18 February 2023:

While I have been dealing with several factors per the posts referencing how the dates posted are of importance in all references regarding the time, as the time is a real importance to actual truthful understanding of the knowledge and information because that is the reality.

Since the factors of where there has not been the support I personally would consider being supportive of me in the references regarding what my personal considerations are per such factors because while some may have not known, I personally have my own requirements referencing what I personally consider being supportive of me though since no one has ever asked per such factors realistically; the aspects of assumptions of what I personally consider for myself being per such supportive to the differences of what others might have not ever thought of or ever considered per such aspects of what my personal considerations of being wanted are and such has 100% nothing to do with either one of my biological children whatsoever and thus per such facts of where nothing referencing my children biologically will ever be per such for me personally because of the facts they are not personally myself at all.

Thus per such personally regarding My personal considerations, there is only per such factors per my personal considerations officially.

However a reference to 6 June 2001 and 6 June 2013 and 6 June 2022, per something I noticed in the year of 2020 that I have been reviewing such oddities per the considerations.

Thus per such facts there is nothing per my son or my daughter biologically that would ever per such factors of for Me personally at all per such factors of appreciation of Me and/or of My work, the facts are the reality that I have clarified the differences between the facts of per the time specifically of such age factors. Thus since I have clarified officially before in the years of 2019 and 2020 of the facts regarding how there is the distinctive difference of the timeframe factors as well per such aspects of the "Finding A Silver Lining" per such book, there is the reality of the time per such and the facts per such differences. Thus the clear clarifications previously from the years of 2019 and 2020, it should not take a head injury to figure out there is nothing I personally would ever consider per such for me being supported through any measures in reference to My biological son and/or My biological daughter and/or such factors of either sides' biological connections in reference to actual genuine appreciation and support of My work per such facts.

In turn the references regarding My personal work per such factors, there is only the one whom such aspects would ever officially be per such aspects of actual appreciation of Me and My work if what I personally consider per such factors as I should not have to write personally to ever clarify such factors of my journal blog per such clear aspects of where I have not ever left anything to either one per my website ever since that is not allowed referencing either one of the two of them at all whatsoever per making such officially clear.

The facts per such regards officially having clarified such factors and since the reality of there not being anyone I personally have ever trusted to ever officially be involved with my business regarding the facts, I have made the attempts per such factors through My own work regarding such factors officially per such attempts repeatedly to actually accomplish what is of importance to Me personally since I have made the attempts per such of My own self since there was not ever anyone else I personally ever allowed to write or use My work on and/or through my website at all per such factors of the Copyrights officially per such references of if factors of those types whom I have not ever given any permissions per anything at all of in any prior reference of time of any factors regarding such involvement without my permission as that is not in any capacity of My personal considerations of being what I personally consider being wanted at all as that would only show and prove how unwanted of an artist I personally would consider because of any/all such if factors of any hypothetical factor proven.

If such clear factors from My journal blog updates in the differences of the journalism factors in the difference of the logistical review factors per such logistical review of time per My personal life experiences in the logistical review of the combined timeframe review of such factors of the emotional aspects, thus per such updates per such clarifications through My journal blog per such attempts regarding such facts. If I were to actually have contact per the clear factors on My journal blog The Ornery PSA area of My website of such clarity of the To Contact Form per such factors, the common sense per such aspects per the factors of if My journal blog was actually read correctly per My personal considerations only and such factors of such aspects of what I personally consider only per such only My considerations in reference to My personal journal blog as per My personal and My business website all in one per such factors of having created on my own by myself without any in person face to face in person assistance whatsoever and also the least amount of when the only factors of time were allowed to the reference of the website builder factors per such aspects of only in the specific reference of the emails sent between Myself and the other as that was and is the only aspects I personally allowed during such specific points in time of all such factors as per the common sense.

The lack of any support per what I personally consider being real support is prevalent per such factors of what My personal considerations are for Myself personally, since I have worked as much as I have to actually be capable to have such factors of what My considerations of such are per actually believing personally of being what My personal considerations are per being a wanted artist per My personal considerations as such has always been and will always be per all such factors per the aspects of common sense instead of any type of brattiness per such aspects of what I personally already clarified per such facts since I have been capable to think for Myself the entire time.

I did not think it took a head injury to figure out just because I did not discuss My modeling with anyone outside of the modeling timeframes of sessions, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if known per My modeling in the years of 2009 through 2013 per such using real words in real life to discuss with Me personally instead of all such hypothetical if factors of any and every individual who had ever possibly recognized Me as per such manners per My requirements per such factors of what I consider being respectful per such prior official journal blogs in the years of 2019 through 2022 for the more specific factors of such clear attempts at communication to be capable to have real actual communication as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when contacted directly per such factors of to actually return contact to speak with if considered important per such factors though also additionally in reference regarding such prior posting on the various specific social media platforms at the exact points in time of such aspects of assistance that would have been best if I had real assistance per such times then though such for this time for Me into the future per such factors of such real facts as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when in the years of 2009 through 2013 of such per not ever having had a business at all per such points in time previous to the year of 2014 officially per My clarifications though aside from since I clarified per such facts of Myself being an Ordained Reverend since the year of 2005 though not ever having created such per until My website online per such factors in the year of 2014 to such factors of such in different capacities of possibilities considered per such Sermon factors per the Eclectic Religious aspects whereas there only being Myself to the references regarding My personal website and My business website per such factors of the clear distinctions with the capability to ask Me per such facts of the To Contact Form if filled out and sent correctly for Me to read the actual words as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out officially as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out sending compliments would require words in such factors as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out reading typed words on my website per such reading words requirements per such common sense instead of such hypotheticals per such if factors of brattiness as per such unwanted factors of if situations of actually being truthful per such supportive per My personal considerations officially since it should not take a head injury to figure out what a shout out is per such factors of actually informing officially per such common sense prior timeframes of when call-in radio shows per such facts of informing others if actually having done so and then the if factors of the individual themselves if there was an actual shout out officially since such should not take a head injury to figure out.

However since the timeframe of the 1996/1997 timeframe of when I personally called into Z100 Z Morning Zoo about the Friends episode, I suppose it should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of if there was not a radio shout out for others to refer to the pop culture reference of metaphors of what to do if actually supportive of someone in real life in person face to face in person per such differences per such not taking a head injury to figure out.

Thus since such millennial timeframes where millennials per such factors of differences of the willingness to actually make real attempts and to do work officially per such factors per the references depending upon the individual, the reality of My personal attempts as a born as a millennial though not per such factors of being as a millennial per such facts of the real attempts in multiple ways per such real genuinity per such importance factors per the multitudes thereof officially per the respectful actual genuine considerations per the respect regarding such factors. For example in the 1980s per such when I stood up in the church to testify My prophecy regarding the timeframe of what would occur per such occurrences officially proven per such factors to the differences of when I have referred to metaphors and/or proverbials and/or figuratives/figuratively and/or hypothetical factors per such timeframes since, per My clear capability to distinguish for Myself per Myself regarding such factors of the considerations per what I am competent to comprehend per such clear factors per My own work to being capable to explain from my personal life experiences that while some might have some alikeness; there is only My work per such factors per the aspects of the considerations I have per such, and thus since Black History Month per My choices for My work because of My personal requirements per such factors of when I personally decided to take a break for myself because of the reality of the upcoming 30 year memorial in this year of 2023 of 1993 attacks in New York City per such facts of the 20 year memorial in the year of 2021.

