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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

17th day countdown to the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 By A born and raised New Jersey-ian

Ironically the day is of my biological age when I had been able to join the #USArmy #Army Army branch of the #USA United States of America's #USArmedForcesArmed Forces for the countdown to the memorial year from the attacks of 11 September 2001 which I had discussed my nightmare vision I knew I needed to prevent from being as bad as I saw it because of different ways I sought to find a more positive path for more, to which I was medically retired from the Army branch of the overall aspects of the United States of America's Armed Forces as to my background aspects, which I will give a broader more intensive legal type of definition to assist with the clarification processes. The #MAST Marine Science Technology School with the Navy #USNavy #Navy attachment can hypothetically be viewed as an attachment because of the branch additionally to the Army branch I had enlisted within to being of the Marine branch, or United States of America's branch of the Marine Corps #USMC. Some could see the portions as to working with the Scientific portions as to find the benefits more positively to work with the Technology aspects coming forward into the world more often within the general public sector, as per the fact I have told people in person as well as online as to the realities of which technology in the general public is a minimum of 25 years old before the allowances of; however the portions as to other additional aspects to such pieces are usually brought forward into the general public sector when the revamping or revitalizing portions as to the newer requirements within daily life, are at a specific point in which the generalized perspectives are sought for the reviewal portions in which ways are considered as viable.



In turn the school portion can be viewed depending upon, whichever ways such is looked at for the reference portions thereof. In the additional portion of such a type of legal descriptions to the degree of a more formalized explanation as to such portions of being medically retired from Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veteran statuses though a part of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, the ways which technology and science are also utilized in reference to what has officially been signed into the branches of the United States of America's Armed Forces known as the #USSpaceForce #SpaceForceSpace Force of the US Space Force regarding the additional portions of the branches thereof already known as #NASA NASA as well as #NOAA NOAA for the administrative purposes of this posting for the clarifications to assist. Again today is an official portion regarding such details for the aspects of such details referencing with the usage for clarification of the #MMJ MMJ or the Medical Marijuana, for the purposes to give such additional details as to the ease the assistance if for the clearer thought for the ability for such to see the differences via the writings as well as the positives for the clarifications if such verbage clearly makes sense with the details thereof in more depth comparatively to "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" as well as "Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" for such time purposes to give such an additional view point, though per employment aspect for the reviews per situations thereof regarding the legislation portions for the additional transparent aspects for the ability to see such portions for the benefit and analysis(es) thereof.



The portions as to certain similarities as to which the portions of what is more well known and common to specific individuals within a specific type of system within the government overall usually more well known in the civilian sector as the prison system would have more of an in depth view point regarding the ways as to the medical portions as to the suggestions I had authored in the latter pages of "Finding A silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" to the portions of the ways such has been known to be run, though usually only to those who have at a younger age been within the prison types of systems for those references regarding other aspects when looking at my medical treatments and schedules referring to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; if there just so happened to be an individual who had been in such a system, has a larger portion as to learning with the computing systems and coding software portions thereof, has minimal exposure to the pop culture due to such aspects as to the ways which prison systems have such regards of minimal pop culture exposures for an opposite ended view point referencing some age similarities as to the situations in a different capacity, and with the additional portions of area locale regarding not only the waterways though having the cognitive awareness as to the naval capacities referencing the portions as to the genuine and realistic sizes of boats within the oceanic areas to which if such an individual were to be the ways to bring forward different aspects of the reformation of such a system regarding several portions with the conjunctionary aspects as to the various types of systems in ways which are unique to specific lives and areas thereof in an opposite way though along similar lines in proverbial metaphors to bring forward such awarenesses.



I suppose I can make a sarcastic commentary in reference to two $5.00 bills and two King sized versions of Reese's Peanut Butter cups, regarding such a hypothetical viewpoint for such portions as per a cupcake which would have a clock timer such as a watch connection in other ways to such School of Bulova situations as to the intricacies thereof in different aspects of the third type of connectionary points thereof for the legal-ish types of descriptions for the reviewal processes thereof aforementioned in such references to my medical retirement. I have told people there is no such thing as to being retired fully from any branch as seen more known through Martial Law aspects if required for the general public safety to clarify such portions, though in such explanations and what could be considered as a different type of Congressional and Senatorial Investigation processes in a different way to the levels of the conjuncture of which I had been born and raised in New Jersey by a biological mother who did software coding in Prudential for the overall systems of the entirety of what Prudential works on and with to the aspects of my biological father and the specialty certifications and educations through the School of Bulova and all such connected backgrounds thereof in the shorter terms which would be able to have the instant ability for immediate verification processes for the clarity of the details in the immediate circumstances while also being able to extend backwards to such portions of the past and back portions as to such connections in different pathways for such detailed transparent explanations for their reviewal processes prior to going before the staff members additionally within the #WhiteHouse #WH White House and the #USSupremeCourt #SupremeCourt Supreme Court for the different validifying aspects though additional branches and divisions throughout the local and state and federal systems thereof to the varied connections in such investigatory ways which could be reviewed in such regards of such prior claims within such an overall viewpoint of the Prudential aspects along all such lines to the portions thereof as per the informing as to being "Medically Retired from the Army" as told to others in full truth as it was not my fault they did not have the time or the patience to wait for the information as they were in whichever hurried frenzies they were in at such times in my opinion.



In such ways as to the references regarding the social media as well as full credit repair in all ways for myself as per the ability for the technology companies to locate through the programming the aspects of the ways which certain people respond when around or using other technology pieces and such of those who have willingly purchased and worn the #Apple Apple watch and/or fitbit sort of monitoring devices of themselves, those additional aspects as to the ways which for my personal credit clarifications as to such accidental warranty plans per the #GeekSquad Geek Squad and the #BestBuy Best Buy portions referencing what may have hypothetically bee done to or through one of my laptop/desktops computers over the years as per such software programs as previously explained in other such references per the ways which some programs have been installed as per the monitoring portions for such email connections and etcetera for the bump version of the electronic portions as the ways which Apple had done for the information sharing of other contacts for one example additionally. For those who remember the bopit counter for the amount of skips during childhood in the 1980s or the 1990s, I was confused how so many were interested in that particular type of toy as it seemed odd during the time how many were so willing to run to go get that in some ways similarly to the ways some watches and other monitoring devices seem more as something odd at times as I noticed. However I had explained the situation referencing the laptop which caught on fire when I was using healing energy to be able to fix the situations I had noticed online regarding the people who used it as well as some other portions which seemed of concern, which I personally saw such despite the dissertation portion as a good sign as it meant if I was accurate that the singing or cauterizing would bring forward more positive and healing changes over the time in comparison to the possibilities others may have seen such I suppose depending upon your viewpoint as the situation to the energetic portions were dire at the time of the laptop compaq situation. That is the only time I have seen such a situation occur though the other aspects regarding the technology situations has been a longer situation referencing the aspects thereof in the ways which I have described, and the realities of the accidental warranty plan through which the 13 laptops which were turned in though did not count the other 3-5 laptops as well as 2-3 desktops which I had given either to my biological mother or my biological sister or my ex-in-laws for the nieces/nephew in regards of Fort Worth for such possibilities due to a pop up message which came through from Renee asking about something of a website and while I was responding to her in a message the following response before I could send the message had said she appreciated me taking care of the situation which made little sense to me back then as it makes little sense to me now as I do not know what programs have advanced since when I was a child and a teenager.



