59th Day of 60 Days of Thanks Challenge

To be thankful for today is a different aspect all together as when I had to move from Carrollton Texas to Cedar Park Texas because of what occurred because of the Fort Worth Zoo situation after the problems which already began in Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District, the situations which first began at the actual school itself regarding the bullying only came after I had hung my New Jersey Flag with my Texas Flag with my American Flag as per my way of making my house my home. Who would be so sneaky and twistedly backhanded with which particular location of a religious organization down the street with a few turns from Shannon Court in Carrollton in the Estates Park subdivision area, in the nearby facinity? There is a mosque at 1901 Kelly Blvd, Carrollton, TX 75006 which is just down the street a little ways with a few turns which that mosque had people living in the Estates Park subdivision, where my house I purchased was at on Shannon Court Drive. I hung my New Jersey Flag, my Texas Flag, and my American Flag proudly within my front yard as I was not ashamed of having signed the doted line for my country the United States of America just the same as my San Antonio house which I needed to sell to be able to move because of the amount of situations which were occurring at the time as well as the situation regarding working through some other portions referencing the meeting which I did not know how to process officially though I worked to figure a way to better see.

I had known of how the treatments were as to such sharia laws from radicalized muslims who thought they knew more than what was actually and since I am from New Jersey, which location would people be thinking would be away from the area of the tristate location with the furthest and yet the closest areas for the portions as to radicalize wrongly the state of Texas while being able to get information as to what could be if possible and would be fearful rightfully of someone who would proudly display such without any hesitation looking as I do? I did not know of the mosque nearby before purchasing the house as I looked at over 200 houses before ever finding one in the area which was good enough for my specific requirements, though finding such a location nearby to my house and the Faery Rings which developed outside of the yard before where the area was for the trampoline after I moved in was an odd sight. I specifically did not want a house with a Homeowners Association because of knowing the aspects regarding my second amendment rights as well as prior situations referencing what occurred in San Antonio as well as in New Jersey regarding such types of slight of hand people who think they can hide underneath something as though it was a safety net, and would eventually be their catching net instead if they were to try to use the Constitutional Rights which are for the Judeo Christian religions only and none other than what is Native American because of actually being native to the Untied States of America instead of using the laws to immigrate here and try to claim such rights when such was declared during the foundation laying ceremony of the country of the United States of America; "The United States of America shall be a Judeo-Christian nation of a group of people under one God...." as would be known by someone who grew up in the 13 colonies founding the Untied States of America and who better than a female, who grew up in New Jersey during the 1980s and 1990s who would stir up that hornets' nest willingly even before actually seeing such as per already having discussed my opinions within the city of San Antonio Texas?

It was known of my stance as well as my appreciation for my Constitutional Rights for Freedom of Expression and my Constitutional Rights of Freedom of Religion in the Judeo-Christian aspects with Native American Nature Based Ecclectic spirituality, which I earned myself in comparison to someone who moved from another country to try to take advantage of the goodness of the people of the United States of America, while doing the same problems which were caused between the Cantonese and the Mandarins in the first place. There are those who are peaceful muslims, and then there are those who wish sharia law would be accepted and it has fully been rejected in the United States of America and should be mandatory for such a question on immigration paperwork as the United States of America worked extremely diligently to remove such problems through racketeering and RICO which is essentially what the sharia laws are intended to try to hide behind when taking a look at the east coast situations in the 1980s and 1990s as well as the Chicago areas as how did they regulate their people when taking a look in comparison to the wrongfully immoral sharia laws which disgust everyone including themselves when they actually have been able to find the truth of freedom comes from a balance in comparison to an extreme as had been planned and done when certain radicalized groups began getting involved with airlines and airplane when the first sets of airports in such areas began more predominantly.

In the most simplistic portions the RICO laws as well as other such preventative aspects have and can fully be assistive when looking as to how the particulars of their trying to get the acceptance of sharia law and yet the seven deadly sins of greed, lust, envy, and etcetera in each one of their sharia laws when looking as to how they wrongfully handle people who differ from opinion; especially when a female who is strong willed and handles things herself, knowing how to do so without the help of a weak male who can only view females in one particular way wrongly and yet having the nerve to wish for such for those daughters and those wives if having such. What a nerve to think such would be acceptable while such wives have to fight over the attention needlessly and the epitome of males choosing to set other females up in a spin because of the lack of ability to learn how to please a single female instead of being greedy and wishing for the 70 virgins, which why would you think that would be heaven when you have to actually spend the time with each one thinking that will be better when you could have had such in one female instead of spreading the incestual aspects which was inevitable for such choices from such arrogant males to spread their diseased seed all over the place thinking that would ever appease any form of Divinity. Did you know the Jewish people were quite happy and appreciative asking for if they only could have one single place which was and is as declared in the Torah which is older than the Q'Ran for clarification for the Jewish-Christian religious home in comparison to the greedy and sneakily back stabbing lying sharia law type of radicalized muslims instead of the Peaceful Muslims, which if those are slightest the levels of which gone to have been shown who has actually started most problems and situations regarding the specific religious ideology which is included in the Holy Scriptures of the Bible along with the Torah among other religious aspects for wanting a specific view point while forgetting the only way to which Divinity would ever accept such is even within the tenants thereof of the 10 Commandments to which what is the rule for each law of tenants broken via the radicalized sharia laws if what occurs against Divinity which would be reviewed for clarity?

I landed at the bottom of the oceanic waters where in the Bermuda Triangle and who had such a nerve to get a temper tantrum going before they realized as to who had done so, though also how dare the ocean the Mother Ocean ever choose a female of purity as would be wrongly condemned by radicalized muslims who would wish their ability to find 70 females would be good enough to ever appease such practices when greed and sloth regarding the aspects to actually taking the time to get to know your wife or wives as how dare a female have her own opinion and be strong enough to go forward on her own for such a radicalized aspect. Thus later when already having hung my three flags on my house that I paid for by myself looking as I do, how would such illegal and immoral radicalized sharia law followers respond to me as a single Mom and legal widow of a male who they were ignorant thinking they would read such a gravestone marker and wish for such to be in comparison to as a female as myself being as myself because of the military aspects; to which the Jewish people teach their females how to defend themselves, and why would such radicalized muslims wish for females to not be able to defend themselves unless the stereotyping thereof.

Yet who would at the same time of stereotyping wish for such for themselves with just one female in comparison to having to travel so much to keep so many females taken care of because of the inability for the females to get along in one house not because of the menses you fools, because of how females naturally are about the one they might actually care about in comparison to how do males act when there is a female they care about and attacked needlessly? Thus the complaints in the sharia laws have to do with a male who could not get what he needed from one and preferred to be greedy to try to claim more while forgetting about the populational aspects while keeping in mind as to how a female is able to carry life and it is literally called water breaking for such a delivery in comparison to the male version thereof of seeding the ground with such filth, as to think a female would find such attractive unless the aspects of the pictures and videos online would become more widely accepted just as the choices regarding in print and magazines or newspapers. How easy would it be for a book publishing company back in the day to try to back date a copyright or printing date for such a slight of hand, whishing the Torah was younger when the Torah was older and the peaceful Koran had been worked with the Torah for the aspects thereof regarding the Holy Scriptures of the New Testament for the Old Testament to show the broken up relationship between two people who threw a temper tantrum and while one individual was okay and moved onward the other one was bitter and threw a temper tantrum which instead of creating suggestions to genuinely help such as in reference to multiple aspects thereof would have the situations regarding what was wished for in a petty and complaining way? For example, I could make a joke about such referencing my book The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing which who would wish the books to which only I a female wrote to be more broadcast without the ability for the selling of if the false reading of a downloadable book would be made available though without the proof of who had put such a file and what would be attached to the file in comparison for the money of laundering for the unlocking of a computer for example from one prolific author compared to the laziness of some individuals who would wish for the ability for such a background? What if in comparison to "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" and "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" the aspects of "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" were published differently as well as different times and different places, which would prevent such types of slight of hand to prevent any further type of sharia laws needlessly because of finding out of such though not officially until 2021 to which taking away any and all power from such types of people with their exact same techniques though in amore positive way?

The irony of the inability from some to learn how to please one female at a time instead of being selfish to take away from others who could ever dare to have such pleasures wished for oneself without someone such as myself which how is that regarding the BDSM aspects and the lifestyle portions, as you needed a female to describe to you as to what to do. In comparison to how such has been overlooked while wanted and gone to while at the same time condemning wrongly in your own countries and locations while wishing for such and why you flock to the United States of America, yet the way sharia law has described the treatment of males underage wrongly as well and the disgusting aspects known to infuriate the rage and the wrath of God....dess.

Hell hath no fury, like a mother scorn when caused by others wrongly and in known biases.

One fe/male can create a spark which makes a glowing which males of such types of mentality only know how to grunt around and get ammunitions to try to make a spark anywhere remotely close to the spark of a flame, whether in a loving way or an enraged way. The choice is not up to the female as to how a male will approach as to whether correctly or incorrectly and if approaching incorrectly, how does a machismo male respond when getting his feelings hurt because he wanted it one way and the female knew herself more than ever thought of? How many males have thought they knew more about a female compared to how females know themselves and know how males have been for centuries while trying to hide such aspects behind the violence of such aspects wrongly and needlessly, and yet claiming they want and they need the loving portions while yet destroying their chances when demanding such as how could anyone ever love anyone who demanded such compared to earning love? When your own sharia laws discuss business and how much work it takes to be able to make a business grow, how do you have the nerve to think a relationship would ever be any different if you choose to try to force and/or not take love in consideration in truth? Though at the same time the ironic twist of possibly later in reference to after publishing as to the 4 male requirement as to a minimum number to request information from for the ability to believe a female depending upon what is said, and ass many as I had spoken of aspects with previously I suppose the possibility of such being verified after 2013 though the ability to prove certain aspects before possibly not as much as per multiple situations. For example my biological mother told me in the timeframe when I was stationed in Medical Hold Unit as to she had contacted the local Congressman in the McHenry County Government Center through a secretary of the Congressman and there was an investigation, which she claimed had found the Drill Sergeant guilty and sentenced to 7 years in Fort Leavenworth. I was confused as to how my biological mother could ever claim such as I had not testified to anyone in a court of law before the Universal Court of Military Justice in the way which I thought would be done, which the males in Medical Hold Unit said that some of them had been through a Congressional Investigation which was easy to get through such as the Master Sergeant who had told Captain Beer as to drinking alcohol with Jolliff and Webker after no one had told me where the dining facility was and they took me to get food and drinks; which I did not know what beer was beyond the company commander's last name and it took another few days before getting informed as to where the dining facility was as well as the card for such areas.

However it made little sense to me as to how I was not asked to testify and I was worried about the females who were in my Basic Training Unit especially after Drill Sergeant Parsley had called the Medical Hold Unit, and 3 male soldiers from my Basic Training Unit were in Fort Sam Houston at the Medical Unit for Student Training in the AIT barracks which they said there was not one female who admitted to where I had gone as none of the females would tell the males as to where I went and they were going to tell the others as to having found me when I was moved to another location to work shortly afterwards at the Navy/Marine area on post near the barracks I was in on Stanley Road. Though I was not ever asked to testify and no one believed me as to worrying about the females and males of my Basic Training Unit, which I feared for their safety beyond just being in the Army branch which few ever thought I was telling the truth before just regarding my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury being 17 years old; thus the lack of knowledge as to what beer was when ordered by them in comparison to having ordered for myself, as well as the few believing me about only going to dance at the rave because I liked the techno music from when I remembered certain aspects of being in New Jersey and going dancing as the same way though the Brackenridge aspects. The worry about such individuals in the Armed Forces as I knew about were why I worried about those who were in my Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma especially after my orders were changed at Kelly Air Force Base before a mac flight and I was ordered not to go to Fort Sill Oklahoma while I was active duty, which was how I was in Medical Hold Unit thankfully; though I worried much about the others, as well. I worried about my battle buddy PFC Washington the most, as per the fact she was my battle buddy when the identification card situation at the CQ office downstairs occurred before being smoked the rest of the night before the following day to get ready for breakfast after the road march and then church. On one aspect the protection aspects knowing how some females have lied about attacks that is true regarding both the aspects in reference to my Basic Training though also other portions of my life, though such was not taken into consideration when writing such laws in reference to those who had been left on their own as such a law shows only to condemn such whereas the Peaceful Muslims seek to unite and not cast aside the way some have wished to ignore.