Since the facts of such in this journal blog references of 18 February 2023 regarding the facts thereof per such work of Mine regarding the entirety of such works without real in person face to face in person face to face assistance at all per such factors of the actual work referencing such, the factors of the reality of the emotional lack of support regarding how such does not take a head injury to figure out since the show Friends did not have any such factors of survival of major situations regarding the heavier topics per such in such possibilities of such lacking of such factors regarding the factors of the common sense of the in person face to face in person regards of the show studio of such regards of the show. However per such if factors of distinction per the aspects thereof regarding the show from the 1990s, the factors of what I personally consider regarding such importance factors of the common sense situations per such clarifications and verifications if per such truthful factors per such found in the capacities thereof officially per such actuality of what My personal considerations of being wanted per such clear distinctions of how such lacking thereof officially per such per My considerations only per such facts per what is for the convenience of Me Myself since such facts of the if factors of actual appreciation of Me and/or of My work(s) per My personal considerations.

For a real life example in the difference of the metaphor example per the show Friends regarding such factors per the 1993 memorial, I guesstimate there are those whom have worked in the overall areas of the east coast though more specifically to the northeast coast of the United States of America per such timeframes of before and during and after the year of 1993 per such it not taking a head injury to figure that part out; though per such factors regarding such situations of when I was attending Confirmation Classes along the same time of attending Saint John Vianney High School during the timeframe of the call-in per such factors of the show when oddly enough of them having been in Barbados or Bermuda per the timeframe of the call-in I had made at the time, of such oddity references regarding the USS.USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg SCUBA Dive I had completed in the timeframe of August in the year of 2009 to such differences now in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 18th day of the month of February in the year of 2023 of such odd additional factors of the number 18 and some hauling situations per such SCUBA Dive gear attempts I made though the factors of my books "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing (legal SCUBA Diving last name), SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" and since I earned My Underwater Vehicle Propulsion SCUBA Diving certification per such factors regarding being around mechanics when I was growing up in New Jersey.

It should not take a head injury to figure out since I call My biological gender Female per such common sense factors regarding the genetics per My birth in the 1980s in conjunction of being invited to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment in the year of 1996, in this year of 2023 per such factors of the hypotheticals regarding some discussions per My Grandmawmaw and My Grandpawpaw from their experiences from the information they had informed Me about in the later 1980s into some of the 1990s referencing the difference and the importance of the nicknames as per the difference of the Government Issued also known as Legal names per such any if factors per the common sense regarding such if factors of the differences if any per My modeling name per My legal name(s); since I did not think it took a head injury to figure out such correlations per the experiences of the known factors of the decades of the 1950s and the 1960s and the 1970s into the 1980s and the 1990s before the years in the 2000s per this year of 2023 per such knowledge of the time of the years and the time of the decades to the more specific factors per the aspects of the month factors in conjunction of the day of the month factors such per the 18th of February 2023.

Thus per such Black History Month factors, I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there are multiple ethnic backgrounds who were a part of the Civil Rights Movement to progression forward out of such racism though if per such prior timeframes of blackwashing to the difference of the hypotheticals of whitewashing per such if factors of how it should not take a head injury to figure out how to learn from history is without such whitewashing or blackwashing as per such if factor4s of the hypotheticals per such antiracism per the Civil Liberty Movement per the facts of the name per any and/or all such if factors regarding any such hypotheticals per such if factors as I personally have not consented to others using My personal life experiences per their references unless officially acknowledging Me per My life experiences per such likeness and/or if some similarities per the common sense such should not take a head injury to figure out per the link factors and/or the name factors per such common sense of if factors per the hypothetical energetic factors of such sensations of if factors per the actualities of using My name correctly and My website links per the common sense clearly because if My work was/is appreciated correctly then hypothetically I would actually be capable to believe such of My own work per such energetic factors of if I am hypothetically accurate of such energetic factors officially and thus others would have to have actual genuine per My personal considerations properly regarding such if factors of speaking and/or writing about Me with and/or to others per such factors of common sense of the facts from My Medal of Honor Art Project per the proof of the spiritual factors in such viewpoints of "The Modern Day Book" I authored and compiled some of the pictures per such references in time and yet the original factors regarding My Leatheratti article per the factors per the considerations per such factors per such timeframes previously per the truthful proof if there actually is such to begin with per such if situations since it should not and does not take a head injury to figure out the factors of such not a request to ever have the belief nor the sensations of being unwanted per such factors per the reality thereof per such if hypotheticals since it should not take a head injury to figure out if I am accurate per such if factors of "The Modern Day Book" only begun writing per such logistical review per such sight in the specific timeframe to such viewpoints in the years of 2019 through 20221 to such differences per the common sense it should not take a head injury to figure out in this year of 2023 per such choices of any such others' needless games per any such if factors per the facts it should not take a head injury to figure out second grade math from an ASVAB of a 98 per the 100 factor to such differences of elementary school differences as the Armed Forces of the United States of America's entry test of the ASVAB in the year of 1996 and the year of 2000 to the 93 or 94 per the difference of the 98 in the year of 2000 to the difference of the timeframe when I woke up from My coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 during when I was in Basic Training in the Army to the ASVAB testing per the second grade from when in time of such factors.

Thus in reference of such if factors per the regards of Underwater Diver Propulsion Vehicle SCUBA Diving certification I earned on My own all by Myself, per such factors of the situations regarding the classes I arranged for Myself and the work I completed Myself from My initiative without any influences to doing so at all except the possibilities of adding a class for the only if factors per the influence while having paid for all of My SCUBA Diving work by Myself per such factors of there not being the aspects of such an option for Me to have such a luxury to begin SCUBA Diving within a SCUBA Diving relationship; though it should not take a head injury to figure out depending upon the influence of the viewpoint considerations of the choices to get into SCUBA Diving in regards of the considerations of the ocean per such what would be considered as romantic, per such factors where the biological female per such choices of comfort per the side she would be of per the factors depending upon such if factors per the references regarding the biological male factors depending upon the internal factors of the female or the feminine energetic factors per the factors of the male or the masculine factors regarding such situations of the difference per androgyny per such internal factors per the internal factors of androgyny per such in My opinion of the terminology of hermaphrodite per the androgyny internally per such balancing factors thereof since my Grandmawmaw had such factors regarding the ways she had dealt with several factors because of the situations during the timeframe though whereas she was African American per such factors of Myself being half Chinese and half a bunch of other backgrounds overall though through her Granddaughter My cousin Jade whose Mom is My paternal biological father's Aunt Helen and My Great Aunt Helen per my Aunt Helen per my biological father's sister; and thus per My Bok Pu's name per such factors of what My name is, though per what I guesstimate from the descriptions she told Me about per the factors of making attempts to inform the government of the ways such was spelled per the ease of the pronunciation of what she had as in China per in conjunction of My personal legal middle name though such factors of some similarity per the southern ways of per such MeeLing factors I guesstimate per such if paperwork factors per the aspects similar to My biological daughter's first name of where the factors of when I was in the hospital room per the labor and delivery times in the years of 2001 and 2002 to the difference now in the year of 2023 to such differences regarding such factors.

