I begin this journal blog entry with one point before going into other details specifically in reference to having been reminded while driving as to having listened to my son's voice when he had told me he had been told by his sister she wanted to play hide and seek by having a plastic bag wrapped over her for him to find her later, and then the reminder of hearing her voice telling me why she felt such portions because of the #FortWorth #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #FortWorthZoo #FWZoo #FWTX #FWTexas Fort Worth Zoo situations. I had looked into the sky and seen a few birds flying which had been the part of the zoo which she had went to look at the animals because of the female volunteers who refused to allow her to choose a location whereas they had allowed all of the other children to choose an animal section to look at because of their pre-known biases against my daughter as per paperwork and discussions thereof as per "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" had been put together, and compiled with my writings as I authored. The events of which while different to the attacks of 11 September 2001 in major ways, the connection points in reference to myself in my life cannot be denied truthfully as to such portions. I have done what I could to deal with being their Mom and having heard such words come out of my two children's mouths when they were in elementary school since the times of such, yet dealing with such portions is not the easiest aspect to deal with as how does one deal with hearing that out of the mouths of a 5 year old and a 6 year old?
While there are the additional view points to look into referencing the aspects as to how the flight patterns for the local airports in #NYC #NewYork #NY #NewYorkCity New York City as well as in the #DC #WashingtonDC Washington DC and #VA #Virginia Virginia areas had changed referencing the price of jet fuel to look into for such portions as per the specific air planes for such references as to how such investigations would in the #911Commission #9111CommissionReport #911CommissionInvestigation 9/11 Commission Report(s) for other aspects to take into consideration as to the attacks on 11 September 2001, not only in reference to the safety concerns as seen within the #TSA TSA for such aspects as some such as those who prefer wearing a masks due to body hygiene considerations on flights as well as the bottles inside of carryon luggage; the aspects as to how certain aspects of such can be looked into referencing such aspects, as per that portion thereof if not initially taken into consideration. My biological mother complained about how certain people were on airplanes when she had flown from #Newark #NewarkAirport #NewarkNJ #NewarkNewJersey Newark New Jersey to whichever locations referencing the #IT #InformationTechnology Information Technology aspects of her job at #Prudential Prudential, which those who have worked in cubicles know of such portions additionally to such situations for such references as per the 1993 attacks as well as the 11 September 2001 attacks from certain types of people who throw temper tantrums at times about certain situations despite other such real heath aspects; compared to what is wished for regarding doctor's notes, as per such portions some aspects not having an actual doctor to go to for such portions thereof. For example in reference to my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving in 2009, who was it I would have contacted in reference to what was in my legs which would not have been able to be detected by any technology machine for such portions thereof? Which #CAT CAT Scan that I had done in the civilian sector ever found anything within my legs in the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas area in 2010 or 2011, out of curiosity?
Which civilian doctor in the #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas Dallas area of Texas which had ordered a CAT Scan was able to find anything within my legs in 2009 or 2010, out of curiosity? The answer is none, as per I would have been referred to a doctor if that had been found during such CAT and #MRI MRI Scans; which in addition to yesterday's aspects in what I truthfully did not need additionally to what I was already dealing with as per the first paragraph among other portions thereof as words are not always available for such situations, the problems thereof regarding assuming a doctor's note is the end all be all is not the ways which such portions can fully express such situations.
While obviously if I had a #Veteran Veteran license plate which personally I do not like to have to have such as per my personal reasons in comparison to just my Blue Identification card as per such aspects most likely such would not have been a situation, however the explanations as to all such portions yesterday would not have been worth the time to go into all such details comparatively; as per the requirement to actually be able to put such into words which could be taken into consideration in full; which is a common aspect for myself needlessly and has been a different portion as to having written and compiled my first book in such a specific reference to the aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" as per the requirements for the ease of situations for myself, as having been so annoyed as to having to constantly go over such while already having dealt with various portions already by the time of 2011 while not forgetting since then of course from such situations due to the problems within the state of Texas. As per having explained on the phone today to the Veterans Affairs appointment situation about the apartment complex company and the ways which if a civilian who did not have a military connection were to have any ease being able to transfer compared to what I had dealt with the needless discrimination and biases referencing such aspects within the state of #Texas Texas of such portions as per having already contacted the #TXAG #TexasAttorneyGeneral Attorney General about #OlympusProperty #OlympusProperties Olympus Property and such connections, hypothetically there can be the reasons seen as to my minimal view point as to being willing to spend the money to go into the #omensArlingtonRepublicans #Arilington #ArlingtonVA #ArlingtonVirginia Women's Arlington Republican Meeting at the #RitzCarlton #RC Ritz-Carlton at the Hayes Street location. I am and was perfectly fine preferring to see whether or not it was worth my time s well as worth my money to spend more than what I had to park within the #Pentagon Pentagon Fashion District #FashionDistrict area, as I could have easily put more money into the meter in comparison to that known connection in reference to the name. A name is important and with the combination of the name of the hotel cross sectioned to the precinct name, I made my choice as per such signs as to how I was willing to proceed referencing such aspects for myself and what I knew was of importance in comparison.
I am glad I was able to explain on a recorded federal phone line as to the situation as well regarding the problems referencing the situations in regards to the known portions as to the 30 day maximum allotted timeframe from being alerted of a duty station transfer, to which if those within the Olympus Properties and Carrington Oaks have even one personal connection to anyone who has been listed within the portions of what problems occurred regarding anything I have already written about; the situations thereof regarding such harassment and stalking among other portions is able to be seen and noticed, especially in reference to the additional aspects referencing part of a few reasons why I went to Arlington Virginia to begin with to speak not only with those within the Women's Republican Social Meeting; though also knowing the name of the #PentsgonCity Pentagon City, as well as the location thereof. I was glad to see the #USAirForce #USAAirForce Air Force Memorial sign as well as the #USArmy #USAArmy Army #USNavy #USANavyNavy Road signs, for such a reference to make my parking choice more well known for such additional clarifications per such locations. However I will get into such details additionally, as while some forgot that the Army side of the Pentagon was where one plane flew into; there were other branches and divisions' people within the Armed Forces of the United States of America who were inside that portion of the Pentagon on 11 September 2001. I remembered such, though others' memories are whatever others' memories are in reference to that 20 year memorial coming up shortly in 25 days from now.
Returning to the portion in reference to the first paragraph I remembered after having to pack the suitcase for my daughter to go to the acute care facility #DBH Denton Behavioral Health in April 2010 and having to hold back such tears only to later when after taking her to the hospital and tucking my son into bed, going to her room I had created for her and changed up twice to simply lay in her bed silently crying as softly as I could during the evening hours as well as for several days after taking my son to school. No one else was there except my Faeries, Dragons, Zippy, and Zippy's friends when I had to pack that suitcase for my daughter as my son was waiting in such a way; as I their only parent they had left to depend on, did everything I had to do on my own at such times. My Fey and Dragons could only watch and listen to my heart screaming across the room, just as Zippy and Zippy's friends heard and saw the same. While some might not have believed back in 2009 as to a multitude of situations and the same since then, such portions of reality are as such. A song called "No One Knows the Troubles I Have Seen" is extremely apropos of such portions as per the face I had to keep in regards of maintaining and sustaining myself to take care of such situations on my own, as the names of which my Fey and my Dragons are only known to me. While some have gone through such aspects referencing packing the bags of clothing for the acute care hospitalizations for a child or mainly teenagers, my daughter was in 1st grade in elementary school and my son was in 2nd grade in elementary school; which such situations occurred when I was almost 28 years old though only almost 10 years out of my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.
