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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

20 Year Memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 By A New Jersey-ian

In the aspects as to continuing from the earlier post which will be in the lower half of this post for the actual day of the 20 year memorial of the attacks on 11 September 2001 as per the earlier post with one day until the 20 year memorial to the attacks on 11 September 2001, as to the portions of the situations regarding after meeting with the Pastor of the #FirstPresbyterian #FirstPresbyterianChurch First Presbyterian Church in #Scottsdale #ScottsdaleAZ #ScottsdaleArizona #AZ #Arizona #Arizonastate Scottsdale/#Phoenix #PhoenixAZ #PhoeixArizona Phoenix and the bathing suit as well as clothing upon looking over such aspects as per the pool as well as in reference to my swimming in conjunction with my SCUBA Diving style for such aspects to the references of. As I recall going through the different bags and looking through the multitude of clothing and was confused as to the portions in reference to the clothing as well as my bathing suits, I knew something was off though could not figure out what the problems were as to such as I guesstimate in reference to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. I had begun to write in my notebooks I found furiously in hopes to work towards remembering what was needed, in hopes to help put the pieces of the proverbial puzzle together because of all of the problems which had occurred up to that point in time and what I knew was needed for the safety of my son as well as the safety for my daughter as well as my own safety as per the ways which the Stoney LaRue concert had gone in conjunction with the other aspects already having gone over in a multitude of writings.



Th problems seen within the SCUBA Diving aspects, the McCoy Elementary School and Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as well as their lawyers in conjunction with the law firms involved; the aspects as to the adult consenting lifestyle communities I had once been a part of, as well as my children’s biological extensions to their lives, I knew there were too many aspects with the knowledge as to several other aspects I have written about and/or discussed depending upon certain specific topics. While I do not need to go into the specifics as to my SCUBA Diving without the correct protocols as to such being followed, I also do not need to go into the specifics regarding several other facets as per protocols being followed correctly. The needless additional aspects of the time to be able to take care of situations as per the royalty checks I earned in conjunction with several other portions of my credit due, the regards as to how situations occurred in the latter portions of the regards to such situations has been reviewed in multiple aspects thereof. In turn the medical which could have been taken care of in regards of the needless additional pain as to my headaches and migraines because of my teeth situation, in turn is an additional set of situations regarding such portions of proven biases and treatments as to prior writings as per found as the situations are able to be found.



In turn the legal aspects as to the justice for me as required with the additional points as to my status as to the requirements thereof additionally, means the legal aspects as to the ADA among other portions already brough forward as to such aspects of which are for my best interests as well as others’ best interests regarding the facts which have already been brought forward as well as the portions thereof as to whether or not some want to believe such portions as to the oceanic aspects thereof. Thus the needless aspects as to the ways which should have learned from history already as to the amount of Nikola Tesla situations as to what could have been sooner regarding paperwork there are those who still have yet to be able to crack the code upon, in such references as to the length of time regarding such aspects as to why would anyone think that would work ever again as to the same ways as per the length of such clock aspects thereof? Additionally to the facts as to the proofs of which have repeatedly been gone over, as many complaints as I have dealt with as to how repetitive I have been one would think it would not take a head injury to figure out to go through protocol standards as to such portions of actually getting to speak with in person compared to the lies needlessly as per such problems which have been proven to be shown regarding such aspects as to the truth being told. Thus the regards as to what revelations have been brought forward, have been done so already and the merging and the clarifications thereof have been enough for all such realities of such to collide regarding the trth and realities in full in all such ways for the clarifications thereof.



In turn the aspects after being told by how I had to deal with the Stoney LaRue concert aspects and such portions thereof additionally, as to the time of the technology reviews to the facebook and the fetlife aspects through the live feed at the time when in Arizona and standing in the same room as both of them in the year of 2013 in the month of August if I recall correctly; in turn the aspects as to the ways the situations went when I was in Portland Oregon at events to the aspects of Arizona at the one event, to the situations regarding additionally when in the SeaTac area of Washington state at Club Sapphire. In turn the aspects of each individual who had known of my name as per already having told people when in the state of Texas as to such in Oregon as well as Washington, means the individuals who once knew me in person and/or may have recognized me from online made the choice on their own to remain quiet about such aspects in comparison. Since the reality as to the facts of in Washington state later around the year of 2016 or 2017 of being informed some though I reminded them of the character named Dory from the Finding Nemo movies, I admitted with swiftness as to the aspects as to my name as I had already told people I woke up in the state of Texas at Fort Sam Houston multiple times and spoke with people from Texas after having informed them as well as having lived there.



I am not from Texas, I am from where I was born and raised which is the state of New Jersey. As per the amount of people in the state of Texas who have repeatedly gone on about their so-called proudness and pride for the aspects thereof, while I could have stomped back and brought up the Original 13 Colonies as I have more recently; I figured the portion as to what I said about when the Chili Cookoff occurred when I won first place, was enough regarding my stance as to such portions of the 13 original colonies for those who understand or understood history for such aspects as to that male who threw a temper tantrum about his great-great-great-grandpappy in comparison to the facts as to New Jersey and the Yankee portions all rolled into one for such return response. I did not realize I had to hold the hand of such to then grab a binky to pacify through explaining with longer amounts of words more slowly for the capabilities to know from the information to think about such, and then to understand the levels of differences between to the founding years of the state of Texas to the Yankee aspect as to New Jersey as well as the original 13 colonies portions. However since such needed to be clarified the state of Texas was officialized in the year of 1845 on the 29th of December, whereas the state of New Jersey was officially recognized as a state in the year of 1787 on the 18th of December.



While I could be ornery and bring up there is a 58 year difference between the states’ officialization in years more specifically using my saying, I will simply be ornery in saying I find it funny as to the day which the state of Texas has to my birthday as to the day of New Jersey being the age I turned after I woke up from my coma in the state of Texas after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. While I could be ornery by pointing out the year of age in the year of Texas for the first two numbers to my age when I woke up for my first birthday within the state of Texas as to the POTUS election cycle regarding the 2020 election cycle, I will simply point out the #electionintegritymetters #electionintefrity election integrity aspects. Though I could be ornery as to pointing out the first two numbers as to the year of the age I was when I had fought to be emancipated as to the last portions of such a year being which individual those within the state of Texas had chosen to believe first for the first year after my biological sister’s birth year in the 1900s regarding such, I can simply remind there is a bit of salt in the water in the Gulf of Mexico for such a situation of reference to the aspects thereof with a few larger sized boats in the area to look at for a different viewpoint thereof for such situations. Though I could remind of the aspects as to the forced marriage situation aspects thereof to the fact that by both years the aspects of the Civil War had not been fought and won by the northern states and those within the Union aspects as to the two different years, I suppose I can make a joke sarcastically in reference to the month nonetheless for the forced marriage view point as well as the month I knew I was pregnant with each time of each pregnancy regarding both my son as well as my daughter.