Where the reality of what My considerations of being more than capable to take3 care of Myself since such facts regarding My ASVAB being where I was from My ASVAB score of the 98 grading from 100% from My neurology factors of the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury per the factors of My attempts throughout the multiple years if everyone just believed Me and believed in Me from the start per such in My personal considerations of correct per the proof of My accuracy from My childhood through My biological legal age now in the year of 2023 while being single per such factors of such not taking a head injury to figure out the factors regarding asking Me personally instead of asking anyone else per My needs and/or My requirements for Me Myself per such complaints about the lifestyle per such of My complaints about Club Sapphire per what I dealt with as it should not take a head injury to figure out per My clear factors as it should not t6ake a head injury to figure out if My modeling name was brought up to others per such asking others instead of whom such should have been asked first. However I suppose it does not take a head injury to figure out if others did not remember Me introducing Myself with My legal first name with and/or without My legal middle name before the discussions at the exact point in time of the discussions of when My modeling name per such Facebook and Fetlife pages I had at the exact same time because of the factors of what per the best of My personal capabilities to such factors of being honest while notating the references regarding such exact points in time to the differences of such internal thoughts to the differences of importance of topics per such factors depending upon the exact point in time per such factors of specific comments per such direct acknowledgement at the timeframe per such timeframe. Thus the difference from such logistical review portions per such update times of the years of 2019 through 2022 mainly per such the references thereof per such factors of what I clarified to dealing with when I was growing up from the factors of such particulars regarding the facts of life for what I was dealing with per the timeframes and thus My biological daughter's medical records per "Finding A Silver Lining" per such differences though having already acknowledged the truth per such proven factors of not being hypocritical per such posting per My bloodwork in the year of 2020 honestly, thus per such clear factors of such if situations per those types of lacking being supportive of Me per My personal considerations of what real actual support is per My actual considerations.

Thus per such it not taking a head injury to figure out if individuals who looked like the hypotheticals per the references thereof per "The Modern Day Book", it should not take a head injury to figure out there are only so many words in the dictionary to figure that out.

Common sense might actually and truthfully may be, a super power and/or a super, power.

Possibly 2 thirds of a pun, for some hypotheticals.

It should not take a head injury to figure out if I am not asked about My modeling and/or My performances and/or My website and/or My social media account(s) and/or paintings of My work and/or my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork and/or the mural I was working on in the apartment I had that was needing more work before I began planning for My work regarding My Medal of Honor Art Project trips and the factors of the energetic portions per such differences of what I personally would ever consider being what I personally would consider being wanted to such differences of such hypothetical interpretations that interpretations are usually misinterpretations of the if factors depending upon accuracy levels of Mine; though it should not take a head injury to figure out if I am not asked about My journal blog and/or My books, then I am just being Myself as it is the reality where such misinterpretations of who I am has had some needless problems in my personal opinion because of the facts as the reality of dealing with the after effects such as per where I would be the one and only to ask about any additional injury factors, as it should not take a head injury to figure that out to ask the one and only about such factors since it should not take a head injury to figure out that the one and only whom dealt with such would be the one and only whom to ask if actually cared about correctly per such factors thereof instead of any hypotheticals per such lacking of humanity of such if factors or the lacking of any common sense per such if factors.

It should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of antisemitism references regarding the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and subarachnoid hemorrhage that was in the frontal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate from the MRI and CAT scans per such being 15 years ago, and while some might not think of the timeframe of doubling per the 30 year memorial of the 1993 New York City factors; remember the first time I ever saw the evening skyline from New Jersey where I would recognize per the timeframe of February 2022 from the timeframe of April 1998 just one year ago in this month of February in this year of 2023 per such situations from the timeframe of February 2022 through this month of February in this year of 2023 on this day the 18th of February in this year of 2023 when I wrote this journal blog entry to such a difference in time, with the reality of when I was in fifth grade per such 1993 of when I was capable of survival from the timeframe and the situations of and throughout the situations to the factors where possibly a bit deeper of a sense of humor depending upon the considerations per such individuals per the timeframe after February in the year of 1993 per such regards of individuals at the time to give what assistances I could from my memories of several areas per such work of mine in the years of 2020 through 2022 per such of prior attempts per such explanations per such clarifications in truth I have made per such clarifications in "Finding A Silver Lining" (began to compile and write/author in 2013 and published 2014) as well as "Finding The Silver Lining" (began to author/write in the year of 2013 and published in the year of 2014) and then "The Modern Day Book" (began authoring/compiling with pictures in the year of 2019 and published in the year of 2020) with "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing (legal SCUBA Diving last name), SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" (began authoring/compiling with pictures in the year of 2019 and published in the year of 2020) since the facts of the multiple situations of the updates to my journal blog in the years of 2019 through 2022 per such facts of the logistical factors; regarding having acknowledged such facts per those if factor types per such factors thereof to what I was not a part of regarding such factors of posting about someone else in any hinting factors since I am not that type whatsoever per such factors of hypotheticals per the if factors of the list of names per the technological devices that were not any invitation from such any point in time for such clarifications officially per such clear facts as I comprehend what a real invitation from Me would be just as I comprehend what a group invitation is to the difference of an individual invitation to such factors of if/when such factors of such if factors if to such regards of invitation(s) per the difference of announcements per such factors of an overall to such differences of considerations per such factors regarding if situations of consideration of distinguishing factors per such whom had made such since I have not made an invitation per such trips regarding "The Modern Day Book" per such clarifications and not suggestions per such facts where the USA NASA is a long standing factor with the additional of the US Space Force per such facts regarding the situations in truth regarding My personal clarifications to the best of My ability and capability regarding my statements distinguishing the facts from biases (per whomever I grew up hearing/seeing such from though the differences per such factors of choices in real life in person face to face in person in conjunction of online factors at the exact times thereof to the difference of updates and/or logistical review(s) and/or the newer portions of Independent Journalism in the year of the 2020 election cycle aside from My prior support for the Republican/GOP per voting records per my straight Republican voting in the year of 2000 and though such changes over the years have been made in reference to voting booths in the 2020 timeframe differences regarding the factors thereof per actions and words at the exact times per the differences of the timeframes of the years of 2019 through 2022 in this year now of 2023 for this journal blog today written), though it should not take a head injury to figure out asking with manners is truth per such socializing.

Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out when I personally have My own time requirements per such factors in the protocol factors per such references when I specifically made clear the differences of such factors, the reality of such invitation protocols regarding formalities per the actual formalities of such formal invitations require the specifics of a formal invitation per the etiquette standards of the specific factors regarding the written specifics per only the specifics thereof officially per the references thereof per such specific factors per the specific exacts per such clear factors that if others complain and there is no proof of what their claims may have been against me in any such hypothetical of My pure innocence per the facts, there is no reason that would ever be considered as reasonable per any such factors thereof per the facts where the reality of such factors of when I am cleared of anything individually and/or group in truth per genuine truth then such factors where such factors regarding the if situations per the factors thereof to whom of those hypotheticals per such if factors of false claims against me and thus not in any capacity of anything that would ever be where and/or what and/or how and/or why and/or who(m) regarding any such if factors of My pure innocence hypothetically then per such innocence cleared per then such factors of the regards per such factors regarding Myself being antisexual harassment/discrimination/biases in actions/choices, antiantisemetic, equality liberties per the factors, housing situations, financial situations per the factors of work completed regarding My work per such for Myself for My finances for My usage per My choices of My free will per such if hypothetical situations since obviously being uncomfortable is not in any capacity of when and/or where I would ever believe being wanted per My personal considerations per My personal needs per My work regarding My Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork per the trips per the plans per the time it actually takes in conjunction of the energetic factors per My comprehension of needing to give time regarding the area of what was My apartment per such factors of Muy comprehension of the mural factors per such prior situations in the Lodge at Madrona needless problems regarding the e cigarette and the cracked glass from one of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces that cracked on its own before I ever took the piece outside of N108 per such full differences of any other factors since the common sense of My comprehension of My work and if I was actually asked honestly instead of any such hypothetical assumptions because of the lack of communication from anyone else instead of any capacity of what could/would be considered as real support in some factors since those hypotheticals per such if factors of the metaphor of Friends obviously did not show such millennial types of apparently how to use a phone because it should not take a head injury to figure out the differences in the technological factors of the timeframe of the show of Friends to the difference of the timeframe now in the year of 2023; since it should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of seeing the streaming per the timeframe when uploaded to the difference of when the show was actually filmed, since it should not take a head injury to figure out those technological devices the characters on the show used are far different than the ones used since then per the timeframe of from the 1990s decade to now in the 2020s in the year now of 2023 when I am writing this journal blog.

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It should not take a head injury to figure out such if factors regarding the if situations of the terminology of MKUltra per the factors per the if situations per the seeing and actually doing of if situations regarding the factors of the technological references, and thus per such if factors to the metaphor of the show Friends per the differences of the New York City per the ways per more New Jersey than any such factors per the hypotheticals per the other such if situations per the pop culture references where those who learn through experience per the massive distinctive differences per the areas of the northeast per the facts thereof of the hypothetical proof regarding the distances between houses though the symbolic factors per the closeness since it should not take a head injury to figure out if you listen to the lyrics of the song in the opening while such considerations per the factor5s thereof to the differences of such if factors found to such metaphors of such friendship factors to the distinctive differences of dating and marital relationship factors to the differences of such group area factors per the facts it should not take a head injury to figure such out.

In the reference of Washington state in Tukwila per the factors of a contest the factors regarding a male in a wheelchair in the year of Mariana's crowning competition timeframe, per such clarifications per the factors in reference of My tutu per such prior references regarding the situations I clearly explained. If such situations such per the 2018 downstairs before the attempt I made regarding the timeframe per the Law Enforcement factors of that situation I informed my son about the weekend or two after such occurrences, the differences regarding the situations of what care is considered per such obvious differences per the facts thereof proven though must be found per the actual proven truth for actual correct truth genuinely per the facts in truth.

It should not take a head injury to figure out despite a situation of hypothetical if factors per April 2019 per such hypotheticals per the amount of events per such facts proven actual genuine truth per the facts only per the common sense factors, since it does not take a head injury to figure out I comprehend what real care is for Myself per such attempts repeatedly I have made correctly per such hypothetical proven factors. However the proof of such factors of support regarding the reality per such regards of the references per the situations in truth per the facts such as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain from 2000 through 2008, though since there has not been what My personal considerations of what I personally consider being real care for Me and real care about Me per the clear factors of My comprehension per such distinguishing factors, since I have not needed to deal with several factors such as needless situations from assumptions and/or needless drma from assumptions and/or needless games per such if factors of requirement of consent and since I do not play games at all per such factors thereof such if hypotheticals I have not ever been informed of nor ever consented to any games per what I consider per games in real life and/or online since I make sure to tell the truth and distinguish per the best of My capabilities per all such factors across all such proverbial boards per the common sense factors in my personal opinion per such factors regarding being clear from the beginning per the start.

Since the legal definitions hypothetically per such if factors and/or if hypothetically accurate per such if factors with such clarifications per the logistical review timeframe differences per such factors of such reasons per such if factors per the if clarifications per the 20 year memorial where whomever had whatever support they had per such if factors during the 20 year memorial of 9/11/2001 in the year of preparation in the year of 2020 per My journal blog updates such as the Grateful and Thankful category in my journal blog; per such attempts to actually be capable to find something I could actually remember of something positive in the timeframe of what is my past since the timeframe of this year of 2023 and the timeframe progressing forward for Me for what My personal considerations per what My personal preferences for Myself are per Muy personal considerations since comprehending such factors of what actually is per Myself actually being capable to consider per such factors of what I personally consider being wanted per such differences fully per such hypotheticals per such saying "Do not leave up to your interpretations" per the Biblical saying of such.

While there is the situation per whom I refer to as Second Corinthians per a timeframe on a lighter brown concreted area with a darker than emerald green storm door within the brick front facing near some Pittosporum bushes I had trimmed personally per the work I did throughout My garden of that house in San Antonio Texas, thus per such factors of a timeframe of such oddities of if factors to trips during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips per such differences of hypotheticals per such if factors to Scottsdale Presbyterian Church in Arizona in August 2013 per such possibilities of where My cognitive disorder per such prior handwritten letters per such August 2009 per such August 2013 per such dates specifically of such if factors per the hypotheticals regarding the specifics per the exact-ish points in time per such additional if situations per the handwritten letters I personally wrote and mailed in the years of 2018 and 2019 sent from JBLM USPS to the multitudes thererof regarding asking for return contact per the factors thereof though more-so hopefully more of what the considerations regarding my considerations since I comprehend capitalizations regarding the multitudes of My personal reasons since per the Biblical saying especially to after effects from TBIs/head injury factors per the survival thereof to the reasons in some factors of considerations in my opinion "do not leave such up to your interpretations" additionally.