I made it a point not to mess with other people's computers/cellphone/desktops/laptops/etcetera though as per the situations regarding as to how my biological mother and/or my biological sister had worked on such because of their opinions as to what they thought needed to be on my computers, which it did not in the ways which was learned later and all such portions have been and remain rejected as to any such additional portions as to any such not personally installed by me before on my devices as to such rejections as per the protective measures of such technology devices of mine. I have made a personal choice referencing technology to which the aspects of the 10 Commandments apply to such aspects in addition which can be seen in the election integrity aspects among other areas of my life to avoid all needless problems, thus keeping such fully clear and clean at all times. The credit repair referencing the choices others made in which whether or not those I once knew in person had or had not clarified if they had personally heard me speak what was claimed and/or had personally seen me do what was claimed in any such reference as to a multitude of overdramatic situations as to which if even three quarters of what I have written about as to hypotheticals/guesstimations and the previous aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" with "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" with "The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing" are absolutely on point and correct, then the aspects as to the election integrity of various levels as to the social media credit fix and repair portions are of importance to take into additional review for each individual personally.



I have purposefully chosen not to slander anyone without any hypotheticals or any feelings of energetic picking up or other such clarifications as to the aspects of in full truth as best as I can remember and recall such details, in such aspects of the additional portions for clarifications since some people might have a different view of SCUBA Divers as well as the ways some view possibly the adult consenting lifestyle for a metaphor for both from one to the other for such clarifications as to who I am and how modest I have always been despite which areas I have been involved with such communities; my record as to how many #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver SCUBA Diving certifications I have earned as well as how many individual SCUBA Diving trips whether fresh or ocean water SCUBA Diving trips, I have remained a virgin regarding my SCUBA Diving trips in the ways of sexual intercourse and relationship aspects as well in the official capacities thereof being in any exclusive relationship known at such times with another SCUBA Diver on a SCUBA Diving trip which I went SCUBA Diving with on the trip or in the areas thereof. In turn in regards as to my adult book series as well as in reference to my involvement within the adult consenting lifestyle, the proverbial aspects to such literal realities as to my SCUBA Diving is able to be correlated and transferred for such credit clarifications and verifications thereof hypothetically already completed for such. However additionally for the reference to the Medical Professionals in regards as to the clarifications for the SCUBA Diving medical assistances for the after effects of head injures, the assisted view point of clarifications for such aspects as to ensuring the best possible outcomes in genuine concern with seriousness focused upon the actual studies of the SCUBA Diving portions for my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications. However also in reference to the aspects of the validity of my work in clarity referencing my books while also the aspects of maintaining a reserved approach to the adult consenting lifestyle, while maintaining my composure as best as possible for myself. In turn the aspects as to how some might have additional questions as to such, for the ability to assist the more scientific approaches to such discussions in a clearer way as some have done so before though bringing forward a multi-facted approach with a different set of eyes for the viewpoints.



However with certain individuals' who wanted to choose to believe others' opinions in comparison to the truth known be be spoken at all time in reference to myself and assumptions regarding modeling and etcetera, even with being brought to a parent of a male who I was engaged to twice to was not enough to be able to allow a legal break in such a confidentiality regarding the aspects of my personal background referencing being medically retired from the Army branch while being a part of the Armed Forces of the United States of America's Armed Forces as even if a higher elected official and/or law enforcement the requirements of the verification processes to which my personal clearance is as well as more-so was regarding when I was 17 years old the reasons of such constant difficulties in regards as to anyone without certain specifics having the ability to access my records. As in the reference as to explained in "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" referencing Dr. Kerry asking me for my permission to allow him to go looking into my military records to research what occurred in reference to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury gives any such clarifications as to what is required for any such access to my military as well as my medical records and the fact it took him as a Captain promotable to Major ranking officer in the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces in the year of 2003 gives any sort of clarification as to my personal clearance level in the year of 2003, having kept my presences in whichever groups and/or communities and/or locations and/or etcetera fully clear and honest the portions as to which the social media aspects of verifying the differences between biases and/or patterns of behaviour and/or choices regarding if an assumption was made and/or etcetera; the requirement by the protocols and standards of which would be able to be seen in such references as to if there has been anyone from the prior areas I have been who used technology to contact anyone in the transferred area with any known biases, to which in addition to the transfer process itself and such regards as to the levels of which the veirification checks have been required to be made per such protocols to ensure the realities of are fully paid attention to for the security requirements as per previously shown through various aspects as to the transmissions in other such references for the clearing of the social media portions as to the differences in such portions. With the known aspect within the Bible as to "Is there one among you who...", the portions regarding Irving 2011 may be enough of a reference point despite what some might wish they could disagree with. However since the United States of America's Armed Forces has the addition fully signed into official standing of the Space Force through POTUS45, that aspects too has been verified among other aspects as to #BigBlueBook #BBB The Big Blue Book or also known as the Blue Book Project #BlueBookProject #BBP.



However none had ever asked me personally up to any point as what that actually meant in reference to the civilian or the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists/Veterans in the United States of America, as not one person had ever officially asked me what such meant nor what the purposes for the Blue Identification Card of the United States of America's Armed Forces actually had entailed for any such clarifications. However the time when such would be required as per the situations thereof, I suppose in the journal blog entry postings the clarifications with the conjunction aspects of my non-fiction books for different portions though the fiction books for those to look towards the envisioning within their own lives as to certain aspects such as relationship communications for betterment and working in conjunction in comparison to the confrontational portions to such defenses.



In turn the ways of the more well known aspects of the Blue Identification Card situation and system thereof regarding such connection points, the ways which per the employment within whichever branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces in the overall portions because of such clearances to go onto military installations as to the levels of the employment aspects of whichever trainings and specialties thereof, as per the transitioning process to the varied sectors thereof and the ways which such translations of the employment purposes of such Army terminology of AIT would be considerable for such endeavors within the various sectors of the Active Duty/National Guard/Reserve/Veteran and civilian communities of such connection aspects, for the ability to find ways which to integrate the aspects of in a more proper and clearly concise ways for the general public regarding the safety and security of the United States of America and such treated countries and nations per the more open communication lines for the ability to discuss with the reductions for the lesser chances of offending other cultural references as well. Hence the aspects as to which portions of pop culture the exposures had been to in whichever views as to which pop culture references one would have depending upon the situations combined of such portions, to which an opposite ended individual to me as a biological female would be a biological male who would have a younger portion of the opposite connection of the military branches though would be in a civilian sector type of aspect in such linear ways as to some feelings as to the aspects as seen depending upon the situations as to the civilian population prison system. As I was later informed referencing such with the two $5.00 bills and the two king size Reese's Peanut Butter cups, the cupcake reference to the company commander of Captain Morning for the reference aspects as to the military translation for such in reference to a field grade portion with the cupcake timer for the metaphor review. In such aspects the two King sized versions of such could be reviewed as the Units or Battalions, and the versions of the ways which could be proverbially seen would be the total of 8 squads to such compound references for the clarifying purposes as to the situations from a different ground perspective in such military wording for the aspects of the Lao Tzu regards in a different way.