However, that would be if I was being ornery to utilize such a saying of mine comparatively to pointing out the facts. Can you see and notice a difference to such aspects, for the simplicities?



Nonetheless as to having realized there are only a few times when I have not dressed up for Halloween as to situations which each individual can review for themselves as to such regarding overall timeframes, as to the coinky dinks thereof in reference to. In the year of 1992 I did not dress up for Halloween because of the facts as to having been sick with Mono, Epstein Bar, Bronchitis, Lymes Disease, and the Flu all at the same time; I also did not dress up for Halloween the way I would normally in the years of 1997 or 1998 of which, while I did dress up for Halloween in 1999 in an outfit I simply could put together just in the nick of time as to the portions thereof for the Halloween festivities. I chose not to in the year of 1997 because of my childhood friend Big Blood Brother’s death, my Bok Gung’s death, as well as later a few other situation. I did not dress up for Halloween in the year of 1998 because of being mad at the fact I knew I had earned first place in the International Tae Kwando competition and it was my protest as to any such portions in full, because of the situations additionally due to Baptist Camp Lebanon that year and my dog’s death.



Since such portions as to how to view however such will review the coinky dinks as to the first year regarding 2013 Halloween I did technically get dressed up for Halloween and then later changed my outfit from the blue and silver colored Ninja outfit I had put together before changing into my corset outfit at the Velvet Rope, then from the year of 2014 through 2015 I did not dress up for Halloween because of not feeling as I wanted to because of what work was more important to me to get taken care of for such aspects of what I had been working on. While I did get dressed up for Halloween in the years of 2016 and 2017, those if I remember correctly were the last two times I had dressed up for Halloween with two different outfits as per the Fridays as well as the Saturdays of each year in 2016 and 2017. In the years of 2018, 2019, and 2020 I did not get dressed up for Halloween though in such math portions in a different way that would technically be the covered aspects as to the two other years as to an all in one sort of viewpoint to the regards thereof. In turn as to whether or not I feel like doing anything for this Halloween is what it will be regarding such aspects, though the irony as to the last outfits I had dressed up for Halloween when in the state of Texas were the Pumpkin Queen as a female version of the Nightmare before Christmas aspects as well as what I learned later is called the Green Phoenix as to the irony referencing Arizona and the burned cacti looking red for some odd cross reference aspects thereof. In turn while I could dress in a Halloween costume and I do have something I could put together if I really wanted to, the lack of the requirement as to such aspects as to what I feel in comparison has been the aspect of which to take into the consideration thereof. Though it almost feels a bit eerie putting such in writing as to not having any need or want to dress up for Halloween as per the ways such situations have gone over such times, regarding the facts thereof.



In turn as the irony of how much my son and my daughter liked the movie just as much as I do, I almost feel it might be a bit befitting regarding the proverbial metaphors in reference to my daughter’s favorite character song as to what occurs after the Oogie Boogie Song when the hero of the story steps into end and fully destroy the Oogie Boogie monster for everyone else’s safety and betterment within the movie reference as to the irony about pop culture. My son’s favorite song had been the opening song as to This is Halloween regarding the movie, which I see as a different irony in such regards thereof.



In reference to the lyrics of the two songs which are the favorites of my children regarding my son James’ favorite song first #Letters4James: This Is Halloween! #NightmareBeforeChristmas #NBC


Boys and girls of every age

Wouldn't you like to see something strange?

Come with us and you will see

This, our town of Halloween

This is Halloween, this is Halloween

Pumpkins scream in the dead of night

This is Halloween, everybody make a scene

Trick or treat 'til the neighbors gonna die of fright

It's our town, everybody scream

In this town of Halloween

I am the one hiding under your bed

Teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red

I am the one hiding under your stairs

Fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair

This is Halloween, this is Halloween

Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

In this town we call home

Everyone hail to the pumpkin song

In this town, don't we love it now?

Everybody's waiting for the next surprise

Round that corner, man hiding in the trash can

Something's waiting now to pounce, and how you'll

Scream! This is Halloween

Red 'n' black, and slimy green


{(Can anyone see any references seen in regards to one specific tattoo of mine as well as Austin to the area as well as dancing, to the portions as to the situations regarding other situations though also up to Washington state in conjunction to the stand your ground laws within the area of Austin Texas for any and all such connections regarding from the year of 2000 after I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in all such portions thereof additionally to Brackenridge as to the stand your ground laws and protections thereof in addition to the way I have stood up for the rights of the military members as to the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans and their dependent(s) as well as those with Blue Identification Card Holders of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America? Which one individual town is the only cemetery location which I did not pick up the aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project pieces for the historical and spiritual rubbings, and what is coming up soon referencing such aspects which are protected by the Constitutional Rights as well as the Stand Your Ground Laws within the state of Texas for such looks thereof from Halloween as well as into the days of which the Dios de los Meurtos levels of the celebrations for such aspects to take into consideration?)}



Aren't you scared?

Well, that's just fine

Say it once, say it twice

Take a chance and roll the dice

Ride with the moon in the dead of night

Everybody scream, everybody scream

In our town of Halloween!

I am the clown with the tear-away face

Here in a flash and gone without a trace

I am the "who" when you call, "Who's there?"

I am the wind blowing through your hair

I am the shadow on the moon at night

Filling your dreams to the brim with fright

This is Halloween, this is Halloween

Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

Halloween! Halloween!

Tender lumplings everywhere

Life's no fun without a good scare

That's our job, but we're not mean

In our town of Halloween

In this town

Don't we love it now?

Everyone's waiting for the next surprise

Skeleton Jack might catch you in the back

And scream like a banshee

Make you jump out of your skin

This is Halloween, everybody scream

Won't you please make way for a very special guy

Our man jack is King of the Pumpkin patch

Everyone hail to the Pumpkin King now

This is Halloween, this is Halloween

Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

In this town we call home

Everyone hail to the pumpkin song

Halloween! Halloween!

Halloween! Halloween!

Halloween! Halloween!

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Danny Elfman

This Is Halloween lyrics © Buena Vista Music Co., Buena Vista Music Company



I think those references are good enough as there are plenty of additional portions which the song does fit several aspects, as to other ironies regarding such portions thereof as previously written about and mentioned in other such aspects.




Now in reference to my daughter’s #Letters4Lidia favorite song as to The Nightmare Before Christmas of the Oogie Boogie Song in reference to the aspects as I have explained in more aspects of writing than discussions as to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as well as the credits due to me as to the additional portions of the three volumes of “The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” in conjunction to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” for such aspects thereof:



Well, well, well, what have we here?