However per such considerations of an earlier electoral reference of the year of the 2016 election though per such difference in time per such factors of a dream car of such factors of a Silver Ghost by Rolls Royce per such factors of the customized interior per such distinctive differences minutely per the factors per the customized vehicle from the interior per the exterior also, because of the specific factors during the timeframe of the few products per the factors of the company in the 1920s at the timeframe where such craftsmanship per the individual customization per that particular epidemy of a most rare of interior factors of the wooden ways from the customized chrome in conjunction of the ways the grill per such factors of such distinction per the Rolls Royce brand per the ultimate favorite vehicle of what the personal considerations for such a luxury of what that would be to be capable to maintain and sustain such a vehicle with the correct pieces per such factors regarding the best vehicle for Myself personally if such factors could and would be for Me per such factors. I suppose an oddity regarding a Disney trip in the 1990s, though I could always appreciate the factors of having 3 specific or possibly 5 specific if needed per the factors regarding My favorite vehicle of muscle cars per the factors of the 1969 Chevrolet Camaro RS SS 396 with a 396 cubic inch engine with black leather interior and midnight blue exterior with glitter in the paint with two white stripes up the front of down the back with a chromed engine (except a few common sense engine areas) per such factors of one hard top and one or two convertibles (I decided having NOS with such may be a bit of a requirement for the backup factor of 2) and such 2 regarding the factors of the same for such engine factors though per such regarding T tops per the factors where the knowledge per the NOS per if I were racing with the 5 to the floor manual transmission, as that particular model of vehicle per the more capable to find and have per such differences of the Silver Rolls Royce per such the original name though per such factors of the additional word because of the numerical portions per the rarity per the factors from the timeframe of the original production per the number of vehicles per others' choices of their cars to the difference of how the maintenance of My vehicles per the most important parts per the engine and the framework and the body per the best as possible depending upon the length of travel times per the situations of the interior floorboard areas since the amount of work it takes to be capable to maintain as best as I possibly can of My own by myself since the factors of the situations regarding the factors thereof since in my opinion because of how the situations were handled in the year of 1993 per such factors of New York City per such factors of the situations on the east coast per 9/11/2001 per such 11 September 2001 of the 9/11 references per such factors I suppose is a metaphor currently in the year of 2023 in the month of February on the 18th day per such posting before Hawaii Standard Time of the United States of America.

I suppose a bit of an oddity referencing the situations regarding the USS.USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg to the factors of the USS/USNS Arizona for some factors per the depth level regarding such if factors in reference of Bremerton Washington per such factors regarding the situations of if My work was respected per the requirements of the factors thereof, the damages to My hands because of such if hypotheticals regarding such timeframe factors per the aspects of Bremerton Washington per such 9-1-1 phone call per such energetic factors of the work I was taking care of per My comprehension of My schedule since I do not have employees in real life in person face to face in person per such assistance factors and/or such discussions per what the reality of discussions are to such differences of videos on My YouTube Channel and/or Facebook Live per when they were filmed live to the difference of whenever if ever actually being seen per the truth genuinely per such factors regarding such common sense factors regarding why would it take a head injury to figure out such beliefs and factors thereof if I am hypothetically6 accurate per such if situations as why would it take a head injury to figure out such if situations per the in real life face to face in real life and/or online factors of and/or phone call factors of such if situations as why would it take a head injury to figure out such common sense factors about civility and humanity regarding the genuinity?

Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out foe those who have ever went to a psychologist per such if factors of talking about an individual per such if situations per such differences of time per the factors regarding the situations of the if factors of time per the differences of as logistical review per such common sense, since that should not take a head injury to figure out per the 20 year memorial per what support for Me personally in such timeframes was there ever and such factors regarding the factors of such situations regarding the 30 year memorial per such amounts of lives that I should have been capable to reconnect with sooner if such situations per the timeframes per such if factors of clarifications per such if the Instagram pictures and videos I posted has assisted bringing forward such pictures and/or videos assisting the real areas per the actualities of the real time per the exact point in time per the review of if factors regarding the northeast of the United States of America regarding 1993 and 2001 per when I posted such and/or if seen since that point in time since obviously the factors thereof per such common sense factors per such if situations of a what would officially be considered as a horrible surprise of if factors on the 20 year memorial timeframe of such if factors of a surprise regarding the year of 2021 per September 11th of that year as it should not take a head injury to figure out how insensitive that hypothetical would be to spring upon last minute after such lengths of time per such if factors per those hypotheticals regarding biologicals of either side of My biological children I gave birth to in the years of 2001 and 2002 per one of each biological gender of male and female.

It should not take a head injury to figure out if such types of a horrible version of anything that would be a completely unwanted surprise on the day of 11 September 2021 per such if factors per the lack of humanity that would have been in My personal opinion of such lack of any prior time per such standards of civility regarding the factors of humanity, since it should not take a head injury to figure out if such if factors of biologicals of either side of my children's biologicals and/or connections thereof per such state of Texas prior to the year of 2020 of such if factors; it should not take a head injury to figure out that would officially be overstepping such factors of the if factors depending upon the identification factors of if situations per the supposed to be informed consent to get lifestyle of such if situations per such if factors regarding Myself per such knowledge thereof per what I was already dealing with as it should not take a head injury to figure out I personally would not ever appreciate such a crass and socially unacceptable way of such rudely crude factors of their type of such if factors in such a difference regarding the numerical portions per such factors of the specifics per the locations and the times.

It should not take a head injury to figure out I can clarify for Myself of such factors regarding the length of a drive per the time the physical portion of getting to stretch legs per yoga per such factors of the length of time in a car since it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts regarding the amounts of hours to the differences regarding such per "Do not leave such up to your interpretations" per such if factors regarding any such if hypotheticals who would need the common sense per such facts instead of anything else per such if factors hypothetically, because while unlike certain if factors of hypotheticals per the direct asking factors per such factors per such respect to the absolute best of capability, in honesty because honesty requires truthful communications per the facts regarding and since the if factors of the cognitive disorders and/or memory deficits per the factors of the timeframe of the month of August in the numerical portions of letters to Florida per the year of 2018 and/or 2019 per handwritten letters per the reference of the month of August in the year of 2009 per such factors of within this journal blog entry regarding the amount of work since such of those hypotheticals per such if factors of those types of lying renne faire types instead of when such amounts of attempts o such year of 2022 journal blogs that were created only by Me and written only through My hands since there is the facts of such factors of My personal requirements of the differences of those types of those types.