One year after my SCUBA Diving certifications began is when I had to put my daughter #Letters4Lidia into a specialized school which the staff admitted to not ever having to have a public school set of officials show up to the location to check to see if the parent was doing good enough, though of course I look as I do so why would such types of arrogance actually pay attention to their own laws in the correct way as to properly care for children in comparison to the abuse needlessly regarding radicalized muslims? How dare my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia ever have a strong role model to show them a better way than an outdated unrevised and atrocious level of needless violence while taking such out upon children while using females as a barrier to try to get the military heart of such areas to feel differently thus when returning to the Untied States of America to try to instill such beliefs which were a backwards psychology trick as per such levels of importing females and children through the hidden silk road, as well as the online portions to speak with covertly though out in the open to try to get more to be able to use for shields in comparison to properly take care of such life giving aspects? Who would be the most willing to Mandarinly follow along with the propaganda while ignoring the importance of the rest of the teachings in the Cantonese aspects, unless only the higher classes of people were in the cast system who would know of such and then fight the realities at the same time knowing of such wishing the difference? Who has been able to blend physically with more ethnic backgrounds than any other religious belief system and why, would the mixture be important to such in reference to latter times of easier travel capabilities in a militaristic view as per the portions thereof knowing Divinity holds who the closest? Why do I bring up such portions while also bringing up the situations referencing my children as well as the situations regarding my flags as well as the location of my old house and the mosque nearby to New Jersey, Texas, and America flags as well as the situation regarding as to how the board meeting had gone and the refusal to say the Pledge of Allegiance in comparison to the more accepted version of a male wording while ignorantly forgetting the term is God-head or a term for the more ignorant to be forced to accept the way they have forced females wrongly for millenniums as the Goddess. You may know coding as to the dash of the - for the plus portion to a wording and though the portion of head is added for the physical views of such regarding the physical hairstyle, what is the difference for the numbers regarding the head and the dess? The irony of the fact when adding the Reverend and the r to make dress, as females or Goddess is the one in the dress when taking the ways as to the known aspects as to such prophetic portions regarding how the temporal portions thereof as to such knowns around the world at such times though the also knowns of the unknowns and the lack of fear.

Who would be so bold as to stand before me, in such clothing attire claiming in the United States of America as per what looks as only a dress for a purposefully view as to make sure you knew who to actually look out for regarding such aspects as while I acknowledge the Peaceful Muslims portions of the ways hidden by some regarding the dressing thereof; who would ever think to ever test a female in the country of the United States of America the hardest in the worst ways possible, after such a feminist revolution over the timing of the 1960s into the 1970s? Prophecy when looking at the Georgia Guidestones in Dewy Rose Georgia, as the Rosetta Stones eluded to in other portions thereof, and such types of known situations regarding the needless radicalized islam philosophy as the radicalized islams took from the Peaceful Muslims to pervert the ways of the Q'ran or Iran compared to the term islam or i-slam sort of viewing, in comparison to the life giving portions of the opposite portions of the Koran; which Korea has two sectors one which refused the portions of the Q'ran and one which accepted such to later learn, the ways of needing to find a peaceful balance between two different view points saying the same thing for the generalized aspect of the overall peoples thereof in comparison to how the radicalized isalm wished to force the Peaceful Muslims to go against their own as per the known tyranny of such times because of being sent to the desert in such areas because of the lack of ability to adapt to the philosophies of being a human being and wishing such for the world because of the misery loves company aspect while forgetting if you destroy the world then you have nothing left ever. How arrogant of such a religious view to wish for the destruction while having the nerve to hope for life thereafter, when heaven has been on earth the whole time? That laziness will get you, every individual time though there are ways to find better aspects compared to simply as such a view.

Thus I was forced to move out from Carrollton Texas because of the constant additional problems from a different relationship which had lead to an engagement twice which meant my house which I built into a home for my son, my daughter, and I began having problems only after such flags were placed on my house; while unknowing of the mosque until over 3 months after moving into my house, for your clarification of arrogance and ignorance to wish you knew more than you actually had. I do admit if there was a portion to which had not been known or understood referring to a fountain walking, I have asked though have not been informed as to such beyond walking for a clearing to occur of certain aspects; though not officially having been informed of such details, regarding portions thereof. I had created a movie video of an idea I had to create a wedding underwater for which if when I had done would be such as the video was only minimally instructional as the specific wording choices were not put in for such a video, nor was such ever written of what such wordings would be for such portions as per my creation. The thought of anyone ever thinking such could be used without ever finding out what such requirements would be I admit, probably has to do with the Cantonese view points as knowing such aspects to understand to comprehend has been instilled in specific ways as to ensure the only one for such portions as what could occur to the waters for which would be tried would be a disrespect to the oceanic waters and the principles thereof as per the knowledge especially if after to the truth as to who created the idea as such as well as to who had landed at the bottom of the oceanic waters to clear properly and safely. The waters of each type and those marine life thereof would not see such the same way as human beings would unless if the aspects of the human beings knowing who had created such and the ways of which the first one could only be completed by and in such a way of which would be a double aspect of, for which the ways of the combination of my creation of the wedding aspects as well as being a Reverend when I had created such which would be a specific type of protection which both my Big Blood Brother as well as Pastor William Tennent from the protection aspects thereof religiously and spiritually with the historical aspects thereof. Thus if discussed and if ever at a point for such, technically I could marry myself to who if ever a marriage were to be with in such a way and would be if such were regarding that particular style of wedding I created.

If others had not known of my Reverend Ordination already having been solidified years prior to SCUBA Diving that was not a situation which was needed as per the internal knowledge of the fact that would be considered as making the choice to steal wrongly, which in turn those who would have known of such aspects as well as making such a choice would be doubly culpable as per such aspects as the marital portions are mandatory to speak with in words and not through sneaky means wished for as how would that truly be a good way to start a marriage? If your choice is to wish for sneaking around and lying constantly than that would be fairly easy to accomplish if such were to be something tried wrongly, though same as to my personal views regarding those who get involved with SCUBA when only involved in a relationship and type thereof in compared to when as in regards of on one’s own for one’s own if in regards of not as a trip though as an aspect for personal development individually and as a couple or how so. There cannot be the denial of knowing of stealing such would have consequences as per the uniqueness of such a portion as well as the design, to which such aspects would be as such aspects would be; and in such, the portions of which to begin the ability for such a tradition would fully require that type of aspect in regards of that situation to ever begin thinking to allow such a ritual I had made though purposefully did not edit in any wording choices required for such as per the oceanic portions as well as they work put into my particular SCUBA Diving training and courses thereof being a common sense aspect as I thought.

It is, what it is.

I met a male names Ayaz Sheik whose dad was a Muslim from Bahrain who was separated from Ayaz's Mom who was a Hindu Catholic from India, and I refused to allow myself to go over to the middle east because I cared more about my countries soldiers and military of the overall regarding the United States of America. How insulted could a male who had the ability to send his son to a boarding school in England while denying the Mom of time with her son which the country has the views of higher regard for females comparatively look at someone such as myself, and what my reasons rightfully were to deny his son as well as refusing such a wishful response as to the excuses of how his dad could somehow protect me in comparison to when being on the soil of the Untied States of America go for someone such as myself? Those who have known me in New Jersey, Illinois, Texas, Oregon, and Washington in reference to standing my ground when I am correct and accurate; how do you think such a male from such a background might view someone such as myself especially when the male returns to the Untied States of America trying to impress me with what his dad's bank with a walk in vault with multiple rooms full of jewels and gold, absolutely is not impressed and says it was his dad's money for his dad and his Mom's money for his Mom? How do you think such could be viewed in such ways by a known Sheik, while standing up for my military guys in each ways possible regarding the various branches and divisions of the Untied States of America's Armed Forces while also being willing and proud to stand with whomever stand with me in pure honesty and truth without fear as to protections of which a specific individual can give when knowing more of the laws for the ability to protect females and males, compared to allowing such tries to shame such individuals for consenting adult aspects go for me when I had joked about such with you in person? How do you think such followers of such would look at someone such as myself, and how do you think they would wrongly go after other aspects from the Pagan community in San Antonio regarding Fort Hood at the specific timing which the Fort Hood shooting occurred?

However why would anyone with the physical areas view such a person as myself to be worthy of anything, and how easy to manipulate such types of females against one another in such an area as the state of Texas near the Dallas area though also near the Fort Worth area; just in the same ways as New York City was once pitted against the state of New Jersey, in a different viewpoint thereof? Thus someone looking as myself which they would wish would only stay in one area in comparison knowing I had already been out to Fort Worth, though the money aspects thereof comparatively and where do people of such radicalized wrongful islam think of females especially a female who proudly went to the Jewish Community Center in San Antonio Texas as well as the local Temple of Jewish decent? How many Jewish individuals had to replace their homes if they survived in the tristate area compared to if in the state of Texas, when regarding such and the ease to blame the Jews for the banking when the realistic portions of oil were always so predominant with the exception of the fact of the work it actually takes to actually earn such for oneself; while forgetting the value of work in regards of relationships because of the simplistic portions of the ability to see the literal oil, while not having the ability to earn such different liquid oil from the proverbial fountain thereof because of the choices made for such an aspect; while wishing for such at the exact same time, because of seeing the Hindus with the Kama Sutra and yet the problematic portions thereof because of only one spouse in comparison to multiple and only if the female chooses in comparison to the sharia law?

I had been respectful as I possibly could though I also understood there were certain traditions which I knew of though had not known of which in ways as to prevent problems, I personally made the choice to stand back and step away for what was best for my son, my daughter, who I could best do so, and myself. It was as simple as knowing what was best and knowing to ensure the highest good would mean the willingness to put other's in thought above for the time to what would be the ideal portions of, while always maintaining my own balance required for myself, causing the least amount of it any damages had to occur to prevent the larger portions of damages needlessly for myself as well. The end of the relationship by the choices made meant he went his way as per his choices just as I went my way as per my choices as he did not want to go further and I continued on my way, as per additional discussions afterwards to the ending of as a mutual friend at the time had been told to explain that the relationship was over and to go on my own. I figured with the choices made that the choice to end the relationship on both sides of such a situation meant as the choice was initially made by him though additionally agreed to by me to end the relationship fully, meant that the typical aspects thereof as per the fact of living in the United States of America and having my own rights through what I fought for others as well as myself; as per the Constitutional Rights and Amendment of the United States of America, and such rights granted includes to females of which my rights are important just as my personal choices despite what others might wish. Later in 2015 or 2016 I was listening to the news when hearing a voice which reminded me of a few things as the report was discussed and I had contacted about something I recognized in Irving while forgetting at the time about the mosque mistakenly because of not going by such a location enough times and seeing much which stood out in the way which could, though now able to see such a connection as to the grounds of such a location called into about to the Federal aspects as a just in case situation referring to what other connectionary points which may have been overlooked to ensure I made the way for a clarification as to what connections possibly. I knew that there was not anything beyond just a few dates before the end of the relationship, however the different problems seemingly moving around communities as I had seen were not to be denied.

Whose Mom did I choose to stand with in comparison to what someone's other aspect was to such a response to a male having a bank vault and saying such was not his money though his dad's money as Ayaz Sheik tried to convince me as to what he could do without while then running back to his dad's money the second it was pulled from his Chase bank account, who could see both sides though because of it being her son having a different view wishing to be able to know which choice would be best as per the reality of such connections overall? Her own personal situation as explained would in turn mean that she would have to choose between what she needed and what she wanted, compared to what her son had wanted or needed because of other portions. How could such go for a male who then was made to marry another female or what-have-you because of refusing to breed another child, as per what wishes were thereof and denying the ability for such acceptance because of the lying required and what would be known to me as to the refusal of such a problem from such an area regarding the wishful thinking as to any type of blessing after such events to my daughter as what type of a slight backhandedly in a different aspect regarding any who would think to be such as acceptable should think to ask the one and only who would be in charge of such as the one and only would be the only living one without any stolen valor and would be walking above the ground in comparison to worshipping death as some who would wish to prefer to speak with my dead-ex-husband as per such machismo aspects in the United States of America? I am thankful I chose to leave the marker for such as the time needed for my now dead-ex-husband's family to have the time to be able to hopefully do what was the correct choice finally despite not to me preference, at minimum to make an attempt to correct what they knew needed to be done regarding the Bronze Star. I knew there would be an energetic portion to which if done so the time would be for me to go take the time to go through the process to have the marker redone with the correct information, to which there is the commandment do not make any engraven images of in regards of knowing of the lies of the marker to then try to wish it would be accepted and yet while denying wrongly of who you knew who was supposed to be who was the only one to ask such a request; in turn disrespecting not only myself as well as my son and my daughter wrongly, though also disrespecting who had made a pact with me and only with me to fix and repair what damages were caused needlessly. It would be one thing to speak with my now dead-ex-husband's area site as you would have what you would have if honest as per the lessons learned and explained, however if doing so to try to subvert the correct process known then the portions as to which were learned the stone cold hard way meant such aspects for and thereof. I would not bless that child in the ways of if such were to occur no matter the wish from such people simply on the basis of the Constitutional Rights being wrongfully violated in the United States of America while wrongly denying the females of such rights within the Untied States of America, as much as they would wish for such; which how would that aspect go if I had chosen to not to go to Texas and later meet with my daughter, wishing the backhanded aspects of hiding behind the weight portions as so many have done before in such a state? How do such slight of hands view females and how would they corner such when a female such as myself would go as I had to try to gain favor with the wrong individual as per the wish for the words of which I had written in truth though over once I jumped on top of my daughter and fully disarmed her, and think about such for those references as to fully disarming my daughter for such references to your aspects of such radicalized ideology. I had not denied any warnings to which if others wished for such to be averted because of their own sexist views, such would be problematic for them in whichever ways would be for such especially if a female aspect would be involved to try to wrongly divert from such aspects as per the requirements of respect and etiquette absolutely required as biases will get you if you are not careful to pay attention to the signs which should have been paid attention to correctly.