Sandy Claws, huh?

Ooh, I'm really scared!

So you're the one everybody's talkin' about, ha ha ha!

You're jokin', you're jokin'

I can't believe my eyes

You're jokin' me, you gotta be

This can't be the right guy

He's ancient, he's ugly

I don't know which is worse

I might just split a seam now

If I don't die laughing first

When Mr. Oogie Boogie says

There's trouble close at hand

You'd better pay attention now

'Cause I'm the Boogie Man

And if you aren't shakin'

There's something very wrong

'Cause this may be the last time

You hear the boogie song

Woah (Woah)

Woah (Woah)

Woah (Woah)

Oh, (he's the) Oogie Boogie Man

Well, if I'm feelin' antsy

And I've nothin' much to do

I might just cook a special batch

Of snake and spider stew

And don't you know the one thing

That would make it work so nice?

A roly-poly Sandy Claws to add a little spice

Woah (Woah)

Woah (Oh)

Woah (Yeah)

I'm (he's) the Oogie Boogie Man

Release me now

Or you must face the dire consequences

The children are expecting me

So please, come to your senses

Ha! You're jokin', you're jokin'

I can't believe my ears

Would someone shut this fella up

I'm drownin' in my tears

It's funny, I'm laughing

You really are too much

And now, with your permission

I'm going to do my stuff

What are you going to do?

I'm gonna do the best I can

Woah! The sound of rollin' dice

To me is music in the air

'Cause I'm a gamblin' Boogie Man

Although I don't play fair

It's much more fun, I must confess

When lives are on the line

Not mine, of course, but yours, old boy

Now that'd be just fine

Release me fast or you will have to

Answer for this heinous act {( The aspects to a spiritual marriage regarding the permanency thereof regarding in reference to my dead-ex-husband as to such portions as to the facts as to the promises made in reference to what I had already warned would be permanent if the situations continued as to which they have as per the contractual agreement between as per the aspects of only having had a legal arrangement and the stand your ground laws in my favor when taking such additionally into the consideration as to how many had chosen to stand aside and do nothing while watching as such chose; hypothetically might make a bit more sense as to such portions and the ways which the moon phases as well as the times of the year, do impact the mental health as to individuals as per proven facts thereof especially in the regards as to how my Medal of Honor Art Project had been in such regards as to the normalcy as well as the election integrity and other such fact checking portions to take into consideration. If there have been those who have wished to use any such portions of their biased portions already having been proven before my return to the state of Texas after I had wound up in Washington state and have proven as to such capacities of my responsibilities though wish to try to use the religious portions which are a part of my Religious Freedoms )}

Oh, brother, you're something

You put me in a spin!

You aren't comprehending

The position that you're in

It's hopeless, you're finished

You haven't got a prayer!

'Cause I'm Mr. Oogie Boogie

And you ain't going nowhere

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Danny Elfman

Oogie Boogie's Song lyrics © Buena Vista Music Co., Buena Vista Music Company, Buena Vista Publishing Co.



Additionally to the facts as to the Active Duty status regarding the situation referencing the people I met in San Antonio Texas then went to Austin Texas as to the rave as well as the Brackenridge situation to then be returned to Medical Hold Unit to JBSA to speak with CID as well, by the technicalities of which the stand your ground laws for those in Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veterans/Blue Identification Card Status of/for the Armed Forces of/for United States of the United States of America as well as the dependents thereof, by legal definition technicalities; that would mean by all such laws, I was and am legally in the right as to such stand your ground laws in conjunction to having begun my social media accounts within the state of Texas more officially for the majority of such social media accounts, which in turn the aspects as to my legal rights and protections thereof for all such portions as to my Stand Your Ground Laws Rights in such additional aspects to all and any such connection portion in any/all such ways by the legal technicalities of such protections in my favor.



However by such technicalities those within and connected to where I was specifically at the first portions as to the rights thereof for such Stand Your Ground Laws and thus in turn the aspects as to Military City USA in reference to San Antonio Texas as well as through Texas because of, then additionally to the aspects as to Illinois to the portions of New Jersey as well as the east coast portions thereof in references from such times beginning officially within the year of 2000 by the legal definitions thereof when taking in consideration my legal rights to the aspects of which I have stood my ground as to protect and defend whereas best possible in such references thereof in the capacities of which I have proven as per what background portions as to additional aspects I specifically earned on my own as to my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in addition to my defense capabilities in regards to my Ordained Reverend aspects thereof for such additional review of such legal rights and protections I have. In turn the aspects additionally to my writings as well as my copyrights to my intellectual property rights as well as my life, limbs, and such physical/mental/emotional/sexual/spiritual protection rights as per my right to Stand My Ground Laws in such reference aspects thereof to my Constitutional Rights as per the Federal portions from the beginning within the aspects of the local state levels due to such portions regarding the rave and Brackenridge.



Thus the aspects as to the transfer processes brought forward for those in reference to the federal levels of law enforcement to the apartment complex situations regarding instead of the sister properties more so, the situation as to the orders abilities regarding the aspects as to the 30 days per the Active Duty Status in the official capacities as per the prior writings up for such points to the processing thereof to the protection rights for additional assistances if the transfers for such employment aspects had been needed for the prior individuals as to such identification cards as per the federal status levels thereof to consider for such legislative reviews for the various individuals within the levels of such. In the regards as to my Medal of Honor Art Project and all such connections before to such points in turn means the extension portion thereof to the regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project which in conjunction to my SCUBA Diving as well as all such books and writings as per such, the protection rights in full in all ways to and of my works in full as to my rights to stand my grounds as per the statutes within the laws within the state of Texas and the extensions thereof.



In additional references regarding any and all such aspects as to various individuals and interpersonal connections from the point beginning immediately after the rave Brackenridge situation, in full portions thereof would be the official beginning as to the rights for me to stand my ground in all such defenses for any and/or all offenses towards my and mine in regards of directions as to any and all formats as to such regards thereof; by the official standards as to the laws thereof which I suppose I can sarcastically write as to the childhood rhyme, I’m rubber you’re glue whatever negative(s) you do/say to/about me bounces off of me and sticks to you sort of aspects. That extends to the justified as to there regards as to what/who/where/when/how I protect in such references thereof. Thus in reference to how individuals who had gone after my son and my daughter and I in whichever ways thereof, by technicalities in all such references as per if met after the point in time of my official standpoint thereof in the month of August 2000 by official standards would grant me all such authorities and all such immunities in fulness completely for me at the minimum.