In the reference aspects as to the attacks on 11 September 2001, who thought other than myself of which possible locations of prison detainee locations would or could be in view and/or the knowledge of such events regarding whichever portions thereof that particular system of groups referencing such aspects to the attacks in the main areas of Pennsylvania and New York and New Jersey and the areas between those three states down to the Virginia state area such as Delaware and Maryland and New Jersey for such additional combined viewpoints thereof to such other additional connectionary aspects? In such reference points if hypothetically accurate as to such an ability to see the connection points, when taking a look into specifics regarding such gifts given by me as per my clearance level upon the age of 17 years old; the references as to which such can be reviewed, might make a different set of sense to the aspects of. Thus having explained the reference to the two $5.00 bills and the two candy bar arrangements seeing such portions; hopefully the clarifications additionally make sense when reviewing such portions as to the ways in the Blue Identification card holders of the United States of America's Armed Forces from the timeframe of 11 September 2001, per if they had been involved regarding such portions as to the situations in a direct manner and/or way thereof to such investigation purposes in which per having explained the rave and Brackenridge as well as how my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury had a Congressional Investigation associated with the aspects thereof to the ways which such had happened in conjunction to my nightmare vision and the portions to the additional connection points of what jobs or MOSes I was looking as in combination with the ranking structure explanations in conjunction with the MOS I had undertaken and the clearance levels at the age of 17 years old to the reference aspects of the Blue Identification Card of the United States of America's Armed Forces with the locale I was born and raised in the minor as well as the major areas and such aspects from the day of 11 September 2001 and such responses thereof per such timeframe aspects for the reviewal processes of such a hypothetical reviewal and investigation(s) thereof via whichever commission processes.



While some did not see whatever beyond what they happened to see in reference to Allen as per whatever the rumors were before I had begun going to Mike and Patty's and as is known I tend to look beyond the rumors to see a bit more, when it was learned as to my attention towards Allen in reference to Joseph and Megan Estes and the situations which Mike had to carry me because of the bouncehouse situation, I am uncertain whose idea it was to have the water being sprayed into the bounce house when there were multiple people within the bounce house with me however if that was a problem due to some who knew about the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury at that 4th of July 2012 event as well as what was additionally already going on in my life; hopefully such additional clarifications assist the larger aspects as well, as though I had been yelled at before being yelled at after other situations before during the front porch area was a bit more than some realized possibly. In such a reference this past few weeks I have been looking into #handbells #handbell handbell choirs as I had thought it would help additionally regarding the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in reference to bringing forward memories, though upon reading the music and somehow being able to read the notations; what once was able to be noticed easily regarding when playing the handbells after playing the chimes, it has been several years since I have done so. Nonetheless I remembered the aspects of arguing with Mrs. Sauer about the lines of the music sheets because of the E,L,B, D, F to the portions of the F,A,C,E to which the same situation was in reference to Mr. Sauer though both at times had seen what I was pointing out regarding how the red and white stripes in the American Flag are in a consistent pattern referencing the 13 stripes in total to which it made little sense to me how less letters for the musical compositions were written in the odd format as to the D being where the E is at the bottom of the musical notations as it was a situation before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. In addition to such poritons admittedly having thought to seek such out in the November 2000 timeframe or the earlier part of the year in 2001 as to the handbell choir at a church, which I thought it would help my memory after having awoken from my coma as t the memory situations.



When I was unable to maintain going to #CovenantPresbyterianChurch #CPC Covenant Presbyterian Church in #SA #SanAntonio #MilitaryCityUSA #SATX San Antonio Texas I had thought I should try to remember to get into the handbells again, if I could tolerate such. This past few weeks I have looked into churches which have handbell choirs to which I was able to attend one church service which had handbells playing and when I realized I needed to be in the upper section of the flooring, I thought it was just my headaches being too sensitive and that I could push myself further regarding playing the handbells as I once had. Though I know I only had 2 years of chimes work and 2 years of handbells work when I was a teenager in #NJ #NewJersey New Jersey and playing the last time in 1998 before being moved to Illinois, however I thought it was just me being a bit of a baby about my pain levels. In a little bit of time I was able to test myself in reference to being able to play the notes in the music composition and after remembering where the portions were for the notations in reference to the lettering for the specifics of the musical compositions, I was able to read the music to a degree though some of the additional portions differed from what I had been taught when at class for chimes and later for handbells with Mr. Sauer in comparison to the ways of reading music when singing as with Mrs. Sauer for over a decade as A Joyful Noise was in preschool aged through lower levels of elementary school before the next levels of musical classes on upward through to the Sanctuary Choir for singing though chimes and handbells were a separate choir arrangement for #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #OTC #OTPC Old Tennent Presbyterian Church. I had dealt with the pain levels afterwards for a few days longer than I thought I would, though it is a bit much as to the ways which the sound vibrations are for the proximity. In turn the actual joining of a class to ring the handbells in the smaller ways of a few handbells though with a group of people, I could not handle the pain levels while ringing the bells and noticed the sound waves were more than I remembered from when the classes were in Neff Chapel on the second floor of which having realized that I have acknowledged the after effects for my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury being within the ADA aspects of protection legally in the immunity ways fully without realizing more officially officially regarding the larger aspects thereof while maintaining my composure hopefully assists other aspects positively in great ways of such clarifications as to the clearing of fixing and repairing all such portions to my credit in the highest positive ways for the best. However the third portions of proof regarding being a virgin when I had been moved from New Jersey to Illinois, despite what some had wished to believe about me, and other aspects of my life personally.


In the ways of gifts pre Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury the aspects as to the individually picked specific rose flower with an attached balloon, can be symbolically seen as to the ways which I have described the portions as to how I do not like to give cut flowers as my preference is to give life however the aspects as to how I was and where I was raised as to finding a better way to uplift from such visions and find better ways as to healing from many portions as per the numerical aspects thereof in such a direct connection for the 20 year memorial portions and what better ways to float upward in the short term as well as the long term into the longer terms of what known thereof whether forward or backwards in the timeframe thereof in such references. As I could not personally go to my biological parents for finances to purchase gifts for such people and all such gifts were purchased with the finances I had earned on my own despite not being of a higher value in price, the portions as to the intentions regarding such specific time looking for the specific ideal individual flower and the specific balloon and coloration choices to see each always had a metallic or glitterized physical view point for the ability to additionally see in colorful ways as to better positive of such combined abstract viewpoints with the strings personally curled by me in comparison to when purchasing and having done at the store locations. If in such numerical wording as to yesterday's post for the 18 day countdown, I suppose in the regards of the thousands portion in taking the number of people I can recall from the numerical portion as to the composition notebook to the mathematical portions of the few though the specific connectionary aspects to the 11 September 2001 conjunction of numbers; if I can recall correctly in the state of New Jersey I can remember a minimum of between 4-7 individual sets of for the Saint John Vianney High school location only though a few in Old Tennent Presbyterian Church though I cannot remember in reference to Marlboro Middle School for such numbers for the aspects thereof. In reference to #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois Crystal Lake Illinois location connections, I can think of a minimum number of such types of situations in some degree as to the portions of depending upon who for the other references without any balloon attachment to those with the balloon attachments; if I remember the number of in 1998 was around between 3-5, and the number around 1999 had been around 5-7 in such references in the direct aspects of Crystal Lake South High School only and not in the additional connection ways thereof for clarity to the other towns and other high schools or colleges and etcetera.