For the state of Texas to have as many claimed so-called Christians within the state, it sure is ironic for such to have had to occur in regards of what I had to do on my own as none of the civilians I knew had ever paid attention to such portions before or after such aspects regarding the situations thereof at such times the choices were made; as they wished though could not wish more than I, as to the levels of which the proof of such after effects were and are in regards to such portions. Due to how certain aspects are in reference to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though more-so before as per the photographic memory aspects, hearing my daughter's voice explain such as well as hearing my son's voice with such words; that does not fade out the ways some have seen in movies, I guesstimate. There is no amount of paint which can cover those portions up for or from me, there is no amount of smudging which can cleanse that energetic portion from that building ever or that land as per the ways which it is what it is; especially with the energetic portions as to having created as I had created my house to be in such regards. However further into this journal blog entry, I will add several additional details to the points thereof as the ways which my writings tend to flow along.
As some might have noticed to having changed on my website the author name to all of the main names I have gone by in the non-legal format over the years though having explained each aspect of over the years in person well before putting such in writing for some in regards to in person though for more online before in books I authored, I have not been able to understand as to how some people have not been able to figure certain situations out as many complaints as I received in person about how repetitive I had been considered as for such portions of time. While I could have put my modeling and adult consenting lifestyle name of #LadyDoriBelle Lady Dori Belle as my author name there are reasons why I chose my legal first and legal middle name for my books which mainly has to do with my son and my daughter being able to find my books, as well as both my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia had not ever been told of when I was modeling nor of my modeling name more specifically as that was not something I had talked with them about; if anyone ever thought to ever think of such as per the timing, my son and my daughter were in elementary school at the time when I began modeling which in turn while they went to school is when I had gone for some modeling sessions. Not that I ever thought I would have to discuss such until later with my son and my daughter other than as I had put such into my first book, I did not speak about my modeling with my children because when I asked them about their days is exactly how the discussions went; I talked with my son and my daughter about their days, which I figured that was enough for people to know that when I spoke with my son and my daughter about their days that meant I spoke with my son and my daughter about their days. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when I told people I talked with my son and my daughter about how their days had been, I discussed with my son and my daughter about their day in comparison.
As there were multiple modeling sessions in corsetry, I remained modest when speaking with my children and did not bring up such details because they were in elementary school as that was kept separate from my son and my daughter's knowledge because of the fact of the type of clothing; thus anyone who would assume otherwise as to any discussions about my modeling in reference to my children who were minors at the time of my modeling more-so, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that meant as modest as I was in person in the adult lifestyle meant I was just as modest with my children as per them having been minors. I have commented about how in reference to politicians and celebrities as to their children being off limits unless they as parents choose to bring such forward into the discussions with their children prior to bringing them forward, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out with separate social media accounts that meant the ability to literally and figuratively see the differences as per the names on my accounts which in turn while some biological adults would pay attention and see such; those same biological adults should have had the intelligence to be able to discern the differences, however I suppose looking back now apparently it does take a head injury to distinguish the difference between the different names referencing the social media accounts and/or to simply think to ask the question as to why. I had told people I was protective of my son and my daughter, which I did not think it should have taken a head injury to figure that would be one way of me being extremely protective of my son and my daughter especially having been in the adult consenting lifestyle. Since I did not post my children's pictures with me being in the picture with them on the social media account referencing my author name as well as the name I went by most often in the non-legal ways, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the facts thereof literally in front of others' faces when looking online though if it did take a head injury to figure that out and/or have to explain such at this point; why would it take a head injury to have the common sense to simply just ask about such, in comparison to how many hypothetically assumed they ever knew anything at all without having their own common sense, or was it an assumption upon others' part in comparison? What was it I have written about in reference to the #ChineseCantonese #Cantonese Cantonese compared to the #Mandari #ChineseMandarin Mandarin compared to the #AmericanMandarin American Mandarin upbringings, referencing such aspects of thought?
If it did take a head injury to figure that out or at minimum it took a head injury to explain such portions, remember I went from college algebra with trigonometry and calculus to 2nd grade math and I was accused of being too stupid to get into college among other aspects. Remember in reference to those especially who I spoke with in person, I told you not to ever assume you ever knew how I am in any reference beyond what I have informed you of; as to this day, I have not discussed with my son and/or my daughter about my modeling in person. How infuriated and enraged do you think I have every right to be towards any and every individual who ever would have brought that up to my son and/or my daughter, especially if when during the timeframe of them being minors? What would that make you in reference to such portions of their minor age regarding the legal definition of contributing to the delinquency of a minor and/or other such legal terms, regarding such aspects along such lines regarding such legal definitions if you brought such up to my son and/or my daughter when they were minors biologically? If people showed my son and/or my daughter #fetlife fetlife background website images in comparison to the Facebook page images, then the background color differences of the black background of fetlife would mean the automatic contributing to the delinquency of a minor as well as other such illegal portions of exploitations along such legal terminology; whereas if having shown them the white background of #Facebook Facebook, would not be within such legal problems by law if accurate regarding such specific differences between the colors of the background screens for those websites. #electionintegrity #EI
Possibly because I grew up in #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey working on coding, there are some portions which it did not take a head injury for me to be able to distinguish such portions when having anything to do with raising my son and my daughter; you know, during the time I was able to spend with my children raising them compared to what occurred. I did not think it took a head injury to tell the difference between the background colors of black and white, though I suppose in a different way as to the well known saying; black lives matter, albeit in a different way for such portions in addition to #USArmedForces #USAArmedForces #ArmedForces Armed Forces of the #USA United States of America's #SpecialForces Special Forces SCUBA Divers who only wear black gear when they SCUBA Dive with the exception of markings to identify who they are when in the water for such clarifications when they maneuver through such areas as needed for example my white fins for when I was SCUBA Diving more frequently as well as my matching white snorkel with my ladybug neoprene headcover which matched my hair when on land for the ease of ability to transition from one area to another for the recognition portions when required. Maybe my thoughts as to such portions was considered as an overestimation referencing the aspects of the ability from one area to the next for the ability to distinctly be able to identify such portions, however I have made the attempts as best as I could for such reference points thereof.
In such reference aspects if there has been a situation in reference to the #Republican #RNC #GOP Republican Party regarding people being able to attend the meetings in such portions additionally due to others' political beliefs, I point to how such had already gone in regards of during the 2008 and 2012 election cycles regarding such portions thereof as I know I do not look as a stereotypical Republican despite my voting records as to the times back then as well as currently because of the stereotypical view of what is considered as a normal Republican comparatively to what the stereotypical view is of a #Democrat #DNC Democrat or a #Liberal Liberal despite having been dressed appropriately for the event in a proper dress with matching heels and a matching blazer jacket. The picture below is the outfit I was wearing, for those of the Women's Arlington Republican for such reviewal if such matters regarding such security footage at that hotel area with a different shade of red coloration for my hairstyle ironically within the fashion district of the Pentagon City location.
Though the shade of red varies, my hand tattoos are still visible as I did not wear gloves in SCUBA Diving as I did not need to have such restrictions upon my hands ever. However ironically when on land the feeling as to otherwise, of such situations is however such a viewpoint thereof is; while the location I had been pulled over in had a sign before as well as a sign shortly after the turn around interchange which said 70 miles per hour despite the ticket saying more than such a speed difference as well as the fact of where I had driven from previously having such signs, hopefully that will not be as much of a difficulty regarding such paperwork when that has to be taken care of in a week or two as told to me by the law enforcement officers as per the fact I cannot tell a lie as much as I wish I could; though also in such even with the Space Force having been recognized more officially in reference to the United States of America's Armed Forces as per being signed in by #POTUS45 Donald J Trump, bringing such portions up in regards of the sights within the sky when driving seemed a bit odd of a timing to bring such up additionally to what was already being dealt with personally in the aspects of both to and from the Arlington Virginia area. However the regards as to the reasons why I went to attempt to go to the meeting as well as what I personally had planned readily afterwards whether or not the time was added to the meter, was put on hold because of the front desk saying they did not have any registered meeting thereof when I had gone through the door to which the valet said there was not a meeting as well as the front desk. If any had read other books in reference to what I authored, what would the view be in reference to such regarding if there ever was considered a problem as per the books I authored being read despite the aspects as to my royalty checks situation because of the wrongful and illegal leaking of my books I authored? Additionally in reference to election integrity portions, any social media registrations as to any such adult consenting websites out of curiosity?