Remember, 2012. I dealt with having to deal with such aspects fully that day for my son #Letters4James, for my daughter #Letters4Lidia, my country of the Untied States of America, my oceanic waters which belong to me as a legal and born citizen for the Untied States of America, and all of those members of the Untied States of America's Armed Forces which were inside of the BAMC/SAMC area of that emergency room; which that type of a death was without a second thought, and I was prepared for such fully and lived which caused which amount of panic and fear for such an individual who had already been reported to then Attourney General Greg Abbott's office as well as through Obudsman and whichever other portions, which through Facebook and fetlife and cafemom and everywhere I could post such, while only allowing one site to be chosen for the portions as to how to contact such literally in the light regarding the color of the background for each page to open your eyes as to having known and seen when I first noticed everything and putting such proverbial pieces together. Who would have a problem the most if the fracking went through compared to getting the oil from another area, though would get people to put problems in the way underground to try to divert such with unregulated aspects wishing the portions of which to turn the American soil into the desert though forgetting without any oil means no one lives just as without any water no one lives just without electricity so many more die; as per how of which rules, and what was noticed which when in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as per the way I sense and feel which no male could ever do naturally? The male named Ayaz Sheik who had been seen by my biological mother, biological father, and San Antonio Pagan community as per Dawn from Chase Bank also being in the San Antonio Pagan community who had been who I had gone to the Excalibur Faire with and that situation set of which she was embarrassed as to how I dressed as how I had been when told to be myself and the three people I went with included Jackie and John a brother and sister set; which they went along with what Dawn wanted and when the five males jumped out of the trees with weapons, all three had been upset as to my not playing along because I thought the weapons were real and they were real metal, the shackles were real metal, the charges were fake and the false claim as to pretending to be a Faery was problematic, and the real jail cell in the area was actual while the fake sheriff had a fake deputy who both tried to convince me it was for my own good. I refused them fully because I knew the charges were falsified wrongly against me and I refused to be arrested for something I did not do as I knew I was innocent, which the group was even more upset with me thereafter in 2005.

Ayaz Sheik had already gone overseas and was upset as to my choosing to be a Mom instead of going overseas with him to meet his parents which, which the situations went as described though a bit longer of odder connections when looking to having moved to Carrollton Texas from San Antonio Texas which I know his townhouse was in an area near the medical center in San Antonio Texas. Before moving there was a female I met after my 3 flags were put into the front portion of my house of the New Jersey Flag with the Texas Flag and the American Flag, as I knew in the city of San Antonio there had to have been someone who could understand in what ways I was respecting and honoring where I was born and raised while remembering such in regards of such events as New Jersey has the most commuters to New York City as well as Pennsylvania and Washington DC areas. I was no longer interested in him as per his choices and since he ended the relationship, there was not any requirement to ever go further despite what may have been learned of later as per the reality of how such is for the knowledge thereof as to the backgrounds regarding my life and how I have been treated to which thus the requirement as to the truth being the only way as per such knowledge; which the acceptances of are mandatory, as per the known aspects to such in such ways. Thus I had and have every right to choose who I would and/or would not be involved in and as proven if there are lies purposefully harmfully told, I cannot be involved in such an intimate way because of how I am.

Thus I knew and know the aspects of relationship possibilities is a difficult portion and such aspects for someone such as myself is not just as only myself as there are others who because of such backgrounds in different ways, can only have such in truthful measures especially when in regards of such types of intimacies because of the ways such naturally notice as per what life experiences have been to be mandatory for such a type of love. Though can be raw and almost animalistic, so too in such types there are the requirements as to the truth being the only way.

I met a female who lived down the ways in Pheasant Creek subdivision who said her husband had other houses and that was her house though they were estranged because of the time and was surprised I would speak with her because of how some of the neighbors had been towards her wearing the lighter blue colored hijab which I think is the incorrect term, though it looked similar to a Sari though with the detailing not as much. I did not understand why others would not speak with her and yet I could, though why she was left by herself made little sense as not knowing why any male would prefer multiple wives if such the case as per the multiple levels of which made little sense as though I knew the requirements in the faith to be able to purchase a house as well as provide for; the aspects of time of a female being left alone as well as the aspects regarding the infighting between the children and the families thereof, seemed as though that was the biggest downfall for such a path. It seemed little sense to have as many while not only selfishly taking away from others who could properly maintain such relationships with the females whether wives or concubines which I am not a fan of such aspects personally however, how a male could allow himself to put such forward made little sense as per the limited amount of time despite where from. I knew I did not ever want such aspects for myself or my son #Letters4James or my daughter #Letters4Lidia ever, as that was not something I saw as positive knowing how the feelings regarding the portions of the treatment as well as the lack thereof regarding care though not in a section thereof and yet having the negative effects from such aspects which would be seen more along sharia law lines including the forced aspects in each portion thereof.

The saying is happy wife, happy life for a reason. No male who has had more than one wife or two wives has ever been truthfully happy though the same can be said regarding females and husbands, and yet none have brought up such aspects while acknowledging such realities as to males or the masculine energy portions knowing of happy wife happy life. I had not ever understood in the more modern times as to why the portions of several aspects had not been reviewed as to the levels of additional aspects of the social media portions and the confusions for such pictures as well as postings which could lead to interfamily disputes even further than regarding my worry about Patrick Kennedy and his son regarding his ex-wife and mother of his son while also having seen such regarding when parents were divorcing in New Jersey and New York City quickly in the 1980s and 1990s and the impacts on the children I knew at such times. I support polyamorous marriages of up to two people to one individual if agreed to by what could be, though also knowing the levels would be required for such discussions thereof for the stepping towards such an aspect. Why would any male think it would be heaven to have to learn how to deal with in whatever ways of a relationship with a multitude of females in comparison to one love which could share all such experiences with instead of the portions regarding the requirement to speak with all such, and dealing with each aspect thereof for each one? I think males probably would be more in heaven if having only one to be wed to in comparison or possibly two if there was the need, however the same in reverse regarding it would seem as though two males to one female depending on the type of female would be as to why such could be viewed in such a way. The triangle is the strongest shape in geometry to which such a view point of mine, though such to be discussed regarding with such involved in a relationship as per what is the most ideal and why. In truth compared to other aspects I believed and believe such makes sense for what is best for human beings as the reasons for the betterment, compared to how such has been for awhile. I know such aspects regarding households can be tricky and thus the main central aspect has to be strong if each were to have an additional to the central portion, though only if such a strength of can truthfully be as the ways to which such honesty would be required for such additions to then make a version of a square with a line diagonally with the two sections of triangles being the connection points at each end of the line diagonally drawn for the central aspects, though the other portions being as such additional points to the central aspect of such a type of relationship as being interconnected with the square around such lines in metaphorical geometric views. Personally knowing myself, I cannot be the second as I can only be the one and only in reference to female aspects involved as I know my own needs compared to what others might think they know from what they think they have seen and/or heard depending as to such aspects and such times as the way my thoughts go without such in person clarifications such aspects are left to the winds as that would first require having a relationship in person to be within for even such a consideration. Nonetheless knowing myself enough to honestly evaluate what I would be comfortable with compared to the various aspects thereof, I knew what would be ideal if such were to be while knowing which portions as to what is better for more in my opinion regarding in reference to open and honest truthful communication between relationship aspects in that type of polyamoury compared to the polyamourous aspects as to various levels of depths per type thereof.

The proof of such aspects to Ayaz Sheik in reference to such upset when he returned was Dawn pushing me away to get other females involved with him as knowing I would not fall for her games which I had done what I could to warn and remind Ayaz about the aspects of what he had complained about before he had left to visit his family, just in case he forgot during the time he had left because of the situations I could remember to write about for the time he was gone for several weeks and not knowing as to what their plans were after how the Excalibur Faire went; as to the international portions of such choices by such individuals to wrongly play with such, especially since he was willing to take as many as he was to pay for as many as he was for the birthday party he had at Mimi and Dinas near Lackland Air Force Base as few knew or understood the levels of certain aspects regarding such as per the English boarding school and the petroleum engineer degree with the working at chase bank on I90 as well as more. Afterwards of knowing how some males from certain locations view females who speak when considered out of turn can be when getting to the groups I knew people in, I informed them of such situations though similarly to the portions of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury few had noticed or paid attention to such to the levels I was seeing to pay attention to. I had refused to put the individuals of the United States of America at risk and I worried there were some who would try to get fe/males to see their side of things briefly to then steer them overseas to then capture them to then take advantage of such while only using the peaceful portions and then bait and switching once overseas; which I had read some of when I was growing up in New Jersey for certain insurance aspects in Prudential, though could not explain such in a fuller way where some would actually believe me of such truths.

Thus in May 2008 when moving into my house to put the same three flags in the same position on the front of my house in Carrollton Texas to later learn of the mosque nearby, a few visions were apparent to mildly combined especially after the three firearms in my face in the General's office on post at BAMC with that meeting regarding the 3 soldiers back from Talil Air Force Base as I was told and the clarification process for such yet still 3 loaded firearms in my face from 3 well trained soldiers who were on the soil of the United States of America for less than 7 days and had only been told whatever they were informed of minimally before meeting with me. That includes whatever my now dead-ex-husband had told others of when in training as well as overseas as per how he had been as well as my ex-in-laws and my own biological mother, biological father, and biological sister regarding their vision as to who my dead-ex-husband was; while wrongly denying of the facts they each saw and heard with their own eyes and their own ears, as well as the neighbors and the staff at his lab though one male had known of the truth named Eric Verona as to having been left unconscious in the backyard after a heavy conversation which my biological mother and biological father were informed of when they arrived to my house to go inside without being contacted and my now dead-ex-husband having told them of what he did and their response was if I had not wanted to leave the marriage and not be abused then he would not have had to do such to me; which was wrong, and though the added portions of being unconscious still in the backyard when told of later about such the lack of care or concern knowing if my biological sister had been put through such the amount of concern there would have been in comparison to what I dealt with. Though she too had seen, and she had actually witnessed more of how I was treated as well as how many times I had to protect my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia from such rampages while she laughed mercilessly.

My son actually bit her and refused to let go of her when biting her when she was bent over after she made fun of me for having to defend my son and my daughter when getting dishes out of the dishwasher, and she could not peel him off of her without my help because of the rage I could tell my son had when so young as to having seen so much in ways which I had done the best I could to save him and his sister from. Sure sibling rivalry occurs especially when certain aspects are not understood at young ages without the ability to communicate more clearly with some, however there was not the aspects thereof regarding my biological sister as per the proof thereof in other aspects and her choices during high school as well as college and dancing school in San Antonio and San Marcos; while ignoring my warnings for her to get out of Texas, as she wanted to prove me to be wrong about where she chose to go to college as well as where she could have gone for furthered aspects instead of what she was doing. She had admitted to catching HPV in 2003 when diagnosed before she graduated high school which she refused to tell people about against my warning for her to tell the truth, which now there is an HPV shot for people because of the aspects thereof to such types of people refusing to tell the truth wrongfully and such aspects of health and concern in multiple ways for multiple communities. Such other lies for such were only the beginning regarding my biological parents and biological sister and ex-in-laws, though the times were just getting ramped up for certain aspects.

I write the specific difference between the biological portions for clarification purposes as such types of specific details are of importance for several aspects, which law enforcement and military as well as fire department and EMS can know as to a more clear aspect thereof. To which I do have to admit of wondering if the regards of the radicalized islam and those who prefer sharia law are hidden pedophiles in plain sight while trying to use religion which is not based in the proper formation as per the history and gathering wrongly of the United States of America to be fully eradicated from the world as biological children 18 years of age and under are meant to remain innocent from such, and can look to begin thinking about such types of consent required at the age of 18 years old upward by the choices of consenting adults. I had dealt with the after effects from the court case of the sexual molestation of me when attending the Baptist Camp Lebanon and the case regarding a female named Rachael who claimed she had also had such occur to her after I had explained such to the camp counselors which a female with braids and multicolor hair ties with the plastic balls braided in sectioned areas around her head, had gotten the camp counselor females after I apologized as to defending Brian Cantrell wrongly for being called chester the molester, which she had ran to the camp counselors as soon as the apology had been explained as she knew I could not lie. Racheal then added her two words of 'me too' after the camp counselors had been listening to me for the explanation which then they took me to the office while speaking with Rachael before Rachael walked into the lobby area where I was, and her dad quickly ran inside to swoop up his daughter who simply sat in her dad's arms while only a few tears fell from her 16 or 17 year old face as then my biological mother with biological father and biological sister came into the lobby area for them to go into the director's office for them to be informed and then they blamed me for wasting everyone's time with the fact I was assaulted as if I had not worn a one piece) bathing suit then it would not have occurred to me; which I disagreed with the statements from, for later questions from Detectives from the area to the house in New Jersey and then later after moving to Crystal Lake Illinois a little bit of time later the flight back to New Jersey to be able to testify.