In reference to after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury such symbolism regarding the aspects as to gifts depends as to the timeframe though in such regards the females in my ex-in-laws all had received a specific size and type of floral arrangement which each was made the exact same with the exact same colors with the exact same ribbons and the exact same overall materials, which the rectangular shaped box of styrofoam with such a floral arrangement can be seen in such symbolic aspects as to such only having been given to the people who are considered as my ex-in-laws. However in reference to the candy bars and the connection points of the location at the 4th of July 2012 event and the Air Force connection point in reference to Taco Cabana in addition to the Exotic Easter poster situation, the male who had been tasked with the images for the Poster which Steve and Krysta had hired to remove the tattoos from my pictures for that event in 2011; that particular male also knew of the situations I was writing about and had spoken with me about certain situations which were relatable including the Geek Saud and the Best Buy situations in conjunction to video games in reference to Zelda because of certain situations which had been noticed in the adult consenting lifestyle groups and communities thereof. He had informed me he told Steve and told Krysta that the requirements for the pictures to have my tattoos in sight would mean because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the importance to such aspects for the memory deficits which were proven in many ways.



I remember that male though I cannot remember his name though in some ways Allen seemed as a taller version of some of the physical memories when looking back at this point which Allen was around 6 feet tall, medium to darker brown hair, lighter skin tone complexion, broad shoulders, to which the male I refer to regarding the Exotic Easter situation was a few inches taller than me though broad shoulders with lighter skin tone complexion and medium to darker brown hair though if I recall correctly both were heavily involved with technology aspects in different areas. In the timeframe as to the male regarding the Exotic Easter poster images after around an hour to an hour and a half of speaking with him, he asked me if I had ever had any pictures without any tattoos of mine showing though with my hair color and hair style. I told him I know I had some pictures taken through #JCPenney JC Penney Portraits with my son and my daughter mainly, though a few other Portrait Studios as well for family timeline pictures as well as some assistance referencing as my own physical attributes changed because of the facts as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. I informed him I had some personal camera film pictures which had been taken and developed as well as the JC Penney Portraits Studio and other such locations, though the amount of pictures with a film camera of me in such overall times compared to the digital versions of pictures of me were varied over a longer amount of time and there were far more film versions of my pictures I had seen in comparison to the digital pictures which had confused me as to why he asked such for the physical picture of the poster I was holding with my picture printed out with the Photoshopping. It made sense at that moment as to why I did recognize myself in the picture though with the image being without my tattoos from that particular point in time of that year in 2011, the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury was in front of my face regarding my cognitive disorders referencing to the timing of the pictures taken comparatively.



In my attempt admittedly to not show the emotional aspects in the time with that male, I joked about the fact as to having been involved with Temple of Flesh before the change in my hair color and my hairstyle which could be a joke regarding when my hairstyle was longer when I had been involved in 2004 towards the October month of as to the first separation timeframe as well as into the middle-ish timeframe of the year 2005 to the timeframe between to that moment in time when looking at the picture from my modeling in the year of 2011 without shedding a tear. I could not allow myself to show how much that had torn me inside to realize such all in one blink of my eyes, which as the show was about to be practiced because of actually having the stage later that night for the actual performance instead of having been able to practice on the stage several times prior to the actual event performance in the ways regarded to as improv. In such reference to any of the performances I had been a part of, each performance of the 4 had been where I had only been able to see the stage itself for the performance within a maximum of 12-24 hours prior to actually performing what I had created myself for the 3 performances and the other one performance regarding Exotic Easter had been the semi-ish directed-ish as per the dancing was choreographed/improved by me going along with the music which was different for each practice for each time the rehearsals occurred. There were times when the rehearsals were going on which Steve had to call for a break after the music portions which the others in the performance practice commented however they commented, which a few times it seemed odd that Steve had to be outside pacing around which seemed odd regarding the nervous ticks I was noticing regarding the overall show aspects from what seemed as a directing portion though something seemed different as well. However the aspects as to such portions for the memory aspects to explain such prior to medical evaluations with the officiality of the transparency for the clarifications regarding the Medical Marijuana portions additionally, to the other such aspects thereof for hopeful clear assistance for the knowledge as to the understanding portions. The amount of people who had commented to the aspects and about the aspects of my poster pictures as to who and at which point in time as well as the long term aspects from the time of the Exotic Easter in 2011, the overall portions as to how such references had gone in the ways of the comments the evening in the overall situation has whichever aspects as to the proof as to which areas of concern for the references thereof in the Blue Identification Card aspects as per such assisted metaphors regarding the situations thereof.



In reference to the aspects as to those with the backgrounds in conjunction of what references to the lesser known portions of the Blue Identification card a philosophical viewpoint is when building a wall for genuine security, which is better to do when making sure the aspects meet all requirements? Is it better to only do one view point set of views, or is it better to complete a second assessment in the just in case for the clarification purposes? As the situations to which I know having the preparation squared away for the time to go for the Medical Professional location, I know the aspects of which the requirement to ensure as much available information in the transparent way might be viewed as minimal to some; though in the minimalistic way of such portions as to how I was raised that to educate is something which is worth more than just one payment as the ways which in the reference of the Holy Scriptures of the Bible of being better to teach, how to bring in such aspects as to the longer term aspects for the genuine betterment. In such references as to the combined portions, the situation in reference to my tattoos as well as my reasons of to which the additional energetic portions of such discussions as well as explanations for the identification purposes as I have had looked into referencing more recent time for such aspects to review with such Medical Professionals to assist with the developmental phases of other aspects for proper identification purposes in different ways as per the more people who have had tattoos and different haircolors per such aspects for more specific backgrounds and works thereof in whichever branch and/or division in the Armed Forces of the United states of America. If you look to before the time which people were told about the election integrity and the fact checking portions, the COVID aspects as to the points I had brought up not only in reference to immunizations and thereof though also in reference to the eyes in such facial recognition aspects and the ways which such Medical Professionals at the medical location can know of such aspects in reference to the understandings thereof; the additional requirement for my credit being fully cleared in the social media spectrum due to the seriousness of the portions regarding such a level of clearance I earned at the age of 17 years old, and have been required to maintain in all such ways which those who have the backgrounds thereof understand such knowledge portions and the reasons as to the additional clearance aspects of the social media portions being accurate and truthful even if writing or saying such is an opinion compared to the facts because of the credit vouching portions and processes thereof in the multiple ways for such connection points to the clearance and the Blue Identification Card aspects regarding other individuals with such specifically.