While I did discuss and write about situations which I was dealing with during such times because of knowing I was not the only parent dealing with discriminative and biased individuals within a school and/or school district for a multitude of problems because of the assumptions and arrogances of others, I suppose whether or not the color of the background for whichever website had been as such would be able to distinguish those individuals' intelligence levels as per the ways which I had been tested regarding the medical after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; I suppose whether such individuals had a medical license to practice medicine or not, would also be an important portion as to whether or not such aspects were proven to be as I explained as to the importance of such education to be able to have that ethical portions as well as #HIPPA HIPPA for other references. Thus if I am accurate if anyone ever showed the fetlife website to my son and/or my daughter, would that be what is legally called contributing to the delinquency of a minor and/or exploitation and/or engaging with children minors as to pedophilia referencing the adult aged requirements fir the fetlife website? I believe there are legal requirements for slander and liable regarding mandatory retractions for such portions regarding any false accusations regarding any such portions made against me illegally, if I am accurate regarding any such specifics thereof in any public and/or private discussions regarding any accusations in my direction is the first step of more portions thereof.
However, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out not to ever assume anything about someone you knew nothing of in depth regarding that area of that state. Though what an ironic portion as to the areas thereof in reference to the history of the #CivilWar Civil War and the treatment of #DrMaryEdwardsWalker #MaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker in more particular portions thereof during such times, when taking such an additional consideration point as to having had the historical and spiritual rubbings of the markers at the timing of as well as to how such problems had gone during such times when she had sent letters repeatedly requesting the assistances for such situations. How ironic as to the Civil War having been shortened by more than 7-10 years from just what she had gotten to the #USCongress Congress, the #USSenate Senate, and the #USWhiteHouse White House regarding the movements and the situations thereof where she had been a #POW #PrisonerofWar Prisoner of War referencing such aspects during the Civil War and the fight against slavery to abolish such within the United States of America when taking such portions into consideration for a Women's Republican Meeting and such portions as to females having been the cause as to how Dr. Mary Edwards Walker had been captured and kept as a Prisoner of War to begin with during such times with the help of the female's consorts and/or spouses referencing such trickery and problems thereof due to their jealousy and envy for not being able to achieve such above whatever levels they were to their male counterparts at such times. During the Civil War when Dr. Mary Edwards Walker was captured in part was due to the females who were nurses, some were spouses of other military members, and then there were those who were the mistresses of such individuals who had caused the Prisoner of War problems for Dr. Mary Edwards Walker who had been on the side of the Union Army within the Armed Forces of the United States of America. How much of a twisted ironic portion as to the historical references in the current modern times, when if there is any portion of any hypothetical aspects thereof?
In addition to the males who willingly had been a part of such portions to handing over Dr. Mary Edwards Walker to the Confederate Army in such times because of their thought as to females being worth nothing more than to be a nurse or nothing more than to be a spouse who had no education of any actual value or nothing more than being a mistress to a male or group of males, in comparison to what she had earned on her own by her own determination and had been a part of what had inspired #SusanBAnthony Susan B. Anthony among others in reference to the Women's Rights Movement in latter years after having sent correspondence to the Congress/Senate/White House during such times; how ironic for the situations, as well as the times when taking a step back and looking at such portions thereof such combinations in the conjuncture of the day 17 August 2021 compared to back in the year of 1965 ending time. Is it ironic as to the beginning and the ending of the Civil War being in April, and the timeframe when the Fort Worth Zoo situation occurred; or is that just an odd coinky dink in such portions, referencing such? Additionally what an ironic portion as to 11 September 2001, and the year of her death when looking at such facts; to which, when does the cycle of behaviour actually get broken as it should not have to take until next year in April in my opinion as I think such should be sooner referencing such an end portion to a variety of portions thereof in such references.
However the timing of such an end regarding such problems as per such prior to the month of April regarding the hypothetical portions thereof able to be seen easily in black and white, is capable if there are those who are strong enough to take such a stand other than myself as per whichever political party lines thereof; as when the Civil War ended both sides in reference to the Union as well as the Confederacy had come together to discuss such, for such an agreement thereof as the ways which treaties occur for any nation involved or parts thereof which obviously includes for such portions as to the states themselves both below and above the Mason-Dixon Line. If accurate in reference to whichever timelines one chooses to look at referencing such portions, the reality of such having been longer than the 4 years of the Civil War has gone on much longer whether taking into consideration the #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas Carrollton Texas portions and/or the SCUBA Diving portions and/or the military connected portions whether or not including my Medal of Honor Art Project begun officially in August 2014 and so on and so forth including in reference to the publications of my first books from the first attempt for such in 2011 into the actual publication dates there of in the Library of Congress more officially in 2014. Is it considered as odd when the year numbers for publication initiating dates equals the number the Navy and Marines had taught me what number to count up to, when I was in Medical Hold Unit now known as the Warrior Transition Unit with one additional number to equal 11; or was I the only one, who saw such portions thereof? How far has the progression regarding the Women's Rights Movement actually progressed, in which it is ironic the Women's Rights Movement began before the Civil War year; as the Women's Rights Movement began in 1848 and ended in 1917 with a number of 12 being ironic in several ways whether taking into consideration my Medal of Honor Art Project piece and/or the 12 hours which I would have gotten my SCUBA Diving gear to the Navy and Marine Special Warfare Unit at Fort Sam Houston, though what is the ironic portion as to how the Civil War occurred when the beginning-ish middle-ish timeframe of the Women's Rights Movement regarding such aspects? What is it in reference to the Civil Rights Movement and the Women's Rights Movement have in common, though more-so in reference to what #DrMartinLutherKingJr Dr. Martin Luther King Jr though more-so in reference to what #MalcomX Malcom X had brought forward as to who was responsible for what? Years ago I had a shirt which describes something a bit ideally when taking a few situations combined regarding the color aspect as well as the female portions, when looking at such a picture below during a SCUBA Diving trip I had been on for such considerations.
Though in the combined aspects as to the beginning of the Women's Rights Movement as well as the beginning of the Civil War as to the beginning of the Women's Liberation Movement to the Civil Rights Movement, possibly the situations which can be seen in such portions of my shirt of the "Easily Distracted By Shiny Object" some portions can be noticed over the reference of such timing to take into considerations thereof. Yet at the same time of in a sarcastic commentary sort of way whether in reference to the shining lights as well as the sign in the back behind where the chair looks similar to a shell, yes I am only capable of being Dominant or Top or what-have-you referencing such situations; whether or not I am smoking, though you can see from Sally's face in reference to how her feelings were as to being seen in a picture with Joy and I as per whatever the viewpoints were at such times referencing such aspects thereof already having made her opinion known as to having heard much about my SCUBA Diving certification classes and having been told by her boyfriend at the time Jeff Waters one of my SCUBA Diving Instructors as to him upgrading my nickname from a Tadpole up to a nickname of a Bullfrog after the first shoreline SCUBA Dive when in #Cancun Cancun/#Cozumel Cozumel. In my defense, I think the nickname of Faery-sized Blue Ring Octopus might be better. :-) Though it is a shiny species in the oceanic waters when you take such into consideration, as it is also a longer and lengthier nickname comparatively. #FSBRO FSBRO as a shortened condensed nickname, I suppose for those who had been upset by that set of nicknames given to me in regards of.