As sitting across from Rachael who almost reminds me as to how Erika AKA Discordia looked though at different ages had been happy to see me whereas I had not wanted to see anyone at the time because of what an impact the whole situation had been as my dog from the age of when I was 2 years old had died the night before being picked up, as my childhood big blood brother had died earlier in the same year as well as my Bok Gung and then later afterwards my Bok Pu. While Rachael was excited to see me while sitting across the table, I did what I could to remain calm and composed as possible as the factual knowledge of not being able to speak with before the trial begins regarding witnesses was explained back then. Rachael could not care as to how I did not really want to talk, though pushed for such instead of being quiet as however she dealt with what she dealt with was not how I dealt with what I had dealt with. Rachael's happy attitude sickened me as to what she claimed she had gone through in comparison to what I had gone through while if occurred to her then yes it is bad though, in a larger aspect and definitely not for points though for pointing out references; there was not the knowledge or the understanding as to how she could be in a good mood for such a time, unless she did not have to deal with such and because of whatever she would say on the stand at that point would be dependent as I learned later for both cases as she had to explain her side to the lawyers so did I. I was told the cases were being tried together instead of separately wrongly in my opinion, though I saw such a ploy from the law firm compared to the DA as per the ways situations went in such times randomly and had hoped for the clearing of such; though I also admit, I hoped if he ever had children and ever was around such I had hoped the child(ren) could be taken away to be kept safe by the Mom(s) to be able to prevent such problems though also being able to prevent such problems for the child(ren) as best as possible as I knew the aspects as to those pedophiles who had child(ren) would pass their child(ren) around to other known pedophiles as well as unknown depending upon the individual as per the babysitting aspects regarding one particular babysitter named David from the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church which my biological mother had defended in comparison except for when my biological sister was born and almost able to be babysat for the biological mother and biological father to go out for the night as Anna said 'to keep Patty safer as she's the planned one and not you'. I did the best I could to keep my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia safe and away from such as to the knowledge of my childhood and an additional reason as to why the choices I made regarding dating minimally and being as precautious as possible for my son, my daughter, and I; I knew I also needed to keep them aware as best as possible while not freaking them out by being a bit of a type of overt Helicopter Mom as I knew to make the best of each possible situation for them and I.

Upon seeing the mosque the first time just before Grandpa Nichols had been hospitalized regarding just before his death in the civilian hospital, a point of which I had warned to get him to a VA hospital hoping to be able to speak with such about the concern though refused because of multiple aspects regarding my ex-in-laws at such times. Similarly to other times of warnings, it went as such had gone and his funeral was shortly thereafter the car collision Grandma Nichols had been in which she was adamant about having the known stolen valor in the front yard of Grandpa Nichols' house which he warned her against promoting just as he warned his other two daughters against promoting stolen valor as per the situations at such times in 2008; just as he warned them as to not abuse me the way he knew his youngest son had which they refused to acknowledge, even though they saw such and heard such in person more than my own biological mother/father/sister and both sides were informed of the way I was taken off of JBSA as well as being informed as to the forced aspects regarding Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr while not a concern for them because it did not impact them the ways they thought it could or would as seen. The stolen valor was a major problem for both in regards of the United States of America's Armed Forces, as well as those who had believed in earned valor whether or not in reference to the United States of America's Armed Forces as those aspects which some have taken the liberty to do such would not be allowed to ever live for such for doing so in reference to another country if within their lands especially depending upon certain locations as such sorts of laws and restrictions against such. Some literally charge the family for the bullet, in certain areas. I was nervous about seeing the mosque as when the beginning of the 2008-2009 school year as per the treatment already for when filling out the paperwork forms in the McCoy Elementary School office, and my honesty regarding being the first living baby Jesus Christ in the 1980s meant as I was made fun of for not knowing Pop Culture I was confused as to how some could not see the religious signs so plainly in sight and yet I was accused falsely of being racist. I explained the radicalized islam is not racist as it is an ideology and not a specific ethnic group, which in such times the refusal to acknowledge how close to the works of Marx and Stalin such views overall were in some ways though with the implementation as per certain more Hitler qualities as various aspects combined I could see along with the caste systems per individuals in a way which the modern era was leading the pathways via the social media aspects as well a the POTUS44 timeframe which because I voted Republican and look as I do the portions regarding the additional name calling needlessly against me as well as against my son and against my daughter needlessly.

However there are those who know how such political aspects were during such years, and can think of how such was for me in such a place at such a time despite some not wishing to believe such realities during later times. Add the SCUBA Diving without a male or a partner involved in such an area to earn my own way through earning 26 SCUBA Diving certifications on my own by myself with going to Bally's for exercise, and how many more could see a bit clearer of a picture as to how I was actually viewed in such ways and in such areas being proud to display my flags in such an area. While hoping there would be more who would see the positive aspects thereof, I also knew the aspects as to how some viewed females who had the nerve to get educated for themselves as well as the nerve for females to be able to have the right to defend themselves against whichever type of attacks without hesitation. Situations proved such as time went on though when having to move from Carrollton Texas to Cedar Park Texas, there was a police officer who arrived to my house while I was in the area near Cedar Park to sign the lease agreement which no one ever told me as to why the police were there except for a supposed aspect regarding the furniture in the front yard and no one seeing my daughter for awhile; yet the ease of simply asking me, instead of assuming as I had been speaking with several neighbors in the coldesac and had updated them as to what was occurring as to some who were at the housewarming BBQ. Yet it was Carrollton Texas in 2010 for such a time regarding the police officer situation and the lease signing aspects, and the SCUBA Divers I once knew still had not contacted me in truth about my SCUBA Diving regarding Cancun/Cozumel or Florida in Boca Raton leaving or the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg or Cavern SCUBA Diving since last seeing such, even though the male from the SCUBA Diving trip in Cancun/Cozumel said he wanted to meet and when met he wanted to discuss relationship aspects and threw a temper tantrum leaving because he was told I was not interested in a relationship after he had responded as he had during the time I went to Florida as he knew he caught a Puffer Fish and he had refused the orders I had commanded of him regarding such; which as the additional aspects of when I had retuned from Florida and told him of the realities of the Vandenberg SCUBA Dive as he was not the only one I had informed of going to go to the bottom of the ocean to do my SCUBA Diving as I had explained so many times before as well as had done so in front of others when in the Cancun/Cozumel SCUBA Diving trip. He stood up and left quickly in that meeting in later November 2009 to go get onto his motorcycle and ride away just as he had when at my house that time, though he ran to his truck to speed off and run away from the truth; which it was as it was at this point, though such aspects as to how his attitude had been regarding not informing anyone at Joy and her husband's house warming party of any aspects and then later trying to weasel his way into a discussion because of being able to see other males being introduced to me was the only time his temper tantrum lead him to my side which disgusted me.

Thus the portions of Tacoma Washington in 2019 were disgraceful as to knowing he knew of my writings and while forgetting what he thought he knew I knew, he then lied on post telling of how he thought I should have taken a selfie instead while at the Vandenberg while on the Marine Navy Base among a few other temper tantrum whinings as to his ego and those radicalized sharia law sorts of problems regarding males who think they know something and yet have the lack of ability to actually know or to be able to begin to understand as per their machismo and egotistical haughtiness while claiming later of trying to say being protective when actually the cause of such abuses; especially taking into consideration forcing himself on the trip and refusing to stay out of the locked shower area while complaining about me putting my clothes on inside of the bathroom behind the doors as well as moving my SCUBA Dive gear around when I was in the shower, yet claiming he was going to do some SCUBA Diving Instruction. I knew I did not ever want to be a part of any type of his instructionary works as I could tell what type of SCUBA Diver he was for wearing a full body yellow SCUBA Diving wetsuit, in the ocean looking similar to a larger lure throughout the trip. It did work as per such as he did catch a Puffer Fish which would have been unable to do if he was not wearing colors as he was, though it assisted in getting what I needed to get taken care of for him and the others to be so willing as to wear bright colors for SCUBA Diving in the oceanic waters as though to only look cool while forgetting about safety. I knew what type of SCUBA Diver I was and I was also able to see what type of SCUBA Divers each had been, as per their own choices and their own actions as each SCUBA Diver is responsible for their own aspects and safety yet are supposed to work together. In Washington state I had to get a SCUBA Dive shop to get a copy of my Cavern SCUBA Diving card which I did not get until after returning to Texas and ordering through the PADI website, which was not told to me by any of the SCUBA Divers I had met in the store though they were quick to want picture copies of my SCUBA Diving log book without actually caring about what I specifically had been there for. I was doing my SCUBA Diving and them working together to lure out such quicker worked out quite nicely to get rid of the bad situations, as well as remove such other problems as seen later in other situations. While that occurred and the first oceanic SCUBA Dive in Cozumel/Cancun was as it was and the pictures which I took which I was in the actual trench area for the picture below of the Seahorse and the Stingray while the rest of the SCUBA Divers were above several hundred atmospheric measurements, though because of their inability to tell the difference between the distances as I had explained about regarding the difference between ocean SCUBA Diving compared to lake SCUBA Diving prior to going to the ocean; none of those SCUBA Divers realized how the depth levels actually were and the individual who I did not want to go had admitted to moving my SCUBA Diving gear around on the phone when I was in Tacoma Washington, as well as having been told of the Atmospheric Measurements per the gear setting at the time when in Cancun/Cozumel in 2009. The picture from beneath the opening of a coral reef I found to take the picture looking upward was much deeper than the night SCUBA Diving pictures, though the depth level to which the colorations per the rainbow are able to be seen for those who know and understand underwater photography such as the new owner of International SCUBA since Patti the only female SCUBA Diving shop owner at the time when I was SCUBA Diving had sold the shop to the last SCUBA Diving Instructor I had for my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification after downsizing from the two stores into one.

For reference, the green colors of the waters are different though within the same locations during the SCUBA Diving. As those who know the colors of such areas of depth levels in the Gulf of Mexico area of the oceanic waters, the stingray is a naturally bright brown color with speckles which going by the red missing and the orange missing and the yellow missing and the green missing with the blue missing as well as the purple missing to barely see the brown colorations; lets you know how many atmospheric measurements below the surface of the waters I had been when in Cozumel and though the dates had been changed as per the male who would not leave my SCUBA Diving gear alone when on the Cancun/Cozumel trip as per the childish type of SCUBA Diver he had been wishing to change the dates to be able to try to claim someone else for what I had earned; those sorts of childish antics caused multiple SCUBA Divers to die needlessly because of such behaviours which are unforgivable as such is considered as murder to me for those choices as well as attempted murder regarding other aspects of that individual Sean Leonard and such others along with that particular SCUBA Dive trip in my opinion as of course the other females had already made their stances known as to my type of SCUBA Diving compared to them as per the ways sharia laws go for females who are not involved in a relationship in those sorts of situations and the ease for those types of people to pay for a second trip while not thinking about the purchase of the SeaPro camera being on record though such technology companies going to be paid by such in stocks what does the truth matter for when such aspects are ignored to then caused needless problems and people wonder why technology companies are not considered as trutworthy after such times? That was not a protection measure by their choices, and I cannot believe such sorts of types of people have been allowed to breathe any further though is my opinion regarding from the time of the trip of Cancun/Cozumel for me though they probably did not think about the resorts' security cameras as well as the airport security cameras and the like to prove as to whether or not they actually used the camera at the actual timing of the pictures of the dates as my SCUBA Diving gear was with me when in Florida and had been in my SCUBA Dive bag when in the Clear Springs SCUBA Park though such waters are as they are now because of such discussions around the waters which at one point I had helped to clear though such can remain as such permanently for all I care for such a group of people in my opinion; as such sorts of needless suffering to the military individuals who I was going to get taken care of when returning to San Antonio Texas in 2012 as per the ways I knew it needed to be done, however such went as it had. My mistake ever thinking I would be able to do something on my own my way and get such to who I knew it needed to be done, as what would I know about my own life and my own SCUBA Diving?

Oh wait, everything.

However as such a type of male, only after my website and my books with my Medal of Honor Art Project when going and doing something without is when all of a sudden such sorts of trash comes out of the woodworks wishing to have more than what once was by lying and failing to ever get such aspects back as such times were lost permanently back then and the requirement for the information to give to the Untied States of America's Armed Forces was as it was; though the responses or lack thereof, despite the contact regarding such specifically. What was that about female empowerment?

Oh, apparently only if it fits a specific physical view point as the aspects of such discriminations against me for the various aspects thereof are and were apparent even back then especially with the mosque nearby despite not far also from the International SCUBA shop as well as the SCUBA Toys SCUBA shop. Such disgraceful aspects from both for holding me back as well as preventing any actual help as per SCUBA Diving Instructors would actually have known who to call or who to tell me to call, compared to just myself being a certified SCUBA Diver as per their own words as they brought up how they did not like that I refused to become a Dive Master or an Instructor as my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia were and are more important than those types of recreational SCUBA Divers in my opinion. Then my idea for the Underwater Travel System and why would I ever allow such individuals as a part of when their failures have been as long of a time for such lists, and they still have yet to do the correct aspects by their own choices. The books would have been able to sell to get my teeth squared away properly which would have been known as well as my SCUBA Diving gear which in turn the release of all of my books without my permission caused such a delay as I have no problems going back and taking care of proving myself once again, though such types of people would be as rude as to try to prevent such as per the legalities of such to cost for such a situation to prove all of those individuals wrong for their assumptions over all of the years; as per what Richard Thomas had said on the cellphone call, regarding such aspects of SCUBA Diving to me when I returned to the state of Texas as per such sorts of male machismo as per which his ex-girlfriends and the like would be able to speak of as well as other females who have met such and spoken of how the treatments of such SUCBA divers if I am accurate.