However if such had begun in reference to how I have been treated in regards of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and/or more specifically my Blue Identification card in reference to civilians and/or dependents as to the portions regarding the fact they may not have known such portions of such an identification card style and type as to the medical retirement aspects, I am aware that some may not have known what to do when having been given such an aspect to which the reference points thereof as well as several others regarding the details of such clearances and military post travel aspects for such clearances additionally give such portions as to the legal possibilities within the definistion ot domestic portions as to the aspects within such as "The Modern Day Book By: Susan MeeLing" though in reference aspects as to the clarifications thereof as to I am not the only person who has survived and lived through a head injury or a TBI which in turn the aspects of specifying whether something is a rumor a to what was heard and by who in such details and/or the facts as to the proof thereof and what surrounding circumstances perpetuated and causes thereof with the intentions involved for such clarifications for the clearing of such aspects in the social media aspects as well as for other such portions for if honest about such and accept the realities thereof the assistances as to the clearances regarding other levels of law enforcement as well as military as well as fire department as well as medical services as well as the teaching levels thereof due to the modifications to various systems and in such references of SCUBA Diving Instructors to the teaching staff at public schools regarding background checks additionally for such considerations; though also in reference to the aspects as to how those who have survived a younger age within the criminal system if such portions have the ability for clearing such aspects in the truthful portions the ways which the reformation to such to assist with the proven patterns of good behaviour as to finding ways to assist with the abilities to earn employments within various levels of the United States of America's Armed Forces if such is able to be proven for such aspects as to the proof of experiences being in a positive and beneficial ways to the security of the homeland and citizens thereof within the United States of America as per there having been proof of others in prior years who have utilized their parents' resources to get a better deal while the other child(ren) and/or teenagers have taken the heat for such needlessly in the regards thereof. In turn in my opinion such a railroading of a situation to be reviewed as to the overall longer patterns thereof for such assistances able to clear such for their legal right to vote in such references if the equivalent of the ways depending upon the situations to which the reviewal processes as to the DD214 portions as to the upgrading, to be able to prove the care and concern for the genuine security of the aspects thereof.



In such references to what later I had been informed of about Allen only after the 4th of July 2012 situation by several weeks, as no one had told me something about such that I paid much attention to as the situation energetically seemed as a lesser situation which needed the clarifications to begin with before anyone else could possibly judge such details as the known portions as to while there have been the aspects as to the court system having had problems with the judgements due to the levels of allowed evidence; the portions as to which people can check to verify the fuller situations for themselves and find ways which the innocence could be proven is something which has been taken into consideration, though when in reference to the innocence proven and/or the good behaviour patterns as to such ways as the upgrading with the DD214 and honorable discharge aspects; the ways which the voting portions as to some lessened crimes over the years and/or situations thereof, the social media and the technological portions as to such clarifications can be assisted in reference to the clearance levels for the individuals themselves though also in reference to the extended family of children had if maintained and earned on their own in such aspects as to all such version of such references regarding the election integrity aspects. For such an additional portion as to the election integrity though to show with the fact checking as well as the credit clearances and such portions thereof in the modern era, the fact I have my personal social media accounts on my website without hiding such in the ways others have wished to in the general overall sorts of ways. In such regards as to the portions of if you accept something in one area should review such portions for acceptance in other such areas though showing the ability to discern such aspects for the responsible viewpoints and outlooks thereof, for the clear knowledge to understand the details of the situation to the overall aspects of the event location to then comprehend which is appropriate for such in comparison.



Having accepted such within myself long ago in all ways with the exception of informing my children when they were biologically at the ages of for my son when he reached the age of 19 years old biologically for such access to the book regarding the Paroxysm Series and the age of 18 years old biologically for my daughter for the Paroxysm Series because of knowing how children and teenagers can be. Thus in turn regarding which books I had given to my son as to the books I had given to my daughter were the exact same, as I had ordered more copies to personally mail for promotional aspects in comparison to when in the ways as to after the year of 2018 because of the situations involved regarding other agencies and organizations and officials regarding the official acceptance of what I had created though additionally being honest and transparent as to the credentials as to being able to distinguish which books I wrote for which age groups as per the additional aspects for the reviewal processes by the adults with the backgrounds for the specific sectors compared to the individual parents and/or legal guardians as to such situations regarding as to the ways which I had listed such on the Amazon website being similar because of the knowledge there are parents who will look at the guidelines and decide if the child or teenager is capable and at the level of individualism for the capability to process the information for their personal lives. However while he prior aspects for the what I thought the term of promotional aspects in reference to certain situations, the also admitted portions as to being truthful as to who I am and truthful as to what I have written to keep the dramatizations clear to ensure the transparency as to the ways which social media postings may have additionally been in such assumptions depending as to how such viewpoints were at such times when initially sending out the physical books in the mail through both the USPS as well as the UPS/Fed-Ex store locations. Repeating the misconceptions of just because of knowing an individual and/or just because of spending time with an individual and/or group, does not make one like or similar to the other as it simply means there was/is a common ground to which honest discussions can occur in such acceptances thereof.



In such one reference to a picture I know was taken years ago though do not know what occurred to it in my computers however a picture of Maitresse Renee and I had been taken to which personally I knew she was in the Professional Dominatrix aspects and while I knew I had informed her as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though also knew of how such was occurring in my daughter as well as my son's lives while being the only legal guardian to my son and my daughter as their Mom biologically, to which in such references as to having accepted from the confessions as to the various aspects as to the realities in larger aspects to what my now dead-ex-husband did in reference to the cheating aspects in the multitude of ways which he had chosen to do so; in such reference aspects what she had not known was the levels which had been dealt with and though I had not been a part of the Professional Dominatrix aspect, I had not hated all of them who had been a part of the aspects as to having known a few over my lifetime who had specific standards they had kept for themselves as to who they would and/or would not be associated with in the Professional Dominatrix aspects and the specifics as to the whys of such. While it could have been viewed in a multitude of ways in my personal opinion for making the choice to stand with and look towards fighting against the stereotypes and viewpoints thereof, how could such additionally have been viewed when taking into consideration as to her having been informed of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to which the after effects could not be truthfully hidden no matter how much I tried to attempt to cover up the situations as to the after effects and how many attempts to better such a situation despite the conditions thereof; the ways which there are actual possibilities for those who have ADA medical situations to be a part of the adult consenting lifestyle, with the proper reviewals if the portions thereof are agreed upon for such aspects as to having known of a few individuals both before as well as after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to such aspects as to having been born and raised in New Jersey and having grown up walking around different areas within the tristate area in the 12980s and the 1990s.



* I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there are medically disabled individuals across the United States of America, and not only within the state of Texas in reference to the adult consenting lifestyle communities.

* I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there are Dominant individuals of whichever biological gender at birth to whichever aspect they grow up into identifying as within the United States of America as well as the world, though not only within the state of Texas.