In reference to the aspect as to the problems during the Cavern SCUBA Diving trip itself regarding as to how it was after ending the relationship which was unknown to most others regarding the male SCUBA Diver who had gone to the area of Washington state and confessed such aspects during the phone call when he acknowledged such portions, it is ironic to me how Allie as seen in the picture was the only SCUBA Diving Instructor who had asked me questions about my health referencing the aspects of specifically the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg SCUBA Dive. Not one SCUBA Diving Instructor from within the state of Texass ever asked me about my health portions, nor had any SCUBA Diver who had informed me they were a SCUBA Diver of any type or kind had ever asked me about my health; except for her as Allie or Alexandra if spelled accurately which is ironic in a different aspect as per what I was working on before the portions of 2018 began and a character I was working on for a storyline within the Fail-Safe series at such times, as to not being able to remember her name until speaking with a female from PADI this past week and getting her name as I thought her name was Carmen from the whole time after getting back from Florida to the state of Texas from that Cavern SCUBA Diving class. As I explained to Linda from #PADI PADI about the fact I had booked a specifically extra special trip portion for my daughter's birthday early because of the #CavernSCUBADiving #CavernSCUBADiver Cavern SCUBA Diving trip because of what I was told by Patti Stewart as to Allie's schedule to fly in for my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification class after I had refused to spend a week at #Disney Disney in comparison because of the time being the first and at such times only family vacation I had with just my son, my daughter, and one of my nieces despite having promised my nephew of the same ex-sister-in-law for a different trip; the dolphin excersion which the irony of Cave Excersions store which is now closed and defunct in the Peacock Springs area aspects, as Patti Stewart was already mad at me for not wanting to go to Cancun for my first ocean trip as I had told her I preferred to stay within the United States of America because of other portions which had to do with my connection to the Armed Forces of the United States of America. However specifically the dolphin excertion was for my son and my daughter's birthday though specifically for my daughter's birthday as Patti Stewart had known my daughter's birthdate as per the swimming school registration, and she was mad at me for refusing to spend the week at Disney because I could go to Disney if I wanted to at anytime; whereas the first family vacation, was only a one time portion as being the first though only trip because of what happened thereafter.
While Patti Stewart had said she had gone every year to Disney and was a part of whatever club, that meant nothing to me in reference to what was important for what I had planned and I did not want nor did I need my children and that included my niece to be influenced by such individuals as I had already seen how certain SCUBA Divers had been regarding when my children and I were around and how they were incapable of keeping their comments to themselves in reference to being respectful around the underage minors. As a protective Mom, I made my decision and that offended Patti Stewart as she had told me as she thought I should care more about SCUBA Divers and Disney than my own children and my own niece(s) and nephews in comparison. When I told Patti Stewart I would always care more about my children and my nieces and nephews more than SCUBA Divers and if had to would prove such, she laughed at me in my face saying she thought she should try to change my opinion. In turn for such portions if that was a challenge regarding such aspects, I can change which direction I focus my attention to as such portions of Irving 2011 in such reference portions and the regards of real safety thereof in comparison to prove my point in full; while still caring about military and law enforcement associated SCUBA Divers of the United States of America's Armed Forces, and when such trickles down to the civilian sector then such trickles downward to the civilian sector as she also had a problem in reference to my care in reference to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as when I explained repeatedly as to why I had gotten involved with SCUBA Diving in the first place had been for such after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in the Army basic training and explained why for such aspects thereof. It was well known as to how serious I took my SCUBA Diving classes and my SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the reasons why being as per knowing I was not the only one who could be involved with SCUBA Diving and have connections to the Armed Forces of the United States of America who had or could have a head injury, to which she laughed at me making such statements and comments to her as she thought those associated with such were lesser than in comparison from what she said.
Irony to the hair color as well as the hair styles as well as my comments in a joking format about the ginger red hair compared to my choice for coloring my hair, in reference to "Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" among the additional aspects as to how Dr. Mary Edwards Walker had become a Prisoner of War referencing envious and jealous females who had acted in such ways and had contacted other females to get involved because of the problems with Dr. Mary Edwards Walker able to be seen across multiple lines and picking at such portions to engage such behavioural aspects thereof. Though additional irony as to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker having taken care of such females within her clinic and overlooking such portions in reference to the medical care, when taking other considerations at such viewpoints thereof. If in reference to Allie's name not having been put onto my Cavern SCUBA Diving card had been because of greed as to the aspects additionally to the Disney portions, my response can be referred to the only ride I was allowed to choose to go on during the week I had dealt with my biological mother and my biological sister for that #Handbells handbell's trip in the 1990s when I had to sit on that ride multiple times a day throughout each day of that week regarding It's A Small World having been my choice for Space Mountain in response of not wanting to be around my biological mother and biological sister which if such was a situation referencing Patti Stewart in such multitude of ways; I repeat the portions as to Irving 2011 as well as prior aspects thereof I had encountered, well before as well as well after my SCUBA Diving certification classes and courses. I am thankful POTUS45 had officially entered the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce #SpaceForce #USSF #USASF United States of America's Armed Forces Space Force into official records, through his signature for the official stand points thereof for that reference.
While I had authored the adult series of books referencing the title in brief of Paroxysm, I did not introduce my children to the adult consenting lifestyle which means in turn when I had published such books I did not go into details about those books and yet because of not being ashamed of adult aspects I did not hide such portions either in reference to my author aspects as I knew there would be a day when they turned 18 years old. While my ex-sisters-in-law had made choices as they made their choices and as my biological sister had made choices which are her choices, neither of those sets of females ever actually knew me well enough to ever be able to guess anything in the slightest and would only assume that I would ever be anything remotely close to the type of female they were and/or are; in my opinion as their daughters would be more adept as to telling as to what was occurring in their residences as well as they would know whether or not their own mothers had shown them the fetlife pages compared to the facebook pages for such aspects, including the legalities thereof regarding their own upbringings referencing my nieces and nephew. That obviously includes the portions regarding those adult volunteers, adult staff, and/or adult associations in reference to all such portions regarding #McCoyElementarySchool McCoy Elementary School and CFBISD Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District #FarmersBRanch #FarmersBRanchTX #FarmersBranchTexas regarding any such additional connectionary points thereof. Possibly looking back now, those people should evaluate what they showed their own children and their own others' in their lives children referencing such legalities regarding such. While I knew and I know my modeling was modest as per the ways which my personal comforts as well as my personal preferences had been and are which does not actually fall into the category of the adult consenting lifestyle when looking at such images comparatively to music videos as well as lyrics thereof, movies, television shows, and etcetera; I had chosen because of my hairstyle, my hair color, and my tattoos while living in the state of Texas to conduct myself to the standards I conducted myself for such portions. I would like to believe there are others who would have seen and known such aspects to be able to tell the difference, though I suppose by how such situations had gone the aspects thereof would be per individual's choices and responses thereof.
The Republican Party had discussed in the news back in the 1990s as to the concern of the over-sexualizing of images in videos, video games, and computers to which I think hypothetically if anyone group had gone so far as to show my son and/or my daughter of such images specifically using the fetlife website would be able to easily distinguish between the black versus the white backgrounds of each website.