In such aspects if I was in a willing friendship and/or relationship and something had occurred due to another individual’s involvement as to cause such harm, would then mean my rights to stand my ground so long as there was not any harm towards my son and/or my daughter and/or I in such a process thereof by said hypothetical individual as per the aspects thereof already having been discussed as to per such discussion(s) and/or portions in more recent times after my initial social media accounts and such initial situations would in turn mean of my ability and my right to protect and defend as per as many throughout the state of Texas who have professed and chanted about such rights as to standing one’s ground by all such technicalities as well as such additional portions thereof as per written about in my various books whether non-fiction and/or fiction as per my statements thereof as to my social media accounts as to my website as to the combinations thereof as to such protection rights in my favor at all times with such additional filings as per the ways as to do the best I could to figure the situations out regarding such aspects and face4ts thereof.



The reference as to how I wound up in Washington state additionally as to such protectionary rights due to the social media official connections in the legalities thereof in addition to the portions of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America in conjunction to my pictures and/or videos of any and all types whether I took the pictures and/or videos and/or I was in such pictures and/or videos as to the protection aspects thereof, as well as to my right to stand my ground. Thus if any even if only one individual had been from the state of Texas when I was in Washington state regarding living in the area who had caused any such problems, then such would automatically instantly extend such portions and any following afterwards towards my daughter and/or my son and/or I in any such ways including regarding technology as per the facts as to needing to use technology dev ices for such social media aspects as to the extension portions of my rights to stand my ground to protect myself as well as what is mine and all such aspects thereof and therein.



In turn any and every aspect as per the truth proven additionally adds rights to my ability for such legal protections in my favor as to standing my ground in reference to any such aspects thereof, which in addition due to the aspects of the facts as to the US Space Force as per the Department of Defense and the NASA components for such regards as to the more officially-ish known portions of the Irving 2011 situation as to having stood my ground despite the situations thereof in the defenses thereof for such aspects thereof as to the United States of America and the world for such references as to the additional aspects as to my SCUBA Diving specifically within the oceanic waters. However in such regards as to how I have seen my 10 year anniversary to my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications despite not having said or written much at the yearly mark of such an anniversary to my SCUBA Diving as I had other situations which were more important in my opinion as to bringing such up during the yearly mark as per by the time of the first year anniversary, to my survival of my #GeneralHoytVandenberg #USSVandenberg #USNSVandenberg #Vandenbderg USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg SCUBA Dive had been in August 2010 at the #FloridaKeys #KeyWest #FL #Florida #Floridastate.



Thus I figured with everything I was dealing with if there was any reason for me to pay attention otherwise, those who I once knew in SCUBA Diving who were instructors at such times would have been intelligent enough to simply speak with me instead of ever assume as per the classes which discuss Dive Plans regarding the requirement of communication before ever SCUBA Diving. However since the year of 2019 as to my 10 year anniversary of earning such as well as surviving went as it had when I returned to the state of Texas after how I wound up in Washington state with my minor son; I lost hope in all such individuals in all such ways as to the times, by when I had to get all such squared away because of the San Antonio Family Court situation. Thus when I made the video about how I was at my last straw, that was my lowest point on earth regarding the combined situations thereof and my last hope or belief there was much or anything I could ever rely on as per how many aspects I had gone through to be able to do the best I possibly could for the situations at such times by that year in 2013 or possibly 2012.



Thus now in the year of 2021 with the memorial of the attacks as to the day of 11 September 2001, I have not ever understood as to why anyone has ever called it an anniversary as an anniversary celebrates life and survival through trials and tribulations. It is a happy time which dancing and celebrations occur in comparison to the somberness and seriousness in reference to all of those who have been lost due to the attacks on 11 September 2001 and the Iraq War and Afghanistan War which followed thereafter immediately due to such attacks and events thereof. Thus with each year of the amount of people who have been able to live and survive the portions after the attacks of 11 September 2001 and the situations thereof thereafter while it is important to celebrate life, the fact of calling such an anniversary when it is a memorial or a deathiversay realistically; that is something which such situations as per the descriptions thereof as to such portions of those who have such political virtue signaling regarding the situations regarding the memorial day of 11 September 2001 to such terrorist attacks, have been a disgrace as to certain types of situations knowing my biological sister and biological mother as to the political family of the Millers are not the only individuals who have done so for the political portions of such virtue signaling in my opinion as to having seen such before regarding others who have not actually endured such hardship as to knowing of how many people had the nerve to complain about the video footage and the news media coverage regarding within the first full month after the day of 11 September 2001. In turn such aspects as to the ways of listening to such in the year of 2001 after already surviving only 1.5 years after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the rave situations as to the Brackenridge portions, my infuriation as to the civilian sector as to the amount of whining and complaints which came from such annoyed me beyond abilities to express my words in a clear manner as to the ways later of such discussions and writings thereof. I told people I once knew about this sort of situation in person, though they thought I was joking as to such just as they thoughts I was joking about the facts of my problems with those people who have stolen valor.



I have the ability to laugh at myself, though it does not change the facts as to the realities just as to comedians who know; there is truth behind every joke which is a personal joke, as to the ways as to telling the story about the joke to laugh. Christopher Titus put such perfectly regarding situations he had witnessed as a child and teenager, and then later into adult life. He thought if there were more abilities for comedy to bring forward the relief to assist with the mental health crisis, his Mom would have been in a better place in comparison to what occurred in regards thereof. I had believed he was correct, in such thoughts. I do not know when I heard those words from him speaking officially, though I remember being in Arizona the first time I heard that voice come across saying such in a vision and that would be when in Scottsdale Arizona of having stopped at an Open Mic comic location because of knowing I needed to deal with several situations all in one stop. I hoped it would be a way which possibly would make sense as to such portions as to the previous writing aspects as to the ways which did not go in reference to the aspects of the adult lifestyle location, thus when going to the Open Mic and knowing there was a possibility as to not having to officially say something though officially saying something as to what I had hoped would be that male’s lack of ability to realize as to the fact of certain situations would not be able to be denied to those people who knew me in person and would somehow sleuth such together as to the problems as per having been told in person.



He did not know how I had told people over the years in person as to how much I fought to stay in the state of Texas during the IRR situation and the problems thereof, in such regards I did not know who would be able to put such together; though I knew there were some people who had been annoyed as to how I had to bring such up, because of how they saw the situations during such times as to whichever combinations thereof. In turn while that male from the Stoney LaRue concert situation did not know as to what I did growing up in New Jersey as to certain types of underground-ish upcoming locations, as to the possibility somewhere in comparison to the adult lifestyle location as to the possibility of someone somewhere recognizing such as well as certain specifics. In such additional references as to the Velvet Rope after a point when I was able to be alone in the club in comparison to being babysat by how I wound up in Washington state when volunteering, I had asked the owners a Marine and his wife about a comedy club open mic sort of situation as per hoping as to the ways which I had attempted regarding those I once knew before winding up in Arizona and before Washington state would have picked up as to the situations as to such times.