I suppose if I am accurate after the 2020 election cycle per the factors of if situations per the Austin Texas area when I pushed Myself on My own without any factors of such other if hypothetical situations regarding near the capital building in the Austin Texas 2020 election cycle, I believe communication is actually important in real life face to face in person as well as online though such factors regarding real discussions require actually having real discussions with real words per such factors thereof if actually the requirement per such factors of such communication requires such factors regarding since such clarifications personally. Since of my own work to push myself because of My own capabilities if there actually was/is real faith and belief per such support factors instead of bueaurocracy when considered per such factors per the differences of actual real support, per such differences of words per such differences of actions with and/or without words though the clear factors of actual truthful attempts for My personal betterment as well as others since I comprehend Myself since myself is whom I know and understand and comprehend the best since I did not think it took a head injury/TBI to figure that out and since I have not ever considered Myself ever as anyone's pet as there is nothing I would ever consider per such if factors regarding those types of those types that would not ever have nor get My personal consent to such ever per just such bigoted factors of ignorance of if situations per such being born in the Chinese Zodiac of the Dog per such if factors of hypotheticals per the blankets and the factors per such COVID lacking of such factors officially of anything and everything I personally would ever consider being real care about Me and/or real care for Me personally ever since I already comprehended who I am and if it was actually needed and/or wanted to actually get to know Me per such respecting My personal privacy per such liberties afforded to Me personally since I have not ever overstepped any boundaries at all per such overreach regarding such if factors per what was My Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork because the only Medal of Honor Artwork there has ever been created at all is the references through My Medal of Honor Art Project ONLY and none other per such if factors of those failed misinterpretations of any failed individual who would ever arrogantly think of themselves more highly than anyone I actually personally referred to for the actual specifics instead of the exact point in time of getting such pieces completed since it should not take a head injury to figure out all such factors of such unwanted factors officially per all such hypotheticals of ever thinking there would ever be any factors of viewing without My permission per such factors of sexual harassment per what I have needlessly dealt with since My personal tattoos are My personal tattoos and they are not and were3 not ever intended for anyone anywhere at all except Myself per My personal choice if I of My own free will without any coercion and without any force per any needless situations per such of My personal considerations only because I personally have not ever had any comfort per such factors regarding those types of those events at all per such clarifications and since the fact6ors of where the lacking of such real support per those types of what is not considered as wanted nor comfortable to Me personally per all such factors since I personally clarified the facts where I would not ever consent to if I was actually informed first and since I did not create technology because of the century that it was created; since it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts regarding Bremerton Washington apartment factors per the situations regarding the hypotheticals while I have been out on a personal time trip and if there were actual real responsible individuals who would actually contact Me to ask Me personally what would be best for Me instead of such hypotheticals, the proof of the fullest amounts of pop culture disrespect 100% regarding such if factors regarding the situations of would not be of My own free will without coercion officially because of the factors of August 52022 and September 2022 per such common sense factors of those types of unwanted factors regarding such if hypothetical situations regarding those types at that sapphire location.

Obviously it should not take a head injury to figure out the blankets per 2018 per such factors retgarding such if hypotheticals per the proof of "The Modern Day Book" because if accurate per such at the exact point in times referred to in "The Modern Day Book" and/or thereafter such publication of "The Modern Day Book" when from the time I began thinking about such details since3 I knew the upcoming 20 year memorial of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 also known as 9/11/2001 in the year of 2021 per life of the 21 year memorial though the life forward of 20 year anniversary in my opinion of real-ish life being the year of 2022, though obviously for Myself personally I would have much rather preferred My personal considerations per such differences of the situations regarding the facts of such if hypotheticals per August 2022 and September 2022 to the difference of this year of 2023 in the month of February on the 18th day if it even matters at this point of anything I have ever done and/or have ever written about per the factors of My personal considerations.

Nonetheless since the facts of such factors of the 30 year memorial regarding those I personally knew in the New York City area of the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza regarding the 1993 garage(s) per My knowledge from when I was in 5th grade when I was homeschooled because of having Mono/Epstein Bar/Lymes Disease/Bronchitis/Flu all at the same time per the diagnosis and the bloodwork from the at the time my then Pediatrician who was falsely accused in my opinion per the situations regarding the factors, though such would be odd if per such timeframes of "Finding A Silver Lining" though per such if factors per such biologicals per such factors per the differences obviously per what actual care is considered and then actually given per such care per care does actually at many times require actually doing something correctly per such actual care per the actual considerations of real care per such actual assistance for Me personally instead of the hypotheticals of others' misinterpretations hypothetically.

It would be fantastic if others actually understood correctly for My personal best interests for Myself personally, since my journal blog per such should not have to actually be clarified per such personal word personally factors if I actually was cared about correctly from the start of the beginning pert My personal considerations. Though since such factors of what I personally consider being real communication to such factors thereof the only factors thereof regarding such amounts thereof for the opportunity to do so in a respectful way, yet such factors where the hypotheticals per such if factors of "The Modern Day Book" per either correct per such review and/or per such prophetic if factors of if one way or the other per such specifics per all such comments per such exact point in time per such exact point in time only factors per any genre of My books per such facts at the exact points in time I was authoring such creatively only per such differences of any writings and/or discussions per the years after I had returned to Texas briefly per such factors regarding what I personally needed for Myself personally regarding My personal time in My personal life per such factors of Me personally not ever needing to actually have such recording if factors at all regarding My tooth and/or any such other if factors I did not consent to nor would ever consent to knowingly everr per such sensations officially of the unwanted factors per such aspects of the lack of privacy would officially be nothing of anyt5hing worthwhile to Me personally at all and would be against My personal religious beliefs regarding in specific locations that are supposed to officially be private for actual balancing instead of such unwanted invasion of what is supposed to be privacy where I have not ever personally done so ever Myself at any point in time to ever cause any needless problems and/or to ever cause any needless situations and/or to ever cause any needless drama and/or to ever play any needless games per such if factors of the bigotry regarding the physical ways I look per such oddity per the Black History Month oer tge conjunction of the American Civil(ity) situations..

For example if anything important would have occurred that I personally should have been informed of at such hypotheticals of in time per such exact points in time, it should not take4 a head injury to figure out if I should have and/or should be told of such factors per the if situations then it should not take a head injury to figure out if per such factors regarding the factors of such if situations, such as the year of 2018 and/or the year of 2019 and/or the year of 2020 and/or the year of 2021 and/or the year of 2022 as for example when seeing and if I am confused to just walking up to the individeual personally with respect and manners to ask directly should not be that difficult if there is actual care about Me personally instead of any hypotheticals per such if factors per those if factors of "The Modern Day Book" and/or the logistical review to such differences regarding such factors of handwritten paperwork to the differences of the known factors of the after effects though such lack of communication from anyone at all only reproves the factors regarding the situations; because it should not take a head injury to figure out why would I personally ever believe I was/am cared about and/or cared for correctly when in the Bible it says "No human being should be by themselves" especially the factors of how such should not take a head injury to figure out, if I personally was actually cared about per My personal best interests per where I actually would have returned to in the northeast tristate areas per the Armed Forces of the United States of America making the correct choice per where the real memories would be known to be instead of such false factors of the reality during those hypotheticals of where I was not born in Illinois and I was not raised in Illinois and thus it should not take a head injury to figure out when the facts are capable to be proven per such facts there is not any worthwhile excuse nor cause for ever regarding the incorrect placements on purpose per such hypotheticals of proven factors regarding the Armed Forces of the United States of America per the branches and divisions as it should not take a head injury to figure out there are other military bases with real assistance insteads of going to where it would not ever be of or for My personal best interests to have ever been given any location other than where I actually needed to be having comprehended Myself and the memoriesd I actually have had the entire time though if I were actually believed then such differences per such if factors similar to MAC flights per such if factors regarding the areas per that location of Washington state where the location that was/is best for the framework of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork because I comprehend the actual process and since other pieces were below My personal standards for the framework per My clarifications of McLendon per the actual comprehension of what the real needs are for the actual processing of the energetic factors per what I did not get to complete at all whatsoever regarding what was the mural I was working on that was in the curation process that was being worked on that was needed and that was required for what I was working on per what was going to be capable to correctly energetically be completed if it was not interrupted at all in the year of 2024; though such regarding Bremerton per what was because if I personally was asked with the amounts of available options to directly speak with me per the exact measures that actually would be considered as respectful instead of any such hypotheticals of misinterpretations from others per their choices to be ignorant because of their cjhoice3s to not directly ask Me, per such hypotheticals per that sapphire location regarding such factors regarding the years of 2015 through 2018 and then once 2019 per such failures of anything comfortable to ever get involved with anything that would be of such factors per those supposedly adult factors since it should not take3 a head injury to figure out there are certain individuals such as Myself that require manners of asking Me directly.