However in reference to my adult range books and the proof of not having given such books to my son and my daughter as well as the age restrictions I put onto my books before learning about the illegal leaking of my books online, I repeat the portions as to such aspects regarding the problems I picked up earlier on regarding such aspects in my writings on my website in my journal blog entries thereof. While I respected not only the legal aspects thereof within the United States of America across all state lines, I also respected the portions of what other countries' laws and regulations could be in such references as well to the best of my ability. Those who I knew in person and/or in reference to the devices regarding #GeekSquad GeekSquad and #BestBuy Best Buy in such accidental warranty portions more-so now compared to before how I wound up in Washington state might be able to see, I had done coding in the later 1980s into the 1990s while my biological mother worked at Prudential though I do not know what insurances you individually would have for such portions regarding your personal choices if you had done so in reference to showing my son and/or my daughter and/or your connected children minors under the age of 18 years old the pictures thereof on the fetlife website. Since there is not the legal allowances of purposefully choosing to break laws for good reasons regarding such portions, I suppose it does not take a head injury to figure out there is not any insurance policy for such choices if hypothetically having been done and I hope such fullest extent of the laws in all such ways of prosecutions of such individuals referencing specifically the difference between the fetlife to the facebook websites would fully be taken into consideration for such portions as adults are supposed to be mature enough to know the differences compared to children regarding such aspects. I do not doubt there were those who did have such capabilities to discern the aspects of, who would have been intelligent enough to do so is up to others to distinguish I suppose regarding such legalities. I hope such is investigated into for the clarification purposes as well as I hope in full legal recourses in the criminal penalties to the fullest extent of all such laws if hypothetically the accuracy of such portions regarding each known individual and group thereof in such hypothetical involvements, especially in the false accusations or slander and liable portions thereof which have both the criminal and the civil penalties against such types of people as per the torts and laws throughout the past several decades thereof for such additional proof of portions for the legal requirements in full as known whether or not you went to any type of legal college or university to study and/or teach as an assistant Professor and/or teach as a Professor for such legal courses thereof to assist with advocacy groups knowledge for understanding and the comprehension of such legalities in whichever level of government such as local state government and/or federal government regulations as well as the possibilities of international laws thereof.
I know there are locations in certain states which has had such longer term known aspects such as Louisiana which people thereof know of such portions referencing a female and a rocking chair in one location, for a smaller and tinier example as to such portions referencing a comparison. The radiating outward of such cries when my son was in school regarding that room with such having had my mediation room nearby around the corner means only my son and my daughter would ever be able to find peace and solace in that house, and no other could or would ever be able to live in that house or on that property without the howling aspects flowing throughout the entirety thereof knowing how I am about energy and ways which I work with such. One can live there with some people, though both would have to be able to for such clearances to slowly begin so long as I am in a good mood as I cannot make any promises in reference to any other aspects referencing the energetic portions thereof flowing throughout that town because of what occurred because of such people. The trains which have been built cannot cover up such portions of sounds either, though as I was told by several as to them not wanting or needing someone such as myself within the boundaries thereof; I suppose the ironic portions of not ever having ridden on the subway or the trains when I was growing up in New Jersey. Those people in that town and more specifically within that neighborhood had problems with me being a Republican especially during the 2008 election outspokenly voting for Senator John McCain and Governor Sarah Palin, they wanted the Democrat Party aspects to which they can keep those Democrat Party aspects; especially adding the ironic portions as to the military background known for Senator John McCain. In reference to as some have wished such portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project specifically the historical and spiritual rubbings to be lesser than they are, if such situations are as such I suppose there is a term which some might recognize for such people as they said they wanted the city of Carrollton Texas to be on the map for something different. How much more different can such be than having the living of such with the portions of the aspects of what once was, in regarding to the combined aspects? Be careful, as I have told others about certain requests whether spoken or whispered in reference to such aspects; however nonetheless since some have not realized how serious I had always been and have preferred games, I haver a term from one game I enjoyed playing simultaneously with both my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu at the same time when I was a child some might recognize as per the ways such energetic portions flow outward as per the water aspects per the additional situations in reference to my SCUBA Diving and such known spiritual portions connected to the spiritual portions.
Check, mate.
On a different point I will begin with the fact of an emotional aspect for the day in reference to the past 12 hours which I did the best I could to maintain my composure while making my way from one location to Arlington Virginia to meet with the Women's Republican Arlington Social Meeting at the Ritz-Carlton hotel, not realizing until later of that name involved referencing Carrollton in regards of the state of Texas as well as the hotel being on Hayes street which is the district of which I once lived within the state of Texas during the 2020 election cycle; of which the election integrity is a situation which some had not thought about, possibly even within that precinct regarding more than the Dominion software program, though also notating there is a Dominion trucking company. In such points the reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip and any who had illegally as per the specifics as to my Medal of Honor Art Project gone following me during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as per the descriptions within my book "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" and described situations thereof well before putting such in writing for such and more ass per additionally to the threats I had told people I was dealing with over the years before I wound up in Washington state, and any such individuals who had been out of my life and/or out of my son's and/or my daughter's lives at whichever times thereof would be considered as harassing and/or stalking by legal definitions; with the exception of those within the Armed Forces of the United States of America as per one example of the Pentagon having them get involved and/or the upper levels of law enforcement as per a watchful eye as to ensure the respect in which my Medal of Honor Art Project was and is intended for, however I will add a few details to such prior to continuing on with this particular journal blog entry.
I can see how having sent my first two books specifically to people I once knew in New Jersey in person and/or certain individuals within #IL #Illinois Illinois having wondered about such as per the knowledge as to which church I had grown up going to, and more specifically in reference to New Jersey/New York/Pennsylvania #PA #Pennsylvania only as to those I knew before my psalm Sunday 2000 head injury seeing a specific point of view though not knowing the military aspects thereof regarding such portions as some had not gone into the Armed Forces of the United States of America. In particular those who knew my Big Blood Brother who despite some who did not believe me after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of his name truthfully was named Damien, though some had not believed me as to he and I knowing one another as per the location of different schools via the precinct lines for the areas within New Jersey. People in the state of Texas would not know of the smaller areas as per their claim to the bigger aspects, yet not paying attention to the ways which their own precinct lines have gone over the years; though more-so in ways of more land in such locations as per the populations with the size of the land and the differences thereof. Despite people knowing of others connected to the Armed Forces of the United States of America or similarly to myself not having graduated Basic Training would not be applicable for the situations of such following portions during such trips especially in reference to spouses or children known only as in the legal definition of dependents, though such dependency as to the ways of the Armed Forces of the United States of America did exclude them from being allowed such access as per the nature of such aspects. While some might wish the portions of the Constitutional Rights, that does not mean anyone has the right to infringe upon my Constitutional Rights as to Freedom of Religion and Freedom of Expression in my trips for my Medal of Honor Art Project. I give leniency only to those who I knew more-so within New Jersey in person because of other connection points and give leniency for those of New York and Pennsylvania who were in the areas of the locations of such states during 11 September 2001, only because of such direct aspects; as the same with Washington DC because of the legal aspects as to how a Medal of Honor is awarded, though obviously the Arlington and vicinity of the law enforcement connections in Virginia because of the attacks themselves directly knowing such losses in comparison to those in the state of Texas as civilians and/or dependents because of the facts thereof already explained. One could consider such as biased and that is the choice you have, however those particular connections are extremely important whether or not some believe of such historical and spiritual rubbings of each piece of my Medal of Honor Art Project as per the ways such pieces are completed.
The facts as to the problems with McCoy Elementary School as well as Carrollton Texas per the problems caused by such individuals does exclude them, because of the hypocrisy as to their personal problems with my son and my daughter and I in similar references as my opinion is regarding the aspects of such individuals who had been a part of the Fort Worth Zoo situation as well as the school board meeting which they chose to say the Our Father prayer instead of the Pledge of Allegiance. While some might complain, that is not of my concern as it is my Medal of Honor Art Project and my rights for such of my Constitutional Rights I personally earned in comparison to those having been born in the United States of America and/or knowing another who had signed the dotted line to graduate from Basic Training and #AIT AIT to go onward with the works thereof as I have already explained in other writings on my website and connected social media accounts as well as within the pages of "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing". As I have explained in person before putting such online I have remembered how to do each portion of the historical and spiritual rubbings for the project I came up with in my youth, which the additional aspect of having been an Ordained Reverend means such additional aspects are in place for my protections in comparison to others' wishes. It is not of my concern if my son who did not have the right to tell anyone other than the private group in the counseling ways of such though especially such individuals speaking of such outside of the group, as such portions did not get my personal permission which was what had been required more specifically in reference to the first trip in 2017 before the second trip in 2017 for the timing of the Solar Eclipse as already written about and described.