However as such for the life aspects, how easy for such threats because of such egos and wishing for whoever they preferred in comparison to who I am as per the situations as dealt with back in 2009 and onward. If such had to do with my son and my daughter being more important and the childish aspects for the lack of care about family and children, just think as to how much damages you could have personally caused to the oceanic waters you claimed to have cared about for as long as for such choices for the games you chose to play instead of doing what would have been clearly more simple than to send the male who you knew I did not want onto the SCUBA Diving trip to Cancun/Cozumel to speak with me thinking I would respond positively because of the lies of such an individual which you all had already known about before sending him on the trip with the rest of the group as how you know such individuals to have already been as shady as they had been. Jeff Davis who I had actually preferred for the SCUBA Diving trip to Cancun/Cozumel was not available for such times though admittedly with the fact I thought the room for the hotel resort meant separate bedrooms as per what I was accustomed to for a resort in comparison to what was booked, that also would have made the trip far more comfortable to me instead of the one room with two beds and one bathroom for what occurred comparatively.

I had the Presidential resort package arranged for myself for my son and my daughter and I for vacations, though they did not know of such at those times and was why I was more confused as to the arrangement as to the set up needlessly regarding the knowledge of not wanting that particular SCUBA Diver to attend in comparison to who I would have preferred personally. However the male who went looked more closely to my dead-ex-husband as well as Ayaz Sheik in regards of such skin tones and eye shapes which is an ironic portion of which is revolting to me personally per biases of which what type of SCUBA Diver moves another SCUBA Divers' gear. The male saying he was flirting when pouring cold water in the shower when I had closed and locked the door was annoyingly disgraceful to which the revolting and denying process began immediately upon his admittance to such on the phone when I was in my apartment when on the phone in 2019, prior to his trip where I picked him up from the Seattle Tacoma airport though whether or not he actually was on a flight as he mentioned working near Love Airfield in Dallas Fort Worth area on a phone call as well which was another red flag against him. However the portions of the next aspects of the rental house as well as the contact to the then Attorney General though now Governor Greg Abbott's office, may have an additional portion regarding the theft of my SCUBA Diving gear as through the driving I was literally less than 12 hours away from taking my son and my daughter to school to then be able to go to the military base of JBSA before the situation regarding the moving trucks and company situations occurred. The Fort Hood Shooting in 2009 as well seems a bit additionally appropriate regarding timing as well as the portions of how the discussions of my personal recommendations in reference to the location that doctor was sent to for review, I was thankful and am thankful to know such aspects were handles properly and hopefully the information needed was found more quickly to assist more a large way for the better genuinely.

I knew of a male involved with a female named Ms. Purple who was dating a male who was a hypnotherapist which I did not feel comfortable around or near in the slightest as he kept trying to get me to trust him and I refused, as there was something I could not find a way to look past certain situations of which I saw fully in odd ways to which the portions of were not interesting to me and that had been a problem as explained later by Ms. Purple as she was not knowing how to get me to like him beyond being cordial for such as per the feelings I was getting were not going away from that as the feelings of the need to distance from such were clearer. It was not in offense to him necessarily as to the situations surrounding at the time for some who do not know their teacher’s background more clearly for such types of works, need to take into extra consideration as to the safety precautions for that.

The portions regarding the house in Cedar Park for the rental house to which I sent a signed letter via email to the rental management company to the owners about the situation and they had allowed me to be able to rent the house, though after the police all was learned of when on my return trip to Carrollton after signing the paperwork in person as per told to me by the rental management company. They were informed as to why I was moving to the area regarding my daughter's situation and the need for my son and I to be able to be nearby to be able to take care of his schooling as well as her needs, while I did the best as I could as a Mom by myself. As the move from the 4 bedroom, 2.5 bathroom, 2.5 eating, 3 living areas, 2 story house of over 2500 square feet with the addition of a top floor patio balcony overlooking the backyard screened in porch I had created for my choices in comparison to what occurred to my house was able to fit into the UHAUL rental truck my biological father drove as I drove the van and my son was with me, as Phillip Omstead had tried to drive my VW Bug Zippy which Zippy threw a fit with Phillip and the wiper blades stopped working because of the storm which came into the area as the move had occurred. The requirement to stop because of Phillip being unable to drive in the rain and Zippy refusing to allow him in the drivers seat as per how only 2 individuals have a slight idea whereas one of the two individuals knows more specifically who said he had a private security company and such aspects regarding my SCUBA Diving gear as per telling him of such as well as the request from people who came to see me at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park after my return from the Vandenberg SCUBA Dive as well as before then as some had been aware of certain aspects, however such choices regarding the UHAUL portions from the move back to San Antonio Texas later on was as it was. My 3 flags I enthusiastically displayed because of knowing the need for myself as well as others caused me to think about later on of the Capture the Flag was a game for children in comparison to when in actual war to which those who had caused such problems to my son #Letters4James, my daughter #Letters4Lidia, and I needlessly had begun the kick off for the rapture upon the year actually being in 2012 of regarding the totality of events by the end of 2012 if looking at the prophetic aspects. However when moving into the house in Cedar Park which was a rental and part of a Homeowners Association, I had gotten along with each neighbor to the left and to the right when facing the house front door.

To the left was a married couple which the male was a retired Vietnam War veteran which I thanked and we talked about several aspects and the ways I was fearing the comparison to the Vietnam War as to the Iraq and Afghanistan Wars of the time, as to what I was already seeing though I think such may have been seen a bit more by more than just he and I about such similarities regarding the way the general population was going at such a time in 2010 around June. To the right was a male with his wife or girlfriend or fiance with three or four children, if I recall correctly and he usually sat inside of his garage while the Vietnam War veteran sat outside on the front porch. The owners of the house were not met at such a point in time though quickly the problems within the house piled up and the lack of any proper maintenance to the house was evident as well as the fact of the owners' both the husband as well as the wife would randomly show up to the house demanding to go inside without the legal scheduling of an appointment, and also having problems with the paperwork after the move out date was official as the management took the monthly payment in cash as per the required transaction fees as I was told as well as they said the owners took away all of the documents from their office wrongly as she was unable to stop the male from rummaging through all of the filed paperwork in 2011. There was a point in time when sitting in the backyard when Phillip Omstead was at the house as my son punched the standup punching figure shaped water filled type of exercise device to assist the development of the physical defense through strength types of training when a male who looked similar in some ways to the male in the Lodge at Madrona Apartment Complex in #N208, had tried to jump over the fence and yelled which with what was going on in my personal life the fact my son was in the backyard as well as my daughter being in the hospital meant I jumped up and took my son inside to get him to safety while I ran to the front door to confront the problem as he was yelling. I went to the front yard to which the male got into my face yelling and screaming at me for being upset he had climbed the fence to the backyard, and as my headaches worsened as I defended my stance; the male continued screaming while Phillip Omstead stood by watching as well as a few neighbors, which had been useless for help for him to stand by and do nothing while the yelling was going on.

The male demanded to know about the rugs which was the only thing I could hear briefly as per the loudness and screaming after the raised blood pressure from the fence situation in comparison to leaving a note to mail for such a request, which the end of such was him driving away in a truck speeding though I cannot recall beyond possibly a Ford Ranger type though I cannot recall the color. That weekend the flies started piling up at the back patio window and covered the glass until it turned black from the amount of flies which the pictures emailed to the management went unanswered as they only said there were lots of people who had flies build up by their patio door that season which I disagreed with, and instead of taking care of such correctly those property individuals had not done their job as the landlord properly; before my friend from Dallas named Pita came out to the Cedar Park area and learned of which middle eastern-ish area of which she explained as she was from India as to the difference as the dot was her people, the feather was considered Native American, and the towel was a different area which I had asked about references to the lawnmower regarding the prime button the blades and the pull start aspect which she agreed was a bit of a look representation she was trying to explain to me. I did not know to which if the Ayaz Sheik aspect was still going on and/or the mosque aspect and/or my 3 flags arrangement and/or more including regarding SCUBA Diving, as my own biological mother and biological sister and biological father continued denying my existence to people around the state of Texas needlessly.

I knew it had to do with protecting my biological sister compared to what was actually needed at such times, however that is what happens when you marry into a political family type of situation as the pretty physical one is considered valuable compared to the other one who fits the term of black sheep ideally in multiple ways and depending which view point you have depends of what your particular preference is regarding such sorts of situations of physical looks for attraction for what discussed per individual of whatever type of relationship style. The heater was not working throughout the entire winter except the last month of which finally a technician went out which only was to be cheap and try to save money by calling at the last portion for the time not realizing doing such actually costs more money in the long run because when you take care of a problem seen immediately you actually save money in the longer term compared to waiting and forcing suffering needlessly upon my minor son as well as myself at such times, in addition to the flies and how many piled all at the back patio glass. The toilet seat in the master bathroom had been decrepit and to change out the toilet seat to be able to have something to sit on because of the type of individuals who had arranged that house at the time as per prior situations up to from moving in onward, as multiple maintenance aspects had to be taken care of by me because of the management being unable to ever get the property individuals to take care of the house properly for maintenance while randomly stopping by the house to walk in at their illegal leisure which the property management had not stopped either and got to the point when my daughter was back from the hospital the female of the couple had opened the lock to be met by me at the door to stop her as she demanded to do a walk through without the 72 hours notice required and my daughter stood up with me against the female for having broken major renter tenant laws for such protections from that type of people's invasion of privacy illegally.

That continued occurring as the problems regarding what was going on with my daughter and my son at the elementary school, while dealing with all of the other portions of situations over that particular point in time of 2010 into 2011 for a 6 or 9 or 10 month lease. From the middle of September 2010 through to January 2011 in the middle of the month, there was not any heat in the entire house after the time from around May or June of 2010 through to around August 2010 of the flies covering the back patio glass portion of the bottom corner door to the backyard. The toilet seat had a problem and the only way to fix the crack that was already there and put into the paperwork which was taken from the management office at the time of the end of the lease to prove such writing of notations as I do what I can to complete before any moving into an apartment or rental property, I had to put a new seat cover on because of the crack within the seat middle section down to the left which had gone through to the plastic pieces having broken off from. I had repeatedly contacted the property manager about such problems and had not known about HUD until in Vancouver Washington, though I and contacted the Attorney General's office at the time in 2011 when Governor Rick Perry was in office at the time and had been contacted about the situations in the McCoy Elementary School who went onto Senate though who now since 2015 is the Governor of Texas Greg Abbott; which again if my biological parents and my biological sister as well as my ex-in-laws had simply told the truth when asked because of the need for the help to my son #Letters4James, my daughter #Letters4Ldidia, and I their choices to lie cost many more than just their time with us as a family as they were warned by Grandpa Nichols as well as myself when they wanted me to simply just give up on the situation in comparison to caring about what actually is correct. My SCUBA Diving gear having been stolen needlessly and campaign contribution timeframe to get staff ready for what after such denials wrongly, if I am accurate for such types of quicker change overs?

Nonetheless the people who had not done anything to properly maintain as well as properly respect my son, my daughter, and my privacy rights had been extremely problematic when renting at that Cedar Park house location as per only some of what I could explain to then Attorney General though now Governor Greg Abbott’s office through the website contact form, at the time. After a point later in the year of 2010 around October had been when I was contacted by my then ex-fiance though re-engaged once later there after which ended at the time from the messages sent and received who I had to end the relationship the first time with because of a situation I had to defend myself after a Corona who arrived at the rental house which my biological mother and biological father were infuriated to see his car in the front of the house unknowing as to what their problems were at such times as they refused to tell me how the pick up had gone beyond just the police had arrived and no one else spoke of anything despite how much I asked. I wonder, what is it like to be told the truth in facts without holding back to actually get the knowledge for the ability to understand specifics?

That male Shawn/Shaun McCall and I had gotten back together and were later reengaged which my daughter was happy about though my son was less than thrilled for me to get involved with though did not tell me why, which I took as a precautionary aspect as per the additional aspects prior as when he arrived we did talk though I had needed to heal his hand from a tank shell problem at the base which had severed his middle finger as I was told a different soldier had said he saw a bumble bee flying around and was why he dropped the tank shell on his side which the weight was what I was told had been why his middle finger was severed. There was an event later after the reengagement portion to which when the New Year's Eve party was occurring and for the first time of seeing alcohol at the place we were at, I saw whoever had poured the champagne had slipped some pill what looked like into one glass which was handed to my then second time fiance which he was able to not have to drink that evening and we went back to the rental house which a little bit later during another hospitalization regarding my daughter and the end of the relationship as per text messages and then him not responding back at all after the Friday morning just before the event of FVD2 in Dallas. I was texted the relationship was over before getting to the Waco area of Texas as my biological mother and biological father stayed at the Cedar Park rental house to babysit my son and be able to spend time with him, in comparison to a babysitter from the SitterCity company which there were problems with such females sent who were supposed to be trained for Special Needs Education and who could not handle the situation with my daughter as one was sent to the hospital because of her trying to tell my daughter to do something she refused to do regarding eating food that was made for my son and my daughter.

The amount of problems from people who could have told the truth and prevented such hypotheticals as well as those who needed to respect the fact my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia were and are always more important than what some might wish for and instead of assuming I know the simplest portion would have been to ask, instead of assuming ever fully knowing even with the purposefully thrown away calendar books as to what my schedule had been for such times when moving out of the rental house for clarification. I knew there were and are places which technology records every individual movement made within the cellphone, the traffic cameras, the cellphone towers, the satellites, the storage facilities, the etcetera and etcetera and etcetera onward for the multitude of ways to ensure the technological aspects of such movement of mine would be when outside of my living area where living to then be able to be seen and known and in the just in case tracked as I already had told people of the different threats and tries to take my life by my own biological mother as well as biological sister among others they had upset and then my attitude for some aspects only when pushed too far; though since my biological mother, biological father, and biological sister went to New Jersey several times and whatever they said about the situations is what they had said and most likely lied about as they were known to do despite the Deacon and Trustee aspects at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as wherever else they went to pretending to be innocent from how they had been on purpose; which my biological mother tried telling people she thought I practiced making faces in the mirror as she had done when she was a child for attention not paying attention to the fact of the visions I had as a child, which just because a mirror is nearby does not mean the same thing as per what she had done for the ability to ensure the perception of whatever she had done would be prim and proper and polished as those who know of such aspects are comparatively to how I am and how I speak as she practiced how she would get involved with other people after studying them and then getting more information prior to meeting so it seemed natural when realistically it was faked the entire time which disgusted me even further about her as well as such people for purposefully trying to manipulate illegally and wrongly.