* I did not think it took a head injury to figure out in reference to the medical ADA sorts of aspects as to female or male genetically biologically born adults, which could be considered as submissive individuals.

* I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there could be Switches as to such medical aspects referencing the adult consenting lifestyle, within the various locations and aspects thereof.

* I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that the adult consenting sexuality is what the consenting sexuality is, between the consenting adults involved regarding when fully disclosing such portions honestly and genuinely for clarifications across all such board whether in the physical/mental/emotional/sexual/spiritual aspects whether monogamous or polyamorous and to which levels thereof for which situations involved.




However in such references how did anyone not see that as a way to fight injustices among various areas and spectrums thereof as per the amount of stereotypes thought of in the symbolism when in reference to either side regarding such a picture initially looked at, and the ways which over the years to such portions thereof regarding which situations combined. While I had been told about the carpet rolling situation as per a company known to regarding the situations thereof and not personally having been involved with such aspects obviously, the admitted portions as to the initial workings as to the timing as to beginning the official testings upon myself for the aspects as to the possible benefits to the Medical Marijuana MMJ had begun around the timing of as per the ways I have already written about. Admittedly I did not discuss much in reference to the MMJ aspects testing upon myself because of wanting to make sure the trial portion was a blind trial as best as I possibly could to ensure the testings I had done would turn out the best results possible, as per having already explained such in reference to the surgery aspects as well as my SCUBA Diving portions among other such clarifications. With the reference portions of my maternal biological aunt Christine and such hippy connections thereof able to be learned about, who would be the most anti-MMJ individual with the additional portions of how Grandpa Gavett had been as well as the D.A.R.E. anti-drug program in school against drugs than someone such as myself additionally in such an aspects after the rave situation and Brackenridge? After the situations which the female First Sergeant already had against me for being 17 years old in Medical Hold Unit and the situations thereof, the rumor problem had begun quickly well before the night of as per the ways which the grapevine works in a similar way as to being the only Virgin SCUBA Diver in reference to SCUBA Diving trips as to the only female 17 year old to be in Medical Hold Unit ever and of my own free will to join the military of the United States of America's Armed Forces in the enlisted area for genuine care and concern as to having had the intelligence and ability to go to almost any college at such times in comparison. How could that type of a proverbial metaphorical unicorn be seen in such regards additionally, to other such portions as to the requirement to clarify and clear out the metaphorical cobwebs of the social media spectrum for the aspects as to the technology background check aspects for the clearer and more concise aspects as to the best background portions thereof for such assistances and the ways thereof combined regarding additional portions within the Armed Forces of the United States of America when fully clear with such acceptances in truth in clarity if done so and such approvals thereof for such ways to assist security clearances from learned from mistakes to progress forward for such portions in such ways?



In reference to the 20 year memorial timeframe to the 11 September 2001 attacks and having been able to learn the portions as to how the handbell situations in addition to the other aspects for such Medical Professional aspects for the clarity, the portions which I thought I could push forward through with what I could remember is past my limitations levels not only in reference to the pain levels though also to the quickness required regarding the reading of sheet music the way I once was capable to do so as per the levels of which the handbells were taught and the fact of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church having gone to interstate was known though unknown if an international handbell competition to which the aspects as to how I was taught and by who I was taught by in the aspects of; my evaluation as to my pain levels regarding my headaches and migraines are much better assisted with the MMJ as to the sound levels, as per having acknowledged such portions in the writing aspects though acknowledging having to push in such reference with the MMJ aspects because of the pain levels from the headaches and the migraines as to such levels of sounds in various ways and different tones thereof with the echoing situations additionally. In turn forcing myself in two different time aspects as to the daylight hours and the conjunctions as to such portions as to the impacts thereof to my headache levels, admittedly what once was a 1-10 scale differs as to the pain levels as per the 21 years in such timeframes as per the levels of the combined aspects.



Additionally in reference to my SCUBA Diving back in the year of 2009 through onward to now in the year of 2021, I have been able to and I still can determine my own limitations without such others' involvements as to their thoughts from their opinions from their backgrounds as to what they know from their experiences and those they have known in person as to whichever times for whatever their judgment call(s) had hypothetically been for what was not their decision to make; as per my body, my choice. In turn regarding the election portions it would be quite a situation if such individuals were to ever vote in the Democrat Party and ever have anything to do with any such problems regarding each aspect as to what is and what has always been, my personal right to choose clearly and decisively through the most truthful portions thereof with the best of my ability from the information given and able to be found and/or felt. Thus if such aspects are truthful regarding my time upon returning to the Clear Springs SCUBA Park in July 2019 and onward such portions, what background clearances are able to be verified for which portions of credit repair and credit fixing for the betterment and clarifications in full thereof for the best possible aspects? How do those Instructor records look, in reference to such insurance reports as to other aspects referencing over the times thereof and since 2009? In turn if there was a hidden aspect as to how more females had gotten their initial SCUBA Diving certification(s) through a relationship and/or however getting the instructor to approve of the passing for the certification, the clarification for my grades as per each of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned were through my own merits as well as my own work as well as my own finances as well as having maintained my virtue as well as not paying extra money to purchase a passing grade or tipping in such references to each of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as per remaining for hundreds of SCUBA Dives as per my 26 total SCUBA Diving certifications compared to the number of SCUBA Dives per the ability to earn such clear and conciseness for the actual clearances thereof in combination with the integral portions into the on land sector of such portions of each SCUBA Diving certification I earned for such additional aspects to being a part of the Armed Forces of the United States of America for the other aspects as to MOS and such aligned portions thereof.



For a reminder as to my SCUBA Diving Certifications with the classes thereof for each certification course and the work thereof per class and SCUBA Dives required:


4 * National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diver

4 * Dry Suit Diver (similar to hazmat aspects)

4-6 * Underwater Navigator

4 * Peak Performance Buoyancy Specialty Diver

2 * Digital (Underwater) Photographer Specialty Diver

2 * Enriched Air Diver : Enriched Air Nitrox MAX 40% O2

* Specialty Diver Equipment Specialist

* PROJECT AWARE SPECIALTY

2 * Specialty Diver Altitude SCUBA Diver

* (SUUNTO) Computer Assisted Diving Specialty Diver

4 * Specialty Diver Diver Propulsion Vehicle

2 * Wreck Diver Specialty Diver

2 * Boat Diver Specialty Diver

4-5 * (Underwater) Naturalist Specialty Diver (additional portions as to Endangered Species awareness as well as investigation aspects for the areas as per the San Marcos Hot Springs having the large amount of portions for such care and maintenance though extends in other aspects and ways thereof)

* CORAL REEF CONSERVATION Specialty Diver

4 * Specialty Diver Night Diver

4-6 * Search & Recovery Diver Specialty

4 * Specialty Multilevel Diver

6-8 * Advanced Open Water SCUBA Diver

4 * Deep Diver Specialty Diver

* Fish Identification Specialty Diver

2 * Specialty Diver Drift SCUBA Diver

2 * (Underwater) Videographer Specialty Diver

* Primary & Secondary Care CPR/AED/First Aid: Adult (Confidence, Care)