The specific required respect of such portions as per my Medal of Honor Art Project of my creation of my work of my designs, means exactly such in reference to being mine and mine alone for such decisions. It means little to me of which people I once knew in the state of Texas especially regarding their possible wishes to see such in reference to the trips, as the only location which I would ever have partially felt comfortable-ish of discussing what would be required for if there was an interest would begin with the planning required if was to attend, and since none who I had asked if they wanted to go to the hotel locations to go around after I was done with my work did not actually go forward which in turn all such was considered as invalid for the two people I asked. In turn the judgments still stand referencing the other such aspects, as truth is important just as election integrity is; which the ironic naming of trucking companies along with the Dominion software aspects, referencing an odd combined combination of names however the pictures taken during the rallies did not mean any such was allotted for such trips either as such requirements having to discuss before the trips was and still remains as a mandatory portion referencing my Medal of Honor Art Project trips to pick up and drop off such pieces. Again, my Constitutional Rights are what I personally fought for as per the emancipation aspects among other such portions previously discussed. If you want to claim such in the same ways, you yourself have to fight for your Constitutional Rights as per the processes of signing the dotted line in a similar fashion and/or having defended such in a war type of setting which rallies do not include such portions as per the specific timing of 2020 election cycle. While the United States of America might backpay or backdate certain situations, I am not the United States of America's government; though the requirements stand in reference to such aspects as per the election integrity portions as per the honesty required regarding not only the putting the correct information such as my website, though also if having been on such trips in your own vehicles and/or other people's vehicles because of the mandatory aspects in the technological portions thereof. Thus while POTUS45 Donald J Trump and his family just as Secretary of State Hillary Clinton would be within the same category of such abilities per the Department of Defense direct connection as well as being Secretary of State in New York City as well during such times would have such clearances in regards of the 2016 election cycle because of the direct connection to being in the area during the 11 September 2001 attacks, people I once knew including my ex-in-laws except my ex-brothers-in-law would be excluded from such portions; as my two ex-brothers-in-law had signed the dotted line, had graduated Basic Training, and have completed AIT or variations thereof though would dis-include their dependents in such situations without being with them specifically in the ways thereof however the portions as to the harassment and stalking for the females is the reality as per the situations as per explanations and situations thereof regarding such females aside from my personal biases.
However as to such portions referencing what my biological mother had admitted to doing to me in reference of the babysitter choices until my biological sister was of a certain age, then there are those within the adult consenting lifestyles which if such portions written above in such regards fall into such legal categories of following through with such portions especially in reference to certain groups I once had been associated with in reference to what I thought were friendships in comparison as I had not ever worked as a professional; the forcing of such aspects against my will and/or against the knowledge of since there was a couple I once knew which the male of the couple had suggested the female getting involved, I did not and do not consent to such portions as I have made clear for such aspects. I did not think I ever had to explain why my personal choices were as my personal choices have been and remain, which in turn any such aspects would be considered within the legal definition of human sex trafficking for such hypothetical legal penalties thereof in addition to such portions to look into for such legal applications thereof referencing any and all within such categories in all such full descriptions of such portions. While I had posted about my books in various areas and locations online for the aspects of what is called advertisements for my books, I had not ever done so in reference to any aspects regarding any such connection points of myself as per my personal preferences regarding only in the relationship aspects as I have explained multiple times over referencing such to which ever going against such would in turn revert back to the legal portions of which already having brought up previously in different writings as well as on my website. Though I have brought up n reference to relationship aspects only in comparison to ever having any involvement with the professional portions regarding myself in such aspects and ways in times within the first 5 to 7 years of initially beginning the official work towards self-publishing my books beginning in the year of 2011 as to the Tye Publishing aspects, the assumptions some might have had in regards of the ways which as I read in news articles as well as heard on the news as to the times when I was growing up in New Jersey can be considered as applicable for such comments made by various individuals not only within the Republican Party though also other law enforcement agency connected officials regarding all such aspects thereof over the decades well before as well as well after such news articles in the current events sections throughout and of the news media before the social media revolution. I would guesstimate if any such connection points are found in addition to when I was growing up in New Jersey what the auditing portions would be considered as in regards of such hypotheticals, and the protections required going forward as to the more inclusion and the furthered advancements of the uses of technology throughout many people's lives as time has and does go on forward; especially for those who have children and/or grandchildren, and/or those who think of the possibility of ever having children and/or having grandchildren in their lives.
In addition to such portions while law makers as well as law enforcement agencies would be the only ones who would technically be covered under the only possibility of the insurance term of coverage, it would not extend outside of such law enforcement agencies into the civilian sector because of the intricacies of the portions referencing the underaged minor aspects as those portions are usually only in reference to the biological adult aspects. However since so many people had been so willing to vote for as well as fight for the election of #POTUS44 POTUS44 Barack Obama, I suppose the acronym regarding his last name extends to the portions currently since then of the One Big A$$ Mistake America(ns) regarding such connection portions thereof hypothetically. I recently heard on the news of a female who had sent flowers to a group of teachers which I had to softly smile to myself regarding my view point as to flower arrangements, as per the ways I personally view such aspects as to when handing over such death in reference to the flower arrangements as gifts and why I have personally refused such types of gifts and only thrown such out in the trash as per the ways I personally view cut flower arrangements as an ironic portion as a twist in certain ways to the situations thereof. I have always referred live plants and/or seeds and/or rhyzomes because of being more about life in comparison, as such life is important to me despite the prettiness referencing cut flower arrangements. While I have given one flower in such a way as to an attached balloon, my reference to such is life continuing onward in comparison to the arrangements which I have refused for decades because of the ways which I view such portions and have been thankful for such aspects being respected at minimum in those particular ways and hope such respect in such ways continue as I do simply just throw such arrangements of cut flowers away in the trash or have used such for composting materials as per my personal viewpoints of such types of cut flower arrangements. Seeing such in #OTC #OTPC #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #OldTennetChurch Old Tennent Presbyterian Church throughout the grounds of the cemetery when growing up as a child fully influenced such a view point for myself, which I think and believe some others have grown to see such reasons for such viewpoints thereof in other such ways; however admittedly I have utilized such cut flower arrangements for other religious purposes, in extremely different circumstances regarding such for cleansings and clearings as required and as needed.
As I grew up in New Jersey and some have known about certain aspects referencing certain portions of what is called the RICO laws I do recall a point in reference to around the time when I was in Vancouver Washington as to the reference of the typewriter tape portions beginning timeframe and the situations already previously described as to an entity regarding the male spirit who continued screaming about Nottingham and the references as to the discussions of telling that spirit he was in the United States of America when a different being who is associated with Zippy as one of Zippy's friends, in regards of a location I once had gone to for adult consenting lifestyle portions which had informed me as to some problems referencing an underground area which nearby to the opening of the location several hundred meters or several miles not far from such an opening was a problem which I was informed of referencing other access points thereof. I have written about the #EOD #EODTech #EODTechnician EOD portions of such concerns more-so though having remembered such, which after a situation yesterday as well as just before such a timeframe of yesterday regarding the situation and the ability to get back to write about such in a more official way as per what was being conveyed via such remembering aspects combined despite the situation incapable for me to be able to explain at such times on the road because of the combinations thereof; the aspects of law enforcement contact about such portions from when in reference to #Vancouver #VancouverWA #VancouverWashington Vancouver Washington as to what was being shown in visions regarding such a location when in San Antonio Texas as well, which adding to the portions as to what I dealt with as a child growing up in New Jersey and doing what I could to explain such was not a simple or easy process at any such times as before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury I was a child and a teenager. After waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury the portions as to explaining such took more time than some were able to tolerate because of how much I had to go over prior to ever going into such details, which as annoyed as those people were was and is nothing in comparison to having to be reminded that I had already told such of the details I had needed to explain prior to being able to get to such points thereof because of what I had always been able to distinguish between the portions of. While I could not remember the specific location itself though having the vision thereof regarding such in conjunction of other such portions prior to the situation to get to as pulling over to scribble such down was not an option because of the details thereof, I had informed the individual male about the concerns I had in reference to certain changes other people were offering to make to the physical portions of his property at the timeframe of because of other such connected.
