial of February 1993 as my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw as well as my cousin Jade and the families and friends from such connections as well as my Bok Gung and My Bok Pu with my Aunt Helen and her husband Phil with their daughter Catherine, all lived in different boroughs of New York City in the 1980s and the 1990s as I remembered visiting them in the years of the 1980s and the 1990s in their homes in their exact locations of the boroughs as well as the additional factor of my babysitter's husband on top of all of those other factors per such of my travels to and through New York City personally before the year of 1993 as well as between the couple of few years after such a specific point in time of the year of lived in New York City.



Since the amounts of who has had whatever levels of support in real life in person face to face in person and possibly online as well, the reality of such lengths of time has not ever gotten any easier in such references regarding the specific exact year of 1992 and the specific exact year of 1993 just as the specific exact year of 1998 and the specific exact year of 2000 just as the specific exact year of 2001 and such exact specific years regarding the memorials of the timeframe while having dealt with exactly per such points in time of such specific points in time.



Now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 6th day of the month of February per such sensations per such factors regarding the amounts of attempts for such lives I personally knew in real life in person face to face in person in real life in New York City though also in #NewJersey #NJ #NewJErseyStrong #NJStrong #GardenState #GardenStateNewJersey #GardenStateTollway #GardenStateTurnpike #NJTP #NEwJerseyTurnpike #NewJerseyTollway #NJTW New Jersey and in Pennsylvania and New York state as per such factors of the 20 year memorial in 2021 of the 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001, and now per such aspects of how many attempts I personally made regarding the aspects of betterment as yes obviously also others though also obviously for Myself personally as per such facts of where I was born and raised and the facts of my own biological family though also other such community connections regarding my knowledge of some health factors as well to the specific areas as per life and being appreciative about life and living for such references of the wetlands per where the forest area per the construction areas and such support in real life in person face to face in person in real life and as such postings per depending upon the individual and their life situations; per such aspects of the situations regarding the hypotheticals, and thus as to such ethnic background factors of my cousin Jade as I have the capacity to distinguish the difference of myself as per my ethnic background mixture of what it is per such factors then as to the references where as per the Italian factors of Chef Boyardee of 50% Italian and 50% American mixture overall as to my joke about myself per such c~!nkardee factors as 50% Chinese and 50% American mixture as per the factors of my personal ethnic backgrounds overall especially even within my own half Chinese factors of My Bok Gung being full Cantonese and my Bok Pu being half Cantonese and half Mandarin as per such second generation per such aspects of the dorkness factors as per such equational dorkness jokes if my humour was understood better I suppose as per even with the technology components as per such a dorkness joke factor of per my childhood as to the 2/3s of a pun possibly I suppose for those who do not understand technology jokes mixed with humour as per such real human being factors per such joking and sarcasm as to such satire in the combinations of the entirety of the attempt to tell a joke in a comedy location as obviously the philosophical factors mixed with the human being factors mixed with the references in multiple additional technical factors per such a viewpoint regarding such a point in time of Arizona around 2013 per such aspects as I wrote about as well as per such factors of the differences regarding situations of the exact point in time of such aspects.



Thus in such references regarding "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" per such factors of the references of my amounts of attempts as I suppose a different version of breadcrumbs per such factors of the metaphor of Hanzel and Gretel for the situations during this point in time of the 30 year memorial of February 1993 in this year of 2023 in the month of February 2023. The few links I will post about tomorrow will go into such factors of differences, as I am thankful to have known such individuals as to such hope of real love in real life in person face to face in person in real life, though as per such factors of a #ValentinesDay #ValentinesDayCard Valentine's Day card I was given oddly enough in the year of 2012 of such factors regarding such oddities per such a location of #SanMarcos #SanMarcosTexas #SanMarcosTX #SMTX #Texas #Texasstate #TX #TXstate San Marcos Texas per such of My #National #NationalGeographic #NatGeo #NatGeoSCUBA #NationalGeographicSCUBA National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification water classes and naturalist coursework. I suppose a bit more Morticia and Gomez-ish as to a different perspective of the capacity of such if factors, when taking such in consideration in regards of my personal life experiences per being capable to accept and appreciate me for who I am in such regards if that were ever to be for me in reality.





That is not a picture of me, for clarifications. It is a meme with words as a meme is a picture with a small amount of words to make the meme a short factor, to such possibility of larger discussions.


















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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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