The aspects as to my speaking with the person who had told the crowd who would be the next comic on the stage had to take my name down and before we finished talking where I went to go outside, I had been asked if he could take a picture of me to send to his niece because of their game they were playing as per finding colors and he said he found the color red. I joked as per the male being nearby saying he could tell her he found the rainbow as per the ways my hair as well as my tattoos in combination are as he laughed and as I looked over to where the table was referencing the table as to where the situation was. He asked me a few questions and at a point told me he flet as though I would understand having pissed off a congressman as to his situation with his ex-wife and heir daughter, which confused me as to not having known any congressman in my knowledge though having been told of such by the male before the situation regarding the aspects as to the Stoney LaRue concert. The only congress I could think of had ever had any such portions possibly was a situation which had actually been a Governor referencing Governor Christine Todd Whitman, though I knew about the situation referencing Jolliff from when I was in Medical Hold Unit and the situation regarding Webker as to because of both of them giving me alcohol I had gotten an Article 15 and the situations as they knew I was 17 years old as well as they knew I had just woken up less than a month before as to my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training while they were students for the medical aspects or permanent party for the medical portions as to the location of Fort Sam Houston Texas.



I had been informed by CID as to the male Jolliff having been moved to another location because of his dad being a congressman as I was told, and then Webker came after me in my barracks room as the other females did nothing to assist in any way as he was banging on the door and yelling at the time. The levels of my headaches and my migraines were completely fresh as to the short length of time as to having been awake from my coma, and not having had the ability to explain as to the situation as to the levels of the pain because of having to be taught how to speak the name of colors correctly as to the being taught how to count to the number 10; that point in time, I had not learned how to name the colors correctly yet as it had not been learned by those in the Medical Hold Unit orderly room yet; which I hid underneath my bed because the sound was so loud, and I could not handle the pain levels escalaing the pain in my head at the time to do anything or think of what to do as to not knowing what was wrong with me for such. While I made my promise later when I could think more clearly after that portion as to not being anything similar or like the females within the barracks area who did nothing though were in their nearby rooms as well as some walking out of their rooms seeing such to go by the male banging on the door in the hallway to go on with their evening as to doing something if I saw it as soon as possible, hence the aspects as to how I had been in more known though extremely unknown if you were unaware as to the year of 2005 as to Temple of Flesh as to the defending of such situations as well as the more recently well-ish known aspects as to when I was at Club Sapphire regarding guarding the back area as well as walking the perimeter when something felt off at the time to lookout over though random situations in-between at various locations and events thereof as per however such had gone as to such defenses at whichever point of the unknown then though know now as to my rights referencing the stand your ground laws.



Nonetheless as to the male referencing anyone else, I did not know who he meant and I did what I could while getting in front of the crowd as to my fears of being in front of larger numbers of people because of the in person aspects thereof. The additional portions as to the aspects as to the electrical portions, was not a fear though was and is reality regarding such aspects. Thus while to some detriment as to the electrical portions of which I have pushed through to try to be able to find a better way in such references because of as I have already brought forward as to such, the portions of such realities regarding the facts as to the portions of the civil war references as to not ever having given any rights to anyone to ever follow such aspects regarding any such factors as to the portions of the Geek Squad in Best Buy situations and my stand your ground rights extensions as to the aspects in the alarms going off at such times. In turn the references as to when in Scottsdale and then speaking with a male from San Antonio as per recognizing the phone number, I had already been told about the firearms unknown as to where they were regarding the situation as to how I was in Arizona at the timeframe of. I still had not understood as to a multitude of situations as to the overall combination and when the first two attempts in a larger public area had proven there was not any assistance, the same in regards to one final attempt in the Arizona area for such. When in Washington state I tried in regards of the Portland Oregon open mic where Anatolia had been, though something was said as to when there as to how I wound up there and the open mic situations stopped instantly as I was told something happened when I went to the bathroom referencing two females. Then when in the Tacoma Washington area as to the open mic in Seattle Washington, the female named Rachel Shrader who had a name similar to one of the female adult volunteers from McCoy Elementary School had spoken with me before the evening as to the portions regarding Robin Williams, and I was done in all such references as to the final trigger being hit regarding such proverbial red flags. I went into full gear mode as per the aspects thereof, to hopefully get that fully squared away and when I had the chance as per Texas stand your ground laws in my favor first as per the year of 2000; I smiled as I handed the two books directly into that female’s hands as the oceanic waters along #Aliki #Alikiebeach #AlikiWA #AlikiWashington Aliki beach started growing in size as that female smiled looking into my eyes. As per the situations regarding the female regarding the blond as to that family and the Abbey female regarding my son, I already had seen that female in the same cemetery location as to where I spent hours cleaning dog crap off of Medal of Honor recipient markers as to such portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project.



In turn such problems regarding those types of females as to the portions as to the rave situation regarding Brackenridge, and such realities of the facts thereof in between such aspects for my full ability to use the laws of the state of Texas though not having been born as a Texas though being born and raised as a New Jersey-ian of which to the Excalibur Faire aspects thereof regarding the defense of myself from the physical to the legal in all such forms and fashions thereof to which none of those females nor that school nor that school district nor that law firm had any way to ever stand a chance regarding my rights in all such combined ways thereof just in the reference portion as to my legal rights to which the state of Texas provided such legislature as to my right to stand my ground however I damn well pleased. Thus they, would just have to sit back and take it while defending the choices they made as to their explanations in all such aspects thereof. Yes I did mail a letter putting those females on notice because of one of my son’s friends having given me the notebook regarding all of the parents’ addresses and phone numbers, to which I was being filled with kindness the day as to when I felt it was important to warn them I was using my legal rights as to my stand your ground laws in the state of Texas for every such of each individual aspects of each one of the portions in full.




In turn referencing the aspects as to the combinations thereof in conjunction as to the adult consenting lifestyle as to at Club Sapphire regarding a female named Jade who similarly to the Jade Wolfe Coven from Seguin and San Antonio Texas as to the situations regarding Thomas Marsden in the end of the year in 2004 and into part of the year of 2005, as to the situations as to that female Jade looking kind of ish like Jamie from the Jade Wolfe Coven far more than comparison to my cousin Jade who was my paternal side of the family Great Aunt Helen’s daughter who married a male from Harlem New York who made my cousin Jade, who would be related to my Gandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw comparatively to anything like or similar to the female Jade in reference to if the stalking and harassing occurred regarding those females from the ClubFEM group as to any such situations as to which felt as though I was being babysat while at Club Sapphire despite the situations in such comparisons to having the realities having already been explained in such writings.