I did remember the realities in reference to having attempted to explain to my biological father when in the backyard in my house in San Antonio as to sounds he heard as he thought such was stomping around in comparison to what was occurring in reference to what I referred to as legal arguments when upstairs either in the house in New Jersey and/or the house in #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois Crystal Lake Illinois which was accurate in such descriptions, however the situations had more to do with situations referencing situations more closely aligned with the aspects more-so within what I read later known as #BigBlueBook #BBB The Big Blue Book or #BlueBookProject #BBP The Blue Book Project regarding such similarities in other ways though extremely different when in reference to #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving in 2011 as that particular situation in reference to Irving 2011 was far more complex and extremely different in a multitude of ways as that had been the first time I was ever allowed into the crafts which had been within the atmosphere of the earth during the Irving situation in 2011. While the situations as to what I had dealt in reference to my SCUBA Diving more-so in regards of the oceanic portions in comparison to other situations in reference to the fresh water SCUBA Diving as there is a massively huge difference between the areas beyond the salt and the fresh water aspects, the situations at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg location as per pictures able to be seen in such regards are far more odd in multiple reference aspects to the depths thereof within the oceanic areas.
The #BermudaTriangle #BT Bermuda Triangle region of which the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg additionally has other situations as to the depth levels which the only ways which I can explain are as per what those within the #MT #Montana #MontanaVortex Montana Vortex areas have been able to give better wording for such portions of the energetic frequencies in ways which they have been able to go into more of the mathematical and scientific portions of different aspects comparatively to the situations in reference to some aspects as to such portions thereof regarding the location where the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg was put into the ocean to make a location for coral reefs to grow. Of which while some might have laughed at the thought as to what explosions could have occurred if I had not maintained control of myself during my ascension to the surface during my SCUBA Diving in August 2009, the portions as to what is know about the vortex situations regarding the discussions thereof are only for the land aspects. Taking into consideration as to the vastness of the oceanic waters and the fact only 10% of the ocean is known about in depth; there are the realistic portions as to such aspects and attributes, referencing the truth regarding such explosions which could have occurred and the ways which such energetic impulses or a different type of EMP could have been had I not been in control of myself during such times for that SCUBA Dive set. Though much smaller in the music video I have more recently seen in reference to a song called Will Smith - Black Suits Comin' (Nod Ya Head) ft. Tra Knox and an extremely different coloration and shape in reference to the point in the video with a kind-of tentacle situation referencing the song, I suppose I can joke in reference to my SCUBA Dive mask only needed to be cleared in comparison to having to have my SCUBA Dive mask or in the video the sunglasses returned to the male in the video by the female as per the bent metal location thereof regarding when deeper within the water aspects; though not in reference to who I call Bo-Bo in such references, as Bo-Bo was thankful in comparison.
While I did not know if that particular individual had such abilities to pick up such energetic portions referencing certain types of studies thereof, the aspects as to having brought up my personal concerns as to the energetic frequencies I was noticing and the screams thereof I was hearing in the distance when near the doorway was discussed as I was concerned as to him and/or others being wrongly accused of such connection aspects as per the opening for one way into the location being nearby to where I could hear the echoing in the underground regions. Not being able to distinguish because of what possibilities in reference to the ways which the underground caverns with the stalactites and stalagmites bounce such sound waves regarding such screams if I was correct regarding such sounds heard from the distance and how far such could have been considered for such underground portions of such screams and cries, it reminded me of situations referencing the well area in the property of the house I grew up in New Jersey in a different way comparatively. There was a dog which I had been given which my son had for awhile named Harley Quinn which my daughter had been around when she was out of the hospitals, though the dog was incapable of calming down when anyone or not was at that location; which as some know as to how dogs pick up and that particular breed had been an Australian Shepherd and a Blue Heeler mixture, those two breeds are both working dogs which the dog could not stay calm no matter what as I was explained regarding before taking her in for awhile before getting her to an individual who had a farm on the southside of #mysa #SanAntonioTX #SanAntoonioTexas San Antonio Texas which was going to herd sheep as I was told.
If I was accurate regarding what I had discussed with that male more specifically regarding what energetic portions I had picked up as well as what I thought I heard in the distance as per the additional portions referencing the dog's behavioural aspects as per the contact regarding law enforcement because of the situations additionally in reference to when in Vancouver Washington, I did not know what else to do in such aspects regarding what was being picked up when even further away from Texas when in Washington state regarding such portions as per the opening as well as the ways which the natural stone formations echo soundwaves regarding the cries and the screams I was hearing in addition to the energetic portions picked up before the changes started occurring to his property regarding the stones which were a similar color to a location within the state of Texas in the Austin area as to an energetic portions referencing what I had seen and noticed in reference to the second floor and the trash compactor with the fresh paint in the nearby area of that property out in the country-ish area in the city of Austin Texas or nearby to the city of Austin off of the I35 highway somewhere. I did try to make attempts to figure out where the places were in different times when I had returned to the state of Texas in 2019 without being able to remember which ways to go in such references, though the energetic portions were not as heavy as they were before I wound up in #WA #Washington #WashingtonState Washington state. I hope, in positive ways comparatively regarding such aspects thereof. The agony I could pick up during such time while going through what was going on in reference to my daughter and my son and I was already a heavy burden as per the situations which had occurred in reference to, however the additional portions thereof as to what I had picked up energetically and hearing was far too much for me as a Mom. The aspects of having woken up from my coma in San Antonio Texas at Fort Sam Houston which I do not know the distance from #JBSA #FortSamHouston BAMC/SAMC to that particular location and/or where the location was in reference to the screams and the cries I heard at such times in 2012, I could not deny now in 2021 seeing an odd connectionary portion in reference to one of my Matrons named #KuanYin Kuan Yin though also in other aspects as to a different Matron of mine referencing #Kali #KaliMa Kali Ma.
In such references regarding the ritual I had done when I was 13 years old in what became my room in the house I grew up in New Jersey which had been a 7 day ritual regarding a combination of situations referencing how I had already been seeing certain visions more frequently in combinations with the nightmare portions, I knew that ritual would be more helpful in various ways which at such times I was unable to put into words for such portions. Around the fifth evening of such the candle flames grew so large in all of the areas on the taper candles, the wax had caught on fire which I needed to take care of immediately and did what was needed to keep such fires contained regarding the levels wo which the flames grew as such almost fully overtook the walls and the ceilings regarding the levels of the energetic portions thereof within my room. When I ran down the stairs in comparison to that point in time of what I usually had done in reference to going to watch Sailor Moon as per the ways to prevent being heard when I went down the stairs, by the time I had gotten to the bottom of the stairs my biological mother asked me what was going on and why I was out of the room instead; which I knew I could not tell her about the flames or the situations thereof, which I simply went to the bathroom as she sked me why she smelled smoke though saw no flames. I shrugged my shoulders to make my way to get a damp towel to take care of what was needed regarding the walls and the ceiling, to clean up the residual charring of the areas so no one except me would know where such occurred to be able to make sure the situations were not problematic which I was fully successful in regards of as no one knew until I told them about such over 5-7 years later.