Then again if what I was working on were to be believed and appreciated per My personal considerations of respect because if you are unaware of what My plans are because you are not staff of Mine at all, then asking is a requirement per asking the one and only to ask.

That one and only person to ask about MY Medal of Honor Art Project and/or MY Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork and MY Medal of Honor Art Project trips per MY work planning such in the exact location requirements per the energetic factors of requirements for the safest factors since I comprehend the requirements per what the requirements are, thus since I was working on more per what support I need(ed) per what My considerations are instead of what I consider not being supportive at all regarding what I personally consider because the facts are when someone knows and understands and comprehends themselves as I have then the facts are the reasons why I should have been capable to get to where I needed to be per the factors of what levels of has been capable to be proven per such regarding my accuracy.

Then again since in 1998 just 5 years after the 5th memorial of 1993 from such lack of support areas per such factors regarding 2001 per the situations regarding per what the reality I saw was per 2001 though when I was in second grade when I was six/seven years old if when I saw such in a nightmare as children sometimes have the capacity to see if there is already the actual proof such per the church situations regarding those factors, it must be such a luxury of others to not have had lost so many living real life people in person face to face in person in real life regarding the 19850s and the 1990s before the year of 1993; for such must be such a luxury to being capable to be so frivilous with yourselves per such factors of the aspects of if life was actually and is actually truthfully important, the reality regarding such factors per 2001 of the combined areas of whose houses and farmlands I could have reconnected with those real people in real life in person face to face in person if I actually had the real chance to before the year if 2005. That is if I actually mattered and since I actually made equal attempts for both of the children I personally gave birth to throughout such times per the best I could despite the situations I personally (was) deal(t)/(ing) with, the differences of what actually would have mattered per the correct ways for actual real life per what I consider being comfortable per what was the best for what I needed regarding those whom I personally consider(ed) being the closest to Me personally and who knew Me the best personally.

Once the year of 2005, those situations I clarified before per how it must be such a luxury of those others to not ever have actually had such large numbers of personal relationships of personal acquaintances and personal friendships and personal discussions because every millisecond matter(s)/(ed)/(s) when important enough.

The Biblical factors of the situations of the hypothetical reverse of Biblical factors regarding the King and the one child though the proverbial metaphor of a bowling 7 and 10 split in bowling yet the factors of the locations and the ages of the children I gave birth to, instead of one per the sword per the Biblical factors per the factors of the metaphor of disgrace and disgust regarding such if factors officially per such if factors per the exact year of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 in the year of 2021, because if anyone ever thought just because I am the eldest to a first born Chinese male meant anything at all regarding such if factors regarding Me; how inaccurate such if factors regarding all such if situations per New York City-iers in their move to New Jersey per such factors where they needed to keep their New York City atitudes and situations in New York City instead of ever going to New Jersey at all.

It should not take a head injury to figure out the words in my journal blog are per such factors of a journal per such factors of a blog per such personal factors because unlike the factors of when a sibling is nosey per such factors thereof the lack of communication regarding just being honest while having real manners per such in person face to face in person discussions, though I suppose that is if there is actually the inclusion factors per such actual factors of actually enjoying life per such factors; though such would be fantastically great to actually have the capacity of actually being capable to do so per what I personally consider being what I personally enjoy with whom I choose and whom actually is agreeable per what My personal needs are per the facts of if I personally mattered correctly per what I personally consider being of such levels per the factors of My personal beliefs because then I personally mattering per what I personally consider per such would actually have been for Me personally since I do not leave room for interpretations at all because I do not allow interpretations if it is actually a need and/or a want to actually get the correct factors per what I personally consider being correct for what I personally need/want and desire and prefer and My personal ideals.

Since I have already made peace with the past regarding such factors per the references regarding such factors without any real support per what I personally consider being real support in reference of 2021 and 2022 per such factors of the utmost importance for Me personally, thus per such factors regarding what I have comprehended being needed for those whom are my people. Those whom are of those who actually lost real people in person face to face in person per the facts of the massive differences of the 1990s per the fast tracked warp speed differences of the 2001 factors per the 10 and 20 year memorials in conjunction of life and living, as when the reality of actually having such a real appreciation for and of life to actually moving swiftly correctly as best as possible for the highest and best possible outcome if factors of actually comprehending such time factors correctly per such on time factors are important when not scheduling before because the only time being early is better is only if there is an actual scheduling with per common sense in my opinion though also manners.

Thus while dealing with the physical headaches I have dealt with the physical pain for the length of time since I woke up from My coma from Basic Training in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday through to this year now of 2023 as the common sense per such if actually had went to a Neurologist or as many as I have went to, the 1 to 10 pain scale per such factors of where there has not ever been any point in time that from the scale of less than a 3 on the 1 to 10 pain scale as it should not take a head injury/TBI to figure out when there is blood on the brain and the Brackenridge factors per such labor and delivery per such factors; it should not take a head injury to figure out if I actually was/am cared for per such actual correct factors of real care, then the real reduction of the physical pain per actual methods that actually work per what I have clarified per the factors of My journal blog only per such factors with "Finding A Silver Lining" per My personal work to put all such documents together without any assistance on my own by myself in conjunction of authoring such factors from such write ups in the regards of the emails I had included in "Finding A Silver Lining" per the legal requirements in My personal opinion; though the factors of real justice per My personal considerations per what I personally have dealt with because of others per such factors of if hypotheticals then per such if factors of if I am accurate.