2 * (Underwater) Film Photographer Specialty Diver

6-8 * Specialty Diver Cavern SCUBA Diver



Each of the numbers in the first portion of the above are the minimum number of SCUBA Dives per such aspects as to the virtue regarding aspects as to correctly studying the books for my classes courses, the work required for such aspects, and the facts already presented referencing such additional aspects as to the clarification purposes thereof in such areas of SCUBA Diving as well as other areas as to what some have hypothetically assumed of me simply because of whichever stereotype to whichever biases thereof; however having been born and raised in New Jersey to grow up in the tristate area the aspects as to how I physically look as well as other portions thereof, are fairly more common than possible had been thought at such times in other areas than where I had been involved with SCUBA Diving and those of other such areas of various aspects of communities and life thereof in the various aspects. I hope such assisted clearings thereof in addition to the fact of being an Ordained Reverend as well as the portions as to my graduation of the Dominant Mentor Program with the conjunction aspects as to having been a Leather leaning towards of adult consenting lifestyle portion more along the lines of the Old Guard as some might recognize, in turn the aspects as to whether as to the east coast or the west coast leather portions thereof for such additional clarifications as to the open transparency.



To which other gifts over the years regarding such ironies additionally to such a memorial year, as the red stoned bracelet I had given for a birthday gift and explained such portions regarding the discussions to clarify thereof afterwards at the Denton Texas location for that birthday party as well as respecting the relationship by the choice of the gift comparatively in such references to their relationship. Knowing the adult consenting lifestyle scene in my opinion I thought such a gift for her birthday was more appropriate from a Female Dominant than a type of presents given from others within such a situation, as per the aspects of that particular relationship arrangement. In turn regarding the respect of others' relationship dynamics when informed of such portions, the ways which the respect to whomever the other half or what-have-you regarding such relationship arrangements of the adult consenting lifestyle for such reviewals thereof in case of any drama caused by such possibilities and hypotheticals. Possibly such a type of gift at the timing thereof to the type of relationship and dynamics thereof, a rebirth of etiquette in a clearer way for a better knowledge point and the understanding of what despite the arena of would be considered as respectful and appropriate per the levels thereof for such portions as to the choice of gifts though in a more Leather approach in my opinion for the respect as to such portions of their particular relationship aspects. While I was excited to see the one's response being overjoyed as to the specific details and artist flowing of the metal arrangement with the red color to her hair, the aspects as to the responses referencing the adult consenting portions of the Dominant other half; I chose to calmly approach to respectfully as possible explain in ways which the words would clarify the portions of my intentions, as unlike the ways of the signs from the other gift at such a birthday event my particular gift for the birthday was not as clearly stated in such ways other than something I thought she would like and be able to wear while something which respected the levels of the other half to such in comparison to the energetic portions I picked up the feelings as to. If I was incorrect as back then I had apologized for if I misunderstood, though as I had discussed back then if I was accurate as to any concerns as to clarifying my intentions of only purity; though the irony is admittedly quite able to be seen, referencing such symbolism additionally.



In the other gifts in regards of not to my biological son and my biological daughter, there are small ones here and there such as a proposal engagement printable announcement aspect in reference to the only engagement party I had ever been at as I thought engagements were supposed to be celebrated just as I thought weddings were supposed to be a celebration when in the loving aspects. I was told birthdays are important to celebrate, though I have also seen where the opposite regarding some aspects of views regarding age in other references and the confusion regarding the additional portions as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury viewpoints and questions thereof in such ponderings as per the spiritual philosophical viewpoints thereof to the wonderings as to the aspects of the linear time portions comparatively; though the additional ironies of 17 years old, and day 17 to the countdown to the 20 year memorial of the 11 September 2001 attacks to which is bittersweet when thinking about the aspects thereof in a combined portion in reference for myself with such a philosophical theological viewpoint.



Due to the 1993 attacks I lost the numbers I lot to then the wording referencing the numbers in the thousands regarding who I had lost in the 11 September 2001 attacks, to which in regards as to the 26 individual SCUBA Diving certifications I earned on my own and the ways of the technology portions as to the clearing of and the year being 2009 or the equivalent of 9-1-1 then I suppose in such regards as to what the 20 year memorial to the last year of the year regarding the 2020 and terminology of 20-20 vision as to the aspects of what I had already discussed in person in the multitude of ways with varying degrees of details thereof to the numbers of such as the countdown gets closer to the 20 year memorial to the tristate areas I was born and raised in the northeast to regarding the aspects in the metaphor to those in the tri-city areas in reference to the overall regarding where I mainly had been a part of referencing DFW to Austin to San Antonio Texas areas of such communities while also online, and such requirements for the actual facts and truths thereof compared to rumors due to the transmission aspects referencing #Irving Irving and the Big Blue Book or the Blue Book Project portions thereof as per all such types of ties in the regards of the bump reference to even checking an email and the device(s) nearby to the triangulations thereof for a viewpoint at which angle(s). I suppose the wondering as to the numbers to that aspect of what I lost in such references and the proverbial regards as to how POTUS45 had assisted with the cleaning of the wreckages from the attacks when he was in New York City doing work before he ran for the Republican Party nominee to earn being voted in as President of the United States of America in the 2016 election, which he had said he would only run for one election term; to which whatever the aspects are if he had clarified as to why the second term for the election cycle as per his comments in signaling in certain patterns which could be found for such portions; the aspects as to the election integrity again is brought forward as to the ways which the viewpoints thereof already explained, which hypothetically with the portions as to the automated technology as well as the artificial intelligence aspects, the requirements for the clarifications as to what emotional responses compared to the mental clarity compared to the etcetera aspects as the physical portions can impact depending upon just as the spiritual or energetic portions as per the zapping aspects despite some thoughts over prior times about the technology aspects.



With each ending there is a new beginning and what each chooses for the new beginning is of such individual choices, to which there is a song which seems appropriate for the lyrics thereof.




Lyrics through Google Search:

Half your life you struggle Half your life you fly Half your life making trouble Half your life making it right One day I'm the exception Most days I'm just like most Some days I'm headed in the right direction And some days I ain't even close I'm a little bit steady but still little bit rolling stone I'm a little bit heaven but still a little bit flesh andbone Little found, little don't know where I am I'm a little bit holy water but still a little bit burning man Burning man I always loved the highway I just don't run it as fast I still go wherever the wind blows me But I always find my way back I still don't get it right sometimes I just don't get it as wrong I still go a little bit crazy sometimes Yeah, but now I don't stay near as long I'm a little bit steady but still little bit rolling stone I'm a little bit heaven but still a little bit flesh and bone Little found, little don't know where I am I'm a little bit holy water but still a little bit burning man Burning man Still just a burn, burn, burning man Just a burning man Maybe I'll go to the desert Find myself in the Joshua Trees If we pass in the night then just hand me a light and Tell me you burned just like me I'm a little bit steady but still little bit rolling stone I'm a little bit heaven but still a little bit flesh and bone Little found, little don't know where I am I'm a little bit holy water but still a little bit burning man Burning man Still just a burn, burn, burning man Just a burning man Burning man Source: Musixmatch Songwriters: Luke Dick / Bobby O Pinson Burning Man lyrics © Little Louder Songs, Emileon Songs