Thus in turn as to the lack of anyone ever putting such together as to the aspects of which I had told others as well as had explained to such portions of my direct connections to the state I was born and raised in referencing New Jersey to the neighborhoods in New York City and Pennsylvania I grew up walking around as per my biological father’s work in reference to the watch and jewelry company portions and the misconceptions regarding Jason of Renee’s bitch on fetlife Jason as to whatever his last name is, as to the problem with that male regarding ever believing the reality because he was seemingly too ignorant to pick up the fact I was moved out of the state of New Jersey when I was 15 years old as my 16th birthday was in August in comparison to before the end of the school year when I was a sophomore in Saint John Vianney High School in Holmdel New Jersey. In turn the racist portions as to Crystal :Lake South High School people not having taken me seriously as to where I was born and raised easier as to the n-word having been used and their problem with my choice to defend my cousin and my cousins’ family as per my family, trough my actual paternal side of the family blood cousin. The irony if such types of people ever voted for #POTUS44 as per what I already went over regarding those types of people within the state of Texas such as Cactus Jack also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr as to the proudness to be from Texas as well as the pride to play a World War II soldier on the Nazi German side of the situation regarding such reenactments as the way in the original colonies areas have had such as when I was a child and a teenager as to such portions.



In the references to such regarding the east coast as to the difference to the ignorance of the Excalibur Faire individuals, just because someone one the east coast shows up in the garb of the time does not mean they ever are a part of such aspects. The east coast has the intelligence to have those who are specifically for such roles identified to one another so as to make sure those who simply wear thew clothing do not get treated the ways in which I had been treated regarding the Excalibur Faire, because of having learned from prior such situations to which the people where I grew up did not throw the temper tantrums as top such portions as to those who falsely made accusations wrongly against me and then threw temper tantrums for the rest of the weekend because they did not get their ways as per spoiled children in my opinion as to how some individuals have chosen to act though apparently were just themselves the entire time.



In turn I could easily see such types of individuals being ignorant to think that my son was the only reason as to my work referencing what I did while ironically stupidly ignoring the facts regarding my daughter as they had acted regarding the situations I had brought forward as to not being a professional dominatrix as per such prior writings and discussions, though also taking into consideration the portions as to what TM had brought forward about those females in that group; additionally to the aspects as to how the female in the Army had been referencing how such situations, referencing Webker and Jolliff had been regarding there not being a difference to such individuals without the reasons as to when such impacts them was only when they might begin to care though whether or not they actually were intelligent enough to see that larger picture in comparison would remain to be seen as to when such individuals would be ablew to piece such together for themselves on their own. Or if someone had to put such together for their intelligence levels to be shown in all such comparisons, then such portions as to the levels of intelligence and acceptances or lack thereof would depend upon the realties of the patterns to the proof of behaviour portions thereof. Thus if there was the wish to babysit, where was any such regards as before when in such my rights to stand my ground against such aspects of those individuals involvement as per the facts as to the Austin area and the rave situation as to the Brackenridge asp[ects as the amount of years out of my coma from the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the ways as to all such portions having been explained in various times and in various ways. Thuis the aspects as to the same poritons as to the similarities regarding the Austin rallies during the election cycle as to the year of 2020 to the portions of which in Washington state as to those who I may once have known and/or more specifically if they had sent anyone specifically to me in the ways thereof to the Civil War aspects as to my legal rights to my copyrights in addition to all such Stand Your Ground Laws of mine before any other theirs as to the aspects as to the rave situation having been in the year of 2000 and thus grandfather clause to any such wishes by any other individuals thereof plus all ADA and then the aspects as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed forces of the United States of America. To which such portions within “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the charges of treason for such individuals as per the definitions thereof as per the fact of Military City USA in addition to being the location from which the Cowboys Dancehall and Stoney LaRue concert situation began, of which to point to the evidences thereof as to the human trafficking and contributing to the delinquency of a minor referencing the situations overall in the combinations thereof to such legal terminology as per the length of time as per described for such accounts of hypothetical charges to such all involved regarding against my son and my daughter and I in whichever aspects as to my legal rights in all such references to their demise fully as to their lack of any legal ground to stand on anywhere ever at any point in time per such explanations as to such portions back whenever I met them officially in person and/or as per what I had posted on my profile regarding my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of which I had been telling the truth the entire time as I can only tell the truth.



In turn if such wishes regarding my son having the aspects as to the reasons as to my stopping the attacks as I had regarding 11 September 2001, that would be impossible when taking into consideration as to the astral travel portions as described regarding the factors as to when I was in Medical Hold Unit as well as the aspects to my nightmare I had already told people to which I was in second grade at Asher Holmes Elementary School when I first had the vision when speaking with people in my school class. They had thought I was over emotional after second grade when the reality was as to seeing the nightmare visions at such times, in comparison to the wishes as to my son being the reason. My son was the reason why I stopped certain aspects as to the initial phases when being pregnant as to the facts of, however the fact of the ways as to how I became pregnant with my son as well as with my daughter was the largest aspect few individuals were ever intelligent enough to ever pay attention to regarding the situations thereof. Even my now dead-ex-husband knew not to ever ask me about abortion as he knew from one situation it is always better if I am in a good mood than a bad mood, as to the clouds when Captain Morning had told me he was being shipped out to Fort Know Kentucky as to the situations thereof. Both saw from different angles and while my now dead-ex-husband hated Captain Morning because of knowing my connection to Captain Morning, and the problems with the envy to Captain Morning as to the initial start of such situations as seen in regards of the females as well at Medical Hold Unit because of how I ate a piece of candy as to the heat referencing the Atomic Fireball authentic extra hot candy compared to the regular Atomic Fireball candy. Any Texans like anything spicier than most normal people, at all able to see that situation for me as to the extra spice?



In turn the realities as to if others were wanting to use my son as a prop the ways as to the situations regarding the aspects as to him having been 9 days old regarding the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to hypothetically having ignored all such other factors as by technicalities since I had copyrighted all such portions as to my legal rights to being the only agent that would legally be able to go through to ever do such referencing such aspects legally for both my son as well as my daughter to ensure the correctness thereof, as per the rights in such different ways to the realities of the stand your ground laws thereof in a different aspect as to such ways thereof which do not include the aspects as to any such other legal aspects as per any other clauses thereof as per such rights to stand my ground as to the aspects thereof. Thus in which there would not be the ways for either to ever go into any such show business aspects without my personal permissions as to the copyrights thereof already having been filed years ago and all such protection rights as per guaranteed to me in all such ways, in the additional combinations thereof which includes public speaking events as to such rights as to the regards thereof which would fully have to go before me for whether or not I would personally approve or not for all such aspects thereof as to the realities beyond just having been their Mom biologically and having raised them as best as I could myself as per all such situations thereof.