Such types of patterns of behaviour simply annoyed me as a child seeing as she practiced her surprise face for when she knew she was going to a birthday party as well as she practiced getting herself the ability to cry though hitting herself a specific way which would instantly cause the pain to the most specific of situations, as per the way she wanted Patricia to behave so she could show her what was better for the way Anna saw at such times and as I watched shaking back and forth the saddest sights seen realistically in my thoughts. However how do certain people view children when they want something from someone and are refusing to simply ask because of such knowledge, out of curiosity in reference to multiple prior situations listed? I warned people if you have to speak with me you speak with me and stay away from my son and my daughter, as if there is ever any doubt as to the validity of such; it was always better that I am in a good mood than a bad mood, because how do you think it would be to get me out of a bad mood if anything had occurred in such a way needlessly to my son and/or my daughter? How do you get someone who now as known has gone through what I have gone through into a better mood as the portions regarding the prescriptions did not cover up the pain nor help regarding the anti depression medications because that was not helpful for such aspects and since now the VA has gotten some of the prescriptions which were initially available at BAMC though other newer test trials at some aspects thereof in medications are at such type though were still being worked on for the specifics from when before I wound up in Washington state to return in 2019 and go to the medical facility to be checked medically properly as possible and get help where I could for the headaches and migraines while asking questions about other portions, none are new at such a point which means there is not the normal sort of way for such type of help and assistance for the pain levels though at this point it is more of an additional pin level because of the teeth aspects to my headaches and migraines as I had discussed in San Antonio Texas in 2012 and 2013 when my son and I had a dentist appointment last in San Antonio.

The fact of what Pita had said about the specifics of the property individuals had stuck with me as well as the portions regarding the Ayaz Sheik aspect as he was one of however many family members of the Sheik family regarding such a time and the fact I stood my ground correctly in defense of my rights to choose whether or not I would go anywhere as well as ever go further after such situations at such times, the mosque additionally to the sights from other neighbors' views as to my flag arrangement had been needlessly problematic as well as knowing the mosque around the corner probably had someone in the neighborhood who would have seen me mowing my lawn and then think as such and whatever assumptions were whatever assumptions. Ayaz Sheik had thrown a temper tantrum because of a few portions though was upset because as a typical child referencing the divorce aspects when an only child and the ability to use money as such in ways to try to cover up with a bandaid in comparison to fixing and repairing to prevent the furthering of such problems and outbursts hypothetically through going through a multitude of individuals, I think that is a possible act of war if against me for such from another country birth origin as well as treason charges for those politicians who may have received campaign contributions as would be mandatory for such a list to be published with all donor information as per the filing requirements through the FEC for any aspect thereof in the political sector. I had no ability to keep the house clean from the flies covering the patio glass door for months just as my son and I while my daughter was in the hospital had not heat from the HVAC unit when there was temperatures below 40 degrees at such times of the months in 2010 into 2011 and with the fact they had continued to repeatedly enter the rental property without the legal authority or right to do wishing their excuses worked and knowing they did not ever get accepted for such excuses in other aspects, I was able to make what I called the Hell and Purgatory and Heaven aspects of my bed which if illegally surveilled would be the aspects which was additionally problematic as to why would it ever be considered legal which I know it is considered illegal to set up surveillance cameras inside a location which the renter of the lease agreement lives on the inside because of the right to privacy laws in each area in the Untied States of America and most of the world for the interior portions thereof especially in a renter policy as the aspects of wishing if you go into the house to be able to accept such anti-trust and anti-privacy aspects, the additional problems of such types of people wishing to circumvent the required laws in place to protect others from such types of slum lord descriptions as per where I grew up and grew up going to in the tristate areas before the events of 11 September 2001. In a one to two year timeframe from the timing of the events of 11 September 2001, how many of which groups moved out from the New York City and/or Washington DC/Virginia areas from which background, and what has popped up since that time to catch such situational problems such as San Bernadino California?

When moving out of the rental house after packing up the last of my son, my daughter, and my belongings to move to the Irving area after the end of the lease in 2011 because of the hospital my daughter was then next in the Arkansas area comparatively for the Residential Treatment Facility Pinnacle Pointe in Arkansas for that residential facility compared to the Liberty Hill Texas location for her healthcare from the after effects from the Fort Worth Zoo as well as McCoy Elementary School; I simply left what was not needed though in better conditions than the way they had allowed that rental house to be as well as the lack of any direct discount for the amount of months of such types of problems as trying to use the renter's renter insurance for claims against the renters while it is the property management owners' responsibility has been a slum lord trying tactic for years and decades; though seemingly more recently noticed via the legal portions as to which to try to bankrupt the companies to make such payouts to civilians to prevent such actual work in some situations as seen in certain areas of New Jersey and Pennsylvania and New York City; though would not be well known to Texans if they had not known about the way those areas begin going in such ways, and how the aspects of the building code regulations previously written about and discussed regarding airplanes as that way they wrongly keep their money in comparison to what ENRON was investigated for in other respects by the IRS as the insurance usage is for the individual renters' apartment or location compared to the combined full numbers for the claim to try to collect for the building aspects from each mining portion of finances to be able to use such charges against such renters needlessly and illegally which the companies of rental properties have done for years and then the maintenances do not usually get done properly and/or with the actual finances sent from the multiple insurance company locations making such harder and more difficult to track if not known of previously as to such though what is known as a legal loophole that certain group or Associations look for prior to getting certain other aspects more such as fees for a sprinkler system for a Homeowners Association though how the payment is completed is as per what is in the treasury department for such a group as a metaphorical example. The situations continued onward as such had an of course since I refused such though also refused such for my daughter #Letters4Lidia as well as refused such for my son #Letters4James regarding the situations in reference to Ayaz Sheik as well as such refused such regarding sharia law as well as refused such when having to push my son to the side to remove from the situation as well as to jump to fully be able disarm my daughter from the situation as per safety as best as possible for all involved, while staying as safe as I could even the portions of to take into consideration for myself when it was mandatory in 2012. However how could such regarding my SCUBA Diving gear be towards such a location in the Carrollton Texas area near such a mosque with such a connection background of as well as the portions regarding the slight because of the facts regarding the flies as well as the HVAC system be referencing to the theft of my SCUBA Diving gear, and yet the insurance company had refused to even begin a claim to the storage unit as well as in reference to the UHAUL aspect as I figured; however the portions of the SCUBA Diving gear in additional reference to the Irving situation, what would it have been as to actually get the SCUBA Diving gear to the proper place for the correct aspects back then in 2012 if that 12 hours had simply been patiently waited for unless knowing of such would be taken to the JBSA base and the other portions of other countries people having been given work visas with wrongful aspects to diplomacy for the wrongful allowing of other countries rules for ambassadors as per they usually bring people with them and those aspects have always gone against the Constitutional Rights of the United States of America and how they had hypothetically tried to get such allowed to try to change such Freedom of Religion laws. Though such can be overturned because of the Founding Fathers and Founding Mothers having repeatedly put into writing as well as Congressional and Senatorial and White House and Supreme Court oral arguments as to the basis of the Untied States of America is only in reference to the Judeo-Christian religions with the respect only to the Native Americans (the feathers reference from Pita).

The wrongful mental stimulation against the veterans of the Iraq, Afghanistan, Desert Storm, and Desert Shield conflicts as their PTSD has been known to get worse from such locations regarding the United States of America's Armed Forces of various branches and divisions as per the amount of attacks against the homeland of the Untied States of America by such propaganda which is not covered under Freedom of Expression beyond using as an example of what not to do and what not to be as in my opinion. What occurred at the Fort Hood Shooting in 2009? It was one of our own on our own soil, and it is known as to certain medical aspects and other portions of such the individual? I do not believe the aspects of sharia law as well as the radicalized islam should ever be used as a religious context and adding nor covered under the Constitutional Rights of protection for such in Freedom of Religion or Expression to practice though can be used as to why should not as considered as in my opinion unjust because of some of the words similar to the Torah in the Old and the New Testament; as Peaceful Muslim aspects which align with the Constitutional Rights and Amendments are the portion of which the foundation of the Genesis to other problems which were and are protected to the Judeo-Christian and Native American Based religions only; as the sharia law actually has rules regarding punishments which is the reasons why there is law enforcement in comparison to such counsels and/or trials illegally within the borders of the Untied States of America in my opinion. What happened in the downtown Dallas area in Texas, and which area near Esther and 16 and President George Bush Tollway have in common to the portion regarding Carrollton Texas?

As many people wanted to discuss their feelings before and yet had wrongly denied such discussions wrongly to the soldiers and the veterans who had been overseas in such regions, where is the aspects regarding the various different groups of females who had spent time in the region as well as the males? Yes there are Peaceful Muslims, though there are portions to which to pay attention to as there is more which meets the eyes sometimes. For legal aspects regarding verify information with a minimum of 4 people to truthfully asses situations I can see the modification of proper areas to within reason, however beating one's spouse if in an abusive way is still abuse; however if in reference to the acceptances of the BDSM/LGBTQP/Swinger communities for instead the beginning recommendations to what to begin with in reference to such for a way to begin looking at such types of scenes in a different way while remaining gender neutral for consenting adults, I can see a different aspect to such as per most in such more modest types of dressed clothing attire having a backwards way of showing such to only the deeper levels within in such as the Cantonese information compared to the more generalized view of such as per the Mandarin ways in reference. As most people fear what they do not know though truthfully it is not that they do not know which causes such fear, it is within the 7 deadly sins as to what such fear impacts in the negative sense of prior portions to which feeds that angst to wish for something which is not necessarily the best depending upon the situation looked into. However it would be up to the Peaceful Muslims would have to explain such more clearly in the general public as per the aspects regarding the truthful aspects regarding the portions of wrongful female mutilation as the health and well being of such for more is required to the health and wellbeing to far more than what meets the eyes as per certain view points because of seemingly overly jealous exs of whichever type of relationship in reference to the Pheasant and Apple Creek subdivision situations who did not deny the portions of the ex-relationship aspects when I was living there regarding the way the sections were broken up and showing which group was believed more though in the longer terms which portions of which truths had actually come forward and outward.

For example I was accused of outing people by name to others first time on the phone in 2011 though had been assessed falsely of well before then in person of the adult consenting communities by going into locations in one scenario, calling multiple companies for outing by names in other situations, and in a generalized way of such beginning in 2008 though had continued onward since such up to the point in 2013 when seeing such accusations when I was in Arizona and the portions of wrongful false accusations of me regarding walking into people's businesses in different areas in the state of Texas as seen when showing on the devices at such times despite having explained the issues with technology and going to GeekSquad at Best Buy as well as other portions thereof; there is only one person who I had contacted the DeLoitte company about regarding Patrick Kennedy leaking the details about the security for the barn area, shortly before my SCUBA Diving situation which I was told a female instructor I once had named Amanda had worked at DeLoitte and did not ever have my permission to ever take such gear from me as such a company does not only work with the United States of America and I had the right to protect my SCUBA Diving gear to give to the proper authorities as per my choosing to which such sorts of such types of females doing so without ever thinking to ask correctly while assuming they know better when they know nothing at all about such of my type of SCUBA Diving would lead to other problematic portions as per seen regarding the greener waters because of such a choices in the Valhalla SCUBA Diving as I had already told people that human beings were not the only intelligent life forms in the entire universe as well as knowing more reasons as to why not to go SCUBA Diving in such types of waters with such green colors of missile silos areas. In my opinion whoever it was who had stolen my SCUBA Diving gear especially if knowing of my movement to San Antonio to go towards the JBSA base which has the proper location for all of the required groups within one place with verifiable aspects for the Untied States of America's Armed Forces compared to hosting banquet events to get more people drunk and feed them food to discuss business symposiums as per what I already had seen in a different location in San Antonio Texas as my now dead-ex-husband was in the UTHSCSA and had gone to locations which I went to the symposiums myself to listen for my portions regarding such cancer research I had developed all of the portions regarding such fruit fly portions of such experiments as well as the T Gnome and more regarding such medium pink liquid per how only I can make such my way as per specifics trained in by my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu for certain aspects thereof for the cancer research plans for my design to find the specific connectionary points for other aspects as well as my writings for my dissertation with only the numerical portions entered at such times because of the specific minute by minute timing down to the seconds as per requirements for the dissertation I was writing which was the equivalent of doing my now dead-ex-husband's homework the whole time he had gone to school in college for his Bachelors from the time of meeting him as well as going to the Phi Theta Kappa events which they would be able to discuss as to the level of intellectual discussions I had compared to just the same as the PhDs and the Masters Degree students and teachers in the UTSA and the UTCHSCSA locations and the CTRC. The situation is only in reference to my hair style and my hair color, though the JC Penny Portrait Studio pictures from the years of would be able to assist finding me for such times as per the facial recognition among other portions thereof regarding the technological aspects. It is still illegal to steal property, just as it is illegal to steal intellectual property rights which would fully include with the proof thereof regarding the wedding I created as an Ordained Reverend and the attachment aspects regarding the oceanic portions additionally for what I had accomplished in extremely deep waters.