I had told my biological father in part about the aspects in reference to the sounds he had yelled at me about in reference to what he thought was stomping though had been as best explained in what words I had after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the legal defenses referencing the portions in regards to after the situation with Brian Cantrell, as there were situations when at #BaptistCampLebanon #BCL #lebanonNJ #LebanonNewJersey Baptist Camp Lebanon the year before as well as the year of before the situation regarding the court which if correct either Rachel lived in or the court situation had been in or near Woodbridge New Jersey referencing that assault. In my opinion I think if there are legal name changes there should be a notation on identification cards for such clarifications to be safe for all such people who have ever dealt with various situations to assist in the safety of people who have been put through various situations on whichever side to ensure the requirements of ability to track such situations, just in case for the safety of because of the ease to change a legal name especially in reference for the safety and the security of children because of the ramifications which have already occurred and/or could occur though hopefully such not being a problem any further referencing such; as while good behaviour can be managed for time, there are those who wish they could maintain such longer than thought. The legalities of which hopefully such portions have already been looked into because of the multitude of those types of people who have had the finances over such years to do so though the safety situations in all such ways having needed to be looked into for much longer than more recently as per this posting, as the realistic portions as to what I had been told by a neighbor I had when at my house in San Antonio Texas which she had received a card in the mail about an assailant who had did as he had and I had recommended her looking into #LawOrder #LawOrderSVU #SVU Law & Order SVU. It had assisted me in certain ways as per the fact of not having received the ability of justice for what occurred to me when I was a teenager and for quite some time which admittedly even now I have issues believing there is actual justice knowing the fact of such being a drama series, though the hope for such to be real justice able to be seen in real life for the situations I have dealt with over such years before then as well as since then as to the problems I had gone through and survive(d) to live on. Admittedly in that particular situation I had not ever gotten over the problems which occurred because of Brian Cantrell though mainly because if what happened because of Rachael having lied as he had no interest in her whatsoever, and had been annoyed by her overdramatic aspects for her wishes for more attention than she had already gotten in ways which she wanted attention from her father in comparison; which while he had done what he had to me needlessly and wrongly as per my age as well as other such aspects, the situations which my biological mother and biological sister's responses were the portions as to which had a lasting impact because of the ways which such responses were. Compiling such portions because of those aspects were under investigation in a combination of because of prior reports made in reference to how I was being treated, which few ever believed me back then or later on because of the viewpoint well before the physical viewpoint of what I look as now.
When you are guilty, you are guilty. It is as simple as that, when you are innocent you are innocent; resources and finances should not be a specific in reference to whether justice is carried out in my opinion. The aspects as to a multitude of other portions from my childhood and teenager years in New Jersey and later in Illinois of the situations regarding the sky aspects as to such traveling in multitudes and the lights thereof with the beings before SCUBA Diving were a constant for me, which as few believed me when I was a child about such times as to those particular aspects thereof and later onwards regarding such; has been a situation which has been a needless additional burden regarding such because of the realities, yet maybe one day those portions will be more well known as to the amount of times I have explained such in person prior to putting into writing. The only people from my childhood which believed me at the times were my Grandpa Gavett, my Bok Gung, my Bok Pu, Sony/Sonja, Joe/Jose, and my Big Blood Brother Damien at such times and not many have specifically said anything to me in truth about such beliefs in words when discussing with me of any such portions. Thus because of such I just have not had any need nor requirement to push such further for discussions as per having already put such out in ways which has already been done so and though I had planned on discussing certain portions yesterday as per such a meeting among other topic points, there was not the need nor requirement as per the ways which such situations had occurred in which when going back and the situations thereof went as such had the annoyances thereof regarding such prior situations as to how such had already gone in such ways was only another reminder as to the levels of which that viewpoint of which the wondering as to why even bothering to go for such aspects has been as has been. It is beyond annoying in such ways to have had to go to the levels which I personally have regarding the literal lengths and distances I have personally gone to defending such on earth regarding the amount of times thereof and when the points of which having driven after all such portions of working for the transfer additionally has been such a situation, I truly wonder what the need for such is at this point to ever go forward with such aspects any further. How many times I personally have done what was required is countless and innumeral regarding such portions and as the situations referencing how while 11 September 2001 was not nearly as bad as it could have been thankfully, the same needless patterns of behaviour have continued onward as per the ways which such has over the years. Since there are those who think they can do better than I in such reference aspects there is now the wondering if that should be considered as per such aspects, and yet what would their training be and how could they prepare?
A video game and a movie are not helpful for such aspects, and yet so many have seemingly preferred such in comparison as I have seen repeatedly. The irony about how many have complained about having to hear me repeat myself when the reverse can be said in reference to how annoying it is that I have had to repeat myself in reference to such specific portions regarding safety aspects, especially in such references as to such portions in which those aspects had not particularly been gone into much details over the years in person as much; though in such regards, why would I bother in such ways as quite frankly the situations for discussions have required in person meetings in comparison to writing such. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that when discussing such even in reference to writing portions in this reference, means the information is out there for anyone and everyone to read regarding such aspects. I did not think it took a head injury to figure out especially in reference to Irving 2001, the mandatory requirement for in person discussions referencing such specific aspects. However others' egos are others' egos referencing such portions, as per how such has been seen in whichever ways thereof; just the same in reference to the treatment portions, in such regards. However while I have been thankful for the transfer to finally have gone through, the portions as to the reasons why have yet to be gone over in such in person ways as per the requirement as to such in person ways. Since I have seen more recently the Bumblebee movie and the ironic portions thereof in such references, does such really have to get to those levels of or is it something which takes a head injury to figure out better ways as to not repeat such portions even if only in reference since so many people prefer movies in such regards; despite the idiocies of those who do that live action role play childish garbage in my opinion such as the Excalibur Faire problems. Those garbage antics which I refused back then and still refuse as to why I just walk away from those portions when I pick up the slightest inclinations thereof to such aspects, because I live life in comparison to pretending those portions the ways which such types of people have chosen to do so of their own freewill; which for those who do believe, just think of how you look to such beings out in the Milky Way Galaxy and in the universe portions, as to your antics thereof in such regards. Think of how you are viewed for such choices when you have been able to verify various aspects as to the truths I have spoken as well as the truths I have put into writing in reference to my non-fiction books, and think about how those beings think of you after all of the times I had defended human beings in such comparison aspects.
While Patti Stewart may have hypothetically physically looked more innocent in the ways which cherubim faces in such references to the images thereof on gravestones after the original Death Angel, who actually was and remains as such? Who actually stood with in public settings as to such females which are usually kept hidden in comparison, even if such situations were stirred up in other such ways comparatively? Who without any shame did so, despite whatever assumptions were made referencing such aspects? Who saw more available than such aspects and pushed for such educational portions as well as pushed or more of such in the light out in the open, while accepting such without judgements in such ways; whether a male submissive or a Female Dominant, Professional of such or not? Who saw the availability for such portions in a multitude of ways referencing such aspects beyond the precision portions, and saw more intelligence than what simply met the eyes in regards of the physical portions? Who stood and stands for truth and genuine equality, in comparison to a carrot being held off in the distance on a stick somewhere else? Who could see the precision being important for certain aspects, while also seeing the importance as to the intelligence some could not see past the pretty face thereof regarding the more normal or common view of such aspects? Who prefers females and males to earn such on their own accord, despite whatever employment aspects chosen or what-have-you in whichever regards thereof?
What does that make you people in such regards, other than as the song says...pretenders...
Irony as to the name of the school and the realnesses thereof in a multitude of ways, who is the real mccoy compared to...or possibly, I could be considered as a little hasty, though am I? What an ironic portion to part of my name more specifically in reference to MeeLing, regarding other aspects more well known to some and the McCoys and the Hastings I suppose. #McCoys #Hastings
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