There was a point in time which I had discussed with a Bernie Sanders supporter who had gone to Burning Man as well as some other aspects thereof, to which she refused to believe me of people having gone to Burning Man to take the ideas from others creations and then go forward with such aspects to which she told me there was no one who would go to Burning Man and do that. I had been made fun of for the ways I notice situations as well as lyrics, to which I suppose depending which proof for the fuller aspects the ways which such lyrics can be viewed depends upon the angles thereof and the intentions for such. As my son had a class in high school which was breaking down the aspects as to the symbolic portions of the pop culture regarding movies and the psychological compositions thereof, I could not believe that was actually a class at the time and yet in other ways for those with the condensed view points the situations as to the expansion of such aspects to the oddities thereof for discussions in proverbial modernized ways depending upon the reference points thereof. I heard many lyrics while growing up in the tristate area in the 1980s into the 1990s, of which of most groups the most respectful to those of the 11 September 2001 attacks and people thereof in the lyrics usually were along the country music stations on the radio. As per prior to being in the Army I had only used my email to contact the radio and I did not have any social media aspects set up at all that I used in the ways which I would think of from the times thereafter the time of waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as I did not go online otherwise from the year of 1998 onward which the background checks had already begun referencing MAST. With the levels of my #ASVAB ASVAB and #MOS MOS choices thereof thus the clearance portions for the beginning and the end of the prior portions of such aspects needing to be cleared in the regards of the online transmissions in such aspects in the multiple ways, for the truthful realities in many ways and towards the multitude of areas.



Honesty and integrity, are extremely important.



Those with Blue Identification Cards can see such portions more clearly with such information as to their knowledge I would guess, however those who have not seen such or knew of such hopefully the clarifications are more well understood as to the aspects thereof in a multitude of what ways are possible for such portions thereof. Though also the clarifications in the MEPS station among other portions such as the situation regarding after Your Dad in Not A Captain's son, I was not going to be involved with the adult consenting community and not be as prepared as possible for any such circumstances at those times. I was involved with adult consenting lifestyle, though I also had earned my First Aid/CPR/AED certification and I was not going to be irresponsible with such a reference aspect in the adult consenting lifestyle community in any just in case situation. As at one particular household for Austin area adult consenting lifestyle locations, I had been asked to speak with the wife's husband about several topics as per his shyness who I refer to as the Kilted in this regard. As the questions were fairly lengthy to answer as to the depths of the questions and having been asked to speak with him by his wife to the respect thereof, the additional aspects as to the first aide kit with certain individuals who I had known had certain military connections for a safety precautionary measure as to not knowing what could be required for the assistances where I possibly could as to the best of my ability. With the fact as to her request to speak with her husband and his concerns in a multitude of ways with the first evening as to such shortly after the situations which had transpired at the Fort Worth Zoo after my SCUBA Diving and the rave situation in addition to the Your Dad is Not A Captain's son situation because of Nine Lives Books Cat Sanctuary problems, there was not a chance that was willing to be taken in such a combined situation to which in the multitude adding the Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr situation and the 151 Road Warriors as per the MadMax movie at the Alamo Drafthouse with the actor who was scheduled who was the favorite character to the movie; there was nothing to which my thoughts could not check through for as many safety precautions in the largest possible ways to the smallest details which I could muster to find for as many security measures in the ways which I saw could possibly need to be assisted, and the other portions thereof though during though before as well.



If such shows a clear state of mind despite situations thereof while being honest in such ways and not my fault if others had not looked before to do their own research until later regarding the timing situations for the understanding portions from the knowledge, the ways which I guess possibly additionally fixes and patches in my credit portions as well as repairs all such damages for the clarifications and the properness as best as possible for the clarity of all such for my innocence in each and every way possible. If it is true regarding the aspects as to the Holy Scriptures and the one among you who is able to in such ways as the Torah aspect to the Paschal Lamb for the aspects of transmissions is accurate to the Space Force officially being recognized, then I suppose if all that initially helped me to do so for others to be able to go forward as well in such regards there is an ironic space quote a bit varied for the times.



One small set of steps together for one female, one giant leap for human beings to progress forward into the future and onwards.



The situations regarding the handbells and such portions as to the reading of the music compared to the actual reading of the music as well in such references to the letter placements, I could not go further with such because of having to admit my own limitations. It would be interesting to learn one particular set of the handbells I saw in a solo piece as per the ways which I think would be interesting to compose, though practicing such in an apartment would not be ideal in my opinion. It would be interesting to work on creating a piece with my outfit aspects as to the specific set of handbells which caught my attention, though the practice could only be in the area for the ability to get the correct sound effects for the proper swings for such in the aspects thereof if a possibility. I can sarcastically say as to the ringing of the bells to the Duke University portions and Notre Dame as to the male I knew from Marlboro Recreational Camp as a Camp Counselor when I was a teenager in New Jersey who mistook my ways as to flirting compared to who I am possibly, though he did not believe me when I told him I was not allowed to date until I was 16 years old at a minimum. In turn as to other such aspects of beliefs, I have dealt with. Texas does not know the spoiled brats the ways which certain areas of certain types have spoiled brats, to which the social media portions of the clarifications as to such portions in the ways which would be the Excalibur Faire turn around equivalent of your own words being used against you in the court of social media ways to which have brought forward more abilities to clarify the truthful portions compared to the opinions and/or biases and/or stereotypes thought of per other contributing factors for the reviewals as to the honesty regarding such transmissions when in reference to certain New Jersey-ians in more specific details regarding such aspects upward I suppose in a different viewpoint regarding aspects thereof especially after such prior attacks in conjunction to the 11 September 2001 to the actuality of the 20 memorial thereof to such numbers of actual losses. In such references and regards the closest I can describe referencing the choir bells, was hearing far more than just the sounds from the bells themselves in such an enclosed area with the echoing in the hallways to the bouncing back along such concrete. The French film makers regarding the 9/11 documentary as I explained was the extremely respectful way as to that filing editing, as I knew those buildings and those particular sounds as to various locations as per the ways I can hear espcially after the waking up from my coma and the headaches from the sound sensitivities regarding the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



Remember I went SCUBA Diving knowing I was going to the bottom of the ocean to get to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenbrg to be able to survive and live onward as per along with other aspects as to the situations, and I had to pause the video tape because of how much it was to process for me when seeing the film footage as well as the sounds in the background. Remember, my babysitter's husband was a Secuirty Director in the World Trade Center and had an office toward the top of one of the buildings. There are people who have reviewed different military movies as to the reactions from those who are in the know of such aspects to which I do not know what others needed more of than that particular aspect of a reference point to having been born and raised in New Jersey and knowing I lost people thought could not remember all of their names and all of their faces, however I did survive a head injury on Psalm Sunday one year prior and only woke up one year-ish from the timeframe of the 11 September 2001 attacks and at that time there was still the subarachnoid hemorrhage in my brain while being a Mom and handling what responsibilities I had at such times.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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