If someone were to wish my SCUBA Diving gear would assist such, what do you think the laws of the oceanic waters are compared to such aspects on land? Do you think there is a different verification process which only one would ever be able to verify within the waters thereof, and what do you think the oceanic responses would be for if such were to ever have been a situation and/or problem in such tries to wish to override the oceanic waters’ choices thereof? What do you think would be required of you to choose hypothetically to allow such and/or perform such without the specific correct wording required for such a religious and spiritual ritual within and from the depths of the oceanic waters, out of curiosity? If there was a dare for such regarding a joke to be played, what do you think your restitution would be for causing people to believe you instead of knowing to believe and trust in me for such? Male or female, whatever background thereof, I wonder what would the thought be if to know of such with information verifiable for proof regarding the aspects to even jokingly make such a reference to chose would be which aspect of a response? For example if a large number of SCUBA Divers decided to build little miniature wedding chapels and thought their lack of information would ever be good enough to ever be accepted within the waters to which had been cleared only by me in a ritual only I created with the aspects of not having had such occur in regards of my own religious and spiritual ritual regarding and from being an Ordained Reverend, what would the idea be as to what would occur if hypothetically especially for symbolism of what the nearby locations are to such a hypothetical location?

For clarity I would be more willing to send blessings from as far as I possibly could to a couple who if I could not be there for where some would wish such not to be as accepted as per their own biases to send a signal as to the blessings from afar, to which only would be known by such if were to occur on water which would not have been cleared officially in such SCUBA Diving ways through other religious aspects even if involving the waters nearby; in comparison to ever allowing such abominations to occur in the waters I personally cleared using my ritual, even if such blessings to have the capability to send just one small aspect for which the sign would be of ways to clear out that which was old and no longer for the highest good to be able to genuinely enjoy such a marital union for such endeavors of strength and perseverance to work together to overcome brings forward a lasting foundation which cannot be replaced for such a truthful bond required for such. If that meant that each SCUBA Diver who would have been arrogant enough to think to override wrongly my recognitions of such were to be damned for all of eternity for the actuality of truth, then so be it. I know I had felt as I felt even despite where the amount of situations compiled as such and though if such were as gone through for such, that level of when found saturated on the couch in waters which were thought to be sweat were as best as I could do despite whatever situations thereof and the proof of such would be in the strength and resolve of such a genuine union in marriage compared to what was wished for regarding others choices to use if hypothetically accurate my ritual knowingly to sell to others wrongly. Such marriages would be as would be though would be as would be, and such individuals who would think to do such through theft of intellectual property rights would be as would be. If the relationship was strong to begin with then it would be strong, though if not then not.

Especially in comparison to who would have been known to me by name, in comparison to not known to me by name; in full truth, for such genuinity. I admit, I can be a bit protective and remember I had caught your tears to wash away such other portions as whispered into your ear when calming though it was a difficult time and the internal knowing was there for that one and only one time for.

It would have been easier to simply show identification to me for such SCUBA Diving gear, instead of causing so many problems needlessly and carelessly from the timeframe of August 2009 specifically regarding the Florida SCUBA Diving times though also in reference to the Cancun/Cozumel Mexico SCUBA Diving. Telling the truth is always the best policy in my opinion as there are many different unseen situations some do not know or understand, though think they know enough to know which is not enough to understand or comprehend because such is considered as an assumption to think to know enough to know. However while yes I am glad to have been able to get the albums and the log book which it would not surprise me about the regards of the paperwork the law firm would have tried to think to get from such though I had taken in my personal vehicle as I have dealt with seeing such tactics before, though paperwork is not the same for an insurance claim. I had made copies of some paperwork to give to the Child Protective Services to actually help my daughter and actually help others in the social worker field, however the situation regarding the Emergency Room hospitalizations seemed to cause additional problems as Sandra Goodwin said she did not inform the foster parents of the background which the Child Protective Services had been given several bind of paperwork chronologically organized for the assistance genuinely despite the assumptions some had as to how my physical appearance and/or the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which is disability discrimination and against ADA regulations additionally regarding each aspect as well; however the paperwork was not ever disclosed as to where or how or what I had collected nor where or who or how or etcetera as to who was given copies and/or made copies and/or etcetera over the entire timeframe which the CFBISD and McCoy Elementary School District individuals can think of the portions regarding the Homeowners Association manuals I had done so with to ensure the fuller aspects were more clearly known as per the proper age required aspects of the portions thereof in comparison to a choice to illegally steal my intellectual property rights of each one of my books with my legal first name and legal middle name and as on my Birth Certificate and other etcetera which in turn the illegal leaking as per the yahoo company which if there are anyone who hold stocks or bonds and etcetera for such other technology companies with any direct connection to such aspects of each and anyone involved with such portions thereof; would then also be culpable for such legalities of endangerment of children and etcetera for the choice to go if there is any such connection additionally to the BDSM/LGBTQP/Swinger community members for such an employment able to make a leak occur through coding to try to cover oneself from the leaking of each one of my books without any regard of the age limits and requirements thereof which additional legal aspects can be looked into for such a choice for such especially if with a military connection to the United States of America's Armed Forces and the clearance levels thereof to blame a scapegoat for such when already having received the link and the assumption by some of a slight when was a warning for what was to come in comparison to just anyone and everyone as though an uncle tom to such if there were cameras and/or recording devices in certain places and locations already known though not known to have had such cameras always having been recording even though the signs saying no cellphones allowed into such a location for one particular example some might remember a wooden board of as a slight possibly because of not paying attention to the facts as to how I wound up in Washington state as well as the prior threats I had already reported to people though was not told what to do and thus needlessly putting my son and my daughter and I at additional risk regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as well as such portions of the complexities thereof when thinking minimally in comparison to living minimally are two extremely different aspects as you can consider such to hair color types of certain types of females and the stereotypes depending upon such and as to who and why for the how could such especially if in a specific level thereof knowing such aspects of children being involved which were both underage minors to which what associations to such pedophiles are known to you in your background?

Personally I had only known of two in my background to which I did not introduce my son or my daughter to, though I also was diligent about keeping my son and my daughter as safe as I could as I knew what other aspects were well before being 13 years old and being an extremely protective Mom; as I was not willing to introduce multiple in such ways, as well as when the relationships were over they were told to stay away from my son and my daughter as the requirement for my son #Letters4James and my daughter’s #Letters4Lidia’s safety and best interests.

The flags and the other combinations of as including the portions of the board meeting at CFBISD which they did not say the Pledge of Allegiance nor the Pledge to Texas though after the POTUS45 2015 beginning portions as to how many more people were looking to willingly and proudly say the Pledge of Allegiance and since returning to the state of Texas for the first time aside from at a military installation of saying the Pledge of Allegiance in 2020 at various political events and onward unlike prior to such times and the prayer being said instead. As technology companies have done the filtering aspects it would be immoral for such a school district to wish to piece such together to try to cover up themselves with such filters when it was seen by many people as to the district website as more than what was on the radio was discussed that year and that was the first time you realized I was doing so, which means the law firm and the school district as well as the volunteer adults were far behind the times and only been trying to play catchup from the letters sent which was after more than what you could have known had already been sent information as the newspaper article was only with one particular individual and there were so many other locations of getting such information to in ways to ensure the truth was always going to be told in full of such situations no matter who you were/are and what additional connectionary points you did and/or did not remember you had over the longest portion of your online and internet history as per the sequencing and the coding as per the timeframe as the length of what personally has been entered on ones own. I do not know which programs of software I had officially assisted with coding for from the timeframe of 1987-ish, however how many programs could I have worked on when taking a look at my writing ways from such times through mainly to the year of 1998 which still run with such programming aspects even to this day and will continue onward for such aspects as per the key strokes as well as the timing thereof for additional connection points as to how far back regarding the software engineering for the coding systems attributes while also working with the hardware components at such times depending on what was required during such years in different areas while however life was going wherever I went as a child growing up in New Jersey and the tristate areas?

In some ways such opinions could see for it would be shameful for such female adults who lost my daughter to think such would be intelligent to actually prove to the levels you would be hypothetically willing to go to prevent the known aspects of my SCUBA Diving gear would be taken to the JBSA location for such evaluations, especially if any family and/or friends and/or spouses work in such areas and in the civilian sector compared to the military portions to fully bring around the truthful portions as to how many people in the Carrollton area of Texas who were fully against the Armed Forces of the United States of America and their zealotry to hatred against any and all for such costs to go after and destroy what was not their to begin with because of whatever biases as to such times would be proven through such technological aspects thereof and how such wishes were wished for had ever been allowed in comparison for such SCUBA Diving gear and/or etcetera as per why else would someone leave the pictures and my SCUBA Diving log at the SCUBA Diving shop as a slight while wishing for the blessing in comparison to what was written in reference of which only discussed the portions of my pictures and logbook which did not go into any approval for any of the research regarding my gear. However, what biases and stereotypes of such people and the shameful immoralities of such types to go to such levels only to be rebuked and banished in return as per the lack of requirement to ever be associated or only if in a public area which they would have lied throughout the entire time wishing for such truths to ever be as if the actually to try to portray a friendship when only in a public and organized open format to wish to control more than they ever were allowed to. Who is going to tell the ocean what to do and think that would be beneficial when in a bad mood when outside, because of other portions known thereof well before stepping onto the state of Texas soil from stopping my car on 4 July 2019? Those clouds and a few other signs, informed me of what I needed to lookout for without ever saying or whispering a word. Why would I anyway as to what ever had gone to me from the state of Texas that was ever in full truth, at any point in time other than myself?

What is it to be truthfully cared about in comparison to only wishing and wanting more to only get whatever is in comparison to simply asking respectfully in truth without hiding? How many have I requested help truthfully from and had not hidden myself from, and yet what has the return been in such regards in whichever communities and whichever ways realistically while how many have recorded in what were supposed to be considered as private locations with privacy laws which would be to protect me? Or is it no one cares about such rights being taken away from themselves in return, as what is good for the goose is good for the gander(ing). Right? What a way to learn how much time I had wasted with giving truth and the lack of appreciation as seen as per the lack of information as to the requests of contact, however though whatever name of knowing the meaning as per the portions regarding the ruling by Judge Lynn Rubinett when Nona Matthew tried to say a misspelling which the Judge had ruled the law firm knew better and told them to stop stonewalling or there would be penalties involved for such against the law firm and against the school district and against those involved causing the problems regarding the situation involving my son and my daughter and I.

What is it like when blood family actually is not ashamed of you, by the way? That is something I have not known since my Bok gung and my Bok Pu died which was after my Grandpa Gavett as the only reason the picture was taken just before I left for the Army branch, was because of the life insurance policy change to prove with the only picture taken for the amount of time other than a church picture compared to such as it was admitted to how many of my pictures were switched because of the lies which were being portrayed for Patricia to be able to fail as per Bok Pu's design for the slighting of the middle name supposed to be given by Anna; as well as the insurance paperwork was filled out by hand at the MEPS station, in comparison to the types paperwork on the wrong areas as per seen in such documentation which Senator Patty Murray thankfully had gotten taken care of for what was available to find of the national records archives. As the pattern of behaviour for Anna has been insurance fraud as per the false reports to get me into the hospital acute care because of the known aspects from prior to moving to Illinois from New Jersey as to the Marine and Science Technology School with Navy attachment as well as Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and such military connections as to such regarding General George Washington unlike in reference to my daughter which I had not ever told a lie, is it considered a plotting for a fatwah or a murder by my own biological mother for such documentation which all other people who had joined the Army branch for the United States of America's Armed Forces branches and divisions at such times and how many can truthfully deny as to what was said about me in Woodstock and Crystal Lake Illinois regarding when I was fighting to graduate early as well as fighting to join after being emancipated by her while claiming she had filed with the Congressman of the McHenry County Government Center and yet not ever having been in an official court for the UCMJ in a military court room for such an investigation regarding my Basic Training Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury? What patterns of behaviour have been proven to be true as to how I have been treated by my biological mother as well as are there a minimum of 4 separate occasions which can be verified, of different attempts she personally made against me as well as my son #Letters4James as well as my daughter #Letters4Lidia?

How has she been acting since the books were first sent out to the house after she sent a postcard, compared to how she had been referencing the year before in 2013, compared to what occurred at an Air Force Base in 2005 in San Antonio and who would have ignored my warnings as to how my biological mother had admitted for years as to multiple tries to wrongly murder me and being mad at me for not dying such as the 5th grade situation regarding Mono, Epstien Bar, Bronchitis, Lymes Disease, and the Flu all at the same time and what is a weather underground folder considered hidden underneath her side of the mattress when I dropped a piece of candy on the ground I had snuck into the room have to do with anything as there was a rainbow I saw on the trapper keeper folder like the ones from the Homeowners Association though also the ones I made to give to the Child Protective Services in San Antonio Texas in 2012? Does anyone remember how she was in comparison to when the books arrived as was she shocked or was she calm, and what prior patterns of behaviour have you seen since such aspects? Could the detectives from New Jersey actually be able to tell there was more going on in reference to such back then, or did what I tell the Drill Sergeant during Basic Training actually make more sense from the time just before my head injury after being smoked? Who would care little as to such an investigation for the betterment and why, as well as what was the excuses she gave as to moving to the San Antonio Military City USA area and how so did she claim to help my son and my daughter and I when doing which choices? The couch, and the repeated needless food poisonings from her?