In turn the additional aspects for such considerations regarding all other such connected portions thereof for such rights and protections of which would and only remain as mine for such legalities when taking such portions into additional considerations as to my rights to protect mine and what is mine, as well as protect myself for such aspects thereof. Thus there is not any ways which any legal clauses are in favor of anyone else’s wishes other than the legal rights I have had and always have had which remain as such in tact in full in all such ways, to which in addition to the images and such aspects of recording the mandatory portions as to the election integrity as well as the fact checking for such realities in regards of the merger aspects as to those who have had to pause their social meia connections because of their employment and as such time can be proven to the aspects as to the time when I was in Washington state for just a timeframe as to the year of 2013 through to 2019 as to the social media portions; such clarifications as to the current times from the year of 2019 through to the current day of 11 September 2021 as to the memorial though the marking of the time for such aspects to the portions of the requirements for the mergers as well as the clarification purposes thereof for the technological clearing and requirements for the aspects as to such information through the technology aspects for such importance regarding the additional aspects as to the clearance portions per the varying aspects as to the online portions of such to the honesty as well as the integrity because of the backgrounds in such additional portions thereof for such truthful aspects.



In turn once again the aspects of having to go through my decision and my choices for such aspects, as there being my right to defend myself as to all such situations which had occurred and continued onward hypothetically in reference to the situations in regards of the problems with the transfer portions out of the state of Texas of my own free will in the year of 2021 because of not needing to be within an area of people who lied directly to my face repeatedly while having their aspects as to such open carry laws in the additional portions of how such aspects in my Medal of Honor Art Project thereof to such conjunction aspects as to the memorial portions of the 11 September 2001 attacks as to such viewpoints thereof. Once again in reference not only to my friends as well as those I once knew regarding where I was born and raised as well as grew up walking around to the additional aspects thereof in the tristate area before the attacks on 11 September 2001 in combination with the World Trade Center attack in 1993, as to my blood related cousin Jade despite the skin tone difference as per different generation as well as blood ethnic combinations as to those types of people in reference to those in the state of Texas who had waved the American Flag though threw a temper tantrum about my New Jersey Flag with my American Flag as well as my being kind enough to allow the state of Texas flag on my houses; the stand my ground yet again, as to the treatment of such connection to the different branches and divisions of military regarding the Armed Forces of the Department of Defense Veterans/Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Blue Identification Card holders of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America and such dependents thereof in that state of Texas by those types of individuals as per what hypothetical proof thereof to the treatment as to how I dealt with as well as my daughter and my son as to other such situations as written about as well as explained.



The reference additionally to ending stolen valor among all aspects as to life and thus when in regards as to what people have been calling an anniversary though correctly would be considered a deathiversary/deathaversary in comparison, the memorial aspect as to those who actually lost people from the areas and due to the situations regarding such attacks and the aftermath thereof; in comparison to those who actually endured such aspects thereof in comparison to those who have wanted the spotlight, then you can answer for such portions as to such choices regarding how the questions come as per the ways thereof. Honesty and the 10 Commandments whether or not you are in a religion, the 10 Commandments still apply via the regular laws among civilized people when taking such viewpoints thereof. Thus those who have complained about the 10 Commandments then is there a problem in reference to you being law abiding citizens as well, something to take into consideration as to your reflections?



I have told people in regards as to how technology is the way technology is and to the points of which the posting regarding as to the clarification in reference to the Twitter post as to such a second time of noticing such on my social media account, I am clarifying if you want to speak with me you are to go through my to contact page on my website as per the only way for my verification purposes if the other ways of specific identifications as to the requirements thereof for other such purposes in regards of specific topic as per etiquette and protocols unless I had specifically reached out to you personally first through such measures. However if I have reached out to you and the aspects thereof to which regarding the specific contacts thereof through such aspects though since the transfer, is easiest through the aspects of my website contact form in as much as the phone number if I had given to you per such. Though my number for my website is online as well for which mainly my son and my daughter if they specifically need my assistance, however additionally for if there are reasons others regarding a requirement for discussions or a meeting and what aspects thereof as I do not have an agent to go through for such aspects as to any appearances or such other possible aspects to meetings if not as to legal purposes thereof. In turn who I have given my phone number to has the anility to call, and then there is my to contact form through my website in such regards of.



This new order in the world wide web has been needing the clarifications as to such portions for awhile for the ability to clearly explain in honest portions as to the realities of such transmission signals, in the realities thereof in full truth. While some who I once knew which includes my own son and my own daughter might not like the realities thereof to such portions of the need to clarify such realities, however as per the timeframe of which 2013 through 2021 how many truths have been cleared and what emotional responses have been thrown out into the internet for such transmissions regarding false claims to the aspects of having multiple details though not having the entire picture as to all such connected points thereof? In such references to those who in the regards as to what I read about Mrs. Dana Perino as to from 2000 through to 2012 she did not have any social media account, the aspects for such clarifications in such any ways there could ever possibly be as to such protections for such clarifications thereof to all such aspects as best as possible; when taking into consideration those who have gone overseas and such portions thereof to the employment aspects, as well as those who have gone into different branches and divisions of the varying levels of the United States of America’s elected portions as well as the levels of upper law enforcement aspects thereof in conjunction to the military branches of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. In turn the aspects as to the clarifications to such aspects as per the transmissions as per the foundation official aspects as to the United States Space Force part of the Department of Defense for such aspects thereof, to take into the additional considerations thereof to the coding portions additionally.



What would have been more helpful than what had occurred regarding Washington state for myself, when being honest? An actual military law enforcement extraction compared to the problems which had occurred regarding civilians who had minimal knowledge as to the signs they had been given the entire time, and those in such wishful thinking as to the aspects as to whatever proven biases thereof to such regards. Thus the aspects as to the memorial of 11 September 2001, this time of reflection as to who one truly is and who one truly wants to be from this point forward with such knowledge is up to each individual as it always has been from the very beginning. However with whichever levels to which such clarifications bring from such revelations informs you in your own technology cleared history referencing such connection points thereof, inform you of your standing regarding the intentions in conjunction and the behind such aspects as to why regarding what you are willing to do for yourself to break your own personal patterns of behaviour as to which ways you want to go in such references as to the realities thereof in the larger aspects when taking in consideration Irving and well as SCUBA Diving portions of the realities thereof. The quote from former President Ronald Reagan is true as to blaming the law breakers in comparison to blaming society for such, as per the situations of personal accountability as to the account(s) thereof for such clarifications as to the aspects thereof by choices and such surrounding aspects thereof to such realities in the larger ways and not just in one or two ways either regarding such.