However per such factors regarding where the fiction genre though the only explanation per Portraits of Partnerships per the two children I gave birth to per such references in the years of 2019 through 2022 instead of any other hypothetical misinterpretations per such if factors per such clarifications in those years as well as in this year of 2023 in the month of February on the day of the 18th, there is a massively distinctive factor of such differences regarding the whole book series to the difference of one book only regarding those factors per such common sense if actually age appropriate with manners and respect in My personal opinion for a starting discussion and not such other factors regarding anything per either factor regarding the two children I gave birth to per such factors of being capable to distinguish as I am the author and I have not ever allowed such for free ever regarding any of my books at all whatsoever as that would not ever be anything I would consider a fan would do regarding my work at all of any portion and/or type of my work since I comprehend what I decided per My own work since I did/do not have any partner at all whatsoever regarding the work to put everything together per each of my books as that only show(s)/(ed) hatred of everything I worked on in whatever format thereof instead of anything I would ever consider being appreciative because of not ever hiding Myself at all per such clarifications of Cowboys Dancehall concert Stoney LaRue in March of 2013 that I clarified in "Finding A Silver Lining" and "The Modern Day Book" in conjunction with The Ornery PSA journal blog updates per such clarifications of the if I was/am accurate because obviously if I was/am accurate regarding what I dealt with per such prior times the if factor of if my website actually is known about and seen per such prior factors in truth to being capable to actually begin a relationship in truth honestly per having real manners per such timeframe of the millennial breaking of the social media factors per in My personal opinion of the possibility to seeing reasons to progress forwards towards betterment in truth per such overall factors though also per such if situations per such if truth per such acquaintances and/or friendships per whether in personal factors of and/or business factors; though per such personal factors of dating and possibilities of if because of My personal belief in Holy Matrimony specific ways per such factors because of the jewelry factors of such proper factors of etiquette if I were to have such an actual prospective consideration of and for me in the possibilities since I am single and have been single since the year of 2018 in the month of August per the official contexts thereof though have had a few dates here and there -ish I suppose.

Having went through the years reviewing such of my actual birth month and birthday, I cannot think or remember one time previously when anything at all was enjoyable since especially the years of early 1980s are spotty though so are the latter 1990s from the timeframe around May of 1998 per the situations during those years and no it does not get easier at all per such factors of the Nature Cabin per such 1996 factors where that biological little sister of Mine tried to tell Me and so many others from 1996 through 1998 in New Jersey of how she thought her life was destroyed from what I personally dealt with per the difference of whom actually deal(s)/(t) with the factors overall per such annoyances regarding those types per such in my opinion the wannabe factors per a phone call in 2022 of oddity regarding Baptist factors though other situations regarding just because of speaking with someone does not translate to the exact same beliefs per making sure to actually have the truthful context instead of assumptions per such if factors regarding the locations and/or the themes where the other individual chooses how they dress per such differences of choosing My own outfit and since the facts of the depth level regarding the sunlight per the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg SCUBA Dive I accomplished in the year of 2009 since it should not take a head injury to figure out the further away from the sunlight the darker the waters per the differences of SCUBA Diving in fresh water to the differences of SCUBA Diving in salt water in the conjunction of the overall natural factors per one of the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned per the Underwater Naturalist in conjunction of three SCUBA Diving certifications I earned per Underwater Film Photography after Underwater Digital Photography and Underwater Videography per what I earned without anyone's financial assistance personally per such factors of working on stuff I made attempts per Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment per the factors of "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing (~legal/SCUBA Diving last name), SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" and in such conjunction of the promise I made to the children I gave birth to per the first separation per such factors of the timeframe from then to the timeframe of 2019 per such promise I personally made and made the best attempts to keep the promise I made while having been honest referencing the individuals I once knew of in person face to face in person in the years of 2004 through 2013 in real life prior to the timeframe of 2013 through 2014 of "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" per such facts of the updates in conjunction with those with the conjunction of the timeframe of 2014 through 2019 per such in My personal opinion of common sense per such a type of promise per such loyalty factors per the best I could per such factors while maintaining and being as calm per such possibilities of everything in the conjunction of the 20 year and the 30 year memorials per the less than 3 full years between the two memorials per the overall areas I was born and raised and grew up within before re-growing up per the facts I was informed of per Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of/for the United States of America after an appointment in around January or February of 2002 before April of 2002 regarding kidney stones per that hospitalization though similar to September/October/November factors in the references per such factors of 2001 per those whom would have such knowledge and understanding and possibly comprehension beyond just the situations referencing the kidney stones I dealt with.

Do not punish Me because I could see, I made attempts to save lives because important to life is being alive. Some people actually need their mediation times for what is actually best per such facts of what was My mediation room in the area of what was regarding what was a home, the first time I ever actually had the smallest sensation of actual comfort for Myself in the entirety of My entire life to that point in time as not since that one brief second of time overall of My personal life experiences was there or has there ever been any point of such levels of what was perfect comfort regarding during the daytimes of 2009 per such evenings preparing per My studies for SCUBA Diving after cooking dinner for what was the only two children I gave birth to who were in first grade and kindergarten in elementary school per such levels of My work. Since those types of areas do not have any military installation within a 30 mile radius where there would be that level of Armed Forces of the United States of America per such JBSA type of base location per those types of situations per the situations proven in actual genuine truth officially correctly per such requirement6s per the factors that I did not think it took a head injury to figure out what type of individuals would think lake water and quarry water to the difference of oceanic or Gulf of Mexico waters for SCUBA Diving to ever actually be considered as a luxury per such training per I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there is nothing luxurious of such from the demographics of Marlboro Township and the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters to such a difference per such assistance of the water type for the work to handle as best as I could while having such situations per the proof.

To progress forward per such Black History Month per such factors where Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw had informed and discussed while showing real film pictures of their times when they had been a part of the Civil Liberty and Women's Liberties and Womens Rights Movements, since both my Grandmawmaw and my Bok Pu were a bit stubborn though mild despite the combined factors, in my personal biased opinion. Though such in my opinion per such prior writings per such truth regarding the multitude of individuals throughout such points in time, in such additional review backwards of history per the American Civil War in the 1800s per such amounts of the work capable to be found per such records per the fairer skinned such in my personal opinion when I was a child when seeing several factors per such considerations in such times per some factors of 2020 election cycle may be something of a historical factor of consideration in the longer viewpoints, for My work per such for My attempts per such factors despite the situations regarding the hypotheticals thereof per such if factors.

Personally I disagreed with the amount of prescriptions I had been prescribed throughout the years from when I woke up from My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma when I was in Medical Hold Unit, per the large desktop area having been covered with neatly stacked prescription bottles that the difficulty to remember the schedule from the starting of when the first memories are for that point in time of the year of 2000 per such factors in My opinion of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My brain and the conjunction of the Brackenridge situation as I thought they were Advil pills until after I woke up in Brackenridge where an orderly said he was supposed to go to the rave that evening in the old K Mart location per the factors of and I was confused what he meant about the baby pacifier per such lacking better words for the grinding of teeth situations per attempts to speak words while dealing with the pain I had not ever needed to ever have physically on top of what I was dealing with per the factors of just being capable to go towards what was/is best for Me personally and many others per it should not take a head injury to figure out the society factors of Deacon/Trustees in conjunction of religious factors where the reality of religion is there are only so many words in the dictionary per putting such clarifications per the reality of if there is the way for a respectful discussion with manners for the best possible outcomes per such factors of life progression while also mindful of in person face to face in person per such factors of humanity per such civility per such balance per such factors.