However she does like those porcelain musical wind up clowns just as much as she likes those porcelain dolls, as to what could that psychological background of such symbolism be for such an individual hypothetically including regarding to her older brother Daniel or Danny who had been said to have died? Though what if he had been taken away to safety to later then find out the truth as to why what occurred had occurred instead, as to how would her younger siblings say as to how they might had wished for the same aspects regarding if her brother(s) survived and were taken to a protective program system? I met a male once who seemed like there was a blood connection though the irony of having the name Daniel and not having been told of such until shortly after she had stopped by Nine Lives Books, which she said she was looking for her biological father as well as admitting to once having an older brother named Danny which she liked the song to sing to him of the Irish song to annoy him. If that was a situation and an ironic additional twist, at this point the ironies though also the possible visa versa.

Nonetheless the wish for such regarding that aspect as she knew once I was done with the beginning portions of the investigations of the Baptist Camp Lebanon, that was when my trust in her was gone. Even my biological sister would have to be honest if relooking to such times as it was not that I had truthfully changed, it was simply I refused to acknowledge Anna the way she wished I would after finding paperwork additionally to what had already gone on as per the pretty Asian looking doll that no one had around available for a porcelain version and how was she about such types of aspects? If I would have only just put more effort into the Miss Crystal Lake Pageant even though I had not lived in the town for longer than 12 months when she wanted such for just the aspects of, while I knew and anyone else who knows Beauty Pageants would know there was not any way for me to ever win that one because of all the requirements known though not known for a location aspects; though what I could do was my best for my sponsor, as I had informed them I knew what was going to be awarded for that beauty pageant and to who as it was proven. If an individual truly loves a child and wants the best for a child or teenager, would they truly ever purposely choose to put them through a beauty pageant knowing the hometown aspects of the size population when in the first year of a new high school if there actually was any type of parental concern for such or would it be seen as only a way to get recognition as well as whatever aspects of the winnings for such a pageant since she learned the scholarship I earned for myself on my own was not transferable to my biological sister which anyone who has any clue as to such would have automatically known would be unjustified?

Hold on a second a bit of sarcasm though a bit of admitted more positive way of thankfulness with a more positive envy view comparatively, despite not having had a part of how such occurred officially.

For such a reference regarding a specific female who had everything available to her in a type of situation which was involving a child though in comparison I had reminded her to ask in wonder of her Mom/dad was informed and she came by out of concern for her safety and did not embarrass you in front of everyone, despite a few minutes which understandably were needed? Your family supported you and did trust your judgment enough without second guessing every individual step or move you made while wanting the best in a larger way for you, and who you chose? You had support genuinely each step of the way possible throughout the majority of your life, while also truly wanting and needing to ensure your happiness and safety? They did not meddle in each aspect of your life in ways to try to manipulate and control your every move while not locking you away from the world because of how you simply look, speak, and etcetera? Your family did not play high school or middle school games to deny your existence because they were proud of you, and you did not have your children used as props for the pictures of such while having to drive such per such after already having been known to the lifestyle aspects as per your Dad sending your sister to your house to help her pick out lingerie for her wedding night while then later claiming of not knowing of such despite working on the laptop computers mainly when fetlife was on the laptop to snatch out from your hands to pretend in other such interrogations of such a lifestyle choice despite your Dad taking apart a bed to be able to move from which the painting of the Sow in Heaven series overall can be seen in reference to as per Cedar Park Texas bed built and created by me and how I could see back then depending which view point you choose to look at the named pictures of for such times in 2011?

Did you get the credits you earned without such being denied or removed by anyone else or hesitated on for whichever accomplishments actually earned without holding you back ever, and you were the first to know?

You, are quite lucky and such a positive though double edged sword thereof admittedly for such luck.

Now there is an additional portion regarding a female named Susan Ross from Crystal Lake South High School who was in the Miss Crystal Lake Beauty Pageant who was the same female who had began the situation regarding my first day of school in Crystal Lake South High School, in the gymnasium regarding the fact I was a new student at the time as well as the portions regarding how she knew I had an accent compared to her. The problems around the school began because of her attitude at the time and had blamed all sorts of non-related aspects of the overdramatic aspects only because she found out I was born and raised in New Jersey before moving to Crystal Lake Illinois because of my biological parents and biological sister wanting to b closer to others they knew, and the third period class substation Police Officer was called to my class to wait outside of the door to go to my locker to check my locker for the false accusation to see was because of her and her friends on the Pommie Squad. Each time those females on the Crystal Lake South High School cheerleading team had problems outside of what normally had been, began with Susan Ross and Becky from the Varsity Pommie Squad with the others those individuals would know far more details as to how such types of individuals had been during such times before I went to school there as well as after I had gone through the classes as well as after I had left to graduate early to get going and on my way. I could not count or remember how many times those people were bringing up the New Jersey aspects as though they saw something which made them think they knew what a person from New Jersey does, however it is what it is as I knew to be truthful and not pretend of being mafia as I knew that was better to not upset the Italians such as the male who lived in the coldesac near Dee and Maria’s individual parents’ houses as the male there thought if he wore an Italian gold horn that meant he was automatically accepted into certain aspects which also made little sense to me at the time as there was a lot more than just wearing jewelry to any symbolism of multiple aspects if know to understand and comprehend in different aspects thereof.

When I was in the Robin Hood play at school and was cast as Maiden Marion which was just before the beginning of the Miss Crystal Lake Pageant, both Beck and Susan Ross were refused from getting the role and David had said it was needed for me to be Maiden Marion because of something he saw in me which none of the other females had and since it was the first time of meeting him each of the females who had tried out for the role had thought however they had thought as I had not spent time with him before outside of the classroom if there was any classes with him at such times. I dealt with multiple false accusations thereafter from multiple females claiming they knew how I had gotten the role of Maiden Marion to which they were literally in the room which David had locked the doors to make sure everyone tried out for the role reading the paper, which when I was the only female who had not auditioned for the role it was clear as to each if they were paying attention as to how I had not planned nor wanted to try out for the role of Maiden Marion. I did not have any experience acting before as I had not known of such portions, as when asked I answered honestly as to having gotten roles in Christian plays after having been the first live baby Jesus Christ in the outdoor nativity scene which later turned into a drive thru overall aspect regarding the whole story to the birth of the Christ later at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church which for their first year of I was the first Baby Jesus Christ again as per the temperatures for the year as well as my size for each one that year arranged. Later during the year of my Confirmation Class there was a need for someone else to take one of the spots to help out in comparison to how I had later been in the background helping, to which the wedding scene was where I had been put into for such a time. I was teased because of not thinking I was old enough to have the role, though it was as it was.

Thus explaining such to David while who had listened to my explanation had listened, I had read the paperwork and later I was informed of being the lead role of Maiden Marion for that Robin Hood production though the Pommies were in charge of making the dance routines as per David saying since they knew how to dance they would know how to make a dance routine which there were situations which had been surrounding more than just such aspects to which it was as it was for such and those who knew and know of such furthered details would be able to verify other portions clearly as my biological sister had been a Pommie years after I had been in Crystal Lake High School and though I told of such aspects regarding much more to such times such as the front yard tree and paper; it was a situation which the cheerleaders would know more of the internal portions regarding the Pommies and the cheerleaders aspects thereof far more than I.

Later the Miss Crystal Lake Beauty Pageant had begun the portions of which was not of an interest to me as I knew I would not get the title, though the experiences of learning different portions of such seemed important regarding various aspects as to what was something some people I knew over the years in the tristate area had been a part of to see. While I told the other females I would not get that, they thought I was trying to fake them out and Susan Ross was one of the larger situations regarding such as per the beginning of the time at Crystal Lake South High School in the gymnasium thinking she was hard as a New Jersey reference type of in what she thought she knew of compared to me and such a time she was proud to have won the Miss Ham Crystal Lake award after the First Place and Second Runner Up were awarded which I did not think Susan Ross had caught the background of the symbolism on that evening. Though I did only tell two sets of people as to my being in the pageant closer to the timeframe of the pageant, it was not because of not being thankful to the experiences though because of knowing the requirements were for more than only the aspects of the title as per the time of being in the town. I knew I needed to at minimum make sure to make proud of my work for the sponsorship which I had to make a miniature commercial as others in the competition had done, as well as the questions which were sked live, and the different clothing attire types such as a long gown and matching shoes for the ability to do and be best for the overall aspects thereof where I could. I knew to make sure the sponsor was happy with my presentation such as in a classroom setting though different, just as I knew to ensure whoever ran the Miss Crystal Lake Beauty Pageant and other such would be able to review such and hopefully be happy with the short and the long into the longer terms and longest possible for such aspects as while I personally only know of what I know in details; each individual since such as Susan Ross would know as to which ways went which ways, and the portions as to the whys thereof, and each ways thereafter. If there were those who had seen my modeling afterwards to the time for the Miss Crystal Lake Pageant at the Navy Pier in Chicago Illinois for the Botanical Gardens Photoshoot location before other field trip sorts of ideas to go see, hopefully that did not overstep such extended sorts of rules which I had seen some of the bylaws for. However as the times were as such, the Maiden Marion portion was brought up randomly as the lines which were a part of the play at the time were said by Susan Ross thinking she was being sneaky while trying to do so in whatever and however she thought people from New Jersey are.

The only way to describe such a situation in a more laymens term set would be the really drunk male who thinks because of how much alcohol in the system to be much larger than realistically, to then go find out where the security guard for the club named Teeny and/or Tiny as such aspects are to then be informed as to the situation as per such could go; in reference to certain regards of how Susan Ross had presented herself a few times as well as a few of the other pommies, in Crystal Lake South High School.

In Chicago Illinois Susan Ross had her parent(s) drive her to the location because of being late for the bus because she thought the school would wait on her to get into the bus for the separate and unassociated Miss Crystal Lake Pageant to which she and her parent was informed of just because the name is Miss Crystal Lake to the Crystal Lake South High School did not mean the same thing, and just because she was a pommie back then the portions of the pageant had nothing to do with the pommies which upset her. Upon when getting with the group of the rest of the females who were to Chicago along with the staff, the false accusation as to how my New Jersey-ness somehow caused the bus driver to ignore her importance being a pommie to the pageant had meant because of my accent was how she thought I had when not having said anything more than a hello respectfully to the bus driver; that New Jersey accent somehow in Susan Ross’ mind made her think, that was the only reason why the bus left the school parking lot to go to Chicago for the day and the cellphone calls made to get her to meet up with the bus was as it was because of her inability to accept responsibility and/or actually put the blame of where the problems stemmed from such as her own parent running late in comparison to my New Jersey accent; which I explained to a female named Kelly with a shorter brownish black colored hair while Jesse had surlier reddish colored hair and Phillip was a light brownish dirty blond hair color at Saint John Vianney High School who had been friends with Jesse who dated a male named Phillip on the wrestling team I think and knew Corrine a longer hair blonde-ish with blue eyes, as to how people in Crystal Lake at the time thought we would speak and they elongated their syllables to be able to pronounce words as also slowing the words down per syllable, and etcetera when trying to sound as though they were from New Jersey while not realizing people from New Jersey and the tristate area do not move slowly unless the speed limit requires it as the tollway does also have law enforcement officers patrolling the areas.

After the Maiden Marion role in Robin Hood and the aspects of the pageant were seen my choice to remain more humble seemed a better way while it was simply natural at such times to begin with, compared to the other aspects thereof seen when the Ham Award was given which the ironic aspect of the individual who is my now dead-ex-husband and having discussed a female named Becky Cockerham in ways to try to get me to be jealous needlessly of such aspects while joking about how it was funny about the term he knew as Becky as well as the aspects of the sound of cock-er-ham whereas I thought it sounded more similar to cook-her-ham in my own thoughts which I joked to myself quietly about how I cook and how much as I only know how to cook in such aspects. Nonetheless the portions regarding the additional irony of the time referencing the Fort Worth Zoo field trip which my daughter had dealt with the situation regarding such before the time at the security officer station before being able to get onto the school bus and the situations thereafter as well as before, just seem a bit coinky dinkish in some hypothetical ways as per the facts of how much stirring occurred when Susan Ross was bored and had nothing to think of and nothing to do to accomplish in whichever ways in my opinion; though how upset about when asking if the cheerleader portion was the same aspect and those who know about how the differences were far more than I who had more time at the area for the knowledge thereof between pommies and cheerleaders, would be able to explain in whichever ways thereof comparatively to the minimal amount of details involved for such as I was a cheerleader not by choice for 1 football and 1 basketball season and nothing more regarding such at Crystal Lake South High School. I dealt with how I entered the field the way I had seen at some football games which then the pommies were upset while the cheerleaders were as well, though they did not allow many to do any flips or handsprings compared to where I grew up seeing football games in person. Add the surprise cheerleader competition my warnings were not adhered to and the forcing last minute of being a solo competition aspect for such, the knowledge of how such would go as had was as it was; though a cause and effect sort of storm as to different discussions and various warnings to assist as best as possible where I could.

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