In turn I hope those who choose to make such a spectacle of the aspects as to the memorial on and of the attacks on 11 September 2001 this 20 year portion of time truly think about and reflect as to which ways the best possible portions to move forward as to the life, in comparison to such other ways as has been thereof for the full removal and full aspects as to the death aspects to deception might be the only thing which would be a celebratory portion in my opinion.



I have chosen life as many times as I possibly could within the best of my abilities and capacities, where I could. What is your next step, for which areas of your life? What do you want your legacy to be, within the next 20 years?



Personally, I hope to have made those I once knew in New Jersey and New York and Pennsylvania as well as the areas along the east coast proud of the fact as to the situations which I have worked through as to such times from when being born and raised as a child into teenager years in the area thereof to be happy with the facts as to how much I had worked to the betterments thereof and to be proud of me for such despite how situations had gone. I hope such portions regarding the aspects thereof regarding the next 20 years are just as or more fruitful though in more positive and beneficial ways as to having learned from the past albeit a short one when taking in consideration the amount as well as the length of time for such aspects thereof, to which the future twenty and more years are more of a positive as to such aspects and situations as I have wanted my son and my daughter to be able to hold their head up high as to knowing their Mom did everything possible for the best possible and to protect and keep them safe as possible while giving them what they needed as much as possible while giving what could be in regards as to what was wanted as to the what could for the desires thereof. In turn regarding my personal next aspects as to hoping such positives thereof for such regards to, hopefully with such a starting point as to the maintaining and sustaining such standards as I have within myself and if such other aspects occur as to other such portions as such might be is what such could be in the regards thereof as the relationship aspects as well as such business aspects as to my works thereof for the betterment and the future progress in the best and most positive ways thereof for myself as to such focus at such times as per the realties of such situations.



In turn to those who have been able to survive the attacks of 11 September 2001 in the direct areas specifically as to the airplane portions in person, I am glad you have been able to survive and I hope such continues in positive ways forward. In regards as to those who had been a part of the Armed Forces branches and divisions thereof to the aspects of defending in the Iraq War and Afghanistan War, I truly do appreciate your service to this country as well as the Constitutional Rights as to such protections as I know I would not have been able to do many things including having my website if not for your guys’ work because of such aspects as to being a female genetically biologically as well as my hair and my tattoos in such aspects to my own choices as well for such portions. I am truly grateful you have accomplished as you have as I hope in the more positive ways, and I am thankful for those who you had served along side with who had not made it back to be able to see the days in person in such regards of after such times; though you knew them in such regards and as to such times, you would know best as to the situations currently as to the ways thereof if they would have been able to tolerate certain aspects as to what has been able to be worked through in such sectors thereof as to such for the viewpoints thereof. Regarding those who do not understand such a statement in such ways as to those who have signed the dotted line as to such aspects, you might need to reflect upon why you do not understand or know as to why those individuals would be able to know and understand to comprehend such a statement from my fingertips.



In regards as to law enforcement, fire department, and medical services thereof I do appreciate the work which has been worked upon as to the capabilities thereof though the knowledge to certain situations simply by the veteran aspect on a drivers license and/or a military identification card should be considered enough as to the verification aspects as to any such portions as to certain questions regarding when anyone with such proof of validation as per the levels of which the government organizations and agencies would have for such verification processes thereof in my opinion. As the realities it takes a lot more work to validate an individual for the aspects as to a veteran portion on their driver’s license and/or a veteran card and/or a military identification card as to the ways which SCUBA Divers need a verification card to go through a registered location thereof for such SCUBA Diving aspects; so too in my opinion be enough for any law enforcement and/or fire department and/or medical service individual to be able to take such an individual seriously in such comparisons, as to the required amount of paperwork as per what you would know from your own employment as to one individual report in the view point as to such clarification purposes in the larger aspects when taking into consideration the federal government levels in conjunction with the local and state levels as well for the federal levels of paperwork and reports thereof for such considerations when in such in person regards as to such situations thereof.



Remember as to the facts if there is ever a situation the ways which Hurricane Katrina and other such recent times as to when certain areas have had to have Martial Law in place regarding situations, as to the working together in comparison to fighting over jurisdiction when the emergencies occur and the help is available in comparison. When there are those who have more in depth knowledge as to certain areas there are benefits to such situations especially in emergency aspects, to which the benefit is helpful in comparison to any such possibility of what others might perceive as competition in comparison to genuine concern as some could as I would guesstimate in reference to the Pentagon location in comparison to New York City locations for such times as to how the responses were regarding the attacks on 11 September 2001 for such reference aspects for help and assistances to the portions thereof regarding assistances as I would similarly guesstimate for those in whichever branches of the Armed Forces of the United States of America regarding the Hurricane Katrina portions as to housing locations during such timeframes thereof as to the connection aspects for such military reviewals thereof as well within such own ranks thereof to the portions for such reviews. It is not bias in the same ways as once seen before due to the realities of ease or travel, when taking moves additionally into consideration if such assistances are available in genuine honesty aside from if honest regarding already informing of such biases for the clarifications purposes thereof to genuinely assist because of knowing the people as well as knowing the areas thereof for such clarity.



In regards of civilians which includes any dependents or familial connections thereof, those who have specific employment aspects as well as the clearance portions are in positions to which are for whichever employment thereof to which in regards as to my fetlife journals as more specifically to the Military & BDSM Lifestyle Collision aspects as to the ways to review such portions outside of such though with a similarly likeminded view point; how can the etiquette article additionally assist with such clarifications during such reflection portions during this timeframe thereof? In reference of elected officials regarding the length of time as to the regards of what has been perceived compared to the intentions thereof, where are such regards to be reviewed for such portions in which ways regarding the reference aspects as to the actual perceptions compared to the wished for projected perceptions to take into consideration?



Today is a day which is the day of the attacks though of reflection as to not the day itself via the year of as per the 20 year timeframe from such though the days combined from the in between, for which such regards as to a small little book I once read by D.J. Conway a saying very much makes sense for this moment in time to reflect upon in a different way for the considerations thereof. Credits, where credits are due are important as to what could be learned from to assist with a different perspective as to such point in time to such point in time.



At Old Tennent Presbyterian Church when Pastor Hugh Mackenzie concluded the services before each left the saying was from Pastor Mackenzie a now retired Army Chaplain, “Peace be with you” as the congregation responded “And also with you”.






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Irony regarding piecing things together, and peace be with you regarding such oddities I suppose to ponder.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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